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I've really been through so much life.. it's crazy.
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It'll take more than a village to bring me back ..
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Labor is crazy.
I was in active labor a total of 28 hours. After hour 14 & still being stuck at 4 cm dilated, I got the epidural cause, fuhck. 😩
Shit was smooth from there. I was numb af until it started to wear off and I was like wtf noo 😭 till the nurse graciously decided to tell me there's a button I can press to give myself another dose.. lmao
Nurse told me pushing for first time mom's usually takes 3-4 hours. I took 30 min (I googled how to do it accurately to get her out quick lmao)
Baby was born, and I was just admiring her when it started to go down with me 🥴 I couldn't feel shit, but suddenly 5+ people were in the room and the doc was shoving towels (?) in me to stop me from bleeding so he could see the source cause it was a lot. I got 1st & 2nd degree tears, but he couldn't get the stitch right to stop the bleeding.
I'm over here, haven't eaten in over a day, slowly getting weaker, but still just admiring my baby with her dad while they're going at it on me.
Talking 'bout "prep the OR" 😭 having me sign papers in case they can't stop the bleeding and need to take me there. Talking 'bout, "Call code Ruby." Lmao like HUH.
The doc somewhat fixes me up & says they'll check on me in an hour. An hour later another doc comes & finishes the job. At this point my BP is like 90/50 & they're ordering a liter of blood to be given to me + saline. My temp is 100+ & they're trippin.
When he finishes stiching me up, I'm like, "Can I eat?" I almost fainted sitting up to do so 🙃 Nurse had to give me an alcohol wipe to sniff on to bring me back.
3 weeks later & the stitches are just now feeling 80% normal.
The nurses would be checking my wounds every 2 hours. If I was nervous before going in about them looking at my private areas, that nervousness went out the window 😐 they'd walk in on me, titties out learning how to breast feed/pump, & it'd be like 🤷🏻♀️
I had multiple lactation consultants grab my titties and try to get baby to latch/ squeeze out the colostrum for me to give to her. 💀
Labor is WILD.
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(Siento un vacío muy frío por dentro, mi amor)
(Cuando te fuiste, te robaste mi corazón)
(Me quedé loco de tanto pensar y pensar)
(Me iré al infierno, pero me tengo que vengar)
Siento un vacío muy frío por dentro, mi amor
Cuando te fuiste, te robaste mi corazón
Me quedé loco de tanto pensar y pensar
Me iré al infierno, pero me tengo que vengar
Quiero manchar el vestido blanco de rojo
Sé que el altar de Dios es santo, pero, mi amor
Cien invitados y todos tendrán que mirar
Que nuestro amor va al más allá
Quiero que bailemos juntos
En el cielo, el infierno, pero sin ese puto
El que te ha apartado todo este tiempo de mí
Al inconsciente que hizo que no fueras pa' mí
Danza, una danza eterna
Pero me voy contigo, pero nos vamos juntos
Llevo tres noches malditas sin poder dormir
Solo pensando y pensando que eres para mí (Que eres para mí)
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Camino lento, me duele la respiración
A mil por hora latidos de mi corazón
En el pasillo me vienen recuerdos, flashbacks
Prometimos que los dos iríamos al altar
Te quitó el velo, aceptaste y luego te besó
Ya has consumado los votos sagrados, mi amor
Un frío muy intenso se llevó todo mi ser
Ya no hay razón pa' estar de pie
Quiero que bailemos juntos
En el cielo, el infierno, pero sin ese puto
Al que te ha apartado todo este tiempo de mí
Al inconsciente que hizo que no fueras pa' mí
Danza, una danza eterna
Pero me voy contigo, pero nos vamos juntos
Llevo tres noches malditas sin poder dormir
Solo pensando y pensando que eras para mí
Miro cómo brillan tus ojos
Me resigno perderte y esta vez para siempre
Me arrepentí de quitarte tu felicidad
Te dejaré una familia puedas comenzar
Me despido, me despido pa' siempre
Y te deseo suerte, y bendigo mi muerte
Se la dedico al amor que nunca funcionó
A la persona que roto tiene el corazón
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Ughhh.. I'm so lost in my thoughts. It's driving me crazy 😩
Constantly talking myself down this ledge.
It's nothingg. There's no substance to it. Stop thinking about it..
But yet there's so muchh.
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i need to be at a party and spend two hrs alone on the patio thinking
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Sé que yo no soy el mismo
Y en mi cuello, una cadena con diamantes
De la pobreza fui a salvarme
Loco, pero bien enamorado
Se ve que me la paso a toda madre
Bien bendecido por mi madre
Por esos ojos, yo robo y mato
Pa'l envidioso cargo aparatos
Niña, no me digas que no
Que esta noche te hago el amor
Por esos ojos me hice malandro
Tú, la más buena, la envidia del antro
Niña, no me digas que no
Que esta noche te hago el amor
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Vida recia, lujos, fama, joyas, culos
Tengo todo y nada me llena
El billete no vale verga
Ah, qué buena vida llevo
Y si es que me voy primero
De allá te cuido desde el cielo
Como a ti nadie yo te quiero
Por esos ojos, yo robo y mato
Pa'l envidioso cargo aparatos
Niña, no me digas que no
Que esta noche te hago el amor
Por esos ojos me hice malandro
Tú, la más buena, la envidia del antro
Niña, no me digas que no
Que esta noche te hago el amor
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Tired 😴 baby is having a fussy type of night. Husband goes back to work next week, so it'll just be me and I'm still forced to isolate the full 40 days postpartum.
I'm so bored of being indoors/ home.
Not excited to go to doc appointments alone.. tryna figure out the stroller situation 😩 that's gonna be a jobb for my anxious ass
I'm also intermittent fasting, so I can't even get joy from food :/ I'm just here🧍🏻♀️hoping for some results at least
Sighh
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I can feel it
Girl, pick up your phone, I can't believe it
I can feel my spirit slowly leaving
I can't see myself and I'm not breathing (Ah)
I'm not breathing (I'm not breathing)
Slowly bleeding (Bleeding)
I wish that I told you all my feelings (Feelings)
I hope that I live life for a reason (Reason)
But at least you'll play this song
When I'm gone
And I hope you cry for me like I cry for you
Every night for you, take it easy on me, baby
'Cause I tried with you, saw my life with you
End of time with you, now we're strangers
And I hope that you still cry for me like I cry for you
Every night for you, I've been living with this lie
Now I can't hide the truth, I can't hide the truth
Girl, I'll cry for you
Girl, I'll cry for you, ooh, yeah
I can't see clear
I wash my fears with whisky tears
I disappear
Don't interfere, the end is near
The crowd'll scream
I block my ears to stop the cheers
'Cause the stage took a toll
Been faded on the floor
In this penthouse prison, I'm alone
And I hope you cry for me like I cry for you
Every night for you, take it easy on me, baby
'Cause I tried with you, saw my life with you
End of time with you, now we're strangers
And I hope that you still cry for me like I cry for you
Every night for you, I've been living with this lie
Now I can't hide the truth, I can't hide the truth (Hide the truth)
Girl, I'll cry for you
Girl, I'll cry for you, ooh, yeah
Every time I hit the road, it takes a little piece of me
Kills me slowly (Slowly)
When I needed you the most, you always gave me sympathy
Now you're over me (Over me)
Now you're better on your own, it ain't a fucking mystery
You've been showing me
Now I've been burning up my home, baby
I've been burning up my home
And I hope you cry for me like I cry for you
Every night for you, take it easy on me, baby
'Cause I tried with you, saw my life with you
End of time with you, now we're strangers
And I hope that you still cry for me like I cry for you
Every night for you, I've been living with this lie
Now I can't hide the truth, I can't hide the truth
Girl, I'll cry for you
Girl, I'll cry for you, ooh, yeah
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