#i feel extremely guilty about it though which is really fun ! like ive betrayed myself or whatever | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

leehallfae · 6 months ago

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my “feeling” of gender (whatever that even means) has always been shifting very slowly over like years of time, so i feel like i was a girl and then became nonbinary and had a phase where i resonated with the term transmasculine but now (currently) i lowkey just feel like im a girl. but i can’t tell anyone because that’s crazy humiliating after having been out as trans for years. lol

#not like anyone needs to know. it’s just. weird?#personal log #like i literally am just a girl and have been for months idk #i don’t think ive ever really understand what ‘feeling’ a certain gender even means #and i exist in the world as a girl so like. that feels the most accessible to my understanding #at the current moment. i don’t know #i feel extremely guilty about it though which is really fun ! like ive betrayed myself or whatever #but also like detaching myself from gender roles/expectations while also just letting myself exist as a woman feels normal #clearly i think that’s something all women should do #like what does nonbinary even mean. i dont know. i Dont #i cant write any more abt this or else i will start feeling really awful so goodbye

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