#i feel so bad about the jungkook gif but i'm just too exhausted to come up with a good transition for his text sorry bub
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userjiminie · 1 year ago
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"all the solo work is just a journey to get back home safely" — kim namjoon bangtan first solo tracks of ch. 2 + favorite lines
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howtodolife · 1 year ago
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Luv You
summary: Reader says the safe word during a scene and Jungkook takes care of her.
Jungkook × f!reader
genre: smut (initially), fluff
Dom!Jungkook × sub!reader, descriptive smut in the beginning, rough sex, dirty talk, vaginal sex, sexual innuendos, light insecurity, Jungkook calls reader "doll", reader calls jungkook "kook", (I'm new to this idk now 😭) overstimulation, aftercare, sweet talk, reassurance.
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"Oh my god", you barely managed to get out as Jungkook thrusted inside you, fast-paced and sharp. You tried to keep them in, but your moans reverberated in the room, loud and unmuffled, in addition to the groans that Jungkook let out every 2-3 thrusts. He had an expression of pained pleasure painted on his face, trying to keep his pace even and stable as he tried not to lose his mind over how beautiful and ethereal you looked, even with your hair disheveled and your mascara almost running down your face, he loved this sight, which caused him to go harder. "Jungkook", you finally managed to say. "Yes, doll? He answered "is too much", you whimpered, already exasperated due to work and even more overwhelmed from coming two times during this session, one managed solely by his fingers. You were too overstimulated and hypersensitive to every touch of his, your whole body aching, it was overpowering. "Just a bit more love, you're doing so well, you look fucking perfect", he heaved. But it was too intense, you couldn't see nor think straight, so you blurted out. "Kook- red please, no more". All of the rustling and shifting ceased; movements suddenly came to a stop. You shivered at the sudden loss of contact there and felt his grip on your body loosen, leaving bruises you knew he'd take care of.
You tried to catch your breath as the rough grips were now replaced by feather-light touches, as if he were treading on glass shards, afraid one mis-step could ruin it all. "Babe?" He hesitatingly asked "You okay?". He put his boxers on and caressed your thighs, giving you the time to settle down and regain your cool. He wiped you with a wet cloth, got the two of you cleaned, changed the soiled bedsheets and the other rituals that follow afterwards, all while enquiring about whether you were all right or not. He grew more concerned with each passing moment, nervousness going through the roof, wondering what's gonna come after this.
After everything was done and cleaned up, you finally got the chance to snuggle up to him. You were sitting on his lap in a foetal position as his back rested against the headboard. He felt warm and cozy, which made you wind back and feel utterly at ease, he smelled good and his skin felt soft, making you scoot even closer, if that was possible. Jungkook held you in his arms, one hand caressing your back and thighs, offering reassurance. "I'm sorry I went too far, Y/N-" he rambled and you stopped him before he started going down this rabbit hole again "it's alright, Kook, I was already tired and exhausted from work. I know you'd never do anything to hurt me", you reassured. He sighed loudly at that and you could feel that he was extremely jittery and afraid that he messed things up. He would never do anything to sabotage this relationship he has with you and tries his absolute best to be the perfect person for you. You are the girl who makes him want to be a better person and Jungkook wanted to wake up next to you his whole life. You are the love of his life, his muse, and he'd beat himself up forever if he lost you. "Kook?" You reached out, snapping him out of his thoughts, "hmm, doll", he answered, looking eager to hear out what you had in your mind. You lifted your head from his chest and put your hand on his face, looking into his eyes, a determined expression on your face "It's alright, love, I promise you didn't do anything to hurt me and nothing bad happened.I was just already overwhelmed. I love you and I trust you, Jungkook. I hope you know that. Really, it's not because of you." Jungkook's face visibly relaxed at that, and he smiled, letting out a deep breath. "Okay, I understand."
You laid your head on his chest and he peppered your head with soft kisses, hands finding their way here and there, tightening around you sometimes. You would sometimes let out a giggle and he swore he felt his mood uplift at the sound. "Was i good, though?" You enquired, curious. Jungkook chuckled at that, "You were beyond good, y/n. You looked so fucking amazing, the day i get into some sorta trouble because of how you look is not far. I swear you're made for me" You smiled, heart fluttering, but at the same time, bewildered. "I came back home after a full day of work, Kook, I couldn't possibly have looked that good", he nodded at that, smiling, "nuh uh, you always look pretty, as a matter of fact, you look even prettier when I have my fingers inside of yo-" "Oh my god, babe, what the fuck" Your eyes widened and you panicked due to his crude language, not expecting it. He laughed at that, his face scrunching up, you loved hearing this sound, it made you feel euphoric, though you would've cherished this scene more if it wasn't for him teasing you "I love all of your moans and whimpers, and the fact that you have those pretty sounds coming out of your mouth because of me makes it even better. goddamn, you're so perfect, doll" You were rendered quite speechless so you just hid your face in the crook of his neck, snuggling into him, letting out a hum. "Hm okay, I'll stop now since you decided to act all cute" he heaved out. You could feel him smiling against your head, though.
A few more hours passed, all of them spent in pampering you, the night grew darker and more silent, tiredness finally taking over as you felt drowsy in his arms.
"I love you, doll."
"I love you, Jungkook"
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Writer's note: OH MY GOD GUYS, there goes my first imagine sksksk please please tell me how it was, any criticism is welcomed (be nice though) reblogs and replies are appreciated. 😭💗 <3
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bteezxyewriter12 · 2 years ago
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Love
Pairing- Jungkook x Named Reader
Word count- 2.6k
Includes- Tattoo appreciation, so much fluff, riding, love making, multiple orgasms
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She opens her eyes, feeling his arm around her, his hand over hers, their fingers intertwined, his body against hers
She smiles as she hears his soft snores, his forehead against her neck
She doesn't move because she doesn't want to wake him up
When she went to sleep, it was 1 AM and he still wasn't back yet
She knows they're practicing a lot for the show in Busan coming up and it runs late
She was dead tired and didn't hear him come in or feel him come into bed
His arm keeps her against him and she feels so safe in his arms
Looking down at his arm, she takes in the pretty colors of his tattoos
She likes body art but she's too afraid of needles to get any tattoos herself
She loves his though, loves spending time looking at them, tracing the lines, touching his soft skin
Lifting her other hand she slowly moves her fingers along the black snake near his wrist, then moving along the words "the sun shines", which is the only part of that sentence, "Make hay while the sun shines", visible to her at the moment
She moves to the tiger lily, tracing the lines on the tattoo, his skin trembling under her fingertips
She loves the details, the rich orange color, the tiny brown dots, the stalks in the center of the flower
It's so pretty
Her fingers move over the large PLEA for the phrase "Please love me" under his tiger lily
That's all she can reach without pulling his arm and waking him up so she turns her attention to his hand and finger tattoos
Her fingers run gently over the 0613, tracing the numbers that are below his thumb
She moves to his ARMY knuckle tattoos, his heart one, the crown, the ARMY symbol and the J, softly touching
Bringing their hands closer, she kisses the back of his hand, her lips moving along each tattoo
"Mmm baby", he whispers
She freezes, not wanting to wake him up more
She really wants him to sleep and get the rest he needs before he has to get up and practice again
"You awake baby?", he asks, sleepily
"Yeah", she says softly
He presses a kiss to her shoulder, "Are you hungry? Do you wanna get food?"
"You don't have to wake up Kookie. You're tired, you should sleep more"
"No baby, I want to be with you"
She gently turns around in his arms facing him, his eyes cracking open
"You're exhausted", she says
"Not for you", he replies, smiling lazily, wrapping his other arm around her to keep her against him
He brings his other hand up, tucking hair behind her ear
He is fucking ethereal, especially when he just wakes up
His long black hair wild around the pillow, an easy smile on his face, his doe eyes big and not quite awake yet
She loves him so much and she wants to tell him but she's scared
She doesn't know if he takes this relationship as seriously as she does
After all he's everything, he's Jungkook and she's nobody
"I'm sorry for waking you up", she whispers, feeling so bad
"It's ok baby. Don't be sorry", he says, "I like waking up to you kissing me"
Her cheeks heat up and she knows she's blushing
He knows how much she likes his tattoos, how much she loves touching them
How turned on she gets by them
And he's been teasing her about that every chance he can through the close to a year they've been together
"You know I love your kisses right baby?"
She nods, getting shy
He makes her blush so easily, makes her stumble her words, act like a total dumbass while he's all charming, smooth and cool
"I felt you touching me. Were you looking at my tattoos again?"
Biting her lip, she nods
"Aww baby girl", he chuckles, "You can look at them anytime you want"
He always says that and she low-key thinks he absolutely loves it
He does
He loves feeling her fingers on his skin, loves the admiration in her eyes when she stares at them, loves the kisses she gives them
He loves her
Everything single thing about her he fucking adores
He's fallen head over heels in love and he's dying to tell her
He's just looking for the right time
Her fingers absentmindedly move along his tattooed arm, sending shivers up his arm
"Do you want to keep looking?", he asks
She nods
"Ok baby"
Her gorgeous brown eyes move to his arm and he holds his breath as they move on his body art
She runs her fingers along the microphone, then moves down the phrase "Rather be dead than cool"
That leads her to the skeleton rock hand, her lips pressing kisses to the tattoos after touching them
He bites his lip as he watches her turn his arm, her soft lips on the tiger lily, moving up to the sun, blue clouds and the word "quit"
Pulling away, she gently pushes him to his back, her hands moving under his shirt, slowly pushing it up
He eagerly helps her take his shirt off, letting her drop it to the floor
As his back hits the bed, she takes his wrist, holding his hand up and kissing the tattoos on the back of his forearm
She traces the words of his "Bullet proof" tattoos, saying, "So pretty. The color is so vibrant
She loved the eye that was there before but he wanted to cover it up because he said a lot of people didn't like it and his idea of it was so-so
She didn't think he should cover it up because of what people said about it, especially if he liked it but she didn't want to tell him what to do
He ended up covering it and the cover up tattoos just as beautiful and she loves it too
Her fingers move in a circle, around his clock tattoo that depicts his birth time
"One of my favorites", she says before she kisses it
He knows that, the microphone, the tiger lily and the J on his ring finger are her favorite tattoos of his
She moves kisses up his arm, leaning over him, giving each tattoo it's own attention with her touch and kisses
He feels so good, loved and accepted
She trails kisses to his shoulder, her lips moving along his collarbone, his breathing getting shorter
Pressing a kiss to his neck, he moans softly, loving the feel of her incredibly soft lips against him
Her hands move from his arm to his neck, her lips finally crashing into his
He kisses her desperately, as he waited for her to finish kissing his tattoos so he could finally have her lips against his
He falls into her kiss, his tongue meeting hers and playing, while his hands move under her shirt
He loves kissing her, always dying to have her lips against his
She feels the same, craving his kisses, falling into heaven every time they kiss
His fingers move along the skin of her back, shivers running along her spine
As they kiss, he pulls her shirt up, her arms moving out of the sleeves
They separate for the nanosecond it takes for her shirt to go over her head, their lips instantly against each others again
He can't wait, his hands pulling her shorts and panties down
He needs her now
She helps him get her clothes off, her mouth against his as she pulls down his boxers
He kicks them off, then helps her straddle him
She holds up his big dick, sitting on his head, pushing herself down on him
He places his hands on her hips, helping her down his shaft
"Oh god", he moans, while she whimpers his name
His cock is huge, thick, spreading her open so pleasurably
They're a snug fit, him completely filling her up with no room to spare, her cunt so tight around him
Pulsing so hard, so fast
"Kiss me", he asks, her mouth right against his
Just at that moment, she slips up his dick and bounces down, bottoming him out
Pleasure hits both of them hard as she continues to bounce up and down his cock, his head hitting her spot, making stars blast in her eye
His hands grip her behind, holding on and helping her move on him
She's so wet, he feels it drenching him and his lap
She moans in his mouth when he snaps his hips up, thrusting into her just as she comes down
His cock glides in so much deeper than before, her pussy clenching his thickness hard
"Fuck baby", he groans as they continue to move together, the loud pornographic sound of her sopping cunt taking him in mixing with the sound of their skin hitting each other reverberating off the walls of her room
"God, you're so wet for me", he breathes as she buries her face in his neck, "I can feel you creaming my dick so fucking much"
"I can't help it", she murmurs, "You feel too good baby"
"Me? You feel amazing baby girl. Love being inside you"
"Mmm", she whimpers
"Do you like having me buried deep inside you?"
"Love it Kookie", she answers, pressing kiss after kiss to his neck, her fingers winding in his long hair, holding on
The continuous stimulation of his head against her spot is driving her crazy, making her cunt squeeze the life from his cock as she gets closer to coming
He moves her up and down faster, chasing her orgasm
Not his
Hers
Hers feels out of this world and he craves that pleasure all the fucking time
"So close baby", he urges, "You're right there. Won't you cum for me?"
"Kookie", she whines, bouncing harder on him, the pleasure turning her brain off
"Please baby. I want to feel it. I fucking love when you cum on my cock baby girl. It feels so fucking good. Want it so bad", he pleads
They move together, smashing her spot and he feels the unbelievable pleasure as she cums
"Jungkook!", she cries in his neck, bliss taking over her, throbbing so hard around his cock, drenching him in cum
Her body shakes against his as his arms wrap around her, continuing to thrust into her to fuck her through it
"Good girl", he praises, "You feel so fucking good baby"
As soon as she finishes, he rolls them over, getting her under him
She looks up at him, a soft smile on her face, her fingers softly playing with the hair at the back of his head
She's so beautiful and he can't hold back
He gently touches her cheek, "I love you"
He doesn't understand the shock in her eyes because he thinks he's been obvious about how he feels about her
He always needs to be around her, is always touching her, whether it's holding her hand, keeping his hand on her leg, his arm around her
He's always staring at her, it's so hard to get his eyes to move off of her
His members can attest to that, having to call his name over and over to get his attention when she's around
But maybe it hasn't been obvious to her
As soon as the words are out of his mouth, she's so surprised but also so happy
She hoped he loves her but she didn't want to assume
But he does and she's so grateful to have his love
"I love you Jungkook", she says softly, "I love you so much"
A gorgeous smile bursts on his face
She loves him
He hasn't felt this ecstatic in awhile
"Yeah baby?", he asks
She nods, "Yeah"
"I love you so much Jo", he says, looking down at his baby smiling at him
He leans down, his lips pressing against her soft ones
As they fall into each other's kiss, he moves her legs around his waist, sliding back into her easily
His arms move around her, holding her to him as his hips move, slowly thrusting into her
Pleasure runs up his spine feeling her pussy opening for him, taking him in, hugging him tightly
She shivers as she feels his rock hard cock slide into her, his tip brushing against her spot
Her body arches into him, his skin against hers, both of them loving the feel of each other
He kisses her deeply, loving how he can feel every little move, every little breath she makes
Her hands slowly run up and down his muscular back, his muscles moving as he softly moves into her
She loves feeling that and he loves feeling her hands on him
They're so small, her fingers so thin but they cause fire to burst in every area they touch, making his skin tremble under them
This hasn't ever happened with anyone else but her and he's glad for it
He only ever wants to feel this way with her
She moves her hips up, meeting his thrusts, both of them moving slowly, arms around each other, lips still locked together
They both know they're making love to each other and it's absolutely perfect
He feels her getting closer, pulsing harder and she knows he's close by the way his cock is throbbing inside her
"Baby", she whimpers, clinging onto him, "I love you"
He moans hearing her words, words that he will never get tired of hearing
"I love you", he answers, the ecstasy too much, "I love you so much"
He crashes his lips to hers as his orgasm washes over him, spilling inside her
His cock throbbing and his warm cum filling her sets her off and she moans loudly against his lips while she orgasms
The pleasure from her orgasm feels so good and prolongs his
"Fuck Joanne, god. So good", he murmurs as she calls his name over and over
Slowly the bliss leaves them as they still cling onto each other
She nuzzles into his neck, kissing his skin softly while he hugs her tightly, his fingers running in her hair
"My baby", he says softly, "I love you"
He can't stop saying the words now that he said them and he never plans on stopping
"I love you Jungkook", she responds, "Always baby"
"Always", he repeats
He kisses her then moves off her, laying next to her, pulling her into his arms
She cuddles into him, feeling so safe and loved in his arms
"Do you wanna get up baby?", he asks, his fingers playing with her long hair
"Uh uh", she says, shaking her head, moving as closer to him as she can, her eyes closing
He laughs, "No? You want to stay in bed?"
She nods, holding him tightly, "Wanna stay with my Kookie"
He grins widely, "Oh yeah?"
"Yeah. You need to sleep more and you're putting me to sleep right now"
"Am I?", he teases
"Yeah baby. You know playing with my hair puts me to sleep"
"I know baby", he chuckles, kissing her forehead
"Do you want to sleep?"
"I can sleep more", he yawns
"Good. Kiss me and go back to sleep"
"Yes ma'am", he says, pressing his lips to hers
She kisses her Kookie, loving the feel of his soft lips against hers
Reluctantly they pull away, her head on his chest, snuggling into each other under the covers
"I love you", she says
"I love you", he answers
He closes his eyes, his fingers continuing to play with her hair as she closes her eyes, falling asleep to his heartbeat
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lavienjin · 3 years ago
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thinly veiled desires: begged | jjk
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gif header by the lovely sugajimin and this gifset! thanks for letting me use it!
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pairing: sub!jungkook x gnc, soft dom!reader
word count: 800
rating: 18+ with themes of bdsm and dom/sub relationship. please don't read if you're uncomfortable.
genre/au: idol, bdsm au
warnings: pwp • blindfolded • swearing • fingering (anal) • handjob • aftercare • pet names • jungkook being needy because i can't stop myself
author's note: this drabble series is finally done! thank you for all the support so far and i hope you enjoyed reading through it! huge thank you again to sugajimin for letting me use their wonderful gifs as headers! please make sure you check them out!! oh and feel free to let me know your thoughts about this fic or the series as a whole.
series m.list | general m.list | ao3
immediate smut after the read more!
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It's been a long fucking work week filled with photoshoots and promotions and all Jungkook wants is to lay in the comfort of your arms while you twist and bend his limber body in various positions to satisfy his desires.
He's quick to disrobe as soon as he enters your shared space, cock already hardening as he wonders what you have planned for him that day. Just as he's putting his clothes in the wardrobe, there's a note and a scrap of black fabric that catches his eye.
"Wear this and kneel," it reads simply in your neat handwriting.
Gulping, Jungkook does as he's told, knees sinking into the plush carpet as he steadies his breathing. After a few moments, the door to the room clicks open and he snaps his head at the mention of his name.
"Baby," you coo, stroking his hair gently before kneeling behind him, deft fingers checking to make sure the blindfold is secured. "You performed so well in front of that crowd. Is it finally my turn to hear you sing?"
"Y-Yes," he mutters, breath hitching when your fingers travel south to wrap around his hardened length. "Fuck!"
You glide your palm up and down his cock, humming as he writhes, coaxing him with sweet words against his ear to be louder. Jungkook obliges your request, head snapping upwards when you focus on the tip, thumb dragging gently across the slit to smear precum all over the head.
"Mmh, feels good, more," he chants while his fingernails dig into his thighs.
Jungkook whines pathetically when your warmth disappears, head whipped to your general direction as he pouts. He hears you chuckle, further away than he originally thought you'd be. "On your hands and knees for me, Kook. You've had a tough week, so let's relax, yeah?"
There's a quiet thrum of anticipation as he waits, listening to the various noises in the room until he catches the soft padding of your feet on the carpet. His mouth opens to ask you a question, but the only sound that comes out is a whimper when your warm fingers press delicately on his asshole. Goosebumps dot his skin. The muscles of his back flex as he pushes his ass backwards, grinding into your fingers impatiently.
"Kook," you warn though your voice is gentle. "Be patient."
"C-Can't… need it," he moans. "Need it so bad."
You click your tongue in disapproval, but obliged his request, plunging your digits in knuckle-deep. Jungkook's arms burn from holding himself up, trying not to crash onto the floor as you begin to thrust, gaining speed as his moans increase in pitch and volume.
"Fuck, please! More!" he grunts, sweat flooding the fabric of his blindfold. "Don't stop, shit—"
Jungkook almost bites his tongue when your empty hand wraps around his cock, working in tandem with the fingers in his ass. His vision is spotty, your name barely coming out in full syllables as his tongue magically turns into lead.
"P-Please…" he begs, though he isn't sure what for, brain too mushy to parse through words to form coherent sentences. Jungkook's muscles groan in protest and with every stroke of your hand, he's quick to approach his release, arms finally succumbing to exhaustion as he crashes on the floor.
"Fuuuck, I'm cumming-"
"Cum for me, baby," you encourage. "Make an absolute fucking mess for me."
Jungkook groans loudly into the carpet as the orgasm threatens to tear him in half, muscles locking tightly as the waves continue to collide into him as his cock paints the floor and your hand white. Gasping for air, he's scarcely aware of your fingers exiting him; at the sound of footsteps fading and water running, before he feels a cool, damp cloth on his skin.
His head is lifted to your lap, a quiet laughter filling his ears as you take off the blindfold. The room is dim and he's barely able to see your face, but he smiles anyway, dimples on his cheeks as he nuzzles close.
"Kiss," he whispers.
You find his lips immediately.
"More."
Chuckling, you kiss him as many times as he wants as your warm hand travels to rub soothing circles all over his body.
"Let's get you on the bed, hm?"
With effort, you help him lie on the soft mattress and hand him a glass of water to quench the thirst. "Good boy, Kook," you praise, settling in beside him to run your fingers through his hair. "Did it feel good?"
"Mmh," he hums, nodding approvingly as his mind stalls with exhaustion before he drifts into sleep.
It's been a long fucking week for Jungkook, but he knows that if he pleads with you hard enough, all the hardships he's endured will disappear with a flick of your hand.
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hanniebvnnie · 4 years ago
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all i need—
written by: 🥺
genre: fluff, angst
pairing: jungkook x female!reader
warnings: mentions of anxiety, crying (does that count??)
summary: sometimes, when the world becomes too much, all jungkook needs is you.
thanks to @alle-rtse for requesting this!!
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you're used to jungkook coming home late from work. he's always been one to push himself far too hard, to practice the same dance over and over again until he can barely move. he's nothing short of a perfectionist, always dissatisfied, always convinced that he has to work harder—to just get that timing dead on, or that one note perfect.
he never does. nothing is ever good enough for him. it's always one more hour, one more practice, one more missed meal. which is why you're used to your boyfriend working into the early hours of the morning, coming home and sleeping for a few hours before repeating the same routine once more.
what you're not used to, however, is him seemingly forgetting about you entirely. he always makes a point to reply to your texts and wake you up just to kiss you goodnight, but that doesn't happen this time.
all of your messages are left unread, your calls unanswered. you eventually give up, moving into the bedroom and tucking yourself into bed, trying to ignore the tears forming in your eyes and the painful swelling in your chest. did you do something wrong? is he mad at you?
is he coming home at all tonight?
the sick feeling in your stomach persists until you fall asleep. but even as you stir awake at the sound of shuffling, it's still there.
"jungkook?" you whisper. you catch a glimpse of the digital alarm clock on your bedside table. it reads 3:18 AM.
in the quiet you discern the sound of sniffling, but he doesn't speak. you sit up against the pillow, watching as he pulls a spare t-shirt on with his back facing you.
"why are you home so late?"
he shrugs this time, proving that he's heard you. the anxiety ripples at this—he's definitely mad.
and then he turns around, head bowed so that his brown locks obsure his face. he climbs into bed and lays on his side, facing away from you.
you could go to sleep and leave it to the morning. you're tired, goddamnit, and if he's not going to talk to you, there's no point in trying. two years of dating him has taught you that if he doesn't want to talk about whatever's running through his head, he just won't.
but the feeling is still there, and you think that maybe it's not such a bad thing anymore, as it urges you to reach a gentle hand out and touch his shoulder.
he doesn't jerk away like you feared he would. instead, he exhales shakily.
"look at me, baby," you whisper.
he hesitates, then slowly flips onto his other side. even in the dim moonlight that pokes through the gaps in the blinds, you can recognise his swollen face and glistening eyes.
"oh, baby." you slide down next to him and run your fingers through his hair, the way that makes him shudder and melt at the same time. "talk to me. what's wrong?"
he shakes his head. briefly, you wonder if he's going to refuse, but then he says, "everything."
there's an unmistakable hitch in his voice. that one word seems to strike a nerve within him; his face scrunches up and more tears slip out of his eyes.
"everything's wrong?"
he nods and a muffled sob leaves his mouth. you pull him closer, hand moving to his nape and gently massaging the skin. shaky hands grip your waist, as if he's afraid that you might slip through his fingers if he were to loosen his hold.
"i just want to rest," he says, voice barely audible, "but i can't. i won't let myself. i just... i'm so exhausted, y/n."
something about his words makes the tears from earlier spill over. you take a deep breath, willing them away, and hold him with tender strength, now sharing the same worry that he might disappear the second you let go.
"i know, baby. i know. i'm here for you, alright?"
he only cries harder. you take his face in your hands; flushed cheeks, bloodshot eyes, damp skin. a pearly tear escapes from his eye and rolls down his cheek. you lean forward and capture it with your lips before it can reach the pillow.
jungkook giggles a little at this, the sound sweeter than any melody he could ever sing. you repeat the action, watching his eyelids flutter shut and long, dark lashes brush against his cheekbones as you kiss there, collecting the tears on your lips.
when you pull away, he's smiling. just a little, but it's a start. with a new sense of determination, you press pecks over every part of his face, then finish with a swift kiss to his lips.
"my lips are all wet now," you complain with mock annoyance.
jungkook giggles again. his eyes begin to slowly close, the smile still playing on his moist lips. "i'm sorry if i worried you. i thought i could do this by myself but i can't. i thought all i needed was me but... but all i need is you."
"that's so cheesy."
he pouts, but his sad expression quickly morphs into one of amusement. "you're so cheesy."
"i'm always here if you need me. you know that, right?"
he nods, eyes still shut. "i know."
sleep takes jungkook in a matter of seconds. you stay awake, listening to his steady breaths until you're assured that he's okay. everything he said echoes in your mind, but you try to push the worries out. words and concerns and tears can wait for later, all he needs now is you by his side.
and all you need is him.
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vkookjamz · 4 years ago
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⋆☽Kitten☾⋆
|| Prologue. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12.
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| 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑔𝑘𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑥 𝐶𝑎𝑡-𝐻𝑦𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑑 𝐹𝑒𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑒 𝑅𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟 |
"𝘉-𝘉𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭..?"
𝘑𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘰𝘰𝘬'𝘴 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘬𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯. 𝘈𝘭𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩, 𝘰𝘥𝘥𝘭𝘺 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩, 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘢 𝘬𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦..
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Y/n's POV
Eyes now widened, you gripped the arm rest on your left. Your ears stood up, becoming stiffened along with your tail twitching in alert.
Who said that- What said that?? That definitely wasn't your conscience- It sounded- familiar, but your mind couldn't seem to come up with anything to pair the voice to.
The voice was feminine, deep and smooth it sounded almost like a mother's who was singing their child a lullaby.
But deep down in the pit of your stomach you just had a feeling it was instead masking a siren. Who's sweet sound would slowly lure you into its trap leading to your ultimate demise.
'I will awaken' 'do not fear what you are that's their job' Who is going to wake up and why would people be afraid?
You felt your head get dizzy and your body heat up. You felt as if you were about to pass out until it spoke again.
Calm yourself.
That's rich, how exactly were you supposed to do that when you're pretty sure you've gone mad.
'you're not crazy y/n- just close your eyes, take a nap, you're probably just tired and hungry that's all'
You spoke to yourself, repeating affirmations inside your mind until you heard it once again.
ha..
Growing irritated at whatever this was, you heard the eerily seducing tone giggle softly, causing you to let a snarl form on your face as you growled under your breath.
Oh come on now it's laughing at you?? How the hell was this possible- one second you're just staring at the moon on your way to dinner with the boys and now you've completely lost your shit?
Dear child, I am you. You are me.
'what are you talking about- I'm me..'
"Uh baby girl? we're here" Jungkook rubbed your back softly, tilting his head as he scanned his eyes over you.
Inhaling a deep breath from your nose, your eyes snapped open glancing around the car you saw the other members lazily unbuckling their seatbelts.
They all were getting up with slight groans and happy sighs while putting on their masks and coats, preparing to enter the restaurant you all were currently in the parking lot of.
Shaking your head you frowned your brows together confused. Had you been asleep? Was what you experienced a dream?
You didn't remember falling asleep- just looking at the moon, then everything got quiet, then the voice. Your eyes never closed, you know they didn't.
Looking back at Jungkook you blinked a few times to focus then nodded quickly. "Ah- yes I'm sorry Appa- I spaced out I guess"
He chuckled giving you a cute side smile, shaking his head he quickly threw his own coat over your shoulders, helping you out of the car and reaching down to hold your hand, knitting his fingers together with yours.
"It's alright baby, now that you had a little snooze during the drive I'm sure you should be plenty hungry yeah?" he ruffled the top of your head closing his door.
"I-I- slept..?" you frowned looking up at him, your grip on his hand tightening. Jungkook nodded looking back at you with pursed lips letting out a small laugh. "Yeah the moment we got in the car you looked out the window for a moment then passed out- I was worried at first but Namjoon-Hyung said you were probably just exhausted since- you know, first time being a human and we did a lot"
So you had fallen asleep..
Maybe what you heard was just you having a dream, after all Namjoon was right, you had done a lot since you were in your new form.
And one time when Hoseok woke up to take out the trash in the middle of the night, he swears he heard racoons talking to him- but we all thought he was just too tired and his mind was playing tricks on him. Maybe it was the same with you?
"Yah come on you two! Tae is starving!" Jimin spoke with a chuckle as he jogged down to walk beside the two of you. Wrapping an arm around both yours and Jungkook's neck.
You smiled with a nod, looking between him and Jungkook then facing the doors of the restaurant as you all approached it. Hopefully dinner would put you at ease.
~Time Skippy~
After you all had entered the restaurant, you noticed there wasn't too many people inside, which was equally good and bad.
Good because that meant you wouldn't have any trouble finding a table, or have to wait to long for your food, but bad because with no people around, the boys wouldn't have to hide their crackhead selves as they ate.
And when they ate, they would be at the peak of their crackhead energy. It was embarrassing at times but you loved it regardless- so okay maybe it wasn't BAD, just them being themselves.
"Yah where is the meat- I need meat" Namjoon spoke scrunching his nose up at the sight of the many lobsters on their table.
Taking a large bite of his own lobster Jungkook hummed singing with his cheeks stuffed. "I need you meat~"
"Jungkook please don't be like Jimin and start singing memes-"
"To be fair Hyung, you ordered a ridiculous amount of lobster-" Yoongi pointed out taking a swig of his wine.
"Oh so you want me to ask the waiter to take yours back?" Jin raised his brows eyeing the second oldest.
Yoongi pursed his lips grabbing his plate and pulled it closer to himself. "....No"
"Exactly, now hush and eat like Taehyung, he hasn't said a word since he sat down so that means he's eating well~" Jin praised continuing to eat his own plate of food.
Taehyung's head poked up, his cheeks filled with his noodles as he held a fork with meat attached to it in one hand and his other dipping into his bowl of soup.
"Wah you're eating like a pig- slow down or you'll choke-" Hoseok chuckled shaking his head as he took a small bite of his own food.
Jimin merely smirked at Hoseok's comment as Taehyung pouted then scrunched his nose to frown as he proceeded to eat. You on the other hand where just sitting watching all of the males as they joked and ate, you hadn't even touched your salmon.
"Princess you're not eating are you alright?" Yoongi nodded over to you from across his spot at the table, your ears perked from under your beanie and you nodded with a small sweet smile.
"Ah yeah uncle Yoongs, I'm just watching you all- it kinda entertains me more than eating I guess" you chuckled as you picked up your fork, beginning to dig into your meal.
"Ahh, you know- this actually reminds me of our very first meal together you know? The night Jungkook-ah brought you home and we all ate ramen in the dorms" Namjoon smiled revealing his dimples at you, as the waiter came placing his well waited for steak in front of him.
Jungkook's eyes brightened as he licked his lips nodding at the other. "Yeah Hyungs sent me out in the middle of the night to get them food when I could've been kidnapped"
"Oh shut up you muscle pig you're too heavy for anyone to kidnap" Jimin laughed leaning back in his chair, his sweet smile causing you to giggle as you looked back at a slightly offended Jungkook.
"Yah I was fifteen! you never know!" Jungkook huffed. You patted his hand gently nuzzling your head against his shoulder with a purr.
"Actually- I don't remember much of that night- what was all of your reactions when you first saw me..?" you blushed sitting up as you took a bite of your food nervously.
Everyone seemed to smile to themselves after your question, which made you a little uneasy and worried- but you were still curious.
"Well, I opened the door for Jungkook so I of course was the first to see you- but then Jungkook told me to 'sHuT uP' so I had to hold in my excitement" Jimin nodded giving a little glare to Jungkook who sat across from him.
Taehyung raised his hand and sat up clearing his throat as he took a sip of his Pepsi with a hum. "Well I was next to see you, since me and Jungkookie shared a room at that time, and he looked really excited and very fond over you so I was happy you made him happy"
You smiled pursing your lips as you looked up to Jungkook who was blushing a bit. "Then I was happy because I remember when you first saw me you pounced on me and made Kookie jealous" Tae laughed causing you to choke widening your eyes at his words.
You forgot when you were a young kitten you had a slight crush on him-
"Anyways- uh, uncle Hobi what about you?" you laughed a bit nervously as you felt the slight tension in Jungkook's body at Tae's words.
"Ahhh, when I saw you the first time I was actually even more excited than Jungkook- I was prepared to beg him to let me help take care of you but he wanted that job all to himself- I guess he wanted you to understand you belonged to him" Hoseok smiled with his mouth closed as he ruffled your head with his hand carefully.
"Yeah plus when our manager found out we had you in the dorm and that Jungkook had brought you he kinda made sure Jungkook was the one doing all your caretaking since he didn't want all of us getting side tracked when we were still in the process of debuting" Jin nodded cupping both of his cheeks as he rested his elbows on the table watching you.
"But when I saw you, you were automatically one of my children as well, it's just my instinct to be the 'eomma' of you all" he smiled winking at you as you giggled in return.
"I don't think I ever told you this Jungkook-ah- but actually our manager at that time made it up to me wether or not we would keep y/n or not-" Namjoon mentioned at Jungkook who raised his brows.
"Really Hyung? what made you say yes?- I mean I'm glad you did but- you know-" Jungkook questioned.
"Well when I saw y/n she was very tiny- and like Taehyung, I saw she made you really happy and she kinda helped you open up more with us since you were pretty shy" Namjoon replied as he gave a reassuring smile towards the younger.
"Thanks Hyung.." Jungkook smiled bowing his head once as he wrapped an arm around your shoulder protectively.
You purred pleased, becoming soft at all of their answers before you let your eyes fall to Yoongi.
"And you uncle Yoongs..?" you asked tilting your head, blinking once curiously since the older male had stayed pretty quiet the entire time.
Everyone seemed to stare at him awaiting his response, since of course he wasn't known for sharing his own feelings too often.
"Actually, I love animals so I was happy with you" Yoongi shrugged, his small answer making you pout a bit along with everyone else around the table, which he noticed.
"Aish alright alright, I thought you were really cute and I would baby you when you were a kitten and sometimes I'd have Jungkook almost get a heart attack because I'd sometimes take you to have naps with me in my office after I'd finish writing music because you helped me sleep" Yoongi sighed running a hand through his hair.
You smiled blushing as your tail twitched pleased at his words, everyone seemed to have loved you from the beginning. Most people wouldn't be so accepting of animals especially in their circumstances at that time.
As everyone proceeded to laugh and praise Yoongi for his answer, you kept your smile letting yourself slip into your own thoughts.
You saw how far they all had come from where they had started. Their company was basically nothing when they started their group, they didn't eat some nights yet they worked their asses off practicing hours on end. And through it all they had and cared for you, loved you, and basically raised you as they grew up themselves. It amazed you that from how much they've accomplished, still they are so genuine to themselves as well as with their feelings towards you. Even now that you've almost completely changed into an entirely different person, they still accept you like they did the very first day.
Finally you managed to snap yourself back to reality, looking back up to Yoongi who sighed with a smirk as he looked at everyone.
"Alright, who's getting the check"
A/n: I hope this isn't too sappy-
-ⓙ
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writemywaytoyourheart · 5 years ago
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He sees your self-harm scars | Jungkook
Requested: kind of,,, @tangledsparkles gave me the idea, so thanks love, ILY ❤️
a/n: just as I promised, on to the sweet maknae; if you say you aren't soft for Kookie you're a freaking liar...I love him ;-; enjoy bbies^^ -chip
pairing: Jungkook x reader
Word count: 1k
Genre: angst, fluff
Warnings: nothing too bad honestly; self harm scars but no details on how or why.
Trigger Warning- if you're easily triggered by this topic, pls don't read
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Idk why the gif on this one isn't working either, I'm soooorry ;-;
You sigh and set the book you’re reading down on the bed next to you. It’s hot outside but it isn’t too bad in your apartment while you’re lying in bed and not moving. You didn’t work today, and your boyfriend is supposed to be coming over after practice; except it’s only four o’clock and he’s coming closer to five. You stretch and sigh in boredom and exhaustion. You’ve been looking forward to seeing Jungkook all day and trying to keep yourself busy while you wait; first you took a shower and cleaned your room, when you were finished you decided to play Mario Kart; but it wasn’t as fun without Jungkook playing with you, as annoying as he can get when he stops at nothing to win, so then you binge watched a drama that you’ve been behind on. After all that you grabbed your favorite book and have been reading in bed the rest of the day, only getting up to eat lunch and use the restroom.
You pick your book back up and read for a while until your eyes start to become heavy with fatigue and you have to keep shaking your head and opening your eyes to focus on the words again. A few minutes of this and your eyes are so heavy you can’t possibly keep them open; so you let them close while telling yourself you’re just ‘resting your eyes’. In the next thirty seconds you’re out like a light- the book you were reading is open and laying on your chest, rising and going down with the beat of your slow breathing.
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There’s a knocking at your door but you are in such a deep sleep that you don’t even stir; you didn’t sleep well last night, and your body is trying to make up for it now apparently. You keep sleeping, unaware of your boyfriend at the door waiting for you to let him in. Meanwhile, Jungkook pulls out his phone to text you, maybe she isn’t home? He thinks, but then shakes his head, he knows you knew he was coming; you wouldn’t have gone out. When you don’t answer Jungkook texts you and furrows his brows in worry. After another minute of you not answering him or the door, Jungkook glances around then crouches to lift your mat up and grab the spare key to your apartment right where you put it in case he ever needs it. Jungkook puts the key in the door and opens it slowly, sticking his head in and looking around the empty apartment. He comes in all the way and drops his bag by the front door, slipping off his shoes as he listens carefully to see if maybe you are in the shower. When he hears nothing, he walks to your room calling out to you softly, “y/n? Baby are you here?” He sees your door partly open and pushes it to step into your room; a big bunny smile forming on his face when he sees you sprawled out on the bed sleeping soundly with a book lying open on your chest.
Jungkook bites his lip to keep from giggling at your cute form and comes over to the bed, he gets on it carefully and scoots close to you. Jungkook gently takes the book off your chest and marks the page before setting it on your nightstand. He smiles down at you and gently runs his fingers along your arms, tracing all the freckles and stroking your forearm that is exposed since your floppy sleeves have ridden up while you slept. "I love you baby, and I missed you," he whispers then he notices something and leans closer to see what’s on your forearm. The smile drops from his face when he sees the red streaks and scars crisscrossing your delicate skin. When you feel the bed dip as Jungkook leans over you, it’s enough to wake you up from your unexpected nap.
“Jungkook?” You open your eyes and look at your boyfriend sleepily. He leans down to peck your cheek, “hello there, sleepyhead. Have a nice nap?” You snort and Jungkook’s heart melts at the sound, he pulls you to lay on your side so that you’re facing him and you mumble in your defense, “I didn’t mean to take a nap. I just kinda passed out.” He caresses your cheek softly and stares into your eyes, “I wasn’t judging.” He whispers before pressing his lips to yours in a gentle kiss. You melt into the kiss and sigh happily until you feel something wet hit your cheek and you open your eyes in confusion; only to see tear streaks down your boyfriend’s face. You pull back in shock and brush his tears away, “J-Jungkookie, what on earth is the matter? Are you hurt?” You frantically sit up and he follows you. Jungkook takes your hands while you’re trying to search him to see if he’s injured anywhere and figure out why he’s upset.
“Y-Y/n, I’m not hurt, it’s okay.” You feel your own eyes burn and wipe at them to keep the tears back, you hate seeing him cry. “T-then why are you crying if you’re not hurt?” He swallows thickly and pulls you into his chest, “because you are. You’re hurt, aren’t you?” You shake your head and pull back to look at him, “no, no Kookie I’m not. I’m okay Kookie I promise.” He glances at your arm and then back to your eyes, his own shining with doubt. You realize what’s going on and look down then say quietly, “oh, you saw them?” He nods and wipes his eyes from the fresh tears that threaten to fall; because he just doesn’t understand- he doesn’t understand why you would hurt your beautiful body, and what sadness must have been in you to do something like that. He jumps when you suddenly tackle him to the bed in a tight vice grip, wrapping your arms around his small waist in a hug.
“I’m so sorry Kookie, I’ll explain everything.”
“You don’t have to if you’re not ready yet, I’m just worried about you.”
“I know, and I’m sorry.” He hugs you back and wraps his legs around yours while you lie on top of him. “I love you, thank you y/n, for trusting me. I will do my best to show you all my love, and I’ll never let you go.”
“I do trust you Jungkook, and I love you too. Thank you for sticking with me no matter what.”
“Always.”
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a/n 2.0: it's 12:34 o' clock in the AM...how satisfying....oh feck, wait, actually it's 12:24....that's annoying now. I'm eating Oreos like a dumb*ck but oh well, hope you guys like this! I love this one <3 ily! -chip
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where-are-jimins-jams · 6 years ago
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BTS scenario: youngest female 8th member
SEOKJIN
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Would baby the shit out of you whether you like it or not
Shoving food in your face 24/7
"You're not getting up from this table until you finish everything on that plate young lady"
Would lowkey buy you pads or tampons without thinking twice about it
Constantly making dad jokes around you because they always make you laugh
Would hug you all the freaking time
You'd be his sweet little baby and nothing you do could ever be wrong in his eyes
YOONGI
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He'd have the biggest soft spot for you
You're the only one allowed to go in his studio when you need some peace and quiet
Would always take your side during playful arguments between the maknaes
"Hyung doesn't what I'm saying make more sense?" "Nothing you say ever makes sense"
Cares deeply for your mental health and does little things to take care of you along with the boys
HOSEOK
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Screaming together 24/7
ARMYs starting a petition for free hearing aids
The first part of your hype squad and probably your biggest fan
Doesn't get mad when you mess up the coreo or are having trouble learning it
"You're doing better than you think just keep practicing it"
Wouldn't settle for anything less than a grin on your face at all times
Get ready to get tickled every 3 seconds because he's obsessed with your laugh
ARMYs loving how loud you get when you're together
NAMJOON
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As a leader he feels very protective and responsible over you
Not getting annoyed when you poke his dimples
Making sure you're heathy and don't overwork yourself
"Slow down don't push yourself too hard!"
Having his endless support in everything you do
Basically your dad
JIMIN
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Will cuddle you non stop
Not only accepting but encouraging the fact that you're the cutest member
Aegyo to the max with you two
Helping eachother through the hate and being very supoortive of one another
Late night chats usually ending in you two falling asleep from exhaustion
Comforting eachother when one has a nightmare
TAEHYUNG
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Him being the second part od your hype squad
Being weird together and not giving a shit about it
Might seem like a sweet little angel but if anyone ever says anything bad about you he'll cut a bitch and not bat an eyelash
Being eachother's shopping buddies
Smothers you with gifts
Being his Gucci princess
Planning outfits together when one or the other is having trouble
"This would look so good on you come on try it"
JUNGKOOK
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Was a bit jelous at first beacuse you now had the maknae title instead of him and it took him a while to get used to you
Warmed up to you on the third day he just didn't want to admit it
Being so close with age you're as close as ever now
Getting told off by the older members for not sleeping and playing video games all night
Would make it his life long mission to tease you all the time and play pranks on you
On rare occasions you'd join him on the fun and mess around with the boys
Always down to have deep chats at 3am
Members finding you and jimin passed out in Kookie's room from staying up too late
Threw a slipper at you once for waking him up from his slumber
"I'm not saying you deserved it but you so deserved it"
// I do not own any if the gifs listed above credit goes to the original owners//
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