#i fucking hate feeling like this

[hanniedream]

when will i finally be free from the hell that is constantly needing assurance and validation

[charliethinks]

my friend’s mental health is starting to get bad and i feel horrible that i can’t help her because of my bad mental health.

[thenotsolittlelady]

someone probably just needs some sleep

[frogsky]

i fucking hate crying for just being so depressed. i wanna be with my auntie, who's not on this earth anymore, and just have her hold me forever. i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it

[s1xseasonsandamov1e]

I just had a meltdown and hurt my hand cause my sister was eating really loudly and then when I go into the living room to get a bandaid for my hand she starts brushing her fucking teeth which is pretty much the sound I hate the most out of all the sounds I hate

[inkskinned]

she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.

my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.

my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.

my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.

at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.

my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.

i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.

two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.

it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.

[pawsnifferpup]

if you have a transfem lover I do not even know how to begin to explain how important it is that you touch her without her having to ask

[catsingbad]

I feel guilty for being like this, I feel guilty for being so angry

I should be fucking happy, why can't I just be fucking happy?

why can't I just be grateful and joyful for the things I have

I feel selfish, I fucking hate feeling like this I fucking hate being like this

what the hell is wrong with me

nothing should be wrong with me

I should be the strong smart, cool, and amazing older sister I should be a good example

why can't I just be a good example why can't I be fucking normal WHY CANT I JUST BE FUCKING NORMAL PERSON

[sabertoothwalrus]

does science experiments on you (homoerotically)

[jaime-in-chaos]

Sometimes I feel happy and then there are times I want to fucking rip my head off.

[havenshereagain]

DPxDC Idea

Danny working at Wayne Enterprises as some sort of engineer, uses the in-house app for all his blueprints and stuff

He starts getting notes from a coworker in-app, and assumes its this annoying older guy in his department who constantly undermines him because of his age, despite his education and past achievements (i feel like in this AU the Fentons react well to the reveal and they work together on a number of non-lethal ecto inventions that have Danny's name attached to them)

Except one day his coworker mentions never using the app, and Danny suddenly realizes there's only one other TD he could've been arguing with in the notes of the app

[rom-kal]

am i the only one who feels like they dont belong/feels disconnected from their country.

[apolifric]

filler

[ideologyofone]

And for that one moment, everything was perfect

And then that moment ended.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Look what we've become.

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[beausprouts]

Dancing with my deepest dark desires