#i dont want a pattern seeking brain i want to wander thru life blind to the horrors
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mannn i felt so ok this morning i thought i was finally clawing back out of this bottomless pit. what happened :(
#there should be a law against getting emails on sundays i dont want to see them#desperately trying not to psychoanalyse every tiny thing ppl say or do atm. not bc im wrong but bc sometimes i dont need certain info. ty#i dont want a pattern seeking brain i want to wander thru life blind to the horrors#and to stay out of touch with the things i want so it doesnt hurt so much being reminded theyre incurably beyond my reach all the time!!#i am. on a hair trigger. i need to go to BED#HSBDBF tumblr crashed while i was typing this + i was like oh well probably for the best ive been too cranky lately#but it let me restore the draft so now i have to post it. sorry#i promise i am not actually so negative i love this world baby!! but living is sooo hard + my head is a dark place :(#tomorrow will be better i hope#.vent
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