#i feel dumb for not knowing how tumblr works ☹️

[podsvante]

i accidentally had submissions on when this post was submitted so I can’t answer it normally, im so sorry ☹️

i colored the sketch but i have mixed feelings abt how it turned out so here are both versions. your farmer looks so sweet, i love the one shot of harvey and him!! also ive noticed you’re always liking my posts, tysm for the support it means a lot to me 🫶

[oddvanilla]

Not really venting because it isn't my type of thing but like YK some stuff should be let off my chest☹️

Idk why but I feel like I'm a side character in my own life 😭 not just that I feel like a robot (closest thing to that feeling) like everyone else has emotions and can be sad or angry and I just. Exist. Like that's all I have going on...

Sometimes it's a good thing!!! Like hey at least I have no mental illnesses or anything. I'm just always content with my life, and so far this whole year I only felt INTENSE sadness like 4 times and it just went away in the matter of like 3 hours. Even then, that wasn't sadness,, it was just anger at myself. I don't really associate crying with sadness, because I cry here and there for dumb reasons... last time I cried was when I heard my best friends say I love you because I REALLY needed that. And the time before that was me winning a football match on FC 24 against my dad, then I started crying because I started thinking about maybe it would be the last football game he'll ever play with me ☹️ but yeah, last time I cried was like a month ago. It's really rare that I feel like I need to sob or anything. As I said, it's good because people always associate me with happiness and ooo energy.

This isn't the problem tho. I feel like I know so much about everyone but nobody knows crap about me. Like trust me I'm an open book, ask me about anything and I'll give you an extended answer with a life experience + analysis. I get so excited when anyone asks me anything personal like my favourite colour or my favourite hobbies. It's not my friend's faults', trust me. They're amazing people and I will love them forever. But I feel like they're the main characters in MY life. I just happen to be the one who is always taking every picture and recording every moment. But I'll never be in any of those pictures because I'm the one holding the camera.

It makes me sick, I need to know every little detail about my friends, my family, even just a Tumblr mutual, but the closest people to me don't even know my middle name. I love my mom but she doesn't know what I like to do as a hobby. She has no idea that I like writing, or history. But I know everything about her. That's the case for everyone. This feeling makes me sick because I always feel overwhelmed. By the time I wanna go to sleep I'm stuck in bed for 3 hours without sleeping yet because my head is thinking at a thousand miles an hour. I always feel like I have to cut off people here and there so my life can weigh a little less😭

Everyone knows this one, I'm a heavy extrovert, and I talk all the time but it's never about me. When I'm yapping I'm either explaining how something works or talking about that one memory with my friends. I'm not used to venting because I'm scared of someone saying "not everything is about you". I've never been friends with a listener, everyone else talks and even I TALK, but I wish there was just someone out there who knew what's my biggest fear or smth.

Moral of the story, I feel like I bottle my feelings all the time. I think twice before I hit that post button and decide that it should stay in my drafts because oddvanilla is this person who's always happy, if you see me venting it'll be awkward. I don't want anyone to solve my problems, I just don't HAVE any problems to begin with. I just wish someone would listen this time. Hi just notice me pls I have feelings other than energetic!!!! Please keep it in mind at least that I wanna be heard :( I'm sick of speaking up for everyone who can't but I never get a chapter in the book for myself. Even if you just say something like "same omg" at least it would feel better that I'm not alone in this messed up feeling.

[kozumesphone]

SUNNY’S HERE!!

i know how the fuck tumblr works, i feel so old being here 😭😭 dont even know if this is your inbox or my dumb ass just sent you an ask. please send help ☹️

BABYYY!!!!!!!!

lmao 😭 it’s an ask which goes into my inbox so either way, you’re right

OK BUT I CANT PROCESS THIS

we havent had a convo for MONTHS and now YOURE HERE AHHHHHHHHHHHh

[sunny-reis]

im supposed to be doing an art project right now, but I'm requesting instead.

Poly Vbs with a reader that has really really fluffy hair?

they just play with it

hcs - poly!vbs with fluffy haired reader

tags: gender-neutral!reader x poly!vivid bad squad, reader has wavy or curly hair, headcanons bc i'm lazy :3

an: this took four days longer than it should've teehee 😁 if it's any consolation i've been procrastinating on multiple projects that are due tomorrow so . gl 🫡

i hate how tumblr formats lists but we ball ☹️

for the record i'm interpreting "fluffy" hair as dry-ish wavy-curly hair (banger bc i have dry ahh curly hair 💪 easy peasy to write abt lmao)

an makes you do your hair with her in the morning - it's self-care slash affection time all rolled into one !!

i feel like it'd take her a while to do her hair since she puts so many clips and bobbles in it, AND she has really long hair

props to her i would've chopped it all off by then 😭

but yeah i feel like she'd be all peppy and cheery in the morning while the two of you do your hair

being the sweetheart she is, she'd probably help you style it if you're sleepy :p

akito probably wouldn't think much of your hair, but not in a dismissive way !!

i feel like he wouldn't pay much attention to your hair until he realizes he's fiddling with a lock of it mindlessly in the middle of a conversation

assuming you're both a part of vivid bad squad and a normal person, you'd put your hair up for dance practices and stuff like that

dancing without putting your hair up is a bad idea would not recommend

while taking a break after dancing for a while, you'd be recuperating and all that without noticing a stray lock of hair fell out of your pony tail

damn

and then boom there's akito twirling it around his finger while talking to kohane about pointers and tips

he'd SO get shy if you were to point it out - please do !!

i feel like kohane's love language would be acts of service, so it's only fitting that she'd frequently offer to do your hair

braids, pony tails, she knows it all for some reason

you could be sitting upside down on the couch and she'd start braiding it

would it look incredibly dumb bc gravity works like that?

yes

would either of you do anything about it?

no

i feel like she'd come up with and look for new hairstyles to do and make you sit down and let her do them on you out of the blue

let her cook ‼️ she's your go-to for music video hair-styling trust 🤞

toya toya toya ...

i feel like he'd be the type to help you out on wash days

he'd also be down to chat meanwhile because it takes so long

assuming your hair is fluffy because it's textured, it'd probably be a hassle to wash it because . that's just how textured hair works

it sucks !! especially when you have to wash your hair so frequently in between dance practices and performances since it gets all sweaty and icky and OUGH

you probably wouldn't go the full mile and do it all in the shower oh HELL nah

who has the energy for that ?? not you

so basically imagine this

you're trying and failing to detangle a knot in the back of your head because it's conveniently at an angle where you're struggling to reach

toya to the rescue !

you explain how to detangle hair and boom it's gone

toya to the rescue :3

overall i feel like having fluffy hair wouldn't really matter or actively affect the way they love you or show affection

but would they play with it and point out how cute it looks?

possibly. probably .

[personasintro]

hey :)

I'm following lots of Tumblrs now but you're the reason this app's installed 🫶🏼

MH wasn't actually the first fanfiction I've ever read on wattpad but it was the last one😭 it's like now that I know about MH it feels like other fanfictions on that app will never be as good?

anyways, so after reading MH (all chapters) it's then that I decided to install Tumblr and follow you on here 'cause I've seen people saying that you're more active here, and tbh I wanted to know you better

after that I literally read ALL of your works🥹 they're SO GOOD and it's sad that they aren't getting the recognition they deserve 🥲 I can't explain how amazing your stories are and I truly can see your hard work

now that time had passed, I wanted to thank you, mainly for writing MH, because that's the reason I have this app were I made new friends and read incredible stories💜 I discovered amazing writers whom I can see are gonna turn out to be huge someday🥹 the talent is indescribable and I'm truly honoured to have known you🫶🏼

you're an expert at writing. you have many many well-written stories. you have the talent which I appreciate so much. you can make me feel every emotion through your words, and the way of you describing everything, your storylines, your plots, characters, angst, fluff, smut.. they're all perfect 💜🫶🏼

another thing I've been wanting to say.. you're doing this for FREE, you're not getting anything in return so PLEASE don't give away the things that are important to you.. your health☹️ I know. I won't be able to understand the pressure you're under right now, or you've BEEN under since MH started to blow up.. but now that I know you enough to care for you, can I ask you to not care? It's hard I know, these dumb people won't ever stop sending you messages asking for more updates. but if you think about it, who fucking cares? are these idiots more important than you? you have fans now, we all care for you💜 we all wish you nothing but the best🫶🏼 and we'll throw hands when needed💪🏼

you're one of a kind. you're sweet, kind, honest, talented, and a good friend who deserves to be happy. if these people who call themselves fans can spread negative energy just for an update, SCREW THEM. we can wait, we've waited before and it wasn't a big deal🤷🏻‍♀️ MH is AMAZING don't get me wrong but life goes on? updates will come and go just like everything else in this world. and it will someday have a last chapter what about that? what are they gonna do when reading the last one? will they ask you for another fanfiction? they won't stop🤷🏻‍♀️

think about yourself for one moment and tell me, are they worth your time? energy? health? are they worth the exhaustion you feel?

don't EVER feel guilty for any decision you make💜💜💜 you're your own person

I love you <3

Hello!! Wow, thank you! I’m glad I seem to be interesting enough that ppl want to get me better 🤭 I’m always amazed how many readers support me in so many different ways. I’m very thankful in this aspect, I’ll always cherish it!

Honestly, I don’t think I deserve this much love and support. I’ve said this many times but it’s true 😭 I don’t know what I did to deserve you guys! And just to be clear, y’all are not my fans (calling you that just seems ridiculous to me 😭 I’m sorry 🤧). You are my precious readers and I’m just an ordinary girl who’s apparently got a big imagination 🤭

You’re right! There are more important things in this world than updates 🪐 I hope I can continue to be a part of your life and free time no matter how much I update in a month or a year.

Thank you very much for all the lovely messages! I’m always pouting, ready to cry how sweet y’all are to me! It really touches my heart and I’ll be forever thankful! I’ll always remember this part of my life 💫

[slytherinshua]

oh my god im so sorry i was the one who requested the socially exhausted fic and i truly did mean it when i said i enjoyed your writing (i was so sad when i saw the 💔💔) but thing is i dont have one fav svt fic writer so i sent that req to like 2 or 3 of my faves because its just really interesting for me to see how you guys write it in different styles and how differently your brains think but seriously i really really am sorry if i offended you, im new here and only realized how dumb it was to do this. IM SORRY I FEEL REALLY BAD

-☹️

ahhh anon its okay :( thank you for explaining yourself bcuz i rly wouldn't have known otherwise :( i mean its a pretty common problem... anons will send the same req to like a bunch of different writers to try to get the req done as fast as possible usually... obviously that wasn't your intent, but when anons do that it just makes us writers feel so horrible usually cause that's the conclusion we come to 😭🧍‍♀️ it's especially bad since on caratblr (esp w us sfw writers) we're all mostly friends?? so like we KNOW when it happens 🧍‍♀️ so sorry i just immediately assumed that cause its happened again and again on tumblr 😭😭😭😭 but i'm so glad that wasn't why you were sending it to multiple writers-- and i get that it takes a little while to know how everything works here on tumblr. now you're aware of this problem too 💔 but it's okay anon!! i hope you don't feel too bad abt it, it's rly okay :(

[neko-loogi]

♡︎𝚁𝚞𝚕𝚎𝚜!♡︎

Welcome to my blog! Name's Loogi!

I used to be more active on Wattpad and Instagram, but now I kinda moved here to make content! ( I still use Instagram but I barely post anything since artblock hurts like a sum bitch )

Anyway on my other blog(s) [ @writer-loogi2 ] I write stuff ( sometimes on my selfship blog too @loogi-selfships ), you guys can go check that out and feel free to request! But if you are gonna request please go easy on me ( I'm not that good at writing and I'm dyslexic lmao )

Please read the rules! Before you request!

( ♡︎𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚞𝚝!♡︎ )

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Ah yes the rules, how lovely it is to follow them.. Anyway, why don't we begin..

♡︎𝙱𝚕𝚘𝚐 𝚁𝚞𝚕𝚎𝚜:

- I'll say this once and that should be enough but please for the love of Bakugo's fat tits DO NOT REPOST MY SHIT. That includes the stuff I write, my edits and my art! I'll allow reblogging ( if my content is even worthy of that ) but not reposting, you should know the difference. ( The point is, don't steal, edit, repost, anything that I make! It's infuriating okay? )

- If you support any of the following get the FUCK out of blog, I don't want you in here:

• Homophobia/Transphobia

• Racism/Xenophobia

• Body shaming

• Rape

• Pedophilia/Child Porn/Incest

• Ableism

• Sexism

• Proshipping

- Again if you support these kindly ✨FUCK OFF✨, I will not tolerate any kind of hate (or abuse) on my blog!

- Minors are not allowed on any of my blogs! I don't necessarily post dark content but I do post some type of NSFW content so minors please leave! Or I will block you.

- PLEASE PUT YOUR AGE IN YOUR BIO!! I've had to block a lot of ( at least like 60 or more.. ) blank untitled blogs and blogs owned by minors, so please- put your age in the goddamn bio.

- PLEASE OH PLEASE DON'T DM ME IF YOU WANNA RP!! I'll always reply with "no" since RPs make very very uncomfortable! ( I've had bad experiences with it in the past, so please respect my choices when I decline your offer! )

- ^For the record just, don't DM me here in general okay? Tumblr's DM system is weird and I don't like anyone DMing me here, it's awkward, I hate it and it makes me uncomfortable as hell- so just don't.

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♡︎𝚁𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚁𝚞𝚕𝚎𝚜:

- ALWAYS pay attention to my bio or my main masterlist ( pinned post ) to see if requests are open or not! I'll also write how many posts I'm working on!

- Please be patient with me okay? I have a life outside of writing weird stuff and headcanons. I go to college, so I might be busy and I won't have time to write things so quickly. Plus sometimes I don't get any ideas and then I kinda lose motivation- so yeah I am so sorry-..

- I don't take requests for icons or edits! ( I've seen a couple people ask me, sadly I don't do that! I only take requests for written works! ) I might take suggestions tho!

- When it comes to requesting I won't ask for much, a simple 'hello' with your request is enough for me. ( Also please be nice to me ). Y'know it can maybe something like: "Hi! could I request Overhaul with a female reader who's really shy?" ( example )

- When requesting multiple characters please keep in mind that my maximum is 5 characters per post and my minimum is 3!

- Please make sure to be specific and maybe try not to use a lot of big words because I'm really dumb sometimes and I'm dyslexic AF so yeah-.. ( Also English is not my first language, my native language is Spanish, and even I struggle with English words and pronunciations- )

♡︎𝙽𝚘𝚝𝚎: If your request makes me feel uncomfortable or is bound to be too difficult for me I will sadly have to decline your request ☹️

- Please read this before you request, this should give you an idea on what to request!

- Asks are always open! So feel free to ask me anything you want! I'll be happy to answer! ( even if I take a while )

♡︎𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎! 💚

-𝙻𝚘𝚘𝚐𝚒 💕

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