#i graduate in two weeks and im fucking petrified | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

fleur-alise · 9 months ago

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so turns out i did end up getting accepted to grad school, and funded too, and now I have to decide if I'm gonna go through with the gap year I decided on when I got waitlisted and sorely need or bite the bullet and go through with it and hope my extreme burnout doesn't get any worse or turn it down and pray that I'll be able to get in when I try again. no scratch that. pray that I try again.

#bc my mom is sure that i won't #STRESS #guys im so scared #i graduate in two weeks and im fucking petrified #school has been my whole fucking personality all my life #and i was gonna go into academia but it kind of just feels like I'm staying in my school safety net #rather than it being something i actually want to do #but if its not something i actually want to do #then what the fuck am i going to do with my life #where the fuck am i going to LIVE when my lease runs out in three months???#AHHHHHHH

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