#i fucking hate that my hormones completely control the mental health and wellbeing for me. pmdd or ehatever this is fuckin sucks

[pansy-rot]

I feel like very disconnected from the people in my life rn idk why. well I guess I know why but it feels like im mentally distancing myself really quickly to people I shouldn't be distancing myself from and maybe that's a like, bigger warning sign than I realize but idk. I just don't know what to do about it because I don't think my opinion is like valid as a baseline thought about myself so like. who would even care. shut up loser you're killing the vibe, yknow.