#i genuinely feel like im perpetually out on the balcony. which given who im writing. well. it checks out.

[the27percent]

[casual rp related thought]

[[sometimes i think about so many blogs that haven't been around in months and it's just like hm, it gives me a more accurate picture of who's still out there.

i guess that would tell me it's time to keep seeking out new people but .. idk. i feel a little more ambivalent about it. not that i wouldn't interact with others.. i definitely would and will certainly.

i just.. feel strange. self-promo has never been anything i care to do. and im still not sure if i could be any good at it. idk. i feel like a ghost sometimes for real.]]