#i forget binding is a possibily until its too late in the day and i dont think its worth the effort anymore

[mummelthecryptid]

my gender is so fucked actually. like im not. a girl and i dont think i ever really was one. im not fully a guy but i like the way it sounds when i call myself that. i mostly only use they/them out of habit now. i like he/him the most but i kinda like using she/her in a masc way. she/her like a ship. i said nonbinary for a long time but it mostly feels like i used that to make it easy for others.

im multigender exept i feel like i do have one gender that fluctuates most of the time. im genderfluid exept it never feels like its a gender thats easily definable. like i dont fluctuated between man or women its always something else, like an oilspill changing colors. maverique feels pretty damn accurate most of the time but sometimes my gender does feel a little too close to definable for it i fear.