#i got a million different people tryna kick it but i’m still alone in my mind ;; fc

[lucillesada]

LUCILLE WEASLEY é uma MESTIÇA que se identifica como MULHER CIS de 18 anos e pode ser encontrado no dormitório do PRIMEIRO ANO da LUFA-LUFA. A carinha é de LUCA HOLLESTELLE, mas dizem que ele também pode ser CALMA, CRIATIVA, DESATENTA e PREGUIÇOSA. O signo de LUCY é TOURO, seu patrono é BORBOLETA e seu user na wizarfi é @lucillesada.

・ ˖  ✦ ⋄ . wanted plots ❝ EM BREVE ❞

FAMÍLIA

Lucy costuma dizer que “quando eu conheço uma pessoa nova, as chances dessa pessoa ser da minha família e eu não saber ainda é de, pelo menos, 78%" porque a família dela é ENORME e ela ama isso

Lucy é uma das gêmeas filhas de Percy e Audrey Weasley e ninguém sabe quem nasceu primeiro (só os pais, obviamente, mas eles escolheram não contar para ninguém) 

É muito próxima da irmã e tem uma relação incrível com a mãe, e, apesar de também amar o pai, nunca foi muito próxima dele porque ele vive ocupado com o trabalho dele no Ministério

E, por conta da personalidade dela, Lucy sempre achou que era uma decepção para o pai, apesar dele nunca ter dito nada do tipo a ela.

Audrey é uma bruxa mestiça que, apesar de ter perdido a mãe na guerra, ainda era muito chegada ao lado trouxa da família dela

Então, desde pequena, Lucy sempre foi muito próxima do mundo e da cultura trouxa porque a mãe arrastava ela e Molly para visitarem o avô trouxa

Apesar de ser meio ‘gênia maluca que fica muito tempo sozinha’, principalmente quando está no meio de uma experiência nova, ela é MUITO apegada à família

E os usa de cobaia mais do que seria seguro admitir

Ela ama a bagunça que é uma casa cheia de gente, ama ir para a casa dos avós (tanto os Weasley quanto o pai de sua mãe) e já pediu, várias vezes quando era pequena, para Audrey se mudar para a casa da vovó Molly e do vovô Arthur 

De vez em quando, os avós e tios (principalmente o tio George) olham meio estranho para Lucy e Molly, mas eventualmente Lulu entendeu que é porque elas se parecem muito com George e Fred.

LUCY

Ela é o próprio clichê de cientista louco

Sempre foi super apaixonada por química, sendo uma das poucas matérias para a qual ela se dedicava durante o ensino básico

A maioria dos experimentos explodiram na cara dela? TALVEZ

Mas isso é só parte da diversão

E a meta dela em Hogwarts é estudar poções e virar a nova Marie Curie da magia

Ela vai ou mudar ou dominar o mundo com química+poções

Isso porque na verdade Lucille Weasley é um gênio. Ela é terrivelmente boa com as matérias objetivas (matemática, química e física, principalmente) e tem um pensamento muito muito rápido

Acontece que: Lulu está quase sempre drogadíssima de marijuana e gillyweed, que desaceleram o pensamento dela (tho ela usa o outro tipo de maconha quando ela precisa ficar atenta e se foca)

Então boa parte do potencial dessa mente genial se perde entre as drogas e a preguiça inata da menina

As notas dela são, portanto, terríveis desde os 16 anos: nas matérias exatas ela passou a ter notas medianas e nas humanas ela continuou sendo terrível como sempre foi

Ela só usa o potencial do cérebro dela para as matérias que ela gosta muito e para pegadinhas, honestamente

Não tem um parente ou amigo próximo que não foi cobaia da Lucy para alguma poção que te deixa com um focinho de cachorro ou que te faz falar a língua dos trolls o dia todo

Se ela não está fumando escondida em algum lugar, ela com certeza está com o laboratório portátil dela criando mais alguma poção química para testar nos primos

Em questão de personalidade, ela é exatamente o que se espera de uma slythpuff: ambiciosa ao extremo (levemente atrapalhada pela própria preguiça e pelas drogas), leal até a morte (com os próximos) e a melhor amiga que você pode ter na vida. Ela larga tudo para ajudar os amigos, ela vai rir antes de ajudar, mas vai mover montanhas pelos amigos se for necessário. 

ALEATORIEDADES ALEATÓRIAS

Lucy ganhou seu nome (Lucille) em homenagem à avó que faleceu na Guerra, Lucille Mills

Labels? O que é isso? É de comer? 

O chapéu seletor ficou em dúvida sobre coloca-la na Lufa-Lufa ou na Sonserina e demorou uns vinte minutos para ela ser finalmente selecionada para a casa de Helga porque ela cansou de esperar e escolheu sozinha

Sexualidade é fluída e Lucy vai pegar todo mundo que ela tiver a oportunidade de pegar

“Sem tempo para seus sentimentos, irmão, tenho experiências para fazer e um mundo para mudar”

Lulu, Lily e Molly estão recriando o Mapa do Maroto porque se recusam a usar esse negócio desatualizado e ficar roubando o mapa dos Potter é altamente chato

Ela ABSOLUTAMENTE não usa vestidos ou saias porque ela precisa estar sempre pronta para uma emergência (leia-se necessidade de testar uma teoria nova) e não pode entrar em laboratórios se não estiver de calça

Apesar de que ela usa shorts e transfigura eles em calças quando precisa então podem call her out on this bulls*it

Ela enche a cara de drogas mas você nunca verá Lucille bebendo álcool porque ela não gosta das reações químicas que produz no cérebro

É uma jogadora decente de quadribol, mas tem preguiça demais para entrar no time

Quando joga, porém, ela é competitiva DEMAIS e vai xingando até a mãe (depois se desculpa porque ela não é louca)

Tem duas tatuagens: a molécula de serotonina tatuada no quadril e uma tatuagem que fez com a Molly na costela 

Ela tem um estilo estranho: ou se veste como se ainda estivesse nos anos 60/70 ou se veste de jeans e moletom.

Dança muito bem

Tem o nível de atenção/concentração de uma borboleta e honestamente acha que esse é o único motivo para esse ser seu patrono

[lviingprooff]

I know I always go missing

And you're lying awake

But if you ask why I'm distant

I'm runnin' away

You know that everywhere I go

I got a million different people tryna kick it

But I'm still alone in my mind

I know you're dying to meet me

But I can just tell you this

Baby, as soon as you meet me

You'll wish that you never did

- Halsey

[soc-characters-as-songs]

H A L S E Y

ivy: clementine (”I left my daydreams at the gate because I just can’t take ‘em with me too/know that my heart still has a suitcase, but I still can’t take it through/I don’t need anyone, I don’t need anyone/I just need everyone and then some”)

meredith: drive ("your laugh, echoes down the hallway/carves into my hollow chest, spreads over the emptiness/it's bliss/it's so simple but we can't stay/over analyze again, would it really kill you if we kissed")

diana: easier than lying ("you liar, you don't love me too/it's easy for you after all/my heart is massive, but it's empty/a permanent part of me, an innocent artery")

dahlia: graveyard ("I won't stop 'til I get where you are/I keep running when both my feet hurt/I won't stop 'til I get where you are/oh, when you go down all your darkest roads/I would've followed all the way to the graveyard")

alassie: don't play ("tryna take back what you say to me/I don't give a damn what you say to me/there ain't no time for games with me/I'm moving on, I'm getting paid/i'm on my own, I had some space to deal with it")

ramona: haunting ("we walk as tall as the skyline/and we have roots like the trees/but then your eyes start to wander/'cause they weren't looking at me/you weren't looking for me")

rhea: ashley ("and now, if I figure this out/apart from my beatin' heart/it's a muscle, but it's still not strong enough to carry the/weight of the choices I've made/I told you I'd ride this out/it's gettin' harder every day somehow/I'm burstin' out of myself")

cornelia: castle ("oh, all these minutes passing, sick of feeling used/if you wanna break these walls down, you're gonna get bruised/now my neck is open wide, begging for a fist around it/already choking on my pride, so there's no use crying about it")

kaden: finally//beautiful stranger ("I grab your hand and then we run to the car/singin' in the street and playin' air guitar/stuck between my teeth just like a candy bar/and I wonder if it goes too far to say/I've never recognized a purer face")

andreia: the lighthouse ("well, the waves were tall and they were crashin' down/he's layin' in the water, begging god to let him drown/so I showed him all my teeth and then I laughed out loud/'cause I never wanted savin', I just wanted to be found")

arely: 3am ("darling, I just left the bar/and I've misplaced all my credit cards/my self preservation and all of my reservations/are sitting and contemplatin' what to do with me, with me")

suzy: forever...(is a long time) ("I spent a long time/watering a plant made of plastic/and I curse the ground for growing green/I spent a long time/substituting honest with sarcastic/and I curse my tongue for being mean")

samuel: be kind (”wanna believe, wanna believe/that you don't have a bad bone in your body/but the bruises on your ego make you go wild/wanna believe, wanna believe/that even when you’re stone cold, you’re sorry”)

bianca: dominic’s interlude (”and if you’re looking for signs then/you should know there’s power in the words you’re thinking/talk to your man, tell him he got bad news coming”)

archibald: alone ("she said she told you she knows me/but the face isn't right/she asked if I recognized her/and I told her I might/see, everywhere I go/I got a million different people tryna kick it")

raphael: ya'aburnee ("I get undertones of sadness/when I think about the moments/that I never got to spend with you")

[satoruvt]

the color of you - green (3)

i feel like in terms of the patterns im tryna leave this chapter wasnt that good but its ok i like it anyways and i hope u do too

pairing → keigo takami x bakery owner!reader

word count → 2072

summary → you’re not really dating, so you can’t really be in love with him… right?

song inspo → xo by eden

part one | part two | part three | part four | part five

The grass is so bright.

You don’t know why it looks particularly vibrant today - maybe it’s the sun. It dots the grass under the trees in unusual polygons, the rays lighting up the green in their early-summer light. Your eyes trace the landscape, starting at the ground before moving up. Brown bark of a tree, then the token green of summer again, and finally blue sky. It’s a good day for a walk. 

Keigo squeezes your hand gently and you’re moved back to real-time, no longer focused on the colors of the world.

You’re still surprised this is so easy - of all of the things you thought this relationship would be, easy wasn’t one of the words that came to mind. But it is, Keigo makes it easy, somehow. The first few days, you went home every night from hanging out, going on “dates” just to scream into your pillow that it was you with pro-hero Hawks - albeit fake, it was you.

And his publicist was right about you gaining business - the bakery was flourishing more than ever before, supportive fans coming to try their beloved hero’s girlfriend’s pastries. The money you were getting as a positive consequence was enough for you to actually have money leftover after groceries and bills, not to mention the few employees you had were getting paid what they deserved.

“Hey, stop spacing out,” Keigo says, stopping in the pathway. When you turn to him with a raised eyebrow, he’s pouting playfully. “You’re supposed to be focused on me.”

“Oh, right, of course,” you keen, placing a hand over your heart. “I’m so sorry, my love! Forgive my incompetence…”

He grins. “All is forgiven if you agree to sit with me under the mighty oak tree over yonder.”

His medieval speak makes you cringe (though you’re sure yours isn’t any better) but you let him lead you to the tree he had in mind. He sits down at its base, under the shade of its leaves, and you follow. You lay so your head is on his lap, resting on your back.

It’s not a designated date today - Keigo had a day off (a “day off”) and called to see if you had one as well. You didn’t have to be to the bakery until later into the afternoon, so you figured it couldn’t hurt to spend some time with him (after all, he is your boyfriend now).

He’s talking about Endeavor, how the two of them are best friends, but the Number One hero just doesn’t know it yet. You’re not really focusing on his words, because it’s hitting you hard that he’s fucking pretty. It’s not like you hadn’t noticed it before - you were (are?) a fan, you noticed that he was attractive, but Lord, if it doesn’t show in the sunlight right now. With his perfectly-unruly hair, light and intelligent eyes -

“Oh!” Keigo says, looking down at you. “I just remembered. We should take some pictures.”

It takes you a moment to recover. “Uh - for what?”

“Social media.” He pulls out his phone from his pocket, and you sit up from his lap. You’re sure the two of you look pathetic, taking selfies in the middle of a park, but then again, what’s the harm?

Keigo taps on the photo app, turns his phone sideways, and you brush down your hair that’s sticking in a million different directions once you see yourself in the frame. It doesn’t take long - Keigo sends you an impatient look anyways and you tell him to shut up - and you scoot behind him, resting your head on his shoulder cutely.

That’s the first photo, gentle smiles and green grass. The second one involves you kissing his cheek, and the third one something stupid with both of you sticking your tongues out at the camera. Once he sends them to you, you save them to your phone before putting it back into your pocket.

They’re cute pictures, and for a moment it almost seems like the whole thing is real.

-

The grass is soothing against your skin, but eventually it’s time for you to get back to the bakery.

The walk back to the main entrance of the park is softer from when the two of you came in, conversation more serious than playful (not to say that Keigo doesn’t tease you when the opportunity arises, because he does).

“Are there any big events coming up?” You ask him, swinging your intertwined hands between the two of you. “Like, that we have to go to?”

“Yeah, there’s a hero awards ceremony,” Keigo says, then grimaces slightly.

“I don’t think I’ve ever seen you at an awards ceremony before. Or any hero meetings, aside from maybe two.”

“That’s because they suck and take too much energy.”

“Then why are we going to this one? Isn’t it weird for you to suddenly go now?”

“That’s a good question,” Keigo says, and you noticed you’ve reached the front gate. “I’ve got no fucking clue.”

The chuckle that escapes your lips is genuine, and your hand leaves his with a gentle, “I’ll see you later, Kei,” but he pulls you back suddenly. You’re closer than before, and you furrow your brows at him.

“What -”

“There’s some paparazzi behind you,” Keigo says.

Oh.

“I’m gonna kiss you, okay?”

Oh.

You nod, still reeling from when he pulled you to him, and he leans forward. But wait, why is your heart beating so fast -

Keigo’s lips meet yours in a soft kiss, something only meant to convey feeling to the outside world. It’s innocent, an “I-love-you” kiss, and it takes you half a second to reciprocate. But you do, smiling onto his lips - let’s give ‘em a show, you think to yourself - and he places a hand on your cheek. You cover it with your own, and when he pulls away you lean into his palm on instinct.

“Not gonna lie, hero,” you breathe, “you’re really good at that.”

“I’ve had a lot of practice,” Keigo grins, obviously smug, but you snort.

“Whore.”

“Hey!”

With a laugh, you walk out of the main gate, to the subway station. You can’t help but reminisce about the feeling of Keigo’s lips as you do.

-

The bakery’s having a slow day by the time you walk in, the inside seats only occupied by a few people. The chatter is quiet, barely there, and it reminds you of mid-spring days, sitting outside with friends to catch up. You head back to the kitchen with a greeting to each of your employees, but you barely get started on some cookie dough when you’re called out to the front of the restaurant.

“Y/N, there’s a delivery person here for you,” one of your employees says, and you sigh, thinking about what to do, given that your hands are covered in flour.

“Can you handle it? It’s probably just this week’s dairy,” you respond, working the dough through your fingers. Your employee shakes his head, and he’s got a small smile on his face.

“It’s not that,” he says. “The guy’s got flowers.”

What?

You furrow your brows - “tell him to wait for a minute” - before washing your hands off, wiping the excess water on your apron. When you walk out to the cash register, sure enough, there’s a man waiting with a bouquet of flowers in his hands.

“Are you Y/N?” He asks when you get close enough, and you nod. “From Hawks.”

You take the bouquet in your hands and you hear a camera snap as you do. When you turn your head to the noise, none of the customers in the bakery show any signs of it being them, but you’re sure it’s one of Keigo’s fans who heard his name. The delivery guy walks out of the bakery and you roll your eyes, laughing to yourself. There’s a tag tied around the stems and you pull on it to read it.

Couldn’t help but notice how you looked at the flowers earlier, so I got you some of your own. If I don’t see them on the counter the next time I’m at the bakery, we’re gonna have some problems.

The note is signed with a loopy scribble of Keigo’s name, and then a heart. It makes you smile and you take out your phone to send a picture of the tag to him, along with a message that reads “received loud and clear.” He responds quickly; “good, they better be in the best vase you can find.”

-

“Why are my flowers in a pot?”

You look up from wiping down the counter, brain thoughtlessly telling you to tell whoever it is at the door that the bakery’s closed, but you’re met with a familiar pair of red wings and golden eyes.

You tuck the damp rag into a pocket in your apron, shrugging as Keigo walks closer to the counter. “It’s a bakery, that’s the best vase I can find,” you say, then pout, “besides, it’s rustic, leave it alone.”

He laughs, and you motion for him to follow you back to the kitchen. “So, what brings you here?”

“My flowers.”

You feign offense, draping the back of your hand over your forehead. “Really? Only the flowers? Not to see little old me, your very own girlfriend?”

Keigo hums, dipping his finger into a mostly-empty tub of icing to taste it. “Mm, I take it back. Not the flowers. It was for this kick-ass icing.”

“You like it?” You ask, and he nods, going in for another finger-ful. “You should try the donuts I just made.”

“Holy shit, can I?”

You giggle at his eagerness, then pull out two donuts from the cooling rack nearby. You hand one to Keigo - a classic glazed - before taking your personal favorite off the rack and taking a bite yourself. When Keigo sees you do it, he does too, and you’re immediately overwhelmed in compliments.

“Jesus, Y/N, I think I’m calling it,” he says, mouth full of pastry. “I’m completely in love with you. How the hell did you get this good?”

You feel the flush in your cheeks before it shows, and you shrug, rubbing the back of your neck awkwardly. “I’ve just always had a thing for baking, I guess,” you murmur, placing your half-eaten donut on the counter as you lean against it. “That’s how I got this whole place started.”

Keigo looks at you funny and you realize you haven’t told him too much about your career, so you keep talking. “I started the bakery, like, right out of high school. I already knew that I wanted to bake my whole life, so I never thought about using my quirk to become a hero or going to college or any of that stuff.”

He nods, finishing off his donut in another few bites. The silence is weird, not being filled, and it feels good to talk to him about this, so you keep going, playing with the hem of your apron out of habit. “I know my parents are super proud of me for starting my own business so young, but… I did it so fast, and I worry that they think I’m gonna do everything at that same speed. It just puts a lot of pressure on me, you know?”

When you look at Keigo again, he’s got a certain look in his eyes, and you don’t know what it is. You realize that he probably didn’t want to hear about all of your fears with having your own business and panic flushes through your veins at the sudden thought.

“Oh, sorry, you probably didn’t wanna hear about all that,” you rush out, and Keigo’s quick to respond.

“No, it’s just…” he pauses, tapping his fingers on the counter once, twice. “You just summed up my entire career.”

It’s your turn to look at him funny, and it’s his turn to tell you his sob story. “I was chosen to be a hero when I was, like, ten or eleven or something, and I started my own agency when I was eighteen. I like being known as the hero with speed, as someone who can get shit done, but… it’s a lot, sometimes.”

He meets your eyes, and you’re very aware of the new understanding the two of you share. There’s something different in the way he looks at you, now.

And it’s good.

[alluress]

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆  𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.  ♡

daisy by ashnikko;  being a bitch is my kink  /  what the fuck else did you think?  /  fuck a princess,  i'm a king  /  bow down and kiss on my ring  /  it's gonna hurt,  it'll sting  /  spittin' your blood in the sink  /  i'm crazy but you like that,  i bite back  /  daisies on your nightstand,  never forget it  /  i blossom in the moonlight,  screw eyes  /  glacial with the blue ice,  i'm terrifying

savages by marina;  humans aren't gonna behave as we think we always should  /  yeah, we can be bad as we can be good  /  underneath it all we're just savages  /  hidden behind shirts,  ties and marriages  /  how could we expect anything at all?  /  we're just animals still learning how to crawl  /  we live,  we die,  we steal,  we kill,  we lie  /  just like animals but with far less grace

xs by rina sawayama;  hey,  i want it all,  don't have to choose  /  and when the heart wants what it wants,  what can i do?  /  so,  i'll take that one,  that one,  yeah,  that one too  /  luxury and opulence  /  cartiers and tesla xs  /  calabasas,  i deserve it  /  call me crazy,  call me selfish  /  i'm the baddest and i'm worth it  /  gimme just a little bit  (  more  )  /  little bit of  (  excess  )  /  oh me,  oh my

alone by halsey;  and i can never say sorry 'cause i won't take the blame  /  i know i always go missing and you're lying awake  /  but if you ask why i'm distant,  oh,  i'm runnin' away  /  you know that everywhere i go i got a million different people tryna kick it  /  but i'm still alone in my mind  /  i know you're dying to meet me  /  but i can just tell you this  /  baby,  as soon as you meet me  /  you'll wish that you never did

hunger by florence and the machine;   oh,  and you in all your vibrant youth  /  how could anything bad ever happen to you?  /  you make a fool of death with your beauty,  and for a moment  /  i thought that love was in the drugs  /  but the more I took,  the more it took away  /  and i could never get enough  /  i thought that love was on the stage  /  you give yourself to strangers  /  you don't have to be afraid

stolen from @ioniasjewel o/

[b1tterswe-et]

See, everywhere I go I got a million different people tryna kick it But I'm still alone in my mind

[angelica-rossi]

                                                  the princess mix

I. the lucky one// taylor swift

“And they tell you that you're lucky But you're so confused, 'Cause you don't feel pretty, you just feel used.”

                                                                                    II.  glamorous// fergie

                                                                                  “We flying the first class                                                                                      Up in the sky                                                                                     Poppin' champagne                                                                                     Livin' my life                                                                                     In the fast lane”

III. getaway car// taylor swift 

“You were drivin' the getaway car We were flyin', but we'd never get far Don't pretend it's such a mystery Think about the place where you first met me”

                                                                    IV. bubblegum bitch// marina

                                                                           “Oh, dear diary, I met a boy                                                     He made my doll heart light up with joy                                                                         Oh, dear diary, we fell apart                                                       Welcome to the life of Electra Heart”

V. hope ur okay// olivia rodrigo

“And somehow, we fell out of touch Hope he took his bad deal and made a royal flush Don't know if I'll see you again someday But if you're out there, I hope that you're okay”

                                                                               VI.   alone// halsey 

                                                            “You know that everywhere I go                                                I got a million different people tryna kick it                                                             But I'm still alone in my mind”

[cowtale-utau]

Some Halsey lyrics.

Undertale Sans/Ace - “And I've been sitting at the bottom of a swimming pool, For a while now, drowning my thoughts out with the sounds” (Young Gods – Badlands)

Undertale Papyrus/Lief - “I find it very, very easy to be true, I find myself alone when each day is through” (Walk the Line – Badlands)

Underfell Sans/Chisel - “I want to start this out and say, I gotta get it off my chest, Got no anger, got no malice, Just a little bit of regret” (You Should Be Sad – Manic)

Underfell Papyrus/Spur - “You're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece” (Colors - Badlands)

Underswap Sans/Scout - “Told me pick my battles and be picking 'em wise, But I wanna pick 'em all and I don't want to decide” (killing boys – manic)

Underswap Papyrus/Piper - “I spent a long time, Substituting honest with sarcastic, And I curse my tongue for being mean” (Forever ... (is a long time) - Manic)

Swapfell(Red) Sans/Whip - “Selfish, taking what I want and call it mine, I'm helpless, clinging to a little bit of spine” (Hold Me Down - Badlands)

Swapfell(Red) Papyrus/Coyote - “I think there's a flaw in my code, These voices won't leave me alone, Well my heart is gold, and my hands are cold” (Gasoline – Badlands)

Horrortale Sans/Tender -”Because in my world, I'm constantly, constantly havin' a breakthrough, Or a breakdown, or a blackout” (Clementine - Manic)

Horrortale Papyrus/Cook - “My ghost, Where'd you go?, What happened to the soul that you used to be?” (Ghost - Badlands)

Swapfell(Purple) Sans/Doc - “It's crazy when, The thing you love the most, Is the detriment, Let that sink in” (Graveyard - Manic)

Swapfell(Purple) Papyrus/Flint - “Survival of the richest, the city's ours until the fall” (New Americana - Badlands)

Fellswap Gold Sans/Haze - “If the morning light don't steal our soul, We will walk away from empty gold” (Empty Gold – Room 93)

Fellswap Gold Papyrus/Cirrus - “All we do is sit in silence waiting for a sign, Sick and full of pride” (Drive - Badlands)

Underlust Sans/Shine - “And you surrender to the touch, you'll know, I can put on a show, I can put on a show” (Heaven in Hiding – Hopeless Fountain Kingdom)

Underlust Papyrus/Calico -“Remember anything but thinking you're the one, And I can force a future like it's nothing” (I HATE EVERYBODY – Manic)

Dancetale Sans/Shuffle – “I'm standin' in the ashes of who I used to be, And I'm faded away, you know, I used to be on fire” (Angel on Fire – Hopeless Fountain Kingdom)

Dancetale Papyrus/Foxtrot - “You know that everywhere I go, I got a million different people tryna' kick it, But I'm still alone in my mind” (Alone – Hopeless Fountain Kingdom)

Outertale Sans/Saturn – “Every single night pray the sun'll rise, Every single time make a compromise, Every single night pray the sun'll rise, but, It's coming down” (Coming Down - Badlands)

Outertale Papyrus/Mercury – “Soft and slow, watch the minutes go, Count out loud so we know you don't keep 'em for yourself” (929 - Manic)

Farmtale Sans/Sage – “I think I'm making a mistake, But if I decide to break, who will fill the empty space?” (Ashley - Manic)

Farmtale Papyrus/Thyme – “They told me once nothing grows, When a house ain't a home” (More - Manic)

G!Sans/Aurum - “You said Darling, who you praying to? Was anybody answering you? Because I've done my part for twelve years now, And I can't seem to get through” (The Garden – No Album)

G!Papyrus/Viridis – “You should know there's power in the words you're thinking” (Dominic’s Interlude – Manic)

[skruttet]

i know i always go missing and you’re lying awake but if you ask why i’m distant, oh, i’m running away you know that everywhere i go i got a million different people tryna kick it but i’m still alone in my mind

[lucillesada]

tag drop

・ ˖  ✦ ⋄ . i’m bigger than my body i’m colder than this home ❝ FACECLAIM ❞

・ ˖  ✦ ⋄ . sick of all these people talking sick of all this noise ❝ INTERAÇÕES ❞

・ ˖  ✦ ⋄ . i waited a while for a momento to say i don’t owe you a goddamn thing ❝ MUSING ❞

・ ˖  ✦ ⋄ . i got a million different people tryna’ kick it but i’m still alone in my mind ❝ BIOGRAFIA ❞

・ ˖  ✦ ⋄ . now i know i need you around with me ❝ FAMÍLIA ❞

・ ˖  ✦ ⋄ . i say i’d catch you if you all and if they laugh then fuck ‘em all ❝ WANTED PLOT ❞

[randomestfandoms-ocs]

Rocks At My Window by Bridget Medler, Voodoo Doll by 5SOS, Bad Intentions by Niykee Heaton, Hold Back The River by James Bay, Alone by Halsey, Youth by Daughter

Rocks At My Window: Roxie Flores about Sam Evans (Wish you'd go throwing rocks at my window/We could count the stars from your car hood/But I'm here alone)

Voodoo Doll: Fallon Parris Jones about Reggie Mantle (I don't even like you/Why did you want to go and make me feel this way?)

Bad Intentions: Arianne Martin (But after everything I still believe in true love)

Hold Back The River: Jennifer Andrews and FP Jones (Tried to keep you close to me/But life got in between)

Alone: Arianne Martin and Ariel Blossom (Everywhere I go I got a million different people tryna' kick it/But I'm still alone in my mind)

Youth: Amethyst Adams (And if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones/Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs/Setting fire to our insides for fun/Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong)

Send me a song and I’ll tell you which OC(s) it fits best

[imagineit-here]

Comethazine - Memory Lane

“Damn mami, you look sexy as hell”, Jahmeir eyed you up and down, taking in your gorgeous body. You smirked, walking past him and going to look in the full body mirror y’all had to admire your body and your tiny baby bump in one of your Fashion Nova dresses.

“Shut up, you gonna try and pin my ass down and I really can’t have that. I’m tryna make it to dinner this time”, you whine, knowing full well that you won’t leave this house cause of his horny ass. He’s always been like this, since the day you guys met.

2 Years ago - Comethazine’s POV “Man I’m really just trying to get new kicks”, I spoke, entering the sports store. I was really digging the new FILAs, hoping I could cop a pair. “Yo man, can I get them huge ass FILAs?”, I told the homie who came to help me.  “Uhm, lemmie hand you over to the manager. She’s gonna tell you when they’re back in stock” He disappeared into the back as I continued scanning through for more goodies. “Hey”, a smooth voice spoke. I turned around and was met by a smiling lil’ lady. She was dressed in the store shirt that was tied up to show her belly, some black fitting leggings, and black some heels. She threw me off my game for a lil’. I quickly looked back up to her eyes which were squinting at me with a ‘really nigga?’ look.

“Right, I was asking for the FILAs. Y’all have em?”, I quickly snapped out of it and continued to walk around, looking at her through the mirrors all over the walls. “Yeah, I don’t know why Donny forgot we got a new stock. Lemmie get some from the back”, and with that, she trotted off, making sure she walked like she was in a damn catwalk. “Damn, y’all see her?”, I turned around to my homies who equally agreed that she was bad. It’s not even like she was one of them big booty hoes, she just had a different feel to her, on top of that, she was naturally beautiful. Just my type.

“Here”, she came back out, her glossy lips smiling happily as she seemed satisfied to find what I was looking for. I quickly tried them on, liked them, and was headed for the checkout. “So, you taken? Y/n”, I put on my most desirable face, as I read her name tag. Our eyes connecting only for a split second before she looked back at the register. A small shy smile appeared on her face and I already knew I had her hooked. “No”, she timidly answered, her answer excited me as a smile also creeped up on my face. Little did I know that that would be the beginning of a roller coaster fucking joy ride.

Y/n used to show up to my shows whenever I was in town, I always tried to make time for her. Always fucking whenever I got the chance to see her. She was like a lil drug I couldn’t get enough of. It had been about 9 months and I tried to keep this long distance thing going on. It was a shock for her cause she didn’t know who I was, let alone the life I was living. I cared for her, however, the life I was in didn’t allow for a monogamous relationship. I explained everything to her. She didn’t take it well, but agreed to just be fuck buddies, I know that’s not what she wanted but I couldn’t put her through something I couldn’t commit to.

“Y/n?”, I lowly called out as I entered her crib. She always left a spare key in the flower pot outside just incase I showed up after shows. I took off my FILAs and placed them neatly by the door. The lights were off and I could hear some Masego playing in her room. She must be asleep, she always plays Masego when falling asleep. I made my way up the stairs, shit, I was a lil’ high so it was a struggle

I slowly opened the door,making sure it didn’t make too much noise. Her bedside light was dimly lit so I could see her perfect body. There she was comfortably sleeping on the bed, probably dreaming of me. She was in some velvet shorts and a sports bra. Fuck... she looked sexy. I crept into the bed, laying my head on her ass, gently smacking it a little, my ass. I missed it. She groaned a little, then abruptly got up, causing my head to fall hard on the bed. “Chill the fuck out baby it’s only me”, I chuckled, picking my head back up and perching my elbows on the bed for support. “You snuck up on me you fool”, she playfully slapped my cheek, then gave me a long ass kiss. “What’re you doing here? I thought you wouldn’t be back till next week”, she says now playing with my hair as I stared at the ceiling, thinking of my answer. “Ionno”, I shrugged which made her giggle. “You stupid” “I missed your ass”, I said, facing her now, all she could do was smile, then it turned into a frown. “How many bitches were you fucking?” God, I hated it when she brought this shit up. Always makes me feel guilty and shit. But I knew where my heart was - with her. “Don’t think bout that mami” She sighed and looked down. I hated seeing her sad, cause truth is, I think I was in love with this girl and I ain’t fuck nobody. The only logical thing for me to do was say... “Marry me”, I blurted out. She looked up at me confused, surprised and caught off guard. “What?”, her voice cracked a little. “Marry me”, I said again, nonchalantly. I been knew she was the one. “Jahmeir I’m not playing with you”, she sternly said, getting up off the bed and walking to the master bathroom, tying her hair. I stood up too, followed her to the bathroom and stood by the door, watching her as she had an angry expression on her face. I walked up to her and wrapped my arms around her. “I mean it”, I said spinning her around to face me and pinning her against the sink, gripping her sides gently. We were face too face, her gaze never breaking mine, even though she looked mad. “I... mean... it...”, I lowly said, giving her kisses all over her face in between my words. “I’m in love with you girl, I knew it from the start” She giggled, playfully pushing my face away. “Ha ha, very funny” I got down on one knee, held her hand and started to speak. “Baby, I mean it when I say I’m in love witchu, I’ve never felt this way about nobody. I ain’t fucked nobody cause I knew that you’re the only one I want to continuously give myself to. Baby, I love you. I only wanna be with you mama, I wanna spend the rest of my life with you, build a family, grow old and shit. I’m not very good and this lovey dovey shit but you are the woman I wanna marry. I wanna be the man to put a smile on your face everyday. Will you marry me Y/n?” I said every thing on my chest.  She stared at me in awe. “Stand up, I love you I love you I love you. A million times yes”, she said as she jumped on me giving me a thousand kisses at once. “I love you, you don’t know how long I’ve been waiting for this moment baby”, she said, staring at my eyes, then trailing down to my lips. I set her down on the sink, gently kissing all over her neck. My hands explored her body as I left softly sucked on her neck. She let out a small moan and her hands immediately gripped my face, crashing her lips onto mine. “I love you”, she whispered, a smile formed on my lips and I connected our lips once again.

I picked her up and steadily made my way to her prince bed, our lips still locked. My hands firmly gripping her perfect little bum as we stumbled past the stuff on the floor. I gently placed her on the bed and immediately glided on top of her. Our lips crashed once again, playing tug of was with our tongues. I broke the kiss only for a split second and pulled off my shirt. Her now dark eyes already undressing me. Her hands unknowingly explored my back muscles as I started to leave wet kisses just before her breasts. My teeth teasingly taking down her sports bra, my mouth lightly grazing her beautiful racks which caused her to giggle. “You know my boobs are my ticklish spot”, she giggled but eased into it soon enough, placing her hands gently on the sides of my face. I chuckled in response but ignored her comment, diving into her boobs, slowly sucking on her right tit and lightly running my index finger on her left. A small moan escaped her lips, God that made me wanna fuck the shit outta her. My lips trailed down her belly, up and down. I stopped when I got to the band of her shorts, pulling my head up and lifting my body, now I had a clear view of her. “Stop staring”, she stuck her tongue out at me which caused me to roll my eyes playfully too. “Oh you were expecting me?”, I lowly teased when I saw she had no panties on. Now it was her turn to roll her eyes. These shorts look cute on her but they gotta get the fuck outta here. I thought to myself, tossing her shorts to God knows where and slowly parting her legs. “Daddy’s gonna eat today”, I said as I licked my lips and dove into my dessert.

- Y/n and I’s wedding day was the best day of my life. Even if we were quite young, we both knew we wanted to spend forever with each other. Surprisingly, on both ends, everyone supported us. Y/n wanted it to be an intimate wedding with only our friends and family. My side of the family had other ideas. Over a thousand people showed up, I didn’t know I even knew this many niggas. It was all love though. There was that store clerk that I always bothered for alcohol, the nigga by the gas station, shit, even the postman. All the people I was around when growing up were there. Now listen, I ain’t never shed a tear in a minute. But when I saw my baby walk down the aisle, I was sweating. I wanted everything to be perfect, I knew just what would make her happy.  So I pulled some strings and managed to bring Masego to perform. Y/n almost passed out when she saw him as she walked with her pops, it was like she was getting married to him! The second part of the wedding, the night show, was crazy.

The stars came out and the alcohol came out too. That explained why the toasts were mad crazy. There was a lot of ‘We didn’t think you’d settle down’ some ‘you’ve left the bachelors gang’ but most of all, a lot of ‘we wish y’all the best’, I was grateful for all. Y/n and I wore matching navy blue outfits, my suit, which I looked dashing in blended well with her short but classy navy blue dress that was open at the back. Man we were a sexy couple.

Y/n and I opened up the dancefloor with Masego playing in the background. The lights were dimmed down a little to set the mood, the dancefloor covered in rose petals. It was beautiful. “I adore you!”, Y/n cheered which caused our audience to laugh. The nigga never broke out of character, I see why Y/n obsesses over him. “And I adore you”, I lowly said, staring at her. My hand positioned on the small of her back and the other holding her free hand. A cheesy smile plastered to her face, that smile never left her lips. She was glowing, I was too. It felt like time slowed down for a moment. It was just her and me - oh and Masego. Life with her has been absolutely perfect.

Present time - Your POV “What? You don’t feel like going anymore?”, you said as you looked through the mirror at your husband who was perched on a chair staring into the distance with a goofy smile on his face. “Huh?”, he snapped out of his daze and focused his attention on you. “You’ve been sat there with that stupid smile for the past ten minutes”, you giggled, adjusting one of the necklaces Cometh had gotten for you once upon a time. He stood up and made his way to you, wrapping his arms around you from the back, placing his hands on your little baby bump and resting his head in the crook of your neck, staring at y’all too in the mirror. “Life’s crazy baby, who woulda thought I’d be here with my beautiful wife waiting to bring a beautiful baby to this world? A nigga’s living his best life, on gang” You looked at him with a puzzled look. “Is that what you were thinking about?” “Yeah” “Who woulda thought I’d be married to the guy I met at the sports store?”, you laughed a little. “Mmm me?”, he said turning you to face him, kissing your lips ever so lightly then turning you back to lightly smack your ass. “Ready to go?”, he pulled away from you and started to brush his hair as he slowly paced around the room. 

You scoffed at him with a smile, continuing to put on your hoop earrings. This crazy man was yours, all yours. And you couldn’t have it any other way.

[lizardrph]

Halsey: Hopeless Fountain Kingdom Starters Pt. 2

((feel free to change pronouns as needed!))

HEAVEN IN HIDING

“Can you hear my heartbeat fuckin’ kicking?”

“You best believe that I got something up my sleeve.”

“You call me sweet thing.”

“You thought you were the boss tonight.”

“I can put up a good fight.”

“I can take a beating.”

“I can put on a show.”

“I don’t have no time for conversation.”

“This ain’t what you usually do.”

“A girl like me is new for you.”

“You’re shaking.”

“I’m Heaven in hiding.”

ALONE

“I never have time.”

“He said I never listen but I don’t even try.”

“I got a new place in _____ but I’m gone every night.”

“She asked if I recognized her and I told her I might.”

“Everywhere I go, I’ve got a million different people tryna kick it but I’m still alone in my mind.”

“As soon as you meet me, you’ll wish that you never did.”

“I got into some trouble.”

“I got a problem with parties ‘cause it’s loud in my brain.”

““I know I always go missing.”

“I’m running away.”

“I’m still alone.”

[jancisstuff]

If I Said he tried to phone me, but I never have time He said that I never listen, but I don't even try I got a new place in Cali, but I'm gone every night So I fill it with strangers so they keep on the lights She said she told you she knows me, but the face isn't right She asked if I recognized her and I told her I might See, everywhere I go I got a million different people tryna kick it But I'm still alone in my mind, yeah I know you're dying to meet me But I can just tell you this Baby, as soon as you meet me You'll wish that you never did I stayed a night out in Paris where they don't know my name And I got into some trouble with that drink in my veins I got a problem with parties 'cause it's loud in my brain And I can never say sorry 'cause I won't take the blame I know I always go missing and you're lying awake But if you ask why I'm distant, oh, I'm running away I, I know you wanna I, I know you wanna I, I know you wanna Slip under my armor I, I know you wanna I, I know you wanna I, I know you wanna Slip under my armor See, everywhere I go, I got a million different people tryna hit it But I'm still alone in my mind I know you're dying to meet me But I can just tell you this Baby, as soon as you meet me You'll wish that you never did

You'll wish that you never did

Halsey - Alone (Audio) - YouTube

[littlelovelymemes]

( * &. ━  HALSEY HOPELESS FOUNTAIN KINGDOM LYRIC STARTERS

THE PROLOGUE.

‘  i am a child of a money hungry, prideful country.  ’ ‘  hands so bloody.  ’ ‘  tastes like honey.  ’ ‘  i’m finding it hard to leave.  ’

100 LETTERS.

‘  king midas put his hands on me again.  ’ ‘  he said one day i’d realize why i didn’t have any friends.  ’ ‘  i find myself alone at night unless i’m having sex.  ’ ‘  he can make me golden if i just showed some respect.  ’ ‘  i don’t let him touch me anymore.  ’ ‘  i’m not something to butter up and taste when you’re bored.  ’ ‘  i have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors.  ’ ‘  please don’t go away.  ’ ‘  it’s too late.  ’ ‘  i can’t stop thinking that i can’t stop thinking.  ’ ‘  i almost gave you everything.  ’ ‘  now the whole thing’s finished.  ’ ‘  i can’t stop wishing that i never gave you anything.  ’ ‘  i wrote a hundred letters.  ’

EYES CLOSED.

‘  i know what to say.  ’ ‘  it’s all the same.  ’ ‘  i know this game.  ’ ‘  if i keep my eyes closed, he looks just like you.  ’ ‘  he’ll never stay.  ’ ‘  he’ll never stay, they never do.  ’ ‘  if i keep my eyes closed, he feels just like you.  ’ ‘  you’ve been replaced.  ’ ‘  i’m face to face with someone new.  ’ ‘  would’ve gave it all for you, cared for you.  ’ ‘  tell me where i went wrong.  ’ ‘  he don’t realize that i’m thinking about you.  ’ ‘  he don’t realize that i’m thinking about you. it’s nothing new.  ’ ‘  it’s nothing new.  ’

HEAVEN IN HIDING.

‘  can you hear my heartbeat fucking kickin?  ’ ‘  you best believe that i got something up my sleeve.  ’ ‘  no time for wishful thinking.  ’ ‘  you thought that you were the boss tonight, but i can put up a good fight.  ’ ‘  i can put up a good fight.  ’ ‘  i flip the script like i can take a beating.  ’ ‘  i can put on a show.  ’ ‘  don’t you see what you’re finding?  ’ ‘  this is heaven in hiding.  ’ ‘  i don’t have no time for conversation.  ’ ‘  this ain’t what you usually do.  ’ ‘  a girl like me is new for you.  ’ ‘  i can tell you mean it ‘cause you’re shaking.  ’

ALONE.

‘  he tried to phone me, but i never have the time.  ’ ‘  he said that i never listen, but i don’t even try.  ’ ‘  i never listen.  ’ ‘  i don’t even try.  ’ ‘  i got a new place, but i’m gone every night.  ’ ‘  she asked if i recognized her and i told her i might.  ’ ‘  everywhere i go, i got a million different people tryna kick it, but i’m still alone in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m still alone in my mind.  ’ ‘  i know you’re dying to meet me.  ’ ‘  baby, as soon as you meet me, you’ll wish that you never did.  ’ ‘  you’ll wish that you never did.  ’ ‘  i got into some trouble with that drink in my veins.  ’ ‘  i got a problem with parties ‘cause it’s loud in my brain.  ’ ‘  i can never say sorry ‘cause i won’t take the blame.  ’ ‘  i know i always go missing.  ’ ‘  if you ask why i’m distant, i’m running away.  ’ ‘  i know you wanna slip under my armor.  ’

NOW OR NEVER.

‘  i don’t wanna fight right now.  ’ ‘  know you always right.  ’ ‘  know i need you ‘round with me.  ’ ‘  nobody waiting ‘round with me.  ’ ‘  been through the ups and downs with me.  ’ ‘  got a whole lot of love.  ’ ‘  got a whole lot of love, but you don’t wanna spread it ‘round with me.  ’ ‘  never pick up, never call me.  ’ ‘  you know we’re running out of time.  ’ ‘  never pick up when you want me. ‘  i gotta draw a line.  ’ ‘  baby, we done enough talking.  ’ ‘  need to know that you’re mine.  ’ ‘  baby gon’ love me now, now or never.  ’ ‘  i want you to hold me down, down forever.  ’ ‘  you know i wanna keep you around.  ’ ‘  i’m turning off the light right now.  ’ ‘  i’m calling it a night now.  ’ ‘  wishing you were around with me.  ’ ‘  we’ve been through it all.  ’ ‘  tryna talk to a wall, but you could never tear it down for me.  ’ ‘  don’t take up no more time.  ’ ‘  i need you to make your mind up.  ’ ‘  don’t take no more time up.  ’ ‘  baby, you gotta decide something.  ’

SORRY.

‘  i’ve missed your calls for months it seems.  ’ ‘  don’t realize how mean i can be.  ’ ‘  i can sometimes treat the people that i love like jewelry.  ’ ‘  i can change my mind each day.  ’ ‘  i didn’t mean to try you on.  ’ ‘  i can sometimes treat the people that i love like jewelry cause i can change my mind each day. i didn’t mean to try you on.  ’ ‘  i still know your birthday and your mother’s favorite song.  ’ ‘  i’m sorry to my unknown lover.  ’ ‘  sorry that i can’t believe that anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me.  ’ ‘  sorry i can be so blind.  ’ ‘  didn’t mean to leave you and all of the things that we had behind.  ’ ‘  i run away when things are good.  ’ ‘  never really understood the way you laid your eyes on me in ways that no one ever could.  ’ ‘  so it seems i broke your heart.  ’ ‘  my ignorance has struck again.  ’ ‘  i failed to see it from the start.  ’ ‘  i tore you open till the end.  ’ ‘  so it seems i broke your heart, my ignorance has struck again.  ’ ‘  i failed to see it from the start and tore you open till the end.  ’ ‘  someone will love you.  ’ ‘  someone will love you, but someone isn’t me.  ’

LIE.

‘  breakfast is cold.  ’ ‘  breakfast is cold, as cold as our bed.  ’ ‘  i’m watching you choke down the words that you said.  ’ ‘  i give you the messiest head.  ’ ‘  you give me the messiest head.  ’ ‘  you’re turning red.  ’ ‘  i’m tryna give the impression that i get the message you wish i was dead.  ’ ‘  i won’t let us finish yet.  ’ ‘  please don’t take this as a threat.  ’ ‘  all i’m saying is if you don’t love me no more then lie.  ’ ‘  i won’t let us finish yet. please don’t take this as a threat.  ’ ‘  you notice that we’re in love, that’s something we cannot change.  ’ ‘  treat her right and she won’t complain.  ’ ‘  there’s no need to lie no more.  ’ ‘  what you gonna die for when everything you’re told is lies?  ’

WALLS COULD TALK.

‘  i’m about four minutes from a heart attack.  ’ ‘  i think you make me a maniac.  ’ ‘  here we go, fist fight in a limousine.  ’ ‘  we both hope there’s something.  ’ ‘  we both keep fronting.  ’ ‘  damn, if these walls could talk.  ’ ‘  shit is crazy, right?  ’ ‘  that ain’t your baby no more.  ’ ‘  i’m about halfway through a cabernet.  ’ ‘  there i go, wasting a saturday sitting at home.  ’ ‘  told my new roommate not to let you in.  ’ ‘  you’re so damn good with a bobby pin.  ’ ‘  told my new roommate not to let you in, but you’re so damn good with a bobby pin.  ’ ‘  you gonna play me like a violin.  ’

BAD AT LOVE.

‘  he tastes like jack when i’m kissing him.  ’ ‘  i never really liked his friends.  ’ ‘  he’s gone.  ’ ‘  he’s calling me a bitch again.  ’ ‘  he wants me in the kitchen with a dinner plate.  ’ ‘  i believe that we’re meant to be.  ’ ‘  jealousy gets the best of me.  ’ ‘  i believe that we’re meant to be, but jealousy gets the best of me.  ’ ‘  look, i don’t mean to frustrate, but i always make the same mistakes.  ’ ‘  i’m bad at love.  ’ ‘  i’m bad at love, but you can’t blame me for trying.  ’ ‘  you know i’d be lying saying you were the one that could finally fix me.  ’ ‘  looking at my history i’m bad at love.  ’ ‘  i thought that she could really be the one this time.  ’ ‘  i never had the chance to make her mine.  ’ ‘  she fell in love with little thin white lines.  ’ ‘  never told no one, but we look so cute.  ’ ‘  both got way better things to do.  ’ ‘  i always think about her when i’m riding through.  ’ ‘  i believe that i’m in too deep.  ’ ‘  i know that you’re afraid i’m gonna walk away.  ’ ‘  each time the feeling fades.  ’

DON’T PLAY.

‘  looking as fine as a damn monet.  ’ ‘  everybody’s thirsty. drinks on me.  ’ ‘  tryna take back what you say to me.  ’ ‘  i don’t give a damn what you say to me.  ’ ‘  there ain’t no time for games with me.  ’ ‘  i’m moving on.  ’ ‘  i’m getting paid.  ’ ‘  i’m moving on, i’m getting paid.  ’ ‘  i’m on my own.  ’ ‘  i had some space to deal with it.  ’ ‘  it’s getting late.  ’ ‘  go and grab someone and find a place to deal with it.  ’ ‘  don’t even try.  ’ ‘  can’t fuck up my vibe.  ’ ‘  motherfucker, don’t play with me.  ’ ‘  i am not the type to be out past dawn.  ’ ‘  i am not the type to admit i’m on.  ’ ‘  women, don’t play no games.  ’

STRANGERS.

‘  she doesn’t kiss me on the mouth anymore.  ’ ‘  she doesn’t kiss me on the mouth anymore ‘cause it’s more intimate than she thinks we should get.  ’ ‘  she doesn’t look me in the eyes anymore.  ’ ‘  too scared of what she’ll see.  ’ ‘  when i wake up all alone and i’m thinking of your skin, i remember what you told me.  ’ ‘  we’re not lovers.  ’ ‘  we’re just strangers.  ’ ‘  we’re not lovers, we’re just strangers.  ’ ‘  we’re not lovers, we’re just strangers with the same damn hunger.  ’ ‘  we’re just strangers with the same damn hunger to be touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all.  ’ ‘  she doesn’t call me on the phone anymore.  ’ ‘  she’s never listening, she says it’s innocent.  ’ ‘  she doesn’t let me have control anymore.  ’ ‘  i must’ve crossed a line.  ’ ‘  i must’ve lost my mind.  ’ ‘  i miss the mornings with yo laying in bed.  ’ ‘  i miss the memories replaying in my head.  ’ ‘  i miss the thought of forever, you and me.  ’ ‘  all you’re missing is my body.  ’

ANGEL ON FIRE.

‘  i woke up to another mess in the living room.  ’ ‘  don’t wake me in my sleep.  ’ ‘  they talk and drink and laugh about things and fall in love.  ’ ‘  nobody seems to ask about me anymore.  ’ ‘  nobody seems to care about anything i think.  ’ ‘  nobody seems to recognize me in the crowd.  ’ ‘  i’m faded away.  ’ ‘  i’m faded away, you know, i used to be on fire.  ’ ‘  i used to be on fire.  ’ ‘  i used to be a darling starlet like a centerpiece.  ’ ‘  i had the whole world wrapped around my ring.  ’ ‘  i flew too closely to the sun and now i’m melting from my wings.  ’

DEVIL IN ME.

‘  you said i should eat my feelings.  ’ ‘  i scream too loud if i speak my mind.  ’ ‘  i don’t wanna wake it up, the devil in me.  ’ ‘  gotta wake up.  ’ ‘  come back to life.  ’ ‘  you said i’m too much to handle.  ’ ‘  you said i shine too bright.  ’

HOPELESS.

‘  boy, you make it look so easy.  ’ ‘  promise that i’m gonna call you back in five.  ’ ‘  sorry, baby girl, but i can’t tonight.  ’ ‘  boy, you make it look so simple.  ’ ‘  i’ve known that girl for like my hole life.  ’ ‘  you know the truth hurts, but secrets kill.  ’ ‘  can’t help thinking that i love it still.  ’ ‘  there must be something real.  ’ ‘  you know the good die young.  ’ ‘  you know the good die young, but so did this.  ’ ‘  it must be better than i think it is.  ’ ‘  it’s easy to forgive.  ’ ‘  you and all your friends hate me.  ’ ‘  you and all your friends hate me, thinking that you’re better when i’m not around.  ’ ‘  you’re better when i’m not around.  ’ ‘  i can’t help the way you made me.  ’ ‘  i’m thinking that you want us.  ’

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See, everywhere I go, I got a million different people tryna' kick it but I'm still alone in my mind.