#i fuckinf even wear my heart on my sleeve consistently even if i didnt talk to him
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knightofameris · 4 years ago
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Anyway I’m gonna answer some asks as a break lol
#this is a long boi u dont need to read lol#ameris rants#irls look away#i dont understand why its so hard to communicate with my brother#whenever im open about my fucjing feelings with him#he gets mad saying i dont need to have that sort of tone where i sound upset all the time#and i especially dont need this right now when my exam is tomorrow#and all that happened was that i tod my dad fhat i personally didnt want to eat something#and i just emphasized my words#and ofc my brother took it as a way as me disrespecting my dad#and so he butt in and i was like wtf#but im just fucjing upset because i always feel so invalidated about what im fucjinf feeling#when i try to talk to him about what im feeling#i fuckinf even wear my heart on my sleeve consistently even if i didnt talk to him#its not like im accusing him of anything because fuck communication 101#rather than accusing the other talk about how you feel instead right?#god whenever i get into an argument with my brother too i get upset for no reason or i just start crying even if it isnt something big#and because im crying he doesnt even listen#omg and another thing too#i would LOVE if he walked the family dog sometimes#he just says shes your dog take care of her#but ifs like HAVE YOU HEARD OF ACTS OF SERVICE#but ever since he became like a tech bro and makes a shit ton of bank#he thinks everything can be bought with buying expensice shit#maybe ifs because of fhe fact that we grew up with nothing#so he wants to feel like he really ‘made it’#but damn i dont give a fuck about what i own and shit#i just wanna be happy and it would help if he walked my dog since hes able to walk her more fhan myself#ugh he even shows his love to our dog by buying her a buncha toys all the time#im just tired
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