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I'm seeing some doubters among the fandom going all anti Rhett saying that he doesn't genuinely love Link and I'm like y'all are blind.
So what's your favorite "Rhett is so in love" RandL moments to refute their claims?
WHO ANON. WHO IS SAYING RHETT DOESN'T LOVE LINK.
But no, honestly, even platonically Rhett loves him so much.
There's the river story.. [x]
Listening to the recording of child Link's giggles.. [x]
Including Link on his mind map.. [x]
Realizing he'd die for him.. [x]
Looking like he's proposing while earnestly trying to renew their blood oath.. [x]
Being so happy to be back in the studio together after quarantine and making a cookie dough birthday panini for Link.. [x]
Making sure Link is okay during the charity livestream ear piercing...
Helping him when he broke his collarbone (and being so frustrated about not being able to touch his shoulder when he's excited about something)
Protecting him all the time [x/x/x/x]
And thinking everything he does is just the coolest most fascinating thing [x]
#ask me stuff#he loves him so much#his protector#soft nonsense#see also#heart eyes#rhett's ghost fantasy#rhett's camping fantasy#yes baby him#link with sharp things#just kiss already#help your boy#softest touch#please go together#i got a little carried away here but i regret nothing#rhett and link#long post#rhett mclaughlin#link neal#my screencaps etc#rhett has the softest heart#his feelings
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Enough for You: Part 2
SUMMARY: After deciding you need time away, you ask Tyler for some space to process everything. During your absence, Tyler finds himself constantly thinking about you, realizing how much he misses your presence and what you mean to him. Struggling with how to approach the situation, Tyler begins sending you small, thoughtful gifts, hoping to keep some connection alive while respecting your need for time. Each gift carries a subtle message, his way of reminding you of his feelings without overstepping. Finally, unable to stay away any longer, Tyler shows up at your door, ready to talk and confront the growing emotions between you both.
WARNINGS: More Angst. (with a little fluff)
WORD COUNT: 5.2k
OTHER PARTS: PART 1
NOTE: There will be a PART 3! I have it mostly written and just need to finish editing it. Part 2 got away from me so I decided to break it up as to not have one crazy long fic.
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The team gathered around the RV, tension simmering beneath the surface. Things hadn't been the same since Kate joined, and you could feel the shift in every quiet conversation, every glance that Tyler cast in her direction. After the last storm chase, when Tyler sat next to you and apologized for breaking your heart, you knew it was time to make a decision. You couldnât stayânot with the constant reminders of everything you wished for but couldnât have.
After a sleepless night, you made your decision. You requested a leave of absence from the teamâjust two weeks to get your mind straight, to figure out if you could stay and watch Tyler build a life with someone else. When you approached Tyler, he looked at you with a mix of regret and reluctance, clearly not wanting you to go but knowing he had no right to stop you.
âI need time,â you said softly, your voice steady but your heart anything but. âI justâŠI need to clear my head, and figure out whatâs next for me.â
Tyler's eyes searched yours, his jaw tightening as if he wanted to say something but couldnât find the words. âIf thatâs what you need,â he said quietly, âI wonât stop you. ButâŠIâm gonna miss you around here.â
You nodded, knowing he meant it, but it wasnât enough. He wasnât enough, not when he had already chosen someone else. âIâll be back in two weeks,â you told him, and without waiting for a response, you turned and walked away, feeling the weight of his gaze on your back.
Tyler stepped into the familiar cafĂ©, the warm smell of espresso and freshly baked pastries hitting him as he waited in line. He pulled out his phone, scrolling absently through messages and notifications, his mind elsewhere. Youâd been gone for three days nowâthree long, silent days. The truck was quieter without your voice, without your little side comments or the music you always played to keep everyoneâs spirits up during long chases.
Dexter had grabbed his coffee the first morning you were gone. He hadnât even noticed at firstâit wasnât quite right, but heâd brushed it off. Just a small thing, nothing major. Today, though, as he stood in line, he realized he didnât even know what he wanted. You always got his order just right without him even having to ask.
The barista behind the counter smiled at him, her pen poised over the notepad. âWhat can I get for you?â
Tyler opened his mouth, then paused. Was it a double shot of espresso or a single? Did he like anything else added to it? God, how had he never paid attention to this before?
âUhâŠâ he hesitated, trying to piece it together. âJust a regular coffee, I guess. WithâŠsugar?â
The barista gave him a polite nod, but he could tell she was already moving on, another nameless face in the line of customers. He sighed as he handed her his card, feeling oddly unsettled by the whole interaction. Black coffee wasnât rightâhe knew that much. Heâd drink it, but it wouldnât be what he actually wanted. Just another thing that wasnât right anymore.
As he took the cup and left the cafĂ©, he couldnât shake the nagging feeling. It wasnât the coffee that was bothering him. It was the fact that you werenât there to get it right for him, to know the little things he hadnât even realized mattered. It hit him, harder than he expected. Heâd taken you for grantedâyour presence, your attention to detail, the way you just knew him in ways no one else ever did. And now, with you gone, he felt the emptiness in every small part of his day.
Tyler climbed back into his truck, setting the coffee in the cup holder without touching it. He sat there for a moment, staring at it, the silence around him feeling heavier than it ever had before. You werenât there, and for the first time, he was starting to realize how much it bothered him.
The truck rumbled down the highway, the storm clouds gathering on the horizon. Boone was riding shotgun, his hand casually scrolling through his phone as he played DJ for the drive. Tyler had barely noticed at first, too focused on the darkening sky ahead, but as the third song in a row played, something nagged at him.
It wasnât that Boone had bad taste in musicâhe didnât. It was just that none of these songs hit quite right. The rhythm was off, the mood wasnât there, and Tyler felt an uncomfortable itch in the back of his mind, like something was missing.
The music was background noise, sure, but when you were the one picking the playlist, it had never felt like just noise. Somehow, you always knew exactly what to play. Whether it was an old classic rock song he loved or something new that perfectly matched the mood, every song you chose seemed to be one of his favorites. It was uncanny, really, how well you knew him.
Boone scrolled through another song, switching it halfway through. Tylerâs fingers tightened on the steering wheel, the silence between songs suddenly feeling heavier.
âEverything good, man?â Boone asked, glancing over at him.
âYeah,â Tyler muttered, though he wasnât sure he believed it himself. He didnât say anything, but inside, his thoughts were racing. How had he never noticed before? All those times you were riding beside him, picking the perfect song, knowing his favorite tracks better than anyone else⊠It was like you could read his mind. Or maybe it was something elseâsomething deeper.
Boone finally settled on another song, some alt-rock tune Tyler didnât recognize, and the sound filled the cab again. But it didnât feel right. None of it did. The whole drive felt off without you there beside him, smiling softly as you hummed along to the music, your eyes flicking over to him when a particularly good song came on.
Tylerâs chest tightened. Youâd always been there, quietly in tune with him, noticing things no one else did. It was in the way you picked the songs, the way you knew when he needed silence, or when to play something loud to get his energy up before a storm. It was in the little things, all the details he hadnât appreciated before.
How had he been so blind?
He thought about you now, at home, away from the team, from him. He thought about all those momentsâso many little things that added up to something big, something he hadnât let himself see. The music was just one piece of it, but now that he was noticing, he couldnât stop. The playlist had always been yours, just like so many other parts of his life.
Booneâs voice pulled him from his thoughts. âYou good with this song?â
Tyler blinked, shaking his head slightly. âYeah,â he said, though the truth was, no, he wasnât. Not at all.
He missed you. And for the first time in a while, he wasnât sure what to do.
Tyler's hand hovered over his phone, thumb tracing the edge of the screen as the truck rumbled beneath him. They were pulling off to the side of the road, another quick pit stop before the storm hit. The others were already filing out of the truck, stretching and talking about what was ahead as they made their way into the gas station for drinks and snacks. But Tylerâs mind wasnât on the storm, or the chase, or even the team. It was on you.
He should call. He needed to call. He could feel the weight of your absence settling deeper with every passing mile, every quiet moment that used to be filled by your voice or your laugh. The last few days had been hell without you. Coffee tasted wrong, the music sounded off, and for the life of him, he couldnât shake the hollow feeling in his chest.
His finger hovered over your name in his contacts, but then it hit him, hard, like a punch straight to the gut: those words you said to him before you left. âI just want to go back to before. Before I met you. Before I let myself believe that there was a chance.â
He closed his eyes, the memory slamming into him with full force. The look on your face, the tremble in your voiceâGod, how had he let it get to that point? How had he been so blind, so caught up in everything else that he never noticed the way you felt, the way you saw him? All those moments, all those signs, and he missed every single one of them.
The phone slipped from his hand and landed on the seat beside him with a dull thud. His chest tightened, shame twisting deep in his gut. Youâd believed there was a chance. And heâd taken that hope and crushed it. Heâd hurt you, someone whoâd always been there for him, always knew what he needed before he even asked. Youâd been everything.And all he did was break you. And he hadnât been able to see it until now.
Tylerâs jaw clenched as he stared down at his phone. He could call you, tell you he missed you. He could apologize, say all the things he should have said before. But would it even matter? You were done with him. He could still hear it in your voice when you walked awayâhow tired you sounded. How heartbroken. Heâd made you feel like you werenât enough, and the truth was, you were more than enough. Youâd always been more than enough.
He was the one who didnât deserve you. He was the one who wasnât enough for you.
His hand curled into a fist, the phone still lying untouched beside him. Heâd been blind, selfish, wrapped up in his own world while you quietly slipped through his fingers. The thought of you never answering his call, of you moving on without him, stung like hell. But why would you answer? After everything heâd doneâor failed to doâwhy would you want anything to do with him?
He let out a breath, heavy and shaky, feeling the full weight of his regret pressing down on him. He didnât deserve you. Not after what heâd done. Not after how blind heâd been to how much youâd cared.
Later that night, Tyler sat on the edge of his bed, the quiet of his room pressing in on him. The team had settled in at the small motel, the storm still hours away from reaching them. Normally, nights like these were his favoriteâcalm before the chaos, time to relax before the adrenaline kicked in. But tonight, there was no calm. Just the heavy weight of everything heâd been trying to ignore since you left.
He sighed and ran a hand through his hair, tugging open his duffel bag to pull out a pair of sweatpants. But as he reached for them, his hand brushed against something solid at the bottom of the bag. Frowning, he pushed aside his clothes until his fingers closed around a bookâa book he hadnât touched in weeks.
He stared down at the cover, his heart giving a sharp twist. The Self-Help Guide to Letting Go of the Past. He had forgotten all about it, shoved in the bottom of his bag after heâd lent it to you. Youâd asked for it just last week, something about being curious, but at the time, it hadnât made much sense to him. Youâd never been into these kinds of books before.
Tylerâs thumb traced the worn edges of the cover as the memory of that conversation came rushing back. Youâd caught him in the middle of a busy day, the two of you sitting in the RV while the rest of the team was setting up for the next chase. Youâd looked almost nervous when you asked if you could borrow it, your voice light, like you were trying to keep things casual. He hadnât thought much of it then, just handed it over without a second thought, teasing you a little about branching out into self-help.
But now, it hit him all at once. You hadnât wanted the book. You hadnât been interested in the advice it had to offer. Youâd been looking for somethingâanythingâto connect with him, to spark a conversation, to get his attention. It was just another one of those small things you did that he never took the time to understand.
His chest tightened painfully as he stared at the book, the realization settling over him like a weight he couldnât shake. Youâd been trying to reach out, to bridge the gap between you two, even when he was too blind to notice. And now you were gone. Youâd given up, walked away, and he couldnât blame you. How could he, when heâd been so clueless?
His breath came out in a heavy exhale as he tossed the book onto the bed, running a hand down his face. How could he have been so stupid? How could he have missed all these little moments that showed just how much you cared? The music, the coffee, the bookânone of it had seemed like much at the time. But now, with you gone, they all felt like pieces of a puzzle that he hadnât bothered to put together until it was too late.
He leaned back against the headboard, his gaze fixed on the book lying open beside him. He thought about calling you again, his phone sitting within reach on the nightstand, but the same thoughts stopped him cold. You wouldnât answer. Why would you? You were done trying to make things work with him. And after everything, he couldnât blame you for that either.
Tylerâs hand curled into a fist, his frustration building. He wanted to fix this, wanted to make things right, but how could he, when heâd already let you down so badly? Heâd missed his chance, and the thought of thatâof losing you for goodâmade his chest ache in a way he hadnât felt before.
The next morning, Tyler sat on the tailgate of his truck, absently sipping his coffee as the team went about their business. They were prepping for the dayâs chase, double-checking equipment and reviewing the radar. Normally, heâd be in the thick of it, but his mind kept drifting, pulled in a direction he wasnât ready to face.
Lily wandered over, her brow furrowed slightly as she eyed him. "You okay, Ty? You seemâŠdistracted."
He shrugged, taking another sip of his coffeeâtoo sweet, as usual. "Just got a lot on my mind."
Lily gave him a look that said she wasnât buying it. She leaned against the truck beside him, crossing her arms. "You know, itâs kind of weird. Things have been off since she left. I mean, I knew she did a lot for the team, butâŠitâs more than that."
Tylerâs grip tightened around the cup, his jaw clenching. He didnât need the reminder. Every day since youâd been gone, things felt off. The coffee wasnât right, the music wasnât right, hell, he wasnât right. But he couldnât put it into wordsânot without admitting what heâd been too stubborn to face.
Lily didnât stop there. "She always knew what you liked, what you neededâeven when you didnât say it. You might not have noticed, but the rest of us did." She paused, giving him a sidelong glance. "Itâs kind of strange not having her around. Things just donâtâŠflow like they used to."
Tyler said nothing, his mind racing as he took in her words. He hadnât noticed how much youâd paid attention to him, all the little details you got right. But now that you were gone, it was painfully obvious. The realization gnawed at him, twisting the knot in his stomach even tighter.
Before he could respond, Boone approached, his usual easygoing smile replaced with a more serious expression. "Tyler, can I ask you something?"
Tyler nodded, relieved for the distractionâuntil Booneâs next words hit him like a punch.
"Whatâs the deal with you and Kate?"
Tyler blinked, caught off guard. "What do you mean?"
Boone raised an eyebrow. "Come on, man. Itâs obvious somethingâs up. The way sheâs been hanging around you, and now thatâŠ" He trailed off, his gaze flicking to the side. "Look, everyoneâs been wondering."
Tyler let out a slow breath, running a hand through his hair. He didnât owe anyone an explanationâbut the question hung in the air like an anchor, forcing him to confront what heâd been avoiding. "Kate and I⊠itâs just business. We work well together, but thatâs it. Sheâs brilliant and could really be changing the game with this theory. I care about her, sure, but sheâs notâŠ"
He stopped, his words catching in his throat. But what? He didnât know how to finish that sentence because the truth was sitting right there in front of him, and it was something he hadnât wanted to face.
Booneâs gaze softened. "Sheâs not what, Ty? Whatâs going on?"
Tyler swallowed hard, the words heavy in his chest. "Kateâs not her," he finally admitted, his voice low, almost as if he didnât want to say it out loud. "The one I pushed away."
Boone nodded, his expression knowing. "You mean⊠her."
Tyler didnât need to say your name. It was clear who they were talking about. He nodded, his jaw tightening as he tried to hold back the flood of emotions. "I messed up, Boone. She was always there, alwaysâŠpaying attention to everything, and I was too blind to see it. Now sheâs gone, and I donât think she wants anything to do with me."
Boone sighed, leaning back against the truck. "You know, Ty, youâre not the first guy to mess up. But you donât have to be the guy who keeps messing up. If you care about her, you need to talk to her. And not through some half-assed text message or phone call."
Tyler glanced up, confused. "Then what do I do?"
Boone smiled, though it didnât quite reach his eyes. "You have to show her. Show her that she means something to you. It has to come from the heart. Do something that proves you see her, that you care, and that youâre willing to make it right."
Tyler let Booneâs words sink in, the weight of it settling over him. He knew heâd messed upâbadlyâand now he wasnât sure how to fix it. But the idea of showing you how much he cared, of putting action behind the words heâd never said⊠it was the first thing that made sense in days.
But could he do it? Could he find the courage to face you after everything, after knowing that he was the one who made you feel like you were nothing more than an afterthought?
Tyler stared down at his cup, the taste bitter on his tongue. He had to try. He had to show you that you werenât just another person in his life. You were the one person he couldnât stop thinking about, the one he never shouldâve let go.
Tyler stood in the parking lot of a gas station, his phone in hand as he stared at the DoorDash app. Heâd scrolled through countless options, debating whether to go with something safe like pizza or take a risk. In the end, he decided on the riskier of the two options
He remembered how often you talked about that Chinese takeout place near your apartment, the one you always craved after long days. Youâd even convinced him to try it once, and heâd never forgotten the way your eyes lit up when the food arrived. The memory was clearer than he expected, and now, standing alone in a parking lot, he wondered how heâd managed to let someone who knew him so well slip through his fingers.
He couldnât remember your order. But he remembered that it was something with chicken. He used the pictures on the app and his memory to narrow it down to the dish he thought it was that you liked. With a deep breath, Tyler hit 'order' and added a note for the driver to leave the takeout at your door with a message: "For the long days. I know you love this place. âTyler."
He hesitated before sending it, wondering if youâd even accept the delivery. Maybe you wouldnât. Maybe youâd throw the food out without a second thought. But a part of him hoped that youâd understand what he was trying to sayâthat this was his first step toward making things right.
You sat on the couch, the remnants of the Chinese takeout scattered across the coffee table in front of you. The familiar flavors had been a comfort, even if you were reluctant to admit it. When you first saw the delivery bag at your door, your heart had skipped a beat, reading the note that was attached.
For a moment, youâd considered ignoring itâpushing it away like youâd been trying to push away the thoughts of him. But after a long day, it felt easier to accept the gesture, at least for what it was: food. Nothing more.
Now, sitting here with your phone in your hand, you debated whether or not to send a message. It wasnât like you owed him anything, but the gesture had been thoughtful in its simplicity. And a small part of you knew he wasnât doing it to get something in returnâat least, you hoped that wasnât the case.
Finally, you typed out a quick message: "Thanks for the food. It was good."
You stared at the screen for a moment, your finger hovering over the send button. It wasnât deep. It wasnât emotional. It was just an acknowledgment. Before you could overthink it, you hit send.
A few seconds passed, and you saw the notification that the message had been delivered. No reply came immediately, and you didnât expect one. After all, it wasnât like this was going to fix things between the two of you. But somehow, sending that simple thank you felt like a tiny weight off your chest, even if it barely scratched the surface of the bigger mess you were still sorting through.
The next morning, Tyler paced around his room, racking his brain for the next move. The takeout had been a start, but he needed to do more. He needed to show you that he hadnât forgotten the details, even if heâd been too blind to see them before.Â
His eyes landed on his phone again, this time opening a florist app. He wasnât going to send roses. You hated roses. Youâd said they were too clichĂ©, something people picked when they didnât really know the person. He wanted to send something that mattered.
Blue. Your favorite color. Youâd mentioned it a few times, and while he didnât know which flower you loved most, he figured blue would be a safe bet.
He scrolled through the bouquets until he found one that seemed perfectâa mix of blue hydrangeas, forget-me-nots, and white lilies. Simple, beautiful, and meaningful.
When he hit send, his heart pounded. It felt like such a small thing, but at the same time, it felt monumental. He was trying to show you that he was paying attention, that he knew you better than heâd let on.
The knock on the door was unexpected, especially after the Chinese takeout from yesterday. You werenât sure what to expect this time, but as you opened the door and saw the delivery man holding a bouquet of blue flowers, your heart stuttered.
You took the bouquet, your eyes scanning the shades of blue nestled together in the arrangement. There were no rosesâjust as youâd once mentioned in passing. Instead, there were lilies, hydrangeas, and forget-me-nots. It was simple but thoughtful. He remembered.
As you set the bouquet on the kitchen counter, you caught sight of a small card tucked between the flowers.
âNot roses, just like you said. I hope you like these instead. âTylerâ
A soft sigh escaped your lips as you traced your fingers over the petals. For the first time since leaving the team, something stirred inside youâa mix of gratitude and maybe even the smallest bit of fondness. The forget-me-nots, in particular, caught your attention. Theyâd always been your favorite, and though you werenât sure if he knew that or if it was just a lucky coincidence, it felt... special.
You sat down, flowers still in view, and grabbed your phone. Again, you hesitated, unsure of how to respond. But the flowers were different. They meant something more. Heâd thought about this.
After a moment, you started typing: âThe forget-me-nots are my favorite, by the way. For future referenceâŠâ
You hit send, and for a moment, you almost regretted it. Was that too much? But then you shook your head. No, it was just a small hint. A little crack in the wall youâd built. You werenât letting him back in, but... you werenât completely pushing him away either.
When your phone buzzed a few seconds later with a reply, you almost didnât want to look. But curiosity got the best of you.
âNoted.â
It was simple, just like your message had been. But there was something in that wordâNotedâthat made you think maybe, just maybe, Tyler was trying to show that he wasnât giving up. At least, not yet.
The sound of the doorbell jolted you from your thoughts. Another delivery? You stood up, your heart sinking slightly, bracing yourself for yet another gesture you werenât sure how to interpret. When you opened the door, though, it wasnât another delivery personâit was Tyler.
For a moment, you just stood there, frozen. Tyler was at your doorstep, looking both determined and vulnerable. He glanced at you, his eyes searching for something, maybe a hint of how you were feeling.
âHi,â he said softly, as if unsure of how to begin.
âHi,â you replied, your voice barely above a whisper.
He took a deep breath, his gaze shifting from the floor to your eyes. âI know this is probably the last thing you expected, and I know I donât really have the right to be here. But I needed to see you.â
You stepped aside to let him in, your heart pounding. Tyler walked into the room, glancing around as if trying to take it all in.
âI want to start by saying that Iâm truly sorry,â he began, his voice steady but filled with emotion. âNot just for leaving like I did, but for not seeing how much I hurt you. Iâve had a lot of time to think about it, and itâs clear that I messed up.â
You watched him, your eyes brimming with unshed tears. Tyler ran a hand through his hair, looking both pained and determined. âYou know, Iâve been trying to adjust to how things are now, and Iâve realized just how much I miss you. Like, seriously. Booneâs music choices have been driving me nuts. Itâs not even that heâs got bad taste, but I keep thinking about how you always knew exactly what songs I liked. And then there was the coffeeâDexter tried to get it for me, and it was all wrong. You always knew how I liked it. Itâs the little things that I miss the most.â
A faint smile tugged at your lips despite yourself.
Tyler noticed and seemed to take a breath of relief. âAnd Kate⊠sheâs a great person, but sheâs just a professional colleague. I got caught up in this idea we were working on, and I was so intrigued that I didnât see how it was affecting you. I should have never left the team like that. Iâm sorry for that, too.â
He took a deep breath, his eyes locking onto yours with a mixture of hope and desperation. âBut the real reason Iâm here is because I canât stop thinking about you. Iâve had time to think about what I want, and itâs you. I love you. I love how youâre always there for me, how you know my favorite songs, how you care about the little things. I love your smile, your laugh, and even how you get annoyed with me sometimes. Iâve realized all the ways youâve shown me that you care, and Iâve been blind to it.â
A heavy silence fell between you. Tylerâs eyes were pleading as he awaited your response. When one didnât come after several moments he sighed. His shoulders tensed, and he began to fidget, anxiety evident in his movements. âMaybe Iâve messed this up. I didnât mean to make things worse. I should probably justââ
Before he could finish, you stepped closer, reaching out to gently touch his arm. âDonât,â you said softly. âIâve waited a long time for you to say something like this. Donât make me wait any longer.â
A smile of pure relief and happiness spread across Tylerâs face. He pulled you into a tender embrace, his lips finding yours in a kiss that spoke of all the words unspoken, all the emotions unexpressed. It was a kiss full of apologies, regrets, and hope for the future.
When you finally pulled back, you looked up at him, a sense of calm settling over you. âI love you,â you whispered.
Tylerâs eyes softened as he nodded, holding you close. âI love you,â he said, his voice barely more than a breath. He then leaned in, pressing his lips to yours in another kiss.
As your lips finally part, the soft hum of shared breath fills the space between you. Tylerâs forehead rests gently against yours, both of you lingering in that quiet, electric moment. Youâre still standing close to the door, the rush of the kiss slowly giving way to a deeper warmthâsomething steady and grounding. His thumb brushes along your cheek, his gaze locked on yours as though heâs memorizing every detail of this moment.
You both stand there for a beat longer, neither in a hurry to move or speak. But then, Tylerâs eyes drift past you, landing on the bouquet of blue flowers in the vase on the kitchen counter. His lips curl into a smile, a playful glint flickering in his eyes.
âI see the flowers made the cut,â he teases, his voice soft but with that familiar hint of humor. He steps back just enough to point toward them. âDid I do okay?â
You glance over your shoulder at the flowers and then back at him with a smile. âYou did more than okay,â you say warmly. âBut I think I still owe you a proper thank you.â
His brows arch in interest. âA proper thank you, huh?â
Before he can respond, you reach up, pulling him back down into another kiss, this one slower, more certain, like youâre sealing the promise of something new between you.
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Hey darling, I have a requests for Aemond if you still writing for him. I just want when he has so much pain because of anything(maybe he's tired of family pressure) and he just need his darling's arms.
thank you for requesting, i hope you enjoy! you can send requests for aemond or aegon now that the show is back <333
prince aemond targaryen x fem!reader
you can see vhagar's wings if you squint your eyes enough.
aemond is restless these days, he is angry and resentful. his anger has never been directed to you but the peace in your shared chambers decreases day by day. you frown, not knowing what to do to make it all better. vhagar flies closer to the keep and you watch her. you can almost imagine how aemond looks on top of her; sad, disappointed in himself, angry, vengeful. your husband is far from being okay.
you settle down on the bed, the thin fabric of your nightgown does nothing to protect you from the night air's chill. you prefer keeping windows open though. each breath of fresh air is needed in here.
almost half an hour later, aemond returns to you. he smells like dragon and something unique to him, you've grown fond of his scent long time ago since you got married to him. he closes the door, takes a few slow steps into the chamber. you leave the bed to greet him.
"husband." you say lowly. he looks calm. flying on vhagar works like a charm most of the time, he gets to relieve some of his tension to the clouds. he looks at you with a tired eye, a graceful hand of his extended to you.
you accept his touch almost greedily. it's always easier with him, to deal with everything. you've never imagined you'd be a part of a war one day but life is tricky. there are too many reasons to be afraid of each minute that goes by, but aemond makes them all bearable. he's protective, even more so now. you like how he stands tall and charming, like a statue to protect you from all the darkness. he wraps his hands around your waist to pull you closer, close enough to put his head on your shoulder.
your hand goes to his hair. the lovely silver strands messed up by wind. you fix them, fingertips touching his scalp. he breathes heavily, his hands on your waist are insistent. he begs silently. he begs for the pain to go away. only for one night.
aemond pulls himself back with a sigh. he takes off his eyepatch, starts opening the buttons of his riding clothes. his fingers are cruel on his own skin, he doesn't care if he hurts himself. you hold his hands when he roughly pulls the fabric. his hands slow down in your palms, staying still like he's done something wrong. you bring each hand on your lips. they are shaking with hate. you look at your husband to see his eye get all glossy under the light of fire. his arms stay on his sides.
"let me help." you say gently. he sits on bed as you take care of him. he will not bathe tonight, you know, he only wants to be free of the fabrics he carries on him. the eyepatch, the clothes. all of them pulls him down.
when he's finally bare, he gets into the bed. you adjust your pillows to see his face better. the little distance between you is too much for aemond to bear. he puts his head on your shoulder.
"they all say the same thing." he says. you wouldn't hear his silent words but his mouth is close to your ear. you hold his naked body as he keeps going. "same thing. every day. as if i'm a fool who forgot what he's done."
he made many mistakes. mistakes are the nature of a war; thinking back with regret and pain, wishing to take the time back, holding grudge to gods and faith for not stopping the unfair crimes. aemond is too self aware these days thanks to the people he has to call family. they are masters to answer each sentence of him with his war crime. he thinks it's fair sometimes, he has to be punished in a way. he pushes his head closer to your neck to settle down, it's too much for a man to deal with.
"i'm sorry." you say. there's nothing more to say, he knows you try your hardest to forgive him for his crimes each day. you're mostly successful, your love for aemond is blinding. he kisses your neck slowly, curved lips leave a mark on your skin.
"i never wanted this." he says, regret drips from his voice. "i never wanted a power i cannot control."
"it's a dragon, my love." you reason. "no matter what your intentions are, you cannot make her agree with you every time."
"i only wanted-" he takes a breath. "i don't even know what i wanted. i thought the bond between us was stronger, with vhagar."
he doubts himself. it's dangerous to doubt the bond between a dragon and her rider in the middle of a war. aemond is a reasonable man when he's not mad but even he's having hard time facing with the consequences of his actions. he used to brag fiercely, the rider of the largest dragon in the world. now, he questions his worth more often, like he's a boy hiding behind his mother's skirt.
you kiss his forehead, his head must be hurting under all this worry. what feels worse now, accidentally killing the nephew who took his eye years ago, or doubting everything that made him aemond targaryen? he knows there are things he should understand, he's just not brave enough to face them.
because now, he's in your arms. the only place besides the sky that gives him comfort. being in the same bed with you is better than flying sometimes, he's free here. you offer every bit of relieve you can to him, he takes what you're willing to give. every kiss, every touch, every valyrian word you learn to prove him you love him, every minute you spend with his wounds and his troubles. he can't lose you. he has nothing in this world if he loses you.
you kiss him again, for your sake more than aemond's. when you're together you don't have to worry about him. you know he's safe and secure, you know if anything happens he'll be your guard. kisses are a way of communication now, a way of comfort. he closes his eye when your lips connect with his skin. he could spent his life here if he wasn't be a man who's hungry for power and vengeance.
he thinks the fire is easy. it's so easy to burn everything when he has vhagar. he doesn't look back, he doesn't deal with the places he burned. he has the blood of a dragon, he becomes one with vhagar when he whispers words to her. he knows he'd burned down the city if he loses you. he wouldn't look back. there are too many people disappointed in him already. if he loses the only one who holds him together, he'd have nothing.
aemond kisses you softly. he stops breathing when his lips are pressed against yours. he feels like a tamed dragon if there's such a thing. you stroke his cheek, push his hair back from his face. he is hungry for touch and you give him what he craves until he falls asleep against your neck. he holds onto the one person who keeps him sane until the sun shows itself.
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Mrs. Sherlock Holmes (1)
Summary: Your marriage starts rocky.
Pairing: Sherlock Holmes x Wife!Reader
Warnings: angst, injured reader (light), mentions of getting robbed, angry Sherlock, implied innocent reader
A/N: A collection of drabbles on how you became Mrs. Sherlock Holmes.
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âWhere is my brother? We need to talk about Enola and the upcoming event. She needs to make her debutâŠâ you hear Mycroft downstairs. Heâs usually a stoic and silent man, but you kinda like heâs silent and leaves you alone most of the time. âWhere is the lady of the house? Maybe she can help my sister correct her behavior."
You hear his voice grow louder as Sherlockâs head housekeeper raises her voice. She always acts more like the lady of the house than a servant.
âMr. Holmes,â you gracefully walk down the stairs, putting on a strained smile hurting your bruised face. âIâm afraid my husband is not at home. Heâs solving another case.â
âAgain?â Mycroft holds out his hands. He presses a quick kiss to your offered hand. âHe shouldâve left his lovely wife all alone so short after your wedding.â
âSir, itâs fine,â you flutter your eyes shut as you try to keep the wrong words from spilling from your lips. It all became too much lately.
Sherlock's absence, and his displeasure in participating in your marriage. The head housekeeper acting like you are not Sherlockâs wife but a peasant.
âMy dear, what happened?â Mycroft gasps when his eyes finally see your swollen left cheek and your split lip. âPlease tell me my brother didnât raise his hand on you. If he did, Iâll make sure heâll regret putting his hands on you.â
âIt wasnât my husband,â you reach out for Mycroft and grab his hand. âHeâs a little distant and mostly interested in solving cases butâŠhe would never. I swear, Sir. It was my fault. I shouldnât have gone to town on my own. But Mrs. Demeter refused to send for a carriage.â
âWhat happened, my dear,â Mycroft worriedly asks. He offers his arm to you, and wonders if you are lying to protect his brother. âPlease do not fret. Tell me everything.â
âI left the house to get the books Sherlock wanted,â you sniff. âI paid for the books and carried the books out of the store. A woman ran into me, and I dropped the books. I tried to pick them up and thenâŠâ You choke out a sob. âThere was a masked man. He ripped my bag out of my hands and hit me with it.â
âMy dear!â Mycroft gasps audibly. âDid you tell my brother about this?â
âHe wasnât home,â you drop your gaze, ashamed about your weakness, and inability to stand up for yourself. âThe owner of the bookstore helped me pick up the books and accompanied me to Scotland Yard butâŠthey didnât want to listen to me.â
âDid you tell them your name?â Mycroft is furious. âHow dare they ignore a young lady in need.â He huffs as you tell him repeatedly it was your fault for not telling them your name. âStop blaming yourself, my dear. If itâs anyoneâs fault, itâs my brotherâs for ignoring his wife.â
Downstairs it sounds like a war is going on. Sherlock and Mycroft yell at each other. And you are afraid, Mycroft is winning.
Your betrothed falls silent after a while, and you hold your breath as you repeatedly hear your name. The last thing you wanted was to cause a rift between the brothers.
They already have their hands full with their younger sibling. Now you are causing trouble too.
You wring your hands while hearing footsteps on the staircase. You hold your breath and step away from the door. âWife,â Sherlock grumbles as he opens the door. âWhere are you?â
âIâm here,â your voice cracks. âSir.â You add, in the hope of appeasing your husband. He steps inside your room, eyes roaming your body. âPlease accept my apology.â
âWhat for, Precious?â He steps closer to cup your face with both hands. âWhy didnât you send for me? I wouldâve come here to take care of my wife.â
âI didnât want to disturb you, Sir. Itâs nothing,â you close your eyes when his gaze gets too intense.
âYou got hurt. This is not nothing,â he raises his voice but gets a grip seconds later. âNo one touches my wife.â His lips press against your swollen cheek, but you only feel the warmth of his soft pillows, not the slight pain. âI will call for Lestrade. We will find the man hurting you.â
âI think he worked with the woman running into me,â you explain while Sherlock inspects your injuries. âShe distracted me long enough for the man to steal my bag.â
âWhy did he hurt you?â
âI-I didnât want to give the bag to the man. You gifted it to me,â you shyly batt your eyelashes as Sherlock angrily furrows his brows.
âYou are fearless, my dear,â he cracks a smile. âI am sorry about my absence. After our wedding, we shouldâveâŠâ He clears his throat. âI'll send for a doctor.â
âSheâs well then?â Sherlock sizes the doctor up. âI need to know every detail. Please donât shelter me.â
âHer cheek is swollen, but the cut on her lips is already healing. Sheâs mostly frightened of the person attacking her,â the doctor says. âIâd suggest not leaving her alone for the time being.â
âSir, what are you doing?â You almost screamed when Sherlock entered your room. He softly whispered your name and picked you up in bridal style to carry you toward his bedroom.
âIâm bringing my wife to my bedroom,â he carried you out of the room. His chest swelled when you rested your head on his chest.
"Sir, I think...you have a case and..." you whimper. If he wants to finally have your wedding night, you are not sure you are ready to be with him.
âI shouldnât have taken case after case. We didnât have the chance to get to know each other better. I know this was an arranged bond my mother and your father agreed to. But IâŠI want you to know that Iâll protect you from now on.â
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'tis the damn season | kmg
Genre: exes baggage; pseudo-relationship Synopsis: Taking your boyfriendâwith whom you recently broke up withâto your family home for the holidays and pretend you're still happily in love? Doesn't sound like the best idea but what could go wrong? Everything. Pairing: SEVENTEEN Kim Mingyu x Reader Warnings: mature themes, explicit sexual content Notes: 23k words - I got carried away, song prompt was 'tis the damn season by Taylor Swift.
The weather forecast sure wasn't lying when it said this winter would be the coldest in the last decade. As soon as you step outside, the chill has cut through your layers of clothing. It's a cold that feels even more piercing than the void in your soul right now.
The last few days, you've been trying to convince yourself that the chill you're feeling is just the season, nothing more. You were just being in denial, of course. As you walk to meet your sister in a cafe near your apartment, you can't help but think back to warmer times. Days when the sun seemed to shine a little brighter, when laughter was easy, and the world felt kinder to you and your heart. It's clear now that the warmth you miss isn't just from the absence of the sun. It's the absence of something, someone, who made everything feel less cold, less harsh.
âBlair!â you called out when you spotted your sister outside the cafe, her bundles of clothing unable to hide the massive baby bump. She looked warm and pretty, waving happily at you when she saw you.
âHi!â she greeted pitchily when you approached her.
âDid you wait too long? Whereâs your husband?â
âOh, he went to get the gifts wrapped up,â she said, ushering you into the building.
âTheir hot chocolate here is really good. You should try it.â
âReally? Good because Iâm craving some chocolate right now.â
You found a table, ordered food, and started talking about the Christmas party in your family home this year. She laid down the plans and the segments which are the same as every year but you just had to talk about it. The discussion was going well until your sister reminded you of something important that totally slipped your mind.Â
âMingyu's coming too right?â
âIâm sorry, what?â you asked stupidly, blinking rapidly at her.
âMingyu. Duh,â she scoffed, chuckling.Â
Of course, Mingyu. âI'm not sure he can make it this year.â
Your sister's face contorted into a frown upon hearing that. She asked, âWhy? What's wrong? Did you two break up?â
Yes, you did. But hearing the worry in her voice made you swallow the words. "He probably has other plans. I don't know, he might go home for the holidays this year."
She visibly relaxed, patting her chest and sighing. âGood lord, I thought you two broke up. Thatâs okay. He should spend time with his family if he can. I just asked because heâs been spending Christmas with us ever since you got together.â
Right, he has. Ever since you started dating, Mingyu has spent every Christmas with your family. The first time he did, it was because you found out his family lived abroad so you invited him over. He quickly got close with your family and soon became a regular presence during holidays and important family functions. Including last year, Mingyu has spent three Christmases in your family home. This year would have been his fourth if you didn't break up.
It hasn't been that long; only three weeks have passed since. You kept count because a four-year relationship is obviously not something you forget overnight. Not to mention the regrets you have about the breakup that would often leave you to wonder if it was the right thing to do.
"The kids will miss him, for sure," your sister commented to which you only replied with a hum of agreement. She didn't bring him up again and continued relaying the holiday plans to you. When it was all over and she'd had her third cup of hot chocolate, you walked out of the cafe with your sister promising to drive you back to your apartment.
The universe probably has it out for you though, because as soon as you step out of the cafe, the first person you bumped into was Mingyu.
"Mingyu!" your sister exclaimed, gasping behind the scarf that was covering half her face. "Good to see you. How are you?"
Mingyu looked surprised but he was quick to give your sister a hug. "I've been well. How are you?"
"Oh, I'm fine. Still alive and very pregnant."
"So, I see," Mingyu smiled sweetly, eyeing your sister's growing bump. "He should be coming out this month, right?"
"He is," your sister chimed. "Hopefully before or after the Christmas weekend, but, I'll leave it up to him to decide."
A smile crept up on your lips, touched by the fact that he remembered that bit. As the two of them had a quick catching up, you stood there awkwardly, looking around and refusing to meet Mingyu's gaze.
"Will you be joining us for Christmas this year?" your sister asked, making you glance at Mingyu at once. He was looking at you too, confusion written over his face. "She said you're going home to your family. That's good, but if you change your mind about it, you're welcome to the chateau, okay?"
"Uh," Mingyu chuckled awkwardly, tilting his head. "Yeah, I will. I mean... I might. I'll let you know."
"Good," your sister beamed just as her husband was pulling over at the side of the road. She turned to you. "Since Mingyu's here, I guess I won't have to drive you back anymore?" she said, nodding at you.
You grabbed her hands and gave her a pleading look. "But you promised!"
"I did, but your boyfriend's here now so I don't have to," she scoffed. To Mingyu, she said, "See you around, Gyu."
"Yes. See you around. Take care," Mingyu replied, waving at your sister as she got into the car.
The two of you stood there in silence, watching them drive away and disappear into the sea of cars on the road. You sighed when you couldn't see their car anymore, turning on your heel to walk away. Mingyu's voice called for you, making you stop to look at him.
He seemed hesitant at first, but he still spoke. "You haven't told them yet?"
"No," you replied, shaking your head. "I was going to, the timing was just off when the topic came up a while ago. Don't worry though, I'll sort this out."
"It's fine. No big deal," he said, nodding.
You evened your breathing, nodding at him. "Okay," you replied before turning to walk away.
The air was cold against your cheeks and your mouth was bitter from the cold exchange you just had with Mingyu. It was brief and hurried like neither of you wanted it. It was fleeting, almost as if it never happened at all. Now here you are, freezing and broken, wanting so bad to whine about the encounter but you canât because that would be pathetic and completely out of line. In fact, youâre the last person who should complain about Mingyu being cold and distant. It was you who decided to break up with him in the first place.
âY/N, wait!â came Mingyuâs voice, huffing as he ran after you down the sidewalk. You halted, your heart suddenly beating wildly, replacing your frustration with anxiousness. He stopped just a few feet from you. âLet me drive you home.â
What home? âIâm fine. Itâs not that far.â
âPlease, I insist,â he replied, reaching for you but not touching you. âYou look cold.â
You swallowed the lump in your throat, along with the voice in your head telling you not to get into his car. "If you don't mind, then... okay."
With a heavy step and your mind screaming about how stupid you are, you towed behind Mingyu all the way to where his car was parked by the sidewalk.
The ride was quiet; not that you were expecting any conversation. What would you talk about anyway? It shouldnât feel weird since you havenât spoken to him in weeks. But then again, it did feel weird to be together and not utter a word to each other. You used to have a lot to talk about; random topics, important stuff, petty fighting, and whatever it was that crossed your minds. Now you havenât heard from him for three weeks until today. Funny how someone can be a huge part of your life today and become a stranger the next day. The chill on your hands and cheeks was gone but the cold in your heart was enough to make your soul shiver.
Mingyu took a deep breath as he pulled over at the side of the road right in front of your apartment complex. The car came to a stop but you sat there frozen in place, unable to open the door on your side or say anything to thank him for the ride. Mingyu can probably feel your discomfort and it felt awkward knowing that.
âFor what itâs worth,â he began, breaking the ice. âI havenât told anyone either.â
You cautiously glanced his way, smiling timidly when you saw that he was looking at you. His expression was difficult to discern. There was a smile on his lips but it didnât reach his eyes.
You looked away and chuckled awkwardly. âI guess itâs not something that just randomly comes up in conversations, is it?â
âYouâre right, it isnât,â he agreed, nodding.
You were both quiet after that, unsure of what to say next. Youâre thinking about getting off but it doesnât feel right to leave just yet. It was as if something in the atmosphere was telling you the conversation was not over yet. Was it the atmosphere or was it your delusional brain fooling you into thinking there's something there when the truth is there isn't?
âYou know, if you wantâŠâ he started again. You can tell he was hesitating because he wouldnât even look at you. âI can go to the chateau with you.â
âThe chateau?â you repeated, genuinely surprised. âWith me? You mean for Christmas?â
âYeah."
âAre you serious?â you asked incredulously, genuinely amazed at the sudden turn of events.
âIs that a ânoâ?â he probed. He seemed serious about his offer but you werenât sure how to react to it. âI was thinking we could just go there for old timesâ sake. I donât have anything planned for Christmas anyway, and I would love to see them again one last time.â
One last time? This really is the end for you, isnât it? âWouldnât it be weird?â
Mingyu chuckled sheepishly, scratching his nape. âYeah, I guess it would. Sorry. Was it too much? Did I overstep?â
You shook your head in response but in your mind, you do agree that it was out of bounds. What kind of ex was he to ask if he could spend Christmas with your family after you two have broken up? And what kind of woman would you be if you said it was alright and he could come? Sure, heâs close to your family and has built a good relationship with them. Even so, itâs still awkward to have him come over for the holidays knowing the relationship you two had-- which was the reason he met your family in the first place, has come to an end.
âWe broke up, Gyu. I donât think itâs a good idea,â you replied and you meant it. Everyone in your family adored Mingyu, especially your parents. Now that you think about it, if they find out that youâve broken up, it would break their hearts too. âI havenât told them yet and it would upset them. Especially mom.â
Mingyu appeared to think for a moment, then his face contorted with hesitation. It baffled you how much you knew him; his cues, his expressions, and even his mannerisms. You knew exactly what they signified and how to respond to them. Right now, you know he has an idea that you may or may not like.
âWhat ifâŠâ he began, glancing at you tentatively. âWhat if we donât tell them yet?â
âWhat?â
âWhat if we donât tell them that we broke up? Telling them now would probably ruin the festive mood. Letâs just let the holidays pass. We could do that and spend Christmas together this year.â
Together... you pondered but you steeled your resolve. It was tempting, and you could shout to the world how much you miss him right now, but you wouldn't take your chances on something so risky.
âYouâre not serious,â you deadpanned, imagining a whole lot of scenarios where his plan backfires terribly. It would be easier to just get back together than to pretend youâre still together in front of your whole family. âItâs stupid and theyâll see right through it.â
âSo, youâre up for it as long as they donât figure it out?â he grinned mischievously. God, you hate it when he makes that face. He does that when he knows heâs up to no good and heâs trying to rope you into it. But dear God, donât you love it too; the fun that follows after he finally convinces you, the euphoria of being involved in some misconduct, and the thrill of doing something you never thought you would ever do.
âNo.â You crossed your arms over your chest, looking away from him. âI get that you loved hanging out with them, but itâs risky and unnecessary. Besides, you donât really have to be there. I already told my sister youâll be spending Christmas with your family.â
âAlright, I'm sorry. Letâs not do it,â he gave up, raising his hands. âIt was worth a shot though.â
âYeah, well, itâs a no.â You forced a smile as you reached for the door and got ready to leave. âThanks for the ride.â
âYouâre welcome. Stay warm,â he replied with a small wave. You smiled again just as you were closing the door. Then you watched him drive away, sighing as soon as he was far enough.
"Stay warm? What is he a weatherman?" you muttered, shaking your head.
You were right; the universe has it out for you. After that one unexpected encounter with Mingyu, you started seeing him everywhereâin the grocery store, at your favorite cafĂ©, even just walking down the street. For such a big city, it seemed absurd how often you bumped into him lately, especially since you hadn't seen him once since the breakup. At first, you exchanged quick, polite greetings, but soon these random meetings became so frequent that even looking at each other felt awkward. Thatâs the tricky part about an amicable breakup: thereâs no real reason to ignore each other. It would have been easier if he had been a jerk, or if you had done something unforgivable, but there was not enough reason to act like strangers.
âHello, stranger. Good morning,â Mingyu greeted you as he saw you at the cafĂ© counter. The sound of his voice made your heart skip a beat, but you forced yourself to roll your eyes at his goofy grin.
âGood morning to you too,â you replied, nodding in acknowledgment. Mingyu didnât say anything else and quietly waited his turn.
He stood behind you in the queue, out of sight, but you could easily imagine him with his hands shoved into his coat pockets. Or maybe he was scrolling through his phone. Perhaps he was staring at the menu. Whatever he was doing, you hoped he wasnât looking at youâobserving the back of your neck, checking you out, or anything like that.
âThank you,â you told the barista as she handed you the buzzer after you paid for your coffee. When you turned on your heel, you caught a glance of Mingyu who smiled at you when your eyes met. As you walked away, you heard him tell the barista his order.
Your feet hurriedly carried you to a four-seater table. Originally, you werenât planning to linger in the cafĂ© and ordered a takeout, but curiosity got the best of you after hearing Mingyu order for two people. Who was he having coffee with this early? Your eyes scanned the occupied tables, searching for any hint of Mingyuâs company. Anxiety began to build up in your chest as you considered the possibility that he might be here with another girl.
It could be anyone, you reassured yourself. Mingyu, being the social butterfly that he is, has friends everywhere. Throughout your relationship, you had lost count of the times you met Mingyuâs acquaintances. Most of these meetings happened in the streets or the hallways of the university, where he would bump into someone he knew and have quick small talksânot forgetting to introduce you as his girlfriend to those you were meeting for the first time. But still, in your opinion, it was a little too early to be meeting a friend for coffee.
As expected, Mingyu had a quick chat with the barista before leaving the counter. Hoping he wouldnât notice you watching him, you feigned interest in your phone as he strolled across the room. The table he sat at wasl vacant, leading you to presume that the person heâs meeting hasnât arrived yet. But barely a minute later, the chime of the door opening echoed through the cafĂ©. The way Mingyuâs face lit up with a smile at the sight of the newcomer made you scowl. Glancing over your shoulder toward the entrance, you saw a woman walking in.
You held your breath, observing the tall, alluring figure approach your ex-boyfriend. Mingyu greeted her with a hug that lingered longer than you would have preferred. Recognizing the jealousy bubbling up inside you, you scoffed incredulously, shaking your head and tearing your gaze away from them. So what if heâs meeting a woman? What does it matter to you? So what if thereâs a chance theyâre involved romantically? Itâs none of your business! Heâs free to do whatever he wants!
âIsnât it a little too soon to start seeing someone new, though?â you muttered, a scowl knitting your brows together.
The buzzer startled you, prompting a sharp exhale as you rose to fetch your order. But when the barista called out your name in a voice louder than necessary, a flush of embarrassment tinged your cheeks. Mingyu must have heard that you were still around.
But really, why feel embarrassed? This is a public space, and you have every right to be here. Now that you think about it, you may be way in over your head to think your presence there is affecting him at all. You chided yourself internally for overthinking.
âThanks,â you said to the barista, sliding the buzzer back across the counter. âBut seriously, what's the point of the buzzer if you're going to call out names anyway?â
The barista grinned sheepishly. âHonestly, I've wondered the same thing myself.â
If you want to know who Mingyu was hanging out with or if he's already moved on, you could simply ask. Not Mingyu, of course. Maybe inquire with mutual friends or someone close to him. Granted, easier said than done, but definitely less humiliating than the slightly awkward and borderline stalker-ish behavior you're exhibiting now.
Your phone started ringing as soon as you stepped out of the cafe. It was your father calling so you punched the answer button and pressed the device on your ear. âHi Dad, whatâs up?â
âHi, sweetheart. Is Mingyu there?â was the first thing he said.
You glanced back inside the cafe where you could see Mingyu happily chatting with his âdateâ. âNo. Why?â
âMommy wants to know if heâs coming this weekend. Your sister was here a while ago and told us she met Mingyu last week. Your momâs making final arrangements for the weekend so she wants the RSVP. You know how it goes.â
âYeah, I know,â you exhaled, your eyes twitching at the sight of the girlïżœïżœïżœs hand around Mingyuâs arm. They have left their table and are now making their way out of the cafe with all smiles.
âRight, you do. Let us know once he made up his mind, alright? Or call your mom, whatever works for you.â your dad said.
You turned in the direction of your apartment before Mingyu could see you loitering outside the cafe. âI should just call her. I gotta tell her as soon as possible anyway,â you replied as you trekked back to your apartment.
âGood. It shouldnât be so hard to ask him. I mean,â your father chuckled. âHeâs been a regular presence in our home for three Christmases. At this point, heâs basically family.â
If they only knew the truth, they would never even mention his name around you. âRight. I gotta go, Dad. Iâll call mom later.â
âAlright, Bean. Love you.â
âLove you too, Dad,â you replied, briskly hanging up and tucking your phone back into your purse. You have made up your mind, so you turned on your heel and walked back to the cafe. Mingyu was standing by the sidewalk, waving a hand at the girl who he had just sent away in a taxi. The voices in your head were screeching and cursing at you for an impulsive decision that you were actively trying to execute. But there was no turning back.
âKim Mingyu,â you blurted as soon as you reached your ex. Mingyu, who was just about to press his phone to his ear, turned to you in surprise. âChristmas at the chateau. Is it still on the table?â
Confusion flickered on his face. âMom, let me call you back. I need a sec. Yeah, itâs her⊠I will. Bye, mom. Talk later.â
You took a deep breath, watching him put his phone away and walk closer to you. He then said, âIt depends on you, y/n. Just say the word.â
You exhaled sharply, blowing steam from the warmth of your mouth. âCome with me, then. Spend Christmas with meâus. The family⊠My uh, family wants you there.â
Mingyu shrugged, lips lifting into a boyish smile. âWhat about you? Do you want me there?â
âAbsolutely!â you replied so quickly, it was embarrassing. âEveryone would be delighted to see you so⊠That makes me want you to be there.â
Thereâs no way he didnât notice how defensive you were. Mingyuâs grin didnât falter, nodding cheekily as he said, âOkay then. If you insist.â
You couldnât help the smile that tore through your lips, both annoyed and shy because you knew he was teasing you on purpose. âStop that.â
âWhat?â he grinned. âYou want me there. I guess Iâll be there then.â
âShut up,â you gloated, shaking your head despite being unable to erase your smile. You started walking back to your apartment while Mingyu followed behind you. âGo away!â
He chuckled heartily, reaching for your elbow. âCome, y/n. Iâll take you home.â
âFine,â you grumbled, letting him drag you back. Your heart has stopped raging and you are feeling much calmer now. âI have rules.â
âOkay.â
âAnd I have a condition.â
âSure, sure. Letâs hear it in the car.â
âWhat could go wrong?â you questioned, looking at your friend Daphne through the reflection in the mirror.
Daphne stared back at you with a dumbfounded expression, as if she had just heard the most ridiculous thing ever. âThose four words are harmless on their own. But if you put them together, you get the most dangerous sentence in the history of humanity.â
You scoffed, shaking your head as you turned to face her. âYouâre so dramatic.â
âAnd youâre an idiot.â
âThank you very much,â you quipped, then stood with your back facing her. âNow, would you please help me out of this dress? I donât like it.â
âMe neither,â Daphne agreed before unzipping the dress at once.
âHow about that one?â You pointed at a nice maroon cashmere dress.Â
Daphne looked over it and nodded. âItâs cute. Try it on.â
You hurried back into the fitting room with the dress. Itâs the morning before you leave for the chateau and you invited Daphne for a last-minute shopping. You wanted a dress for the Christmas dinner and you initially thought youâd find a decent one in your closet but there wasnât any. That was not to say you didnât have any nice dressâin fact, you had plenty. You just didnât want to wear them for the occasion. It was as if everything in your closet was suddenly tacky, plain, or unattractive. You wanted new ones.
âYou look amazing,â Daphne said as soon as you stepped out, although she had a deadpan expression.
âThank you. I like it too.â
âBe honest. Are you shopping because you wanted to look cute for Mingyu?â
You laughed awkwardly. âNo, Iâm not.â
Daphne narrowed her eyes at you. âI can see right through you.â
You knew that but you were still adamant about denying it. âI donât dress to impress, Daph. Especially not for a man.â
âYou donât, but this is Mingyu we're talking about soâŠâ she retorted, raising an eyebrow at you.
âI donât know what youâre trying to say. This dress is not for him,â you insisted, examining yourself in the mirror.
âItâs okay, girl. You can be honest with me.â
âI can?â you lilted, taking the bait Daphne threw to catch you.
âSee, I knew it!â she snickered, rolling her eyes. âYou want to impress your ex.â
You just pouted, not responding to her at all and just looking through your dress selections for more options. So what if you want to impress Mingyu? Youâre not trying to get back with him. You just didnât want him to think you were any less pretty after the breakup.
ây/n, I told you. Bringing him to the chateau is a bad idea.â
âItâs just one weekend,â you murmured, embarrassed but determined not to back out.
Daphne stood from the couch and crossed her arms over her chest. âOne weekend where your heart and dignity is on the line. I donât think itâs worth it.â
Daphne was right and you know it. But you had made up your mindâyou are going to the chateau with Mingyu. Youâve made the preparations and told your parents he was coming. Youâve talked to Mingyu and put up clear boundaries. Plus you are driving up there in four hours. You canât just back out at the last minute!
You can, you just didnât have the intention to do so. Although it shamed you to admit it, a part of you wanted this. For old-timeâs sake.
âI know you mean well but,â you paused, faced your friend, and sighed, âIâm sorry, Daph.â
Daphne sighed, shaking her head sternly as he approached you to tenderly squeeze your shoulders. âI guess I canât change your mind, then?â
You responded by shaking your head, and Daphne pulled you into a hug.
âJust donât go breaking your heart. It hasnât even healed yet.â
âIâll try my best.â
Your friend grumbled as she pulled away. Pouting, she pointed at the dress with a deep olive green shade. âGet this one too. Green looks majestic on you. And hurry. This place is getting too crowded.â
Grinning, you heeded her suggestion and grabbed said dress before disappearing into the fitting room once again. After shopping, you sat down for brunch with your friend and spent the morning chatting away. By the time you arrived back at your apartment, it was half past noon and you only had a couple minutes left before Mingyu would come to pick you up. You stuffed your new clothes in your luggage, inspected your boxes of presents for your family, and did your routine inspection of your flat to make sure everything was clean and tidy before you left.
Your doorbell rang right on time, signaling the arrival of Kim Mingyu. Part of you wanted to roll your eyes and say he can just come in like he used to. Itâs not like you changed your passcode or anything. But then again, Mingyu is a gentleman. Even if he could, he wouldnât just waltz in like he owns the place.
âHi,â he beamed as soon as you pushed your door open. âYou ready to go?â
âYes, I just need help with these,â you replied, motioning to the huge bag of presents in your hands. Mingyu was quick to take it out of your hands, and then hold the door open for you while you went back in to take your luggage out. He even took that one out of your hand too.
âIs this all your stuff?â he asked as you closed your apartment door.
You nodded in response and so you both boarded the elevator. At the parking lot, his car was right outside the exit, waiting for the two of you. As soon as everything was loaded, he opened the car door for you with no hesitation. Dumbfounded, you quietly slipped through the door and sat on the shotgun. Mingyu then rounded the car to get inside the driverâs seat.
âReady?â he asked, beaming. You looked away from him, pretending to be busy with the seatbelt as you responded to his question with a quiet nod.
The first few minutes of the car ride were spent with Mingyu talking to his mother on the phone. It was a pure and adorable conversation about the weather, meals, and their plans for the weekend. Mingyuâs mom was a kind woman who spoke in a stern but gentle manner. You donât have that many memories with her mom, except for the time two years ago when Mingyu took you on a trip to his hometown. At the time, and in the few occasions that you did talk to her, she has shown nothing but adoration for you.
âMmhmm, donât worry. I will take good care of myself, Mom,â he said affectionately after his mom reminded him to keep himself warm and never get sick.
âBut wait, if youâre on your way to their house, does that mean y/n is with you?â she asked from the other line. Your eyes widened at his phone that was hanging on the dashboard holder. Then you glanced at Mingyu who just scrunched his nose cutely at you.Â
âYes, sheâs here. Say, âhiâ.â
His mother started laughing heartily before saying, âHi, dear. How are you?â
âHello, MothâŠerâŠâ your speech trailed off, awkwardly glancing at Mingyu.
He just chuckled and gave you an encouraging nod before mouthing, âItâs okay.â
âUm⊠Iâve been wellââ you stammered, clearing your throat before finishing, ââmother.â
âYouâve been well? Great. Thatâs great,â she chimed, her voice sweet and endearing. âI havenât heard from you for a while. I thought you finally got sick of my son and left him for good.â
A hiccup escaped your throat, caught off-guard by her sudden comment. Mingyu on the other hand, started whining and said, âMom! Why would you even say that?â
âWhy not? She has every reason to dump you,â she replied. Mingyu grabbed the phone from the holder and tapped the loudspeaker button so he could talk to his mother in private.
âIâll call you later. Stop worrying about me and take care of yourself, alright? Good. Letâs talk soon. Okay. Bye, love you!â He then tossed the device into a compartment and mumbled under his breath. You might not speak his language, but you knew he just cursed in his mother tongue.
âSorry about her,â he said awkwardly. âYou see, I havenât told them either.â
âHmm, I see.â
âShe asks about you all the time, you know,â he added, eyes fixed on the road. âEven after we broke up.â
âWhat do you tell her?â you probed, genuinely curious. If she did ask about you all the time, how come he couldnât tell her about the breakup?
âNothing much. Just that youâre fine and doing stuff,â he said, to which you hummed in response and then turned your gaze to the road.
âAre you?â he questioned, making you look at him. He glanced at you briefly. âAre you fine and doing stuff?â
âWho, me?â you chuckled nervously. âYeah, Iâm fine and doing stuff.â
âReally? What have you been up to these days?â
âOh, you know. Small gigs for family or friends. Nothing official or permanent yet. Iïżœïżœm still on a break.â
You and Mingyu met in college as sophomores. He took up accounting, while you were an art student majoring in interior design. After college, he applied for jobs in major firms and got accepted immediately. Then for the next six months, he worked as an assistant for an executiveâwhich served as his training before he signed a full contract. You, on the other hand, didnât have to worry about getting a job and securing a good salary. So you took your time, not making big decisions and enjoying your free time.
âSo youâre freelancing?â Mingyu asked.
âI wouldnât consider it freelancing since Iâm not really available for hire any time. I just picked up some small projects for Allanâs house. The other is for Daphneâs department store. And I decorated for Sue as well. Remember her?â
âYeah, I remember Sue. She was your new neighbor before IâŠâ he stopped to clear his throat and finished, âBefore I moved out.â
The sudden change of subject made your stomach turn. Looking back, you and Mingyu started living together in your fourth year of college. As spacious as it was, before he moved in, you had never eaten or cooked there. It was tidy, not because you purposely kept it clean, but because barely anyone stayed there who would make any messâ not even you who spent most of your time outside and only came home to sleep and bathe. Mingyu made it homely and warm.
At one point in your relationship, you told him you could never live there without him anymore. You could not imagine waking up without him on the bed, eating there without the food he made himself, or sitting in the living room without him to snuggle with. You told him that once and although he laughed about it, he also promised he would never leave you there alone.Â
Long story short, he lied. Sure, you were the one who broke things off, but he was the one who left. That was the part that hurt mostâ the fact that he just agreed to break up without putting up a fight. You can only hope the best for him, you knew he was hoping the same for you anyway.
Attempting to dissolve the awkwardness, you decided to ask him about his job. âHow was your job at the firm?â
âOh, itâs great. I got regularized about two weeks ago,â he replied, looking pleased.
You knew that, one of your friends told you about it when it happened. âThatâs amazing. I knew you would get the job.â
âThanks. Thatâs immensely reassuring.â
You agree that it was such a reassuring thing to say, and you also regret not saying it when you were still togetherâ when he needed to hear it the most.
âGood to know. Youâve always been easy to reassure,â you said as a passing comment. âI wish Blair was like that. I mean, honestly, how can she ask me to reassure her all the damn time but still remain pessimistic about everything?â
Mingyu chuckled heartily. âI guess the pregnancy is making her anxious, huh?â
You shook your head. âNot the pregnancy itself. Itâs giving birth that sheâs so scared of. Now that her due is near, everyone has been trying to give her pep talks.â
âIt must be nerve-wracking.â
âI canât say I know how it feels,â you chuckled derisively. âYou wanna know what sheâs naming the baby?â
âShe picked one already?â he asked, glancing at you with an amazed smile.
âItâs Alfred.â
âAlfred?â Mingyu frowned, dismayed. The face he made was funny to you because you had the same negative reaction when you first heard it.Â
âYes. Alfred,â you snickered. "Tacky, isn't it?"
âNo. I think itâs umâŠâ He tilted his head a little. âItâs okay. Cool name. Alfred. Has a nice classy ring to it.â
You rolled your eyes, knowing he was just trying to patronize your sister. âSheâs hell-bent on following our parentsâ legacy by naming her children chronologically. We barely talked her out of naming the child Allan after my older brother.â
Mingyu hummed. âSo if she had it her way, there would have been a ây/n Jr.â in a couple of years.â
You giggled, leaning your head on the backrest as you started feeling drowsy. âI know, right? That would have been nice, and kinda weird too if you think about it.â
âSo I almost became a godfather to an Allan Jr.?â he asked, bewildered. âNow that you mentioned it, it does sound a little strange for an Allan Jr. to exist as someone elseâs child, not Allanâs himself.â
âDo you still want to be Alfredâs godfather?â you asked, remembering that Blair had requested Mingyu to be her sonâs godfather when she first found out that she was pregnant. âI mean, would you still be up for it after we tell everyone that weâve broken up?â
You saw Mingyu shrug. âAs long as youâre okay with it.â
That was such a play-safe answer, and also a ridiculous one especially since it was between him and Blair as friends; you had nothing to do with it. But you also recognized why it would depend on your opinion. To begin with, it was because of you that he made friends with your family. He would want you to be comfortable with it more than anything. And of course, regardless of how great their relationship was, you knew your family would take your side no matter what. Each time you remember this fact, you are reminded of the disappointment and pain that your breakup would bring upon your loved ones.
Something about the yuletide season tugs at your heartstrings each year. Everywhere you go, twinkling lights adorned the homes, business establishments, and the streets. Christmas brings a festive mood to the atmosphere and a unique blend of warmth, nostalgia, and anticipation that fills you with warmth despite the cold season. Your hometown is no different; each Christmas, it transforms into a wonderland of lights and decorations from house to house. In your own home, there is a warm sense of togetherness as your family gathers to share laughter, stories, and meals.Â
You loved this mood, but this year is a little different. The festivity is still there, but the warmth of the familiar embrace has disappeared. The once-sweet scent of gingerbread in the air now had a bitter aftertaste to it that you knew was caused by the massive hole in your heart. And it didnât help that the reason for this void was smiling next to you.
âHere we are,â he breathed, glancing sideways at you. Itâs nightfall. The drive took four hours and you slept for most of it.
âThe rules,â you reminded, making him nod. âDonât forget them.â
âAlright, babe.â
âBabe?â you scowled, making Mingyu chuckle.
âYes, âbabeâ,â he repeated, reaching for your hand on your thigh. âCome on, Itâs only for the weekend.â
âRight. Only for the weekend,â you echoed, glancing at your joined hands.
Approaching the chateau, you marveled at the Christmas trees lined up along the driveway, and the glowing ornaments hanging on them. As you reach the entrance of the house, you can hear the low hum of amazement from Mingyu. Coming to the chateau always amazed him. Not that you can blame him. The chateau is magnificentâ preserved and passed down through generations, it sits on a large estate and exudes grandeur and sophistication at every turn.
âHello, sweetheart!â your mother greeted cheerfully, walking towards you with open arms.
You greeted her back with a smile, giving her a tight hug. As she approached Mingyu, you embraced the other members of your family who came out to greet you.Â
âYou arrived right on time for dinner,â your father stated, giving you a one-armed hug and a gentle squeeze on your shoulder. âI made your favorite.â
âYou did?â you exclaimed, gleaming in delight. Your father puffed his chest proudly. âAw, thank you!â
âYouâre welcome, Bean,â he replied, evidently pleased to have elicited a good reaction from you. He patted your shoulder before greeting Mingyu. âMingyu, my boy! Welcome back.â
âGood evening, sir,â Mingyu beamed, shaking hands with your father but the latter pulled him into a hug.Â
âItâs been a while,â said your father, smiling contently. âHow have you been, son?â
âVery well, sir,â your ex-boyfriend replied as he let your father lead him into the house. As they went, you could hear some of their conversation.Â
âNot as well as I have,â your father chuckled cockily. âDid you know Iâve been hitting the gym these days? Putting in some literal leg work.â
âNice. Although I already know. Dave told me you were there once every week.â
âOf course. And what an excellent PT he was, Dave. You have my thanks for introducing me to him.â
You caught your mother by the arm as she was passing by you. âDadâs been going to the gym?â
âDonât get me started, y/n,â she sighed, rolling her eyes. She leans closer to speak in a quieter voice. âIâm glad that heâs exercising because itâs good for his health, but this thing which he calls âgainsâ is making him vain and more annoying than usual.â
You snorted, unable to stifle your laughter. Your mother sighed with exasperation before turning to walk away from you. At that moment, you spotted Mingyu with your cousins, making you assume he was snatched away from your fatherâs grasp. They laughed as they chatted, contributing to the warmth permeating the atmosphere of the entire house. You couldnât help admiring Mingyu, completely taken by his natural charm and charisma that make it easy for him to be friends with everyone.
Oh, to be Kim Mingyuâ outstanding, endearing, compassionate; loved by all who meet him. Visually, heâs remarkably handsome, with his tan skin and prominent features, brilliant eyes that gleam with kindness, and a beautiful smile that lights up his face. Heâs quick-witted and intelligent, capable of holding conversations about various subjects at different levels of seriousness. His sense of humor is the cherry on top, bringing laughter and joy to every gathering. Heâs incredibly thoughtful too, not to mention caring. Whether it's helping out with chores, lending a listening ear, or surprising them with thoughtful gestures, Mingyu loved your family as much as he loved you. This is why he was able to build a strong connection with them, something you would hate to break if you were to reveal that you two have broken up.
In your familyâs eyes, Mingyu is more than just your boyfriend; he's a part of the family, someone they wholeheartedly embrace and admire. Sometimes youâd think you fumbled when you broke up with him but then you get a flashback of the events leading up to the breakup and you realize nobody is perfect; not even the Golden Boy, Kim Mingyu.
âEverything alright?â he asked upon approaching you. He had caught you staring from across the hall while he was catching up with your cousins.
âYeah. Mom said we should all head to the dining hall for dinner.â
âSure. Letâs go,â he beamed, placing a hand on your waist as you led the way.
You headed straight to the dining area for dinner, where you got to meet the rest of your family who will be joining you for the weekend. Most of your relatives hold their own Christmas celebrations, the others who donât get invited for a holiday break by those who want to host. Your mother is an excellent host, and she always sends Christmas invitations to your extended family, regardless of whether they can make it or not. As a matter of fact, Christmas at the Chateau is quite a popular recurring event in your family. That being said, there are always unfamiliar faces each year, as well as regulars who are more tight-knit with your immediate family.
âDear lord, if it isnât y/n,â said Aunt Lydia, a distant aunt whom youâve only met a handful of times because she lived halfway across the globe and only showed up for important family functions. âLast time I saw you, you were wearing braces and corrective glasses. Now youâre a beautiful lady. Isnât that right, Lena?â
Lena, her daughter, gave you a smile and a quick peck on the cheek. âItâs been a while, y/n.â
âYou returned her sweet smile and let her hold your hand. 'Good to see you, Auntie. Itâs been a long time. Good to see you too, Lena.' Their eyes were fixed behind you, making you glance back only to realize they were looking at Mingyu. He was chatting with some of your cousins, laughing about things you couldnât comprehend from where you were standing.
âIs that your boyfriend? Mingyu, was it?â your aunt asked.
Your brows lifted, mildly surprised. âYou know about Mingyu?â
âOh, I heard about him. All good things,â she giggled. âI heard youâve been together a long time?â
âI guess you could say that,â you chuckled awkwardly. At that same moment, Mingyu caught you looking so he smiled at you and then excused himself from your cousins. âI should introduce you to him.â
As soon as Mingyu was within reach, he snaked an arm around your waist, and you placed a hand on his shoulder as you motioned to your relatives.
âAuntie, this is Mingyu. Mingyu, this is my aunt from Europe. You havenât met her before because she rarely comes here.â
âNice to meet you, maâam,â Mingyu beamed, leaning towards the elder lady for a brief hug.
âAnd this is my cousin, Lena.â
âLena. Nice to meet you,â Mingyu recited, shaking hands with your cousin. The reluctance on Lenaâs face when Mingyu didnât greet her the same way he greeted your aunt did not go unnoticed by you.
âHi, Mingyu. Pleased to meet you,â she replied, chuckling nervously before backing away and fiddling with the ends of her blonde hair.
As observant as you were, you knew right then and there that Lena was attracted to your boyfriendâwell, ex-boyfriend, although no one knows that yet. Nonetheless, you didnât think much about it. Itâs Kim Mingyu after all, loved by all who meet him. You couldnât blame anyone who fell for him at first sight as it was the case for you when you first met him all those years ago.
It was at a college party, your third party in a week because everyone was trying to hold one to welcome the new semester. You had just transferred from another campus, and your friends were showing you around. Mingyu was by the poolside of that big house, dunking students into the water as a penalty for losing against him in arm wrestling. He seemed to enjoy the attention too, not shying away from it but not being cocky about it either. Both boys and girls surrounded him, all of them wanting to be friends with the most popular sophomore on campus.
Boys think he is cool, and girls, well, theyâre girlsâenamored by the handsome specimen, just like you were at that very moment. Daphne was the one who told you his name and added in his reputation for turning down girls without batting an eye. Not that you had any plans of confessing to him anyway. He was cute, yes, but thatâs all. In no time, heâll become nothing but a passing crush.
You were wrong, of course. He talked to you that night, asking for your name. The rest was history.
âSo, Mingyu, how was work? I heard you got promoted to regular. Is that true?â
âIt is. And work is wonderful. The firm really does live up to its name.â
âAs they should,â an uncle of yours chuckled. âThe family has been doing business with them for the longest time. We wouldnât trust them if they werenât any good.â
âOh, so you're in business with them?â Mingyu glanced at you, and you shrugged as if to say you had no idea.
Your father hummed in response. âThat firm oversees the estate's accounts, as well as the companyâs books. You didnât know, did you?â
'No, sir. I had no idea,' Mingyu responded, astonished.
âThe founder, Mr. Harrington, happened to be a family friend,â interjected your eldest brother, Allan, a hint of amusement in his voice. âThere were talks about exploring partnerships elsewhere, but when we heard you were working there, Dad seemed to have a change of heart.â
Your father chuckled warmly, eyes twinkling as he waved his hand in a dismissive gesture. âThatâs enough, Al. Don't put pressure on the young man.â
âOh, right. Speaking of that, is anyone going to the wedding?â
âWhose wedding?â
âMr. Harringtonâs daughterâs wedding. You did receive the invitations, didnât you?â
Dinner table conversations are often like this; topics that span from individual career pursuits to the latest news in business or finance. As you go through the food, the conversations also transition to mundane topics or updates on family members, such as childrenâs school performances or how your cousinâs car broke down in the middle of nowhere on their way to the chateau. And then it would circle back to more profound or intellectual subjects.
Mingyu blends in effortlessly in your bunch, almost as if he belonged there to begin with. Given a chance, Mingyu would become the most welcome member of your family if you married him.
âPathetic,â you mumbled to yourself, ridiculing your line of thought. Marriage with Mingyu? Are you serious? How could you possibly entertain the idea of marrying someone who let you leave without so much as a fight?
Your mood soured in an instant, so you stood up from your seat and excused yourself from the table as they all chatted away. The dinner was over but everyone was too immersed in their conversations to leave the table. Your feet brought you to a balcony overlooking the back garden and the pool area of the estate. It was cold but the tea was warm. Just when you thought you were alone to wallow in self-pity and overthinking, Mingyu's endearing voice called out your name, and his warm jacket settled on your shoulders.
âEverything alright?â he asked, standing behind you as he held your arms. âYou left so suddenly.â
âIâm fine. Just a little stuffed,â you told him, looking far beyond the dark horizon. The night sky was clear, with stars twinkling faintly above. As you took a deep breath, you pondered about the farce you and Mingyu were attempting to pull off this weekend. Is it worth the risk? Like hell, is it even necessary? You should have just told them the truth long ago and got it over with.
âHey,â Mingyu prompted, noticing your gloomy disposition. âWhatâs going on in your pretty little mind?â
You loved it when Mingyu talked to you like this, but not this time though. Given the situation you are in, the only thing heâs making you feel right now is annoyance and frustration.
âStop that, Gyu,â you grumbled, pulling away from his embrace. âThereâs no need to act all lovey-dovey and sweet.â
Mingyu chuckled and looked around. âAnd make them wonder why weâre distant? Thatâs totally gonna convince them that weâre happily in love.â
Happily in-love? How can he say these things so carelessly? âWeâre fine. No oneâs suspicious.â
âWeâve been here three hours,â he countered. âBack there, your mom was asking me if you were okay. If weâre going to make this work, shouldnât we act like we usually do?â
âFine.â You rolled your eyes. âJust stick to the rules.â
The rules were simple: stay in character, respect boundaries, don't tell anyone, and end it once you leave the chateau. Thatâs it. You canât just walk into this without precautions, can you? So you and Mingyu agreed on these rules, which are more your rules than his. Either way, you intend to be faithful to these rules as it is the only way to prevent this whole thing from spiraling out of control.
You went up first to freshen up and get ready for bed. You scanned the room to see how youâd share it with your ex. Considering Mingyuâs height, the long couch by the balcony would be cramped for him. Sure, heâd fit just fine but heâs the kind of sleeper who likes to sprawl on the bed and take up a lot of space. The floor would be cruel, but it has more space for sure.
âItâs better than the couch, right?â you mused aloud, making your way to the door to request an extra mattress. But hesitating, you withdrew your hand from the doorknob. The floor option suddenly seemed unwise because asking for an extra mattress would surely raise suspicions about the state of your relationship. Opting instead for the balcony couch, you arranged a pillow and sheets for Mingyu. Then after discreetly taking a sleeping pill, you passed out for the day.
Waking up and seeing Mingyu in the morning felt normal, that was until you realized he was across the room instead of right next to you in bed. You took a deep breath as you pushed yourself up, your eyes still fixed on Mingyuâs sleeping figure.
âMustâve been uncomfortable,â you mumbled to yourself.
The bed you used to share was warm, familiar, and comforting. His arms were strong, providing security as you awoke to his scent and the enveloping warmth of his presence each morning. Sometimes he'd be up and out of bed before you were, and you'd wake up to the nice aroma of coffee waiting for you in the kitchen. Other times, you'd wake him with a simple breakfast of eggs and pancakes, your culinary expertise may have been limited, but your affection was boundless.
There were also times when you'd both wake too early, your passion spurred in the hush of early morning hours. He'd be gentle and quick, but you liked those kinds of mornings. You used to think the mornings you shared with Mingyu were mundane, uneventful, and slow, but looking back, those mornings now shimmer with newfound appreciation. Now that it's gone and you're missing it, you couldn't help but acknowledge the possibility that you might have taken it all for granted.
As you sat on the edge of your bed pondering, Mingyu stirred, taking a deep breath and letting out a long raspy exhale. He blinked at you several times, smiling once his vision became clearer.
âGood morning,â he sang. If you were still together, youâd immediately jump on him for a cuddle. Now that youâre not, itâs difficult to keep a straight face. You don't even know how to properly respond to that simple greeting.
âMorning,â you greeted back. Then again, if you were still together, he wouldnât be sleeping on the couch to begin with.Â
The land where the chateau sat is only a small part of the vast estate that your family owns. If one were to take a quick drive or a ten-minute hike up, they would find a meadow and a lake further ahead. As a child, you had picnics there often, especially in spring. In the winter, a white blanket of snow covers what used to be lush greenery, making it a perfect place for sledding. As such, it became a family activity every Christmas.
You stepped out of Mingyuâs car, blinking at the beautiful white canvas before you. Mingyu uttered a low âwowâ as he approached you, smiling toothily while he tightened his padded jacket. You breathed the crisp air, exhaling through your mouth as you did. This wasnât his first time sledding with your family, or experiencing the expansive landscape of your home. You had shared picnics with Mingyu in these areas, basking in the beauty of spring or summer. Those quiet moments are among your fondest memories with him.
âWhat do you think?â he asked, eyes gleaming.Â
You shrugged. âI like it here better in spring.â
Behind you, you could hear the soft thuds of car doors being closed as your family members emerged from their vehicles.
âOh, look! Itâs perfect!â Blair cheered with her hands clasped together in delight.Â
Your father chuckled heartily beside you and only then did you notice that he had caught up to you. He placed his arm over your shoulder, giving you a side hug as he said to your sister, âWhat did I tell you? That heavy snowfall last night will do us some good.â
Ecstatic, Blair dragged her husband towards the hill; the latter pulling a sled. Your cousins followed them, and your father too while you stood there pondering your choice to come here. Should you have just stayed with your mom and aunts back at home?
Allan approached Mingyu, giving him a nod. Mingyu smiled back, saying, âHey, Al.â
âHey. I donât know how to say this butâŠâ your brother paused, glanced over his shoulder at the excited children emerging from his car, and then shrugged at Mingyu. âAre you okay with a bunch of kids bothering you all day?â
âWhat does that even mean?â you interjected, although you werenât part of the conversation.
âThe boys want to go sledding with Mingyu,â Allan sighed, placing his hands on his waist. âOnly with Mingyu.â
Mingyu chuckled. âItâs alright. I donât mind.â
âAre you sure?â Allan probed, looking somewhat apologetic. Mingyu nodded in assurance. âOkay, man. Thanks a lot.â
You watched as Mingyu approached your brotherâs truck with a big goofy grin. Your nephews cheered his name before jumping into his arms at the same time. Mingyu laughingly carried the boys off the truck and you found yourself impressed by how strong he was to be able to carry two big kids. Then again, he had always been strong. He works out a lot and his efforts show in his toned physique. You know damn well how ungodly gorgeous he looks underneath those thick layers of clothing.
You gasped, shocked by your lewd thought. Shaking your head in an attempt to clear your mind, you muttered, âWhat the fuck.â
âCome again?â Allan asked cluelessly.
âI was talking to myself,â you deadpanned. Allan said heâll follow the others up the hill so you nodded at him and told him youâll stay to take pictures. He didnât object to that so you grabbed the camera in the car and went to find a good spot to take pictures of everyone.
For the next hour, everyone went up and down the hill in their sleds, their cheers and laughter echoing through the air. Your father was dragging your little niece in her bright pink sled. Daniel and your cousins are on the other side of the hill, having a snowball fight. They would sometimes include you by throwing snowballs at you but you would dodge and threaten to punch them if they didnât stopâ as if your tiny fist would inflict any real pain. Even Allan who was just grinning around got roped into the fight. Blair didnât give sledding another go after her first time because she didnât find it âas fun as it lookedâ; so sheâs down the hill making a snowman with her husband.
You made sure to take pictures of everyone. As you did, you found your lenses being directed at Mingyu more often than youâd like to admit. You wanted to be pretentious and say it was because he and the kids were adorable, but you knew that you just couldnât help yourself. He was just too close to your heart and of course, him with kids is impossibly adorable.
ây/n! Show me the pictures!â your sister called so you trekked the snow back to where the cars were parked.
You let them scan through the photos and left to go up and meet your niece and father halfway up the hill. Your father seemed tired so you thought it was best to let him rest and take the kid off his hands.
âI think sheâs tired too,â your father said, chuckling as you climbed down. âShe must have snoozed on her sled twice.â
âShe did?â you asked, turning to your niece. âDid you snooze, baby? Are you tired? Do you wanna go home with Mom?â
The darling little girl just shook her head, her eyes focused on her parents. When they spotted you, your brother-in-law happily took her off your arms. There was a quick chat before they decided to go back to the chateau and call it a day. Everyone followed suit, running down the hill back to the cars after being called backâeveryone, except for Mingyu who walked down the other side of the hill instead. You decided to follow him, stopping Allan on your way.
âWhere is he going?â you asked your panting brother. Heâs got one kid on his shoulders and the other on the sled he was dragging.
âWho?â he asked, following your gaze. âOh, Mingyu? Charlieâs sled went missing. He said he'd go find it.â
You went after Mingyu, hiking up the hill and trekking down to the other side where you found him heading straight into the sparse woods. Surely the sled didnât go as far as into the woods, right?
âKim Mingyu!â you called out, running after him. Your feet sank into the snow as you did, making it a little hard to run fast. âMingyu!â
Mingyu stopped upon hearing you, turning to look at you and wave. âCome here!â
You frowned when you noticed that he was holding a sled. âWhere are you going?â
He didnât respond but instead, waited for you to catch up to him. As soon as you did, you pointed to what he was holding. âIs that Charlieâs?â
âYeah, it slid all the way to that tree over there,â he replied, pointing to the tree but you didnât bother to look.
âAnd? Where else are you planning to go? Everyoneâs leaving.â
Still grinning goofily, he grabbed your gloved hand and said, âLetâs go to the lake.â
âThe lake?â
âYeah. I saw it from up the hill. It looked awesome.â
You scoffed. âItâs probably frozen.â
âI know. Letâs check it out,â he chimed, dragging you but you didnât budge. That made him stop and glance back at you with a pout.
You looked away, feigning indifference. âItâs this way.âÂ
Mingyu trailed behind you, his hand still tight around yours. While you waded through the snowy path, you tried to remember if you had ever gone to the lake with Mingyu before. You have, a few times, but not in winter. Usually, there was nothing special or pretty about it in winter. As kids, you were forbidden from playing at the frozen lake in case the ice broke and you fell in, so you have never tried it before. There was just no reason to go there, except maybe to look around and pass the time.
âOh, wow,â he exclaimed upon arriving at the spot.Â
As expected, it was frozen. It wasn't even the picturesque, crystal-clear kind of frozen, but rather a boring, unremarkable freeze.
Disappointed, you said, âNothing to see here."
âAre you kidding me? It looks really cool,â he replied, but you knew he was just being polite.
âItâs really not,â you deadpanned.Â
Mingyu chuckled. âYouâre right. Itâs not.â
âOkay. Letâs go then,â you retorted, tugging him back to where you came from.
Mingyu resisted, pulling back with enough force to make you lose your balance and bump into him. He held you in place, his face close and his breathing warm against your cheek. With a goofy grin, he asked, âEver ice-skated on a lake before?â
âNo, and this is not that kind of lake.â
âYou havenât ice-skated on a lake before?â he asked incredulously. âBut thereâs a lake right here.â
âThis is a dangerous lake.â
âWhy?â
âBecause...â you trailed off, searching for an explanation. âTo be honest, I'm not even sure why.â
The massive grin on Mingyuâs lips made you roll your eyes. It was the kind of expression that said he wanted to go ice skating on the lake. Youâre not even wearing the right shoes. You donât know how deep the lake goes, and you have no idea how thick the ice has gotten.
âDonât be stupid, Gyu.â
âCome on! It's gonna be fun!â
âI think you meant 'dangerous'.â
âIâll keep you safe,â he promised.
That made you grumble and stomp your feet a few times. âUgh, fine!â
It was like releasing a dog from its leash in a park. Hand in hand, Mingyu excitedly rushed to the edge of the lake, where he cautiously tested the ice, first one foot and then the other. He took a few steps around and one small jumpâ then a big one that caused a surge of panic to grip you.
âStop! What if it falls through?â
Mingyu threw his head back laughing. âItâs alright, the ice is pretty thick. Come here.â
You stared at the hand he was offering and then shook your head. Mingyu let out a small tut, seizing your hand firmly and guiding you toward the ice. You trod carefully as you went, looking down below at the murky water and wondering if it was solid enough to hold the two of you.
As you approached the center of the lake, Mingyu released your hand momentarily to zip up your jacket snugly. You pouted as he cupped your cheeks, still protesting at his idea of 'fun'.
"Just relax. I've got you. You'll be fine," he reassured, adjusting your beanie to shield your ears from the biting cold. You nodded, gradually getting used to the icy ground beneath your feet.
Just as you began to ease into the moment, breathing freely and feeling the tension in your muscles dissipate, Mingyu suddenly rushed forward, dragging you along with him toward the center. Panic surged through your veins, your heart racing uncontrollably.
Your shrieks tore through the quiet air, overlapping with Mingyuâs ecstatic laughter. You clung to his hand tightly, scared for good reason. If the ice breaks and you fall in, at least you wonât die aloneâthat was what you were thinking as you closed your eyes and let Mingyu run around in circles. And while you grappled with the chaos in your head, his reassuring reverberated through your ears.
"It's okay," he consoled, intertwining his fingers with yours. "I've got you! Open your eyes, baby."
You did as he asked, reluctantly opening your eyes to be greeted by a broad, toothy grin from your charming companion. Was he really persuasive? Or were you simply taken aback by the endearment he just used on you? Yes, you know he had been calling you that ever since you got here so to avoid raising suspicions on your pretense, but why did it send a surge of nostalgia this time?
It almost felt like the relief of finally experiencing something you had missed so dearly.
âSee? How fun is this?â he shouted, still running with you.
"Not fun at all!"
"Really?" he asked again, skeptical. "Not even a little?"
Of all the people you have met so far in your life, Mingyu had the most contagious smile which was why he had you smiling in no time. Before you knew it, you were running around the frozen lake, fear and anxiety long forgotten. Your cheeks were flushed from the cold, and sore from laughing too much. Your shrieks echoed across the icy surface as he took his turn chasing after you. You didn't even notice how your goofing around has turned into a spontaneous game of tag.
Lost in the moment, you lost track of time, the hours slipping away unnoticed as you enjoyed each other's company and indulged the children in you.
âCaught you!â he exclaimed triumphantly, tackling near the edge of the lake, and sending both of you tumbling onto the soft snow.
You lay there breathless and giggling, feeling both exhilarated and euphoric from your shenanigans. Glancing sideways at him, you found him already looking at you, and both of you burst into laughter at each other's flushed faces. The chill of the snow against your neck soon became unbearable, prompting you to sit up. With a playful tap on Mingyu's chest, you urged him to do the same.
âGod, Iâm so tired,â he complained but the smile on his face never left.
âYeah. Youâre crazy energetic,â you retorted, letting out a long exhale.
Mingyu scooted closer to you, wrapping a hand around your waist. âBut you had fun.â
Rolling your eyes, you leaned on his chest, comfortable in his warmth. âYeah. I did.â
âGood. Letâs do that.â
âDo what?â you hummed, closing your eyes to bask in the warmth that was engulfing you.
âOh, you know. Loosen up and take things easy,â he replied and that made you pull away to look at him.
âMeaningâŠ?â
âMeaning we should stop worrying about it.â He tapped your nose affectionately, a warm smile on his lips. âItâs Christmas. Let's have fun.â
You sighed, the weight of your concerns heavy in your mind. "But that's not why we came here."
"I know," he acknowledged with a groan. "We'll get there eventually. For now, let's just... you know... forget about it. Just for now."
He was staring at you intently and you couldnât help but stare right back. Everything about this moment was overwhelmingâthe cold, his warmth, his gaze, the proximityâeverything. You both sat there face to face, quietly staring and speaking with your eyes only. At one point, it seemed as if you had come to a mutual decision on something, but you sat there waiting for him to make the first move.
âGod, you look so beautiful in this light.â
Your heart somersaulted in your chest, but you were so tensed that you tried to humor the nerves away. âDid you just quote Ed Sheeran?â
Mingyuâs brows furrowed slightly, but his affectionate gaze remained. âAnd youâre so adorable too.â
At this point, your soul has left your body out of sheer joy. Still, you couldn't resist teasing him in response. âDuh, Mingyu. Tell me something I donât know?â
âI could kiss you right now.â
You exhaled sharply. âWell, donât be shy now.â
As Mingyu leaned in for a kiss, you closed your eyes in anticipation. You could already feel his breath fanning your face but before his lips could meet yours, the sound of car horns honking nearby shattered the beautiful air enveloping you. Startled, a loud gasp escaped your lips while Mingyu swiftly withdrew.
âWhat the actual fââ You stood up and spun to see whoever it was and spotted a pickup truck from a distance. Danielâs head popped out from the window of the driverâs seat, followed by his shouting.
âWhat are you guys doing out here?â your brother called out, pressing on the horns again. âEveryoneâs looking for you back at the chateau!â
You grumbled, stomping your feet as you walked towards the vehicle looking annoyed. Mingyu grabbed the sled he was looking for earlier and followed behind you. When you reached the truck, you stood by Danielâs window with a deep scowl.
âEveryone thought you guys were dead or something,â he quipped, rolling his windows up just before you started pounding on it irritably.
âWhat? Canât I have some alone time with my boyfriend?â you huffed, kicking the tire when you failed to open the door.
Daniel was making faces at you from inside the car while Mingyu chuckled behind you. He gently squeezed your shoulder to calm you down, but you glared at him instead. Mingyu instinctively backed away, raising his hands in surrender.
"Surely you won't take it out on your boyfriend, will you?" he asked with a coy grin. Your cheeks flushed with embarrassment, and seeing this, Mingyu puffed out his chest proudly and wiggled his eyebrows teasingly. "I am your boyfriend, right?"
âGosh, men are so annoying,â you whined, reaching for the backseat door so you could climb into the car.
Making gingerbread houses is a serious activity in your house; it was a while competition between you, your sister, and everyone else who wants to challenge. As such, it has become your favorite activity since you were a child. You were amazing at it and would always come out on top with your intricate designs and sturdy outputs. That was when Mingyu wasnât in the picture yet. Now, youâve been on a lose streak for three Christmases in a row and this year doesnât look promising either.Â
âMingyu! Careful with that!â you warned as he placed the roofing for your house. Mingyu froze mid-air, glancing at you nervously.
âI think you should do it,â he pleaded, chuckling nervously.
You rolled your eyes, grumbling as you carefully took the piece from his hand. Mingyu is a good cook, but pastry? Definitely not his forte. His big hands are among your favorite features of his, but itâs useless in any activity that requires careful handling and finesse.
Blair rounded the counter and approached you. She took a big sniff and said, âHmm, it smells like a loser over here.â
You scoffed, nudging her elbow. âGo away!â
With immense focus, you placed the roofing on your gingerbread house successfully, dusting your hands contently right after.Â
âYouâre so good at this,â Mingyu whispered next to you, beaming. Proud, you scrunched your nose at him and opened your mouth when he offered a piece of bread for you to eat.Â
âDaniel, dear,â your mother called from the doorway, catching everyoneâs attention. âCome help with the tree.â
Daniel skipped across the room to your mom, making your cousin Sydney sigh in relief of finally getting rid of the blackhole in her team.Â
âMingyu, you too please.â
Mingyu nodded at her and turned to you to say, âIâll be right back.â
âOkay,â you replied, not even glancing at him as he scooped your cheek for a kiss. âItâs okay if you donât. I might have a bigger chance of winning if you donât.â
âWhere are they going?â Lena asked, eyeing the doorway.
âMomâs probably setting up the Christmas tree for tonight,â you replied.
âWhy? Isnât there already a Christmas tree?â Lena questioned.
âItâs a chateau tradition,â Sydney explained. âBefore Christmas Eve dinner, we decorate a tree as a whole family using special ornaments.â
âSpecial ornaments?â
Aunt Lydia, interjected, âOrnaments that hold sentimental value, Lena. This house has been in the family for generations and has seen over a hundred Christmases. Our family loves to look back and think about the history that has shaped this very family into who we are today.â
Lena hummed in amazement. âThatâs so awesome and special.â
âIt is.â You smiled, mirroring the fond looks on Blair and Sydneyâs faces.
âItâs pompous if I do say so myself,â said a familiar voice entering the kitchen hall. You spun to see your Aunt Sylvie walk in with a charismatic air about her. She sauntered in, heels clicking on the floors. âItâs a reminder that we are high-born snobs. Trust fund babies who never have to work a day in our life and still live a life of luxury.â
âOh, god,â Sydney muttered beside you, looking mortified. âSheâs so late.â
âHello, children,â she lilted, winking at you specifically when you met her gaze. Your heart felt full, forever in awe of your favorite relative.
âSylvie?â your Aunt Lydia exclaimed.
Sylvieâs smile got redirected. âHow nice of you to finally join us, Lydia. I couldnât believe it when they told me.â
They both laughed as they embraced. Lenaâs mom grinned playfully at aunt Sylvie. âStill living the high-born snobbish life?â
Sylvie tutted confidently. âItâs what I do best.âÂ
At first glance, Aunt Sylvie is no different from the rest of the family, but sheâs the wild card. In a family known for its polished manners and prestigious accomplishments, she stood out like a rose in a garden of daisies. She lives a privileged life while staying unapologetically herself. Her laugh was always loud and infectious, her stories filled with both gossip and adventures.
âGoing for the win this year, huh?â Aunt Sylvie remarked as she examined your work.
âThatâs the plan,â you replied with a grin.
âWell, good luck. You have my vote, no matter what,â she promised, reaching for the wine bottle on the counter.
Blair protested, âHey, thatâs cheating!â
âPlaying favorites, thatâs what it is,â Sydney pouted. Aunt Sylvie giggled, sauntering over to Sydney and planting a playful kiss on her cheek. Sydney just rolled her eyes.
âDonât worry, sweetie. Youâre still my favorite daughter,â Sylvie teased, tucking a strand of Sydneyâs hair behind her ear before strolling away with her glass of red wine.
âThatâs because Iâm your only daughter!â Sydney shouted after her, a smile tugging at her lips as her mother exited the kitchen.
Mingyu, Daniel, and Sydneyâs boyfriend, Luke, burst into the kitchen, their laughter and chatter filling the room. Everything was going smoothly until Mingyu bounded over to you, knocking over your intricately decorated gingerbread Christmas tree. The tree, which you had painstakingly adorned with candy ornaments and icing, was supposed to be the crowning jewel of your work. Now, it lay in a heap of crumbs on the kitchen floor.
âOh my god,â you muttered, staring blankly at the mess. âKim MingyuâŠâ
âOh, damn, did I do that?â he asked, looking genuinely bewildered. Neither of you could figure out how it happened; one moment it was standing, and the next it was on the floor.
Allanâs wife looked over, her eyes widening at the sight. âOh, no, Y/N,â she exclaimed sympathetically.
Everyone else hurried over to see what had happened, their faces mirroring the same look of pity for you.
âI knew it smelled like a loser over here,â Blair snickered, unable to resist the jab.
The room fell silent for a moment before you managed a rueful smile. âWell, there goes my masterpiece.â
Mingyu sheepishly picked up a piece of gingerbread. âIâll help you rebuild it,â he offered, his tone earnest and apologetic.
Daniel couldnât hide his grin. âAnd destroy it again for good measure.â
The room was soon filled with laughter and playful teasing, all at your expense. You just took it in stride, although you were a little disheartened. Amidst all that, Mingyu pulled you into a warm hug, even kissing the top of your head.
âThatâs okay, baby. Winning is great, but itâs nothing if you didnât have fun doing it together,â he consoled you, although you could tell he was just teasing you like everyone else.
âGo away,â you scolded playfully.
It was as if you had never broken up at all. You shared more than just the playful moments at the lake or sweet displays of affection in the kitchen. During the family tree decorating, you and Mingyu were wrapped in your own world, laughing and giggling as you both struggled to untangle a string of lightsâonly to end up getting scolded for not helping enough.
For the Christmas Eve dinner, you wore an elegant green dress that received a dramatic round of applause from Mingyu. He stood up, clapping with exaggerated enthusiasm and making everyone laugh. You joined your family at a beautifully set dinner table, sharing stories and laughter over the delicious meal. You sat opposite Mingyu, which gave you both the perfect excuse to exchange loving glances throughout the evening, basking in the warmth and acceptance from everyone around you.
After dinner where Blair won the gingerbread house contest for the second time in a row, everyone gathered in the movie room, snuggling together under warm blankets. Your head rested on Mingyuâs chest, his arm wrapped protectively around your shoulder. Both of you felt content and at home in each otherâs embrace. As the movie ended, the younger kids were tucked into bed, and the older family members began to retire to their rooms. You and your cousins had other plans.
In the cozy warmth of the game room, where you and the other young adults gathered for some unchaperoned bonding time of your own, the game of charades became wildly competitive and chaotic. You and Sydney huddled together on a big sofa, guessing the answers that the boys were acting out, groaning and cheering with everyone else as the game progressed. Drinks flowed freely, light and festive, keeping spirits high.
At one point, when the game got boring, everyone settled in front of the fire, sharing stories and cracking jokes. The flickering flames cast a warm glow on your faces, and the room was filled with the comforting sounds of laughter and clinking glasses. Everything was perfect, beautiful new memories were being made.
And then Mingyu managed to convince you to go out for a walk. Bundled up in sweaters and padded jackets, you clung to his arm for support, letting the cool winter evening sober you up. Mingyu kept cracking jokes, and you laughed like you were in a stand-up comedy bar. This went on until both of you reached the pool and decided to turn back.
The weather was cold, but the atmosphere was warm and sweet. And the smellâstrangely enough, you enjoyed the sweet, smoky scent coming from the chimneys, much like how some people find the earthy smell after a rain shower pleasant and refreshing.
âWhat are you thinking about?" Mingyu asked, slinging his arm around your shoulder and pulling you close.
âNothing, IâŠâ you took a deep breath as you started walking back to the main house. "I just love Christmas.â
âI can see why,â he chuckled lightly, pressing a quick peck on the side of your head.
You rolled your eyes and moved your head a few inches away from him. âHey, thatâs rule number one.â
âActually, itâs rule number two,â he corrected, grinning. âAnd can I please break it?â
âYouâre only asking me that now? Literally, after you were done breaking it?â
Mingyu nodded with exaggerated seriousness. âYes, maâam.â
âGosh, youâre soâŠâ you huffed incredulously, taking his arm off your shoulder and walking ahead of him.
âWait. Letâs go together,â he called, chuckling.
When he caught up to you, he held your hand and intertwined your fingers. His smile was warm, and also very goofy. You scoffed and laughed, unable to hide how charmed you were by him. Quietly, you trekked back to the house, your breaths visible in the cold air.
âHot tub?â he asked as soon as you were in front of your bedroom door.
You were taken aback by the offer. âWhat?â
Mingyu chuckled nervously, equally flustered. He then cleared his throat and tried to keep a straight face. âI donât mean⊠that. I meant you should get a warm bath in the hot tub before⊠Ugh, fuck.â
Mingyu turned away, burying his face in his palms and muttering curses under his breath. You, on the other hand, were still processing the situation. You were shocked that he was offering the hot tub, only to find out he didnât mean it the way you understood it.
âGod, itâs in my head now.â
âWhat is?â you asked, belatedly realizing it was a bad question. You should have known what he was trying to say. The hot tub in the bathroom of your bedroom was a very intimate place for the two of you. A hiccup escaped your lips as you put two and two together.
Awkwardly, you pushed the door open and said, âIâm gonna go ahead.â
You walked briskly inside the bedroom, eager to avoid being in the same space as Mingyu. But then you turned around and saw that he had walked inside too. How did you even forget that you were sharing this room?
There was a moment of silence as you both stood there, tension wrapping the room. Mingyu finally broke the ice, his voice soft and hesitant. âLook, Iâm sorry if I made things weird.â
You sighed, shaking your head. âNo, itâs okay. I just⊠didnât expect it.â
Mingyu took a step closer. âI didnât mean to make you uncomfortable. I didnât even mean it that way.â
You smiled faintly, feeling the warmth of his sincerity. âI know. Thanks, Mingyu.â
He grinned, the awkwardness slowly melting away. âHow about I start the bath for you?â
You nodded, appreciating the gesture. âThat would be nice.â
Mingyu moved to the bathroom, and you heard the sound of water filling the tub. You took off your jacket and sat on the edge of the bed, your mind swirling with thoughts. Soon, Mingyu returned, his eyes gentle as he said, âItâs ready.â
You stood up and walked to the bathroom, pausing at the doorway. âDo you want to join me? I mean, it was cold out there.â
Mingyuâs eyes widened in surprise, but then he smiled softly. âYou said thatâs rule number two.â
You nodded. âI know.â
âIs it alright with you?â
You nodded again, feeling a mix of nervousness and anticipation. âIt is.â
Both of you undressed and slipped into the hot tub, the warm water enveloping you in a soothing embrace. Mingyu sat across from you, his eyes never leaving yours. The intimacy of the moment was undeniable, the heat of the water matched by the growing warmth between you.
Mingyu reached out, his hand finding yours under the water. âIâve missed this,â he murmured.
Iâve missed you, you screamed in your head. You could never say it out loud, so you just squeezed his hand gently and said, âMe too.â
The bath was a haven of warmth and quiet conversation, the water relaxing your muscles and easing the tension between you. After a while, you both got out and dried off, slipping into comfortable pajamas.
Back in the bedroom, you climbed into bed, tapping the space beside you when you saw Mingyu heading for the couch. He took your invitation and slid in beside you. You both lay there in the dark, the silence a total contrast to the chaos in your head. Finally, he turned towards you, his arm wrapping around your waist as he pulled you close.
âGoodnight,â he whispered, his breath warm against your neck.
âGoodnight,â you replied, your voice soft and content.
As you drifted off to sleep in his arms, the awkwardness of the evening was replaced by a comforting sense of closeness. The warmth of his embrace and the sound of his breathing lulled you to sleep, both of you feeling at home in each otherâs arms once more.
Waking up beside Mingyu felt like stepping back in time, the familiarity of his presence was bittersweet. He lay there, peaceful in the soft glow of the winter morning. You were just beginning to forget how it felt like to wake up next to him, now here he is, looking as breathtaking as you remembered him to be. This whole pseudo-relationship setup truly was a bad idea because you can already picture yourself resetting your moving-on process back to Day 1.
Or maybe, by the end of this, there will be no need to forget and move on, you pondered to yourself, feeling hopeful.
You fought with the urge to reach out and touch him, to let your fingers trace the lines of his face, reminding yourself that you were no longer in that kind of relationship. After all, you had made it clear that this was no longer that kind of relationship.
But wait⊠Why were you so hesitant about touching him? You were literally in the same hot tub the night before, bare and naked. Why would you be so wary about something as innocent as running your fingers through his hair? Hadn't you already crossed boundaries far more intimate than this?
Swallowing your pride and the lump in your throat, you slowly extended a hand to touch his face. Slowly, carefully, making sure you donât wake him up. Just as you were feeling the warmth emanating from his skin, the ringing of your phone on the nightstand snapped you back into reality. Cursing under your breath, you snatched the phone from the nightstand, the name "Daphne" flashing insistently on the screen.
Your movements made Mingyu stir, groaning lowly as he stretched his legs out; sleepy eyes directed at you. With a raspy voice, he said, âHi.â
âHi. Sorry,â you mouthed, phone pressed on your ear. âDaph, hello. Whatâs up?â
âSorry to bother you while youâre spending the holidays with your beauâ oh, ex-beau,â she teased, snickering from the other line. âHow is it? Have you got back together yet?â
âPlease shut up,â you laughed nervously, eyeing Mingyu. You excused yourself and headed to the bathroom to speak with your friend in private.
âI guess itâs not going so well, huh?â she asked just as you were locking the bathroom door.
âDaph, the purpose of this trip is not to get back together,â you insisted, rolling your eyes although she could not see it. âWhere did you even get that idea?â
Grumbling, you snatched your toothbrush and put toothpaste on it to clean your teeth with.
âI donât know. Maybe from my exuberant interior designer who was just shopping with me the other day,â she retorted, poking fun at you. âAlright, Iâm sorry. I was just teasing you. I actually called to let you know that I got called into the store because some materials came in that I donât remember ordering. So, naturally, I assumed these are for the renovations?â
âWhat are they?â you asked back with the toothbrush still in your mouth.
âIt says here that these are gold-plated clothing racks, premium quality.â
You hummed, confused. âI didnât order anything like that.â
âOh, is that so? Alright. Maybe I did. Or someone I know,â she sighed and tutted. âAnyway, Iâll sort this out. Sorry to bother you.â
âCall me anytime, Daph,â you told her, your eyes darting to the bathroom door when you heard a loud thud from outside.
âI will. Tell everyone I said âhiâ. And donât swoon over your ex too much.â
âWhatever,â you sighed, exasperated.Â
âMerry Christmas, sugar.â
âMerry Christmas.â
When you pushed through the door, you found Mingyu sitting on the edge of the bed, looking dazed with messy hair and a tired stare. He lifted his gaze when he noticed you, and flattened his lips into a sleepy smile.
âWhat happened?â you asked worriedly, taking notice of the blanket and pillow on the floor.
âOh, nothing, I justâŠâ Mingyu sighed, scratched his neck, and stretched it sideways. âI fell.â
You gawked at him. âYou fell?â
He nodded, sheepish. You exhaled sharply, not even surprised. Mingyu, as big as he is, is by far the clumsiest person youâd ever met.
âGo wash up,â you instructed, walking towards the pile of beddings to pick them up. Instead of heeding your order, Mingyu snatched you by the waist, making you squeal as he swept you up and fell on the bed with you.
You tried to free yourself from his arms, but he was stronger than you by miles. âLet me go, Gyu.â
He hummed his disapproval and nuzzled on your neck. âLetâs stay in bed all day today, okay?â
âNo,â you whined, squirming but he pinned you down. Despite your efforts to escape, he only seemed to take it as a challenge, launching into a relentless tickle attack.
âKim Mingyu! No!â you warned sternly, pointing your index finger at him in an attempt to assert authority..
The grin that he gave you was menacing. âKim Mingyu, yes.â
âMingyu, I swear to God I willâ aaaagh!â Shrieks and laughter filled your bedroom, along with Mingyuâs taunting and deep grunts each time you kicked his shins or punched his chest. He kept going until tears started streaming from your eyes from too much laughter. Only when your pleading voice began cracking did Mingyu stop.
âGosh. Youâre so annoying!â you sobbed, infuriated. He laid beside you on the bed, wrapping you back in his embrace.
âSorry, baby,â he whispered, kissing your forehead. âI was just playing around with you.â
âWell, it was not fun! Playing is supposed to be fun!â you scolded, swatting his arm away.
âI know. Iâm sorry,â he shushed.
But you continued whining. âNo, youâre not!â
You managed to get away from him and leave the bed to slump on the sofa and sulk. Mingyu sighed, although he looked genuinely apologetic. He always teased you like this, knowing how ticklish you were. And you always responded this way too, sulking and whining as much as you want.
âBabyâŠâ he called softly, making his way to you.
âDonât you call me that!â you retorted sharply.
Mingyu chuckled. âOkay, sweetheart.â
You scoffed. âWhat are you, my mom?â
âThen, âhoneyâ maybe?â he chimed. You pushed him away with your foot, but he kept himself rooted in place, easily.
âGo away!â
"What about, 'darling'?" he continued, kneeling before you as he set your foot back down. He placed a gentle kiss on your knee, his lips lingering before trailing up your thigh. "My angel?"
The way he caressed your thigh tickled you in a way that was entirely different from what he did a while ago. This time was more sensitive, and pleasant⊠very pleasant.
âMy love?â he sang, taking your hand and kissing the back of it.
You snatched your hand back, sighing as you scooted a little on the couch. âStop it.â
Mingyu occupied the space next to you, touching your chin and lifting it so your eyes would meet his. âWhy? I said I was sorry. Do you hate me for real?â
"No," you admitted with a pout, looking away. He gently redirected your gaze back to him.
You held his gaze, still scowling, but Mingyu's sweet smile softened your expression. He studied your face as if he didnât already know it by heart, his eyes lingering on your lips. You flattened them together to discourage his advances, but he only chuckled and tapped your nose.
âYouâre so cute,â he remarked.
You scoffed. âI know. Canât say the same for you, though.â
Mingyu threw his head back in laughter before fixing his gaze on your lips again. For a moment, you thought he might kiss you, but before it could happen, loud knocks on your bedroom door interrupted the moment. Mingyu rose to open the door, revealing your oldest brother dressed as Santa Claus, complete with a fluffy white beard and a jolly laugh.
âHo ho ho! Merry Christmas, children!â Allan greeted, drawing candies from his bag and throwing them in the air.
âHa ha. Itâs Santa,â you deadpanned, unamused.
Allan looked at Mingyu and then at you. âGood. Youâre both decent. Letâs go open some gifts.â
He then walked away with his Santa laugh, while Mingyu beckoned you to the door. You said youâd wait for him, so he hurried to the bathroom to freshen up and while he was in there, you were scolding yourself for the way things are going. You kept reminding yourself that there is no getting back together, just making your family happy. That conversation with Daphne was a needed wake-up call.
âAre you ready?â Mingyu asked when he stepped out of the bathroom. You nodded and so you went to join your parents together.Â
Everyoneâs gathered in the living room, some of them still yawning and out of it. The kids were excited, jumping around and rushing to Mingyu when they saw you two descending the stairs.Â
A younger kid, wide-eyed with excitement, piped up, "Your friend is not coming today, Mingyu?"
"Yeah, the Grinch friend!" another kid exclaimed.
âGrinch! Grinch! Grinch!â
You chuckled, knowing exactly who they were referring to. It was from last year when Daniel was Santa and Mingyu decided to come as The Grinch. But instead of ruining Christmas, he spoiled the kids with huge supplies of chocolates and sweets. You can still remember how the moms reacted to thatâ mad. But since heâs Mingyu, he got away with it.
As the family gathered around the Christmas tree, you all took turns opening presents. Santa, aka Allan, gleefully announced each gift, adding to the festive atmosphere. Then, amidst the wrapping paper and excitement, you heard Santa call out that Mingyu had something for you. You were surprised, considering you had agreed not to exchange gifts this year.
With a sheepish grin, Mingyu handed you a small box. Inside was a delicate necklace, simple yet elegant, just your style. You couldn't help but smile, touched by the gesture.
âThank you,â you told him, examining the jewelry.
âYouâre welcome,â he chimed, his hand pressed in the middle of your back.
âWell, what are you waiting for?â your father prompted after a few seconds. âPut it on her!â
âYeah!â
For the amusement of your family, Mingyu put the necklace on you himself, his fingers deftly fastening the clasp as everyone watched with amusement. It was small moments of intimacies like this that will convince your family that everything is fineâ that Mingyu is a part of you, of them.
The excitement of opening gifts soon subsided, and a long table of breakfast buffet was brought in for those who wanted to eat. While you sat to eat with some of your family members, the others went out to play in the snow. You watched them from the large windows, smiling absent-mindedly as Mingyu, in his element, was building a snowman with your niece while fending off the snowballs being thrown at him by the little boys. He was so good with the kids and they loved him so much for it.
âSo, when did you two get back together?â your Aunt Sylvie prompted casually as she sliced through her waffles.
Caught off-guard, you blinked. âIâm sorry. What?âÂ
âI thought you broke up with him?â she asked again and suddenly, the vivid memory of you drunk calling your aunt and wailing about how you broke up with Mingyu flashed in your mind.
You opened your mouth to speak but your other cousin Felicity cut you off. âYou guys broke up?â
âWhat? When?â Blair chimed in, visibly confused.
Aunt Sylvie erupted into laughter, though a hint of awkwardness lingered beneath her merriment. âSorry, y/n. I got you mixed up with your other cousin. She and Billy parted ways over the summer.â
âRight,â you acknowledged, a wave of relief washing over you as the memory of your tipsy phone call to Aunt Sylvie resurfaced.
âOh, of course, Auntie Sylvie. Tricia was here with her new boyfriend.â
âHmm. I know. I thought it was Billy, to be honest. She certainly has a type,â she told Sydney who just giggled.
Sydney's voice rang out with conviction. âThereâs no way y/n and Mingyu would break up.â
"Of course." Aunt Sylvie's laughter gradually subsided as the misunderstanding was clarified. âSay, Blair, arenât you due to give birth this month?â
âNo. Seriously,â Sydney interjected, her tone firm. âI know people break up all the time, but y/n and Mingyu are just⊠different. Theyâre so in love, itâs actually enviable sometimes.â
âThatâs true. Theyâre so compatible, itâs almost hard to believe such a relationship exists,â your cousin added, her words laced with admiration.
âGuysâŠâ you chimed in, feeling a mix of embarrassment and guilt as all eyes turned to you.
âHave you seen Mingyu? That guy is down bad.â
âAgreed. So bad. Heâs in deep,â Sydney chuckled, reminiscing. âDid you know he used to bring her flowers every day when we were in college? Every. Single. Day.â
âHe even sang to her once,â Blair teased, shooting you a playful look. âWhich was adorable, considering heâs not a singer.â
âDefinitely not.â
âSo heâs a simp?â one person quipped, prompting laughter from the group.
âBut did you see the way he looked at her?â Lena interjected. âIâve only met the guy this weekend, but I can tell by the way they look at each other.â
âYeah, weâve seen it, Len. You should see them when theyâre playing or just hanging out by themselves. They are in love.â
âAnd even when weâre all gathered together, these two always have their own world. It's like theyâre here, but they are also in their own separate bubble at the same time.â
âHeâs so sweet too. He seemed to know exactly how to make y/n feel confident and pretty and loved⊠You know what Iâm saying?â
âHonestly!â one of your older cousins affirmed. âOne time my little girl asked me why her dad and I werenât as sweet as you guys.â
Felicity snickered. âYeah. I was there at the time, and when I tell you, I screamed!â
âSheâs four, guys. Four. She doesnât even know that my name is not âMomâ,â she added, eliciting laughter from the group.
âWell, my sister said sheâll find herself someone like Mingyu,â Sydney recounted, causing Aunt Sylvie to gasp.
âRue? She said that?â
âOh, yeah, she did. You better watch out, y/n. She might come for your man when she finds out how hard it is to find someone remotely close.â
The perception of a "perfect" couple often serves as a beacon of hope for others, a shining example of enduring love in a world filled with uncertainty. People hold onto these ideals, weaving fantasies of their own fairytale romance inspired by the ideal relationship they see before them. But what happens when that illusion is shattered?
If you and Mingyu were their definition of true love, the news of your breakup would undoubtedly come as a shock to those who idolized your relationship. It might even shake the foundation of their belief in lasting love, causing them to question if such a thing truly exists. Will it be your fault if little children like Sabrinaâs daughter stop believing in true love?
But the truth is, you and Mingyu were never meant to be seen as perfect or ideal. Like any other couple, you had your flaws and imperfections, but you chose to keep them to yourselves. Your struggles were kept behind closed doors, known only to you and Mingyu as you worked through them together. No one ever witnessed your arguments or disagreements because you believed you must not involve other people in your private business. And perhaps it was this commitment to privacy that led others to believe that your breakup was impossible. But as much as they may have wanted to believe in the fairytale of your love story, the reality is that relationships are complex and sometimes, they don't end happily.
So no, it wouldn't be your fault if people stopped believing in love because of your breakup. Love is not defined by the length of a relationship or the perceived perfection of a couple. It's a journey filled with ups and downs, twists and turns, and sometimes, even endings. And while your breakup may have shattered the illusion of a fairytale romance for some, it doesn't change the fact that what you had was beautiful and the love that they witnessed was true.
Blairâs hand on your arm pulled you out of your musings. With a smile, she said, âIâm not trying to skip ahead or anything, but if you and Mingyu do end up getting married, it will probably be the best match I have ever seen in my entire life.â
âAmen!â Felicity cheered, raising her glass in the air. The others did the same, except you who gazed outside the window where you could see Mingyu.
As if aware that someone was watching him, Mingyu glanced back at you, waving happily when he spotted you.
The festivities continued in your home for the rest of the day, with everyone doing their own thing but in the same room. Kids were running around, and adults were chatting over wine and snacks. You joined your mother at the stairs as she watched the festivities with a fond look on her face.
âLook at them,â she told you when you approached her and wrapped your arms around her waist.Â
You hummed, looking at your family. âYeah. Theyâre so noisy.â
Your mother chuckled heartily, rubbing your back. âBut donât you just love this sight? Everyone is smiling and laughing. Everyone is present to spend Christmas with us.â
âYeah, well. I guess itâs nice,â you replied, feigning indifference despite understanding her sentiments. Like her, you breathed a contented sigh, watching your family.
âYou know, I didnât grow up with Christmas traditions. Unlike most families, mine didnât care much for Christmas,â she began, making you glance at her. âYour grandparents divorced when I was little. They would send a gift and a card each year but I knew neither of them picked those for me. It was probably their assistants. There is no way my father would know I liked unicorns,â she laughed heartily.
âThatâs terrible. I could never imagine a Christmas thatâs different from what we have every year,â you confessed.Â
âI know. Marrying your father gave me the chance to celebrate something so beautiful with a family who may not be the most perfect but just as special.â
Your eyes were fixed on your father, dancing groovily in the middle of the room to an old tune your uncle had just put on. He pointed at your mother, beckoning her to join him. She did, happily so. Everyone cheered as they danced together, ever-loving and sweet to each other. It was a heartwarming sight, and you realized that if thereâs a couple to look up to, itâs your parentsâthe most compatible pair. She was the calm to his storm, the peace to his chaos. He brought color to her monotonous life. While he spoke impulsively, she grounded him with thoughtful words. While he spoiled you and your siblings, she kept the household in check. They were the perfect balance, each complementing the other. When they said there was a woman behind every successful man, they must have been right.
You watched fondly as everyone cheered for your parents, the other couples eventually joining in. Your eyes met Mingyuâs in the crowd, and he gestured for you to join him on the dance floor. You shook your head briskly. If thereâs one thing youâd never do, itâs dancing in front of other people.
âCome on, love!â he called out again.
âNo way. Iâll pass. Have fun, though.â
He insisted, and soon your other relatives joined in, urging you to dance. But you stood your ground. When Mingyu started walking towards you, you bolted up the stairs, heading straight for your bedroom. Mingyu was hot on your tail, calling your name playfully while you shrieked. You fumbled with the door, trying to lock it as soon as you got inside, but Mingyu pushed through before you could bolt it shut.
âThere is no parallel universe where you can outrun me, baby,â he breathed, pulling you by the waist so youâre flush against him.
âIâd still try, though,â you exclaimed, breathless and laughing, as Mingyu wrapped his arms around you, spinning you around the room. âYou never give up, do you?â
âIt depends on the fight, honestly,â he confessed, making you stop as you began overthinking again. However before you could form a coherent thought, Mingyu gave you a lift.
It made you laugh, and when your feet touched the floor again, you eased into the moment, staring at Mingyu as you swayed around the room. The music was faint and barely audible, coming all the way from the great hall downstairs. You had always known you were a terrible dancer, but Mingyu was good at it. It was easy to follow his lead, almost as easy as getting lost in the depths of his gaze. You were completely absorbed, totally entranced. How could you not be when he looked at you like his life depended on it?
âYou're doing great,â he whispered, his voice low and reassuring. His hand on your waist guided you gently, and you felt a surge of confidence.Â
âI know Iâm not good, Gyu,â you admitted, a shy smile tugging at your lips. âYou donât have to lie.â
"But youâre perfect now," he said, his eyes never leaving yours. "Just follow me."
With each step, you fell into a rhythm, moving together in a seamless dance. The room seemed to shrink, the walls closing in until it felt like there was nothing but the two of you, swaying in the quiet of your bedroom and making a memory you probably would never forget.
âYou make it easy,â you whispered, feeling a warmth spread through you that had nothing to do with the dance.Â
Mingyu's smile widened, and he spun you gently, bringing you back into his arms with a flourish. âYou make everything better,â he said softly.
The sincerity in his voice made your heart skip a beat. Before you could respond, he dipped you low, his strong arms supporting you effortlessly. As he brought you back up, your faces were inches apart, his breath warm on your face.
The world around you blurred and the faint music from downstairs became a distant hum. All you could see, all you could feel, was Mingyu. The intensity of his gaze, the way his arms held you so securely, the way his lips hovered just a breath away from yours.
Unable to resist any longer, he closed the distance, his lips meeting yours in a kiss that was soft at first, then deepened as the emotion between you surged. The kiss was a blend of longing, unspoken words, and unfulfilled promises, and it felt like coming home. It was like you lost something and only found it now. It felt like you belonged there; like this is the only thing you have and will ever know.
When you finally pulled away, you were both breathless, your foreheads resting together as you tried to steady your racing hearts.
âI canât believe that just happened,â he said, making you scoff.
âAre you regretting it?â
âNo!â he denied, throwing his head back as he laughed. âI just didnât think you would let me.â
You playfully hit his arm, and he caught your hand, still chuckling. You rested your head on his chest, swaying gently with him. After a moment, Mingyu stopped and took a deep breath.
âSoâŠâ he began, making you look up at him. âDo you wanna⊠make out or something?â
You laughed incredulously, both embarrassed and amused. âWhy are you acting like weâre teenagers?â
âI havenât really grown much after my teenage years,â he said, shrugging. âSo this has basically been my height since I was eighteen. You know, I was taller than my dad, which was crazy becauseââ
You cut him off with a kiss, frustrated by his nervous rambling. That's just another reason why heâs so endearing; he becomes a blabbering mess when he's nervous.
âYouâre yapping,â you told him after parting from his lips. âDonât be nervous. Itâs just me.â
Mingyu laughed nervously. âThatâs the thing. Itâs you⊠Iâm nervous because itâs you.â
You rolled your eyes, but you were grinning. âYou think sweet talk will sweep me off my feet?â
He shrugged. âNot really, but I do know how to sweep you off your feet.â
âHow?â
Without warning, Mingyu lifted you into his arms, literally sweeping you off your feet, and carried you over to the bed. You both fell onto the mattress, you giggling and him grinning mischievously. He lay next to you, staring at you for a second before cupping your cheek and pulling you in for another kiss.
âIâm not nervous anymore,â he boasted, grinning against your lips.
You just laughed, leaning to give him a peck on the lips. As you lay entwined with Mingyu, the winter afternoon light filtered by the curtains cast gentle shadows across the room. His fingers traced delicate patterns down the length of your arm, evoking a shiver of anticipation. His lips crashed into yours again, and this time you welcomed him with vigor; tugging at the back of his neck and grabbing a handful of his hair as he deepened the kiss.
His hand found your waist, squeezing firmly as your tongues melded together in the kiss. You pouted when he pulled away, only to let out a faint moan when his mouth moved to your neck.
âIs this okay?â he asked as he slowly tugged the sleeves off your shoulder and planted a soft kiss on the exposed skin.Â
âYes,â you told him, ignoring the screams of protest in your head. âItâs more than okay.â
Mingyu exhaled sharply, your permission making him more ravenous. His mouth scaled your neck, sucking and nipping at the skin of your collarbone and shoulder blade. You didnât even notice that he had stripped you off of your dress until you felt his hand roaming your bare torso.
âMingyuâŠâ you echoed. In the intimacy of the moment, you realized just how much you had missed his touch, how his every caress seemed to awaken a yearning that you didnât realize was very strong until now. His lips found yours again in a tender kiss, a silent promise of the passion that lay ahead.
âIâve missed you, y/n,â he breathed, caressing your cheek. âI was so lost without you.â
You held his gaze, tenderly and lovingly as you reached for his face and leaned to kiss him. âYouâve found me, Gyu. Iâm right here.â
He kissed you again, only briefly before he sat up to discard his shirt far across the room. He then hovered over you, his gaze intense as he took in the view of your nakedness before him. Dipping low, he kissed your lips, then your neck, down to your collarbone, and then your chest where your heart is. His gentle hands cupped your clothed bosoms in a firm grasp as his lips moved further down to your belly.
And amidst the whirlwind of sensations, your mind is in a mess knowing that this moment will inevitably lead to something more. You knew all too well the consequences of surrendering to this desire, the inevitable pain that would follow. You should not. You must not. This is the worst that could happen. These thoughts, equipped with detailed explanations, swirled in your head in an attempt to drag you away from the lure of desire.Â
But in the heat of the moment, you stared into Mingyuâs eyes as he positioned his head between your legs, one finger stroking your moistened underwear. Right then, your rationality fell apart and you ignored its calls. Then again, when have you ever listened to reason?
A gasp escaped your lips as soon as Mingyuâs tongue did what it came to do. His every stroke sent ripples of pleasure throughout your body, numbing your mind. You grabbed a fistful of his hair, moaning and calling out his name. As if he wasnât already doing too much, Mingyu pushed a finger inside for good measure. You could feel your body twitching as the tease of release neared, and your eyes blurred with too much stimulation.
Please donât stop, you screamed, but only in your head. Mingyu, however, stopped at that very moment, sitting up on the bed and gazing at your fucked out expression. His grin was menacing, satisfied by the view before him.
âYou love that, donât you?â he lilted, licking his lips cockily. Watching him unbuckle his belt almost made you cry as every fiber of your being begged for him to touch you again, to be one with him in body and soul.
âMingyuâŠâ you pleaded, not even hiding your desperation. Mingyu hurriedly hovered over you, kissing your forehead and caressing your face.
âDonât cry, baby,â he said sweetly, kissing your lips and laughing when you chased after it. âIâm right here.â
Mingyu would never make you wait; he could not. Heâs weak against your pleas and his fervor is about fifty times more than yours. So he gave you what you both wanted, pushing into you languidly with one movement. You whimpered due to the agonizing pleasure, back arching towards him as your body responded. His thrusts and unrestrained grunts had you spiraling, your nails embedded in his skin as you held onto him for dear life.
Worried you were being too loud, you bit your lip to stifle your moans, giving Mingyu a pleading look as you stared at each other. He smirked at you and stopped moving for a second. Without a warning, he did a sudden, hard, heavy, and deep thrust that had you yelping in bliss.
âBite your lips again, I dare you.â
You raised an eyebrow, clueless but only momentarily. Breathless and hoarse, you asked, âWhy not?â
âI want to hear you.â
Did he really think you disliked his little âpunishmentâ in any way? Feeling mischievous, you challenged him by biting your lips once more, making him ram into you roughly again. You bit back your moans so he did it again. Once more, and twice, until he finally realized that you were doing it on purpose.
Laughing darkly, Mingyu ducked to kiss you, his lips moving to your cheek and then nibbling on your ear before whispering, âYou naughty naughty little lady.â
And so you surrendered yourself to him completely, losing yourself in the sweet oblivion of his touch. His hand explored every inch of your body, tracing the outlines of your curves with a gentle touch that left you breathless. Your bodies danced to the rhythm of desire and you cried each otherâs names in ecstasy brought by release. It was a moment of pure bliss, a fleeting glimpse of paradise in a world filled with chaos and uncertainty.
Youâve done it, y/n, you told yourself. Youâve passed the point of no return.
You lay nestled against Mingyu, your head resting on his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. His arm wrapped around you securely, his fingers drawing lazy circles on your back. The warmth of his skin against yours was a stark contrast to the cold that loomed beyond the windows, and you sighed contentedly, feeling utterly at peace.
Mingyu shifted slightly, pulling the blanket up to cover you both more snugly. "Are you warm enough?" he asked softly, his voice low and gentle.
You nodded, nuzzling closer to him. "Perfectly warm," you whispered.
He tightened his hold on you, pressing a gentle kiss to the top of your head. A comfortable silence settled between you, broken only by the soft sounds of your breathing. You felt his hand travel up to your hair, his fingers threading through the strands, soothing and calming.Â
"Do you remember your first Christmas up here? We were sledding all afternoon and got caught in a snowstorm?" you asked, a smile playing on your lips at the memory.
Mingyu chuckled, a deep, warm sound that vibrated through his chest. "Yeah. It snowed hard that time. We had to hide in the cabin across the estate."
You hummed. âIt was so cold. And the fireplace wouldnât work."
"We had to keep each other warm," he added, laughing softly. His eyes met yours, filled with the same warmth and affection you felt. "Best snowstorm ever."
You sighed, closing your eyes and letting yourself enjoy the moment. It felt so natural, so right, to be in his arms again.
As the minutes ticked by, the steady rise and fall of his chest lulled you into a state of near-sleep. His warmth, his scent, the feel of his skin against yoursâit was all so familiar, yet achingly new. You knew this would end, that reality would creep back in, but for now, you allowed yourself to bask in the moment, to let yourself be wrapped up in him.
âI wish we could stay like this,â you murmured, your voice barely above a whisper.
âWe can, for a little while longer,â Mingyu replied, his voice equally soft. âLet's just enjoy this, okay?â
You nodded, a sense of calm washing over you. âOkay,â you agreed, snuggling closer.
But then your thoughts became too much to contain, one question repeatedly echoing in your head. âWhat about after this?â
âHmm?â Mingyu inquired, opening his eyes slightly.
You pulled away from him, moving back a little so you could see his face properly. âWhat happens after this?â
Mingyu chuckled sleepily, pulling you back into his embrace. âIs that necessary? Weâre having lots of fun. Letâs not spoil it with depressing conversations.â
His response stirred something in youârage. A blind rage that made the veins on your forehead pulse. You exhaled sharply, pulling away again. âWhy are we doing this?â
âWhat do you mean?â he asked, propping himself up on his elbows.
âWe came here to fool my family, Gyu. Not for...â you paused, looking at the cozy state of your bed. â...this. Whatever this is!â
You kicked the sheets off your legs and stood up at once, pacing the room as you massaged your aching temples.
âBaby, come on,â Mingyu sang, following after you to pull you into his arms. You let him hug you, pressing your cheek against his chest while he ran his fingers through your hair. âDonât do this.â
âDonât do what, Mingyu?â you groaned, pushing him with weakened arms while you tried your best not to sob. âDonât do what? I donât even know what weâre doing.â
His grip tightened around you, his voice a soothing whisper. âWeâre just living in the moment, taking what we can get. Isn't that enough?â
You shook your head, tears finally spilling over. âNo, itâs not. I canât just pretend this doesnât mean anything.â
Mingyu sighed, his own expression conflicted. âBabeââ
âStop calling me that, please!â you pleaded, crouching down on the floor as you felt your knees give out. You buried your face in your hands, hiding behind your hair as you sobbed. âI knew this was a bad idea. I fucking knew it!â
The room fell silent, the only sound being your sniffling. Your mind was a mess, and your heart throbbed painfully. After some time, you felt Mingyuâs hand on your back, the other on your knee.
âIâm sorry,â Mingyu whispered, his voice barely audible as he kissed the top of your head. âIâm so sorry.â
You lifted your head, meeting his apologetic gaze. âYou donât love me at all, do you?â
âWhy would you even say that?â
âBecause you wouldnât be apologizing if you did.â
He uttered your name, the anguish on his face making your heart ache even more. You wished you could read his mind, wished he would open up and let you in on his deepest thoughts about your relationship.
âI love you, y/n... I loved you so much.â
âThen why did we break up?â
âBecause itâs what you wanted.â
âYou never fought me about it!â you cried, standing up and pacing away from him. You wiped the tears from your cheeks with the back of your hand. âYou just walked out the door, Mingyu! You left without so much as a fight. It was like you were waiting for it to happen!â
âThatâs not true!â he protested, standing up as well, his voice rising in desperation.
âThen why didnât you say so?â
âBecause you wanted it! I was just giving you what you want.â He slumped back on the couch. âYou didnât want me anymore. I knew it, I saw it, I felt it.â
âCan you blame me?â you asked incredulously. âYou were too busy, Gyu. You had no time for us!â
âI was a newbie at work. Of course, I was busy,â he retorted, still in a low voice but you could hear the frustration in his voice. âI was swamped with work, but I made sure to come home to you. I made time for you. I tried my best not to neglect you.â
âYou tried, huh? Well, if you really did, I would have noticed it but I didnât! You were always tired. We could go on not speaking a word to each other for hours. And then out of nowhere, youâll be in the mood to have sex,â you scoffed, laughing derisively. âWhat makes you think you can ignore me all day and I would still open my legs for you when you ask for it?â
Mingyu sighed, shutting his eyes in frustration. âOh my god, y/n. You stopped having sex with me, did you forget? Even on days when weâre getting along, you never let me touch you. You always had excuses and I respected them. Some of them are ridiculous by the way, but I respected them all the same!â
He was right, but you werenât ready to give up yet. âThen why did you change so much? You even stopped trying to fix things whenever we fought. You just go to bed and sleep like nothing was wrong!â
âThatâs because you kept picking a fight over the smallest things! I canât keep having all these stupid arguments with you,â Mingyu groaned, gesturing wildly.
âExactly!â you hollered, exasperated. âThatâs exactly the problem. It didnât matter how small it was before. We always, always made up before the day ended.â
âYou mean me?â Mingyu smirked mockingly. âWe? There was no âweâ when it came to fighting. You never tried to make up, y/n. It was always me. No matter whose fault it was, I was always the first to apologize because you could never lower your goddamned pride!â
âAre you sayingââ
âStop it. Please, just fucking stop!â he snarled, finally losing his patience. His aggression startled you, making you take a few steps back. Mingyu was scowling, his jaw clenched, eyes filled with pain and indignation. He looked away, muttering curses as he ran his hands through his already wild hair.
He let out a big sigh before saying, âYou canât tell me that I didnât fight because I did! I was there; I never left. Even with the pressure of securing a regular position at work, I tried to be a good partner to you. Even during your unreasonable fits, I stayed. Even when it felt like there was no hope, I fucking stayed! Your decision to break up was the last straw, y/n! It was the last straw! I wasâŠâ Mingyuâs voice cracked as he struggled to hold back tears. He tightened his lips and placed his hands on his waist, sighing in frustration as he backed away, trying to calm down. When he glanced back at you, the pained look on his face was still there.
âI was tired, Y/N. I was fucking tired. You had no idea,â he confessed more gently, finally allowing himself to cry. âYou had no idea.â
He sat on the edge of the bed, burying his face in his hands. With tired legs, you sank onto the couch opposite the bed, quietly immersing yourself in your thoughts. You gazed out the window to avoid seeing Mingyu, but his faint sobs and deep breaths kept him in your mind.
Before coming to the chateau, you had asked yourself, "What could go wrong?" So far, nothing major has gone wrong, but this trip has unleashed the deep-seated frustrations you and Mingyu had about your relationship. Four years of unresolved issues had surfaced because neither of you was brave enough to address them. You had both been worried about offending each other, of hurting one of you unintentionally or burdening one another with personal problems. Now, you realize that you hadnât grown apart because your love had wavered. The things you chose to ignore out of consideration, the tiny mistakes you excusedâall these issues had grown into an insurmountable wall that caused you to lose touch.
It wasnât your fault, nor was it his, and you knew that. You had never blamed anyone for the breakup. But it felt so damning to discover that things could have gone differentlyâthat breaking up wasnât necessary.
You glanced at Mingyu, still sitting with his face in his hands. Standing up, you wiped your cheeks and took a deep breath before walking towards him. You reached for his shoulder, squeezing it firmly to let him know you were there. You were the one who held the knife that stabbed a hole through both of your hearts. You were also the one who pulled it out when you instigated this confrontation. It was only right for you to be the one to stop yourselves from bleeding out.
âI love you,â you murmured, making sure it was loud enough for him to hear.
Mingyu wiped his face with his hand before looking up at you. âWhat?â
âI love you, Mingyu,â you repeated, starting to sob again. âI love you so much. Iâm so sorry. I shouldnât have done thatâI⊠Iâm so sorry.â
With a gentle tug, Mingyu pulled you into his arms, locking you in a tight hug. You sobbed uncontrollably, gripping his shirt for dear life. He comforted you with soft shushing sounds, rubbing his hand on your back, and planting a few kisses on the side of your head.
âI love you too, baby. I love you so much,â he whispered, a sigh of relief escaping his lips. âGod, I love you so much.â
Still wrapped in his embrace, you heard footsteps thundering outside your door, followed by urgent, hurried knocks that made you jump.
âGuys! We gotta go!â
âDid something happen?â you called back, frantically wiping your face, hoping to hide the evidence of your tears. Mingyu, just as flustered, used his shirt to dry his own face. He even helped fix your messed-up hair with his big, panicky hands.
And then you pushed the door open, revealing a shaken Daniel who announced, âClairâs water just broke.â
You stood outside the nursery, watching your niece behind the big glass window. There is a rush of emotions overwhelming you and it felt like your heart expanded with an intense, almost indescribable love. You gazed at the tiny, delicate features of the baby while Mingyu stood next to you, holding your hand and cooing at the sleeping child.
You can feel a sense of wonder and awe, marveling at the miracle of your nieceâs arrival, Alyssa. Everyone thought she was Alfred the whole time. Turns out she was an Alyssa. Your sister said this baby is this yearâs plot twist, a Christmas miracle. This was good to know because you had initially thought the plot twist that would shock your entire family was the fact that you and Mingyu were no longer dating.
âI donât think I would ever have kids,â you told Mingyu on the drive back to the chateau.
He seemed surprised by your admission. âWhy not?â
âI donât know. Itâs just a feeling. I donât see motherhood as something I would be doing in the future. I think the closest I can be to being one is as an aunt. I have enough nieces and nephews anyway.â
âMotherhood seemed like a huge responsibility too,â Mingyu affirmed, smiling.
âIt does. I mean, I might change my mind in the future, but right now? No, not for me,â you added, glancing at Mingyu in the driverâs seat. âWhat about you?â
âWell, I love kids.â
You smiled fondly. âI can see that.â
âYeah. And I would love to have one of my own in the future. Maybe more.â
Mingyuâs smile lingered, his eyes gleaming at the thought of having his own children. You found yourself drifting into a daydream, imagining a future where the two of you ended up together, married, and living in a home filled with love and happiness. You painted a picture of a beautiful family, mirroring some of your own family values, and traditions. You would spend holidays at the chateau, celebrate your wins as a family, treat each other with respect and consideration. Heâd be a loving husband, and you a supportive wife.
Children? Yes, there were children in this picture. But when you thought about yourself, you still couldnât find the desire to have kids. Maybe youâd change your mind someday; maybe you wouldnât. The thought of motherhood felt so distant. As much as you adored your nieces and nephews, you couldnât see yourself stepping into a maternal role. Then again, there is no guarantee that youâd end up marrying Mingyu in the first place. This is all just wishful thinking.
You were pulled out of your daydream by the sound of Mingyuâs phone ringing. Reaching into the compartment, you carefully handed it to him.
âCan you answer it for me?â he asked, keeping his hands on the steering wheel.
The caller ID read âMina,â accompanied by a photo of the woman youâd seen him meet at a cafe. Your mind raced with questions, but you tapped the answer button and held the phone to his ear.
âMingyu! Merry Christmas! How are you?â Her voice was bright and melodic.
âIâm well, Mina. Merry Christmas to you too,â Mingyu replied, glancing at you briefly.
âI have some good news!â she exclaimed.
A flicker of hesitation crossed Mingyuâs face. âUh⊠Nowâs not a good time.â
âOh, this wonât take long. I just had to share this with you!â she persisted, followed by the sound of shuffling papers. âWelcome to XYZ Corporation!â
The sound of party poppers and Minaâs cheerful laughter filled the car. Mingyu smiled, though he still seemed a bit uneasy.
âThatâs amazing. Thank you, Mina,â he said.
âYou did great. Theyâll email you after the holidays to confirm your employment and discuss your relocation. Just stay tuned for that, okay?â
âOkay.â
âGreat. I wonât take up too much of your time then. Iâll see you soon. Happy holidays!â
The car was quiet after that call; painfully quiet. Mingyu is not saying anything, and youâre stuck trying to process the new information you got from that phone call. Even after the car has stopped, neither of you made a move to get off.
âBabe,â Mingyu prompted, reaching for your hand that was sitting on your lap.
âWhat was that?â was the first thing you asked.
âIt was Mina Choi. She works at XYZ.â
âNo. Not her,â you insisted, shaking your head. âXYZ Corporation? Thatâs in Seoul, isnât it?â
âIt is.â
âAnd youâre gonna be working there?â
Mingyu took a deep breath before responding. âNot yet. I got recruited last month so I applied and apparently, I got the job.â
âOh,â you blurted, feeling lost so you just stared at your lap. âThatâs great. XYZ is a big company. Iâve heard of them.â
He smiled contently, sighing. âYeah, it is. I got a full contract too.â
âSo youâre moving back to Korea?â
Mingyuâs silence spoke volumes. You let out a deep sigh, trying to muster a supportive smile, even though your heart felt heavy. âCongratulations, Gyu.â
âBabyââ
You pushed the car door open and walked briskly towards the chateau. You walked faster, almost running, eager to reach your bedroom as soon as possible and hide. But Mingyu was following closely behind, chasing you quietly. You passed by the halls, eyes blurring as your mind raced faster. You passed by your family members gathered at the great hall, their attentions immediately pointing at you the moment you walked in.
âOh, youâre back! Howâs Blair?â Sydney asked but you ignored her, going straight up the staircase without looking back, your heavy and urgent footsteps echoing through the entire hall.
Mingyu answered for you, his voice calm despite the tension. âBlair is doing great, Syd. Theyâll be home in the morning.â
Your bedroom was quiet and cozy, and you could see the evidences of the warmth that engulfed this entire space just a few hours ago. Realizing that youâre about to lose it for the second time, your chest tightened with heartache while you ignored the stinging on your eyelids. Mingyu arrived sooner, shutting the door gently behind him.
You spun around to face him, arms crossed over your chest. âWhy didnât you tell me sooner?â
Mingyu took a deep breath, running a hand through his hair. âIt wasnât a big deal. I didnât want to ruin our weekend.â
âRuin it? Mingyu, youâre leaving for Seoul! How is that not a big deal?â you said, voice trembling with a mix of frustration and sorrow.
âBaby, letâs calm down for a second, alright,â he replied softly, reaching to hold your shoulders.
His gentle squeezes and the comforting look in his eyes steadied your heartbeat. You let him lock you in his embrace as you swallowed the lump in your throat.
âI didnât hear from them for a while so I didnât think Iâd get the job,â he confessed as he rubbed soothing circles on your back. âI only found out today.â
âBut weâve only just got back together,â you moped, sobbing against his shirt.
âI know. It sucks for me too.â
You couldnât even begin to describe how much you regret everything. Instead of breaking up, you should have just tried to fix things. You should have just talked about it. That way, you wouldnât have lost those last few weeks with him. You would have made the most out of your time together. Now, it feels like youâre right back where you started, but worse.
Mingyu lifted your chin, the pain on his face evident upon seeing the tears streaming down your face. "Iâm so sorry.â
Even if you wanted him to, Mingyu would never offer to stay. He would never pass up such a big career opportunity, and you wouldnât have the heart to ask him to give it up. He had studied hard for years and worked tirelessly to deserve the opportunities that are coming his way. Not to mention this will be his chance to return home after being away for so long. You couldnât take that from him; you wouldnât be the one to hold him back.
âIâm genuinely happy for you, Mingyu. Really, I am. But this all just feels so⊠unfair.â
âI know,â he whispered, his own tears finally falling. âI know, and Iâm sorry. I never wanted to hurt you.â
As you stood there, your mind raced through all the moments you'd shared. The laughter, the intimate conversations, the quiet moments of simply being together. All of it seemed so cruelly short-lived now, overshadowed by the inevitable. Despite your newly rediscovered love, you knew you werenât prepared to move across the world for someone you werenât sure youâd end up marrying. The internal conflict weighed heavily on you, a mix of pride for his achievements and sadness for the distance that would soon separate you.
Your thoughts wandered to the future, a future you had briefly allowed yourself to imagine with him. A home filled with love and happiness, the possibility of children, growing old together. It all seemed like a beautiful dream that was slipping away. Itâs probably for the best. The picture you tried to paint was blurry anyway, so maybe it wasnât meant to be.
Silence enveloped the room as you both stood there, the weight of unspoken words hanging heavily between you. Finally, Mingyu spoke again, his voice barely above a whisper. âI love you, y/n.â
You looked up at him, your heart breaking all over again. âI love you too, Gyu.â
He took a deep breath, hesitating before gently cupping your face in his hands. âWeâll figure it out. Somehow, we will.â
âI know.â
As you watched Mingyu kiss your forehead, lingering for a moment as if trying to memorize the feel of you, your mind screamed at the unfairness of it all. You wondered how many more times youâd have to say goodbye to someone you loved, and how many more pieces your heart could break into before it was beyond repair.
On Tuesday morning, you drove out of the chateau after saying goodbye to your family. In the end, you never got to fulfill the deal you made with Mingyu which was to tell everyone the truth before you head back to the city. You felt that it would be unnecessary; you got back together after all.
The drive was filled with a comfortable silence, occasional glances, and small smiles. You slept most of the ride like you always did. Then you spent the next few days with Mingyu, doing everything and anything together. You went on dates to your favorite spotsâthe little cafĂ© where you had your first date, the park where you spent lazy afternoons, and all the places you loved to go to that he wouldnât be able to see for a long time. Each outing was a surge of nostalgia and making new memories.
He also moved out of his apartment early to spend his last week with you, so not only did you see him every day, but you were with him every second of the day. Two days before his departure, you headed up to the chateau so he could say goodbye to everyone properly. Then you held a small party with your closest friends to celebrate a milestone in Mingyuâs career and wish him good luck.
It was needless to say neither of you held yourselves back, especially when it came to your desires. You lost more than a month together, and it would stretch back far longer if one were to consider the time when your relationship was rocky. You had a lot of conversations with Mingyu, opening up to each other more than youâve ever done in the last four years together. He told you about his aspirations, and you told him about your plans from here on out.
âI really wish we could have more time,â he told you while you lay in your bed, warm and cozy under the sheets. Your bodies were flushed against each other, and you could tell you still smelled like him.
âMe too,â you confessed, nuzzling on his chest like youâre not already glued to him. âI canât believe youâre leaving tomorrow.â
Mingyu sighed heavily. âThatâs okay. If itâs ours, it will find its way back to us.â
You chuckled, propping yourself so you could frown at him. âThatâs just another way of saying: if itâs meant to be, it will be.â
âI know,â he grinned and then kissed the tip of your nose.
âYouâre silly.â
You spent the past days laughing and making each other happy. Neither of you has shown any sadness or shed a tear for the inevitable, although that did not mean it wasnât sad. It was painful, but it was a familiar kind of pain, one you had been bracing yourself for since the moment he received that phone call from Mina. Yet, no amount of preparation could fully shield you from the reality of that moment.
There was a raw, undeniable hurt in knowing that someone you loved so deeply was leaving. The countless memories you had built together played like a silent movie in your mindâeach scene was a reminder of what you were about to lose. Your laughter, the quiet moments of comfort, the shared dreams, and even the setbacks that made you strongerâall of it now leaves a bittersweet taste in your mouth.
âYou know, this is the warmest bed Iâve ever known,â you confessed, laying back down.
âLike, literally or?â
You giggled, closing your eyes as you melted into his warmth. âYou made it warm.â
âWell, you did give me a bed to lie on. I did my best to make it warm.â
You opened your eyes and scowled, confused. âLike, literally?â
âNo,â he laughed, his chest vibrating. And the night stretched on with more of your laughter and conversations.
The morning of Mingyuâs departure arrived too quickly. You both sat in the living room, your head on his chest while he hugged you tightly. Neither of you was speaking, just quietly passing the time in each otherâs arms. His suitcase was by the door, and every tick of the clock seemed louder than usual.
âAre you ready to go?â Mingyu asked gently, his eyes searching yours.
You looked away, unable to meet his gaze. âI said Iâm not going.â
âI know. I was just trying to see if you changed your mind,â he chimed, his thumb rubbing your shoulder.
You buried your face in his chest and tightened your arms around his torso. âI donât like it. Itâs too sad.â
He hummed in understanding. âI get it. Itâs hard for me too.â He stood up and hugged you tightly, his warmth enveloping you. âIâll call you as soon as I land, okay?â
You nodded against his chest, feeling the tears welling up. âOkay.â
Mingyu kissed the top of your head, holding you for a few more seconds before pulling away. âTake care of yourself,â he whispered, his voice thick with emotion.
âYou too,â you replied, watching as he picked up his suitcase and walked out the door. The sound of the door closing felt like a heartbreaking note.
For a few minutes, you stood there in the deafening silence, your heart aching with the weight of the goodbye. The thought of not seeing him off began to gnaw at you, each moment passing making you feel worse. You knew that if you didnât go, you would regret it forever.
Without giving yourself time to second-guess, you grabbed your phone and ran out the door, not bothering to lock it behind you.
âTaxi!â you yelled at the first taxi you saw on the street, your hand flapping wildly in the air as you beckoned for it. âAirport. And please be quick!â
The traffic was mercifully light, but every red light felt like an eternity. You tapped your fingers nervously on your knee, willing the lights to change faster.
âLate for a flight?â the taxi driver asked but you were too immersed in your thoughts to hear it clearly.
âSorry?â you asked stupidly.
âNo luggage,â he noted. âChasing a lover, I see.â
You chuckled nervously, eyes darting from the driver to the red light flashing up ahead. âDoes it happen a lot?â
âNo, not really. Itâs rarer than you would expect,â the man replied spiritedly. âAnd itâs beautiful each time you see one.â
He didnât chat much, and it was like he could also feel the urgency of your situation because as soon as he could, he sped through the highways and assured you that everything would be alright. When you finally reached the airport, you hastily paid your fare and ran towards the terminal, your heart pounding in your chest.
You scanned the crowds frantically, hoping you werenât too late. Then, you spotted him at the security checkpoint, just about to hand over his boarding pass.
"Kim Mingyu!" you shouted, your voice echoing in the bustling terminal.
He turned around, eyes wide with surprise. You pushed through the crowd, running up to him while waving your hand. Mingyu left the queue immediately, meeting you halfway. When you reached him, you were breathless, both from the run and the emotions. He didnât waste any time and pulled you into a tight embrace.
When you parted, you laughed shyly, not looking him in the eyes out of embarrassment.
âWow, I almost didnât catch you,â you told him, looking at the queue of people boarding the gate.
Mingyuâs expression was soft and loving as he tucked a few strands of your hair to the back of your ear. âIâm so glad you came.â
âYeah. Iâm so glad I did,â you chuckled, moving closer to hug him again. You stared at his face, trying to memorize it before he leaves and your vision of him becomes limited to a phoneâs screen only.
âI thought you donât like it?â he asked, arms wrapped around your waist and enjoying the way you were staring at him with loving eyes.
âI donât,â you admitted, rolling your eyes. âBut Iâll make an exception for you.â
âJust tell me youâre gonna miss me and be done with it.â
âIâm gonna miss you, Mingyu.â
Mingyu laughed heartily, pleasantly surprised by your admission. âSee. How hard was that?â
âNot hard at all because itâs true,â you shrugged.
He cupped your face in his hands, his eyes sparkling with affection. âIâm gonna miss you too, baby. A lot.â
âYou better,â you said nonchalantly, masking the yearning in your heart. âI love you, okay?â
He nodded. âI love you.â
The announcement for his flight boarding echoed through the terminal, and Mingyu sighed, knowing it was time to go. He kissed you deeply, pouring all his love and emotion into that one kiss. Then he pulled you into a tight embrace again, neither of you wanting to let go.Â
âTake care of yourself,â he murmured into your hair.
âYou too,â you replied, tears streaming down your face. You couldnât help it. When Mingyu saw that, you recognized the slight flicker of hesitation on his face. âGo, before I change my mind and chain you to my bedpost.â
âSee you soon, y/n.â
âSee you soon, Mingyu.â
With one last kiss, he turned and walked towards the gate, pausing to look back at you one more time. You watched as he disappeared from sight, a mix of sadness and hope filling your heart. You took a deep breath, letting the cool air of the terminal fill your lungs. As you exhaled, you felt a sense of calm wash over you. You canât control the future, but you can choose how to face it.
Acceptance was not about letting go of the pain but about understanding that it was part of the journey. You allowed yourself to feel every emotion, knowing that it was okay to hurt, okay to miss him, and okay to hope for a future where your paths would cross again.
Days passed in the blink of an eye. You got busy working on the establishment of your interior design office. You havenât even officially established your office yet but inquiries are already pouring in thanks to your work on Daphneâs boutique. Sure, you had help from your trust fund and your first investor was your father, but why would you shy away from the privilege you were born with when you can flourish with it?
âMa'am, where do you want this couch to be?â asked the helpers as they hauled a long couch into the office space.
âOver there by that corner, please. And the rest of it will be placed there too,â you instructed just as you were fishing your phone from your bag.
You opened the message from Mingyu and saw that he had sent you a picture. It was of him and an abstract painting hanging on the wall of his Seoul apartmentâ the one you sent him a few days ago.
MG: Rate my interior design capability. you: 7/10. Nice spot but itâs upside down, Mr Kim. MG: LOL okay will fix it when i get back. i'm at work now. i miss you! xx
A smile crept up your lips as you typed a reply.
you: Miss you! Good luck!
Not everyone has to end up with the greatest love of their life. But you do wish you would end up with yoursâ that somehow, despite the massive population of the earth, Mingyu is your greatest love; your end game. Maybe he is, or perhaps heâs not. Who knows? Right now, you're both content living your days, doing what makes you happy. You no longer ache for him too much, although you miss him a lot every day. You were pretty convinced that you missed it only because you were used to it. Then again, who knows for sure?
As you set your phone down, you felt hopeful and optimistic. Your story with Mingyu wasnât over; it was simply evolving. And in that evolution, you found strength, hope, and a future full of possibilities.
[fin]
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I read the request where the reader is Sebastian spouse hear me out though what if the reader said oh you sound like my husband but they don't recognize him since he's a fish and they show off the ring hear me out
Oh god, this was requested almost two weeks ago⊠Iâm SO SORRY for the wait dear anom!
I gotta say, I wrote this and Iâm not thrilled with the final result,sorry if it sucks..
Warnings/Notes: small angst, mentions of hallucinations but nothing real, signs of a growing anxiety attack, anxiety overwhelming the poor reader
Original request
"The nameâs Sebastian, remember?" it reminded you of its name, sensing a hidden plea in its tone.
"⊠Yes, Sebastian." You repeated its name, finding it strange to utter the name of your deceased husband. It had been a long time since you said his name, and it felt good to say it; it brought you a kind of comfort for a few seconds.
You rubbed the back of your neck for a moment, pressing your lips into a thin line as the growing anxiety and discomfort began to take hold.
You felt the bluish gaze of the "creature" (you hated calling it that, but you didnât know exactly how to categorize it) piercing into your soul, as if it were searching for something, analyzing every piece to ensure not a single detail was missed. It was strange, both having it in front of you and being alone together.
When had your companions left? You didnât know, and it probably wasnât worth knowing; they had likely abandoned you since you were holding them back and had been a burden to them.
Those thoughts pulled you away from reality, making you completely forget Sebastian's presence and how intimidating he was with his great height.
He could tell that you were no longer grounded, having always known the times when your thoughts swallowed you alive due to your anxiety and the âwhat-ifs.â It was one of the first things he learned about you as he got to know you.
Both of you had questions about each other. Especially him, who knew it was you despite how disheveled and tired you looked, but in your case, you still didnât know that the person in front of you was the same one youâd considered dead for the past 12 years.
How had you ended up here? Had you been blamed for a crime that wasnât yours? Just as they had likely done to him?
Those thoughts made Sebastianâs blood boil. He felt so powerless for not having been able to do anything to prevent you from coming to a place like this, for having to suffer the consequences of someone else. So many things he regretted, even though only a few minutes had passed since your presence appeared before him like an angel.
There were so many things yet so little he could do.
His goal now would be to try to make you realize that it was him and not just a simple coincidence in appearance and voice.
He would make you realize and know that it was him; Sebastian Solace, your husband.
He clicked his tongue loudly to catch your attention (which he succeeded in doing with the sudden noise) and thus fulfill the objective he had in mind.
"Want to take a look? Got some things you might find useful on your endeavor." He asked you with a tone that would be too unusual for any expendable that had passed through his shop. That sarcastic, humorous, and hateful tone was always present in him, but with you, there was a hint of sweetness.
"Eh.. Sure." You responded, somewhat bewildered. Your feet carried you automatically to his tail once more, looking among the few items left on the straps he had tied along his tail.
You felt his gaze on you once again; this time, you didnât try to find a reason or what he was trying to see or accomplish by looking at you. The sensation was uncomfortable yet comforting. Strange.
"Anything that catches your eye?" he asked you again, offering a smile filled with sharp teeth like those of a shark. A chill ran down your body from head to toe, as the more you looked, the sharper they seemed.
"You sound like my husband." You said abruptly, without having processed the words that had already slipped past your tongue.
You realized what you had said just before a wave of shame and melancholy completely invaded your body. You hadnât wanted to say that, much less mention the fact that you had referred to your deceased husband. DEAD.
How was it possible that you saw your husband reflected in that person (fish)? It was utterly embarrassing, surely, for having made a comparison with someone he didnât even know, he would bring you to a certain death or something even worse-
"What a coincidence, babe." He interrupted your line of thought, pulling your attention back to him.
Sebastian only called you that way when he was joking with you.
Your eyes moved to the ring that seemed to shine faintly in the soft light filling the room, noticing it had vague lines and curves that seemed to form something. It was eerily similar to your ringâthe same one you had placed on Sebastian's finger, and he had placed on yours on your wedding day.
Why did the universe want to torture you like this?
He was dead; you had to accept it. He wasnât in that same room with you, and much less alive. He wasnâtâ
"What was your name again?" Your mouth betrayed you once more, speaking words that hadnât even been approved by your mind. All of this was wrong, very wrong.
"Sebastian," he said, revealing more of the ring that had caught your attention. "Sebastian Solace."
After those words, the world seemed to stop for a few moments. The only sound you could hear was your own breathing, which was growing increasingly erratic. Denying to yourself that this all had to be a mere coincidence, a cruel trick of your mind, the accumulated stress seemed to be taking its toll, or perhaps the many sleepless hours and the insomnia had led to hallucinations.
The strong stench of fish and sea salt invaded your nostrils, forcing you to focus on what was right in front of you.
It was him; he wasnât overstepping or invading your boundaries, always respecting them to have a signal or confirmation that he could proceed.
"You're deadâŠ" you said in a low, broken voice, not noticing when you had started to cry.
"Yeah⊠you could say that, but you revived a part of me when you came here."
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âáą. .áąâ riize reactions - jealous of your teddy bear
pairing: bf!riize x reader (no specified gender!), genre: fluff, warnings: tad jealousy, mentions of killing (figuratively ofc), insults like stupid and dumb
âĄâžâž your clingy boyfriend gets jealous of the fluffy teddy that's been stealing your attention from him >:(
shotaro . . . was sweet enough to buy you a big teddy bear before he went on tour <3
shotaro knew you'd miss him, so he decided to gift you a fluffy companion to keep his place. but he didn't expect you to stay clinging to that stuffed bear when he got home. of course, you were overjoyed to finally see your sweet boyfriend after weeks of being apart, but taro didn't feel your excitement. he just wasn't satisfied with the lousy amount of cuddles he's been receiving (only two sessions a day ă
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so while you're clinging to your teddy and scrolling on your phone, taro sneaks onto the bed and wraps his arms around your waist. "honey~ look at me!" you look down at the clingy boy with a doting smile and you ruffle his hair. "hm? what, taro?" taro pouts and rests his head on your chest, whining, "you love that bear more than me now! how come you aren't cuddling me instead?!" you laugh and push the teddy away, replacing it with your sulky boyfriend. "of course not, taro. come here!" you pull him closer to you and leave a long kiss on his lips. it only took a little kiss to melt away his jealousy <3
eunseok . . . can't see why you love that stupid tiger plush so much.
as an apology for leaving your sleepover early to go to work, eunseok left you $100 to treat yourself. what he didn't expect was to come home to a toddler-sized tiger plush lying on his side of the bed. at first, it was cute seeing you carry it around the house like it was your own baby, but now it was taking up all of your attention. all of eunseok's attention. eunseok is normally apathetic and isn't the type to push for your affection, but the lack of acknowledgement was irking him.
seok was lying right beside you, but you hadn't even glanced at him once. what the hell is up with this tiger? seok moved closer to you and turned on the tv. "hey, watch a movie with me." he beckoned. you hummed and shook your head. "my baby can't watch those violent movies you like." eunseok furrowed his eyebrows and sat up. "you don't want to make up for the sleepover that we lost? you're too focused on that tiger!" your eyes softened as you realized he's jealous. you scoff and pull eunseok down to lie with you. you poke his cheek and coo, "ahh, are you jealous? i only bought him because he looks like you!" eunseok's bitter demeanor softens and he scoots closer to you. "whatever, just watch squid game with me." "for the 5th time..?"
sungchan . . . wants to kill that stupid bear.
he regrets nothing more than buying you that huge, fluffy teddy bear for valentine's day. of course, he loves spoiling his sweet baby with whatever they want. but his considerate decision to buy you that teddy bear is the reason why he's staring at you with such a resentful glare right now.
now, he's spending a cold day shivering under the blanket while you're cuddled up with that huge teddy, watching your favorite show (that you've rewatched about a million and a half times). sungchan clears his throat a few times in a sad attempt to catch your attention, but you're still wrapped around that stuffy, patting it on the head. he sighs and blatantly moves just an inch beside you. somehow, your eyes are still glued to the tv and your arms are glued to that damn teddy bear. aaaand the angry bambi finally explodes! "y/n, that bear cannot be that comfortable. your boyfriend is freezing to death and you're worried about that ugly bear?!" you laugh at your big baby's whiny voice and pinch his cheek. "you could've just told me you wanted to cuddle, baby. and he's not ugly! you're the one who bought him for me!" sungchan pushed the teddy away and pulled you onto him, wrapping his arms around you and holding you like you're about to disappear. "i don't care, just hug me!"
wonbin . . . is on the verge of tears watching you give your cat plushy so much love.
his heart tears with every stroke and pat you give to the little black cat. although you two bought the plushy together while on a shopping date, he can't help but despise that evil thing. after all, it's stealing his precious y/n's attention from him.
wonbin slowly moves closer to you on the bed, waiting for you to look at him. once that endeavor fails, he moves even closer and tugs on the cat's ear. "it's not that soft," he complains. your head snaps to him, glaring at him with angry eyes. "it's a she." you correct him. wonbin sighs and lies down, resting his head on your lap. he doesn't speak, but you can tell by his actions (and his adorable pout) that he just wants some love. you smile and begin running your hands through his hair. "are you jealous of her? hm?" the sulky cat shakes his head and snuggles closer to you. "just keep going." you giggle at his demand knowing it won't be hard to follow.
seunghan . . . has been sitting and staring at you playing with your teddy bear for an hour now.
it was cute at first, but now he's growing impatient waiting for his turn. seunghan was happy that you enjoyed the teddy bear your brother had gifted you for your birthday (which he helped pick out because your brother is useless!), but he didn't like the amount of precious cuddle time it was stealing from him.
seunghan lied right beside you and rested his hand on your thigh, gently tugging you towards him. "angel... can i have my turn please?" you laugh and ruffle hani's hair as his head follows your hand like a cat. "are you jealous of the teddy bear or something?" you ask, your hand traveling to his cheek. a sly grin sneaks onto seunghan's face before he blurts, "no, it's jealous of me!" you're given no time to process what you'd just heard before your silly boyfriend pulls you down and traps you in his arms, peppering kisses all over your face. you laugh at the ticklish sensation stinging your skin. "ah, okay okay, i get it! i'll cuddle you instead!"
sohee . . . isn't typically the jealous type.
the two of you constantly hang out with your friend group, he doesn't even bat an eye when you're around other people. but this dumb looking duck stuffy is irritating the hell out of him. its stupidly gigantic eyes are staring into his soul, almost bragging about stealing his lover.
sohee stares in disgust as you dote over the small fluffy duck, patting it on the head and placing small kisses on its beak. he's bothered that you're gushing over this stupid duck as if it was any cuter than him. he finally had enough when you held the stuffy close and giggled, "what a cutie!" sohee sat up and sneered, "it's not even cute." you turn to him with a pout on your face. "what do you mean? you called him cute when you met him earlier :(" sohee looked away with a sightly sullen look on his face. "he was cute until you did all of that." you couldn't help but smile when you realized your quote-unquote nonchalant boyfriend is all pouty over a stuffed duck. sohee remained pouty until mwah! his eyes widened and he turned to you, who was looking up at him with innocent twinkling eyes. your kiss was soon replaced with the heat of his flustered cheeks as he tried to remain unfazed. sohee couldn't keep his cool when you wrapped your arms around his shoulders and hugged him with all your strength. "don't worry, baby, you're still the cutest!"
anton . . . normally loves when you play with his stuffed animals.
there's always a mountain of teddy bears sitting on his bed, so you usually cuddle with one here and there, especially when he's too busy doing work to cuddle with you. but for some reason, today is different. anton finished composing a tiny snippet of this new song he'd been working on, so he turned around to share the good news. his smile dripped off of his face when he saw you snuggled up with his dinosaur plushy.
"y/n, put my dinosaur back." you snapped out of your daze of comfort, looking at him with a tilted head. "why? it's comfy." anton got up from his desk and sat beside you, then pulled the dinosaur away before placing it back in its designated spot. "hey!" you whined, sitting up and glaring at him. anton stared back with an angry pout. "what? you like it more than me?" once your brain puts the pieces together, you break out into laughter. anton straightened his posture and tucked his lips. "answer me..!" he whined. you finally stopped laughing and pulled him down to you, holding his head against your chest. you left a small kiss on his forehead. "you're so dramatic sometimes, toni. are you done whining? i've been waiting to watch this new show with you." anton's frown curled into a cheeky grin and you earn a cute little kiss on the lips.
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Respect - Part 2
Respect - Part 1
I hope you enjoy Part 2. I think itâs ok. đ
You stepped out of the passengerâs side seat of the car. Taking a moment to stare at the place you used to call home. Itâs been years since youâve last visited, but itâs good to be back.
âIâm home,â you said to yourself.
Gojoâs POV
I watched the first years as they spared against one another. Each one trying to practice using cursed objects. âNo, no, no, you guys donât have the right form,â I called out.
âGojo- sensei are we even allowed to use these? Arenât these from Makiâs collection?â Megumi asked. âW-WelllâŠâ I laughed. âEven so, carry on! And if Maki comes by, tell her they just look like hers!â I smiled. âSeriously?â Nobara sighed.
I clapped my hands, âChop chop people, at this point I can beat you all with just my finger!â I bragged. âPlease donât startâŠâ Yuji groaned as he walked over to the benches to take a seat. âWhaat? Donât you want to hear how your sensei is the best man here?â I laughed.
âIn what way? The best at being annoying?â Nobara asked. I pouted as Yuji and Nobara giggled at her comment. âNo, but Iâve always gotten what Iâve wanted,â I stated. âLike what?â Megumi asks. âWell, like grade class, strength, money, respect, and⊠ladies,â I smirked. âOooo- OW! Nobara?!â Yuji groaned as Nobara smacked his head.
âOh come on, there has to be one thing youâve never gotten before,â Nobara frowned. âNope, if I want it, I simply just take it,â I smiled. I stopped talking once I sensed Ieiri staring down at us from the top of the stairs.
We all turned our attention towards her as she stepped down, âIâm not sure thatâs entirely true Satoru,â she said. âHuh?â I asked. âDonât play dumb,â she smiled cunningly. âThere was one thing this guy lost, and was never able to get back,â she said to the kids.
âWhat was it sensei? A cursed object? A spirit? A dessert that sold out?â Yuji asked. âNo, Iâve gotten everything Iâve ever wanted before,â I frowned. âAre you sure about that?â Ieiri asked. âThen Iâm all ears, tell me what it was that I lost,â I smirked, knowing sheâs got nothing on- âHer,â she said. I froze, I havenât thought about her in a while. I quickly recovered my composure, âHer? She was just one out of a million,â I said, gulping hard at my words.
âThen I guess there was no point coming down here,â she said as she began walking towards the school. âWait, what were you planning to tell me?â I asked, curious. ââŠâ Ieiri looked back as she stared at me. While I waited for her answer. âSheâs back,â she said but before she could finish I was already racing towards the school.
Where is she? I thought as I slammed my way inside each conference room. Fuck. I need to see her, where is she? Sheâs not at the entrance, not the common area, not the conference room⊠Yaga! She has to be with him! I thought as I raced to his office.
I slammed my way inside his office, startling the two. Yaga peered around her, raising an eyebrow at my actions. Then I watched as she slowly spun around. I ripped off my headband, wanting to see her eyes again.
And there she was, my (Y/N), beautiful as ever. The room fell silent because of my commotion, âSatoru? May I help you?â Yaga asked as he stood up. âN-No⊠just wanted to tell you⊠the progress of the students,â I made up on the spot. âVery well then, as you can see Iâm in an important meeting,â he said. âO-Oh yes, I-I apologize,â I stuttered, as I began stepping out. Before I shut the door entirely I hear, âNice to see you again, Satoru.â
My heart could leap out of my chest, I havenât heard her voice in ages. I shut the door and walked away from the office. My head in my hands, âFuck⊠why wasnât I able to control myself? Why did I act like that?â I asked myself, but I know the answer to that.
I still love her⊠and I regret letting her go.
I sighed and leaned my back on the wall, sensing three little brats who were peeking from down the hallway. âCome out,â I said. The three toppled over each other as they knew I caught them. âOh hey sensei, we were just talking here about⊠sports!â Yuji said as they scrambled their feet. âHeâs not dumb, he knows why weâre here,â Megumi sighed.
âCame to see the girl that got away?â I forced a chuckle. âWow, so someone actually rejected you? When we go out, you usually have a flock of women around you,â Yuji laughed. âYep, and thatâs the reason why she left,â I said softly. âSo it was your fault?â Nobara asked as she folded her arms across her chest. âIn a wayâŠâ I bit my tongue. âGood for her then,â she smirked. âSo mean⊠but itâs true,â I said.
We all turned our heads towards the sound of a door opening. âWell Iâll see you later Mr. Yaga! Nice seeing you,â we heard. I stood up straight, and cleared my throat.
Your POV đ«¶
You looked down the hallway and noticed Satoru with 3 students. âHello,â you smiled as you walked towards them. âH-Hi (Y/N),â Satoruâs voice cracked. You guessed it would be awkward seeing each other after all this time. You peered over to the 3 students, one girl, one boy with pink hair, and other-
You pushed past Satoru, âMegumi!â You smiled as you pulled him into a hug. H-HuhâŠ?â The other two stared. âOh Megumi, youâve grown into such a handsome man! I havenât seen you since you were a little boy,â you said excitedly. âI-Iâm sorry, but I donât remember you,â he muffled into your shirt. âOh Iâm sorry, it has been a long time. Iâm the girl who would help you with your homework, and sneak you treats behind Satoruâs back,â you giggled as you ruffled his hair.
You watched as his eyes widened slightly, âOh wow, I remember,â he said. âMhmm, well Iâm glad youâre ok. Iâm glad Satoru took care of you⊠without me,â you said the last part softly. You turned over to the other two, âAnd you two! So nice to meet you, I hope Satoru is being a great mentor and teacher,â you smiled as you patted their shoulders. âUhhâŠâ the two stared at one another.
You hoped that wasnât a bad sign⊠You then turned your attention to the other two boys. Megumi roughed up and Satoru with his hands behind his head, whistling. âI guess heâs the same Satoru,â you smiled softly.
âNahhh, Iâve grown to be the best sorcerer here. It took true dedication and determination!â He bragged. You side eyed the kids and they returned the look. You gave a sentimental look, apologizing that they have to deal with him. âHey I know what that look says!â Satoru huffed. âItâs nothing, itâs nothing,â you laughed.
For a second you looked up and saw a heartbroken look on Satoruâs face. âWellâŠâ you quickly stopped and cleared your throat. âI should get going now, I have some meetings to attend,â you said as you backed away from the group. âAwe, you canât spend some more time with us? I was hoping you could tell us embarrassing stories of Gojo-sensei,â the pink-haired boy pouted.
âAnother time⊠and trust me thereâs a couple,â you whispered to the three, who looked curious by your words. âWell, can I at least walk you to your car?â Satoru asked. âSure!â You smiled as you led the way.
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You both walked in silence, hearing your shoes hit the cement with each step. â(Y/N)âŠâ he called out. You turned your attention towards him and noticed he stopped. âYes?â You asked as you stopped as well. âIâm⊠I just wanted to say sorryâŠâ he trailed off. âOh ummâŠâ you stumbled. âI was never able to properly apologize to you, because of⊠back then. I⊠I never stopped thinking about you- us. So when I heard you were finally back I⊠got hopeful. Iâm sorry for springing this into you, but I donât know when Iâll ever get to see you again,â he said softly as he softly grabbed your hand.
âOh SatoruâŠâ you trailed off, â(Y/N), please come back. We can try again, Iâve changed. And if thereâs any other issues, Iâll keep changing,â he said as moved your hand to cup his face. âI know we can make it work,â he said softly. âSatoru-â you were cut off.
âPlease⊠please give me one more chance. Let me treat you right,â he said softly as he slowly leant down. You quickly placed your finger to his lips. âI canâtâŠâ you said softly. âWhy not? Whatâs holding you back from being with me?â He asked as he pulled you in closer. âSatoru Iâm-â you were cut off.
âI know I can make you happy! I was young and stupid back then, but nowâŠâ he trailed off. âJust give me one reason why we canât be together?â He asked.
You pulled away and stepped back, slowly raising your left hand to show him your reason.
âIâm engaged,â you smiled as you showed him yojr beautiful ring.
âE-Enga-â he couldnât even finish his words. âMhmm, a nice guy back in America. Weâve been together for 3 years now, he proposed 6 months ago and I love him with all my heart,â you said. âI see, then Iâm sorry for⊠for everything. I stepped out of line.â He said softly as he pulled his bandana back over his eyes. âYou know Satoru, I hope you find someone that makes you happy and cares for you⊠oh⊠well maybe you already found one. Or should I say some,â you lightly giggled.
âHuh?â He asked as he turned to the bundle of trees. Suddenly three kids plopped out of the trees. âSeriously? Again?â The pink one groaned as he hit the floor. âAnd after it was getting good tooâŠâ the girl frowned. You smiled at the group before turning your attention back to Satoru.
âIâm glad you have people beside you who care for you,â you smiled. âMe too,â he said softly. âWell, I think I should really go now. My fiancĂ© planned a lunch date for us and Iâd hate to be late,â you said as you waved goodbye. Satoru only nodded in response and you began descending from the stairs.
âHey! (Y/N)!â You heard, and turned your head back to Satoru who was still at the top of the steps. âThat color looks nice on you,â he smiled softly. You looked down and forgot you were wearing a light blue colored outfit (dress, pants, shirt, idc). âThanks,â you smiled, before finally reaching the gates.
âOh, and kids! Keep an eye on him! Iâm sure this guy still loves the crowds,â you winked playfully before stepping into your car.
Satoruâs POV
âSheâs gone,â Megumi said softly. âYep,â I replied. âYou ok Gojo-sensei?â Nobara asked. âYeah⊠but now you guys know. Sheâs the one who got away,â I said softly as I looked down at my hand, trying to hold onto the feeling of her hand back in mine.
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Secret end credit đ€«
âBut isnât it crazy that after all these years you still didnât really change. I mean⊠she got that crowd comment right!â Yuji laughed. âLike, were you that big of a womani-â I cut him off with a punch to the head. âShut up you brat,â I grumbled. âSorry senseiâŠâ he pouted. âAnyways, back to training. You didnât think we were done so soon, right?â I asked as I led them back to the field. Hearing Yuji and Nobara groan.
âGuess she always saw right through me,â I chuckled as I turned back to see my three students.
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It's clear to Steve that Eddie is being led on, but Eddie will not accept it. So, it's intervention time. Not because Steve has a huge crush on him and is entirely jealous but... he needs Eddie to at least see that he can do better than this asshole.
He sits Eddie down and lays out the facts. "You met him in The Hideout bathroom when he put his tongue down your throat then proceeded to ignore you the rest of the night when you left the bathroom."
"It's different for gay men, Steve."
Steve presses on. "He calls you late at night when he knows that your uncle is gone just to get off and immediately hang up after."
"It's not like that..." Eddie says with a sigh.
"He doesn't know a single thing about you either! Has he tried to ask you on a date or anything?"
Eddie gives Steve a look and stands up crossing into his space. "And why do you care so much?"
Steve's heart beats a little faster as Eddie gets a little closer to the truth. "Because you deserve better."
Eddie snorts. "I think you're just jealous."
"What?" Oh shit. He knows about his crush.
He steps even closer, but Steve doesn't back down. Eddie explains, "I've finally got someone, and you can't stand that I beat you to it. The freak outsmarted the king."
Steve shakes his head and steps back, unsure of what the hell has gotten into Eddie. "You don't mean that."
"I do, Harrington," he states with venom in his tone.
Steve can feel himself tense up. If Eddie's going to be an asshole, he can be one too. "Have fun then, Munson." He shoulder-checks him as he makes his way to his stairs.
He hears footsteps behind him as Eddie follows. "I think I'll go to The Hideout tonight with Tom," he calls after Steve, further pushing it.
Steve stops in his tracks and turns around to face Eddie. "Maybe if you opened your eyes you'd see what was right in front of you."
Eddie leans in. "Yeah, I see Tom carrying me away into the damn sunset."
Steve shakes his head and laughs humorlessly. "You really don't get it, do you?"
The other boy just stares at him looking confused and then hurt. "Just because I'm some kind of freak doesn't mean that the only chance I have with a guy is some asshole who is using me, so stop trying to convince me of that."
Steve scoffs as Eddie walks to the door. "Eddie, you know I didn't mean that. Did you not hear the part where I said-" The door slams shut. "...that you deserve better..." Steve finishes then groans. He sits on the bottom stair step and puts his head in his hands.
He hopes more than anything that his gut is wrong and Tom is a good guy. But every instinct is telling Steve that he's not.
So, Steve makes a decision that he might regret. He grabs his keys and races to his car, making his way to The Hideout. He reasons with himself that he just wants to meet the guy himself to get a proper opinion of him. And maybe he won't have to use his bat in his trunk.
When he gets to the parking lot, he sees Eddie's van and parks next to it. Here goes nothing.
He immediately feels off when he enters the bar. He can't spot Eddie anywhere and almost wonders if he had mistaken the van outside for his. Then he remembers... making out in the bathroom.
He spots the bathroom door and sighs. This is definitely not something he wants to witness. He goes anyways.
He's surprised when the door swings open as he pushes on it. Gosh, they should at least be more subtle than this. Jam the door or put a heavy- Steve freezes when he hears the heavy breathing and unmistakable sound of kissing halting. Then, a stall door bursts open and a shorter man is shoving Steve against the wall.
"What the hell do you think you're doing in here?" The man asks. God, he smells like beer and a bit like rotten eggs. And he vaguely looks familiar.
"Using the bathroom?" Steve fires back.
"Steve?"
The guy, assumedly Tom, glances over his shoulder. "You know him?"
"Yeah," Eddie says looking pissed. "You can let him go, he's fine."
Tom lets go but whips around to Eddie. "He knows about us?"
Eddie nods.
Tom gets up in his space and sneers, "What part of don't tell anyone did you not understand?"
Then, it hits Steve. He recognizes Tom as one of his dad's younger work buddies. Has a wife and two young kids and... shit.
"Sorry," Eddie whispers.
Tom shoves him back into the wall. "You're fucking sorry? Is that all you have to say??"
Steve sees Eddie brace for a punch, and that's when he cuts in. "Tom Gardner, right?"
Tom jumps back, going pale. "How do you know my full name?"
Steve can't help but be a little bitchy. "Well, now you've helped me confirm it. How's your wife Ginger doing?"
Tom tries to stalk into his space saying, "Listen here you little piece of shit. I don't know how you-"
Steve cuts him off, "Threaten me or my friend again and I'll tell your whole family your little secret."
Tom walks closer. "You wouldn't dare."
Steve uses his height to his advantage and looks down at the man. "Try me."
Tom's eyes flicker between Steve's for a couple of seconds before he curses under his breath and runs out the door.
Steve barely has time to celebrate the small victory before Eddie is sliding down the wall with his head in his hands. Steve rushes over to lay a comforting hand on his shoulder, but Eddie smacks it away. He looks up with watery eyes. "Why'd you do it?"
"I needed to meet the guy myself," Steve says, stomach rolling at the sight of Eddie so upset. Maybe this wasn't a good idea.
"And are you happy?' Eddie asks, swiping at his eyes.
Steve stares down at him. "And why would I be?"
Eddie gestures to the door. "You got what you wanted. You can say 'I told you so,' but I kind of already knew he was an ass. Didn't know about the wife and kids though." He puts his head in his hands again. "How did you know about that?" He asks, muffled by his hands.
"Works with my dad," Steve answers. Eddie just hums. Steve sighs and sits on the floor next to Eddie scrunching his nose up at the disgusting bathroom floor. "That isn't what I wanted by the way. I wanted him to be a good guy, " Steve lies. He glances over at Eddie and pauses before confessing, "Actually, I didn't want him to be a good guy."
"What?" Eddie asks, heading coming up to angrily look at him.
"I didn't want him to be a good guy," Steve states again.
"And why's that?" Eddie asks. "Can't stand being the only single one?"
"That's part of the reason," Steve admits.
Eddie puts his hands on his knees and grunts as he stands up. "Glad to have solved the great mystery."
"Wait," Steve says before scrambling to stand. Luckily, Eddie stops. "Remember when I told you earlier that if you opened your eyes you'd see what was right in front of you?"
"No need to rub it in, Harrington."
Steve groans. "I was talking about me!" Steve practically yells. When Eddie turns to look at him with wide eyes he repeats, "I was talking about me."
Eddie looks him up and down. "What do you mean?"
"I mean," Steve says walking toward Eddie, "That I'm entirely crazy about you, and I thought you knew until you started gushing about this Tom guy. You were right about me being jealous but for the wrong reason."
All Eddie says is, "Shit."
Steve nods in agreement.
Eddie looks down and fiddles with his rings. "I didn't mean what I said earlier. Like I said, deep down I knew but didn't want to admit it to myself or you, so I got a bit... defensive."
"A bit," Steve says with a laugh, stepping forward.
Eddie smiles bashfully. "I wish you would've said something sooner."
"Who says it's too late now?" Steve asks, taking another step forward.
"Really?" Eddie asks hopefully.
Steve smiles and almost leans in, but he remembers the door behind them. "Now, let me take you home before our first kiss ends up being in this disgusting bathroom and someone barges in."
"I'll also need some mouthwash or gum so I can erase any trace of Tom before I kiss you," Eddie says with a frown.
"Don't worry. I'll make sure to erase any trace and memory of him tonight," Steve says with a wink before holding open the door for Eddie.
"Jesus H. Christ. You're going to be the death of me."
Steve smiles. "I sincerely hope so."
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Cherry Bomb (pt. 3)
Remus Lupin x f!reader, James Potter x f!reader (mentioned), Sirius Black x f!reader (mentioned)
warnings: smut, p in v, i think itâs protected atp idk, fingering, underage smoking, very dom remus, long af but omg iâm so in love with it
summary: the last part of your plan is far harder to achieve than the first two and itâs far more complicated.
word count: 5k
a/n: ahhh hereâs the last part (i think?) anyway sorry itâs long i got carried away but ugh i love remus so much. sorry if my characterization is off, ever since atyd i see him as sarcastic. yeah i love this, hope you guys do too :)
~~~
Out of all the marauders, Remus Lupin was by far the most liked. He was quiet, but not invisible. He was the most sensible out of all the boys and the most polite. Though he did tend to be witty and sarcastic, he was kind at heart. But he was also the hardest one to get close to. Quiet, reserved, beautiful Remus with his nose always stuck in a book. There was always something about him that made girls fall fast. But that was the thing. It was always so easy to fall in love with him. So, if one ever wanted to shag Remus Lupin, they would have to deal with the consequences of loving him. Because he was nothing like his mates. He didnât shag just anyone. No. He had to choose you. And to be chosen by him was the biggest accomplishment and the biggest curse. Because once you get him, you will never want to let him go.
~~~
Avoiding two of the marauders is nearly impossible. Each corner you turn it seems you run into one of them, or both. And each time their eyes find you they show the same expressions. Confusion. Frustration. Perhaps even a bit of sadness. You debate throwing away the entire plan daily. Itâs unfair, the way youâre playing with their minds. But the lingering knowledge that youâre so close to completing the plan entirely keeps you going. Because surely, all your hurt feelings canât be for nothing.
Right?
You speak to James only once after your shag in the broom closet. Itâs a week or two after, heâs been chasing you around, and youâve been avoiding him. But you decide he deserves some amount of closure. Sweet, lovely, innocent James. You find him alone in the library and take your opportunity. The way he smiles when he sees you approaching makes your heart ache terribly and regret fills your stomach.
âY/n Iâve been trying to catch you, how are you?â He asks once youâre close enough to hear his quiet tone.
He looks so happy, you feel sick.
âYeah, I just you know⊠havenât been feeling too great,â you lie.
âOh, Iâm sorry. Sit if youâd like, Iâve been attempting to study for the potions test. Arenât you good with potions? Could you help me possibly?â
You inhale deeply. You could really use a cigarette right now. Youâve broken things off with guys before, but this feels different. In the other cases, youâve had reasons. For this case though, you have none. James is innocent in all of this. It makes you nauseous.
âListen, James,â you start, your voice soft. âWhat happened was great, I enjoyed it a lot, but it was a mistake. I like you, youâre very sweet, but I donât think we should do anything else.â
Watching his face fall is by far the most horrid sight youâve ever seen. All the happiness fades fast and leaves behind a bitter frown. He looks down at his papers, toying with his quill.
âI seeâŠâ He looks back up, a fake smile on his lips. âThatâs alright, it was fun. Iâm not really looking for anything serious like that either, so I understand.â
You swallow hard. âI really do like you James, believe me, but itâs just not the right time for this.â
âDonât worry about it, itâs fine.â
âAnd...â You pause for a second. âYou wonât tell anyone?â
He nods. âNot a soul. This will be our little secret.â
âThank you.â
âOf course.â
âWell then, Iâll let you get back to your potions. Thanks for... everything.â You give him one last smile before turning on your heels and making your way out of the library.
You almost put an end to it right then and there, but then you see the tallest marauder walking down the hall with Peter. His hands are in his pockets, his book bag slung over one of his shoulders. For a split second his eyes meet yours as the two of you pass each other.
He gives you a small awkward smile.
Fuck.
~~~
To catch Remus Lupin alone you must take the risk of losing your house some points. You wait a week before making your move, for safety. After your conversation with James, the only marauder to pay attention to you is Sirius. Heâs still set on telling everyone that the two of you shagged, but thankfully, not many people believe him. Not even his best mates.
Itâs a very quiet night when you sneak out after curfew. A night you know one particular prefect is doing rounds on his own. You wander through the castle quietly, making sure to avoid the areas in which teachers lurk. Goosebumps form on your skin, you shouldâve worn more than a tee-shirt and sweatpants, but you needed to look casual.
As youâre about to turn a corner, you spot Filch. Panic surfaces inside you and you quickly turn around and run as quietly as you can down the hall. You take a few turns and just as youâre about to relax, you hear a voice.
âItâs past curfew, what are you doing out here?â
Your heart stops for a completely different reason.
Itâs him.
You turn to face him and shyly smile. You watch his face change as he recognizes you.
âOh, itâs you.â He narrows his eyes. âOff to shag my mate again, are you?â
âI never shagged him,â you reply, crossing your arms over your chest. âAnd Iâm out for a completely different reason.â
âWhat reason is that?â
You shrug. âPersonal reason.â
âAh well, hope it was worth losing your dear Ravenclaws ten points. Get back to your dorm before someone else catches you,â he says, turning away from you.
You watch as he walks down the hall, not giving you another thought. You wouldâve replied sarcastically if you could speak for that matter. Once he disappears, all you can do is shamefully make your way back to your house's common room, now understanding why James likes being a chaser.
~~~
Some time passes before you get Remus alone. Each time you see him during the day, heâs accompanied by one of the marauders and you canât sneak out during his rounds again because your fellow Ravenclaws were not pleased. Youâre smoking behind the castle when you happen to finally catch him walking alone. You immediately take your chance.
âLupin!â You call out to him. You get up from the bench you were sitting on and walk to him.
Thankfully, he stops walking and turns back to face you. âY/l/n. Is there something I can help you with?â
You can tell from the tone of his voice heâs trying to be polite; it makes your insides warm.
âYeah, actually there is. I was wondering if you could help me with my transfiguration essay. Youâre the smartest lad in the year,â you answer, taking a small puff of your cigarette. You hold it up to offer him a hit, he shakes his head.
âThose things will kill you,â he says. âBut I suppose I can help a bit. I assume youâre free right now?â
âYes, I am.â
âLet me take a look.â
A smirk forms on your lips, and you let out a breath of smoke purposely into his face. âTake a girl to dinner first.â
He swats the air, fanning away the smoke. âAre you going to show me or not? I have things to take care of.â
âSorry.â You hate the way your face burns. âCome see.â
The two of you make your way to the bench and you take out your essay. Truthfully, you are already finished with it, and you think your work is good. But much to your dismay, only a few seconds after he starts reading it, Remus takes out a muggle pen and begins crossing things off.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âYour spelling is shit, and youâve contradicted your argument at least twice already and Iâm only on the second paragraph,â he answers, his eyes glued to the paper. âMaybe if you spent more time studying than shagging and smoking, youâd have this information down. We reviewed it a few weeks ago.â
You scoff. âI have not been shagging.â
âSure,â he mumbles, crossing off another sentence.
âI swear, Sirius is mistaken.â You lie.
He turns his head, his green eyes meeting yours. âWho said I was referring to Sirius?â
Your breath catches in your throat, and you cough due to the smoke. Is he talking about James? Your heart rate increases, and anxiety flows throughout your body. Did James tell? You catch your breath, your eyes meeting his again. He looks unamused.
âI donât know what youâre talking about. I havenât shagged anyone in months, not that itâs your business,â you say.
âYou should really practice more on your lying; you are shit at it.â He hands your essay back to you and stands. âI left a few notes of some things you should change, but my biggest suggestion is that you reread the textbook, and perhaps find some more... enticing quotes. Is that all then? Like I said, Iâve got some other business to tend to.â
For a few seconds, all you can do is stare up at him, your mouth hung open ever so slightly. You previously thought Remus Lupin to be a timid boy who went along with the rest of the marauders because he couldnât say no. Now though, you realize all those assumptions are wrong. Heâs quiet, but not timid.
âWhat do you know?â You question.
âQuite a lot, thanks for the chat.â
Before you can even think of a response, heâs already walking away. You canât let him slip away again.
âIâll get it out of you Remus Lupin if itâs the last thing I do!â
He turns his head over his shoulder and chuckles, the sound sending warmth straight to your core. âWeâll see.â
And just like that, heâs gone, and youâre left flustered with rosy cheeks.
You did save the best for last.
~~~
Falling for the third marauder is easier than anything. Almost unconsciously, you begin to fail classes so that he can help you with work, you learn his route around the castle to see him at least once a day, and you sneak around the castle some nights, but he always ends up finding you somehow.
One night, a little over a month after youâve started your game, something unexpected happens. Youâre out after curfew once again, tiptoeing around the castle to see where the tallest prefect is when he appears from behind you. Like usual, he crosses his arms and clears his throat, making you quickly spin on your heels to face him. How does he always sneak up on you?
âHow many times am I going to catch you before you start following the rules? Iâm sure your fellow Ravenclaws arenât too pleased with you,â he says. You look up at him, a genuine blush on your face. He narrows his eyes. âYou want me to catch you, donât you?â
âWhat?â
âYou heard me.â
You look away nervously. The plan never involved gaining real feelings for any of the marauders, yet here you were. Standing in your sleepwear after curfew with your heart racing in your chest at the mere sight of one of them. Though you try to deny it, you know deep down youâre crushing hard, and you know it will only end badly.
âI uh... I donât know what youâre talking about, Iâm just on a little stroll back from a smoke thatâs all,â you reply after a few seconds, your hands anxiously fiddling with one another.
He rolls his eyes. âListen, I donât know what your objective is or has been, but whatever it is itâs not going to happen.â
âRemus I-â
âSirius, I understand, he would sleep with the giant squid if it had tits. But James, really? He may be more of an... active person than myself but he has far more feelings than you think.â He takes a step forward; he towers over you. You swear you canât breathe. âYou may have fooled them, but you donât fool me. I can see right through you y/l/n and youâre sick.â
You move backward; he follows each step. âYou... you donât know what youâre talking about.â
âDonât I?â
Your back hits a wall, panic rises in you. Your eyes fall to his hands, and a bit of relief washes over you when you see heâs not holding his wand. But then another thought takes over. Is he going to hit you? When you look back up, heâs only inches away from you, his hazel eyes piercing down into yours. He places one of his hands on the wall next to your head. You can hear your heartbeat in your ears.
âI didnât mean to cause any trouble, really. Iâm sorry,â you mumble, your words genuine.
âSo, what was your goal then? To shag all of us and take your pick of whoâs best? Peter wouldâve been far easier than James you know,â he replies.
âIt was just a stupid idea, I donât know. It didnât mean anything deeper I swear.â Youâre rambling now, the threat of tears evident in the burning of your eyes. You try your hardest to keep any from falling, you canât cry in front of Remus.
He sighs. âYouâre lucky Sirius is oblivious, and James is trusting. If they knew the truth, youâd have the whole school against you.â
âWait, they donât know?â
He rolls his eyes again. âOf course not. If they knew youâd be getting hexed almost all day every day.â
âThen how do you know?â
âI notice a lot more than people think. Did you honestly think no one saw you go up to our dorm with Sirius that night at the party? And did you honestly think none of us would notice Jamesâs change in attitude? You think you know more than you actually do,â he explains.
For a few seconds, the two of you only stare at each other. You donât know what to think. You shouldâve known this would happen. Someone was going to catch on. You wish you had never done it. Any of it. Everything would be so much simpler if youâd simply stayed the quiet Ravenclaw girl who never interacted with the marauders. But you canât go back, no matter how much you wish you could. You can only make it right moving forward.
âIâm sorry, truly Remus.â Thereâs so much more you want to say, but you canât. You canât fathom the words.
âIf youâre truly sorry, stop. I wonât be the next pawn in your game,â he says, his voice slightly lower than before. You watch the way his eyes shift, the way he licks his lips, and moves his head down so heâs almost eye level with you. Your breath catches in your throat. âI suppose I pity you though because you and I both know this has become more than a game to you now.â
You turn your head, but he grabs your chin and forces you to look him in the eye.
âYou fancy me.â
âI-â
âDonât try to deny it. Like I said, I can see right through you.â
âIt doesnât matter. Itâs over now,â you whisper, a tear nearly escaping one of your eyes.
He inhales deeply and you notice his eyes trail over your body for a moment before meeting your gaze again. âYouâre right. It is over now.â
He lets go of you and backs away and for the first time since encountering him tonight, you feel like you can breathe normally. You stay on the wall, silently catching your breath as he walks further down the hall. But just before heâs about to turn a corner, he looks back at you.
âOr perhaps itâs simply my turn to play with you. Oh, and thatâs twenty points from Ravenclaw. Goodnight.â
You fall asleep with his words burning in the back of your mind, and an ache between your thighs.
~~~
After that night, everything is different. You try to avoid them all and go back to the way things were before, you really do. You scribble out the page in your journal with their names, you keep your head down in the halls, and you skip the parties they host. Itâs Remus whoâs begun playing. Somehow, he continues knowing where you are and appears at random times. Whether youâre studying in the library, and he just so happens to need a book from that section, or youâre out by the lake with your friends and he walks by. You know itâs intentional, but it still manages to leave you hot and bothered each time.
âI thought you said the plan was off?â Your friend says one particular day when the two of you are eating lunch.
You look at her, confused. âIt is.â
âThen why has Lupin been staring at you this whole meal?â
Instinctively, you look across the Great Hall and immediately catch those all-too-familiar hazel eyes. He doesnât look away, at least, not for a moment. He stares at you with no shame, and even from the distance you can sense something different from the look in his eyes. Before you can fully figure it out though, he turns his attention back to the other three marauders.
âDid you shag him?â Your friend asks.
âNo, I told you what happened,â you answer, focusing your attention back on the food on your plate. âI wish heâd stop.â
Your friend laughs. âNah, you donât.â
You hate how sheâs right.
~~~
Nearly two months have passed when you finally confront Remus.
Youâre sitting in the astronomy tower, a cigarette between your lips, and a scowl on your face. You canât take it any longer. Wasnât he the one who told you off? Wasnât he the one who told you to stop the games? He was. You know it. So, why has he kept it going? He had said that it was his turn, but that was many weeks ago. How long did he plan to keep this going? You let out a cloud of smoke, frustration taking over your body at the thoughts.
âHow many points shall I take off tonight? Forty? Fifty?â You feel him sit next to you, but you refuse to look at him. âYou havenât been out after dark in a while though, Iâll give you that.â
âWhat do you want Lupin?â You ask, annoyed.
He chuckles. âWhat do any of us want really?â
You look at him with a straight face, hating the way butterflies take over your stomach at the sight of him so close to you. Despite the scars on his face, you find him more beautiful than any boy. More than James, even more than Sirius. There is something so extraordinary about Remus you canât explain. You wish it would go away.
âWhy canât you leave me alone?â You question after taking another drag from the cigarette.
âI havenât spoken to you in over a month, I donât know what-â
âYes, you know what I mean.â You cut him off. You exhale your last breath of smoke and throw the cigarette off the tower. âIâm trying to leave this all in the past and move on like you said but youâve made it quite difficult.â
âSeems you donât like the taste of your medicine love. Itâs hard, isnât it? Trying to avoid someone when they always seem to end up exactly where you are. It gets rather annoying, doesnât it? Especially when you secretly enjoy it,â he replies.
Your eyes meet again and that familiar trouble to breathe begins. Heâs looking at you in a way you donât know how to feel about. Itâs not like Siriusâs drunken stare or Jamesâs needy stare. No. This one, though the same lustful, is far deeper.
âJust tell me what you want Remus,â you eventually say, your voice lower than before. âWhat do you want?â
âI want you to get out of my head. I want to look at you and feel nothing. I want everything to go back to how it was before you decided to fuck with my friends and me,â he answers.
You swear your heart stops for a few beats. âThen let all of that happen.â
âYou think I havenât tried?â
You stay silent.
âI never wanted this, any of it.â
You look down. âI know.â
âDonât do that.â
âIâm sorry.â
âMerlin, I give up, you win y/n. You bloody win.â
Youâre about to ask what he exactly means, but he acts faster. In the blink of an eye, his lips are on yours. You canât grasp it at first. Youâre kissing Remus Lupin; Remus Lupin is kissing you. The boy who unintentionally caught your heart is kissing you. Itâs unbelievable, itâs undeniable, and itâs far from underrated. You donât hesitate to kiss him back, even through your initial shock.
His hands cup your cheeks, his thumbs stroke your skin ever so gently. You wrap your arms around his neck, one of your hands toying with the hair on the back of his head. Heâs a good kisser, very good. Thatâs why when he parts your lips, you protest.
âWhy did you-â
âIf weâre going to do this, you have to promise me itâs not a game anymore y/n.â
Your head is fuzzy from how intently heâs looking at you. âI promise Remus, that game has been over for a while.â
âYou swear it?â
âI do. Do you?â
âOf course.â There are a few seconds of silence before he sighs, one of his fingers now playing with a piece of your hair. âWe have to keep it secret.â
âI know,â you say.
He brushes the piece of hair behind your ear, the intimate gesture sending tingles throughout your body. âI donât want it to be a quick shag either,â he adds.
âWhat do you want it to be then?â
The smile he gives you makes your stomach flip. âMore.â
~~~
More from Remus Lupin is everything.
After that night, the two of you begin something you donât exactly know how to name. You would call it a secret relationship, but the thought of that gives you a stomachache. The two of you donât interact during the day, at least not where anyone else can see. He passes you in the hall as if youâre a stranger, but the second he catches you around a corner in an empty hallway he showers you with affection. And at night when the two of you sneak off, he touches you in ways you never thought possible.
He shows you so many new places in the castle you never knew of. Secret passages, secret rooms, all of it. You never question how he knows all of it, you only hold his hand tighter as he guides you. When he suggests a more secluded place to meet, you of course agree. Though, you never expect that place to be the shrieking shack.
âThereâs no way youâre serious,â you say. The two of you are outside, near the Whomping Willow. You make sure to stay out of its reach. âThe shrieking shack? That place is haunted, the ghosts donât even go there because of how scary it is.â
âObviously Iâm not Sirius love, you only shagged him once,â he sarcastically replies, rolling his eyes to emphasize his joke.
âRemus.â
âThe shrieking shack is not haunted, believe me, thatâs only a silly rumor made so that people wonât go to it. Me, James, Sirius, and Peter go all the time. It has a bed, and given our activities I say we utilize that,â he explains.
You bite your lip. âAre you positive?â
He moves a bit closer to you and places a hand on your shoulder, leaning down so heâs at eye level with you. âYou know I would never let anything hurt you, you can trust me.â
âAlright, but how are we supposed to get there so late? Itâs in Hogsmeade,â you question.
He chuckles. âHavenât you learned by now the marauders have many secret ways?â
âYes, but weâre not in the castle right now how are we to- Remus donât go any closer youâre going to get hurt you-â You pause, your mouth hung open as you watch the whomping willow go completely still. âHow did you...â
âSecrets love, now come, itâs getting late,â he says, holding a hand out to you.
You donât hesitate to take his hand and follow him into the tree, nothing else is said.
Surprisingly, the walk isnât too long. Itâs dark, gloomy, and a bit cold, but itâs not terrible. At the end of the tunnel, thereâs a door. Something in Remusâs posture shifts, almost as if heâs anxious. You squeeze his hand to try to reassure him of whatever he needs, he gives you a smile through the dark that makes your cheeks warm.
The shrieking shack isnât big, not at all. Itâs a simple building with a few rooms and a short staircase. Remus brings the two of you to what you presume is the bedroom though the only indicator is a mattress, blanket, and pillow on the floor. Thereâs a small fireplace in the room as well, shockingly full of wood and some candles placed near the mattress. The entire shack is creaky and dusty, but you donât mind. As long as thereâs no ghosts, itâs perfect. Remus lets go of your hand and moves to start a fire. You sit down on the mattress and light the candles around.
âWhat do you guys use this place for?â You ask.
âItâs just a place we come to sometimes when we donât want to be around other people,â he answers. His back is still turned to you, you could stare at it all day. âSirius was the first one to discover it wasnât haunted.â
âOh? How did he find that out?â
âHeâs always been the bravest out of us, though I think he just wanted another rule to break.â
You chuckle. âThat sounds like him.â
He finally stands and turns to face you, a bright fire burning behind him. âYou would know, you shagged him.â
âOh, shut up,â you say as you slide off your shoes.
He begins to walk to you. âCan I ask you a question?â
âThis context doesnât seem good, but yes you can,â you reply.
âBe completely honest, out of the three of us, whoâs the best?â
Heâs standing right in front of you now. You look up at him, a coy smile on your lips, and begin to untie his shoelaces. âYou are of course.â
âFor some reason, I think your answer is biased,â he says with a laugh.
You trail your hands up his legs after he steps out of his sneakers, stopping once you reach his belt buckle. It quickly gets undone. âWhat would make you say that?â
He laughs again. âJust a hunch I guess.â
Your moment of control is taken fast when he pushes you down on the mattress, his lips attacking yours. It isnât a lie though; he is the best. Unlike with Sirius and James, you share such deeper feelings for Remus. Each time he touches you, you practically melt into the palm of his hand. Heâs caring. Heâs gentle, but rough when need be. Though the two of you argue sometimes, it always is resolved with a hug, a kiss, or a shag. So, in the simplest of words, Remus Lupin is the perfect boy in every way.
All your clothes are discarded quickly, his too. He kisses you deeply as he uses his fingers on you. Sometimes you wonder where heâs learned all his skills from, but even thinking about him with another girl has started to make your stomach hurt. Instead, you focus on how good two of his fingers feel inside you. Theyâre so long, so slender. More than once in class youâve been completely distracted by the sight of his hands, specifically his fingers, even more specifically when heâs wearing rings on them. They feel just as you imagine, extraordinary.
When you cum, youâre moaning a mess into his mouth, your body shaking. He milks every last bit of your orgasm out of you before stopping. You watch through heavy lids as he sucks his fingers clean of your cum, the sight makes you audibly groan.
âI need you,â you whisper, running one of your hands through his hair.
âDo you?â Thereâs something in the tone of his voice mixed with the way heâs looking at you that makes your heart ache in your chest.
You nod. âIn so many ways Rem.â
âPromise?â
âAlways.â
He moves inside you slowly at first, but he finds a decent pace after a few minutes. Because of his height, you werenât at all surprised at the size of his cock. Itâs by far the biggest youâve ever encountered and the best. Though sometimes it leaves you sore, it always leaves you in a daze of dopamine.
Remus struggles to keep his head at your level as he fucks you. He presses soft kisses to your forehead, one of his hands intertwined with yours. Youâve never felt such intimacy in your life, it almost makes tears form in your eyes.
âTell me youâre mine,â he says, his voice shaky. âEven if itâs not true.â
âIâm yours, Rem, completely,â you reply. His hips meet yours harder, and you moan. âAll yours Iâm all yours.â
Neither of you lasts much longer than that.
In the aftermath as the two of you hold each other, he rests his head on your chest. You run your fingers through his hair softly, the sound of his breathing like music to your ears. Itâs at this moment you realize just how deeply you care for him. You hate what you did with that silly plan, but you donât think youâd change it. If ending up in this moment only came from the plan, youâd do it over a million times.
âIs this real?â Remus asks after some time.
You sigh and press a kiss to the top of his head. âYes. This is real.â
And so, it is.
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my phone fell, love lmao i posted it by accident ^^ @tozakimo
strawberry kisses
farmer!momo x baker!reader | fluff, smut | men dni!
it's been an exhausting year, especially for you. you just graduated from your university, settled for a corporate job somewhere in the bustling and loud city of tokyo. it wasn't even related to your degree, for fucks sake, but you settled for it as it paid off really well.
but then, you got another offer later during the year. working for a small bakery at night just across your apartment. it was quiet, healing, with the smell of pastry and coffee pungent in the airâ it was surely something you can't compare with anything.
your corporate job got too heavy, and it got to the point that it wasn't working well anymore. you kept your job at the bakery, now working full time.
unfortunately, before november came, the bakery shut down because of unprecedented reasons; which, the owner died of oldness, which you mourned as ms. sato was the kindest person to ever teach you about anything you know about baking now, she was like a second mother, one that you held really dear to your heart.
late november, your sister, mina, went to your apartment in tokyo.
all primed and cut into the right places, mina knocks on your door, three times, "y/n! open this goddamn door!" she shouted, and you revealed yourself, wrapped around a blanket, eyes puffed with tears. "oh," she hugs you immediately, taking your head to lay on her neck as you hugged her back. "tokyo must've been so unkind to you, huh?"
"i-it is," you sobbed as she held you in her arms. "i wanna go home, mina."
"well," she chuckles, rubbing your back in comfort and warmth. "i wouldn't be here if i didn't take you home."
it was such a pleasant feeling; taking the train home to kobe, the regret and awfulness of the big city of tokyo being transported away from you. mina was kind enough to lend you the window seat, which you really enjoyed.
mina taps you on the hand, "hey," she smiled. "it's sana's birthday in a few days..."
"oh! really?" you perked up at the mention of her girlfriend's name. "what do you plan to do?"
"nothing that big," she chuckles, her head hanging down and her hands fiddling with the rings on her fingers. "i bought a ring already, though."
"what!?" you exclaimed, hands on your mouth, trying to make yourself as shocked as you looked. "i mean, you've known each other for what... like 6 years already? i'm glad for you two."
mina sighs, "i know you are," she said. "but i just don't know how to ask her, you know? i'm not the biggest romantic out there. she is. but she's so busy with the farm and all; i know momo's there to help her but i just don't want to add to her worry if i ever ask h-"
"mina," you held your sister by the shoulders and made her look at you. "i'm not really close with sana but i know she loves you. trust me, she's been waiting for you to pop the question."
"well," she blushes. "could you help me?"
"of course," you chuckled at her. "we have like... 20 more days. so no pressure. let's just get home first, hm?"
"yeah," mina sighs as she lies back on her seat. "you know, i'd like you to meet her best friend, though." mina chuckled. "momo. such a lovely person. the girl literally leaves a couple of her fruits for us when she supplies the flour."
you smiled, imagining what she was like, how she was like, going into your family bakery back home. "she sounds delightful."
the next day, you got your being up to go and operate the family bakery, just a few streets away from your home. you went in with mina and briefed you about the different pastries that they still serve. you added a little bit of yours, but you let it out for a while, not confident enough to put it on the pastry shelves yet.
you sighed, taking a break from kneading, baking, mixing, and carrying the goods. it's around 6 'o clock am, just an hour before the bakery opens. mina was cleaning up the dining area thoroughly, as her jazz music blasted in the background.
the bell of the entrance rings, and you jolt up, "we're not yet ope-"
"oh," the woman chuckled, bags of flour on her toned shoulders, carried by muscled biceps. mina comes to lead the woman to the kitchen, where she puts down the flour on the supply area. "um," she says. "i-i need to get the fruits, hold on."
the woman rushes outside, and you stare at her as she goes to her truck.
"that's momo," mina chuckled at your obvious flush. it wasn't one of attraction, but one of embarrassment. you should've greeted her better. "she's cute isn't she?"
she looked delightful as she sounds.
"here," momo drops the fruits on the counter, bunched up in a plastic bag. "i- um, gotta go, mina."
"no, wait," you chuckled at her obvious shyness, her timidness making her cuter than she already was. "sit for a little while. i didn't greet you well so, wait-" you smiled at her as she sat on one of the seats in the dining area. you rushed to the baking area, where you stored the eclairs that you made, pulled out the little box, and stored it for her.
"here," you handed the box of eclairs to her. "just a little trade for the fruits you got us."
she smiles, "thank you," she bowed. "are you new here?"
"oh," you chuckled as you reached out your hand, urging her to shake hands with you. "i'm y/n. mina's sister."
she gently takes your hand, "momo," she says, looking into your eyes in an obvious flush as she spoke. "i- um, i'm mina's flour supplier."
"well, she told me already," you retracted your hand from her hold, but you admit, that was the greatest handshake of your life. she stands, putting the chair back on its old position. "see you around, i guess?"
"yeah, um," she looks down on her shoes as she takes the box of eclairs. "see you around, y/n."
momo leaves shortly after, leaves you in a haze, and mina nudges at you as she sees that little interaction when she is cleaning up the counter.
she laughs, "can't believe i saw two losers interacting with each other, oh my god," she chuckles. "i'm definitely going to ask sana to set you two up on a date because neither of you are going to do it."
"is she really that fucking buff?" you asked, albeit randomly.
"jesus," mina laughs further. "you stared at her arms the whole time?"
"damn," you palmed your face in the realization. "well it was out. if it had eyes, it'll be looking at me. but she's cute."
"can't believe that my sister thirsted in front of me," mina sighed. "anyways, she lives just right beside sana's. if you wanna know that sort of thing."
well, it's not useless, you thought. "i'm not some creep... i don't just want to show up at her door."
mina laughs as she arranges the trays of pastries ready to be lined up at the pastry shelves, "trust me, she wants you to."
the next day, you and mina, with her girlfriend, came and visited sana's farm, somewhere up the countryside. sana grew vines of grapes, with her wine distillery up the hill.
as you went up the hill, you saw various other fruits, and it reminded you of what momo supplies to the bakery everyday. you've made a jam out of the strawberries she gave, and it was as red as what you're seeing now.
"ah, momo!" sana calls out, waving to the truck that was driving by.
"hey!" momo stopped the truck, coming down from it. you looked in her direction; her hair tied up into a nice bun, her black tank top, her worn out cargo pants, and some boots. god. she looks like she's straight out of your dream. "the deliveries this day was so fucking many-" she mumbles and suddenly stops as you made your way to mina's side. "oh, hi," she greets, in a small tone. "y/n, right?"
"yeah," you smiled. "the strawberries there," you pointed. "are they yours?"
"oh," she scratched her nape, her cheeks at an obvious blush. "yeah- um, yeah it's mine."
"we'll head to the distillery for a while," sana chuckles as she held mina's hand. "take it from here, momo. she hasn't seen your side of the place."
"sana," she sighs. "alright. okay. i'll go take care of it."
you chuckled, "so, strawberries," you said. "how come they're so plump here? they're beautiful."
"well," she went to your side as you viewed the row of freshly grown strawberries. "it's all grown naturally. no pesticides or anything, i make sure that even the soil's clean."
"oh, wow," you commented. "i made a jam out of the strawberries you've been giving us," you said. "it's the yummiest ones. you want to have some?"
"oh, of course," she smiles. you can't help but melt. "the eclairs were so good though," she commented. "how come you aren't selling them yet?"
"i- um," you went silent for a second. "i'm not that confident yet with how it can turn out, you know. that's the last recipe that i learned from someone."
"well," she sighs. "i totally understand. i'll wait for those, though!"
you smiled at her. "so," you looked at her. "what do you do besides farming, momo?"
"i- um," she looks down on her shoes once more, trying to hide her obviously red face. "play drums at the local bar."
"no way!" you said, exclaiming in amusement. "wow," you commented on her. "you seem so chill. didn't expect that you're one."
"well," she chuckled. "it's a jazz bar. nothing too hardcore."
"what do you mean nothing too hardcore?" you chuckled once more, and as you two progress in talking, the more you get amazed at how incredibly delightful this woman was. "i love jazz. where do you play? i wanna go drop by."
"santorini's," she says. "it's sana's bar, actually."
"that friend of yours is one big businesswoman here, huh," you commented. "well, she's perfect with mina."
"couldn't agree more," she says. "when your sister came to her life, it was like she had forgiven anything. i mean, i came late to an invitation once and she just said 'it's okay,' like it's the most normal thing. i guess your sister really did put a bunch of ice on her head to calm her down."
you laughed loudly, astounded by the way she spoke, "ah, you're so..."
"what?" she asks.
"nothing," you chuckled. "so," you clasped your hands at your back. "will you drop by us tomorrow, too?"
"well," she blushed. "of course. i have to deliver mina's orders."
"okay," you smiled. "you don't have to be so uptight around me, you know?"
"i- um-" momo stuttered as you held her hand.
"see," you had a tight grip around her hand, letting her feel the coldness of it against her warm ones. "you're kinda- too cute for this."
it was a thursday, and you went to the bakery right after you took your workout, a new thing that you've been wanting to do.
well, you didn't have time to change, so you baked in your workout outfit, just switching the shirt into a spare, tight, tank top. the apron was clearly useless now, probably.
momo came into the kitchen while you were taking out the freshly baked buns, one that was baking underneath the bigger oven so you had to lean down.
"oh, careful." momo notes as she passes by you. she doesn't forget the sight. you bent down like that waiting for her to get over. god. it made momo go a little crazy while she went and dropped the flour at its usual spot in the bakery supply area. she let herself take that in for a while as she sat down, closing her eyes, feeling an uncomfortable state between her legs.
"momo?" you called out to her, and you went to the supply area, where you found her just.. there. "oh," you quickly went to get some water, as she stared a little too much on your backside on those purple leggings. "here," you said, cutting her out of her daze as you handed her some water. "tough day?"
"very," she said, gulping down the water with a couple of sips. you reached out to a certain drawer in the supply area, your perfectly shaped glutes on display for her. well, fuck. you handed over the strawberry jam to her. "oh, is this it?"
"yeah," you smiled. "try it out. just get a sourdough at the shelves. don't worry, i'll pay for it."
"nope, i have plenty of those at home," she chuckled as she stood up. "i- um," she stutters once more. "are you still going? i'm playing at saturday."
"oh," you smiled, wide enough to compete with the sun. "of course, momo. wouldn't miss that."
"great!" she smiles in happiness, clutching the strawberry jam next to her.
"i'll be cheering for you," you chuckled as you put a hand on her shoulder, rubbing it. "good luck!"
she chuckled. "yeah, thanks."
saturday came by fast.
you hung out with momo last night at the market fair, along with mina and sana, who went around the carnival hand in hand.
you had your own delight with momo, who was chill at the carnival games, her winning at several ones, surprisingly as you two ate several snacks on the way. she won a big my melody plushie, which you will forever be thankful for.
you just like spending time with her. she has such immense warmth, though quite timid and shy sometimes, but she was beautiful in a way that you wanted to be consumed by her.
"god," you sigh against your bed, trying to settle into an outfit. "fuck."
"hey," mina says, her body leaning against the doorway. "having trouble?"
"yeah," you sighed as you sat up, and mina made her way to sit with you. "i've been struggling to find an outfit. i don't want something too fitting, too unrevealing, too tight, too everything- i just want something perfect for the night, mina."
mina laughs as she made way to your closet, and pulls out a specific dress. it was a black, suede, champagne dress with its straps thin just to hold the dress together.
"mina, you're a fucking genius," you sighed in comfort as you chuckled, taking the dress from mina's hands. "this is perfect, thank you."
mina laughs, "i know it is. date with momo?"
"hm, kinda like that. i'm seeing her play," you chuckled. "what about you? staying for the night?"
"i'll be at sana's," mina sighs. "she's not having the best time right now..."
"oh, like..." you stopped for a moment, understanding that her girlfriend was sick.
"she's been having a bad fever for the past few days." mina sighs.
"well," you sighed as well, but you remembered something. "i had some extra soup i made a few hours ago," you said. "maybe that could help her."
"you're a lifesaver," mina sighs in relief. "why'd you make it though?"
"just wanted something warm," you giggled. "anyways, i'll be leaving at 7."
"yeah, no worries," mina smiles. "good luck with your date!"
you arrived at the bar, a little past 7pm, perfectly in time in momo's set.
the previous band had only finished playing as you sat right in front, ordering a martini as the first drink of the night.
momo's band comes in as the dim light slowly gets stronger, you catch a sight of momo; in her signature tank top, arms out, with her pants, and a flannel tightly wrapping around the waistband of it. god. she looks so good.
the drums were, unusually, right on front and on the side, just a little beside you and she says 'hi,' with a little smile, her drumstick stuck to her fingers.
she was so cute, but then, she went on to test the tone of the drums, and it sounded great. but god, the way her muscles flexed as she took the drums to sound was so tempting that you just wanted to pull her out of the band and take her home.
but then, she catches a little glance at you again, as she sees you walk to the bathroom. she doesn't miss the subtle appearance of your cleavage, the way that the dress hugged your body so divine, and the way that your ass was so curved in it. it drove her fucking crazy.
you made your way back to your seat, as momo started the song with her band. you got another drink of the same kind.
they played really well, a couple of jazz hits, some requests, and some originals from their band were played.
momo looked at you from the crowd the whole time. you were so beautiful and irresistible in that fucking dress, that she wants to make you tell her to rip it off.
a few songs later, momo's band takes a bow, and the lights dim once more as a sign that their set was finished.
you wait for her silently at your table, now ordering your fourth drink of the night.
"hey," someone taps your shoulder from the back. "how was it?"
you saw momo in all of her glory, her flannel now covering her bare arms. she sits beside you, looking you in the eye.
"you're so great," you said. "you were so good at playing the drums!"
"well," she chuckled as she gestured to the waiter to get her the same drink. "someone important was watching, i didn't want to blow that up."
you chuckled at her, "hm, important, then? so, it's a date..."
"you could put it that way," she teased back. she leans closer to whisper to you, "you look beautiful tonight."
"thanks," you said as you put a hand on her thigh, getting her comfortable with your touches. "you're not so bad yourself. had your arms out and all on the stage."
momo laughs, "well, i didn't know you'd stare at that."
"i mean, i can help but to, you know," you confessed. "it's just so big-"
"something else is bigger- what?" she gets flustered by herself, saying the phrase. "no, oh my god, sorry, y/n... that was such a bad joke."
you just laughed and let yourself lean on her arm. "it's nothing, momo. it's okay," you placed a little kiss on her cheek. "you know, if you really wanna show it off," you slide your hands through her inner thighs, down to her crotch, feeling the material and her cock desperately straining against it. "do it, momo."
"fuck," she stands up, holding your hand, leaving the payment on the table as she makes a rush going out of the bar. "you're getting it."
"hm, let me." you chuckled as she went to open the car door for you, letting you sit down. she went and got into the other side of the car, and she drove away.
"such a little tease for me," she said, running her hand through your bare thigh. "wearing this tight fucking dress," she touches the hem of it as she drove off. "all for others to see."
you held onto your seatbelts as she creeped her fingers closer to your center. "momo-"
the teasing stopped once you arrived at her house, as she pulled you into a deep, breathless kiss. she lets you wrap your legs around her waist as she carries you inside, going to her room.
"fuck," she pulls away, closing her room's door, as she nipped on your neck, making sure that it's red enough for her. "you don't know how much i've been wanting you, baby."
you can't help but moan, and clutch your hand on her hair as she laid you down on her bed, nipping on the valley of your collarbones as she takes off your dress.
"so fucking pretty." she latches on your nipple, as she takes the other to knead with her hand.
"momo, ah- fuck," you rut your hips against her knee as she holds you by the waist. "i need you."
she pulls away from your breasts, as you kiss her, taking her flannel off, and pulling her tank top off. you held tightly to her bicep, as you gently tug on her pants, opening the button of it.
she kneels on top of you, her evident bulge just right on your face. it curved to the side of her calvin klein's, and she takes your hand to palm it.
"so warm, baby," she says, feeling the sensation of you touching it above her boxers. "take it off."
you took it off, and it springed right up, her cock red and hard, slapping up to her navel.
you took her length to your hand, pumping it up and down, as she thrusts. "so needy." you swiped your thumb on the sensitive head, making her squirm.
"wan' fuck your mouth," she whined, getting off of you for a second as she took the space beside you. "please?"
"so cute when you beg," you pumped her a couple of times, as you trailed your kisses from her chest to her stomach. she was whining, holding you by the hair as she makes you a makeshift ponytail. you licked the head of her cock, and she moans loudly. "so cute."
you finally let her fuck your mouth, the big length just sliding in and out of your throat, the tip reaching parts of your mouth you've never known before. momo knows that you were choking, but that doesn't stop her, as she pulled you down by the head to take on her 9 inch length.
"god," she stills, letting her cock pulse fully inside of your mouth. "you're so fucking good, baby."
she finally pulls out, flipping you over with her big strong arms as she kisses your neck once more. "tell me what you want, baby," she whispered. "i need you to let me fuck you like the little bitch you are."
"make me cum," you held onto her hand that was kneading your breast. "please, momo, i don't care how many times- just-"
she kisses you on the lips once more, making you shut up. "don't worry about it."
she trailed her kisses from your chest to the waistband of your panties, spreading your legs and putting it on her shoulders.
"needy little bitch, all for me," she tapped on your arousal that seeped through your panties a couple of times, which made you squirm, your thighs closing on her head. she spreads them once more, removing your panties, and now, the wetness of it glistens in front of her. she takes a long stripe from your hole to your clit, making you hold onto her hair. "and you're delicious. can't wait to eat you all night."
she latches her mouth on your clit, looking at you with utmost adoration and lust as you come apart on her tongue. she laps, circles, and plays around with it, making you moan and strut your hips to meet her tongue. she couldn't be more happier when you begged more.
"momo, fuck," you moaned out, her lips still closed and sucking your clit. "fingers, please."
she happily complies, her fingers teasing the outside of your folds, getting it wet enough to be inserted. she puts two of her fingers inside, licking at your clit, as she moves it in and out to hit your g-spot so deliciously.
"mmgh! holy shit, momo," you closed your eyes in the ecstasy of her pleasure. "more, fuck," you rutted your hips, her fingers going faster. "ah."
she pulls away, smirking as she pumps her fingers faster, now she latches on your nipple, stimulating the hard nub, as she makes you come apart on her fingers.
your juices were overflowing on her hand as she went and used her thumb to make circles on your clit. "momo!" you held onto her biceps as she kissed you on the neck. "fuck, fuck," you were becoming sensitive, with the way she was holding and fucking you with her fingers. "momo, i'm gonna-" you held onto her tightly, feeling the heat building up from your pussy.
"cum for me," she whispers, the thumb on your clit teasing you further. "cum, baby."
"fuck!" you screamed, squirting on her hand. you felt your arousal trickle on her hand, to her bed, but you felt something different. it was momo's cum, white, spurted, on your thigh. "did my baby cum untouched with that, huh?" you teased as you pumped her cock, and was surprised that it wasn't even half hard. it was still hard, ready to be inside of you.
"don't worry," you went on top of her, your hands directly touching her toned stomach, as you glide your wetness on her length. "can't wait to have your big cock inside of me," you moaned, lining up her wet cock to your hole. "mmgh," you slowly sit on it, the girth already stretching you out enough. "so fucking big, baby."
she held your arms, as you tried to sit down on her cock. slowly, you ride her, her length not fully in. she was getting impatient, so she rolled you two over, slamming her cock inside of you fully.
she lets you feel her cock inside of you, almost kissing your cervix with how big it is.
"so tight," she thrusts, holding you by the waist, fucking into you slowly to get you loosened up. "fuck, is it your first time?"
"no," you let yourself sway with her, already trembling with how big she was. "it's just that you're so big..."
"hmm, i know," she kisses you once more, a little gentle, as she tries to thrust in and out slowly. "just tell me if you're good already, hm? don't want to destroy my sweetheart like that."
you wrapped your arms around her and you smiled, "get rough with me," you whispered, your mouth forming into an 'o' as her thrusts fasten. "make me your bitch, come on- ah," you moaned, holding onto her biceps. "fuck, use that fucking cock."
"g'nna destroy your little cunt, baby," she moans, holding you by the waist, thrusting as your back arches to her touch. "i'm too big for you," she growls, putting her hand above the spot where she feels her cock bulge. "taking me so fucking well."
you continued to writhe below her, as she pumps her cock, in and out, your pleasure spot getting battered as you let out spurts of your arousal.
"you're so wet," she says, pulling out completely, and turning you over. she tucked a few pillows on your chest, letting you lean onto it as you're now positioned by her on fours. "i want you to stay like this. can you, baby?"
"hmm," you moaned, feeling your juices trickle down to the bedsheets. "fuck..."
"you're making a mess," she laughs, rubbing your folds languidly, as she inserted herself once more, shocking you. you were tighter, "you're gonna squirt on my cock, aren't you, messy girl?'
she went and rubbed your hardened clit, making you squirm and grip her sheets as you whined, screamed, and shouted her name.
she continues to thrust, fast, as she slaps your ass. "fucking slut, always having your ass out when you're at the bakery," she closes her eyes and remembered the times that your ass confined into your clothes too much as she squeezed on it, spreading it apart. "you've been wanting someone to fuck you like this, haven't you, hm?"
"yes, yes!" you screamed, holding onto her sheets as you slammed your hips back in time with hers. she pulls you to her by your hair, and she wrapped her arms around you as she thrusts, her fingers once again creating tight circles on your wet clit.
she huffs, kissing your neck once more, leaving a mark as she held you by the waist, thrusting uncontrollably when she felt your pussy walls pulse against her.
"momo," you moaned, weakly, as you leaned into her touch. "fuck, momo, fuck me more," you whined. "please-"
she pushed you gently again, making you go on fours, as she thrusts, faster than she was before, pumping her wet length in and out of you.
"am i fucking in you enough, huh," she asks in short breaths, her wet skin on your wet skin as you moaned onto her pillows. "so fucking tight, baby," she grunts, feeling your arousal grow by the minute. "cum for me."
you squirted as she continued to thrust, fucking your overused pussy as it pulsed.
"take it." she thrusts, slow, as she makes you feel her pulse. her warm liquid covers your inner walls, as she falls on top of you. "fuck," she pulls out, letting herself soften outside of you. she went and admired her work, your hole filled with her cum, dripping to your clit, but she was fast as she used her tongue to put it back in. she went back to you, making you come back to a laying position, and she makes you rest on her chest. "w's that good, baby?"
you nod against her warm chest, looking up at her. "so good," you smiled, kissing her cheek. "thank you, momo."
she chuckled, "that's nothing," she says. "how are you? did i get too rough? sorry if i d-"
"i told you, right?" you chuckled, holding her hand. "so no, you're not too much."
"well," she blushed still, as she Interlocked her fingers with yours. "what about a proper date?"
"maybe, that's too late to ask," you chuckled. "i mean, you already have me here, you know?"
she laughs, "just wanted to make sure." she kisses your forehead.
maybe, your year isn't that bad at all.
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Forget and Regret (3)
Kamisato Ayato x Fem!Reader
Summary: Part 3 of "Forget and Regret" (here's Part 2). Here comes the comfort, very much needed after all the pain.
You didn't think you'd be waiting another 8 months, did you?
Tags: Angst w/ happy ending, Hurt/Comfort, Crying, A little swearing, Maybe a little naughty in the end (nothing explicit)
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The Yashiro Commissioner woke up in a bed with a familiar fragrance, a homey comforting aroma from the sheets. A damp warm towel rested upon his forehead, his eyes staring up into the ceiling of a house he knew quite well.
His clothes had been replaced by a comfortable robe, a robe he knew was specially made for him, by a certain lady as a gift for their 3rd anniversary.
He remembers.
Just after he sat up on the bed, you emerged from the door. You seemed surprised to see him awake.
He tried to call out your name, but then he realized that his throat was so dry he couldn't say a word.
You noticed immediately, "I'll get you some food and water." Hurried steps can be heard even if he couldn't see you, and a few minutes went by before you came again with a tray carrying a bowl of Miso Soup and a glass of water.
You set the tray beside him, before taking the damp towel off his forehead so it wouldn't fall when he ate.
He didn't move a muscle though, he merely just looked at you.
"I know what you've gone through wasn't easy." You sighed, sitting down on a chair you pulled closer to the bed. "Eating will help you regain some strength."
His heart clenched, his beloved wife was right in front of him. Ayato's eyes wet with tears, which didn't go unnoticed by you.
"Hey, it's okay..." Despite being quite vulnerable right now, Ayato still noticed the shaking of your voice, like you were reassuring the both of you.
You urged him to eat and drink, making sure that he had his fill.
As he ate, he couldn't help but watch as your eyes produced tears of their own.
It was quiet for a moment, but the inevitable will soon come.
"Thank you."
"No need for that." You send him a small smile. "It's the least I can do after being such a bad wife." He looked quite displeased when you said that, indicated by the frown that formed on his face.
"You're not a bad wife."
"Have you recovered your memories?" He merely nodded at your question, making you sigh. "Then you should know that that is a lie."
Despite Ayato being at a position to be angry again, to go off at you for doing what you did, he remained quiet, with his heart beating fast.
He could no longer do that to you, he just wanted you back.
"I guess it's time for me to explain." You let out an awkward chuckle, feeling your husband's gaze point to you after you said those words. "It's plain and simple. I made it so that it was like we never met. That's what you wanted."
"I..." Ayato couldn't say anything back, he was only shaking his head. "No, that's not..."
You cleared your throat, standing up and taking the tray. "Even if you got all your memories back, we can stay this way. We never met, we don't know each other, we never got married. I can even move aw-"
"No." He said firmly, stopping you from moving away from him. Your intention of leaving the room and calm yourself down was cut off when his gaze landed on the box on your nightstand.
He pulled the box containing the necklace from your nightstand. Pulling out the jewelry, he promptly showed it to you.
"What does this mean?"
"...It's... the constellation in the sky above us when we first met." You answered uncertainly, not sure where he's heading with that information.
"This is proof that we met, and this..." Ayato took out his wedding ring. "Is proof that we got married."
He stood up from you bed, immediately walking towards you and took the tray away from your hands, placing it back on the bed before holding both your hands in his.
"I love you." Ayato stated confidently, like there was nothing he was more sure of than the words that just came out of his mouth.
You looked into his eyes, filled with determination.
If kneeling in front of you and begging for you to stay and be his again, he was ready to do so.
He got on his knees, and despite your protest and attempt to pull him up on his feet, he remained kneeling.
"I don't ever want to forget you again." Your husband's breathing was shaky, like he was about to cry. "I've always been so lucky that I met you, haven't I?" You shook your head, a single tear lead to a total crying fit.
"I'm sorry..."
You got on his level, on your knees as well. "M-Me too. Oh Archons, I'm so sorry, Ayato." You hugged him, burying your face on his chest.
You hear a sigh of contentment leave him as he hugged your shaking figure.
"Please, don't go." He whispered to your ear, before he pressed a kiss on your forehead.
It was hard to respond, you had hiccups from all your sobbing, but you tried your best to shake your head no, stating that you won't leave him, that you won't go.
"I am so fucking glad I remember you."
~âą~âą~âą~âą~âą~âą~âą~âą~âą~âą~
"Looks like you managed everything in the Shuumatsuban while I was 'gone'." Ayato smiled as you when he saw that the Yashiro Commissioner was as organized as ever.
"With help from others. I figured it's the least I could do." You said sheepishly, making your husband chuckle.
"You did such a fantastic job that I actually have time to do many other of my duties!" You looked at him curiously when you saw his expression change as if he was planning something.
"What might those duties be?"
"I just so happen to remember very clearly..." He walked closer to you, intertwining his hand with yours and carefully pulling you to your shared room. "That we talked something about... a family of our own?"
As he locked the door of your room, you felt an excited shiver grow within you. "I want to fulfill my duty as a husband as well."
"My most important duty."
~âą~âą~âą~âą~âą~âą~âą~âą~âą~âą~
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Blurred Lines Pt. 2
Part One Here:
Summary: What was a one time thing is turning into a full fledged affair
Warnings: 18+ONLY MDNI. some choking, p in v, creampie, more cheating, handjob, spitting
Notes: AHH ok part 2 is here! Please enjoy, I may make a part 3 i have some ideas.....
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Getting away with cheating is not a humbling feeling. It boosts your ego without even realising it. And then suddenly youâre taking risks you never would have before. You think youâre untouchable. Especially in this case when thereâs two parties involved who have so much to lose. It doesnât get any better with time either, the longer you arenât caught for the less careful you become about hiding fleeting glances, small, overlooked touches. Then thereâs after work. Going back to your respective homes, playing a husband and father or playing a dutiful fiancĂ©. You think it wonât catch up to you, but it always will.
The immediate day after you were with Rusty, you called in sick â something you had never done. You were sick to your stomach that day, you couldnât even be at home. Dom was at home sleeping in the same bed you let Rusty fuck you in, worse in the same sheets. Your absence was met with a slew of texts from Rusty, get better soon, hope youâre in tomorrow, whereâs the link to my google calendar?, please sweetheart Iâm useless without you. It was honestly a bit overwhelming. You spent most of that day in your car, driving past the office about ten times like a maniac. Once evening hit and you knew Dom would have left for work you went home. You collapsed once inside, relief rushing through you at being alone. You breathed deeply and smelt the dinner Dom had cooked and left warming in the oven for you. despite the rough patch you were having, he still made time for you like this, it made you sick thinking about it. You frowned, a twinge of guilt coursed through you as picked at the food, not very hungry. Your phone vibrated, filling the silent void you had cocooned yourself in. you felt even worse checking the message, from Dom sending his love and hoping you enjoyed dinner. Sending back a message with love hearts you shut your phone and cringed. But as you sat there longer, chewing slowly on the potatoes your loving fiancĂ© had cooked. You made a decision. A decision to not let this effect you. Evidently you had gotten away with it. Everything would be fine so long as it remained a one-time thing.
The next morning you walked into the office with your head held high. Rusty had beat you into the office, not many people had filed in this early. You marched into his office locked the door and leaned against the door with your arms crossed.
âThe other night was a one-time thing.â Your stern voice almost echoed in the room.
âJesus. Keep your voice down!â Rusty looked suspiciously out the little window, not a soul was around besides the two of you. Ignoring him a little you continued; âI donât regret it, god, I donât regret it, but we have lives we must maintain.â
âI agree. We work so well together is all. We got carried away is what happened. For the record, I donât regret it either, I should but I donât. Shall we begin the day? Coffee?â Rusty had already made you a cup, it sat next to his on the desk. And just like that. It was swept under the rug, nothing more needed to be said.
A week passed uneventfully; more prep work was done for the woman whose body was found in the dumpster. The trial really was only another few weeks away and at this point it seemed cut and dry, open and closed. All thanks to your hard (very hard) work with Rusty that night. It wasnât until you felt yourself staring at Rusty again when you shouldâve been working that you felt concerned again. You felt an invisible tug towards him, a shudder in your lower stomach when you studied his lips for too long. You were reminded how good they felt on you, how good they felt on your neck â no. You shook your head, trying to snap out of your daydream, or more memory of Rusty.
The next week was full of late nights in the office with Rusty, the case now was too sensitive and confidential to work on anywhere else. Most of your team was in the office until about 8pm. It was the Friday before the trial was set to start, the following Monday. It was now approaching 8:30pm, everyone had already vacated, under the impression that we wouldnât discover anything new this close to trial. But Rusty was insistent, he was beyond thorough and would not stop until he was satisfied there was nothing else to find. You had organised food for the two of you and stood in the break room, dishing up a plate of chicken and rice. Rusty was standing over his desk when you took it in, his hand catching yours as you placed his food.
âYou know I really appreciate you. Youâre the best assistant anyone could ask for.â His thumb rubbed the back of your hand, smiling.
âIâm much more than an assistant you knowâ You whispered, sliding your hand away.
âYouâre so much more.â Rusty said quietly, you looked back at him. Without thinking, you tilted your head up and kissed him, eyes closing briefly. He kissed back, leaning into you. But it was all over too quickly, you pulled away, scurrying back to the break room to grab your food. You stood there with your hands on your hips, staring at the ground in disbelief. Another decision was made in that moment. The true point of no return.
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âFuck!â Rusty yelled after a few more hours of meticulous reading and frustrated re-reading of the case files.
âThereâs just nothing else. I canât find anything to fortify our case further.â Rusty slumped in his office chair, rubbing his temples and frowning.
âMaybe thatâs because its already foolproof.â You offered, throwing your stack of papers back on the desk.
âNo, it has to be better.â Rusty almost snapped, frustration overcoming him. You rolled your eyes, not appreciating the tone.
âCome on. Grab your things.â In a moment you were up, handbag and laptop in hand.
âWhat, why?â Rusty slowly got up, grabbing his things and attempting to tidy up before leaving for the weekend.
âWeâre going to clear our heads.â You headed for the elevator; Rusty followed behind chuckling after you. Rustyâs arm brushed against yours the entire lift, he didnât seem to want to move, and you were trying to stop yourself from moving closer to him. You looked at him again, his tie still tight from this morning. You placed your bag on the ground and reached up to his tie, dodging his gaze.
âIts now after work, got to loosen up a bit.â You loosened his tie, hands lingering on his chest, his warmth radiated up through your fingertips. In an instant, he backed you into the lift wall and kissed you deeply. You gasped as his hands pulled at the bottom of your shirt from your skirt, rucking it up and sliding his hands under. You felt his fingertips working upwards, running across your ribcage, feeling his way. He pulled his hands out and fiddled with the buttons up at your chest. The lift pinged as he undid two, exposing your cleavage to him, he looked smug as you walked to your car.
You drove the two of you to a cliff top lookout, it overlooked the whole city. At this time of night, you expected local teenagers with beer getting drunk, but it was thankfully deserted by the time you got up there. Rusty had asked many questions along the way, not a man who liked to be surprised. You had answered all of them, with Rusty kissing your hand. The city lights twinkled in the distance, feeling a lifetime away from the lookout. You sat in silence for a moment, both looking ahead at the view. It was you who broke the silence, sighing deeply and looking at Rusty.
âFuck it.â You whispered, more to yourself and hiked up your skirt, climbing over the centre console, and into Rustyâs lap. He was amused, a smirk pulling at the edges of his lips.
âI donât want it to be a one-time thing, Rusty. I want you. I have craved you ever since that night. I canât stop thinking about you.â You knew you sounded obsessive and a bit crazy. You knew it was a lot to be asking of him, of anyone but that longing desire you had burned for him. You tried to be a head strong person, but you had somehow almost girl-bossed your way into an affair.
âI donât like keeping secrets from my wife.â Rusty was already playing with the buttons on your shirt, teasing you.
âSo, Iâm sure you told her about the other night then?â You stared him down, lifting his chin and forcing his eyes to meet yours.
âYeah, I didnât think so.â
âJust shut up.â Rustyâs voice was harsh as he snaked his hands around the back of your head, pulling you down for a kiss. It was rough, all teeth nipping at each otherâs lips. You let him kiss you, your hands snaking down to play with the buckle on his pants. Rusty let out a deep sigh as your hand brushed against him. He was rigid as the back of your hand stroked him, pulling his cock out of his pants. You eagerly spat, it landed on his cock, Rusty hissed at the contact. He bucked his hips when you touched him, a soft whine escaping his lips as you jerked him up and down with lazy strokes. You leant forward, lips connecting to his exposed neck, you felt a low warming in your stomach as you licked a stripe up his neck, stopping at his jawline and kissing him along it finally reaching his mouth. You licked his lower lip, begging for entrance, whining when he waved a hand through your hair pulling back, his grip firm. You locked eyes as your hand continued to stroke him up and down, now painfully hard, the tip blushing pink as you ran your thumb over the slit. Rusty grunted your name, his head falling back against the seat. Taking the opportunity, you kissed him, pulling him in and biting his lower lip, running your tongue against his now swollen lip.
Rusty took the chance and pushed you back, landing against the dashboard, your legs spread for him, pussy covered only by sheer stockings. You started pulling them down awkwardly, attempting to shimmy them off you when Rusty put his hand on yours to stop. His wicked smirk returned, hands grabbing on the material at the apex of your thighs, gripping tight and ripping a hole in them. A surprised gasp left your mouth as you stared at him through half closed lids, lustfully enjoying the way Rusty kneaded at your exposed thighs. His hand grabbed your thigh dangerously high, his thumb swiping over your underwear, brushing your clit. His thumb hooked under the band, feeling the warmth of your cunt as he inched towards your dripping entrance. A mix between a moan and a dark chuckle left his mouth when he felt how wet you were for him. How all it took was a hand-job to get you aching for him. He looked at you then, and you felt powerful, eyes following your hand down and gripping his dick as you leant forward and grinded your hips down onto him, his tip flicking against your clit.
âPlease.â He whispered, hips meeting your grinding, breathless moans leaving him. You slipped forward, tilted your hips and sunk down slowly onto his length. Rusty was big, there was no way to put it lightly and you hissed at the burn sinking further onto him. He knew it too, he chuckled once you took him all the way, pausing to breathe deeply. You moaned as he bucked up impatiently, pulling you towards him and gripping your hips tightly urging you to move on him. Settling yourself, you placed your hands on the car seat for leverage and began moving your hips up and down. You felt his cock sliding in and out of you and you relished the feeling, short panting moans as your pace quickened. Rustyâs fingers kneaded and bruised your hips as you rode him, helping you move as he bucked in shallow thrusts from below. He felt so deep inside you, his cock nudging against the spongey spot making you mew for him. You ground yourself down on him, your clit rubbing back and forth over his neat patch of hair, and you released a moan, feeling yourself getting closer and closer.
âFuck, you feel so good.â You whined as he tangled his hands in your hair, pulling you forward to kiss you. His thrusts deepened and quickened as you rested yourself on his shoulder, panting and moaning as his cock pumped in and out of you now almost harshly. He pushed you back against the dashboard, hand travelling up to your throat and holding you in place as he thrusted upwards into you, still seated in the car. His fingers wrapped around your throat, and he squeezed, testing the waters. Rusty groaned hotly, chuckling darkly as he felt your cunt clench when he squeezed. He did it again and you moaned, it came out high pitched and strained as Rusty kept his hand on your throat.
âOh, you are a little slut for me, arenât you?â Rustyâs voice had changed, he sounded rugged as he egged you on.
âMy own personal stress relief. Isnât that what you wanted, to âclear my headâ?â Rusty felt his ego inflate ten-fold when he looked at you, mimicking your words from earlier. You met his eyes, cock drunk and watering as you held onto his hand, choking you. He tore his hand away from your throat, grabbed your leg and hitched it up higher, resting on his shoulder as he inched forward, fucking you deeper. You couldnât answer him, you were too fucked out and teetering on the verge of an orgasm, eyes fluttering shut.
Rustyâs hand made its way to your cunt again, his thumb rubbed small circles on your clit, sending waves of pleasure through you. You jerked against his touch, suddenly becoming too much as your orgasm built in your stomach.
âRusty, its too muchâ you attempted to move his hand, but he gripped your wrist and held it away, his thumb moving quicker against you.
âYou can take it sweetheart.â His thrusts quickened, his pace becoming erratic and sharp.
âFuck.â You breathed out, immediately whining as you spasmed. A hot and cold feeling washed over you as Rusty kept on fucking you through your orgasm. Your cunt pulsed, over stimulated and Rusty wasnât stopping, he was chasing his own high. He grunted and pulled you closer to him, feeling him everywhere. He was too deep, he smelt too good, his arms wrapped around you possessively as he thrusted the last few times. He nestled against you, burying his head in your neck and breathing in deeply as he grabbed you tighter against him, moaning into your hair, his warm cum spilling into you. You eventually relaxed into his tight grip, too tired to move. Rusty felt too good in your arms to move as well, his hand stroked your hair, you could feel his cum dribbling out of you. Rusty made no attempt to move, just stayed locking you in his arms. The rush was subsiding, and you both enjoyed each otherâs silent company. You both felt it thought. The pull towards one another. You could hear his mind turning over like cogs, both coming to another decision. It was another night spent with the wrong person. Another night spent with each other, but now he was your arms, feeling far too intimate to be just sex.
You were the first to break the silence, âRusty, I donât want to go home, yet.â Your hand snaked in behind his neck, tilting it up so you could look at him.
âI donât want too either.â His voice was soft, almost as though he didnât want to admit it to himself.
You donât know how long you stayed up there, embraced in each otherâs arms, but you knew something had changed. There was no going back after this.
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Chapter 4
Here it is! I was nervous to put this out here so I hope it lives up. Yoongi realizes some things in this one but it might be a little too late. Chapter 5 should be out within a few days!
Yoongi X Female Reader. CEO/Arranged Marriage AU
Summary: You were selected to marry the wayward CEO/Billionaire/Heir, Min Yoongi. You went into it with an open mind and heart determined to try and make it work. Yoongi on the other hand had no intention of ever letting you in let alone allowing himself to fall in love with you. Slowly you start to associate the smell of cinnamon and vanilla with the feelings of hurt and sorrow.
Word Count: 3,404
Warnings: (May get updated as chapters progress): Arranged marriage, cheating/infidelity, hints of smut (Probably wonât get very explicit but weâll see how it goes), Sexual Assault, Brief mentions of death, Reader grew up an orphan, General Angst, Swearing
Waking up with a long stretch you were more than surprised to wake up in your hotel bed. The last thing you remembered was falling asleep on the beach but you have no memory at all of walking back to the room. You figured that hotel security probably found you and thought you were just a drunk so they brought you back to the room after finding your room key on you.
Looking over to the empty space next to you memories from the night before came flooding back to you. The delicious dinner you had and the joyous company of the waiter Hoseok. The sight of Yoongi and the brunette that was all over him. How he lied and called you his sister instead of his wife. How you felt lonely and betrayed and you just wanted to wish everything of the past couple months away.
Suddenly as if your brain finally caught up you realized you were sleeping in the same bed that Yoongi and that woman most likely hooked up in and that caused your skin to crawl. You jumped out of bed like something bit you tripping over your suitcase in the process and landing on the ground with a loud thud. Youâd never been so happy for a vacation to end before. Getting in the shower you scrubbed your skin so hard youâre pretty sure you did damage but you wanted to scrub until you no longer felt dirty. After packing up your few belongings you walked out to the living room of your suite. Yoongi was already sitting at the dining table. You scanned his body for any new marks but nothing was visible even with the v neck tshirt he was wearing that caused you to internally scold yourself for staring at him a little too long. When he finally noticed you standing there he pointed to the seat across from him,
âItâs a chai tea. Jimin said you donât really like coffee so I didnât know what else to get.â
Sitting down at the table you noticed that the selection of food was all of your favorites. Chocolate chip muffins, a bacon croissant sandwich, crispy potato hash, strawberries, pineapple, a glass of fresh squeezed orange juice. Yoongi cleared his throat, âJimin also told me some of your favorite foods so I had them bring what they could.â Unable to hide the shy smile nodded before taking a bite.
âUmm do you know when or how I got back to the room last night? I donât remember walking back so I wanted to go thank whomever brought me here?â, you awkwardly chuckled trying to break the silence but also piece together last night. He took another sip of his coffee, âYeah actually I carried you back to the room and put you in the bed.â His statement caused you to choke on the strawberry you had just popped in your mouth, âIâm sorry you did what?â
He repeated, âI saw you laying on the beach so I went down and brought you back and put you in the bed.â You looked at him with wide eyes, words escaping you. You ate another strawberry trying to stuff your mouth before saying something youâd regret.
âWhy is your skin so red? It looks like you washed yourself with sandpaper?â, he asked looking you over.
âOh when I woke up in the bed I felt kind of gross, you know since you hooked up with some woman in there, and Iâm sure the sheets werenât changed afterwards. Guess I got a little carried away.â
Yoongi nodded before taking another sip of coffee, âI didnât hook up with her.â
You laughed, âCome on Yoongi. I saw the two of you. If you didnât hook up then what did you do with her in here? I know you guys didnât play a game unless it included clothes coming off.â
âI told her to leave.â
âWhat?â
âI told her to leave.â
âI know I heard you the first time but why?â
He returned back to his bagel without a word and you rolled your eyes, âOkay fine. Donât tell me. I donât really care at this point anyways.â
Yoongi let out a long deep sigh, âAfter a while I realized that you didnât come in the room with us. I didnât know where youâd be able to go at that time of the night and I didnât think it was a good idea for you to be wandering around by yourself so I told the woman that we should continue somewhere else and that Iâd book us another room so you could come back to the room. So when I went to grab my wallet on the table next to the balcony I saw you laying out on the beach. It looked like you were sleeping and I didnât want you to stay out there like that because it was late and itâs dangerous and you might get eaten by a crab or something so I told her that we were done and that she needed to leave. I walked down to the beach to bring you back. I was gonna wake you up but you looked really comfy so I just carried you here and put you in the bed and went to sleep myself.â
You were dumbfounded at his story. Your face was full of disbelief. Taking a bite of your muffin you nodded, âOh well uh thank you for bringing me back.â
He nodded.
âAlso if there was a crab out there big enough to eat me I think weâd have some major problems.â
He rolled his eyes before he walked off to the bathroom trying to hide the blush creeping down his neck. You continued to eat but confusion plagued your mind. You just canât figure him out. One minute heâs hooking up with some random woman on your honeymoon and the next heâs going out of his way for you and trying to be kind, almost seeming kind of protective. You really werenât sure what to make of him but you wished he would just make up his mind because youâre starting to get whiplash from the back and forth.
The flight back home was uneventful. The two of you sat in comfortable silence other than the occasional statement. Yoongi sipped on a whiskey and you even decided to get wild and sip on some champagne.
The car pulled up to an extravagant looking building confusing you as to where you were and then it hit you. You had to move into Yoongiâs place and of course he lived in the most luxurious building in the whole country. You thought spending a week in the same hotel room was awkward so you had no clue how living together was going to go but part of you hoped that maybe the two of you can finally work on some things in your relationship.
Once in Yoongiâs penthouse he gave you a very brief tour. The home was incredible. Jimins apartment was nice but didnât compare to the penthouse. Floor to ceiling windows that looked out over the city. All the furniture appears to be high end and high quality. Youâre pretty sure your entire apartment back home couldâve fit in the kitchen alone.
Thankfully Jimin was able help you coordinate with the movers to have your stuff shipped over. You didnât have to bring much since Yoongi already had a fully furnished home. You just brought some clothes and a few sentimental items.
âMy office is the third door on the right. If I work from home Iâll be in there but please keep interruptions to a minimum and only if necessary. My bedroom is the second door on the left. Donât go in there. Your room is right here.â, he said opening the door. You were thoroughly confused. âWait we have separate bedrooms?â Yoongi sighed irritation evident again, âI have the space so I figured why should we have to share a room. This way we can stay out of each others way.â
When you saw his eyebrow move up you knew what he meant by that. You sat on the edge of the bed staring down at the floor. Sure it was a nice room and bigger than any room youâd ever had before with it even having a private bathroom. But that didnât stop the loneliness and hurt that you felt. You were more like a roommate or even worse, a nuisance that that he just wanted to shove away so he didnât have to look at you.
That thought made you chuckle though, âGood thing you donât have any staircases in this place or Iâd be stuck sleeping under there I guess.â
Yoongi looked at you with eyebrows furrowed.
âWhat youâve never seen Harry Potter before?â
âDo I seem like the kind of guy that watches Harry Potter?â
âI guess not but you sure have a lot in common with a certain he who shall not be named.â
âWhat are talking about?â
âNothing never mind.â
Yoongi noticed your change in demeanor. Stuffing this hands into his pockets he spoke, âYouâre welcome to paint or decorate the room however you want.â You met him with continued silence. He continued, âI have to go into the office to catch up on things. I ordered some groceries to be delivered later. Jimin told me about you liking to have a mug of warm milk before bed and I was out so thatâll be here later along with some other things for you.â You nodded in acknowledgment whispering a thank you before he turned and shut the door behind him.
Due to your small amount of belongings you were unpacked in no time. Luckily you just put your last piece of clothing away when the doorbell rang signaling the grocery order arrived. Taking the bags from the delivery driver and thanking him profusely you set to work putting everything away while also familiarizing yourself with the kitchen. As you pulled out the groceries you chuckled a little more each time. There was the milk just like Yoongi had promised. There was also a large package of chocolate chip muffins, multiple containers of strawberries, your favorite ramen, some cookies, a box of popcorn, and cookie dough ice cream. All of your favorites. You made a mental note to thank Jimin and maybe also send a thank you to Yoongi depending on how he was acting later.
Over the next few weeks things between Yoongi and yourself didnât improve much. The two of you barely spoke other than the occasional question or statement and that was if you even saw each other at all. You spent most of your time in your bedroom while he claimed to be at the office or other work functions. The one time you did venture out and sat in the living room your movie was interrupted when Yoongi came strolling in with a woman in each arm heading towards his bedroom after giving you a quick nod like you were just one of his friends who he was trying to brag to about his âscoreâ. Suddenly not feeling so well you turned off the tv and got in bed. It didnât take long to hear moans and a headboard banging against the wall from down the hallway so you grabbed your headphones hoping to block out the sound and fall asleep as quickly as you could.
The next morning Yoongi and his new friends were long gone by the time you got up. You set out on checking off some things on your to do list that you created. One thing you wanted to work on was learning Korean. You knew a few phrases thanks to Jimin but now that you were living in Korea you thought it would be a good idea to get to know the language in a proficient way so you started calling around to different companies trying to find someone to give you lessons.
Thatâs how a few weeks later you were sitting at your kitchen table with the teacher the company you chose had sent you. Kim Namjoon was a handsome man no doubt about it. He was tall with broad shoulders. The cutest dimples youâd ever seen. His glasses framed his face perfectly and they looked great with his caramel colored hair. His cologne the complete opposite of Yoongiâs cinnamon and vanilla scent. Namjoon smelled light and citrusy. It was clean and refreshing and somehow managed to take the stress away from you. The way he spoke was so elegant. It was nice being able to have a full conversation with someone. You loved Jimin but you guys mostly just goofed off and went on rants to each other and trying to have a conversation with Yoongi was like pulling teeth. You hadnât realized just how lonely you were before Namjoon came into your life. This was only your fifth session and you found yourself really excited that you were getting to spend some time with him again.
âI donât know Y/N. How will baking cookies help you learn a language?â, he sighed trying mask his playfulness. You giggled, âWell I could learn all the names for the ingredients and I can try to give YOU the instructions in Korean while you make the cookies.â He sat there and pondered before you continued, âCome on Joonie. Back home Iâm famous for my double chocolate chip cookies and I know you canât say no to chocolate.â Finally he ran a hand through his hair, âAlright but you have to tell me each step in Korean.â Excitedly you jumped up running around to collect the ingredients.
Watching Namjoon try to make cookies was one of the funniest things youâve ever witnessed. He told you he had no business being in the kitchen but you didnât think it was this bad. He was currently trying to mix in the flour to the chocolate batter and you couldnât stop laughing as you watched half the flour fall onto the counter which covered him in a puff of white smoke.
âHere Namjoon let me help you.â, you said placing your hand on his much larger one so you could guide his movements to slowly mix in the flour. You looked up to see him smiling down at you dimples on full display. His lips looked soft and warm. The thought of kissing him definitely crossed your mind. Yoongi hadnât kissed you since your wedding day and the most physical heâs got with you was carrying you to the room from the beach and to be honest you wouldnât let him touch you anyways without seeing some test results first to make sure he didnât pick up anything along the way. The ring on your finger caught your eye before you could act on your thoughts. Yoongi may be an insufferable adulterer but that didnât mean you had to be one too. Two wrongs donât make a right in your book but damn if Namjoon wasnât making you think about doing all the wrongs regardless of the rights.
You were so focused on trying to explain to Namjoon how to add the chocolate chips in Korean that neither of you noticed Yoongi walk in. He watched you gently grasp Namjoonâs hand while smiling up at him. You looked so cute in your daisy printed apron. Namjoon said something that made you burst into a fit of laughter. Yoongi felt a pain in his chest. He had never heard you laugh like that before. You looked so happy with Namjoon. He knew that was all his fault so he didnât understand where this jealous feeling was coming from and why his brain and heart were betraying him.
He watched you reach up to wipe away some of the chocolate that had gotten onto Namjoonâs cheek. The two of you definitely sharing a moment and Yoongi felt his heart rate increase. He quickly pushed that feeling aside as he had no right. He had slept with multiple women since you got married and he was the one that told you that you were welcome to see other people so if you took Namjoon to your bedroom right now he had nothing to say.
He thought back to that night he carried you back from the beach. You looked so adorable with your lips slightly parted, your skin a beautiful hue of pink thanks to the sun, the way you wrapped your arms around his neck nuzzling your face into his shoulder. At that moment on the beach he realized how harsh he had been and that you didnât deserve any of it. Itâs not your fault that at 19 years old another woman ripped his heart out and stomped on it and then lit it on fire and he decided heâd never allow himself to go through that ever again instead choosing to be the breaker of hearts. The night after he carried you to the hotel while laying in the bed next to you he made a decision that heâd change if not for him then at least for you. Obviously, he failed once he returned to Seoul and he was introduced to the two female interns that he brought back home while you sat innocently watching a movie waiting for him. He knew he was a coward. He was too scared of getting his heart broken again that he decided to continuously break yours and now it looks like you found someone to help mend it and who was he to take that away from you. Deciding he saw enough he rushed off to his bedroom before you could find him standing there.
Once the cookies were baked and cooled you packaged most of them up before handing the box to Namjoon.
âHere take these. Thereâs no way Iâm going to eat them all.â
He smiled but shook his head, âWhat about Yoongi? Iâm sure heâd love to have some of these. I donât want to take them all.â
You chuckled, âYoongi never eats anything I cook. Heâs probably worried Iâll try and poison him or something so I could get out of this marriage.â
Namjoon laughed at your joke and then confirmed again he was okay to take all the cookies before thanking you and heading out the door. You did a quick clean up of the kitchen before heating up a mug of warm milk and grabbing the two cookies you had saved and headed off to your room for the evening after shutting off the light.
Later that night you woke up hearing a loud bang come from the kitchen. It sounded just like a cabinet closing so you assumed it was Yoongi making himself something to eat. Not being concerned you turned over and went right back to sleep.
Yoongi however, had checked every cabinet and drawer looking for the cookies you made. He always snuck little tastes of your food in the middle of the night when you werenât there even though you always offered him food each time. Part of him being too stubborn and not wanting to give you the satisfaction of eating the food you cooked and another part of him just felt like he didnât deserve your food and was too embarrassed to eat it in front of you. He had heard all about your famous cookies from Jimin and he was really looking forward to trying one when he saw you and Namjoon baking them. Giving up he turned to shut off the light and thatâs when a little baggy on the counter caught his eye. Inside a perfect looking double chocolate chip cookie with a stick note attached to the bag saying âYoongiâ. He took one bite and was in heaven. He thought back to you and Namjoon looking so happy together. Like a real couple. How you smiled and gently touched him. How Namjoon made you laugh. Yoongi finished off the cookie but he was no longer enthralled by the chocolate goodness. Suddenly the cookie tasted like a mix of heaven with a pinch of jealousy and a dash of regret.
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â§:ïŸRunaway â Stray Kids headcanonsËâ· ê°đżê±
ê° ćœ đđđđđđđ ê±âDuring a serious argument he attacks you, raising his voice with hurtful words.
ê° ćœ đđđđđđđ ê±âhyung line x fem!reader
ê° ćœ đđđđđ ê±âangst, sad, established relationship, fights.
ê° ćœ đđđđđđđđ ê±âpossible trigger, fight, offensive words (maybe swearing? idk)
ê° ćœ đ.đ ê±â2,3k (I got a little carried away ;)
ê° ćœ đ/đ ê±âI really love sad themes, I think it makes me immerse myself in the story in a cool way. Remembering that these are just fictitious situations and that nothing in this chapter matches reality, in other words, just an imaginary scenario created by a fan, nothing is linked to the boys' real attitudes or personalities! Hope you like it, Remembering that English is not my first language, I apologize in advance for any grammatical and/or spelling errors. Have a good read! feedbacks are welcome. đ€
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You two are definitely what people identify as the perfect couple, always understanding and understanding each other, But that doesn't mean you don't have your differences. You guys don't really like to fight, usually just silly fights or small vows of silence that are eliminated at the end of the day with a warm hug and kisses with vows of love. Chan wasn't one to raise his voice and neither were you, but perhaps due to the stress of the day, this discussion became loud and noisy.
You just wanted to spend time with him, as you were busy with your work throughout the week and barely got to see each other, but he just tried to explain how much he needed to finish reviewing some tracks and that he was too tired to do that. You rebutted tiresome arguments until he simply exploded at you, "CAN YOU PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE? SHIT! I just want you out of here, can't you see that I never wanted you here?" He shouted at you and you remained static in your place. Your eyes widen and you can't swallow the lump that forms in your throat. You couldn't speak, in pure shock and, as incredible as it may seem, he was no different. Regret and worry fill his chest in an overwhelming way instantly and he feels nothing short of guilty.
He opened his mouth, stammering failed attempts at an apology, his eyes glistening with tears that matched yours, that overflowed and ran down his face. Chan's heart sank as he realized that the cause behind your tears was him, wishing you would realize that he didn't really mean it. "...all good. I'll leave you alone, if that's what you want." You spoke softly, unable and tired of debating with him. "No- loveâŠI'm sorry, I- that's not what I meant, pleaseâŠ" He whispered, trying to get to you, but it was too late. You were leaving his apartment with a broken heart and a new insecurity hanging over you, wondering if during your relationship he had thoughts like this, if he felt uncomfortable with your presence. It could have been a misunderstood mistake for Chan, words spoken without thinking that he bitterly regrets, but for you, it was a new milestone in your relationship.
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Your relationship from the outside has always seemed a little strange. Minho is not the type to show affection in public and loves to make jokes to annoy you, but you know he means nothing and you know he respects and loves you above all else, so you never really cared about it, always taking it in stride. However, this nagging side of him gains strength when it comes to arguments and you find it particularly irritating. He has a strong temper during fights, being stubborn in his ideas and opinions, making it impossible for you to reach an agreement. You don't fight often, but when it happens, it takes you days to resolve it, out of sheer stubbornness and pride on both sides.
The stray kids' comeback was just around the corner, less than a month away and everything was moving quickly. Minho, who has always been committed to his work, he was working hard this week and his mood was technically sensitive, so to speak. You, being a good and understanding girlfriend that you are, He thought about something throughout the week to try to alleviate some of his tension, usually affection placed on your private person made everything better.
When he didn't show up at the dinner you prepared especially for him, you tried to be understanding because you knew Minho's physical and mental exhaustion. It was almost midnight when he appeared tired and sullen. He had stated that he would arrive on time, so you asked him why he was late. You remained calm throughout the conversation, but when he said he preferred to go out to eat with the boys and forgot about you, you felt the burning start to rise in your throat, "Minho, I really don't understand you. I really tried hard to see the good in you and you just act dismissive like it's nothing, as if we were nothingâŠâ the anger was evident in your voice, but you couldnât fight back, and apparently neither could he. He sits on the living room couch, leaning with his elbows resting on his knees as he runs his hands over his face and hair. He stands up looking into your eyes and you could see a different glow in his eyes, he was exhausted and angry.
"IT'S NOT MY FAULT IF YOU'RE SO NEEDY! I'm tired of this, if you're going to be clingy like this, stay far away from me." Her eyes flutter unconsciously, your vision blurred by the tears that accumulate. You bite your lip in an attempt to contain them, you didn't want to cry in front of him. Minho clenches his fists as he slowly watches your reaction, scared of himself. He couldn't say anything, but you knew he wanted you to stay. He was sorry. You let out a shaky breath nodding your head, âright⊠whatever you want.â Minho felt helpless watching you forcefully close the door of a now cold and empty apartment, his absence making him feel incomplete. He wanted to apologize, but he couldn't find words in his mind, only the fear of losing you, because he knew it was all his fault. And you, the uncertain doubt as to whether this would be a lasting relationship.
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You have been friends since you were very young, always supporting and helping each other and that was a good reason for you to almost never fight and if you do, They make up very quickly, reaching a consensus that they both made a mistake at some point. He was always very sweet, so usually he would apologize first, unsure that maybe you would abandon him and that hasn't changed since he asked you to be his girlfriend. And that fact scared you because of what happened. He was never really jealous, it was more like fear and insecurity, but you always assured him that you loved him and he always trusted you. But this time it was different and you didn't understand where it came from. You have been invited to an alumni reunion at your old school where you graduated from high school.
You met many old colleagues but there was one in particular that you both were somewhat uncomfortable with. The boy was an ex-boyfriend of his and tried to start a conversation with you. The atmosphere during the event got a little heavy when he clearly looked at you in a way that made you uncomfortable. At the end of it all, Changbin rushed you home and when they arrived you immediately questioned him, worried about his change in mood. Of course, you weren't stupid, you knew everything was involved in this specific situation, but you were still worried about whether he would be okay. You thought he was angry because the guy was clearly inconvenient, but when he confronted you asking why you were paying attention to him you were confused.
It was supposed to be just a conversation, but it all piled up and became a noisy mess. You didn't want to change, but he knew it was unfair for him to place non-existent blame on you and he wanted to defend himself. "Binnie, I don't understand what I did. I swear I-"Â
"Don't you understand?" He interrupts you, anger overwhelming him and making his next words come out unconsciously, "YOU WERE CLEARLY HITTING ON HIM! I don't even know why I'm still wasting time being with you, honestly." Silence. You watch him in silence. You felt like you didn't need to say anything else because apparently everything that was stuck in your throats was carelessly deposited one above the other, weight forming on your back. Still scared by his response, you pick up your bag that was on the coffee table and quickly walk towards the entrance. You stop abruptly when you feel your wrist held by Changbin, strong but still light so you can let go. "My love, please- I, I don't know what came over me... forgive me but please don't go." Tears roll uncontrollably down Changbin's face and it makes his heart hurt even more, but you remember that he was the reason your heart was broken in the first place. "...I need to get away from you for today, Changbin." You go out. Now there were two hearts broken by an insecurity that unconsciously generated another.
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Hyunjin is definitely a hopeless romantic, so it's almost impossible for you two to fight. Of course, there is no perfect relationship, but your fights, If you can call it that, they are small arguments over silly things and, if they fight over something serious, It's discredited in a short time since you can't stand being away from each other, especially if you're fighting. You've been together for almost a year, but even with this considerable passage of time, Hyunjin hasn't taken you to meet his parents. Of course, you didn't care so much, you knew and respected the limits imposed by Hyunjin, knowing that he just wanted to be sure if it was meant to be. But with your one year anniversary approaching, you couldn't help but feel a little insecure, naughty thoughts about herself invading her head like an avalanche of worries.
It was quite late when you were sitting in your room studying as usual. You were so immersed in your duty that you missed the sound of the front door. Not long later, you hear the clanking of dishes in the kitchen and notice Hyunjin's presence. Entering the kitchen, you watch him prepare some ramen for himself, a tired expression was visible on his face and sighs constantly left his lips. He looked exhausted and your heart squeezed seeing him like this. He doesn't seem to notice his presence, huffing impatiently at the water that was heating up. You surround him from behind, your arms hugging his waist and placing your head on his shoulder. He trembles a little from the fright, leaving it a little stiff. "Hey, my love. Relax, it's me." You laugh, patting his right shoulder.
"Sorry, I'm really tired today, y/n." He walks away to get the cutlery from the cabinet, you sigh, moving away to respect his space. "You know, Jinnie⊠I've been thinking and our anniversary is coming up, in less than a week." He looks at you for a few seconds, seeing where you're going and then goes back to what he's doing. Okay, his disdain brought a small pang to her heart. "And I thought maybe, just maybe, Can you take me to meet your parents." His voice was a little louder than a whisper and he stopped what he was doing. He ran his hand abruptly through his hair, looking at her with a different light in his eyes. "Look, I just want to eat this ramen and sleep, I don't have time to listen to that shit again." You were trying to be understanding, but you insisted. âI know, but- but Iâm afraid youâre⊠ashamed of me. That's why I'm insisting on the matter. I know you're tired-"
"SO WHY DON'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE? If you're well aware that you're being a pain in the ass, just shut up and leave," he says all this with a humorless laugh on his lips, "Maybe I don't really want to take her to meet my parents, maybe this will make me rethink whether our relationship is really worth it." That was the last straw to spill the water in his cup of anxiety. You could no longer blame it on tiredness. You didn't mind crying in front of him, but you felt helpless. You take a step back, uselessly drying your tears. You go up and grab your bag quickly, heading towards the main door, not bothering to look back. Hyunjin pulls her towards him, lightly holding your arms and looking into your eyes. "My love, please, please don't, don't go! I was wrong, I- I really shouldn't have said that-"
"But you said it, and you can't take it back. I'm going to sleep at my friend's house. I want to get away from you as soon as possible." You cut him off, now you were the one who was tired. You hurt him too, but he cut you first and plunged the knife deep into the wound.
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đ/đĄ - I'll be posting the maknae line soon! I confess that I didn't intend to write something long, but I really can't write something with less than 500 words đ I hope you liked it. Please don't forget to leave comments, I'm happy when I hear your opinion on my chapters ;) like Ă reblog!ÂĄ original by:: @hyunjinners ^-^
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ATLANTIS: THE LOST EMPIRE (2001) PROMPTS * Â assorted dialogue from the film, adjust as necessary
it's been my experience when you hit bottom, the only place left to go is up.
i sleep in the nude.
about time someone hit him. i'm sorry it wasn't me.
i didn't say it was the smart thing, but it is the right thing.
i came down the chimney. ho ho ho.
we've done a lot of things we're not proud of. robbing graves, plundering tombs, double parking... but nobody got hurt.
maybe somebody got hurt, but nobody we knew.
will you look at the size of this? it's gotta be half a mile high at least.
our lives are remembered by the gifts we leave our children.
you're so skinny, if you turned sideways and stuck out your tongue, you'd look like a zipper.
hey look, i made a bridge.
as far as me goes, i just like to blow things up.
come on. tell the kid the truth.
does it match my dress?
it was like a sign from god.
i got your four basic food groups: beans, bacon, whiskey, and lard.
you have disturbed the dirt.
what have you done?
if you give back every stolen artifact from a museum, you'd be left with an empty building.
i gotta admit, i'm disappointed.
you ask too many questions!
who are you? who sent you?
do not be such a crybaby.
now tell me your story, my little friend.
trust me on this one. you don't wanna know.
if you're looking for the pony rides, they're back there.
what else have you got in there?
forget your jammies, [name]?
you're gonna want a pair of these.
i think we've seen how effective my decisions have been.
have i left anything out?
you did set the camp on fire and drop us down that big hole.
i took this job when my dad retired.
you are a scholar, are you not?
who told you that?
let's go over it again, just so we got it straight.
we're all gonna die.
someone needs to talk to that girl.
for the good of the mission, i will go!
tonight's supper will be baked beans. musical program to follow.
hey, i had nothing to do with it.
i'll have to quit my job.
you didn't just drink that, did you?
don't move, don't breathe, don't do anything...
carrots? why it it always carrots?
with something like that, i would have white wine.
we can't let him do this!
okay, now you can go.
how was my accent?
we are not thriving.
where are you going?
don't take no for an answer.
look, i have some questions for you, and i'm not leaving this city until they're answered.
somebody's gonna have to suck out this poison.
i thought you said he only had guns!
mercenary? i prefer the term "adventure capitalist."
do you wanna do my job? be my guest.
i'm gonna need you to fill these up.
thank god i lost my sense of taste years ago.
why don't you translate, and i'll wave the gun around.
this was not part of the plan.
you do swim, do you not?
your heart has softened.
you would have slain them on sight.
what they have to teach us, we have already learned.
something wrong with your neck?
so i guess this is how it ends? fine. you win.
get back! i've got soap, and i'm not afraid to use it!
look at all those tattoos!
i've got a bone to pick with you.
any last words?
i really wish i had a better idea than this.
i know i'm forgetting something.
you're the one who got us here.
you must've read it a dozen times by now.
sometimes i get a little carried away.
all will be well. be not afraid.
i hate fishing. i hate fish. hate the taste, hate the smell, hate all them little bones.
you will not regret this!
hard to believe he's still single.
can you drive a truck?
no time like the present.
i love it when we win.
you pick now of all times to grow a conscience?
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