#i feel very proud of myself 👉👈

[wanderersbell]

sorry but i need to brag bc i just got 36 stars for the first time and it was the hardest abyss >:) i feel like a god rn

[daz4i]

guys guys i went out with my 2 besties from the theater group and we hung out for like nearly 3 hours and brainstormed more ideas for our short movie and they said my ideas were good :D and it was very fun i love them tbh

[xhanelia]

Hi, I hope you’ve been having a good day! Can I please request a Sova that goes absolutely feral when you pull on his hair during sex... like he's a whole new man when you do that. The thought has been invading my brain and it won't leave hdjwkkdkd

-Sova lover anon

Ngl at all i be giggling and kicking my feet even thinking about this 👉👈 Thanks so much for waiting for me and i hope i do not dissapoint. Love uuuu <333

<<<Reader is she/her. MDNI.>>>

Im lost with words iykyk with Sova (nsfw)

It always starts slow and affectionate with Sova. We know him. He knows himself too. He knows that he is a little bit of an overgrown man (190ish cm long like holly shit boy what did your babushka feed you?) and he doesnt want to overwhelm you with himself.

But if you press his buttons, yeah, he switches a bit fast.

When he gets the 'fuck me hard' signal from you he doesnt care. You are under him now.

For him, its his hair getting pulled by you. Its like a wordless signal between both of you. Does the job perfectly so why need to ask for it, right?

The second you grab a handfull of his beautiful long blonde hair and pull it, he growls from the very deep of his throat. His body lovering over you for you to feel his weight on you more. Mhm. He got what you want for sure.

"You want to do it my way, darling?" The russian accent with the word 'darling' sounds deep near your ear. You know our giant bear. He gotta make sure even if he is too much over to control himself.

His moves are much over and about controlling you and your body. He is playing with your buttons too but mostly like a 'dim red light sex at midnight' kinda sex iykwim. He is rough but not ROUGH rough. Just the perfect amount to make you squirm under his body.

He can overpower you so easily he cannot lie that this doesnt turn him on. Pulling you in, stretching your legs, lifting you up and everything. And the sounds you make for him while he does these things? He could listen to you all night long. (Thats totaly not the reason he likes long sessions with you.)

This man has the highest stamina in the protocole if it wasnt for kay/o. He climbs up an down on snow for a daily basis. He is not letting you go anywhere if you dont use the safe word and make him stop yourself. If you know how to tire him then its another story.

You swear the first time you two get close like this, you thought that he had no experience whatsoever but now you realize you are so damn wrong. He may not look like he has experience but its all because he wants to make you feel alright and safe in his hands. But if you want to give the control all into his hands, then he will gladly take it from yours.

Kisses, hickeys, bite marks all over your body. Did i mention he has no shame? I guess i did on another one of my posts. I will say it again. He has no shame. He will look proud if anyone notices the hickeys he left over you. They gotta know that he knows how to do his job.

If you were to ask him about how he likes being in charge, he will laugh and just say a simple "yes, i do". Maybe his cheeks will get a little red but not because of embarrassment, its because of he lies how much more he likes it. This man LIVES for these moments.

(I wish i had a Sova for myself 😔)

[thebisexualdogdad]

Hello my good sir/person! I was wondering if you wrote for Transmasc!Readers? I kinda got my idea based on your One Piece characters reacting to Reader changing so. If you do write for Transmasc!Readers then could I possibly request a Zoro x Transmasc!Reader where he walks in on Reader changing and he's either wearing a binder or has top surgery scars (whatever you're comfy with), Reader freaks out a bit about Zoro seeing him this way but Zoro reassures him that it's okay?

Idk it sounded kinda cute 👉👈

Feel free to ignore if it's not your jam, I won't take it personally.

Have a good day/night!

Roronoa Zoro x trans male!reader

Standing in front of the full body mirror propped between yours and Zoro's bunks, you remove your shirt to inspect yourself after a fight against some pirates on the island you were docked at.

You fought alongside Zoro and your crewmates, successfully dodging their swords and bullets but you did find a bruise blooming on your ribs where one of them had sucker punched you.

Raising one arm in the air you examine the bruise, running two fingers along it making you wince but then the scars on your chest catch your attention and your fingers trace over them as well.

You were going to have to tell your friends the truth about yourself eventually but you had only joined the strawhats two months ago and weren't quite sure how they would react.

This wasn't exactly something openly talked about in the East Blue afterall.

You're lost in your train of thought and taken aback by the sound of Zoro’s voice behind you, “damn man what happened to you?”

You instantly knew he wasn't talking about the bruise.

You had gotten quite close to Zoro over the last two months but you hadn't yet found the courage to tell even him.

Despite sharing a room you always made sure to be clothed when he was nearby only changing with the door locked or in the ship's bathroom.

Turning around your hands instinctively cover your chest and you sputter out, “it's-it's nothing.”

“Did someone do that to you?” Zoro questions stepping closer to you.

“No I… I did this to myself… well I mean I choose to do this,” you ramble nervously.

“What are you talking about Y/N?” He says confused.

“Zoro I- I need to tell you something,” you say, removing your hands and exposing your scars, “I'm a man but… I was born a woman.”

He stands there staring at you for a moment before it finally sinks in, “oh… so your chest… those scars-”

“I found a doctor last year in a village known for their practices in experimental medicine, he performed the surgery and made my chest look more like a mans,” you explain.

“Wow… that's actually pretty cool,” he says.

“You think it's cool?” You say surprised, “you don't care that I wasn't born a man.”

“I believe people should be free to live their most fulfilling lives regardless of gender, if you say you are a man then in my eyes you are one and it has been an honor to fight by your side the last few months and I know everyone on the crew would say the same,” he states.

You gulp, holding back the tears welling, “thank you Zoro.”

“And don't worry, I won't tell any of the others but I promise whenever you’re ready they are going to be just as proud of you as I am,” he continues.

“You don't know how much that means to me,” you tell him.

It's quiet for a second before he chuckles, “anyways, Sanji sent me in here to tell you dinner is ready.”

“Right, let me get dressed, I'll be out in a minute,” you smile.

Zoro leaves you alone and you look at your scars in the mirror again, this time feeling like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders.

Very few people in your life knew about your secret but you were glad Zoro was now one of them.

[writingwisterias]

I kind of want to request era leons reacting to his s/o coming out as trans... 👉👈

- 🐇

(also im ftm thats why im so happy you write for trans 🥰)

Hi 🐇!

I'd love to do this for you 💕 and you are always welcome here! I'll keep it in mind when writing if you have any other requests you want related to this topic or not!

Warnings: Fluff, Comfort, Coming out

Trans Masc! Reader

RE2:

He might need you to explain your feelings at first but he's all for it

It's a period where there's not a great deal of knowledge on the matter but he'll support you

He'll make sure you get the stuff you need to fully transition

Help you tell other people if he's the first person you go to

He will be the rock you need as you take that first step

Would also love it if you sit down and talk to him about what you need from him in terms of care and when you are out in public

We all know some people are dickheads

RE4R:

Again the early 2000s it's not really spoken about a whole lot so he would need you to explain your feelings in more depth

But once you have he's all over you and helping you again in anyway he can

His wardrobe is yours

He'll learn how to bind properly so he can make sure you are doing it safely

When it comes to telling other people I think he will insist on being there but won't overshadow you or force you to do it if you back out

Like if you get there and you feel like you aren't ready he'll give you a hug and smile to let you know he's not bothered and will help you when the time is right

Infinite Darkness:

Social media is starting to form with YouTube and things (I made myself feel old by this cause it's only 2006 during id)

But he will do as much research as he can as he doesn't want you to feel like you have to explain things

If he's still unsure or needs guidance he'll ask for help

When you do tell him he's got the biggest smile on his face like he doesn't care but in a good way

He's also there to support you in anyway you need so he'll learn anything you want him to

It can be from binding to make up or how to dress/present yourself

Damnation:

Overall very supportive but might need some help with terms etc

He's fighting anyone that doesn't respect you he doesn't care if they get hurt...they hurt you

You can have his clothes and if they aren't your style have his credit card

Will get you the healthcare you need but you just have to let him know

He's very happy that you chose to tell him and will feel proud in himself that you feel comfortable enough to talk to him about it

RE6:

So since this game is set in 2012 he knows about it but probably knows the basics

Give him time and he'll understand everything

He's over the moon tho that you trusted him enough to tell him though and would celebrate it with you

He'll help with everything/ anything you need like he's got you don't worry

Pretty laid back at this stage so I think it will be a similar situation like you told him and he's just chilled out about it!

Vendetta:

First off he's amazed you actually tell him, even in his lowest state you still care enough about him to tell him.

He's googling everything he needs to know

I think he would use the chance to help you to also help himself

You trusting him enough with this second of vulnerability is already helping him step out of his brooding cloud, whenever he would admit that to you or not remains different.

Death Island:

I imagine he is the one to know and understand what you mean right off the bat, it's 2015 at this point he knows about pride etc

Would offer to go to any event you want him to, I'm sure he would even let you put face paint on

His wardrobe is yours, he'll even lend you his favourite jacket if it's a special occasion

Huge on complimenting you afterwards, like he's flirting nonstop in a way that makes you feel comfortable

I think it would be things like "pretty boy" or "handsome"

He's there with anything you need help with

[thegoldenherd]

I'm trying to find songs for a Logis playlist and I am realizing I have made him a very counter-cultural character, because I can hardly find any recent or popular songs that hold to his themes...

Logis is searching for truth and through that discovers love, meaning, and beauty. Logis was made with a purpose that is good, and him trying following it is worth it even when he realizes he's flawed and can't do it perfectly. Logis gains the knowledge of right and wrong, and the free will to choose right and wrong, at the same time. Logis' meaning and value come from the very real and cosmically terrifying truth that exists outside of himself that he cannot control.

...but most songs are about how your meaning is for you to decide, your flaws are what make you unique/special/beautiful, deviating from design and purpose is superior to following your purpose, and love is some vibe-y feeling that you can't understand or even experience through reason.

so... kinda proud of myself for Not Being Like Other Girls™, but also frustrated. song recs welcome btw 👉👈

[dazed--xx]

Hi there!!

I never really interact directly with writers for some reason (I get intimidated 👉👈), but I wanted to tell you that I’ve read a ton of your fake texts and they’re absolutely incredible. You’ve made my heart clench so many times with all the angst you’ve written. It’s exactly what I want to feel when I read good angst, and you meet my reader 'needs' so well, it’s crazy!!! I even find myself rereading your work multiple times. So thank you so much for sharing these gems with us.💜

Our boys are often jerks and toxic, but that just makes my reading experience even better.~

You’re awesome, I wish you lots of happiness. And I can’t wait to read more of your stuff in the future.🥹🥹

Well I just wanna say I'm proud of you for stepping out of your comfort zone to tell me this, I have severe social anxiety to the point I hide who I am on here legit only one of my followers knows what I look like and my real name so I understand being nervous and intimidated when reaching out to people and I know how much it took for you to say this so again I'm very proud of you 👏 but thank you so much for enjoying my works. I try to make a different reader type from ones i normally see simply cause most Y/Ns I read aren't super strong willed and come off weak which I don't find anything wrong with I just enjoy breaking a strong willed person tbh when it comes to my writing. But you guys are the reason the work gets put out (yall and my fiance 🙄 you'll get it if you read my post about him) you guys are the reason I still push myself to post yall are the reason I am putting out a novel tbh I love yall and I really appreciate yall liking my work

[chubbybubby]

Any thoughts on Jayce + burps/gas? I personally can't stop thinking about how he'd probably be really loud and shameless about it. Like he totally overeats and then enjoys the satisfaction of being stuffed and burping.

I'm obsessed and absolutely going to have to expand this into a fic myself but as a fellow fat Jayce enjoyer I'm curious about your thoughts 👉👈

HI HELLO THANKS FOR THE ASK I'M SO READY TO TALK ABOUT JAYCE BURPING

So okay my headcanon personally I think there's a pipeline to it - at first he's embarrassed, because he knows it's "impolite" and seen as gross or rude, so of course if he's unashamedly gassy around people, he expects to be ridiculed and told off. Especially when he's Piltover’s Golden boy - the idea that Mr Perfection could be so PIGGISH like that UGH.............

But Viktor sees Jayce burping after thoroughly being stuffed as a positive thing, a compliment to his cooking or help, or just an indication that he's happy and full. Sure, Jayce wouldn't hold back in private - the man would burp loud and proud when alone - but for others he conceal it, until Viktor comes into his life. Viktor who tells him not to hide himself, not to abide by Piltover’s arbitrary rules of manners. He noticed Jayce holding his burps in after heavy lunches at the lab, the weird rumbly sound that would roll up his throat and stay in his mouth, and he thought it rediculous. So he told Jayce to just let it out...

And it takes Jayce some time to fully get used to it. At first he's still blushing and apologising, happy to be praised for being so comfortable, and then when the dynamic is settled there's no shame left to be had. He'll happily burp into Viktor's mouth while kissing - which is usually an accident, but he knows better than to apologise anymore for it. Viktor thinks it's cute, his big eyed, lovey dovey Jayce, happy and stuffed and unashamed to let it be known. It feels good to be adored, to have his belly rubbed and be told he's perfect while he belches uncoothly into the air...

ANYWAAAAAAY yeah 😳 I'D BE VERY EXCITED TO SEE WHATEVER YOU WRITE IF YOU DO I very much love big boy Jayce 😍

[seyvia]

📩 Simblr question of the day: A non-sims simblr question/s! Besides Sims, what other games do you play and what platforms do you like to play on? (PC, Console, Mobile...) What would genre/s do you tend to lean towards? (FPS, Sandbox, Multiplayer, Simulation, etc.)

Bonus! If a game has character customization, do you like to make a completely new character everytime or do you like to use the same OC/Sim?

Feel free to ramble, especially if you really enjoy a game (❁´◡`❁)

Thank you for thinking of me💕(>/////< " ). (Sorry it takes me so long to answer these) I'm only playing pc/mobile games currently, but I used to play lots of console/ds games. But I'll stick to talking about what's current. (I'm honestly a bit behind the times, lol 👉👈)

I play Syberia religiously every year! All three games, if I can. I didn't enjoy that recent one that came out. I wish I could explain why better then, 'the vibes were way off and the actual gameplay part of it was nonexistent,' I've played this game since I was 7, ok! It developed my brain! I have HIGH expectations and no tolerance for anything less at this point.

I also pick one of the old Her interactive 'Nancy Drew' pc games to play on the side because they make me happy and give me so much nostalgia. (The problem is I know who did it, so no surprises for me🥲) they just don't make these kind of games like they used to.

I've played farming sims since the GameCube, as some of y’all know, I only recently started playing Stardew Valley. I enjoy it far more then I imagined. If you're wondering why I hadn't played it before now, well, I simply didn't appreciate the pixel style until recently. I find it charming now♡ I've been playing Palia since last September and I'm really enjoying it. It's charming and the characters designs are something I've wanted from a farm sim for a long time, plus+ its freaking free♡ (I'm not big on multi-player, tho so I have to build up the courage to play it, I'd have loved it if it was a solo🫤). I played Ooblets on my hiatus. It was very cute and reignited my imagination♡

I bought Fallout 4 when it was on sale. I hope to play it soon, I love retro 50s/60s atomic age. My brothers are really big on it, and it actually brought us a little closer since they didn't understand my enjoyment of the era before they played the game.

I played all of Spyro reignited last summer♡ pretty proud of myself for getting almost perfect. And for mobile I play 'Good Pizza, Great Pizza' It's so cute highly recommend. I want to get home chef hustle and recreate my character in Sims, lol!

CHARACTERS: Honestly, I make a new character depending on the game and what suits my interests at the time, but they are usually the same? Like, they all kind of look like...me, sometimes...😅 when in doubt, brown hair! that's about it.

[samuelroukin]

omg just got an email about the early update.. 🥹🥹 i feel so spoiled 👉👈

I guess I should put a TW up top for casual discussion of suicidal themes if I'm gonna hit send on anon, I don't want to accidentally spring that on your followers (just lighthearted faege typical)

Except now I gotta bargain w myself bc on one hand I am At Work. On the other I have been rotating that stupid tent in my mind wondering if the next chapter might do what I lowkey hope it will and have Soap roast a marshmallow, eat it and then whoops! sticky marshmallow on his lips 🤷🏻‍♀️ whatever shall we do about that! uh oh, he hasnt noticed and isnt wiping it away 🙄🙄 lets all crowd around and see how hard Ghost will spiral about that.. wonder which creative violent method of offing himself he'll up with this time since he cant exactly fling himself off the nearest cliff about it with Johnny strapped to him like his own personal beefcake backpack 😈😈😈

atp i don't even mind if nothing of the kind happens like i said i'm rotating them in my mind. like 🏕️🏕️🔥🌝🎣 besides i'll explode if I think about what's actually going to happen when they finally get around to that massage. jesus christ

Regardless I know you literally just updated Monday however I have zero (0) impusle controlllllidk bc i gambled the other day and got away with reading it on the clock which was NOT strategic of me i mean the update was absolutely delightful but comparatively not as spicy and i would have been so fucked if that had gone the other way

idk help what do you think what am I in for here. I am fiending for my in-between treat!! .. but this is the long awaited camping sleepoverrr so theoretically if there was ever gonna be a chapter with a lil action... 👀👀

so maybe i should be patient and wait until I get home so I can rly truly savor the idiocy...

BUT ALSO on the other hand they are so disgustingly in love like. historically so far whenever theyre in a Situation where u'd THINK they'd be the most likely to touch tips 🤔 instead its like theyre on their best behavior 😭😭 like that one chapter w the scene they were literally watching porn together and they were so 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️ hands to themselves - i mean to be fair it was straight porn LOL- and then of course the MOMENT theyre using the same bodywash... 😪 god forbid. they want to jump each other's bones so bad u could probably see the veins standing out in their necks from space. or sharing cigarettes? forget it oml the only thing that sets them both off faster is hauling johnny around by the string like a leash, flirting about how much he likes following orders its ...zero to a hundred faster than u can say "good boy" 💀 so. ultimately i gotta give it to u ben u know how to keep me on my toes, you sly dog.... idk what to expect. ever! lol

and honest to god I WOULD be more frustrated with the pair of them, (absolute numbskulls, both,) if it werent for the fact that neither one could conceivably have a drop of blood left in their brains between them, what with all of it strictly allocated to their dicks at all times. rip ghost's zip... hair trigger AND hung ✊😔 so can i really blame them for not being able to find 2 braincells to rub together under the circumstances? would that be fair? no and for that matter i'm not proud to say... based on all available evidence I would probably be just as stupid about it in their shoes. truly the plot device of plot devices ben u've rly got me by the throat here bro

anyway SORRY sorryyy for the ramble..!! christ this is long. my bad I saw the notif and got excited. clearly 🥲 lolll the tl;dr is THANK UUU for the bonus content I could not be more excited I suppose I will either succumb to temptation and read it NEOWW or be responsible and bookmark it for tonight as a reward for working hard all day. maybe when I make up my mind i'll let you know lol and I hope you have a VERY good day!!!!! hahahahha

i'm CRYING laughing at this help 😭 but DO NOT read in public is all i will say 🫣 also love the marshmallow idea i really should've done something with that.... ah well, i think it's still pretty fun ! let me know what u think. after reading it tonight in private. not on the clock.

[porkcracker]

ASSHDJSK THANK YOU SO MUCH!

I loved the one shot a lot :D. I hope you don't mind if I can request more of those types of fics?

They're really wholesome and I really love how you write Ratchet and Optimus as father and grandfather figures 👉👈

Awesome, I'm very happy you enjoyed the one-shot! I'm still quite proud of myself of writing it in one go. And I absolutely do not mind you requesting more, feel absolutely free to.

They give peak material to work off of, so I'm quite happy to found familfy these two.

[rahdoll]

Joining me first Discord server! I feel very proud if myself!

just wanted to say cause I feel like it's an accomplishment for me 👉👈

[daisyvisions]

I am doing better now!! Thankyou!! 💜 I'm sorry for disappearing so suddenly. 😭

Just a lot happened all at once so I genuinely just didn't touch social media in general for a long while 😭 Also I had to go to China suddenly for a bit and didn't get my VPN set up beforehand due to frantic circumstances, so while there was a brief period of time where things calmed down enough for me to have checked in, Tumblr et al. were blocked. 😔 I am very smart and remember important things always. I promise. 👍

On the bright side, though, my jobs are going well; I passed my exams for last semester; and also the cute boy from work that I mentioned ages ago and I are in a situationship now sort of? 👉👈 So things are looking up!! 😁

And awh :( 💜 I hope you're doing better or getting better at least? Remember to get sunlight and fresh air, drink enough water, don't skip meals, and rest lots!! Take breaks and sleep!! Your health comes before us or your blog (or work, but sometimes that can be difficult to manage 😭).

Also!! Congrats on 1k!! 🍾🎉 You deserve it 100% and I am very proud! 💜

Here is a parting gift for today:

yay im so happy for you with your job and exam congrats! hehe aww it feels like forever since the time you just started that job and look at you now! AND THE GUY YES I REMEMBER AAAAAH I LOVE THE PROGRESS 💕 wishing you two nothing but happiness!

I'm trying my best to focus on myself lately I had a mini melt down the other month esp with the workload ive been getting but im a believer that it's a test from the universe on my character so happy to report that I guess im handling the stress a bit better than before yeah! havent been focusing on my health but no worries im doing that now hehe

and thank you! definitely gonna think about something special for this blog for reaching the milestone hehe

omg that meme I love it hahaha (not me wishing for sunwoo to reenact the meme too ksjdfnsdjnkf)

[potatomountain]

it's so fascinating to hear about people's reading habits, especially when they're so different from your own. I've noted everything, but it'll definitely be an interesting experience for both of us because our tastes differ so much, it'll be a fun challenge for me to write and hopefully a fresh perspective for you to read.

(also i will try my best not to make you cry but no guarantees ;)

now that we have that down, lets talk a bit about our characters. what makes ateez stand out to you, both in general and as characters to write about and read in fics? what about your biases pulls you towards them? how do you see them as people and as characters?

(feel free to write at length about them, i thoroughly enjoy watching people talking about the things they love.)

i hope you are doing well.

lots of love, your secret admirer <3

Oh boy I definitely could write at length about them ngl ^^' so I'll do a cut-

While Hongjoong is my ult bias, so is Yeosang just like a like under him in the pecking order? Kim Hongjoong for me is, idk how to accurately describe it. I see his smile and I'm smiling, I get pumped when he raps. He makes me laugh and feel seen. Plus he's fcking gorgeous and not overwhelming so but like dear to my heart pretty. Both he and Yeosang are absolutely adorable babies with the potential to be very dangerous for my ovaries 😭 their stage presence is immaculate like?

Hongjoong's dedication to his work and the way he loves his members are two things that inspire me and help me grow on a daily basis. I just love him so much and I hope I can be like him. Not exactly like him or a lot, but there are qualities he has I want for myself and I hope someday I can have them. He'd be supportive and proud, and I guess I'd enjoy the drama queen he would be about everything. He makes a statement, always, so there wouldn't be any second guessing his intentions.

Yeosang is just prince charming and princess at once. He feels safe and he's gorgeous[im pretty sure i have a thing for pretty boys help :') ]. What made him an ult for me was when I heard about his struggle with becoming an idol, how his parents I guess didn't support it at first so he did it all himself. Late night classes and training hard. Plus we have a shared love for chicken. It's just hard not to love that man. He's patient and both smart as hell and a space cadet. He can be savage but also sweet. Honest. An ideal man :')

I technically bias everyone in Ateez but Yunho would be my third. He's my comfort character. The ideal boyfriend you could say. Big teddy bear/puppy boyfriend who is also so attentive. He'd know if your upset and exactly how to cheer you up. I think he's perfect for best friend to lovers tropes imo. [Also best cuddles 😍]

Mingi was right behind that but Seonghwa has recently booted him cuz I love me a versatile man. Plus his gender neutral style? Corsets and skirts and dresses? Inspiring honestly. Mom Hwa is also healing in a way.

Mingi is just dangerous for my ovaries on stage or when he's working but otherwise I just wanna love him he so cute 🥺👉👈 like big deep, him or quality kinda? Wanna take care of him and get good hugs

Jongho is on that list and last would be woosan. However I feel like I can relate a lot to woosan with the crazy chaotic, love whole heartedly energy they have :') but that's just me. I think all the members would be so loyal and loving to their S/O, would accept them as is and take care of them in their own way- that's part of the reason I love them. They love unconditionally [even if some might be harsher at first]

Now for how they are written? I had a hard time getting into fanfic cuz it bothers me to see characters do things they normally wouldn't so I'd like them to be written similar to how they are. Woosan are always good comic relief :') mingi and yun too. Of course the aus and plot totally affects key personality points so I can see that.

I'm actually curious to see how you write them! I'm both picky and not picky- if it's a good story I'll read it <3 if I happen to cry it's okay ^^ you don't have to put the piece entirely to my tastes pls write what you are comfortable with- that said write for any if the ateez members, I do love them all, I don't mind multiple members, ot8- even if it's just a found family no romance piece :')

A lot of my own works are self indulgent but I get so nervous writing hj or yeo because to me they are just, too perfect I don't wanna mess em up 😭

Again I hope this helps! I tried not to go TOO overboard and hope I stayed on topic enough :) I just woke up so like- it could be all over the place.

[redactedgeek]

(i loved seeing your response so ty for sharing your response 🥰💕)

you get it!! I struggle with self-love too but as soon as I think of someone I love and how I'd treat them, talk to them, etc., it comes very intuitively uwu 👉👈 It's gotten to the point where treating myself well is starting to feel/come naturally and I'm so happy about that 🥰💖

I've never felt so loved and so backed up than when I do it myself! (I- I mean,, like loved one's love was very plenty, I just mean like.. I had 24/7 access, it was infinite, and it was tailored just for me xp )

anywho i BELIEVE IN U FRIEND !! I LOVE U LOVEABLE KACHU 🩵✨️ V PROUD OF U 🤧🫶💖

a love letter to You and I

To the unfortunate ✨🥀 (or most fortunate 😌🌻 - perhaps neutral? 👀🌱) Soul who sees this:

I wonder what sort of state You’d consider yourself in… The possibilities are thought-wringing. Yes 🙂. Thought-wringing cx

This… may be an attempt to do a life check-in. Sooo, if you’d like to do one with me, please feel free -^u^- 🌸

aight c: Status report: Overwhelmed at everything. Not doing well; multiple breakdowns in a single week alone. Saw burnout from a distance, and promised to treat self with unconditional love, and did best not to take anything out on others. Positive at beginning and “keeping head up.” Proud of self for coming this far [;before, I beat myself up every time I wasn’t able to do what I felt I “needed” to do. Now, I accept that sometimes I do get knocked down, and I allow it to happen, and I do my best to heal while my theoretically burning body lays there].

I am a fool 🤧. For laying there and not rolling around [sometimes I lay in bed, on my phone for hours and declare that “rest” :’) ]. For not yelling out for help or in pain [lashing out because I keep holding everything in; regardless of the reason, I know I haven’t done my part to communicate 😔]. For patching up the wounds and expecting it to be better immediately, moving in such a way that the wounds open up again so it takes even longer to heal than if I had cared for the wound [isolating, and then coming out of isolation from fear-based reasons instead of from actually taking care of myself, so I isolate even more because I’m so exhausted running on negative stress-adrenaline ☹️].

There are two - perhaps three or four? - options I can choose from about what can I do with the above-information:

A: Conclude I can never do anything right and allow that to define me as a person and continue spiraling in the unalchemized darkness. “I try and it doesn’t work. I can’t do anything right. 😀👍✨”

B: Conclude that while I have work to do on the way that I do some things, I acknowledge that I am doing my best with what I have and what I know. Each time I am knocked down, I have an opportunity to be still, reflect on my experiences, and learn what works and what doesn’t. “I tried, and while that didn’t work, this did. I can do more of this and see if it works more. 😌💕”

X: Conclude that I am tired, I just wanna have a good time now, and I push this to future me to handle this because [think nihilism]. “Hey, Ego, here’s something for you [quick fix: ‘you’re doing your best, everyone makes mistakes. Just don’t think about it and move on. It’s fun to be silly li’l guy anyway.] 🤭”

Y: Conclude that each and every one of these are options that are valid, fluid, and each have their own unique consequences. I don’t judge choices that people make because I understand and each of us are on our own made-perfectly-for-us journeys (which I think is wonderful and amazing because we are all embarking on our paths on this Earth together! On the same planet and stuffs! And no matter what we might believe, we’re not alone!), and I should allow myself that same, nonjudgmental freedom >×< I conclude that, since I love myself, I do my best to carry out options that I would hope a loved one carries out. I want the best for my loved ones, and so I want the best for myself. And I hope… by sharing this… this helps more precious souls too uwu 👉👈💕

Now, refer to the beginning. What sort of state are You in? What are you going to do (or not do) with it? :] genuinely curious

[Whatever your answer is, I send you so much love, I wish for you the support You specifically need at this time. And we shan’t forget - there is an abundance of blessings within and all around us! I hope hope hope you accept the blessings meant for You. 143 infinity style ❤️‍🩹♾️]

[bellafragolina]

Hmm how about submas twins with a s/o that wanted to be a gym leader but gave up on the dream? Maybe they left the region to study and train but came back to Unova with no plans for their future? What do the brothers do with this information? 👉👈 I've been working on an oc that wanted to be a fairy type gym leader for a long time. Like in high school she had a notebook with different strategies and designs for an outfit she would wear. She thought maybe pursuing her dream would make her happy. Unfortunately depression doesn't work that way and things never got better, she ended up returning home so she can live with her family (and get some therapy but she doesn't know that yet. I'm the writer and I say someone is going to drag her to therapy)

I just wanted to see how you think this sort of scenario would play out.

-Honey 🐝

you got it, honey! this one is for you and your cute oc <3 but fair warning, i don't have depression myself, so if anything looks not correct, please let me know and i'll fix it!

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Ingo:

Ingo doesn't discover about your past until a little whiles into your relation. You're spending the night with him before one of his days off, and your late night pillow talk has taken a turn towards your past. You're obviously a little uncomfortable talking about it, but you slowly tell Ingo of your dreams from before you met him

You had wanted to be a fairy-type gym leader, it was your long term dream, but your depression was taking its tole, so you returned here to get better. Ingo is quiet throughout your explanation, but murmurs that he's proud of you for making such a hard decision. He can't imagine it was easy, giving up your dream to help with your mental health, but you did it. And you're very strong and brave in his eyes

If you show him the notebooks you made, he praises them endlessly. He keeps the pictures in mind, and wonders about having one of the designers Elesa works for make you a copy of the uniform you designed. Would you like that, as a gift?

Should you get therapy, and start understanding yourself and your needs better, Ingo might suggest trying again. It's never to late to follow your dreams, and if you think it won't undo the progress you've made, he's willing to support you towards your goals. He trusts your judgement on the matter, but he doesn't want you to feel like that chapter of your life is forever closed. He loves you too much to watch you entirely give up on something your so passionate about

Emmet:

Emmet discovers your notebooks as you're moving boxes into your new apartment. He sees the outfits you designed, admires the strategies you had planned out, and immediately bombards you with questions about the notebook when you return into the room with him. You're very embarrassed, but give him a brief explanation of what the notebook in, but that only spurs more questions

So you sit Emmet down on the couch and tell him about the journey you made fresh out of high school, in pursuit of your dream to be a fairy-type gym leader. Emmet is excited to hear about this dream, but then you continue and tell him about the tole the journey took on your mental health, so you returned to take care of yourself and get a handle on your depression instead of becoming a gym leader.

Emmet is sad to hear you gave up your dream, but he's glad to hear that you're taking care of yourself more now. He wants to support you through everything, and he wants to help you be happy, so he takes a very heavy interest in fairy types and the fairy type gym leaders. He thinks Unova could use a fairy type leader, if you're interested

Should you be willing to give it a shot, Emmet is helping you do any and everything you need to do to get this official. He's pulling strings, he's advocating before city officials, he's putting up flyers and posters about the wanting for a new fairy gym around the subway. There's quite a bit of interest and support for the idea, so you two actually get the idea off the ground. Emmet is beside you every step of the way, hanging onto your hand as he makes you promise to battle him with your best strategies once all is said and done

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they'd be very supportive of you giving it another shot! after all, if at first you don't succeed, try try again! they believe that wholeheartedly, especially when it comes to you and your happiness <3

~Renee