#i dont watch true blood dont judge me for the tags i tried

[sizeofyoursoul]

All my vampires love Charlaine Harris's books. They all love watching True Blood. Lestat's favorite character is Sookie. Louis's favorite is Bill. Armand loves Jason, Sookie's brother. Marius only occasionally looks up from his book to see what's happening, but it is when Tara is on the screen.

Anne Rice's vampires watching True Blood, from Anne Rice on Facebook

[thequeenb]

Meant to be

Pairings: KamilahxMC

You look down at your feet, ashes are all around you and you gasp. People gathered in circle watching shocked and horrified.

"What..who.." everything feels blurry in your mind, you weren't yourself you were a tool used for violence

You look around to see your friends, to see Kamilah and get courage and find answers but they aren't anywhere to be found you can only see chaos and humans staring intensly.

And then you understand.

"No..NO!" You scream but what for? You didn't kill them did you? The memories are coming back painfully as you shudder

"Amy..its me Kamilah please come back to me..i love you Amy i cant lose you agai--" but her words are cut short when you dive one of her daggers deep into her heart. For just a fleeing second you see the pain and the heartbreak on her eyes before she turns into ash.

You fall you your knees holding on tight the ashes around you. "No Kamilah..no..how did i.." and then you feel a power growing inside you, one that tears you apart completely

"Every war has its sacrifices" Rheya says approaching dangerously close. You want to get up and fight her, you know its her doing yet you stay on the ground holding on what's left of the people you love.

You do the mistake to look up at her glowing eyes. You can feel her searching deep down your soul and then her tone changes to more commanding, more evil

"Look at those people judging you, laughing at your pain, kill them"

"Stop..get..out..of..my..mind" you try to fight it but you are weak and vulnerable. You want revenge, all the anger inside you is guiding you to chaos and pain. You try to think of Kamilah..how she would never let you hurt innocent people, you think of Adrian how he would try his best to save you from this situation

And then Lily who would say something funny to lighten the mood yet she wouldn't hesitate to save her best friend. And of course Jax..he would use his swords as a weapon for your safety and your security.

All of them would sacrifice themselves for you and you didn't even hesitate to kill them, watch them beg and smile at their pain and misery

Suddenly something inside you changes, you feel rage and hate towards the humans. Who are they comparing to you? Weak stupid humans who are helpless. They keep staring like they are judging you, who are they to judge? They don't know what you are capable of they don't know anything

The fury inside you is burning your flesh but you lost. You get up, your eyes burning with red fire. Everyone turns to run but your inhuman speed won

The screams are echoing through your head and you can feel their bones breaking, they skulls tearing apart in half, their delicious blood spraying on your face and body

You are powerful.

You grab a human by the neck and throw him so hard on the ground that you can hear all his bones cracking. Another pray is falling onto your hands and this time you sink your fangs deep into her neck tearing her flesh out, the horror in her eyes making you satisfied

You are unstoppable.

For Kamilah, for all the love you didn't had a chance to share. For Adrian, for all the times he protected you. For Lily, the best friend who stayed by your side any given time. For Jax, the man who saved you from the claws of the supernatural and helped you until this day

Many fell upon your murderous hands having an awful fate. You stop to look around and you can see hundreds of corpses laying dead on the ground. The smell of their blood is suddenly making you sick to your stomach. Did i do this? No..she did.

And there she was walking so calm and graceful in the middle of those innocent humans laughing "You did it, you can now feel what real power feels like"

"Why did you do this?? Why did you kill them?? How..but i..they" you want to speak but all the words escape your tongue. The words which are painful and final, you killed them.

"They were between your glory and your true potential, they had to be gone" her eyes aren't regretful and thats what makes you even more angry

"Did i kill them Rheya??" You ask as you start approaching her

She throws her head back laughing, she looks so carefree but you feel like your world fell completely apart

"Why yes my child, you should have seen the look on their faces" she smiles in memory but you don't, you remember their fear and pain written all over their eyes

Without thinking twice you start running, charging towards Rheya. An inhuman growl escapes you as you remember what she has done until now. She used you to kill all these innocent people, your loved ones

When you are near enough you jump high, your fangs are bared ready to break her but then your body feels lighter and when you close your eyes everything is fading

You blink a couple of times trying to take in your surroundings. You are in a mindscape

Right now you don't question anything, you focus on the 2 windows of memories before you.

One of them radiates sadness, the other one is more heartbreaking but somehow more safe. Closing your eyes you step into the first one and immediately you realize where you are.

"You are the most wonderful woman i ever met you are brave and amazing, and i love you" Kamilah says holding you tight but you are gone. "No Amy please, no!" She screams uselessly as your friends sob uncontrollably

But she doesn't turn you, she hesitates

"She wouldn't want this.." she whispered closing her eyes.

"Oh Kamilah.." you try to hold your tears but they are already falling down your cheeks

Everything fades again as you enter the second window of memories trying to understand what's going on.

This one feel more real, you step inside and you notice you are back at Adrian's office

"So tell me Amy, what would you choose?"

You blink in realisation, this is indeed real. You are taken back by the sight of him, memories of him turning into ashes make you shudder

"Are you ok? Do you need water?" He politely asks and you smile Oh Adrian only if you knew

"No no, everything is fine" you try to be as convincing as possible because you know how he will insist, you knew him..

And then it clicks on your mind. You remember Kano and how he tried to warn you, give you a chance to change what is done

Swallowing you turn to look deep into Adrian's eyes for the last time "I am sorry but i dont need this job, thank you for your time"

Before he could open his mouth you turn your back and walk towards the exit, fresh tears running down your face. As you walk through the hallway you notice a woman approaching, Kamilah

You can feel your heart breaking into tiny pieces. She gives you an ignorant look but your eyes lock and for just one second you feel like you can sense a fire within, a destiny. Every nerve on your body want to go talk to her, tell her how much you love her but you stop.

"I love you Amy" it repeats itself in your head over and over again. You take her all in knowing this is the last time you will see her. But she will always live in your memories, your heart.

Walking outside of the building you let the night air hit your face. Gaius won't return, Rheya wont spread Terror, Lily won't be turned and you..you will have a normal life

Despite the pain and the sadness you feel, you manage to smile knowing you choose to save your friend's lives and live with melancholy of a future they will never know you shared.

As you walk down the street you don't look back, because deep down you know, this was meant to be.

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[saturnmyg]

GANGSTA CHAPTER ONE

Min yoongi x Mafia!reader

warnings :  violence, drug abuse, cussing

Genre: angst, fluff, romance, drama

word count: 2,992

summary: Min yoongi aka Agust D an underground rapper on the come up , finds y/n outside of a club hurt and on the verge on passing out, little did he know saving her would turn his world upside down

AN: hey guys sorry for the late update, things have been hectic lately. anyways this isn't proof read yet but it shouldn't be all too bad.-sora

Another Author note & update: i changed the whole pov back to third one cause i felt that it would suit the story the most so hope yall dont mind

@josh-the-smol-bean-dun as always ill tag you in this!

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Intro 

Chapter one 

Yoongi took out a cigaret and lit it up. he sighed ,lately he hasn't been feeling his performances. he knew they were good but not that good, there was something missing and he couldn't pin point  it. He lost his inspiration, everything seemed almost mundane, sure he could rap about money, sex and drugs but which artist didn't rap about that. He wanted that his song inspire the listener, that it resonates with them on a deeper level .

He thought about writing love songs but every time he tried to he kept remembering his ex who was the personification of the devil and what she did to him and he'd rather not think about that. ‘’Business again?’’ He heard the security guard asking someone . ‘’As usual’’ came a monotone voice that belong to a girl.

The Security guard moved aside and open the door ,he then saw as they passed by him that it was two people. First a tall black beauty with a beanie followed by a girl of medium height with a low pony tail. As she walked she turned her head and their eyes met. Her stare was piercing, as if she could see into his soul , however they held no emotion it it.

He smirked at her and blew out the smoke. In response to that the nameless girl lifted up one eyebrow, as if to ask him if he seriously thought that would get her to come to him. And then rolled her eyes.  Before he could even say or do something, the girl and her friend already disappeared inside while the door closed behind her.

The Club was packed, hot bodies grinding at each other , drunk people laughing, some even trying to start a fight. Y/n crinkled her nose, the alcohol stench mixed with sweat was definitively not on her list of favorite things. Rukiya who was standing in front of her turned around, took her hand and and started to walk where Akiho was standing, which was hard as they had to squeeze themselfs between people to get to their destination.  

As they arrived there Y/n sat down on the bar stools while Rukiya decided to stand. ‘’Four Tequila orange shots please’’ The tall beauty screamed over the music to the blonde girl . She nodded and immediately started to pour out the shots.  

‘’They're supposed to be here at 9.30pm-’’ Akiho said as she lined up the beverages. Meanwhile Rukiya leaned closer to her so that she could understand the short girl ‘’Apparently something happened with the boss and they had to delay it a bit.’’

 Rukiya raised her eyebrows ‘’Well i don't care if they got stabbed or anything, it will make this night better if they're not at a good condition’’ she said and handed Y/n ,who was scanning the club looking for any signs of Gang member from other groups , the glass.

‘’Anyone catching your eye?’’ came Rukiyas voice right next to her ear. ‘’Nah i wasn't even looking for that.’’ She replied and rolled her eyes . ‘’C'mon boss let loose we're at a club!’’ The dark skinned girl exclaimed , Y/n looked at her, the strobing lights accentuating her features making her look otherworldly, yet slightly bizarre, and sighed. ‘’Aight lets get this party started’’ Rukiya cheered and held up the shot

‘’To hoping this meeting will not turn into a blood bath’’ She said and clinked the shot glass together. ‘’Damn did you need to ruin this moment with that negative shit? ain't no one wanna think about 'em right now’’ Rukiya grimaced.

‘’Aight hoe, to us and the gang may we stay together for a long time’’ She retorted and Rukiya grinned. They both threw back the shots and bit into the orange slice that the Akiho had provided earlier. The shot burned in Y/n’s throat which led up to her scrunching up her face while Rukiya threw her head back and laughed.

‘’I'm going to look for this guy i saw that has black hair and crazy ass dance moves’’ The tall girl shouted over the music and disappeared in the crow, Y/n nodded and waved with one hand and pulled out her phone.

Y/n: Status report

Hyun-jin: hacked into their security camera and from what I've seen and heard he's going to keep his word, i wouldn't go 100% on that though, something in my gut is saying that they're going to ambush you guys, be careful.

Y/n: Alright good, ill contact you later.

Hyun-jin: K                                                

Suddenly the music went off, while all the light was focused on the stage that was in the front of the club.

‘’Hey Hey Hey! i see you guys having a great time but the rap battle is about to begin, as ya'll already know all types of rappers are here tonight some that are even famous so you know its going down in this bitch.’’ Said the Mc ,a bald guy who was wearing a white tank top that showed off the tattoos on his chest and arms. He continued to introduce some guy that you have never heard of.

The crowd responded by giving semi- cheering as the Artist came up to the stage.

Loud bass filled the club and he started to rap, it was okay thought Y/n but judging from how the crowd was responding she clearly weren't the only one with that opinion. ‘’Not bad not bad!’’ said the Mc after the nameless rapper finished.

‘’Not bad ? that shit was whack’’ came Akiho's voice who was still behind the counter. ‘’Even Hyun-jin could spit better than that and what the hell was going on with his hairline?-’’ She continued as Y/n nodded and proceeded to take a sip of the drink that Akiho had provided earlier. ‘’It's so far back it probably  shook hands with Jesus’’ Y/n snorted almost spitting out the drink, turned around and playfully glared at the blonde girl. ‘’you tryna kill me?’’

‘’oh hush you would've been dead by now if i wanted to’’ she waved her off, which was a bold faced lie and they both knew that. ‘’Where's Rukiya though? they will be here in five minutes and her ass still ain't here yet’’ Y/n coughed. ‘’Right here beside you, its time you grow eyes on the side of your head’’

She heard the velvety voice that belonged to the tall beauty. Y/n turned around and there she was, standing in all her glory while next to her was a black haired boy.  She looked at him, then back to Rukiya and raised an eyebrow. ‘’This is the dude i was telling you, you know the one with the dance moves’’. ‘’Ah yes i remember’’ She answered and took another sip  

‘’I'm Jung Hoseok nice to meet you guys’’ He said and smiled brightly. He was cute Y/n would give him that, but she had a feeling there was more to the sunny demeanor that he'd let other's see. They all exchanged pleasantries until Akiho nudgedY/n showing her the time.

Her eyes widened and she turned around ‘’anyways Hoseok right? nice meeting ya but its time for us to disappear’’ Y/n said. His face fell and he nodded ‘’Don't worry lover boy give her your number and shell text you all day, literally.’’ She deadpanned while Rukiya shrugged her shoulder. ‘’cant blame me i love texting’’ ‘’more like sexting but thats for another topic’’. He laughed at the banter between the two girls and pushed his hair out of his face.

‘’I cant be with you guys i'm the only one on this shift tonight’’ Akiho sighed while shaking the cocktail mixer. Y/n waved her off ‘’Nah no problem we can handle this tonight but i'll have you on speed dial if something is’’ ‘’Alright see you and be safe’’ Akiho replied pouring the drink into the glass.

‘’Will do, c'mon Rukiya lets go’’ She threw over her shoulder.  The tall girl typed her number into his phone and then whispered something into Hoseok's ear ,which he replied with nodding and then continued to kiss him on the cheek leaving him flustered with a slight smirk on his face.

Y/n  laughed ‘’You totally have him hooked’’ ‘’I hope so , he's so fine bro like i touched his stomach and  holy fuck was it hard he probably got abs . It's like god came down and took his sweet time sculpting him’’ Rukiya sighed dreamily ‘’I wanted to propose on spot bitch he got it all , personality, body etc,  no joke i would no fuck that, i  WILL spread my legs like peanut butter for him’’the shorter girl grinned at that ‘’spreading them cheeks from Georgia to Florida huh’’ ‘’aside from the fact that we're in South Korea and not America , yes’’ Rukiya smirked.  During the whole talk they walked to the back side of the Club where an hallway was that led to the Rooms that one could rent.

‘’Alright they're supposed to be behind this door, Hyun-jin hacked into the security camera's here so she'll watch us from time to time’’ whispered Y/n ‘’I swear if we get killed tonight I'm coming back to haunt her sorry ass’’ Rukiya mumbled and secured the halter on her left thigh. ‘’Seconded'' she replied and took a deep breath and opened the door.

Another successful performance for Yoongi, the crowd loved him and he was pretty sure that he'd win the rap battle tonight. He took the towel and the bottle of water that the staff member handed him and wiped his face. ‘’Yo yo yo suga my man you really tore it down tonight’’ said Jihoo, the mc from earlier, and wrapped an arm around yoongi. ‘’It was given’’ came his reply a faint smile on his lips.

‘’True man true’’ the guy laughed and messed up the rappers hair. ‘’How long are you going to stay bald tho you already look like a yakuza with them dragon and snake tattoos’’ Yoongi asked. Jihoo wiggled his eyebrows ‘’you don't know that i used to be in a gang?’’ Yoongi deadpanned, he's known Jihoo for almost ten years now and from what he'd experienced and seen from him he wouldn't survive one day with the mafia. '

‘’Remember how you called me at three o'clock in the morning cause of that spider in your bathroom?’’ ‘’That spider was huge Yoongi do you hear me? h u g e’’  The mint haired boy sighed and peeled off Jihoo's arm that was still around his shoulder ‘’Stop being so dramatic it wasn't you're just a wuss’’ ‘’Im not’’ came back as ‘’whatever you say’’ said Yoongi and waved as he made his way out from backstage.

He walked over to the bar and sat down. He first looked at her face and then the name tag. ‘’Akiho? give me whiskey on the rocks’’ ‘’Coming right up’’ she replied and went right to work. A few minutes later she put down the drink in front of  him ‘’here you go’’ ‘’Thanks’’ he replied and took a sip. The liquor burned his throat giving him pleasantly warm feeling. ‘’He sighed  ‘’having a rough day?’’ she asked her expression indifferent ‘’More like a rough year’’ she hummed at that ‘’aren't we all?’’  ‘’I guess so’’ he answered and shrug his shoulders. ‘’Well at least you're not suffering alone’’ she said and continued to dry the glasses.

Yoongi threw back the remaining's of the drink, put 20 bucks on the bar-table and hopped off the stool ‘’Keep the change’’ he said over his shoulder, not waiting for her reply as he made his way outside. He opened the door that led to the backside of the club where no one was. He wasn't really in the mood to be with someone. The loud music mixed with the stench of the club gave him a slight headache. He took out a cigarette lit it and inhaled deeply and stared at the night sky.

A groan ripped him out of his thoughts , he looked around and didn't find anyone. ‘’did i just imagine that’’ he thought weary . Only a few seconds later he heard the same noise again but this time he could distinguish from where it came from. He put his hand on the wall and walked slowly to where the garbage was and saw a person or thats what he thought it was, leaning against the trash bags. The lamps on the wall weren't working making it hard for him to distinguish who or what was there

‘’Fucking hell where's my phone’’ He muttered and checked his leather jacket. A few seconds later he found it and turned on the flashlight app. He was surprised, the object turned out to be the girl he saw earlier on the front side of the club. Bruises tattered her face , neck and he presumed they were everywhere. ‘’Fuck what i'm i supposed to do now.’’ He muttered and ran his hand through his hair. As he picked her up he noticed that on one side the fabric of her sweater was wet and kinda sticky. He lifted it up and saw an open wound.

Fuck fuck fuck he panicked , let down the material and put her arms around his neck and hold her legs so he could give her a piggy back ride to his car. Once he arrived at the parking lot, forgetting about the winner announcement , he put her into the passengers seat and put the seatbelt on. Now that the car light was on he could look at her  properly.  She had sharp features that at the same time seemed soft. Long eyelashes and plump lips. She was beautiful but to put it short she looked like a hot mess.

Moving slightly she groaned out in pain. He panicked he didn't know if he should bring her to the hospital or to his apartment and stitch/bandage her himself up. The wound didn't look that deep so it couldn't be that bad right? Yoongi started up the car and drove home. 

He put on relaxing music and hummed slightly to calm himself down. Where had she come from? why was she beaten up to the point of unconsciousness, where was her friend that she came with? All these questions ran through his head but there were no definite answers, yet.

He finally arrived home , this time carrying her bridal style up the stair which was a bad decision as he now couldn't reach for his keys in jacket. He sighed, put her down and quickly opened the door to his apartment. Putting her on his couch and went straight to the kitchen, took  out the first aid kit and returned. ‘’She better don't kill me for this’’ he thought and started to pull off her sweater leaving  the nameless girl in her bra. He took out the antibacterial liquid and cotton and started to clean her wound.

From time to time she would move and groan and swat as his hand away when the pain got too much. After some time cleaning it he took out a cream and bandages and carefully bandaged her up, He decided not to stitch the girl up since he had no experience in it or whatsoever.

 Fifteen minutes later he was finished, stood up and sighed. Yoongi picked her up again and walked into his room and put her on his bed. Taking a shirt, he contemplated if he should give her a pair of sweatpants but he thought that he'd be pushing it so he decided not to.

He pulled the fresh shirt over her head, covered her with the blanket and went to the kitchen to get glass of water. He returned , placed it on the nightstand and also left some painkillers beside it. The mint haired boy took out another blanket and his pajamas and walked back into the living room. He quickly changed into the comfortable clothes, brushed his teeth and washed his face and laid down on the couch. It wasn't even five minutes before he was knocked out.

Y/n opened her eyes. Well she tried to but couldn't as one eye was swollen. The pounding coming straight back as the light hit her full force. Groaning she lifted her head and saw that on the nightstand water and a pill  she assumed to be painkillers. She reached over took the water and drowned the pill quickly. Thats when she noticed that she was in a unfamiliar room. The walls were painted white, littered with decorations , pictures and papers. Next to her was a huge kumamon plush bear ‘’ Where the hell am i’ She asked herf and jumped out of bed.

‘’Bad decision’’Y/n  muttered as she had almost collapsed from the pain on her ribcage ‘’fuck what did that fucker yesterday do’’ She continued and slowly walked down the hallway into the living room. She looked around, the living room was decorated similarly to his bedroom, just that there was also was a couch, tv and a dinning table. Speaking of couch thats where she saw the mop of unruly mint hair that belonged to the boy from yesterday night. The rest of his body was hidden underneath the blanket. It was a miracle that he hasn't choked to death yet from not breathing fresh air.

Y/n slowly walked over and shook him. With no avail ‘’wake up’’ She shook him again. He grunted and turned the other way. She sighed deeply still clutching her side and tried to rip of the blanket as best as you could with one hand. ‘’Dude wake the fuck up’’ She said , still not answer it was like he was dead.

 Finally after a decade she ripped the blanket of and shook him hard it wouldn't surprise her if he got a concussion from it . ‘’The hell?!’’ he grunted and quickly sat up and looking around.  Y/n lifted her eyebrow when his eyes landed and her

‘’Where the fuck am i and what the hell am i doing in your home?’’

hey hope you like this part!!, again id love to hear your criticism and opinions on this chapter!  

[winterfellchild]

Just to avoid this ending in the wrong tag I screenshot your question.

This is going to be long but since you think you know me well enough I think you should read it because you won’t find someone who knows more than I do about myself... ok that’s not true, maybe my mom knows a great deal about me too but she is not on tumblr so you’re stuck with me.

Just a quick note for everyone else: under the cut there is a looong post mostly about myself so I can assure you it will be boring and I would have talked with this person in private but I don't have the pleasure to know his/her account so I have to share it here.

OK, where do I start?

With the fact that your opening is wrong:

You sound more like a Sansa fan than anything else

There is a mistake in what you wrote:

it’s not that I sound like a Sansa fan more than anything else, I AM a Sansa fan more than anything else.

If you think there’s something wrong in this fact that’s your problem, I’m fine with it and I’m happy about it.

But since you wrote it like there’s something wrong in liking a character more than anything else I’m curious about your reasons... do you think that people can love only one thing?

Or in this case, only one character?

Really?

Then I must be a strange person because I thought it was ok to love more than one character at the same time with the same intensity.

Believe it or not liking Sansa does not preclude to me the possibility to like other characters.

Now that I've got that sorted out, I can talk about this:

I am wondering how you will act towards Jon if the leaks happen and if Jon and Dany end up together and Sansa never happens... I love Jon and I get the impression that you will basically ban all of the jon related stuff because your dear SAnsa doesnt get what she should get according your opinion.            

This statement leaves me quite perplexed, why “will I ban all of the Jon related stuff”?

Don’t I like Jon?

I don’t remember writing that... oh yes, I didn’t write that because I like Jon.

If only you'd asked me before you made your own conclusions I would have told you that I liked Jon even before I liked Jonsa and if you'd have read my blog a little you would have know that I only started to ship Jonsa during season 6... and don’t be shocked but I loved the Starks since season 1.

I admit I liked Robb maybe a little more back then but that’s Richard’s fault and I started to like Jon after he went to the Wall in season 1.

If I want to be more precise I can even tell you when I really started to like him MORE than other characters: season 1 episode 8 “The pointy end” when I watched this scene:

Ser Alliser: Now there's a rare sight. Not only a bastard, but a traitor's bastard. Jon looks Alliser in his eyes. Silence occur for a few seconds. Then, suddenly Jon tries to strike Alliser, but is stopped by Pypar and Grenn. Samwell Tarly: Jon, no! Jon, stop, put it down! Ser Alliser: Blood will always tell. You'll hang for this, bastard.

It was so unfair, he couldn’t help his family at all and on top of that he was even called a traitor’s bastard by someone like Ser Alliser.

I mean, insult on top of injury... imo Ser Alliser was a vile man more than usual in that scene.

I’m not a nice person if someone does something bad to the people I love and I can’t stay away if they are in trouble so I really was sad for Jon, alone at the Wall with a snake like Ser Alliser.

I hadn’t read the books at that time so I was waiting for him to join Robb... but it never happened :(

Nevertheless since then Jon was one of my favourite, one of these characters that I like more than anything else.

All the Starks are in this group and if you want I can tell you when I started to like everyone of them in a special way but I won’t since this is already long enough.

Now, what can I say about me banning “all of the Jon related stuff” if my ship won’t happen?

I sound like an immature vapid shipper, but I’m sure that was not what you mean because it’s extremely rude to judge someone you don't know.

Maybe I shouldn’t but I’m going to give you the benefit of the doubt since you said you’re not an hater, maybe you’re just someone who jumps to conclusions.

See, here's the thing: I’m not a person that will ban or hate a character just because he won’t do what I want him to do.

I think it’s too serious and personal to ban or hate someone and after all we are talking about fictional characters, they are not real.

I admit that I feel very connected with some fictional characters, I laugh and cry with them ( I always did even when I was little), sometimes I’m heartbroken about something that happen to them for a while but I don’t think that it’s healthy to be so serious about them to the point of hate... compassion and empathy are good, hate is never good.

Maybe you said that because you think that it’s normal to hate a fictional character to the point that you will erase his existence, but IT IS NOT NORMAL and you shouldn’t go around saying what someone else will do when you don’t know anything about that someone just because you have an “impression“, I’m not a fictional character, someone you can speculate about, I’m a real person just like you and a bunch of posts on a pubblic blog don't define who I am as a person. It’s terribly presumptuous that you think you know what I will do.

Who are you?

Do I know you?

Will you be happy to receive a message from a stranger who has the audacity to brand you like a hater?

Will you be happy to receive a message from a stranger who decided who you like and who you hate without consulting you?

I don’t think so.

I should stop here because really I already said the important part but I’m going to talk about the boring topic before I end this because I don’t want you or anyone else to think I avoid it, you already have too many wrong ideas about me so I’ll talk about the leaks... AGAIN.

I can’t wait for season 7 to air so people will focus more on the show.

I don’t know anymore how to say this: I DON’T BELIEVE UNOFFICIAL SOURCES

I don’t care about who you like or about who you hate and I don’t care who you ship just don’t use the leaks like an absolute truth if you want me to take you seriously.

Maybe the leaks are true, all of them can be true, however as of today no one knows it.

I’ll believe what I’ll see.

I don’t think the leaks are absolutely true but I can be wrong, after all I’m just a viewer like you.

Nevertheless I can say I don’t like them if I don’t like them.

And if I’ll be wrong... I’ll just be wrong, I’ll be extremely disappointed for sure but it’s not like I can do anything about it.

We have a saying in my country, I tried to find the english translation but there is not a perfect translation so I’ll tell you the latin version maybe you’ll have more luck to find it:

si uel a papa mortua

"life goes on” explain the concept of this saying well.

I mean, no matter what life goes on.

I can be heartbroken, I WILL BE heartbroken, but there is more in my life than Jonsa, Sansa, Jon and GoT so stop wondering about “how I will act towards Jon“ and let me assure you that no harm will come to him because:

I already said I like him, maybe even more than you do... you sent an anonymous message so we can’t compare who likes him more;

I have no real power over Jon’s future;

if after all I wrote you’re still wondering about how a stranger will act towards Jon that’s your problem.

  Lastly:

Btw I am not a jonsa hater, I dont really ship anyone on the show

Good for you that you’re not a jonsa hater, hate is bad for the soul but I still think you’re presumptuous.

I just want happiness for the Starks 

It’s the same for me, we see the show differently ( more likely we see life differently) but that doesn’t mean that we can’t have the same goal about a fictional story.