#i don't wanna say im DEPRESSED but the way im so uninterested in fun things rn is concerning and upsetting me
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i love that when i feel isolated instead of trying to participate in more activities with my friends i just isolate myself more <33
#just feel. lonely and out of place rn#i wish i could just be in a good mood for like one full day#i wish i wasn't so easily irritated and didn't feel so.............. i dunno. like i don't care about stuff?#my friends are all so excited to go fishing this weekend and i just cant match their energy#and i feel weird enough that i don't even wanna go to the beach with them tonight#i don't wanna say im DEPRESSED but the way im so uninterested in fun things rn is concerning and upsetting me#i dont know how to just start being excited again and having energy for stuff#and thinking about this just makes me spiral and start to freak out about 1000 other things too#i cant distract myself with studying because i think im stupid and cant learn#so studying makes me feel shitty too#and its too damn hot to nap#i just feel like im not a person and my friends dont care about me and i serve no purpose and im going nowhere!!!!! lol!!!!!#diary#vent
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