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It’s real
| Fandom: supernatural | Pairing: Dean/Castiel | Words: 7k+
| Type: oneshot | Rating: Teen and up | Author: Sasanka27
Summary: Morning of his birthday Dean wakes up alone doubting if he hadn’t dream the good parts of his life.
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#i dont care that its cropped its my drawing lol#anywayaay#guess what#im finally posting my first destiel fic#writing#destiel#destiel fic#fluff#all i can do is fluff actually im not good writing angst#ao3 fanfic#its a oneshot that might expand with my fix it fic heheh#you know how did they get here sort of thing#deancas#my fic#spn fic#dean bday two months later because why not right#also dont trust me when i say short i usually end up with like 10k this was buposse to be just 3k#first suposse to be fluffy so here i go i am here heheh#something to read while you enjoy tea/coffee in a morning#destiel fanfic#dean x castiel#destiel fanart#sasanka27 fics
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more han and leia byler 😵💫
#if yall ignore the quality i will too#its so cropped and i dont even care thats what the original shot looks like#ella elekinetic this ones for YOU ‼️‼️#my art#byler#byler fanart#byler au#star wars byler#sw st#lol#decided i actually hate drawing mike
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this is so self indulgent but i watched abd illustrates new video and i loved the fashion designer character soo much T_T Beau made me think of my own fontaine chara, Théo, who's like a .... performer lol? idk he does a lot of stuff... singing, dancing, theatre shows, events etc.. but i thought they would be fun together because Théo would probably seek out a fashion designer .. a lot ... if not for his productions then for his own personal wardrobe LOL
this is super rough omfg my apple pencil has been glitching like crazy lately.. can hardly draw for more than a few mins wout getting annoyed i have no idea whats causing it.. its not even old T_T maybe i dropped it too many times lol
OH MY GOD HIS LEG JUST CUTS OFF i forgot i was going to crop it um. i dont care thats too much work
#abd illustrates#genshin ocs#actually going off abd's own vision theories#i didnt rlly think about my vision choices for my ocs#but he was saying how he thinks hydro charas have very different personal and public personas/personalities yk#well the public literally thinks theo is two diff people LMFAO#which is funny because like how many blonde foxes are in fontaine ..?#ig they just think theyre twins or something ... lyney lynette effect#probably because they thing theo's stage persona is a woman#which hes fine w and kinda thinks is funny but hes also just kinda meh about his gender#hes so pretty i need 2 draw him more#i also kinda want 2 redesign him T_T he doesnt feel very genshin-y#idk ill work on it#sigh#genshin impact#genshin fanart#fontaine oc#abd illustrates fanart#jammy ocs#jammy fanart
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card, draw and gimmick! :3
Card ~ If you could pick the matches for a wrestling event who would be in it and for what event? oh my god i have so many faves i would book to win tbh LMAO. i dont often fantasy book outside of my favorite storylines, so im just gonna stick this with one current dream match, but im just waiting for kip sabian vs speedball mike bailey to happen. i dont know how realistic that is since idk how open speebo would be with appearing in aew and kip doesnt do indies (yet?), but. i want it lmao
Draw ~ List 5-10 qualities about your favorite wrestler(s) that caused you to be fan of him/her/them? 1. hes just incredibly hot okay. like im not gonna sugarcoat it i first noticed he was cute and it was all downhill from there 2. his wife is hot. again, not sugarcoating it 3. hes funny as fuck 4. hes british. he has an accent. im gay 5. CROP TOPS 6. he has talent in the ring that captivates me like no other. the way he arches that back and moves those legs. again, i am Gay 7. hes also stupid as fuck (affectionate) 8. hes a nerd 9. he just keeps it real. like hes not above talking about things related to his life and career, he has opinions hes not afraid to share, if theres a thing he wants to talk about he will 10. hes also one of the nicest fuckers out there like. genuinely. he will stand up for other people. hes an ally. he goes out on his way to make sure others are good and comfortable. ive never seen him interact badly with a person who didnt deserve it (we talk like trolls or just assholes in general). he always takes and makes the time. hes just. so fucking wholesome
i could list so many more but lmao sorry
Gimmick ~ Your favorite and/or least favorite gimmick match? -OR- Favorite & least favorite gimmicks? i have a love/hate relationship with any and all gimmick matches so im opting out from answering that LOL buuuuut as for character gimmicks - its not a secret i love whatever the fuck orange cassidy is doing and has been doing for years now. his character is legit the reason i wanted to tune into aew since the beginning after all lol. another im gonna credit is monday night messiah seth rollins cause i was absolutely off the walls about him during the pandemic era. come back to my life you stupid crossfit jesus <3
as for least favorite gimmicks. i dont wanna say when a guy doesnt have a gimmick, but more like.. when a guys gimmick is "just some guy". like hes nothing but a shit brick house in speedos like. why should i care lmao. i usually dont hate gimmicks, some are extremely stupid sure, but i enjoy idiotic garbage so who am i to stay anything lmao
wrestling asks ~
#thank you for asking! <3#thetimecrystal#you let me ramble about kip i hope youre happy LMAO#also no i didnt mention kip as my favorite gimmicks cause i have no idea what the fuck he is doing right now#boxman? TOP TIER S RANK LOVE HIM. whatever the.. sex idol is? im confused in aroace lmao#i still love him. just give him time to perfect some sort of a character right now tk im beGGING you#..anyways hi#wrestling musing
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WAS using the sailor moon method of costume design (using varying degrees of high fashion inspiration from vague homage to hopefully legally distinct enough to not get in trouble (compliment)) because I was sorta happy with Lia’s magical girl outfit but then I designed her a slutty frenemy who’s like a grunt for the main villain (top image) (he doesn’t have a name yet but I’ve been calling him SF and. i guess you can probably figure out what that stands for based off my previous sentence. he has a day job when he’s not being a lackey for the big bad) and then i felt like she needed something a different kind of vibe for her clothes so join me. as i struggle in costume design. im having fun tho qwq
#ocs#oc art#art#watercolour#sketch#traditional art#oh man i dont post full pages of my sketchbooks very often because 1) i usually draw a lot of small unrelated things on one single page#and 2) my sketchbooks are usually to big for my scanner (the scanners like an inch and a half too small for em sjdjfnfjdsfgjdk)#so its kind of a pain to have to stitch it back together in post#but here you kind of get to see it all the bottom two images are all from the same page with very little cropped out#now you get to see my weird test corners#because i like to draw lots of little doodles all over one page theres usually a small corner where its too small to draw anything in#but because i like to watercolour i just use it to test my colours hjdskjnshdfjasdfs#theyre all over my sketchbooks lol just hundreds of corners of blobds of random water colour paint#the curtain has been pulled back...slightly#anyway look at Lia and SF#okay. okay if im not careful SF will just be called SF#that happened with every character in this god damn set of ocs#they were all named before i designed them jkdfsajbhnjdasd i just knew their roles!!!#i made up their premise and plot and then made the designs jhsfdksbfdjks#rosie was made early on cause i wanted to use some flower symbolism and at the time i wasnt sure what type of plant hed be#when i designed him later. i designed him to be a chrysanthemum. hes not even a rose#bibi....bibi comes from bb which literally stood for bland boy because....thats his role.....#incredibly normal guy who is friends with the magical girl main character. that is who he is. that is his fate. its locked in his name#lia also was a codename that just became a name but its too tied to the plot so i'll explain that later#(if i ever can get myself to make like a comic or something....pray for me...master of wanting to make narrative media but never doing it)#but yeah i gotta be careful. im gonna name SF something based off the initials SF. im gonna fucking. name him sci fi#oh god. oh god wait. oh no thats his name#no....no.....it cant be......NOOOOOOO#maybe i should accept it. maybe i should accept that my ocs always end up with the weirdest names.
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Hi!!
In one of your posts you added some headcanons that SS stans came up with, and the one that really caught my eyes was "Sasuke's obsessed with Sakura's eyes"... This isn't funny at this point, it's complete desperation 🤣🤣🤣!! Since when did he say that??? I don't remember him ever looking at her in the eyes passionately, even in Boruto. How many lies do they have to come up with just for them to feel good about their ship??? If Sasuke doesn't say anything about her eyes, then I completely discard that idea. He doesn't even take the time to compliment her looks, not that he cares about that anyway 🤷🏽♀️. And in another post you said that they are asking SP to make Sasuke and Sakura kiss right? I'm sure that kiss would be a filler. Because it wouldn't affect the storyline. I don't read Boruto (I respect myself too much for that), so Idk what's going on in that crazy manga.. But apparently something not good is coming up for SS?? What exactly happened in the latest chapter??
Hello ANon! Oh yes, this "He is obsessed with Sakura eyes" is a thing that me and my friend always laugh at xD But yes, it's true. I read it in one their multiple meta post. Will not attach the link because too much cringe and i read it long ago. This post, conveniently selected some pannels and ...I dont know jaja tried to point out that always there is some connection between Sasuke's gaze to Sakura's eyes. For example they edited and cropped panels from Sasuke first reunion in Shippuden, and they cut Naruto out of the picture and made it seem...as if he were looking at her? Ah also because when he said "she was annoying" he somehow¿¿¿¿ was looking at her in the eyes (despite there is no proof of this lol) Of course they also added their so called s-mex/eyesmex whateverthefcuk pointing again that he has some kink with her eyes. Yeah. I know... Even if he doesnt word it or say something about them, you as mangaka can transmit those feelings especially in gazes and stares. Anime has the amazing characteristic of communicate a lot through the eyes, I myself can assure you as a drawer too (not a proffesional still but been drawing for 15 years.) If Kishimoto wanted to say something between...Sasuke having some obsession about Sakura eyes, he would have done it. Especially when Sasuke's eyes are so intense. In fact, in that chapter they selectively edited, Sasuke was staring at naruto, its the same when he was staring at him in Vote1 and we can go on. Say also Itachi's eyes when he is first introduced, meaning...Kishimoto knows how to do this job.
I can agree they had some chemistry when he saved her in the war (their only good scene) But this is as an isolated moment....to then confirm that he is obssesed with her eyes...Well, reading comprehension = 0
And regarding the kiss, yes this is something they always ask on twitter. They are desperate absolutely desperate for a kiss between them. I dont know if SP will make them kiss. In fact, the only couple they made kiss multiple times was SNS . We have a kiss for Naruto with Fuuka , whom he shared a very disgusted face.
Kakashi with this woman in a filler. And if someone remembers other ones let me know. But for canon... They could add even a kiss for Minakushi but never they did, or the strongest couples. So...i find it hard they made them kiss because its not relevant. If Sasuke kiss someone again, it may be naruto to maybe remember them of their first kiss, as some comic relief. Oh yeah i know Borusara kissed somehow but that was also filler and that kiss reflected SNS in fact So... xD About Boruto i dont know where people took this from, that something not good is coming for SS¿ Because I mean, SS is absolutey NON EXISTENT in Boruto. And I wonder if Ikemoto would plan to pull their romance in the manga, when he is dealing with this horrible topic about aliens and the bad copy of Akatsuki, Kara.
What some are especulating is that Sasuke death could be near, since he gifted his headband to Boruto which...We can take it as a bad and good thing at the same time for SNS. The manga nowadays is centered on Boruto, Kawaki, Sasuke and Naruto, Shikamaru and Amado. And the villains of course. Even this random girl Sumire, has more relevance and presence than Sakura and Hinata, so...i dont know what Bad thing could come for SS because its as if they have never been in there.
Something that maybe catched their eyes, is that Sarada complained that Sasuke is HER father more than Boruto's teacher. I find this marvelous lol because it just confirms what i have always said. But in any case, that the girl expressed (such as in canon as in a filler) this complaining its because we know whom is Sasuke's heart more connected with. (Despite what the gaiden said)
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Can I get a hunter x hunter match up!:)
I want a male character
Im a girl
So basically how I look physically , I wear bangs on my face and have a pony tail on the side with all my hair going down but sometimes I like having two buns or two pig tails cause I like looking cute. Im asian , 5,2. Black long hair , I like to wear scrunchies or hair bows and I like girly dresses , skirts and crop tops. Im have social anxiety , its very hard for me to make friends cause it scares me , Im artistic(I like to draw and sketch) and I like anime.
I like eatting candy and I like stuff toys so I guess you can say I am a bit childish.
Im a bit chubby cause I like eatting but its not noticable
Im introverted and Im not interested in talking to most people cause I find them boring but I have a close friend group , Im usually stand off-ish with people but if we are close I make a lot of dirty jokes and im very playful and light hearted but again half the time I will be introverted. I like deep conversations , talking about feelings and philosophical things and Im self conscious of how I look and im insecure but I dont tell anyone unless we are close. I like deep emotional connections , Im an INFP
I really like physical affection , I like PDA.
I'm idealistic and I day dream a lot about romance and etc but Im not a hopeless romantic.
I have an inner world in my mind.
I like helping my close friends out.
I don't like small talk.
I want to make friends but my anxiety is a lot
I get jealous of others a lot and I need to be nurtured
I want someone to focus on me than other people and don't forget im there when im around people cause in groups Im quiet.
I want someone to care about me and nurture my feelings a lot and I like feeling valued.
I make very lewd jokes and I make some other jokes others may laugh at or find me weird
I really like positive people because I look up to them and I think their cool but I want someone with emotional depth to talk about deep inner emotions
I can also tell when someones upset or sad simply because I can based off of body language.
I like being there for others even though sometimes I dont know what to do , im very emotionally nurturing , I like spending time with people I love a lot.
I also live in a fantasy world in my mind and I love music and I like making people see me as attractive or act playful and bubbly cause it boosts my self esteem and makes me feel hot
Sometimes I can be too quiet but it depends on my mood , I dislike most people cause I view them as "Normal"
I tend to procrastinate
(15 and I dont care who you ship me with cause I drool over guys like hisoka any day but dont ship me with gon or killua cuzz thats not gooood)
Oof, this came out longer than I originally planned. Oops lol.
So! This was dangerously close to being Hisoka since he'd very much like your childish habits and quieter side. However, Hisoka is a stray cat at best and he's an absolute manwhore. He likes powerful people and monogomy just does not fit that energy.
So, instead you get Leorio! Leorio is goofy and childish enough to match your dirty humor and not be put off by stuffed toys, PDA, or anything like that, but he's also got a ton of wisdom and compassion within him. He's seen some fucked up shit, and he's still fighting to be a doctor to help those in similar situations to him and his old friend, so he's got plenty to discuss.
One downside is he probably wouldn't stick to you in a crowd if he's having a lot of fun. He's a bit of an extrovert, he enjoys going out and chatting with people and making friends, so he can sometimes get caught up in that fun. However, he wouldn't completely forget you. So long as you stick near him, he'll give you openings to be included, and he'd probably help you to meet new people too.
He's also, naturally, very capable of being nurturing. He's got very much a big brother energy honed by his friendship with Gon and his desire to be a doctor, but on top of that he's just very good at helping you grow. Keeping you on task to stave off procrastination, helping with self-confidence, helping you make friends easier, all of that. He's a good match for you.
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Delayed update (I forgot XD), but the rest of the chibis! Days 21-28
Day 21-Glit + Floor Piano Mat
Glit jamming on a simplified giant piano! Glit comes from the....It Shall Not Be Named Transformers Series that we all collectively Do Not Percieve, and is one of few Decepticon medics. I think its funny bc like, well, I think cons would need more medics than Autobots TBH but I imagine the burn out rate is high lol. I like the concept of Glit a lil minicon, being a caring medic who treats any bot or con, to no care of faction. Idk if it was just fanon or not but I like the idea of Glit having a meme-y personality. I also just like minicon/bots in general aksksksks
Day 22-G1 Jazz + Saxophone
G1 Jazz with a Saxophone! 🎷 🎷 🎷 Yea believe it or not it did not cross my mind to actually.....have Jazz in my December daily draw, despite his name being a music genre and being known for music sksksksksks. I literally did not think of the main music peeps at all actually!
Day 23-G1 Wheeljack + Zeusaphone
Wheeljack Wednesday with G1 Wheeljack weilding the power of a zeusaphone! Truly the only mech I WOULD trust with two giant sets of electrical poles that zap electric currents to make music, for sure 😌👍.
Day 24-RID2015 Thunderhoof + Jingle Bells
SO RiD 2015...anyone else like, notice how most of the Decepticons are like, either robot anthros or purposely animalesque in appearance?? Like they turn into vehicles but here, have smooth voice wolf robot furry and just a crab?? XD
Because it was SO festive XD. Top favs I can recall being Thunderhoof, Steeljaw, Groundpounder, Underbite, Scowl, and Vertebreak. I remember when I was new to the fandom, lots of people talked about this show, and not in a kind way. Mainly due to how is the sequel show to TFP, and differs heavily to say the least!
Day 25-G1 Cliffjumper + Tambourine
G1 Cliffjumper with a tambourine who just out to give good vibes! Personally I was never a fan of making Cliffjumper into a joke, comparing him to a Bumblebee knock off or whatever, I dont think they resemble another at all?? Like if we are going to talk about characters looking similar,, Seekers in most series are literal recolors of the same model, yet we know and treat them as different characters! Bumblebee and Cliffjumper have different colors and body features and different personalities so why is it so hahah funny to say Cliff is just knockoff Bumblebee?????
Day 26-G1 Tracks + Guiro
Tracks with el güiro! Im,,,love Tracks and Raoul. Raoul and his dancing crew are humans I think should make a comeback in a TF series. Raoul being a snarky guy trying to make ends meet in any way possible, and Tracks being this super posh, conceited guy who has a punchable voice, you see...the c o n t r a s t
Day 27-MTMTE Sunder + Waterphone
Sunder with a waterphone! Please, give it a listen! While you are there, look up the Apprension Engine! Look them up at midnight after a scary movie, eases all fears :^)
Day 28-Shrapnel + Rindik
G1 Shrapnel with a rindik! So Shrapnel, Kickback, and Bombshell are just cons who crashed into Bali, probably watched from a distance as humanity developed and whatever. Didnt really care too much, just chilling in the trees or their lil cave, just eating, and with deforestation and all, then eating the human's crops and being awaken by fishers and musicians. Shrapnel doesn't know w h y humans are so into banging things and making loud noises, but honestly? As long as they keep growing food, he and his crew don't really care, probably.
Link to other Chibis 1-5! , 11-15, 29-31
#transformers#maccadam#g1#rid2015#thunderhoof#g1 cliffjumper#cliffjumper#g1 tracks#tf tracks#mtmte sunder#sunder#transformers cliffjumper#g1 shrapnel#tf shrapnel#g1 jazz#transformers jazz#wheeljack#wheeljack wednesday#g1 wheeljack#transformers glit
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self indulgent headcanons hours
i started this as a fic but it was too hard to write so headcanon time!!
the headcanon in question?
sunset curve/julie/flynn/carrie/willie going to rep tour
here i go on my bullshit lol n e ways some context, modern au set in 2018 but they’re all still 15-17, carrie and bobby are twins, trevor is their rich uncle who took them in for some reason, no one is dead and everyone is gay, that is all (and by everyone is gay i mean biromantic ace!bobby, lesbian!carrie, pan!luke, bi!reggie, bi!julie, lesbian!flynn and obviously alex and willie are gay) also alex and willie are dating, carrie, flynn and julie are dating and luke, reggie and bobby are dating, thats all
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- so carrie 100% bought the tickets (using trevor’s credit card of course) and then just told everyone that they were going (much to flynn’s annoyance, she strongly dislikes taylor swift)
- julie didn’t really mind, theres a few taylor swift songs that she quite likes and she’s not gonna turn down a free concert or time with her girlfriends and band mates
- alex and reggie were over the moon in excitement, jumping up and down together (luke, bobby and willie were also very excited, just more cool about it)
- on that note no one can convince me that all four members of sunset curve would not be swifties alex is a speak now stan reggie is a debut stan luke would stan her songwriting abilities so hard and bobby would claim that he's a rep stan but would 100% be a secret 1989 stan
- finally the day of the concert comes and alex “borrows” his mum’s van to get them all to the concert
- carrie would have organised costumes and makeup, flynn would refuse to dress up and julie would just prefer to wear one of her mum’s old outfits, which worked perfectly cause then there were 6 people left for the 6 albums, one era for each person
- reggie was debut era, and he had jumped at the chance to wear a sundress and boots willie was fearless, and carrie had curled his hair into the tight ringlets and had found a glittery gold crop top to wear with some jeans alex was speak now, with a replica of the purple tour dress and a glittery purple fanny pack instead of his classic black one luke was red, and he was wearing a red era merch shirt that he had cut the sleeves off, and carrie had convinced him to wear a pair of high waisted shorts with it carrie was 1989, wearing the classic shake it off cheerleader costume and bobby was rep, with reggie’s leather jacket and torn jeans with fishnets underneath, and a tight glittery black shirt (also if anyone can draw and wants to draw this PLEASE !!!!)
- the whole trip there would be spent blasting reputation and singing along, and even flynn gets a little bit into it
- they would arrive and head straight for merch and the taylor nation booth and then once they were ready they would head inside to the arena
- of course carrie would have gotten them the best tickets possible, so they end up right down the front in the snake pit (VIP of course) and they would spend the preshow singing and talking about how excited they were
- finally after the opening acts it was time for the show to start, and the second that the lights go down they all start screaming (i can just imagine sunset curve excitedly grabbing onto each other screaming while julie and flynn just watch them with a smile)
- they would have the time of their lives screaming every single word and dancing like no one was watching
- and even flynn sings along to love story and you belong with me
- alex boldly dedicating dress to willie who just stands there wide eyed cause he never thought alex would be so bold (bonus of all of their friends watching on like 👁️👄👁️)
- reggie getting his fucking LIFE during should’ve said no and luke and bobby just looking at him with these lovestruck looks cause yep thats their boyfriend and they love him
- the boys crying though this is why we cant have nice things cause they know that its the last song and they dont want the show to be over
- of course they all collect massive handfuls of the newspaper confetti
- and carrie asking a security guard to take a photo of the eight of them together with the stage in the background
- the drive home with them all just chattering away excitedly about the show and their favourite parts, and alex pulling into the mcdonalds drive through to get them something to eat and drink
- and then finally they get back to bobby and carrie’s house where they’re all having a sleepover, and they end up all falling asleep in a massive cuddle pile in carrie’s king sized bed (they most definitely did not fit but none of them cared about how cramped it was)
#sunset curve#julie and the phantoms#headcanon#luke patterson#alex mercer#reggie peters#bobby wilson#carrie wilson#julie molina#flynn nolastname#willie nolastname#jatp#willex#julie x carrie x flynn#rebuke#jatp swifties
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YEAH YOU SHOULD BECAUSE I LITERALLY CANNOT DRAW THEM
OKAY I DONT CARE ABOUT CROPPING ATM SO
HEAD. a circle n lines.... and then i do the RIBCAGE. which is how i do my chests. adjust accordingly for B o o b s .
rest of the torso is just a cylinder and then the pelvis, which is probably the easiest part lOL then u got the ARMS. shoulders are basically just like pentagons, n then the other arm parts are an oval/cylinder and a triangle thingy. but its not a triangle lol
T H I G H S . i feel like theyre pretty self explanatory? JFDJF
then u got the KNEES AND CALVES AND FEET. i. dont pay attention to the knees that often but its important for this lol theyre just diamonds basically.. then the calves are similar to the forearm, theyre just.. not pointee.. feet are just two triangles and then BAM toes shes shown on her heels tho so it varies depending on the pose.
THE BASE HAND SHAPE IS SIMILAR TO THE SHOULDERS.. and then u got messy fingers...... add accessories and clothing and bam u got ur character
I CAN ALWAYS GO MORE IN DEPTH IF U NEED HELP WITH SPECIFIC THINGS THO LIKE HANDS LOL. hands are hard ngl
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people really need to leave you alone tbh. at this point theyre just looking for any excuse to make you look bad and its annoying :/
Honestly? Im trying my best not to care at all.
The things theyve shown and brought up are all drama/screenshots/convos from almost 2 years ago (with the exception of my no longer existing discourse blog). There are so many cropped and out of context screenshots and oh DEAR the hypocrisy is enormous.
For example, theyre complaining about the fact that I’ve drawn nsfw content when they were the ones YELLING at me to post the images in the nsfw-channel we were ALL in!! Theyre tryna expose me bc I drew shitty suggestive coroika drawings like a year ago when they did it themselves lol. Its funny, but also painful to watch.
The whole OC thing is funny too, idk how to tell them but those are my characters and I can do whatever the hell I want with them. If I want my fictional clown girl to be a murderer who dislikes men due to her backstory then..thats what it is lmao!! They rlly tryna make it look like EVERYTHING I do is problematic its ridiculous.
And lets not forget the awful ass “letter”. I couldnt stop laughing when I read it lol. Never read something so full of lies, guilt-tripping and hypocrisy. The over exaggeration and “playing the poor innocent victim who wanted to love me :(” was the cherry on top tbh.
To the people who have absolutely no clue what actually happened it looks like Im the biggest monster on this planet, and that was the whole point. No matter how often they gonna say “but dont attack them!! :(” the entire point was to make me look bad, and to make strangers whove never talked to me once dislike me.
I am not the person I was 2 years ago, hell Im not even the person I was 5 months ago. But they couldnt know, they keep bringin up shit that happened ages ago. My partner knows, all my friends know, hell even my followers know. And thats all that matters to me. People who have nothing better to do than stalk my social medias, send me hate messages and “expose” their personal issues with me from 2 years ago on Tumblr dont deserve to meet the person I am right now.
I actually thought of making a video to show you what truly happened, and what kind of people they really are. But it isnt worth my time. I have work to do, a partner to love, and friends to care about.
No time for petty people stuck in the past. Move on losers.
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MUN question: what drew you to Maine originally? has your concept of his character changed at all as you've played him? is he more of a Major Hottie for you or, like, a Profoundly Interesting and Deep character? ((I feeeeel like Maine and Washington both have that thing of 'ugly scars that are repulsive' but are also very much... them))
HA omfg... what a... wonderful question. I hope I dont blab too much.
I think I liked him right away. Like, I still wasnt quite into rvb. I was waiting for a character to relate to. Its really hard for me to say WHAT draws me to any character. My muse line up has been pretty all over the place. (Tavros Nitram, Vaughn (Borderlands), and Nara Shikamaru, are my longest running muses of the past. If you can find similarities there you're keener than I am.)
Maine appeared (literally out of thin air) and I was just like- hm. Baddie. Kinda interesting, I wonder what his deal is- You know what. I bet you it was the first time he growled that got me. I am such a monster fucker and he made alien sounds and my little heart could not contain itself.
I would NOT say I consider him a hotty??? I am a self proclaimed chubby chaser and as much as I tried to make Maine swing toward strong man build rather than body builder (they are different. On is for show one is for strength) I also ended up falling in love with the idea of him being... really body conscious and proud of his physique?
His face is ugly. Dont argue with me, half his lip is torn off and if I didnt stylize so much with my art he'd be a nasty boy. So he sculpts what isnt ruined and hopes no one notices. So yeah, definitely a nasty scars kinda guy.
Uhhh my concept of him HAS changed but I wouldnt say dirastically? He's still fairly fresh, but he turned out to be a lot more confident than I expected, and self assured. He is?? Surprisingly self assured. I guess he just accepted some core things about himself and stopped caring (I wish I could follow his example lol)
He's also a lot more willing to accept peoples love. I guess when you dont get much you dont look a gift horse in the mouth. Love is a blessing he will cherish. Which reminds me- Maine is the most religious character I've ever played. Vaughn had roots in Judaism but he didnt feel strongly towards it. Maine is... strangely religious, and it cropped up out of nowhere.
Of course there are things he disregards and finds stupid in religeon, and he doesnt even believe in a heaven (maybe cause he's certainly not getting in) but it's kind of wishful thinking that his loved ones ended up somewhere good (Naomi, his mom) and that the shit people ended up somewhere bad (His dad. Thats pretty much it).
I am... not religious, I havnt touched Catholicism since I escaped catholic school so it has been... a tad uncomfortable, but he's a good boy who means well.
I hope... that was informative. My thoughts are messy at best, but sincere.
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ask stuff!!
first i wanna apologize for letting some of these sit in my inbox for a while :’) i didnt have the time or energy to answer before
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hdkjdgkfjh do it coward make all the bug ocs
bold of you to assume bugs don’t have finger sensitivity... but also the bugs making passive aggressive comments back like “imagine having singular lens eyes”
4060 x 2560 pixels in size and at 600dpi which is absolutely ridiculous btw
then i crop it or enlarge it depending on what im drawing
khjgdkjfhdfjghk god you’re so valid
i realized i was a mimic when i had to teach myself to not be a motionless slab of concrete when paying attention in class. i used to just sit there yeah motionless, not doing anything but looking right thru the teacher until one of them went “windy, whenever i look at you idk if you’re paying extreme attention or if you’re secretly plotting to backstab me with a tomahawk” (spoilers i was just paying hella attention) but ever since he called me out in the middle of class i was like man........ ive been a fuckin creepo this whole time
and i had to forcefully teach myself to do other things while paying attention to something like moving my leg or my arm or switching positions, looking away and then back again, fiddling w my hair or my rings or anything
nah they just have their 8 functional “anthro” arms and their 4 legs to stand on, all the other legs are more akin to a centipede’s and cant do much
also for some reason everyone keeps misgendering tenten as a dude and i want to explicitly state that tenten is NONBINARY and uses THEY/THEM thank you
its cool its cool i assumed you really meant nothing much by it, but tone matters when writing things on the internet sadly since we cannot hear each other
at the same time oc lore and such, especially for this one story, is something i personally am very touchy about since... i have a lot of people wanting to know about it and i keep changing things a lot. it takes a lot of self control for me to not post about everything i think of because id just be retconning my stuff constantly. i try to only post about my stuff when i make definitive decisions or run them by my friends so they can tell me if its any good or not but i still go back on some of those decisions eventually so i just dont want to confuse people further :’))
but!! in better news!! that story finally has plot!! after literally three years of being [vague hand motion]. its not all built yet, but i do have a good thread to follow, with a beginning and an ending which is a lot more than what ive ever had for any project jkhf
tbh id have talked about it already, but i literally just made a post like this a couple months back where i redid a lot of my lore and such (for the 50th time since i decided this was a story) and it feels kinda ratty to come back from dead silence about this, months later, to say hey so everything i said back then? just forget it lol
my dude ive been playing dnd for a couple months and i still suck at it but if it helps any: check for fucking traps.... oh my god
oh thats me!!! im the bitch!!! (bug witch)
hell yeah dont fucking let anyone declaw your ocs,,, they’re your murder machines. who cares if theyd be more popular if they had a love interest or fucking whatever. ive already had my fair share of ‘i made this character softer to please certain people’ and you know what? im absolutely done w that
best example i could give you is adri. i cannot tell you the amount of people ive gotten and still get that ask about him + love interests or “but would he ever feel bad? would he ever spare people? would he ever catch feelings for someone?” and my personal favorite “so would he fuck anyone [before eating them]” nuh uh. nope. absolutely not. fuck off w that shit
i have no idea my dude. i have 5 people who i promised slots to who have been waiting since the beginning of february but i havent been able to do anything for them YET bc my fucking school workload has been ridiculous out of the blue
but at the same time i really do need money to save up for things... i might have to look into opening a patreon/tip jar/other things for it :’) maybe gonna open up exclusive titty commissions
but uh. to answer you its honestly just sometime SOON, but could be “next week” soon or “in two months” soon, because i super depend on my uni not holding me by the fucking neck to be able to have time for these and i want to get to the people already in my queue before doing more.
also i still have a shit ton of commissions that i havent posted that im waiting on posting when i finish these as well so i can do it in sets
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Your Gilkidu picture is really cute!! But...I don't think he would wear a dress lol Enkidu is treated ambiguous but I'm quite sure he leans toward masculine in fate. He appeared in both male valentine and summer CEs set rather than the girls. In SF manga, he's described as having beautiful face but large muscular hands/feet like man. It's likely he's pretty face but with male body so he should be more androgynous at least ^^
oh yeah, i know that, i definitely think enkidus agender/doesnt care about their gender/something like that! i just like drawing cute clothes!! but obviously gils not going to be the one in this couple to wear the cute clothes, not with those terrible snakeskin patterned pants in fz and the crop top gakuran from fsn :\
more specifically, if youre talking about the coffee shop date pic, enkidus not wearing a dress. its supposed to be high-waisted shorts, but the table got in the way of their beautiful muscular thighs lmao. the school outfit one..... well, enkidus wearing a seifuku in that one because i had gone on a pixiv bookmarking spree before i drew it, and literally everybody draws enkidu with a skirt on in their high school aus, so how could i not
but, uh, the major reason enkidus in cute clothes in all of my drawings is because i dont want to draw them in their boring white tunic thing orz
#ask#i sure love enkidu but for one i am horrible at drawing long flowing fabric#and for another that pure white robe is just boring#sobs sorry 'kidu#Anonymous
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youre gonna get to know me whether you like it or not so im answering these
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans? fucking coffee mugs
2. chocolate bars or lollipops? chocolate bars!
3. bubblegum or cotton candy? im a slut for cotton candy
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you? sassy, loud, annoying, talkative
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups? mmmmm glass
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear? is this asking me what i wear? im tomboy but spiritually im goth
7. earbuds or headphones? earbuds fuck headphones
8. movies or tv shows? tv shows, my attention span is short
9. favorite smell in the summer? P E T R I C H O R
10. game you were best at in p.e.? ditching class
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day? i dont eat breakfast but pancakes are the shit
12. name of your favorite playlist? i love you most
13. lanyard or key ring? key ring
14. favorite non-chocolate candy? lollipops!!
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment? i hated all of them
16. most comfortable position to sit in? on the counter baby!!!!
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes? my slip on vans
18. ideal weather? cloudy/thunderstorms
19. sleeping position? curled up/spread out on side
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)? on my laptop, typing is so therapeutic
21. obsession from childhood? i loved hello kitty sm
22. role model? matty healy. shit role model but amazing person LOL
23. strange habits? ill sit still for a little and then just like jump its SO WEIRD
24. favorite crystal? OOOO uhhhh call me basic but rose quartz
25. first song you remember hearing? you belong with me - taylor swift
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather? swim!
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather? take a walk
28. five songs to describe you? give yourself a try - the 1975
anathema - twenty one pilots
rockin around the christmas tree - brenda lee
in my head - ariana grande
somebody else - the 1975
29. best way to bond with you? be nice and make dark jokes
30. places that you find sacred? yosemite
31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names? black crop top, dark jeans, leather jacket, combat boots
32. top five favorite vines? 4 female ghostbusters? the feminists are taking over! | jared, 19 | fuck your chicken strips! | long story short i shoved a whole bag of jellybeans up my ass | morning coffee, baby
33. most used phrase in your phone? im luv u
34. advertisements you have stuck in your head? 1-800-KARS FOR KIDS
35. average time you fall asleep? 12-2 am
36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing? fucking nyan cat
37. suitcase or duffel bag? suitcase wtf who uses a duffel bag
38. lemonade or tea? lemonadeeee
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie? lemon cake
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school? suspected pedo choir teacher
41. last person you texted? ‘horny for healy’ group chat
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets? back pants pocket
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket? hoodie
44. favorite scent for soap? wtf idk like flowers
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero? i love mcu so superhero
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in? i wear a school tshirt and booty shorts
47. favorite type of cheese? extra sharp cheddar
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be? watermelon
49. what saying or quote do you live by? “fuck that get money” - the 1975 matty healy
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have? literally anything alyssa says
51. current stresses? summer assignment
52. favorite font? comic sans
53. what is the current state of your hands? one hand is moist and the other is dry
54. what did you learn from your first job? im fucking unemployed
55. favorite fairy tale? rapunzel
56. favorite tradition? cheese n crackers by the christmas tree with my dad
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome? tw//
suicide, self harm, alcohol
58. four talents you’re proud of having? piano and idk anything else LOL
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be? hoes mad
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be? one where i kill people
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.? i dont fucking know
62. seven characters you relate to? i dont fucking know
63. five songs that would play in your club? sex - the 1975
girls - the 1975
give yourself a try - the 1975
truth hurts - lizzo
deepthroat - cupcaKke
64. favorite website from your childhood? girlsgogames
65. any permanent scars? haha
66. favorite flower(s)? sunflowers, violets, orchids, lilies
67. good luck charms? crossing my fingers
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried? fucking grape
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned? you fucking tell me
70. left or right handed? righty
71. least favorite pattern? polka dots
72. worst subject? math FUCK MATH
73. favorite weird flavor combo? chocolate and bacon
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen? like 4
75. when did you lose your first tooth? age 6
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)? baked potatoes omg
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill? sunflowers
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store? my grocery store has a sushi bar that shit good
79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo? good lord neither
80. earth tones or jewel tones? jewel tones ftw
81. fireflies or lightning bugs? fireflies!!
82. pc or console? console gang UNLESS its the sims 4
83. writing or drawing? writing
84. podcasts or talk radio? i dont care
84. barbie or polly pocket? barbies gang
85. fairy tales or mythology? mythology
86. cookies or cupcakes? both mmmm
87. your greatest fear? n e e d l e s
88. your greatest wish? 11:11 marry lily
89. who would you put before everyone else? lily or seb
90. luckiest mistake? being born
91. boxes or bags? boxes
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights? fairy lights
93. nicknames? if u call me a nickname i will cut your achilles
94. favorite season? fall/winter
95. favorite app on your phone? twitter
96. desktop background? its an apple default of mt fuji
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized? idk like 6
98. favorite historical era? renaissance ayyyy
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