#i dont believe in the true nature of self proclaimed selflessness
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this grief and pity cant be what is ours to have
#this is deadass my belief#it doesnt have to be a chore that im sure#who am i to be saying this ? no one at all#self sacrifice is that unnatural and i cant actually fathom it#i tried and i didnt try enough to be real#intrusive thoughts#why i just cant turn into the wall forever#they want me to be sorry#im sorry that i cant freaking be#this selfishness is just a truth i hold onto#i dont believe in the true nature of self proclaimed selflessness#filial piety#family#upbringing#reflecting#im being bad#and to think i used to see the world that unforgivingly#god bless when do i get my own understanding#guilt#im literally someone who’ll never be understood for trying to be right about degeneracy#this just cant be the truth (i turn away from kindness and self sacrifice )#not knowing that i gain a lot more by losing the selfishness#this is insane#i just can’t#am i alone in this#am i alone in being horrid#that just cant be and i know it i really did#culture#cultural#empathy
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