#i forget how much i love these guys sometimes
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Do you guys ever truly think about Vaggie's vital importance to Charlie?
I sometimes think the fandom tend to overlook how much Vaggie means to Charlie. Think about it for a moment:
Before meeting with Vaggie, Charlie was alone. Her father was emotionally unavailable and unreceptive to her dream. Her mother had been gone for three years by that point, and Charlie had no way to contact her. She has no particular close relationships given how most of the Hell citizens see her as an airheaded joke. If still canon, she and her ex (Seviathan) are on bad terms and not friends. Charlie is virtually alone.
Then, she meets and rescues Vaggie. A supposed Sinner who is injured badly. And someone who doesn't see Charlie's kindness as a weakness but smiles out of gratitude. And that one smile had Charlie fall fast. They become friends and Charlie FINALLY has someone to talk to, vent, cry, and all that kind of stuff with Vaggie not being shady or uncaring at all. And unlike the Hazbin residents, Vaggie was never dismissive or gruff to Charlie.
Vaggie supported her ideas and plans, when everyone else (including her own father) didn't believe her. Vaggie became Charlie's best friend, confidant, true love, girlfriend (future wife), second-in-command, and partners. Vaggie became Charlie's everything.
And when Charlie learned of Vaggie's lie, the former was shaken with hurt and anger. Her defiance against Heaven became moot when Adam and Lute revealed her secret. She became noticeably angrier around people she would normally not be. Her anger, which would be expressive and near violent, became icy cold and distant when confronting Vaggie. And what truly shook Charlie's confidence was the idea that Vaggie never believed in her.
And let's we forget this moment at the end of the battle of the Hotel:
It got cropped out but we know the couple is glaring at Lute. And Charlie, who just moments had a look of some pity to a ranting Adam and even spared his life, shows none of that to Lute. Granted, Charlie didn't threaten to end her life but you can't tell me that Charlie wasn't thinking it. She's talking to a now one-armed, defenseless, crying Lute but Charlie goes demon mode with no look of sympathy. It's crystal clear: Charlie hates Lute for nearly killing Vaggie.
It's true that Charlie was the light that Vaggie needed to guide her back from the dark. But Vaggie is Charlie's guardian angel.
#vivziepop#hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#vaggie#chaggie#otp#otp appreciation#otp analysis#my posts#myotps#myotppost
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Thinkin' Jayvik thoughts (to nobody's surprise)
I wanted to explore how their bodies would change with the added weight, how the fat would settle on them differently
Jayce has always been a big guy, his muscular, square-ish build giving him plenty of mass to start off with. I see him being more of a top heavy/barrel chested kinda guy once he gets bigger, carrying it all pretty evenly, but he still maintains that square shape, despite being much rounder and softer around the middle. He's still very strong, probably even more so now that he has all that bulk to give him some more leverage- man eats like he'll never see food again, especially after a long session in the forge-
Viktor however, starts off very thin, so it's more of a mystery to them both how he would start to accumulate the pounds over time. Once he starts gaining, it wouldn't be as noticeable at first, since it would start as his body just filling out to a healthy weight, opposed to his more gaunt, sickly form from act 2 season 1 and onward-
Eventually though, it shifts, from having just enough to finally provide some cushion and insulation so his bones don't protrude as much, to slightly plump. He looks healthier than ever, and finally has developed more of an appetite. He grows into a pear shape, most of the fat settling in his hips, thighs and lower belly. Jayce ends up making his braces a little more easily adjustable for both his leg and back, since he's been outgrowing them pretty fast as of late >;]
Anyway, here's some domestic Jayvik doodles I cleaned up last night-
I decided to do their season 1 looks as well as a little post-canon concept just for funsies~ ;p
I didn't add Viktor's braces in the first one since I wanted to show off the fun chonk, but I did add a bit of bruising where they would normally sit on his body
In the second one, his braces are now a part of his body, shown in his scars, similar to his hexcorized form from s2 ;]
They're so cute in both RAAAAGH..
Oh yea, also here's a little infodump about my
Jayvik Feedism Headcanons
Just based off of their characters, Viktor would be more of a passive gainer, with Jayce encouraging him to take care of himself more and actually eat regular meals, he'd sometimes forget how much smaller Viktor's appetite is compared to his own (big 6'4 beefy guy who works in a forge half the time) and Viktor would probably end up eating more than he should thanks to Jayce's coaxing and big wet puppy dog eyes when he asks him to finish off what he made for him
They're both scientists and work long hours in a lab together, so Jayce would probably bring more food to the lab to make sure Viktor doesn't skip meals (cause in canon he does severely neglect a lot of his own needs because he's so focused on just his own research, he forgets he's a human who needs to take care of his vessel-)
He would start to gain noticeably, and he ends up looking much healthier and more alive, he has more energy and stops looking so gaunt and underfed. He just looks thin, but not dangerously so
That doesn't stop his partner from continuing with the doting and favors, always insisting he have his fill, though lightheartedly
Vik starts getting noticeably fat and Jayce notices. And it drives. Him. Mad.
He tries to ignore it and act normal but it's definitely having an effect on him when he's messing up equations and missing chunks of Viktor's rambles about their projects because he's just. Staring.
I mean can you blame him, man's got the tummy tucked into the pants and everything, it's just begging to be freed atp-
Eventually Viktor makes him spit out what's got him so flustered and they both learn of their mutual attraction to one another
Bing bang boom they keep going, with Viktor now being very open and almost teasing Jayce with his growth, and pushing Jayce to eat more too and to gain with him.
Jayce, always eager to please, goes full in and just constantly stuffs himself in front of Vik, melting from all the praise and loving touches he gets. Sometimes he does it even when Viktor isn't there, just because he misses the feeling or when he's stressed about a project. Viktor finds it endearing
Jayce would do anything for him, and proves it time and time again when Viktor pushes him past his limits consistently, reduced to a panting, whining, burpy mess >:3c
He gets big. Like big..
And they both love it-
Anyway fat and happy gays I'll shut up now AAAGH.
#softcitrus jayvik#softcitrus viktor#softcitrus jayce#softcitrus arcane#bhm weight gain#soft feedism#mutual weight gain#weight gain as a form of healing#gay freaks
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Hi! I saw your request post. Would you write a short platonic fic with either Alastor or Lucifer? I don’t see very many of those often and they’re cute and funny. Thanks!😁
Them as a Boyfriends
• Hello ! Sorry for the waiting, but the request is finally out ! So, it's not a fic, but more some uncanon fact about Lucifer and Alastor as boyfriend. I wasn't sure what did you mean by platonic so I stayed in the romantic part, somehow. It's not 100% romantic but I think it's still cute. Hope You will ( all ) like it :)
_________________________ L U C I F E R ________________________
-Will always Hold your hand in public or give a kiss on it
-He will open every door for you or push the chair when you’re sit on it ( What a gentlemen )
-If you’re sick he will rush to the drugstore and maybe overreact by buying every meds or painkiller he could find, just to be sure you will have to good thing
-If you fall asleep somewhere, he will gently bring you to your room without waking you up. He will just take you in his arms.
-At Night, if you’re not able to sleep, he will take you in his arms and fly across hell to show you everything.
-He’s not jealous but if you spend more time with others and less with him, he will be sad and think he’s not enough for you. His insecurities and depression will take him over. He will say he’s alright but that’s not true. He just doesn't want to bother you with his negative thoughts.
-If you’re mad about him, he will do EVERYTHING to get your forgiveness. He can’t handle you being mad at him. And he will sincerely be sorry for whatever He did.
-If you had a bad day, he will just prepare your favorite Meal, prepare you a hot bath with bubbles and after that you are gonna eat in front of your favorite movie or show with a lot of warm blankets.
-He’s not really good at cooking except for making pancakes but he try his best
-He's the kind of boyfriend to like wearing matching outfits or accessories.
-He’s the family type of guy. Will be more than happy to have kids with you if it’s what you want to, but will never pressure you or talk about it if it’s not something you plan. He already have charlie anyway and he’s 100% with that.
-If you have periods, he’s the type to get a little nervous and will ask you if you need anything, but he’s kinda scared of the side symptome. Like should he give you chocolate and cuddle you or should He just give you space ? He doesn't really know how to handle that but he always does his best. Just tell him what you need.
-His favorit type of kiss his on the forehead. Lips are cute but forehead kisses are everything. It mean more to him than any other type of kisses.
-His favorit pet name for you is : Little Love or My love
_________________________A L A S T O R_________________________
-Showing affection his not his cup of tea, but sometimes, he will put his arm around your waist.
-Just like Lucifer he will open every door for you, like a gentlemen.
-He usually don’t care when people ask him to do something, but coming from you he will do it without even asking.
-He’s a great cook and now how to cock many things. Ask and you will have.
-Will agree to do skin care with you or let you paint his nails
-If you’re sick he will wrap you in too much blanket and cook some soup, bring you medicinal tea and don’t you dare leave your bed.
-If you’re sad he will take you out for a walk and will let you talk about what happened. He will not say a word, just listen to you in silence until you reach a beautiful place. You will completely forget why you were sad and just enjoy the landscape.
-His favorite Pet Name for you gonna be : My Dear, darling
-If someone hurt you, physically or mentally, no one is gonna see this person ever again. If you ask him if he was him who did this, he will not deny it but will not say he did something.
-He’s not jealous but he don’t like other touching you. If someone start to be to touchy with you, he will give this person a scary warning to fuck off.
-If you ever work with the Vees…darling, believe me, you want. You don’t want to face this creepy part of your boyfriend.
-If you have periods, Alastor will stay calm, get you everything you need and even accept to cuddle if you are in pain.
-Even if physical touch is not his thing, his favorite place to kiss you is on the cheeks or the top of your hand.
-If you’re mad at him, he will apologize and that’s pretty much it. Get over it and if you don’t, that’s not his problem.
-If you fall asleep somewhere, he will put a blanket on you and stay close until you wake up and will escort you to your room, making sure you are safe.
-If you ever talk about having kids with him, he will just laugh and say with his natural big smile ‘’ I will think about it, my dear ‘’ ( Not, he will not )
-The only physical touch he really love, is when a nice music start, he like to take you for a dance and hold you close to him. He only dance with you. In private or public, he don’t care. That’s he’s way to show you love.
#x reader#lucifer x reader#alastor x reader#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#radio demon#radioapple
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REAL SHIT?
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 spy#tf2 engineer#tf2 heavy#tf2 medic#tf2 demoman#tf2 soldier#tf2 sniper#tf2 pyro#wheeze#and little gordo for me <3#he got invited but he's socially awkward rip#myart#it was SO fun to draw this honestly askjdhsa#i forget how much i love these guys sometimes#anyway TF2 UPDATE LETS GOOO
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Gackt.
#gackt#malice mizer#malice mizer relapse???#yt recommending me some MM content in a loooong time and gosh I forget how hot Gackt is#his voice too ARGGHH#have you guys seen that video of him fishing on yhis jap show#he looks so good there#and he sounded so good too#also funny bc he was making some light dirty jokes abt the fishing rods and the girls were giggling so much like same here girlies u get it#we need to bring back pretty men dressed up as vampires and whatnot#anyways what I originally wanted to state is that he is so so gorgeous#sometimes his fits give twink but idc#we love our gothic twink with a lovely voice 🩷
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orion trill girl save me. save me orion trill girl
#star trek#star trek fanart#star trek oc#uss feynman#art#digital art#original character#rhea m’ghon#coloring style heavily inspired by @foodcu-be !!!#jazzi’s art my beloved……#guys im so proud of this tbh rbh#i missed drawing in a semirealistic style🥲#i love drawing cartoony but sometimes i draw in it TOO much and i forget how to do semirealism#orion oc#trill oc
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i love seeing how different people format their drafts/docs for their stories, it's so lovely seeing the personality on the page sobsobsosbos
people are so cool...
#foxie rambles#brought to u by someone whos FINALLY going through docs by like. multiple friends who have sent them stuff#i am so bad at checking docs#i prefer it sometimes to have it in one area like its super handy but i forget to check them HELPP#anyways wow i just. love ppl. specifically my friends.#shoutout to spruce for taking the time to explain their super thought out worldbuilding for their story /genpos#normally with ppl when im like psppsps tell me about ur stuff they dont go super into it WHICH IS FINE but like.... omg... i love hearing#all the nitty gritty details#like yasss slayyy#also spruce is just . literally the coolest#i could tell from how she analyses bee's fics#but LORD.#GUYS.#MY BRAIN. HAS EXPANDED SO MUCH#i think she has genuinely given me braincells like damn normally im losing them when chatting with friends but spruce makes me feel smarter#HAHAHAHHA#shes so cool...#anyways sorry for the random rant i am just reeling from reading all of that stuff its so cool#reading my other friends doc too is just like... wow... i am surrounded by insanely talented writers wtf....#i love my friends:(
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Deep sigh. Yeah sure I'll give Subaru a Lilligant
#atlas.exe#Pokémon AU#Honestly idek how to defend this choice. But Lilligant is a stone evo (Sun Stone on Petilil)#Which means Shuuichi could get a little critter and immediately have it evolve#It'd help sell the “I'm a real guy & Lilligant has been with me for a long time” thing since you can't trace the date of a stone evolution#Whereas evolutions by leveling or friendship take a long time to happen. It'd also be much weirder for a 27yo to not have a Pokémon at all#ALSO ALSO he takes one (1) look at the critter and goes your name is Luna. Because he thinks he's funny#Anyways I love you Luna you're perfect never change. Also pls forgive your dad for he is Stupid and sometimes forgets you're literally baby
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I need to make a comic of Neera semi desperately semi frustrated trying to explain to Faron that no, developing random magical abilities, over night, after nightmares is infact, not that normal.
#really fucking funny that Gorion’s Ward just wakes up able to poison things because Bhaal yelled at them really loud#I draw her and Faron all the time#normally it is them hanging out#sometimes it’s Neera wanting to explode Faron#but normally it’s just them being pals#guy who knows nothing about flirting Vs girl who’s trying to get him to flirt first (or back)#prepare for fire-y. or icy. death!#Neera bg1#I love Neera so much#just how quickly they’re able to set out her character and give her depth?#just with her dialogue lines especially subtle ones like ‘my turn to lead!’ (or is it my turn to be the hero? I forget)#and her frustration with Gorion’s Ward characterizes both of them so strongly#the fact that there isn’t an option after her getting the belt that makes Gorion’s Ward seem like they know how to act appropriately in#those kinds of situations? that Ward’s really just a young person who’s not that well socialized?#just AH I love it
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dreamily sighs and screams
#getting emotional about ben because im never normal about ANYTHING in my life ......#just hdgjdfg UHFDGF WAH#hes so special to me....... probably why the colour green means so much to me... why its always been a fav colour of mine for who knows how#long#i like red too... obviously.#but like#he is so special to me. like i said. hes so special to me and i get ridiculously happy#i forgot how happy he makes me....#genuinely forgot how comforting this fandom is..... its so comforting#whys gushing on here so scary. i dont know. it makes no sense.#ughhhhhh#i mean ive been thinking about fanon a lot i love fanon so much it is so special to me#found family trope fr#but like sometimes i think how people treat fanon him and it makes me so sad :(#or maybe im remembering it incorrectly#but theyre always so mean to him .... or make him this comic relief character in fics#like yeah!!! he is REALLY SILLY!!!!!#but we forget hes a trickster!!!! he likes playing devious means to others!!!!!#hes so smart to me i dont know!!!!! he goes through your electronics!!!! he can mess with your files!!!!#honestly he can probably do more than that im just jittery with nerves lol#but oh ok guys. lets just make the coolest guy ever just be the comic relief gamer instead ok man. whatever.#i like the fact fanon depicts him as a gamer thats fun i love that so much :)#BUT STILL HDUGJFGFHFG#HES SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT IM GOING TO THROW MYSELF INTO ORBIT#hes so special to me. hes the worst guy ever when he wants to be. he probably has attachment issues. hes just a silly little guy.#hes everything to me#<- i wish i can remember more and more about him but i cant#all i know is i remembered cleverbot and how you could “interact” with him through it and it made me so ridiculously happy ;-;#of course i know now it was people just playing around and hoping to get something out of it BUT ITS NICE TO THINK ABOUT#sorry hes the most fascinating character to me in the entire world
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I am going to need that rewrite on my desk by tomorrow, 12 point font, times new roman, double spaced
noOOOOOO IT'S TOO MUCH WORK!!! I DON'T HAVE TIME AND I DON'T CARE ENOUGH........ girl help!
my rewrite where uhhhhhhhhhh. everything is the same except the writers actually care about female characters. a lot of decisions were made because of actresses no longer being available so plotlines like fish's are more or less the same but like, Ivy either gets to grow up normally or is never a child at the beginning to start with (you can go the weird plant body route if you have to keep her relatively younger since this is a prequel ig), and I don't... even know what to make of KK or Isabella, and Sofia should just be fucking. dont tell me there isn't a single female italian bodybuilder who can act, I don't believe you. let her be buff. let her take up space. let her be huge and wear vintage fashion.
also Oswald is fat and trans
#the problem is that largely i think gotham should suck ass#the only thing that really drives me up the fucking wall is the like. obvious sexism#every fully disposable female character makes me evil#i dont know what they were on about the riddler fangirl and i've chosen not to examine it bc i suspect you had to be there#in order to understand what whoever wrote that was mad about specifically. i can't stand that shit#'we have to openly mock some actually harmless aspect of our fanbase' ok but can you do it without being weird and sexist '🧍♂️'#but generally? the Stupid plotlines the Really dumb crap#whatever the fuck gordon is doing from episode to episode#...it builds character. i wasn't paying attention to most of it anyway#hey real quick look me in the eyes#there was something there. i hate the galavan arc so much but there was something there.#a sympathy. a kinship between tabitha and silver. tabitha was groomed for a role the same way silver is being groomed and she recognizes#the childish desire to please authority figures in their stupid bullshit organization even though silver can't see it because she's still l#living in it#did you guys see that? because i saw it#and it's in the middle of like. one of the worst arcs in the show#(the arc is fine the actor who plays theo is just so like. he has no charisma at all and something is Off about the whole thing bc of it)#oh wait no yeah actually. the stuff with silver is kind of hard to watch bc it would be interesting if they wanted to examine it#but it's a stupid drama series so it's just a love triangle even though she's a pretty sad character even within the writing in this show#and silver never comes back. and she doesn't need to bc they wouldnt know how to treat her#but did you guys see that too?#I like tabitha#anyway that arc is bad but i do think sometimes about silver saying 'my favorite animal is a dolphin bc they're magic'#and for a second bruce forgets the situation and looks like he's going to snap#exclusively because she said something factually incorrect about an animal#what was i talking about again
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kazutora is so cute i just want to squish him and give him a lot of kisses and take care of him and listen to whatever he has to say i simply love this guy so so much
#read pazuribe event story#and he's for real the cutest guy ever#sometimes i forget about how much i love his character and him and#he's just so cute i can't say anything else#sweetest boy#tokyo revengers
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#ouagh. :']#ok. i am a simple thing. i'm just a guy y'know. and i try#i try to be kinder to myself i try to be kind and change for the better!! but this is hard but i've been doing well#i'm not as anxious as i once was and this is great. but Sometimes#yeah.#i'm a simple guy with simple occasional worries yk#and one of those things happens to be maybe#not being enough or being too much at the same time y'know#and i caught myself worrying so i was like hm maybe i will look at my nice pile of reminders and nice things#and so i remembered that i love. like a Lot. and i love my friends so So much#and i do my best to express this as often as i can right! and i thought about how it might make me feel#if despite all that my love could not reach a friend when they need it most#that they might forget (it's not their fault)#but in remembering this it helped Me be like. Oh. yes i am loved. don't forget so easily#whew. this whole trusting thing is hard. but man i am sooo good at this and i'm doing great#anyways. i feel much better#and also proud of myself for genuinely being able to reassure myself. it's always felt more like#“well we've Gotta keep going” as opposed to “yeah actually. it's okay” does this make sense#it feels as if i've made n held onto something solid as opposed to waiting for something like that 2 come along#sap says#well. goodnight :]
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i understand that remembering birthdays is Super Ultra Crazy Hard and whatnot like i get it, by all means i GET it, but if ONE more person fucking forgets when my birthday is i’m going to cancel any plans i was planning to make on my birthday and not see a single fucking person for that entire week. come hell or high water. [do not rb]
#neg#i don't think a single person i have EVER dated has remembered my birthday.#and if one of them did then it was the one that did not care about me in any capacity. great job guys!#fierce competition from the suitors tonight!#like look. i forget birthdays. i forget EVERYTHING i forget my own fucking name sometimes.#but when i forget. i ask. i ask and i ask until i REMEMBER.#so all my friends fucking ASSUMING that my birthday is in january or may or october#when it's in AUGUST it's always been in AUGUST it has never been anything BUT august i've known some of these people for YEARS.#is a little goddamn infuriating.#but whatever! whatever it's not like i like any of these people it's not like it matters.#it's not like it's important No no not at all when was I the important one in a relationship?#this is why i watched nine parts of desire this is why i fucking cling to it because it UNDERSTANDS.#it UNDERSTANDS the feeling of love it understands how iraqi women like me love#in a way that nobody else will ever understand#it's just a birthday. it's just a fucking birthday. and people give me so much SHIT for bringing up my zodiac sign yeah well#bring out the fucking calendar baby let's play.#do not rb
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💘 👨👩👧👦
for miss mlemzorryn :3
WOW. HI. SORRY THIS HAS TAKEN SO LONG. MY MOTIVATION HAS JUST LIKE. EXPLODED. i forgor how to write. even for miss mlemzorryn :< 💘 HEART WITH ARROW — what and/or who do(es) your oc consider the most important to them? That's hard. She views a lot of people as being so remarkably important to her. If I had to pick just one? It'd be Shadowheart, honestly. She was there for Kharae from the very beginning, always had faith in Kharae, trusted her even when Kharae didn't trust herself, and after that Dark Urge revelation, Shadowheart insisted Kharae would overcome. Even if Kharae loves Minthara and will return to the underdark with her, Shadowheart is perhaps Kharae's most important person. There is no end to the lengths Kharae would go to help Shadowheart if she asked, no matter the situation.
Q:👨👩👧👦 FAMILY WITH MOTHER, FATHER, SON AND DAUGHTER — how many people are in your oc's immediate family? how many people are in your oc's extended family? do they have aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents, etc? who in their family are they closest with? are they close with their birth family, or do they have a found family? A: That's less hard. She has absolutely no connection with any of her blood relatives--seeing as how they were all wiped out, she couldn't connect with them at all. As for found family... The Tadfools, absolutely. Granted, no Gale, Wyll, Karlach or Halsin, but she views Shadowheart like a sister and Astarion is one of her closest friends, and she admires and wants to do everything she can to help out Lae'zel. Jaheira is like a mentor to her, and even though she doesn't end up knowing Minsc all that well, Minsc is still a positive figure she enjoys (and if Jaheira is happy that Minsc is okay, then Kharae is happy) She cannot imagine life without them, and assuming she survives at the end of the story, she would use her magic to keep in contact with them while she returns to the Underdark with Minthara.
#WOOPS. THIS TOOK A LIL WHILE.#BUT i just. kept thinking. and kept wanting to write. and then losing energy.#BUT MLEMZORRYN CONTENT.#she loves the tadfools. so much. they are her life and they keep her going#sometimes i forget. she is my durge. and she has killed in cold blood. (durge spoilers in the tags below this one)#thinking about how. the durge was implied to have struggled with the whole. *murder* thing. how they weren't a heartless monster#how they cared about gor/tash and were afraid of it.#i think. that has influenced kharae a lot. despite the trauma and abuse she went through be it before leading the cult or during it.#she still loves with her whole heart. she loves wholly and openly and with reckless abandon. if she loves somebody she will...#do everything she can with it. and yes that makes her easily manipulated. but also it makes her a rewarding person to befriend#terrible horrible bloodthirsty evil monster who has decided 'i will be a monster... for the good guys :]'#and will do everything she can to be better for the sake of the people she loves. i think that's who kharae is.#oc: kharae mlezzoryn#mlemzorryn :3
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I've hit a particular point of nostalgia where I'm really missing one of my ex's dad's fish
#it was a blue purple betta and was the prettiest fish ive seen in my life#i spent hours staring into that fishtank#i think they had it for all the years we were together#it was a lazy fish i loved it so much he just chilled by the filter and pottered around for food#like i miss my ex's dogs all the time but then i remember the fish and I'm like yeah no i miss the betta too#they had 3 tanks like 1 really big tank with crazy ecosystems a tank with the betta and 2 other friends and my ex's guppy tank#lemon tango fanta amd tye 3 others i forget#i miss u guys#i went through the trauma of finding lemon's carcass on the floor after the tank was left open#he was my ex's favourite and he was inconsolable#do not get between an autistic teenage boy and his favourite fish he WILL cry a LOT#anyway i painted the fish once and it was some damn fine watercolour work I'll have to find it sometime#im rambling#i just dont like pet fish much so it stands out to me how much i miss that gorgous lil fighting fish idk
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