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g3othermal3scapism · 1 year ago

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GUESS WHOS SICK AGAIN 🔥🔥 so im back to continue my tradition bcs i fall ill an unnecessary amount

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inkskinned · 1 year ago

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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

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rapidhighway · 9 months ago

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i think neo deserves a huge collar you know

#neo metal sonic #oh my god im drawing of course im drawing aouaoaua #sonic fanart #metal sonic #sth #going easy mode with symmetry cause i feel like absolute dogshit hi

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fishfingersandscarves · 9 months ago

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behold. bowls

#talkies #my art #fishfingersandscarves #pottery #ceramics #me tag #i feel like absolute dogshit so i went to class did my one (1) job. grabbed my bowls and left

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tora-the-cat · 10 months ago

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An interesting little fun thing with team 7 is that you assume that Sakura's gonna, like, woobify and simplify Sasuke by putting him on a pedastal,cause her goal is centered around him and shes a 12 y/o fangirl so like of course her understanding of him is skewed cause she doesnt see him as a person, just an object of affection, right? She's can't get Sasuke, can't imprint on and/or traumabond with him like Naruto and Kakashi do. They don't see him with rose tinted glasses, because they've lived through their own Horrors and empathize with Sasuke's experience.

......right?

WRONG lmao!! They have too many ghosts!! Naruto's single-minded codependent ass won't get out of his own way long enough to see Sasuke for who he actually is, only able to empathize with the parts of his trauma Naruto relates to and not really capable of understanding him outside of the context of himself (because Sasuke is. His other half). And Kakashi is far too jaded to be fair to him!! He can't decide if Sasuke is gonna end up as a mini-him or a mini-Obito or maybe a mini-Itachi, but either way he ALSO is too traumatized to see Sasuke AS SASUKE.

meanehile SAKURA'S autistic ass may have dogshit empathy, but you know what she does have? A special interest in sasuke. Nothing better to do then give herself a degree in Uchihaisms. She can write character studies about him. she can read his soul. Whenever she says something about him she is right. Every fucking time! She is RIGHT!!!!

'sasuke would NOT compliment me this directly or explicitly express worry unprompted, especially if it gets in the way of his goals' correct.

'Sasuke shouldn't hide that curse on his neck its not healthy BUT if I tell anyone about it he'll never trust me again, which might be even more dangerous for him then the curse mark. Like he can probably handle the curse mark but no one else can stop him from ripping peoples arms off.' correct.

Speaking of! 'Sasuke would not hurt me even when he seems to be...possessed? whatever the only way to knock him out of it is to present myself as Alive and thus something to be protected rather then something to be avenged, because he gets really stuck in his own head about revenge' CORRECT

'hey so um. like. Sasuke's gonna leave Konoha. I'm not sure anything can stop him at this point and honestly I'm kinda starting to doubt anything should, so the only thing I could possibly do to help him at this point is ALSO defect.' CORRECT!!!!

#shout out to @Obihoe cause this started as a tag comment on one of your posts that got WAY too out of hand. just like old times lol #team 7 #haruno sakura #sakura haruno #sasuke uchiha #team crackhead #naruto #naruto uzumaki #sasusaku #doesn't have to be but like. Yeah #for the record no disrespect to my boys Naruto n Kakashi I love them dearly. but like. they got their issues. that's half the fun of team 7 #And Sakura has her problems with Sasuke too!! But her problems have nothing to do with understand him or his motivations or his personhood #and more to do with. Well. her absolute dogshit empathy. Emotionally disregulated ass.#'if you leave me I'll feel just like you did when your parents died' My beloved. Iconic. Great line. No notes. She's really just still so #inexperienced and naive that means she can explain and predict and KNOW him and his actions but still not empathize. She can say shit #like that with a straight face because she's never FELT loss like this before (except that minute she thought he was dead on the bridge)#so she can't imagine a worse pain. Just assumes it can't GET worse because she has no emotional concept of 'worse'. so it must be the same #she's literally the only person with a chance of convincing Sasuke to take her with him to Orochimaru because he's SASUKE of course she #knows all the right pressure points and keywords and concerns and stuff that she needs to convince him.#she's literally playing a little diolouge tree game with him. And maybe even winning up until that line! it's the dealbreaker

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deepfriedseagullfeet · 2 months ago

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i hate these. they hate each other as well

#can they just grow up and have sex about it.#anyways i feel like absolute dogshit cause of depression and dissociation so im drawing to cope #team fortress 2 #sniperspy #my art

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constantvariations · 21 days ago

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I don't think anything will ever be funnier than Banesaw's first of his only two sentences being, "Finally, I get to kill a Schnee," knocking Weiss unconscious in a single hit, then just chucking her into the next room so Blake can save her

#rwde #forever giggling and exasperated by this train sequence #this could have been avoided if it had been BLAKE fighting Banesaw and far more interesting too #they (presumably) had HISTORY. HE WANTED TO DRAG HER BACK INTO THE FOLD. THIS COULDVE BEEN PERSONAL #and literally NOTHING came out of a white fang member meeting a schnee so what was the FUCKING POINT SHAWLUNA #YOU DIDNT EVEN TRY #also im like 99% sure banesaw is just yatsuhashis model w a mask #anyway wtf was that train plot eh? was the purpose solely to cause chaos and destruction? wtf was the goal?#seriously early rwby schemes feel so random. reminds me of mcu thanos oddly enough #the way both cinder and thanos bip bopped between destruction for destructions sake and Big Smart Plan with Big Purpose is uh. Bad #and for the exact same reason: there was no structure or forethought in the writing process #also both were written by shitty men. i will fight the russos in a parking lot with nothing but my teeth #they absolutely shouldve been fired after civil war. absolute dogshit #do not ask me abt my mcu opinions i will never stop screaming #edit: forgot banesaw opened for roman at the white fang recruitment meeting so he has FIVE lines not two #two out of five lines are abt members of rwby yet neither amt to anything. yeehaw

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ainawgsd · 1 year ago

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My coworker has a 10yo son who wears pink socks for basketball and football (I'm assuming they're his lucky socks but I don't know).

Some of co-worker's friends were giving this kid a hard time about his pink socks.

10yo turns to them and, not breaking eye contact, deadpan tells them, "My grandma has cancer."

#text post #things kids say #i kid you not #coworker says friend told him it made him feel like absolute dogshit #his grandmother does have cancer #but shes doing well #and has nothing to do with the pink socks

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luxiomahariel · 18 days ago

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i swear im talking to a brick wall caked in clown graffiti jfc

#transandrophobia #anti transmasculinity #antitransmasculinity #transandromisia #let it be known that i absolutely fucking HATE saying that i have dealt with misogyny because I AM A GUY #IT FEELS FUCKING GROSS AS FUCK THAT I HAVE TO SAY THIS SHIT ABOUT MYSELF AND OTHER TRANS MEN/MASCS WHO DONT IDENTIFY AS WOMEN #THATS WHY I WOULD LIKE A WORD THAT DOESNT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE ABSOLUTE DOGSHIT TO TALK ABOUT THIS

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nebquerna · 9 months ago

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15.2-

#ive been feeling like absolute dogshit #the last 2 days #called off of work today #BUT STILL HAD TO GO OUT #see docs and get meds like pls #me wanna stay home #also busted my knee? but limping is the least of my worry #it’s the constant feeling of deathly sickness about #fuck off #also good night!#i say nauseated #sketch #year of the dragon

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novelconcepts · 1 year ago

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My brain will not let me process the whole of Usher until it throughly, and I mean throughly, analyzes everything about Juno. 😂 I absolutely loved her character. And she wasn't even really the point!

Oh my god, Juno is the best. I loooove Ruth Codd, I love her deliveries so much, and to have this outsider to the family who went through hell, thought she was getting the fairy-tale ending, and then…just got more bullshit piled on. Damn, dude. The fact that she just keeps trying even though these kids (almost all of whom are her elders) give her NOTHING in return. And she still shows up for them! She’s one of the only characters I sympathize with through the show, and I loved her whole “nah, man, I’ll take three years of hell over more time with you” thing. She’s brilliant.

#ask #the fall of the house of usher #tfothou spoilers #I’m not familiar enough with the details of Poe to know if there’s a Juno in his writing (I assume there is)#I immediately jumped to the Juno of Roman mythology instead #the wife who takes absolutely no shit. who is married to an absolute nightmare and who rises above #but mostly I just love how Codd makes her this hilarious relatable young woman #who genuinely feels for these people even though they treat her like dogshit #she’s so lonely and she wants so badly to have a family and I love her

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delzinrowe · 3 months ago

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