#i dont really wanna go tonight anyway but i committed and im being relied on
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multiple customers w my deadname today so i keep seeing and hearing and saying it and it makes me want to implode
#its not Uncommon but its not common either#but no one here Knows its my deadname so im 🧍🏻♂️#feelin Unwell but idk if its cause of that or cause its before 9am and my body is always a mess in the mornings#i feel like. this is just.#i want to go home. we arent super busy but busy enough im needed#and this. it feels like Not Enough for me to go#i feel like going home would be dramatic and too much and i dont wanna#i dont want my flatmates to think less of me for it#i dont know that they would but i feel like they woulr#and im supposed to be front of housing a musical tonight but i feel like i cant leave work early claiming sickness then do thay#i dont really wanna go tonight anyway but i committed and im being relied on#i just#god i do not feel good brain wise its a mess#not too hot physically either but
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