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give you my heart, give me your soul
sometimes someone loves so hard that she does something she shouldn't have, and now the person she loved has to be the one to fix but. what if the cost is too high? and so its life after life, the same soul slowly rotting away and the shards of soul disappearing into nothing. its a mysterious man and the amnesiac woman. its two women separated by war, a memento the only thing remaining. its a woman and a man, trying to find comfort in each other but being forcibly pushed away. its two men in their bodies that are slowly wasting away. its two men who are in different sides in a war that in the end has no real meaning. its two women who cant be together because of traditions that don't matter. its a man on the brink of death, and a tired man, both out of hope.
but its not their fault. it really isn't.
and so we have these two men, one with a soul so putrid there's barely anything to fill his body and one with the last of the shards, the last chance, so small and fragile.
they talk. the dead man in anything but body, the man so tired hes like a puppet. they talk, not about anything that really matter, but they talk. fairy tales, legends, personal anecdotes. how the tired man's grandma once dragged him to the same cave they're talking in and threw him in the water. about that stupid couple that ate each others soul in an attempt to be bound together forever. about this local legend of the mermaid and the man.
they talk and maybe fall in love along the way. but they're both hopeless, and the tired man has to go away, and the dying man has to die.
as a parting gift, the dying man gives the tired man his heart, the same thing that started it all. a heart with a single wish left, just to show how much his soul is rotten beyond repair.
the soul shard screams. it's the last chance. please, answers, answers!
and it's two women who cant be together because of traditions that don't matter. its two men who are in different sides in a war that in the end has no real meaning. its two men in their bodies that are slowly wasting away. its a woman and a man, trying to find comfort in each other but being forcibly pushed away. its two women separated by war, a memento the only thing remaining. its a mysterious man and the amnesiac woman. its the mermaid and the woman, a mermaid who loved the woman so much she cursed her soul to reincarnate again and again, and shattered her own soul in pieces in hopes that one day, some day, they may be reunited again.
and its the last chance. please, save her! save her! save her! save him! save him! save him! save her! please, i don't think i can save him!
the tired man wakes up, and the dead man is dead.
ascending, like every merfolk does when their hearts are exhausted out of wishes.
the tired man really doesn't know how to save the dead man. this is not his burden, its hers.
but he also can't help it, not the memory of the dead man's blue blue eyes, of his voice quietly telling him about the times he was hiding in the abyss, of his laugh after a small joke.
of his storytime voice while he tells him about that stupid stupid couple.
about how they ate each others soul in hopes of being bonded for eternity.
...
maybe it wont work, but its all he can do.
heart in his mouth, sand in his hands.
roier jumps in the water column and grabs cellbits shoulders. he can already feel the merman slowly dissolving in the water.
a cold cold kiss.
pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain
'why?' he asks, the new half of his soul resonating with his.
'because i think i love you.' this is not his burden, but hes the one who ended it.
maybe this time, things will be better.
#qsmp#spiderbit#guapoduo#despite it being very vague its them#anyway this is meant to actually be a threeshot but i cant really write it so this will have to do while i slowly make progress#guess the past couples#two are half qsmp couples#two are genshin couples#one is a comedy anime couple#and the other two are ocs#and technically one of the genshin couple has two correct answers#ill accept them both#i dont really like to beg but if u liked it please reblog?
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sweet girl: the first meeting
max verstappen x reader
warnings: alcohol mention, swearing, negative internal dialogue (?)
max's brain short circuits when he meets a beautiful woman
sweet girl masterlist
somewhere in europe, late summer 2021
Max very rarely went to sponsor events, he didn't really need to considering he was practically a walking billboard most days but he supposed free alcohol wasn't all too bad a compromise for having to socialise with strangers. He'd already had all the typical conversations, the how do you dos and nice to meet yous. Surely by now he had played his part, no one would really know if he just snuck out now.
His attempt at a subtle escape however was quickly trampled as he not so subtly collided with someone. Years of reaction training had his arms moving before his brain even registered the situation, grabbing onto a pair of shoulders as he steadied himself and the stranger in front of him.
"I am so sorry," he apologised, pulling his hands away from the shockingly beautiful woman in front of him. Just his luck, of course he embarrassed himself in front of an absolute ten.
A tinkling laugh distracted him from his misery, the woman's eyes lighting up as she giggled at him. Fucking hell, the earth could just swallow him up right now and he'd be grateful.
"Please don't apologise, it was my fault I wasn't watching where I was going." Her giggles quickly settled into flushed cheeks and an easy smile and she held out a hand to greet him, "I'm Y/n, nice to meet you."
Max quickly wiped his sweaty palms against his shirt before grabbing her smaller hand and giving it a polite, firm shake. God, her hands were soft, he didn't know skin could actually feel like silk, warm and buttery in his hand like it could melt if he held it too long.
"Uhh, Verstappen, Max, no wait, Max Verstappen. Nice to meet you too." he replied, his tongue tripping over his words, still gripping her hand. Oh God, he was gonna go home and lock himself away in his house and never go outside ever again, he thought as he forced himself to drop her hand.
An awkward silence fell between the pair as Max internally begged his body to cool his flushed cheeks and to stop fucking smiling to no avail.
“Sorry, I got in your way.” Y/n concluded, moving aside and gesturing towards the room as if giving him a signal to pass. Was he really going to walk away? If he could just calm down and get a grip, he had the chance to talk to the most beautiful woman he had ever laid his eyes on, with her pretty eyes and sparkly smile and her fruity perfume, raspberry he guessed.
A voice called her name from across the room, another woman waving her arms frantically, gesturing to join her at an overcrowded table.
“Um, I have to go. Nice to meet you, Verstappen Max.” she joked, a cheeky smile lighting up her face as took a step back, eyes holding onto his for just a second before she turned and glided over to her friend.
Max stood there for another minute, a statue in the midst of a bustling room before he finally broke out of his state of stupefaction and headed for the exit. Yeah, maybe locking himself inside and never speaking to another woman ever again was the right idea.
first written fic on this acc hello!! fighting the anxiety so hard rn and i am winning. max meets sweet girl for the first time and is a bumbling idiot, fork found in the kitchen. the response on the first smau was crazy i appreciate all the support so much, i actually dont have writers block for the first time in like 2 years so thank u very much internet strangers🤍
likes and reblogs are very much appreciated !!
#ׁ ׅ ❪ sweet girl universe! ❫ ⊹ ࣪#max verstappen au#max verstappen x reader#f1 masterlist#max verstappen fic#max verstappen imagine#max verstappen fluff#max verstappen smau#max verstappen scenario#formula 1 fanfic#f1 imagine#formula 1 fic#f1 fic#f1 fanfic#formula 1 smau#formula 1 x reader
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hey u can just delete this after you dont need to post or anything
please tag your politics/palestine related things, ik its important but im very prone to paranoia and i don't want it on my feed
sorry to bother ^^'
i willlll try my best to remember but im not going to make any promises, i really do sympathise with you but with the frequency of fundraisers i reblog + the people in my inbox begging to be believed and helped every day i dont think its entirely fair to just turn a blind eye to it, to be honest. ill try to remember to tag it but please if youre going to block the palestine tags you should be mindful of *atleast* boycotting. at the very least. i think that everyone not living in that circumstance should be incredibly grateful that theyre free of genocide
paranoia is certainly a justified reason to want to not see it on your feed, but people on this website have gotten much too comfortable with demanding not to see it in my opinion. people are acting entitled.
not saying you are anon, this was a very polite ask and an understandable one as well. i just get very frustrated when i see posts on my feed like "my tumblr is for fun i shpuldnt have to see it when i dont want to". the entitlement at play here is so unfair and i think these people who get angry about people asking for help in their inboxes seriously need to re-evaluate their priorities.
tldr i will try my best to tag the posts but i *seriously* think that if youre going to look away you should try to be doing something. if you cant donate thats fine. if you dont want to see the posts i suppose thats fine. but you should still be mindful. please boycott. do your daily clicks (seriously do your daily clicks)
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Results of "Wake Up, Tword Asks"
From @softleesam's post!
As expected, MOST OF YOU ARE LEEESSSSS HEEHEEHEE
Neck won first as the spot most people enjoy for giggles, then sides, then tummy!
This is fascinating! Lotta people love tummies heehee
Congratulations to @sleepysheepytea, @fluffomatic, and @bigdumbtickler03 for collectively getting first place!! According to (my audience at least), you are the most flustering content creators! In second place, there's @mushiewrites and @made-by-jade-222, who are both so awesome!! And finally, congrats to our runner-ups: @ticklepinions, @lovelymessybubbly, @altheadajoysoul, @sweettallahassee, @coy-lee, @otomiya-tickles, @wormonastriing, @fluffystuffies, @twordish-ler, @parker-fluff, @obsessedwithseb, @touched-starved-switch, (myself! yay!), @massive-uwu-energy, and @shyticklemonster!!!! Each of you were mentioned by name at least once as being the most flustering!!! Congratulations, mwah mwah heehee
Yeah, this is about what I expected heh- If there's anything everyone agreed on, it was that YOU MUST RESPECT PEOPLE'S BOUNDARIES. NO IFS ANDS OR BUTS. Some people like tickling as a fun sfw activity that makes them happy, and for others, it's a kink. THAT IS OKAY!!!!!!!! Please just be kind, be understanding, and be respectful of people's boundaries.
Again, as expected, since most of you are lees xD I would like to take this opportunity to shout out the people who don't get enough attention!! Teasy Lees (*biiiiiig stretch, showing midriff to ler and smirking* "whatcha lookin at~?"), Shy Lers ("u-u-uhm,, c-can i tword you pleaseee? its okay if not but you look really twordish and i wanna tword you!!"), Stoic Lers ("Why are you laughing?" *as they poke*), and Gentle Lees ("You're doing great!! I love the way you're tickling me!" *through laughter and giggles*) But if there's one thing we love here, it's playfulness, and I wholeheartedly agree!!
Once again, you're all mostly lees, so the gravitation towards the 'very easily' side of the chart makes sense heehee (gosh i love trendlines look at that awesome trendline)
Wow! Almost a 3/4 split! That's pretty neat heehee
Interesting!!! Most people wanted to watch an animated movie (Disney, DreamWorks, Studio Ghibli, etc.), but a lot of people wanted to watch horror movies so that the tickles could help them relax!!
okay i know this is ugly but this question produced so many hecking characters i just wanted to include a lot of themmm (im sorry if i didnt get yours on theree) also Featuring: The Marvel Corner in the bottom right cuz you guys love marvel characters heehee
checks out!!! i wish i saw more back tickles in art and fics cuz they need more attentionnnnnnn
its getting very late and i had a lot of trouble trying to adapt this question into a chart but i did my besttttt (gosh im so tired im almost to the enddd)
(for context, the question is if you could choose one spot to tickle/be tickled in, which would it be) ooooo it's a tie between Sides and Tummy! and neck not far behind! interesting!!!
This was very flusteringg heehee you guys sure are creative with all the variationssss >/////////////<
the "how does tickling make you feel" question has a lot of really personal responses, and i dont feel comfy sharing them, even if they are anonymous
and the last question is sorta vague so everyone answered it however they chose, so I couldn't really make a chart out of it
WHICH MEANS IM DONE YAYYYY TIME FOR BEDDY BYE
so uhm I don't usually beg for people to reblog stuff but I put so much time and effort into this so if you'd be so kind as to, y'know ahem ahem, I'd really appreciate that, thank youuuu~!!!!!!!!
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me:im never gonna post ever agajn… also me:erm hi guys
OK SO!! as a thank you to you all for being aweoske silly goobers/pos i made some freebie object designs just for yall!!! be sure to read the rest of the post so u know all the rules n stuff
including a cut so hopefully the text doesnt take up ur entire screen HHDHD, rules and info are below the cut so hit read more if ur interested in entering!!
SO, im gonna be raffling thes guys off! sorry theres a bit of reading, but dont worry!! you gots plenty of time to read it all :3!!
rules::
-you MUST have a Toyhouse account! this is how i keep track of designs, and by keeping the character on toyhouse i’ll be able to make sure the design isnt stolen. That being said, if you dont currently have a toyhouse account you can still enter!! if you win, i’ll give you a code so you can make an account! (it takes like 2 seconds its ez peasy i promise lmao). I have plenty of codes so don’t feel like you cant participate if you dont have an account hdhd
-PLEASE only enter using one account. I know tumblr is funky and you can like make a morbillion different sideblogs, im relying on the honor system here… I don’t wanna make a rule like ‘if your oldest post isnt older than a week, you cannot enter’ cause i know sometimes people just. dont post. lmao. and that wouldnt be fair to them. I want everyone to have an equal chance, don’t ruin it for everyone else by entering multiple times……please… i beg of thee…
-I don’t really have a strict design ownership terms of service. basically just dont use my designs to spread hate that’s all i ask. idc if you resell or trade or change up the design or whatever just. just dont be a jerk about it. (also spare my poor fragile heart and dont just enter to win the design and resell it…. i want these to hopefully go to people who actually plan to use the design. I understand sometimes you just cant get attached and that’s fine, but if your sole intention is to resell….. yer gonna make poor lil ol me cry…)
-You’ll automatically be entered for each design, however you will only be able to win a maximum of one. If there’s any in the group that you for sure think you will not want/use, just let me know in your reblog! I wont be upset about that!
-Since there’s only four, I won’t be able to give everyone who enters a design :[, if you think you’ll get upset if you don’t win please don’t enter.
-if you have any questions at all just leave a comment and i’ll try to get back to you asap :]!
to enter::
all ya gotta do is reblog! maybe include a random fun fact, or your favorite object show character, or a recommendation for a movie to watch, or literally ANYTHING, entertain me with your rambles!!!! (not required though of course) (also you will totally not bribe me with floory rambles/fun facts I WILL NOT GIVE IN!!!!/silly)
Please please be sure to only reblog once! It’ll make it easier for me to sort through everything!!
no other requirements! u dont gotta like this or comment or be following me just reblogging is all ya gotta do!!
The raffle ends and i will choose winners on March 2nd at 4:00 CST (my timezone yay!!) (it may end a bit later if i end up forgetting … hopefully i wont)
if you will need a toyhouse code if you win you can include that in your reblog just so I’m aware ahead of time!! it will not impact your chances to win… im literally drowning in codes.. take them.. plea…s
I THINK THATS IT??? sorry its a long post but if yall can make it through 40,000 words of gay fanfic you can make it through my 200 word ramble/SILLY
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Hmmm, I'm really into fantasy. As for groups, I stan a lot (probably too many), so you could recommend any 😭
Also, what do you mean?!😭 Your personality is just so 💜💜💜!! Like I have never admired a stranger so much in my entire life 😭😭😭
-Lvlee
hi loveee !! so as it turns out,,, making a rec list is very hard. very. i've read a lot less fics than i thought omg (which is why all the ones i listed are on the older side LMAO), so i am here with some txt and bts recs 😭 they're mostly supernatural/fantasy, but you can always check out my main blog (@/michipan) if you wanna see anything else!
also 🫠 please.... im sobbing rn u are the cutest ever </3 i am nothing but a silly little normal person i promise
to anyone who decides to check out these recs, pleeeeaaase support the authors!! please im genuinely begging you!!! leave a little review and a reblog and show them love bc they're amazing <3
BTS Recs
☆ Beastly Gods by @lemonjoonah
✧ hybrid!taehyung x fem!reader x ???
wc: 8K // genre: hybrid au, thirller, drama, smut, potentially dark and triggering content so read the warnings carefully!
Summary: ‘Don’t leave the forest,’ a rule that you’ve been forced to follow since birth, but you are tired of living in this wooden cage. Out of desperation you cut a deal with Taehyung, who claims to be the only one who can get you out safely, even though he might be just as dangerous as the god you’re trying to escape.
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oh. my. GOD. this was one of the first few fics i read when i joined this site, and it's literally stuck with me ever since. i can't say too much about it without spoiling it, but the worldbuilding and pacing was just. immaculate. the storyline is so well done and just. everything about it is perfection omg. there's another part that goes along with this story, but i can't link it bc ofc... spoilers 😖i wish i had more to say about this fic, but i read it years ago and forgot to write a review for it T_T
☆ Treasure by @sombreboy
✧ faerie dragon hybrid!jimin x fem!reader
wc: 4.7K // genre: pwp smut, hybrid, yandere, fairytale, again potentially dark and triggering content so read the warnings carefully!
Summary: Jimin loves to collect sparkly riches and playthings. You just happen to be the next treasure that ignited his obsessive desires.
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(fucking explodes into a million pieces) i can't. i had to reread this story real quick to get a refresher on it and just. jimin's character in this is literally so perfect and mischievous and evil!! and i love it... <3 he is characterized so well and the descriptions are just so well done... ouuu i just read over the smut again and i teared up a little. the dialogue is genuinely so insane im not normal abt this fic sorry.
TXT Recs
☆ the prince and the jackal by @gyuluster
✧ prince!beomgyu x woodcutter!metalbender!reader
wc: 11.8k // genre: fantasy au, fluff
Summary: in the Kingdom of Terrae, you, a metalbender, believe in the deforestation to modernise the land. As a member of the Lumberjackals, you thrive on cutting down trees and stealing resources until you get caught by the Crown Prince, Choi Beomgyu, a lover and embodiment of the nature you wish to destroy. However, instead of imprisoning you for your crimes, Beomgyu decides to show you the beauty and wonders of nature, leaving you to doubt your beliefs, your identity, and your very feelings for the certain boy determined to change you for the better.
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unfortunately the author is no longer active on this account (💔💔💔💔) but like. this story literally changed my brain chemistry i dont think you guys understand. it's been so long since i read this but even so, it lives on in my mind... the world building and characters are so well done and from what i remember, beomgyu's character was literally so charming T_T such a pretty story, i might go reread this bc like... the fantasy was executed so well and i love me a good royalty au <3 not to mention the whole concept of the powers is so cool!
☆ Swimmin' in a Mirror by @bangchanswolfpelt
✧ soobin x2 x fem!reader (stay with me here)
wc: 2.5K // genre: magical school au (not a harry potter au) smut
Summary unavailable.
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this one's like a whole 180 from the last fic LMAO but GOOD GOD. this author isn't active anymore from what i know of but like. they were literally revolutionary and this fic is just. never seen anything like this before but )#%(&#%??? it's genuinely so impressive how they managed to pull this off alkghadg so hot so insane so creative
☆ that's the spirit! by @agustdiv1ne
✧ sixth sense/ ghost hunter! soobin x fem!reader
wc: 14.6K // genre: high school au, fluff, angst, some elements of horror
Summary: a couple weeks before halloween, you find the quiet boy from your high school staring up into your bedroom. you're a little creeped out, and miles more scared, but then he shows you something that changes how you see, well, everything.
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are we surprised. i don't think so. i literally never shut up about this fic ever like i'm such a sucker for unique stories and this is definitely one of them! the pacing, supernatural elements, and environment was written sooo well, and the worldbuilding and explanations that comes along with the plot is so perfectly executed and well thought out. such a cool story, with a banger playlist to go along with it :]
☆ Dirty Little Secret by @petrichor-han
✧ vampire! yeonjun x gn!witch!reader
wc: 4.0K // genre: angst, dark fantasy, vampire!au, witch!au, enemies to lovers
Summary: yeonjun is one of prince seungmin’s most trusted bodyguards. born as a low-class vampire, he worked his way to the top and is proud of his accomplishments, beginning to adapt his friends’ classist mindsets and forgetting where he came from. but when his brothers come to visit one day, exposing his poor ancestry, everyone turns against him except for one: a lowly servant whom he’d picked on in the past—you.
sol's personal notes:
are you kidding me. DARK FANTASY. yeah that's literally all it took for me to fall in love with this story; the imagery is beautiful and the storytelling is so heart wrenching and good and i am literally clawing at the bars of my enclosure rn btw. this fic is sososo good and i'd literally kill to get another morsel from this universe !
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✧ again, make sure to show all these lovely authors some love!! if any of you manage to see this (unlikely. for the most part) i literally cherish these stories sm and would literally die for them idcidc u guys truly made some masterpieces over here ✧
#i'd definitely like to read more fics#i just never have the time anymore...#it's getting difficult writing as it is lmao#but anyways#i hope you like these >w<#they are my favs#lvlee anon!#koqabear asks#rambles
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(I was originally reblogging from this post here , but I got so off topic I feel it would be disrespectful to not just make it its own post. so i made it its own post!)
#just wrote a whole infofump about pigeons in the tags and didnt send it. be proud of me#<- no prev why would you say that#give me the infodump i beg#please??? pretty please????? (tags from @evedaser) (prev tags are mine)
OK!!!111!!! YAY! i reformatted to a normal paragraph for ease of reading ^_^ (and i may have... added some more)
I love this so much omg, I've never thought about pigeons as ace or ace icons b4.... im thinking too hard about it rn BUT pigeons have really interesting mating habits. they are like,,, the bunnies of the bird world. bc most birds lay one or two clutches of eggs a year, and that number varies depending on species. so, a bluejay only lays once a year, and they lay 2-7 eggs. so thats 2-7 new bluejays a year! robins are a bit of an outlier & lay up to five times times a year! they lay 3-5 eggs, so two robins could have TWENTY FIVE baby birds in a single year. (this is really rare, of course.) bald eagles lay once a year, and almost always lay exactly two eggs. so, two eagle babies per year. how often a bird lays and the amount of eggs correlates to a birds place on the food chain- a bald eagle, with few natural predators, only needs to lay once a year to keep up their population. because bald eagles are so BIG i'd imagine it would be super bad for them to have more than that but i dont know for certain if thats a defining reason... bluejays are much smaller so they CAN feasibly lay more than two eggs, but bluejays are also BEASTS! who can fend for themselves very well! so they only lay once a year, but they lay more than two, and that keeps the bluejay population thriving. robins have it rough, so they lay far more frequently- the robin eggs/chicks commonly get eaten by larger birds or animals and, unlike the bluejay or eagle, they aren't able to put up a fight. to make up for this, they just lay more, so some are destined to live! but PIGEONS genuinely lay year round. different places say different things, but from my understanding and experience pigeons lay eggs just a little over monthly! pigeons, like eagles, lay two eggs at a time (& can very rarely lay 3) so a healthy, captive pigeon could have TWENTY! baby pigeons in a year. twenty is waaay over the average though,, a normal city pigeon hatches 8-12 birds a year! which is still impressive!! pigeons are NOT equipped to survive in the wild, at all. they are domestic birds!! so it makes sense that they lay so often- its how the species stays alive! what i DONT understand and think is really interesting is why do they only lay 2 eggs at a time?? and actually i stopped yapping about this for a bit and tried rlly hard to find an answer,,, and sadly the best one i found was 'lots of variables go into what sized clutch a bird lays,' which like I KNOW.... but N E WAYS! basically pigeons have the unique laying habit of laying two birds at a time, year round, rather than having a large clutch all at once or only laying once per year!! they PROBABLY only lay two eggs at a time 4 the same reason eagles do - they physically cant lay more than that at a time and keep in good health - but don't quote me on that guys i dont know thats just my hypothesis im just some guy. of course, like robins, lots of pigeon babies (squabs) dont make it. however,, they are are way more likely to die from malnutrition or parental neglect then being a snack for a bigger bird. i just think pigeons are neat! and its cool how they nest year round!! wow i really got off topic! oops!! asexual pigeons real actually,,,,
i just think birds are so cool u guys i cant not talk about them!! also i spent way too long writing this out to really just keep it in my notes app somewhere...
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hello!! I really really like your series ' an education in malice' with Vanserra!reader x Az, and it inspired me to sketch them!!(or atleast how I pictured them HAHA) please excuse how messy it is, but, thankyou so much for the inspiration!! looking forward to anything you do <3
I AM GENUINELY SCREAMING AND CRYING YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ???!???
where do i start omg first, im SO honored 🥹😭 look at them!!! this means so much to me and it’s perfect timing for me to stare at as i start writing the next parts as we speak (as i type lolol)
you’re so talented i literally cannot stop staring at this. i love love love azriels hands!!! and HIM HOLDING HERR 😩 THEIR FACIAL EXPRESSIONS. this is how i imagine their lil sweet first proper kiss scene
i beg u to post this so i can reblog it forever and ever and link it to every Malice masterlist ever
#i’m literally fangirling rn#asks#my heart#i’m never ever getting over this#malice series#an education in malice#AEIM
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!Dating Sukuna HeadCanons!
Scenario:-what would it be like to date ryumen sukuna?
Pairing:-sukuna x gn!reader{shell}
Genre:-fluff
Type:-headcanons
A/N:-i hopy you like this @shelly-stark-official! I tried:’)
Okay
SO
Sukuna is a little shit
But its fine cos so are you~
Honestly the fact that the kINg oF cUrSeS fell in love with your devious and scheming self was not a surprise
Especially not to yuuji(poor fella had to share all of sukunas thoughts abt you and while u and itadori were besties.sukuna wasnt um...thinkin of you in a um platonic way)
(Like at all)
So when buddy boi finally asked you out
And although it felt weird um datin someone who shared the same body as your best friend,you got used to it and yuuji learned not to be so awkward abt it too...
And the moment he suggested you play a (borderline sadistic) prank in yuuji,you paused for a sec before agreeing~
And the moment he suggested you play a (borderline sadistic) prank in yuuji,you paused for a sec before agreeing~
(You knew youd be able to use your quirk if something rly badd happened to him)
And lemme tell you ‘kuna fell even deeper in love~
Sometime you and him and yuuji go out for lunch and while yuuji is the one in control,sukuna opens up those lil mouths on yuujis palms and under his eye to talk to you.
You feed him fries and yuuji hates that the grease is getting on his face😭(ples apologise to our best boi 😔)
So many ppl were like legitimately scared of sukuna but to you he was just a little shit and honestly? I think yall’d be cutee together (i wanna be the ring bear! 🐻)
(I think ur dates would include LOTS of scheming but also bitchin,cos this man has THOUSANDS of yeaes worth of tea to spill and hearin abt ancient gossip is still funny as shit🙈)
Now a little on the powercouple dynamic~
I think that while yall would tease and joking insult eachother,if anyone else tried dishing out jabs in your respective directions the other wouldnt stand for it
Like if someone ELSE calls u idiotic,theyre begging for mercy in a second
And if anyone calls sukuna something insulting,you’re basically walkingg them upto deaths door urself
And if You ever mention how this means he cares abt you,he will in fact go into denial and completely invalidate your opinion on the subject
Furthermore if anyone ever speaks badly of the two of you as a couple (i.e. gossiping and such) yall would just completely ignore them
Like who cares if a barely succeeding apprentice sorcerer doesnt approve of your relationship?????
Yh thats right,no one!
And just to piss em off further,i think hed suddenly initiate a particularl Passionate kiss in front of the gossiper.
Suffice to say that shut em up,for better or worse
I dont really think sukuna would ever fully open up to anyone,not even his s/o.but every so often you do catch glimpses of who he is deep down.its usually blink-and-you-miss-it moments but youve caught some
He doesnt really carw about how open you are either but i think itd make him feel special if you are morw open and vulnerable with him.again,he rly doesn’t give a fuck but it just makes him feel a certain way,y’know?
please dont repost my work here as your own on any platform all rights belong to me except that of the characters used,their right belong to their respective owners.but these stories? mine.
feedback,likes,reblogs and comments are so very appreciated tbh :’)i hope you enjoyed and ill catch ya next time!
Comments & Reblogs w/ tags >>>>>>>>>>>likes please
Taglist open for anyone interested!
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op please let me reblog your jazz post...... i love cab calloway, billie holliday, lena horne, dorothy dandridge, and a whole bunch of other 30-60s jazz artists. ur post was made for me.... im on my knees begging............. (this is a half joke. i love jazz but u dont actually have to turn reblogs on. i hope ur having a good day btw :3c ) PS, i saw ur replies on that post and yeah. frank sinatra.... more like mid sinatra. hes only good if thats the only experience u have to jazz music. the moment i listened to other people, i stopped liking frank as much LMAO. listening to him now is like eating bland/under seasoned food i think. idk who the lala land guy is though, i never watched it.
LMFAOOO unfortunately that post is closed. but u have a reblog in my heart!!
i loooove those artists too. i like some of frank sinatra's music but generally am not a huge fan. as a person, he has done some really great activism that shouldn't be overlooked, but generally his political views were kind of... all over the place lol. but ig he was just a product of his time
one thing i find hilarious is he was like, best friends and borderline in love with JFK. they spent a lot of time together, so much so that sinatra built a whole extension to his house to accommodate a visit from the president. except jfk suspected sinatra of engaging in mob behavior, which his campaign/administration was staunchly against, so when jfk visited california he stayed with the raging racist abuser bing crosby instead of frank sinatra.
apparently this broke sinatra's heart. so my wife and I have this joke that his song "That's Life" is about getting rejected by JFK. i like literally cant listen to him now bc this is all i think about
#LMFAOOOOOO SORRY FOR YAPPING#like when i read ur ask i immediately thought of that song#my wife and i have this imaginary music video where he has been drinking wine all night and hes like#triumphantly dancing in his underwear in the huge fountain in central park#asks
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im e begging
rn were in a spot finacally where we cant really go out of our budget that being said my guy found these puppies (brother and sister) dumped out on a camping trip and it would go a long way to getting them groomed, theyre full, i mean, full of ticks, hundreds, and the white and black one (ricky spanish) definitely has an infected wound on his tummy, i think they can both make it and be rehomed but any little bit helps like fr i dont except this to be like more than $300
the all black girl dog is named lana del rat btw if u even care
please reblog
venmo is @norakova
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hi..
ok u know i dont really like making long reblogs but i feel like this deserved one MMSLDKWJLFWE i will try my best to do this cat style.. listening to bthb (does not fit the mood i know) at 12am.. lets go!!
idk if anyone's ever told u this but im obsessed with how u write inebriation.. coming from someone who hasnt drank before i feel like u make it so much more abt the thoughts and feelings rather than impulsive decision after impulsive decision.. it just adds a lot of character to me. small irrelevant tidbit but i felt like i should mention it bc theres not that many fics out there that lean into characterization like that imo..
also i love the dynamic between them too bc they're both yappers LAMSOWIJFWE like yn is probably not even drunk but they go off on a tangent it just shows how awkward they are around each other.. they have enough of a relationship to still know each other in and out but not enough to communicate those feelings properly.. Ugh..
see this is why i dont do long reblogs bc i feel like im yapping abt nothing
(everyone looked at heeseung and minjeong when they said their vows. the words creep up his throat; he pushes them back down. i thought of you instead.)
ugh. UGH!!! see they have so much to say to each other but they wont.. even though jake is literally drunk enough to get these words out he cant..
also im obsessed w how loser u made jake here like. its just him begging yn to come like dude its probably 2am and theyre trying to sleep. MMSMSLDKJWLKFWE. ugh but when his first instinct is to ask if they didnt come bc of him.. geumanhaja..
theres this interview of jake where he talks abt fame and the fear of not being able to make it in the industry.. not being good enough.. i feel like that emotion is conveyed so strongly w that line like he's blaming Himself.. even if it may not completely be his fault his first instinct is to put himself down for yn.. what a Giver man.
maybe there were some things he needed to say, after all.
WHATEVER. whatever.
but in the end, this is all there is to it: a him, and a you, and two versions of each other that you both can’t come back to. not anymore.
im fine 😂😂😂😂🙏 (what if we all just killed ourselves)
sorry but like. reading this after ur werewolf headcanon. UGH. like thats a man who wld give up his identity for u so to see the fact that it didnt work out.. that shit is probably tearing him apart inside MMSLKDJWELFWE he's stronger than me frl
ok how do u end one of these. im still listening to bthb it didnt fit the mood but fuck it wtv. i feel like spiderman depressed rain crying reaction picture above rn How the fuck am i gonna sleep. i hate you (please keep writing).
— things we never said
s. jaeyun x gn!reader
wc: 1.8k genre: angst (i think) content: exes!au, mentions of alcohol consumption, aespa's ningning and winter cameos for naming purposes only. normal people inspired. misc. notes: thank you to the jake fuckers (@gluion @mosviqu) for being my motivation to 1) write this drabble and more importantly 2) Finish this drabble. kept you in my thoughts when i wrote this xoxo. also a specific thank you to @sungbeam for being the first person to read it in full. and lastly, a special thank you to paul mescal for being just the perfect amount of pathetic i needed in bbc's miniseries normal people.
synopsis: in which it's heeseung's wedding, jake's had too much to drink, and really, he just misses you. perhaps what happens after are the things he should never say.
jake’s shoes squeeze too tight around his toes.
realistically, through the haze of the alcohol, he knows he should be worried about other things. maybe any other thing, like how he needs to figure out how to get this champagne stain out of his shirt before his company dinner on friday, or how the bass of the dj's last set is still ringing in his ears, or how he's pretty sure this little escapade would probably qualify as date-ditching, considering the way yizhuo has been texting him 'where r u??' for the past twenty minutes.
jake's head buzzes, the aftertaste of his last beer resting firm on his tongue. in retrospect, perhaps the fourth glass he filled right before they cut the cake was one too many, but it’s too late to regret it now. the glass is sitting empty on the table, and instead of being out on the dance floor with the rest of his friends, jake is here—under the gazebo, heart in throat, phone in hand. his thumb hovers over the contact, still saved, and stares for a long time.
he shouldn’t. he knows he shouldn’t.
(not that it really matters. knowing better and doing better are two things jake has never been very good at keeping the same.)
he hits call.
the dial rings and rings and rings. jake can’t tell if he’s breathing or not, he just keeps listening to the endless tinny trilling. and then—
“hello?”
“hi.” his voice catches. “it’s me.”
you pause, the silence crackling over the speaker. “what’s up?”
jake’s throat goes tight, tongue heavy as he tries to fumble his way around his words. your voice is just like he remembers, intimately close even from the speaker. he wonders what he can say, to make up for the months of not speaking to each other. how are you? how’s work? do you still set 5 alarms in the morning before you have to wake up so you can enjoy the feeling of going back to sleep?
“it’s heeseung’s wedding today,” he says eventually. you didn’t show up.
there’s a beat of silence, before:
“i know,” you reply gently, the silent accusation he doesn’t mean to throw landing softly between the two of you. “i already called him this morning to say congratulations. there’s a wedding gift that should be shipped soon, actually,” you continue, as if it makes your absence any better. “i think he’ll like it, you know. he’s been talking about getting that coffee grinder on his wedding registry before that registry even existed—”
“y/n.”
the line goes completely quiet, like you’re bracing yourself for what he could say next. normally he would leave it be, set down the phone and apologize and go back to the venue to celebrate with the rest of his friends. but right now, jake is drunk, and his head hurts, and all the sounds ring around him and merge together into a single sound, pressed tight against his ear. his chest feels rubbed raw, the burning question flickering and coming out all in a rush. “did you not come because of me?”
“jake,” you chide, almost immediately. he missed the way you say his name, even like this. “you know that’s not it.”
he laughs a little and rubs the back of his neck, feeling scolded. just like old times. “isn’t it?”
there’s a disapproving noise on the other end, like you take offense in him even having doubts. “you know i wish i could have been there.”
jake hesitates, just a little. it’s a stupid thought, and it would be even stupider to say, but he supposes he should keep the streak going, since he’s already started tonight. “you could still come.”
you let out a small laugh, entertaining the thought. “yeah?”
jake nods, as if you can hear it. maybe you can. maybe you didn’t have to, to know. “yeah, the night is still young. i’m sure everyone would be happy to see you again—you could come right now, if you really wanted to.”
“and do what, exactly?” you tease.
he shrugs, smiling. “give a belated toast? we all gave one, you know.”
“oh, and heeseung agreed to that?”
“as if he could stop us,” jake counters. “we had to make sure the bride knew what she was marrying! one embarrassing story from each of us!”
“and pray tell,” you say, bemused, “what story did you share with the audience? no wait—let me guess.” you hum, as if tapping your chin for the exaggerated effect. “the time he tried to flirt with that senior in the library and fell on his ass because he missed the chair? or the time when—oh! what about when he got drunk and wanted to get matching tattoos with everyone and then started crying the second it started cause it hurt so bad?”
“no, actually,” jake laughs. “sunghoon and jay already took those. mine was about when he accidentally hit on riki’s mom the entire night and found out the morning after.”
“you better have turned those stories into anecdotes about how happy their marriage is going to be,” you warn wryly.
jake waves you off. “sunoo and jungwon got the sentimental part. we were in charge of making sure minjeong knew what she was getting herself into.”
you sigh exasperatedly, something rustling on your end. maybe the papers you were reorganizing on your desk, or the tinfoil on the table as you tried to heat up a late night snack. “so much for adulthood—all you boys are the same.”
the same. as if he wasn’t here and you weren’t there, so, so far away.
“you could still come.” jake repeats. it’s a sobering effect. at least, he’d like to think so, but he’s still trying his hardest for his tongue to not stumble over some words, and he can’t look at the fairy lights adorning the top of the gazebo for too long before his head starts to pound again.
“you could tell your favorite memory of heeseung to make up for ours,” he continues, “write down your congratulations on the wedding book yourself. they’re even playing your favorite song right now, you could come and show everyone how it’s done.” jake fumbles with the ring on his index finger, twisting it with his thumb. the heel of his shoe scuffs once into the wood below his feet. it’s all too tight. “come—have fun. we could even pretend not to know each other.”
the line goes quiet. a breath drawn. and then, softly, “i would never pretend to not know you, jake.”
he blinks, swallowing hard. it would be funny, if it weren’t so sad, the way jake was the one who called you, yet he’s the one without anything to say. rather, the things he wants to say, he can’t. you would have cried at the vows, he thinks. the exchanging of promises at the altar, rings slipped onto each other’s fingers. you were always soft for those kinds of things.
(everyone looked at heeseung and minjeong when they said their vows. the words creep up his throat; he pushes them back down. i thought of you instead.)
jake is sure everyone knows, to some degree, at least. it’s why heeseung looked at him a little strange when he saw his date at the entrance, why everyone seemed to avoid mentioning your name like the plague around him. it’s not for lack of trying—moving past you. it’s why he brought yizhuo along in the first place, why he’s been doing everything he can to distract himself, why he’s been trying his best to not think of you again.
but tonight was different. tonight, where all his friends are gathered to celebrate, and the alcohol in his system warms his skin as the evening air grows chilly, and everyone he loves is here within reach except for you, jake finds that he’s still admitting it to himself, even months after.
(i miss you. more words he can’t say to you anymore. i miss you, i miss you, i miss you.)
“sorry,” he says eventually. jake isn’t really sure what for. maybe all of it.
“i…” you start out, but it trails off into silence. maybe it would have been an apology to match, but he thinks you knew it wouldn’t have sounded right either. there wasn’t really anything left to say. jake is here, and you’re there, and that distance isn’t really something either of you can fill anymore.
across the garden, jake can hear his name echoing across the venue. he’s pretty sure it’s sunoo, telling him to get his ass on the dance floor to get down to the dj’s newest rendition of apple bottom jeans, but it all sort of meshes together between the bushes and the trees.
“you should go,” you say lightly. “dance off the rest of the alcohol so you don’t wake up with a massive hangover tomorrow.”
you knew. jake burns a little out of embarrassment, feeling a bit like a child with his hand caught in the cookie jar. he doesn’t know what’s worse, the fact that you could tell he was drunk from the beginning, or the fact that this meant you knew the first person he thought to drunk-dial was you.
“oh, don’t act surprised.” it’s a light-hearted jibe, but jake’s heart crawls up his throat and sits there, thick. “your pronunciation always gets sloppy when you’ve had too many drinks.”
of course you knew. you always did, like he never needed to say anything at all.
“you got me,” he responds, hoarse.
“what did you get this time? whiskey? margaritas? no way you got this drunk off hard seltzers—”
“beer.” sunoo calls his name again, closer, more insistent. “one too many.”
you laugh, and he wants to drown in it a little more, until he remembers it enough to not miss you anymore. “the great jake sim, taken down by an IPA.”
maybe he should thank it, if it got you to speak to him again. the skin sitting underneath his ring burns red. he needs to take off his tie. his shoes are still too tight around his toes. “i wish you were here.” maybe there were some things he needed to say, after all.
you smile, fond. he can’t see it, but there are some things about you he just knows, too. “bye, jake.”
but in the end, this is all there is to it: a him, and a you, and two versions of each other that you both can’t come back to. not anymore.
and that’s something that never needs to be said.
jake looks at the center of the altar, and he thinks he sees a glimpse of something else—the afterimage of love, a vision of two people left stranded from time. it disappears as quickly as it came. his breath hitches. there’s nothing left but this.
“bye, y/n.”
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thank u for the reassurance aha im always worried abt whether or not im disturbing u or like if i ask too much,,, er so thank u !!
well i guess ive asked enough abt ur ocs (tho if theres more uw to say just spill i wld love to hear it regardless !!), wld u happen to be writing any new fics? or uhmmm oh yeah hows life recently ? i hope its treating u well ! u just generally seem like an interesting person like... all the stuff u reblog (wow i hope i dont sound stalkerish i apologise) yeah! wow i am so sorry this ask is all over the place i apologise
thank you! i swear you don’t bother me, i love monologuing and i really appreciate it :] my tumblr has always been kind of a lonely one where while i remind people that i like questions, i’m very often playing alone in my corner, so it’s nice to have someone ask what i’m up to.
i’m not working on any new (chapter) fics right now though that could easily change. i scribble in my mytol doc when i have time, and i have a shealtiel doc as well, but right now i’ve recently started the second semester at my graduate program, so i’ve been trying to prioritize school and everything related to it. i expect that something will come to me in the next couple of months, though, because my inspiration isn’t dead, just pushed to the back burner most of the time. i expect obscure wanderer at the beginning/middle of march so i imagine i’ll have a huge burst of inspiration right around when it comes out and we get official translations of the lore in there (i read some fan translated summaries when it was first released, but i prefer official ones to have a good handle on things like names and such before actually engaging in any writing). basically, bit of a hiatus for focusing on school and life until the new lore comes for me. this is mainly because i don’t think i’ll have anything new to say about mlynar or toland for a bit. maybe i’ll come up with something out of nowhere tomorrow, in which case i’ll surprise myself! i would like to do another chapter fic with them, but i’m not sure where to go yet without speculating about future kazimierz plot. (on that front i’m still holding out for the announcement of playable toland. please? please i’m begging?)
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Please I loved your latest bnha post and I was wondering if you could do the same format (what they're insecure about) but with the shiratorizawa VBC ?
THINGS SHIRATORIZAWA ARE INSECURE ABOUT and how you help them feel better
comfort <33
masterlist
warnings: none!
class 1A boys
USHIJIMA
•has always disliked his eyes
•thinks they’re too small, and they’re really puffy in the mornings
•doesn’t like the colour either, a kid in his class called them ‘poopy’ and he never forgot LMAO POOR USHI
•doesn’t get him down, he has better things to worry about, but it does affect how he feels about his appearance
•one morning, after you stayed the night, you wake up alone in his bed
•you go downstairs to find him, and there his is, cooking breakfast in the pyjama pants you got his from christmas (cute)
• he turns around when he heard you enter, and his hair is all fluffy and his eyes are so tired and puffy and cute, you can’t help but giggle and coo at him
• he’s like “what’s funny?” and ur like “nothing toshi you’ve just got cute sleepy eyes”
•”you like my eyes?”
• your like “ :0 yeah!!!”
•”why?”
•what ushi doensy know is he opened the flood gates
“ >:( why?????? because they’re cute silly!!!! i like how they crinkle when u smile and they’re a good shape, and the colour looks good with ur skin!!!!”
• he went 😮😶🙂😊☺️ and pulls you into a side hug as he continues frying the eggs, kissing the top of ur head
•yeah, that made his day
TENDOU
• thinks he’s too skinny :((
•feels lanky and awkward sometimes
• especially cuz he’s always being compared to ushi who is so big
• HOWEVER, one day when ur hanging out, just mutually scrolling on instagram, he makes a discovery
• he hears you make an angry grunt-yell and push ur face into ur pillow
•”what?”
• you huff and push ur phone in his face, showing him a picture of one of those tik tok emo boys that definitely participated in the cat boy maid trend a couple months ago
•tendou notices he kinda has the same body as him, and they look a bit similar too
• “this man is SO fine i swear to fucking god” (you know when someone’s so fine u get pissed off? cuz i know)
•tendous eye brows raise, and his heart jolts
•”you like guys like that?”
•”uh yeah? let that mf do anything to me. what u smiling at?”
•he chuckles, trying to play it cool as his brain goes 100 miles an hour
•”nothing, nothing”
• the more you know 🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️
SEMI
•this is gonna sound stupid but hear with me
• he’s insecure bc he’s cute, but not handsome
• like he knows he’s good looking, but he’s not the most masculine, and he doesn’t wanna be known as a pretty boy
•he doesn’t talk about it much bc ppl r like ‘??? ur attractive whats the big deal’
• but it’s something he worries about a little bit
•let’s just say u have no problem with him being a pretty man
• but after he opens up to u about not wanting to be seen as ‘adorable’ but as ‘handsome’ or ‘hunky’ (he didn’t say hunky but he kinda meant it)you changed up ur compliments a bit
• whenever he walks into a room, looking lovely as per, you say, “there’s my handsome boyfriend ive been looking for u!!!”
•or when he’s pumped up during a game, when he finds u after they won and pulls you into a hug, you go “ngl eita u looked hunky out there”
•or just when he does things for you, and u jokingly say “oh thank goodness my big strong boyfriend was here to help me!”, even as a joke it makes him glow with happiness that the person he cares about the most sees him as everything he wants to be
• and you don’t have to fib once :)
GOSHIKI
• HATED his haircut when he fist got it, and i mean HATED it
•nearly didn’t show to school it was so bad
•he wouldn’t admit it to the team but tears were shed
•you begged him for hours over text for him to show you, you’re sure it’s not that bad, please could be show you,
•after some time had passed, facetimed you
•when you saw it your eyes lit up and you immediately started berating him with compliments
•”ITS SO CUTE I DONT KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT” “YOU HAD ME WORRIED FOR NOTHING TSUMO I LOVE IT”
• he’s surprised “really????????”
•” YEAH DUMB DUMB WOULD I LIE TO MY OWN BOYFRIEND”
•hangs up immediately, blushing bright pink after you said boyfriend
•texts you ‘thank you’ and throws his phone across the room HAHAH oh goshiki we’ve all been there
hi! as always i hope you enjoyed this! these r so fun to make pls request more of these. lmk if u don’t mind if they’re repetitive cuz i’m running low on ideas for these LMAO as per reblogs and replies appreciated!! p.s send in more requests i’m bored. bye love you bye!!!
#haikyu x reader#haikyu x y/n#haikyuu fanfiction#haikyuu!!#hq x y/n#hq x reader#shiritorizawa#ushijima x reader#ushijima comfort#tendou x reader#tendou comfort#semi x reader#goshiki x reader#ushijima fluff#tendou fluff#semi fluff#goshiki fluff#ushijima imagine#tendou imagine#semi imagines#goshiki imagine#shiritorizawa x reader#hq fluff#haikyuu fluff
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so i usually try to stay out of like intense ship discourse cus it seems immature to argue back and forth. draw/write/ship what brings you joy (unless it’s sam/eric then i judge you). like y’all kinda look like you’re on a playground (lovingly because i think you’re all still rlly sweet and kind people) bUT i think a really good point in the tags got brought up that i just wanna say
‘invalidating people’s reason for asking questions is how you get people to stop asking questions’ which was a tag on @lord-of-the-reblog’s post
WHICH IS SO TRUE! PLEASE DONT DO THAT. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. IM BEGGING U. DONT BE AFRAID TO SEND A BLOG AN ASK! PLEASE DONT! AND NOBODY SHOULD BE INVALIDATING YOUR QUESTION, IF THEY ARE, THEYRE NOT THE KIND OF BLOG U WANNA FOLLOW!!!!!
lotf ship opinion: who give a care
REAL SHIT
#i thought it was a good point#moral: ship what you wanna ship but also#don’t bring people down in the process#like ik there was a debate or whatever going on but c’mon#the ask was innocent and well-hearted
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— seeing his ex at a cafe again
↳ with atsumu miya
genre: implied exes to lovers, angst to fluff, songfic (good 4 u by olivia rodrigo)
pairings: timeskip!atsumu miya x gn!reader
ask (too long to put here)
warnings: bits of angst, timeskip warnings
wc: 540
a/n: PLAYING SOUR WHILE IM WRITING TJIS!! so excited for my first ever songfic eek!! bro im sorry but this was so hard to do angst to fluff w this song help me-
atsumu sat in his childhood room reminiscing on that summer. the summer when you were still together. his management and himself agreed; the less people to worry about because of how popular he was, the better. at least thats how he used to feel. it had been months since he called your 4 year relationship quits. if that was so true, how come he had never felt more miserable?
You bought a new car and your career's really takin' off / It's like we never even happened / Baby, what the fuck is up with that
buying shit to replace what reminded him of you helped, and his team was in the best shape it had ever been. after losing you, atsumu threw himself into volleyball and helping MSBY excel. his hard work paid off; it was obvious to anyone but no one noticed how much pain he was in without you. so many things reminded him of you, some bad but oh so many good. so he deleted them all. might as well feel nothing than feel pain right?
And good for you, it's like you never even met me
sometimes atsumu wishes he never met you. that was always a lie though, his life was full of so much life and joy with you in it. so he took off to the place where you first met: the cafe in where it all started... and ended.
Remember when you swore to God / I was the only person who ever got you?
you were the only person who thought before he could, the brains behind the operation if you will. you understood him more than he understood himself, which is why when it all ended, it was a shock to both of you. MSBY knows your name, and your friends know his; in good and bad ways respectively. on his way to the cafe he prepared for the scenario in which he sees you. he wasnt ready. but he would never be ready, so better now than never.
Well, screw that and screw you / You will never have to hurt the way you know that I do
you both knew hurt, being in love for so long would do that to someone. breaking up really always was a two sided thing. finally arriving at the cafe, in hopping out and going back in, the first thing he sees is your face.
Well, good for you, you look happy and healthy / Not me, if you ever cared to ask
hearing those words come from your mouth stung. he knows he hurt you, but he was in pain too. he just hoped you would accept his apology. of course maybe he just realized that that miserable dark abyss in his stomach was missing you.
Good for you, you're doin' great out there without me / Baby, God, I wish that I could do that
“y/n... you look like youre doing great,” he says, his first words to you since the breakup. ‘god i wish that i could do that,’ he finishes in his mind. “do i really?,” you ask all the love and longing youve been suppressing all this time.
I've lost my mind / I've spent the night cryin' on the floor in my bathroom
those words impacted both of you. that admission showed the opening up from you to start the healing process. “im sorry baby, yer the most important thing to me. really. management is fucked but i dont really need them. i just need you. please y/n, just consider me. i care. i care more than you think. please can we just try again?” he begs, hoping for a chance with the love of his life. “itll take time. and ive missed you too for the record. but ill give us a try, you just have to give me time,” you reason. “hey baby, ill give you all the time in the goddamn world just to have you back again.”
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