#i dunno i jusst dunno hwta to feel expect from being bitchy and feeling bad abt it because they r my friend first and foremost | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

thewhizzyhead · 9 months ago

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Confession: I kinda wanna be a bit snarkily and pridefully mean about my ex-crush's/ex-mixed-signal's/ex-coffee-date's new man and her taste in men but it makes me feel bad because it is a shitty thing to be but bitter bites still hurt!

#Anyways kindness is a virtue i must choose to uphold #even if i dont feel like it vkdkd #and im not even mad at the dude i swear #and im not even hung up on the gay shit that much like #rn i realize that i am mourning more the death of a friendship shared between two people who have inevitably grown apart #ive never been the best at letting go i suppse #and the new man for me just seals the deal in showing that yea we've grown too far apart #she's still my friend but at the same time i wont expect any more sudden cafe visits from her #i dunno i jusst dunno hwta to feel expect from being bitchy and feeling bad abt it because they r my friend first and foremost #but they themselves have admitted that they have pushed me away even when they didnt want to so like gjdjs #wah i dunno ill probab delete this its probabky just midnight blues #personal shit

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