#i dont say i wanna kms to them and if they saw that here oooo no i think thats too much no thanks
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dude the fact of my friends knowing any of my online usernames/sites just stresses me the fuck out
#my friend wanted me to draw on reddit#r/place or whatever and i did and thus he checked my profile and i was on the verge of an mental breakdown lmao#i told him not to look at please leave it/me be and he said okay but now im like........................ dude what if he still looked#not like i use reddit much.... usually just ask for plant advice and write some comments to people who are looking for advice or something#but for me its just so....... scary. aka my friend persona and my overall online personality are not the same#and ive had someone make fun of me from seeing something i wrote somewhere in the past so since then im like........ if i dont get to know#you through any platforms online.... that we are most likely not going to share anything like that#the few things i use online is usually so personal for me so i just cant share anything without going through major anxiety#like here. i would never give anyone of my friends my tumblr bc i write such personal things here and vent a lot... they'd freak out#i dont say i wanna kms to them and if they saw that here oooo no i think thats too much no thanks#anyone whos not my close friend or such im like yeah sure i can share a lot but then again what scares me is to be judged and disliked by#people i like....... being seen negatively by loved ones is my biggest fear. even if thats just a stupid online comment or something#the dread is real and big (:#miranda talking shit
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