#i forgot too many items back home 💀

[viperbunnies]

Ahh Small update since I'm still busy, but I finally moved out! I just need to get used to this change. My first day of internships went by alright :>

To the raffle winners, I'm getting to your prizes dw! I have lineart finished for the icon batch, and sketches for some. I should have 9 days off after tuesday, and I'm planning to use that all to draw all the stuff I've been aching to finish

Hshhs also Hello to everyone new here :> I hope you enjoy your visit ❤️

Hshs hi hi, i'm still kicking (barely)

Probably gonna be less active due to internships but if any moots wants to keep in touch I don't mind chatting on discord. (Actually if anyone has a twst server, I'd love to join! and lurk)

👉👈 So uh If anyone wants to be discord mooties, just uh send me a dm or comment here :>

[velvetyh]

i forgot to answer your answer that day 🥲

nah you don’t get it, i feel so relieved to know i’m not the only who covers EVERYTHING that could potentially reflect me… but in my case, the problem is my body, no my face… yeah, no mirrors in my room.

a few years ago, when i was struggling with mia i literally stopped going outside so i won’t see myself reflected in any part — other way i would have a panic attack and how fucking cute is that (´･_･`)

y’know? the whole world felt torture having to lock themselves in their homes because of... well the stupid pandemic 🙄, but in my case, it was a fucking relief to know that i wouldn't have to go back to school as planned and decided... i was SO relieved to know that i wouldn't have to start working on overcoming the fear of going outside like we had planned with my psychologist.

confinement brought mental problems to many due to the lack of interaction with the outside world (which sucks) but i already lived that way, the only person i let into my life was my best friend 🥲 — who’s now my ex-best friend lmao

two words, bucket and hat !! i’m able to go outside thanks to them, my beautiful saviors <33 i own quiet some, thanks to them i go out without worrying about accidentally seeing myself reflected in a random window of some random building… the best part??? i look cool and nobody really think i wear them to somehow deal with my problem with self-reflections…

i’m working on this shit tho 😮‍💨 i can’t hide and protect me with a bucket hat my whole life… wish i could, but i can’t </3

sigh… let’s be tragedy buddies <333 sorry for oversharing btw lol

anyway, i hope you’re doing ok — i know life can be a really cruel bitch so… 🥺 yeah, take care!! ♡

oof i don't have mirrors in my room as well 💀 at some point my insecurities were so bad that i had to cover my bathroom mirror and draw the curtains, so i feel you 🥺

i'd say that what i see in the mirror is a solid 4.75/10, but since i know what ppl see is not the same face you see in the mirror, i am absolutely mortified and i am beyond disgusted at my 'inverted' face, my face rate would be -100000000/10 LOL

rn im wearing my mask at every occasion possible bc

im a responsible adult

im scared of covid

i am ✨INSECURE✨

so i feel you when you say you were happy to not leave your house bc SAME!! i was also relieved to wear something that covered half of my face omg did you also loose your best friend during the panoramic?? bc same, they stopped talking to me as soon as i left uni 💀 i am a magnet, i attracted bad ppl because they constantly leave me after a while LOL

im so glad you found an item of clothing you feel comfortable in, me it's casual, long dresses. i feel cute in them and they cover all my insecuritites, i feel good if i pair them with a jacket, so my arms are covered!

don't worry, this blog is a share place to overshare, im actually moved that you feel comfy enough with me to share your feelings :D i wouldn't be in the best place to judge you because i can relate to most things you say ❣️

take care too !