#i finished this at lastttt

[roadtophantom]

Let your S(e)oul take you where you long to be (v) - Christines, Raouls, and the last of this review

Finally finally fishing my reviews of August 8 and 9 shows (two months later, so embarrassing)

Christine

The first Christine I've seen is Song Eun-hye who showed herself to be a young wide-eyed Christine with a powerful belt (she gave an especially hair-standing Wishing). She was already fearful of the Phantom from the start and for most of the performance and it seemed being agape was her main play of the character until eventually becoming sympathetic to the Phantom (Cho Seung-woo) by Final Lair. It's a bit typical for me and I was looking for more variation, but from what I'm reading from her current performances, she's been even more emotive. I think she's still very much a work in progress but actually off to a good start.

Son Ji-soo reminded me of those 1950s/1960s film actresses with her physical features and the way she sang (very classical trained). That kind of presence hooked me in. At first she showed herself to be an excited Christine who was inspired by singing and apparently by her unseen mentor (giving her a joyful Think of Me and even POTO title song). I like how she uses her hands in her acting especially to reach out to her co-stars (from Carlotta in Il Muto, to Raoul in AIAOY/Notes reprise, and to the Phantom (Jeon Dong-seok) when he's commanding her to leave the lair), I like handy Christines in general. Overall, I find myself leaning toward SJS's Christine as having a more unique impression, but I would love to see how SEH is now.

Raoul

Hwang Gun-ha has...the most unusual Raoul voice I've ever heard. In that it's way too deep. He surprises me each time he sings. Because he looks like this kpop idol but with such a low register, there was somewhat a disconnect. And when he's angry he gets ANGRY. Definitely kept me alert.

Song Won-geun played an ever-reliable Raoul and ticked the boxes of a conventional portrayal. He is the Raoul you'd expect to see, gentlemanly, protective, and heroic, but nothing that really jumps out, it's all by the label.

Notables

Kim Ah-sun (Madame Giry) - She looked the role and sang it well. (sorry kdrama geek out moment) she reminded me of Kim Seo-hyung in Sky Castle who was this tutor from hell, and that kind of gothic stern presence made her a very effective Giry.

Park Ha-rim (Piangi) - Loved this guy's enthusiastic portrayal of Piangi and he is always a crowd-favorite because of how he extends his notes. I like how his character fanboys over Carlotta and actually becomes quietly impressed with Christine during the Don Juan Rehearsals. His was such a dynamic portrayal.

Han Bo-ra / Lee Ji-young (Carlotta) - Han Bo-ra was the comedic Carlotta and Lee Ji-young was the elegant one. Both delightful in their own ways and both worked well with Park Ha-rim with LJY even lovingly coaching him during the Don Juan Rehearsals.

Shin Jae-hee (Buquet) - I like how his Buquet is natural and not exaggerated, he actually seems to be spooked out by the Phantom, too, which makes me feel sorry about his death. Also the corpse is such a deadringer of the actor it's legit terrifying.

Yoon Young-seok (Andre) - Last but not the least, our Phantom veteran is now a manager with possibly an anxiety disorder. It's funny knowing he was the terror who haunts the opera house now he gets easily spooked up and he has his hand to his heart. Such a poor guy, but also cute at times.

No doubt their performances are even better two months after I've seen them so definitely take these reviews as dated. I'm glad the show is going to Daegu but sad that not all cast members are going. This time I look forward to all your reviews!! And I sincerely hope everyone can have a chance to see this masterpiece of a production at the Charlotte Theatre to experience it yourselves.

Thank you so much for reading and apologies for how long it's taken!!

[mountttmase]

HELLO SO TODAY WAS Don’t Fight It but since its a 2 part fics I'll read You’re Playing Dirty before

And send you one feedback

Date night at Masons was always the best night of the week. Sure the fancy dinners were nice and you loved it when he surprised you by taking you somewhere fun like bowling or just a random drive but nights at his where you could hang out just the two of you and be yourselves made you happier than anything else. I JUST NEED THATTT

‘You know we can’t go to bed yet, Mase. Your parents are coming round early tomorrow and I’m not letting them see this mess’ you told him, gesturing to the state of his living room but he looked at you with furrowed brows. ‘Come on, let’s tidy it up now and then we can go to bed’ ME AND MY ORDER OCD

‘And we also could of been asleep by now if you would leave this for tomorrow’ he argued causing you to roll your eyes with a smile. ‘I tell you what, how about a little competition?’ He winked and you noticed how his whole face changed from grumpy to cheeky in an instant. HERE HE IS😂

‘We kiss, but we have to keep our hands behind our back. First one to touch the other looses’ MOUNT YOU'VE ALREADY LOST

THAT GAME WAS BREATHTAKING 🫠🫠🫠

Mason was moaning and groaning under you, bucking his hips up as his hands moved dangerously close to you. You knew he was ready to snap and it only took you moaning his name into his mouth for him to forget himself and for his hands to land on your bum. HE CAN'T LASTTTT, IT'S STRONGER THAN HIM

‘I tell you what’ he laughed, standing up and grabbing you by the waist. ‘How I clear up, and you go upstairs and get yourself ready for me?’ He winked, reaching his hand down so he could pinch your bum. YESS

‘Don’t worry about me. Just go away, and I expect you bent over and ready or you will be punished’ OPSSS🤭🤭

You thought Mason was going to be longer than he was, clearly the excitement of you waiting upstairs for him too much to handle and you’d just finished stripping down to your underwear when he made his way into your room, closing his door and leaning back up against it with his arms crossed as his eyes flickered all over you. HE TIED UP IN FLESH' MOOD

‘I thought I asked for you to be bent over and waiting?’ He asked, his voice low and almost seeming disinterested but you knew that that meant. OPSSS🫣🫣🫣

‘Since you’re so good at not using your hands, you won’t mind me putting these on you?’ He asked, bringing around the hand that was behind his back slightly so you could now see the pair of handcuffs dangling from his fingers. Your legs turned to jelly instantly at the sight of them, you’d got them as a laugh a while ago but hadn’t really used them before but you knew Mason had been itching to try them and now seemed like a pretty good time. I'M NOT FEELING GOOD

‘And you remember the safe word?’ He asked, hands moving to your back so he could gently trace your skin. ‘Pineapple’ ‘And if you can’t talk, you remember what to do?’ ‘Tap your leg three times’ THE FACT THAT HE WANTS TO MAKE SURE SHD KNOWS WHAT TO DO IS JUST SOOO COMFORTING TO ME

‘On your knees for me’ he whispered and you did as you were told, gently getting down as he started to undress himself fully, gathering you hair up to keep out of your face before resting it gently on the back of your head. ‘No touching remember’ he whispered, grabbing a hold of himself and pumping a few times to make sure he was hard enough for you but he didn’t really need to as he was still turned on from your teasing downstairs. ‘Open up, sweetheart. It’s not gonna suck itself’ he laughed , cocking his eyebrow and you gulped down a nervous lump. WELL LOZ...WHAT CAN I SAY🤭🤭🤭

HIM ASKING HER IF SHE'S GOOD🥹🥹🥹

‘Nuh uh’ he whispered, kissing you softly before trailing his lips across your cheek. ‘You’re gonna lay here for me, and you’re gonna be still and take what I give you like the good girl I know you are’ he murmured and you felt yourself shiver at his words. ‘And if you do move, then I’ll just have to tie your legs down and you can wait until I’m ready for you. Got it?’ WELL...I THINK SHE'S NOT GOING TO MOVE A MUSCLE

‘You still good?’ He whispered again so you sent him a reassuring smile to let him know you were fine to carry on before he started kissing his way down your body, stopping when his face was level with your core. GOOODDDD THAT'S SOOOO COMFORTING I CAN'T

‘Now, you were a massive tease downstairs on my lap, so I think it’s only fair you finish what you started, right?’ NAUGHTY BOYYYY

‘Are you arguing with me?’ He laughed, smiling at you but there didn’t seem to be an ounce of humour in it. ‘Do I look like I’m in the mood for arguing?’ he asked you softly, lifting your hips and placing his tip at your entrance and you had a funny feeling he didn’t want an answer to his question. ‘Now move those pretty hips for me like I know your can and make us both cum’ OH....I GASPED HERE

‘Come on baby, dont sleep yet I need to sort you out’ he chucked, his voice a million miles away from what it had been just moments ago as he helped you to the bathroom. THE CARE🥹🥹

‘Sorry baby, I got a bit carried away. Does it hurt?’ He asked, kissing over them gently as you tucked yourself in besides him but you shook your head to let him know it was fine. ‘I’m really sorry’ OHHHHH BABYYYY🫠🫠🫠

THAT WAS WOW

ESPECIALLY AFTER YESTERDAY AND TODAY'S CONTENT 🫣🫣🫣

THE QUEEN OF SMUT DID IT AGAIN 🌺🫣🤭

Omg yes these go together 😭 he thought he could win against his girl but she’s got the upper hand and he was so annoyed with himself he had to punish her 😂 but yes this is fitting after yesterday 😌

[mochateadri]

all nine backgroudns for this animation are done at lastttt

heres a peek while i finish the other coloring and such smile

[ectterna]

“How much you do like the bad sanses”

Ma’am (or sir) I JUST SCROLLED FOR 5 MINUTES TO GO 8 YEARS BACK FOR DUST.

I just finish reading anyhing i could find on killer, which took me an hour. Ik horrors going to take the longests so im doing him lastttt. (i tried to read it before and was stuck scrolling so long both my hands were hurting). Plus Ive already watched Underverse/Xtale and Read the original Dreamtale comics. Im a nerd.

(this is also an excuse for me to keep track of this post)

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[cloversdreams]

Zorafin animal transformation

its been so long since ive written about these two... lets see if ive lost my touch X’3!!

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“What the heck is going on in here?” Zora asked loudly as he stepped into the common room. Yeah, the Black Bulls were always a rowdy bunch but somehow they felt even crazier than normal. He could only imagine what’d gotten them all so worked up.

“Booby kitty! Booby kitty!” Luck cheered.

“Am I supposed to know what that means...” Zora replied flatly. Though if he had to guess, he’d look towards the squad’s number one source of boobs. Zora glanced over at the couch that Vanessa was stretched out across and saw that she did indeed have a cat asleep on her chest. All right. He didn’t get the big deal about th-

The light brown cat’s tail flicked in its sleep and Zora was surprised to see a flash of green fur. The same color green as a certain member of the squad liked to dye his hair. Zora didn’t take his eyes off of the cat as he asked, “Where’s Finral?”

“He got hit with a spell and turned into Finnyan!” Luck laughed as he pointed to the sleeping cat.

“Yeah, he was acting crazy too! Just like a real cat!” Magna agreed loudly. “Guy wouldn’t stop rubbing against the captain’s ankles then he kept getting too close to Luck and causing little static shocks to anyone that touched either of them. He also tried to chew on my shoes like a jerk. After Charmy fed him a meal fit for a king he found the most comfortable spot he could and passed out.”

Zora watched in disbelief as Vanessa rubbed the cat’s little head and cooed at him. She received a soft meow before he rolled over. 

That did not sit well with him at all. Something ugly bubbled in his gut and he stomped over to the couch then snatched the cat off her. He hugged Finral to his chest and snapped, “What is wrong with you people? Why is no one looking for a cure?” 

“Theyyyy... diiiiid... looook...” Henry’s voice came from seemingly nowhere. “It’s going... tooo... lastttt-”

“Only a couple weeks is the estimated time, ya jerk!” Magna finished the thought.

Zora sucked his teeth and shook his head. “He’ll never survive that with the likes of you idiots.”

“Are you taking responsibility for his wellbeing then?” Yami asked around the cigarette in his mouth.

“Anyone got a problem with that?” Zora grumbled.

“I never knew you were a cat person, Zora!” Vanessa looked amazed. She took a swig out of a wine bottle she pulled from god-knows where then laughed. “But if you get tired of him, my chest is always free!”

Zora didn’t dignify that with a response. He took the little fuzzball to his room and shut the door. Only then did he finally release Finral and let him wander free. Ugh. What a mess. Zora fell face first onto his bed with a grunt. 

He didn’t know what’d gotten into him back there. Even if Finral had caught his eye a while ago, he’d been so good about not letting that show. Not that it was difficult since the guy never had any interest in him either. Just like earlier, he was comfiest with the fairer sex.

A soft trill caught his attention then he felt something land on the bed. Zora lifted his head and watched Finral sniff him curiously. That fluffy tail of his was entirely too stylish for a cat. He held out his hand and Finral immediately rubbed against it. Zora turned his hand so he could scratch beneath the cat’s chin. He watched those purple eyes fall shut before Finral began to purr.

“Why can’t you act this interested in me as a human, huh?” Zora asked. As expected, he didn’t receive a response. He simply watched as Finral headbutted his hand gently then licked his finger. He was adorable no matter what form he took. That just wasn’t fair.

[snip...]

♡♡♡

Zora opened his eyes and blinked slowly. There was an unfamiliar weight against him. He glanced down at his torso to find Finral back to normal and fast asleep. After the majority of two whole weeks of hanging out with him in cat form it was almost a shame to have to go back to anything else. Almost.

He bent his arm so he could pet Finral’s hair. It was just as soft as the cat fur he’d gotten used to stroking. Though there was one thing that the cat form couldn’t hold a candle to. That was just how pretty the guy was. Zora wasn’t sure they’d ever been this close before. He almost didn’t want it to end.

As if in response to his thought, Finral stirred. He blinked once, twice, then it seemed like the situation hit him. He yelped in surprise and bolted upright. Only then did he notice his nakedness. He yanked the covers up to hide his shame while stuttering nonsense. 

“Welcome back,” Zora muttered.

“What! Why am I-! Why are you-!” Finral couldn’t even finish his thoughts. He could only shake his head and let out strangled sounds.

Zora explained the situation as calmly as he could. He was sure he sounded indifferent, actually. Which was probably for the best. He watched the way that Finral’s cheeks darkened as he thanked him for looking out for his wellbeing. Too bad that was an entirely selfish act. He didn’t deserve thanks.

Finral’s gaze fell downward as he muttered, “I should, uh...go to my room and get dressed then go see the captain...”

And so just like that everything would be back to normal. Zora hated the thought. Normal sucked. He sat upright, unashamed by his own nakedness, and hugged the other man. His surprised yelp was too cute. But Zora couldn’t focus on that right now. His voice was barely above a whisper as he sighed, “Don’t go back to acting like I don’t exist.”

“I... huh?” Finral blinked rapidly.

Zora released him, laid back down, and rolled over so that his back was to him. He waved a dismissive hand in the air as he replied, “Nothing, forget it.”

Finral grabbed the nearby empty pillow and hit the redhead with it. “Aren’t you the one who always acts like I don’t exist!”

“How the hell do you figure tha...t?” Zora stopped when he turned back towards the other man. Finral’s frown was cute as heck but that’s not what gave him pause. No, it was the pair of light brown cat ears atop his head that’d blended in with his hair until he’d gotten upset. Now they were faced backwards with his displeasure. Zora couldn’t do anything but burst into a fit of laughter.

“Are you a crazy person?” Finral asked as he hit him with the pillow again. “What’s so funny!”

Zora reached up and tugged on the ear closest to him as he replied, “Says the guy with cat ears!”

Finral squeaked then put both hands atop his head. He felt the ears and went pale. Something slapped the bed behind him and when he turned to look he saw a brown tail as well. Finral hid his face in his hands and mumbled, “It’s not completely worn off! I can’t face everyone like this!”

Zora finally managed to stop laughing. The room went silent. He waited for Finral to peek at him through his fingers then held out his arms and muttered, “All the more reason to stay here with me, then.”

Finral opened his mouth then shut it again. He let out a defeated sigh then accepted the offer and laid down. He scooted close to the redhead, seeking warmth. Things could’ve been worse, after all.

Zora made sure they were both covered with the blankets. Then he went back to idly playing with Finral’s soft hair. He smiled to himself when he heard soft purring. Maybe this cat thing had been a blessing in disguise all along.

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bingo prompts (x)

[thetickleenergizer]

Ok so. I know I haven’t posted in years. But today I was looking at my old posts and I got motivation. Also this is a Toradora fanfic between the main characters Taiga(Lee) and Ruuji(Ler). I know that y’all prob didn’t watch it but I saw little to no fanfics abt them so here ya go. (Also I noticed that my last IwaOi fic was called king of my life. It was called that because I thought Oikawa’s was “king of the court” and not Kageyama. So... sorry. Anyways enjoy!)

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Pork Cutlets

“Hey, Ruuji.” Taiga said as she pulled on his shirt sleeve. They were at the supermarket and Ruuji was deciding wether or not to buy the expensive beef or the cheap beef.

“Yes?” Ruuji responded. His train of thought now being broken.

“Can you make the pork cutlets again?” The short girl asked as she pointed at the pork section. “It’s soooo good.” She whined.

Ruuji smiled at the compliment.

“Is it really?”

“Yes. So, so, so good.” Taiga said in response.

“You know we had that yesterday right?”

Taiga tried to recall but ended up not caring.

“So? What does it matter?”

“I don’t want the same thing two times in a row.” Ruuji said turning his attention away from Taiga and back to the beef.

“I think we should get beef instead,” Ruuji exclaimed. “Haven’t had it in a while.”

“NO!” Taiga yelled at him. Ruuji jumped. “PORK, PORK, PORK, PORK!” Taiga chanted as Ruuji looked around to see if anyone was watching. He caught a glimpse of the shop keeper and immediately took notice.

“Ok, ok, I hear you.” Ruuji whispered sharply, trying to calm Taiga down. It’s been a long day for Ruuji and the last thing he wants is to get kicked out of a super market. Taiga jumped in the air like a starfish and hugged him. Ruuji couldn’t help but give a smile as he patted her head.

“Taiga! Dinners ready!”

It’s already been a few hours since they were shopping. Ruuji laughed as he heard his girlfriend rush into the room. He placed the nights meal on the table. Rice, vegetables, and of course the pork.

Taiga smiled and gratefully shoved the food in her mouth. Ruuji rested his face on his palm and smiled at the sight.

Taiga furrowed her eyebrows.

“What’re you staring at?” Taiga said, her mouth full of food.

“Nothing.” Ruuji said as he too dug in to his meal.

A few minutes later, which felt like seconds to Ruuji, Taiga was finished eating. She groanded.

Ruuji was still eating. He always thought that it was better to savor your food rather than to eat quickly .

“My stomach hurts.” Taiga whined.

“You shouldn’t have eaten so fast.” Ruuji said as he ate a peice of pork.

She grunted.

“I’m gonna go to bed.”

Ruuji sighed knowing that she would probably want company.

He got up as well and followed Taiga to their bedroom. They both climbed in bed and went under the blanket. Ruuji slid his hand under Taiga’s shirt and rubbed the area under to help ease Taiga’s pain.

Immediately,

Taiga squealed. Ruuji instinctively recoiled and hit his head on the wall. He flinched and rubbed the back of his head in pain.

“What are you doing Ruuji!” Taiga scolded as she frowned at him.

“What the heck was that noise?” Ruuji says in response still rubbing his head.

Taiga looked down and the color pink splattered all over her face.

Ruuji tilted his head.

“Taiga? Are you ok?” Ruuji asked placing his hand on her thigh.

“Ruuji I’m ticklish.” Taiga said in response as she turned away from him.

Ruuji laughed. He didn’t realize how insignificant the situation was. He reached over to Taiga and flipped her over making her face him.

“Taiga, are you still in pain?” Ruuji asked.

Taiga shook her head. Ruuji smiled.

“Operation cheer Taiga up is a go.” Ruuji said with a playful smile on his face.

“Huh? RuuUUUJIIIIII!” Taiga squeaked as he started to squeeze her sides.

“What? I don’t think anything is wrong.” Ruuji teased as he continued his assault.

“IT TICKLES RUUJI!” Taiga laughed out as she squirmed.

“That’s kinda the point idiot.” Ruuji whispered in her ear making her squirm some more.

“Where else are you ticklish Miss Aisaka?” Ruuji asked. “Perhaps here?” Ruuji said as he shoved his hands up into Taiga’s armpits.

“RUHUHUJIIII! STHOHOP!” Taiga yelled as she started to kick at him.

“That’s not very nice is it Taiga.” Ruuji said as he grinned at her.

“ITS NOHOT MY FAULT YOU STUHUPID DOG!” Taiga said through fits of laughter.

“AT LEHEAST EHEASE MEHE INTO IHIT!”

“I’m sorry?” Ruuji said in response. “I couldn’t quite hear you. You mind repeating that?”

Taiga pushed her boyfriend away and jumped out of bed giggling. Ruuji did the same and picked her up in his arms. He wiggled his fingers on her tummy and kissed her on the forehead causing more giggles to bubble out from Taiga.

Ruuji put her down.

“Now if you’ll excuse me,” Ruuji said, “I’m going to continue eating.”

Taiga nodded happily and followed Ruuji back to the dinner table.

“AHH RUUJI THERES A COCKROACH!” Taiga screamed.

“WHAT WHERE?!” Ruuji responded as he scanned his surroundings.

Taiga ran to his plate and hovered her hand over it. Ruuji gasped sarcastically.

“You wouldn’t.” Ruuji said teasingly. Taiga then continued to pick up the fattest peice of pork and plop it neatly into her mouth.

“Now you’ve done it.” Ruuji said as she ran out of the room giggling. He chased after her and caught her in his arms. He lifted her up.

“I was saving that one for lastttt.” Ruuji whined.

Taiga giggled as she prepared for another session of torture.

Next time she’ll be sure to ask for pork cutlets again.

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Hope u enjoyed :D

[glazelilyy]

AT LASTTTT I'VE DONE IT !!!

the kaeya fic is UP AND FINISHED!!!

well, i still need to write an epilogue but shhhh

[sanguinecolleger]

just updating~

Hi! 

It has beennnnnnnnnnn yearrrsss (i mean.. just 5 months) since i lastttt posted/ edited my stuff here.

I don’t know if i should continue writing this blog with day to day basis  because if i do, that’d be tooooo fucking long and be almost impossible to finish and catch up on whatever’s happening on my college life rn.

welp i got quite an idea... maybe ill write by month? almost similar on how i wrote my jhs and shs farewell notes, except it’s by month and not by school years (?)

i have a lot of personal projects i’d love to accomplish this year. and those are: finishing my 2019 and 2020 journals by adding pictures  anddd uh making scrapbooks so i wont have huge boxes of memorabilias from jhs and shs anymore... (i wonder where i’ll place the love letters i got tho hahahaa)

anyway, i hope i’ll finish writing in here about my 1st year of college life before this year ends.

-- 23 November 2020

[sparrowmoth]

@fuck-you-i-am-spiderman​​ Aww, thank you so much for the SPF love, hun! <3 I’m really hoping I can finish that this month. We shall see! I’m prioritizing FaFiCoWriMo so I can catch up with my Comment Agenda lol (Chap 3 of your roadtrip fic as well as your tourney AU are on my list of fics overdue for comments so I should be getting to all of that this month, at lastttt). <3<3

Also, did someone say Ideas For A Carlos-Centric Fic? Y’all know that’s my shit haha. Me, writing anything ever: how do I NOT put Carlos at the centre of this? (Not a question I want answered jkljdksajglds). I’m trying to give Carvie some more love, too, so those are defs things we could chat about sometime. ;)

Anyway! Yessssss, your 5 fics were a fantastic contribution to the fandom this year. <3 Confidence takes time to build, but you’ll get there! It’s brave to put yourself out there and it gets a little easier every time you do. No better place than this fandom to do it since you know you’ll have always have friends to support you, so yessss. Here’s to more OT4 shenanigans in 2021! <3

Fic askssss: 1, 12, 16, and 28 ❤

Thank you so much 🤗 @hersilentlanguage

1) fave fic you wrote in 2020?

It's so hard to chose a specific fic I've written that's my favourite. I struggle so much with actually liking my work, there's always a little niggle of doubt with anything I post. But I'm really trying to push myself to be more positive about my accomplishments and I think it's a really good fucking achievement that I have written 5 descendants fics in the space of a year.

It's not even my most popular fic but I really enjoyed writing House of 1000 Snacks. It's so soft and I think it embodies what I like to write for the ot4 the best, fluff with little snippets of hurt/comfort. Plus it's a themed one which is just super fun to write.

Who needs a crown, when you can wear a helmet? - I love writing jock Mal, especially when I write her playing tourney with Jay. It's what we deserve and I really think Mal just embodies the spirit of a tourney player. I have every intention of writing related oneshots as well.

12) fave character to write about?

🥺 Just one?! I love writing for all four of the gang, they're my comfort faves. I'm trying to write a fic that focuses on each one of them more. I've already written a Mal-centric and an Evie-centric one. I'm planning to try and get my Jay-centric (insomnia fic) drafted this year and then I want an idea for a Carlos-centric one to strike inspiration. So if anyone has some soft ideas hit me up 😉

And I need to finish my Mal tourney au too!

But generally I really like writing ones that focus on all four of them and the different dynamics. I love writing Mal's interactions with the boys a lot!!! But I really want to expand on the Carvie dynamic too because I feel like that sometimes takes a bit of a backseat in my fics. (any ideas I'm open to hearing!)

16) fics you completed in 2020?

If this question is meaning fics I finished writing I have four published one-shots (and two on-going multichapter fics). Shameless plug

The origin of baby dragon (Aka the fic where Mal is in a constant state of blush as her partners use this adorable nickname)

Lost in Lace (Evie is under a lot of pressure and overworks herself, her partners just want to love and take care of her)

House of 1000 snacks (ot4 are watching scary movies ft Jal the horndogs and Carlos giving colourful commentary on everything wrong with each movie)

Are Dance Moms worse than Isle Moms? (Jal being complete dorks watching the reality tv show Dance Moms)

28) longest fic you read this 2020?

Oh man that's so hard. I've read A LOT in 2020, I forget half the things I've read in all honesty. But some of the fics that stand out are ones that I've reread numerous times and they just give me all of the feels.

The Wedding Date by @telli1206 (I will comment on this eventually I promise, I've got it all planned out!!!!) the Jayvie friendship is everything and it's written in such a soft way. The build up, the flirting, the way Telli actually makes me like side characters I usually wouldn't touch with a 10 foot pole. Beautiful, amazing, showstopping. Every chapter, every snippet you've shared just hook me even more.

She painted fire across the skyline by @hersilentlanguage 😭😭😭😭😭 I've raved about this fic a lot and I'll do it again. This gave me all of my Marlos rights and more. It's so thought out and written so beautifully, it gives so much more depth to their dynamic and shows a wonderful exploration of their feelings. I just re-read and re-read, each time I find something new I love. A complex and beautiful narrative with soft moments delicately woven through.

I have to mention one of my favourite Malvie fics, it's from years ago but I like to dig through ao3 and find my niche fics. It's a fic called Far from the tree written by Heart_Seoul_Soshi and it's got such good pacing, I love how it's told and it feels like it could be canon. It really shows the different levels to their relationship and how oblivious they both are to the way they love one another. I have read it so many times and I was really intimidated to leave a comment because I didn't feel like anything I said could have measured up to how much I fell in love with this fic. (I have comments drafted so I can give some of these fics some love when I get the chance!)

[crestfallen-infatuation]

Wowwowwow.

My last 2 developmental exam scores were in the 70 percentile & I had a C for like the longest time cause I had a shitty ass time in the beginning of the semester and I was going to class all hungover sometimes. I wasn't doing great, but then I decided to step it up and fix it & my last exam for that class, I was the second person to finish, in 20 min when we're given 2 hours and I felt confident about it. I kept telling myself I felt like I had done well, and I hoped for at least a B. Well, I got my score back today and I got a 99.17% and my professor wrote "wow!" as a comment.. my grade also went up 5% to a freaking B at lastttt!

Wow. I'm so proud of myself.

[pillybaxto]

Life is great! Life is so great!

Hello! Wah, life is really really great! haha. i dont think i have ever in my life had such a perfect life before. and i am so eternally and forever grateful for this. Let me list down the reasons why my life is perfect now. 

Haha here we gooooo~~

1. My family and I are at peace. Things are peaceful between my mum and me. and my dad and my bro and me. im even good with my bro’s gf

2. Lorraine and i are closer more so than in the past 10 years

3. I don’t have many new friends last year but i have a very nice group of friends. Morgan, Xiin, Ken, Mavis, Wileen and occasionally other people. but yeah, im actually very happy with my friends.

4. Career wise, after much exploration and being a coward, i have faced my fears and go for a job i want. and i fucking got it! i dont know how good or bad ogilvy is. but i just wanna be very grateful for this chance to be in a large corporation. and such a cool one at that!! and doing unilever?! woah. woah indeed! 

5. Career wise, felix and i are at peace. sometimes i wanna roll eyes at how good he thinks he is. but in general, he really is a good boss. and this really has been one of the best jobs i have ever done in my life

6. Money wise. okay, my financials are weak. while i cant even save up to 5k, emma is gonna buy a condo. haha. and im going to italy. lol. broke af. but at least im gonna be debt free soon. please shirley, NO MORE DEBTS. lol. roll eyes

7. Relationship wise. Nathan and i are going very strong despite no valentines day card/ celebration. but its okay. i really sincerely dont mind. its a weekday night. and its overpriced. and i’d rather spend the money in rome though hehe. hueheuehue

8. Travelling wise. YESSSS this year is the BEST ONE EVER!!! i am fucking going to italy. my first time going OUT OF ASIA! and my longest vacation ever. it is going to be a good one. it truly is and i believe it! mmmmmm 

9. Musical wise. yes, there is a musical wise this year AT LASTTTT!! hahahaha! WEEEEEE!! im gonna watch Chicago with lorraineee! its our second musical at Mastercard Theatre! hahaha! WEEEE 

10. TV shows wise. i finished unbreakable kimmy schmidt. im going to finish game of thrones soon. hmm, i think i will try westworld next. haha

11. Exercise wise. im into swimming nowwww and it makes me feel happy. cus when im in the water, i feel at peace with myself. and i can use that chance to either zone out or do daily gratitude. yea

So hence, life is so damn fucking awesome. and im truly truly happy. in all aspects of my life. ALL aspects of my life. thank you universe. Im looking at you through the background on my desktop. thank you universe so much for blessing me and giving me this life thats filled with everything i have hoped for and never giving up on me through my darkest most emotional periods. i know that i seek you only in my darkest days but i now celebrate you! thanks alot