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the good news is: i'm supposed to meet a new friend in town tomorrow for the first time
the bad news is: i have a driving lesson tomorrow and i had put it at 8:30am in my calendar but i just checked the driving school app before going to sleep and turns out the lesson is in the afternoon????? and i can't move it bc they're currently super full and it's also a driving instructor i like for tomorrow's lesson
the good news is: i still have just over 2h for lunch with my friend before my lesson
the bad news is: my friend is coming into town from a different town. i hope she'll still be willing to go all the way to hang out with me even if i don't have much time
help.
#i have a huge friend crush on this person so like. i hope she's not disappointed and doesn't wanna hang out after all#we already had to move the appointment once (we were actually supposed to meet two weeky ago)#i don't wanna move it again#esp now that i'm no longer working in her town and can't just go get dinner at the restaurant she works at to say hi#aaaaanyway i'm going to sleep bye#airenyah plappert#hello anxiety my old friend#i had to move some of my lessons around for various reasons so. i guess i forgot to update this one in my calendar idk
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God dude these two scenes and how roxie moves hurt my heart so so bad 🥹
it's like a mix of anger, feral, emotional breakdown, and complete sadness that just fucks me up soooo fucking bad.
it's like she's a pet who got abandoned by their owner but they see them again after years of sadness and depression of them being gone and leaving them like that and all that anger and sadness just manifest's into one bundle of emotion's towards them they cannot control.
roxie baby ur gonna be okay u deserve better :[
#scott pilgrim vs the world#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim spoilers#scott pilgrim takes off#roxie richter#ramona flowers#its the fucking fact throughout that whole scene after the hammer she just starts going COMPLETELY feral and just bawl her eyes out#throughout the whole irl fight until the movie shelf falls on them 🥹#can she like#get a hug or something i get her so so much i get u gurl im so sorry u gotta go through this#this episode really just#shows how important closure is for a relationship/even a friendship#like of course it depends on the person and the relationship but man.#People don't realize how important it is to not just leave a person behind like that without explanation but instead give them closure about#it and telling them how you feel.#it really is as simple as that sometimes...and i think people forget that and just wanna ghost/leave as fast as possible#to not deal with the emotions of the situation.#Like both roxie and ramona finally just talking about the situation does sm for their future as friends and i loveeee ittt#so so much better then the comics version off them I feel like this is PERFECT.#again obviously theres just some situations where talking just doesnt work and you both just have to move on.#but when theres situation's like roxie and ramona? talking is needed.#talking/closure is so so important guys remember that when its needed. <3
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this is not a ship post, but something that frustrates me a lot in fanon concerning Jason Todd that attempts to soften Jason's return to Gotham for the sake of found family domesticity or easy hurt/comfort or just sliding him into the Batfam sooner, is they all seem to fundamentally misunderstand Jason.
because there seem to be a lot of fandom popular concepts of Jason coming home much sooner and just not having his whole Under The Red Hood arc. which in theory is fine and i can see the want to simplify canon to make room for your lighthearted more fluff-leaning concepts. but in everyone without fail, the way they address the clown-shaped elephant in the room is by having some throwaway line that "oh Jason quietly kills the Joker and moves on".
when the Joker being dead or alive is not the *point*. if by some chance accident, the Joker had died prior to Jason's return, whether by ridiculous freak accident, getting whacked by a fellow villain, hell even someone actually doing so to avenge Jason, it *would not* satiate Jason's anger. because Jason's end goal in UtRH is not to simply kill the Joker: it is to make *Bruce* kill the Joker. Jason's anger is directed to the idea that to Jason, if Bruce truly loved Jason, he would've killed the Joker. that is love, for Jason. compromising your personal values for love and not letting someone go unavenged. when Jason was Robin, almost every angry or misguided thing he did was born of love. he wanted to kill/hurt Two-Face because he believed Dent killed his father. he was so angry at Felipe because an innocent woman was dead due to that man's actions. he wanted to save his mother in a situation he knew he shouldn't be in because he loved her. his anger, his violence, it is driven by love and feelings of righting wrongs. that is how he thinks wrongs *should* be righted. that is how you avenge and *love* someone.
because so long as Jason's return to Gotham doesn't end in Bruce killing the Joker (which, it never will bc Bruce is Bruce), Jason will never forgive Bruce. you cannot wave away the layers of hurt and complicated trauma by killing Joker offscreen. because Jason will still be angry that Bruce didn't avenge him. in his eyes, that means Bruce did not love him enough. he was not truly loved by Bruce the way he loved Bruce. bc Bruce was Jason's whole *world*. prior to being taken in, Dick and Tim, they had support systems. they had loved ones. they knew what stability and healthy family love looked like. Jason *didn't*. and that's not to say that Catherine Todd did not love him with her whole heart and thus he loved her, but it certainly wasn't a stable and safe support system for Jason to grow up in. Bruce was Jason's first real sense of a stable, healthy life. and so of course Jason poured everything into Bruce and loved Bruce so devoutly. Bruce was his world. like he says, if it had been Bruce, Jason would've stopped at nothing.
so his betrayal is rooted in that he was not avenged, not that Joker is alive. so long as the Joker does not die by Bruce's hands, it will never be enough for Jason. (in this era, at least.) notably, this is also why i don't think it would change a thing if Jason knew the whole "oh Bruce wanted to kill the Joker but Superman stopped him" tidbit that fanon has really latched onto as a way to pacify Jason's anger toward Bruce. Jason knowing that wouldn't change a thing, in my opinion. because Jason knows Bruce. and a tenant of Bruce's character is that he grapples with murder *every day*. the whole point is how *easy* it would be for him. he is a human weapon, trained by killers, trained to be deadly. he is the greatest strategist to exist. he knows he could kill someone and get away with it. *no* trace, no proof, nothing. and he knows he *wants* to. wants to kill the Joker, Joe Chill, anyone who's hurt him that viscerally.
but he *doesn't*. that's the point. Bruce wakes up every day with that question on his mind, and every day the answer is the same. Bruce's morality is not a decision he made in an alleyway when his parents died, it's a decision he continues to make every day and he *must* continue to make in order to remain who he is. Jason is quite familiar with the fact that Bruce grapples with this daily. i do not think it surprised nor fazed Jason to know that Bruce did *consider* killing the Joker. that he wanted to. maybe even planned to. but a consideration, a want, a plan, is just a thought. it's nothing substantial, and substance is everything to Jason. at the end of the day, Bruce didn't. he was talked down by *Clark* of all people with an excuse of diplomatic immunity, as if Jason and Bruce don't both know that Bruce could've *easily* found a way to make it look like an accident or some other loophole. because he's Batman. there's always a loophole. he always finds a way when he actually intends to. but he never actually intended to kill the Joker. so he didn't. and Jason would know that there was never an intent. it's an interesting piece of fodder to add to the nuance of Jason and Bruce, but honestly, i think it'd make Jason angrier to have that excuse thrown in his face. as if Bruce hasn't beaten Clark half a dozen times by now. it's a flimsy nonsense excuse that Jason would rip to shreds.
so while yes, i understand the wish for easy lighthearted fanfic that doesn't have to deal with the nuances of canon, i think that Jason's character will always be so deeply robbed and altered if you try to fix his thirst for vengeance with an off-page killing of Joker at Jason's hands. it was never the point. the point was that -in his own eyes- he wasn't loved enough for Bruce to make an acception. he realized that not even his *death* would come before Bruce's Mission. Jason truly believed that Bruce loved him and held him as the most important thing in the world, and now he has proof that Bruce didn't. because the Mission mattered more.
i'm not saying i have a solution to this conundrum if you're attempting to solve it for fanfic/fanon, nor am i even saying it's a bad thing it exists. i just think it becoming overwhelmingly common has led to misunderstandings surrounding Jason's motivations and feelings about this arc and it's an unsatisfying solution that only seeks to pacify Jason's rage and his trauma responses for the sake of found family-ification.
#necrotic festerings#jason todd#fandom meta#idk man this isn't too serious it's really just me noticing this becoming a dominate thing#also this post isn't a subtweet at literally anyone specifically#it's a commentary on a trend as a whole#so no one think i'm like. being shady pls.#and if you write jason killing the joker himself during this era that is okay and it's valid#i just don't want the fandom largely treating it as in character#but ooc fanfic is allowed to exist! that's valid yk!#also i once again wanna reiterate all of this is commentary on *this era*#this is a pre-flashpoint meta.#jason's realtionship to his trauma *wildly* changed in both new-52 and rebirth so yeah. he's at a point he's “moved on”#and either seeks to kill joker himself or seeks to just let go of the whole thing#depending on the arc#(but if i get into that then i get into my feelings on how jason has had no consistent characterization in the past decade. so.)#(that's a can of worms we're not opening here it will make some ppl mad and i'm not dealing with it.)#is this how i start writing serious character metas and not unhinged shippy ones. idk#i've got others in my head but#i fear the discourse#if the discourse on this post gets bad i will turn off replies and reblogs idc#this is me testing the waters. ig.#also if a single person tries to argue about tim not having a loving family i will bite you /lh#yes he did. the drakes make not have done the *best* job! i'm not arguing that.#but they loved him and he had a support system.
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So I l’ve been getting into your ko crisis story lately (it all sounds rlly awesome btw) and i was curious - you’ve said in the tags in a previous ask that ash is comphet, so is that gonna play a major role in her character arc/journey in any way?
Yeah, the story basically covers her journey of redefining her identity as a queer Asian-American disabled woman in a sports-entertainment industry, which is a media landscape that specifically targets, exploits, and fetishizes people like her.
#ask me#itsthequeercryptid#i don't have much more to say on this cuz as of right now it's in like. early early development process and i'm not a queer woman so#i don't have much authority to say how i want this part of the story to go. even if it's my story i don't wanna set anything in stone yknow#but like. ashley's arc is realizing that she's been performing to appease people both in and out of her life. as both a daughter and a#pro boxer. and that she shouldn't have to force herself to be someone she's not. which in the story continuously hurts her#she doesn't need to validate her existence and find worthiness as a disabled and queer woman#especially to other people#one story beat i drafted is that ashley nearly gets s/a'd by a potential agent (keep in mind the project's inspired by psychological dramas#thrillers like utena and perfect blue) and it's one of the first big moments that causes her to have a crisis of identity#growing less and less comfortable in her skin - both organic and nonorganic - as she realizes how her body is perceived/ exploited/#/objectified as a vehicle for inflicting and absorbing violence. both physical and sexual. especially by men#and near the end of the story the beat is reflected/flipped when she comes together with noora and it's gentle and intimate#but again this is all very iffy. i'm not sure how appropriate this would be as a male writer.#i'm waiting to work with other writers who are more knowledgable on this before moving forward with anything
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bonus, starring vernon the vocal:
#vernon#hansol#choi hansol#vernon chwe#seventeen#svt#*mine#my gif#svt gifs#vernon gifs#heymax#maddieblr#if u saw the original cough cough no you didn't i forgot to blur the text on the last gif and i nearly deactivated#anyway congrats bc that means that u don't get all the unhinged tags that were here before. because i can't remember them and i'm#too lazy to even try to type them out again even if i did <3#tldr heng:garae vernon is probably joining my top 5 verns and this interview has ruined my life x#he was sooooo bright and expressive and i love him but i do wanna take a nap in moving traffic rn <3 kisses xx
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#can i yap for a moment#im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused#also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting#anyway#made out w a boy tonight#and he wanted to go to his place#and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies#and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid#that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him#i just hate when boys think they're so superior#so i argued with this stupid but hot man#until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things#anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship#but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again#it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house 😋#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times#and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends#anyway and then we left the party#this guy pulls me aside the parking lot#and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it#and i just wanted to die#and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute#but i legit have zero feelings for him </3#and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one#actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3#the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes#but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3
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umbra daddy
now that's the real question
#“kaiserouo draw a human like face?????? what????????”#no i just tried to copy a reference screenshot don't act like i actually know how to draw eyes#as for the foundry tho. tbh i think we kinda take it for granted after playing the game but like#that foundry is not less omnious than helminth imo#like it makes warframes which basically has a fucking human body inside#what the actual hell#like you see in the second dream they move on their own. they have consciousness. made by a foundry#i don't really wanna touch the foundry if i really wanna play with that i need to make a lot of assumptions#assumptions that may not be that logical or self consistent or shit#like does reconstructing a human / creature down to the cell level makes it have consciousness again??????#im a sw engineer not a bio engineer or an actual philosopher no thank you#warframe#warframe excalibur umbra#my art
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Welcome to the neighborhood~! 🏡✨
I couldn't stop myself from drawing up just the neighbors; I sprinted the whole nine yards for over a month! XD It was worth it though; I even pixelated plant life for the first time, and they came out pretty well! >u<
Would like to give a bit of thanks to @carnivalcarrion for pointing out some hidden details that I wouldn't have thought to look for, especially in the bodega! (Check out their rant about it, and all their awesome art while you're at it! https://www.tumblr.com/carnivalcarrion/727782616285249536/x)
#raysartwork#8-bit art#pixel art#welcome home#wally darling#julie joyful#frank frankly#sally starlet#eddie dear#barnaby b beagle#howdy pillar#poppy partridge#Just like with the neighbors each home had their own difficulties#Julie why does your house have to be so round everywhere?! Measuring all that out was so tricky!!#The colors on Frank's place did NOT wanna cooperate; I had to learn to fiddle with saturation when I got to his#Wanted to animate Home's eyes moving but that's a thing for another day!#And again first time of me drawing plant life; had to really push myself to draw out the trees on Poppy's barn#(I don't know if they're behind it or a part of it 'cuz... y'know Bird Home)#HOWDY'S PLACE THOUGH!! HOLY CANOLI!!#I've never drawn a building at an angle like that before; I had to restart on the linework SO!! MANY!! TIMES!!#((All this ranting and I still hope we'll get interior views of these places at some point; this was all really fun to make! X''D))
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Inktober 2024 day 2
Hello person looking through the malv tag, I haven't been in here in a bit and I'm a solid season behind now
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#Jarthur#private eyes#john malevolent#arthur malevolent#Arthur lestor#John doe#Inktober#Inktober 2024#Lined#Been a while since I've done just line again#Been feeling really shaky all day though which didn't help#Ik ik my designs are always off but like I really don't like following fannon designs#The fun bit of podcasts is that the designs are usually wild and different. At least before it settles#And usually when it settles I wanna move on a bit :(
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i mildly dislike xmas but funnily enough not because of the usual reasons (religion, etc) but because it indirectly emphasizes poverty so much. can i please not hear about my friends' new consoles, cars, PCs, etc for one year. please.
#i feel like im going to strangle someone sometimes. you get a car you get a years' rent for a house you get a pc#while im struggling to pay for a wheelchair so i can move without being in agony. im debating if it's worth it ruining my life for years#with debt to have the ability to Move again and you're getting gifts worth more than half the used wheelchairs im looking at#i can be a bit salty. we haven't had gifts for anyone but my baby cousin since I understood the concept of poverty enough that my family#could explain why i dont get a gift that year. on my 16th driving lessons Were the gift.#people shit on chanukah because theyre antisemites and weird but. chanukah is about food and celebration and doesnt do this shit#idk. im just a bit upset. im gonna get dragged out to poland again in january and I don't wanna go without a chair because lodzi is huge#and my grandma sucks and i was hoping i'd get a chair by then and. im going to hang istg bro#delete later#< for the tags. the post can stay
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#lauren rambles#I woke up with the urge and craving for opening a new discord server#cause I have so many new mooties and pals I wanna connect with more#but I don't know if I have it in me again to do another server#it's been 3 years since Mel and Nykita and I had smut pile#and thinking of a new server makes me think of Nykita and miss her so fucking much#the day she passed I knew running a server just wouldn't be the same again#but I'm wondering if maybe maybe I do have it in me to really move on and start a new space again#ive had these thoughts all morning and writing them out makes me feel good and silly and I just#I dunno#would anyone even be interested? is Tumblr too different now than it was?#am I just the old lady on the corner screaming into the void now?#anyways if you somehow made it down here sorry for pulling you into my brain for a bit
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Quick and dirty script for automated booping
This will only work on desktop browsers. Sorry mobile users, you will have to find some other way to automate your boops. May I suggest you try a macros app?
Navigate to your target in a new tab, it has to be the dashboard view of their blog to work. For instance, I am https://www.tumblr.com/alectoperdita
2. Open your browser's developer console. On Windows, the shortcut is usually Ctrl+Shift+I.
3. Go to the "Console" tab.
4. Paste the following into the entry field at the bottom and hit "Enter"
// time in milliseconds, so 1000 = 1 second, change below to go faster or slower, do not suggest using less than 500 because tumblr might throttle you let time = 30000; const boopBtn = document.querySelector('button[title="Boop"]'); setInterval(function() { boopBtn.click(); const confirmBoop = document.querySelector('button.coRbX.cYyad.TRX6J'); setTimeout( function() { confirmBoop.click(); }, 200); }, time+200);
As long as you stay on the page, it will automate boops for you every 30 seconds. To adjust the frequency of boops, change the number for time. I seriously do not recommend going faster than 500 milliseconds/0.5 second.
You will know it's working because you will see the UI go to the confirm boop overlay and it will automatically confirm. Then it will keep repeating.
To stop spamming boops, simply refresh or close the page/tab.
THERE IS NO TIMEOUT IN THIS SCRIPT. IT WILL LITERALLY KEEP GOING UNTIL YOU CLOSE YOUR BROWSER OR CRASH IF YOU DON'T STOP IT YOURSELF. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!! I TOLD YOU THIS WAS QUICK AND DIRTY.
#i tried to automate super boops too but the mouseenter/mouseover event is not enough#and i don't wanna bother with programmatically moving the mouse itself because i'm lazy#maybe i'll try again later#leave a reply if you want to be spammed so you can get max out counters
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Today was an absolute dumpster fire at home. I can't wait for my roommate's ex to move out after what happened today holy shit...
I don't have many people on my shit list, but after today, she's definitely on there. The audacity of her saying some of the shit she said to me-
I wish I could go back to NYC and stay with my parents for a month or two and visit homies... but I don't want to give her that power.
#rii vents#I'm beyond frustrated#today was absolute dogwater#can't wait for this stupid bitch to move out#I'm tired of walking on eggshells and not having the space to adult#then she had the audacity to try and apologize to me after everything she said today#ON TOP of making cutting and snide remarks not even 5 mins before apologizing-#I'm normally not that assertive but I told her ass “I don't think you're actually sorry”#So fucking tired of this dumb bitch#everyone who's aware of the situation even agreed that it was fucking bully and violent behavior#I know I'm no saint but talk to me again like that and tell me that I'm self-centered and that I don't care about you#I'll make sure you know what me not caring about someone looks like#cuz that shit is NOT pretty#and blaming me for the reason you and my roommate broke up and you wanting to move out??? alright#holy fuck I'm so sorry I'm just so fucking pissed#there has been NO reprieve today#I just wanna chill and play ZZZ and stop being angry for 10 minutes. please-
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the concept of modern relationships and marriage truly is so miserable (i'm primarily speaking about straight marriages) like my parents keep badgering me about marriage and every time i relent and talk to them abt it, im like haha no thank you <3
it's just all tradwife this and provider mindset that and if you're a woman and want to be financially independent, it's a red flag (have read this word for word) and you're getting too old and then no good men will want you and and and
and it makes me so sick like what are we doing here!!!!!!! like it really feels like we as a society took one step forward and are barreling 10 steps backwards regarding gender roles and expectations
#luna.txt#im so...... fed up of the marriage discussion im like i wanna move out of here sooner or later just so i don't have to talk about it again#like i was always scared of marriage as a whole cause so many men are two faced and hate women (whether secretly or publicly)#i mean just look at the whole justin baldoni shit thats been going on its so sickening#ill probs delete this later but..... its just how are so many people so deep in the hole with like believing women should just be at home#and not say anything and vice versa#like............. god
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ARE YOU AND COWORKER DATING?! 👀 👀
Ahdkakskal perchance yes
#not snz#idk how it all happened so fast but it did#like i was here thinking I'd be hopelessly pining until i moved on#but no that's mine now 😌#thank god one of us can communicate honestly bc this never would've happened otherwise lmao#also i didn't realize how much i like being touched ahdjaksl like I've always been pretty touch adverse#but i like when he holds my hand or puts his arm around my shoulder#like he's warm and i feel like he's safe#but also I'm afraid this is just gonna end badly bc i have ✨ trauma ✨ he doesn't know about that might make him hate me#so there's that#so idk when to bring all that up in case it's a deal breaker but i don't particularly wanna talk about any of it#so I'm just gonna stress about that now lmao but other than that I'm just 🥰#once again i wanna squish his face a little bit lmao#partner posting
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So, I was throwing the trash out yesterday, and as I was entering the building, someone was behind me, also trying to get in, and I looked to see, and it was a woman in a buzzcut. She's insanely hot. She said 'hi, hi' in a very friendly way, and I was just, stumped, shocked, unready, so my brain just went blank and I ran away to my apartment.
The next morning I'm watering my plants on my balcony, at 6am, and the same woman with a buzzcut comes out of the building and, she's also throwing out the trash now. I'm staring at her with my mouth open, because she's the most attractive woman I'd seen in real life, and she turns around and looks directly at me, at which point I escape indoors. But then I'm also like, wait, I can grab my glasses so I can take a better look and I'll just hide behind the curtain, you know like a creepy person would, and I grab my glasses, and plaster my face to the curtain and she's staring at me, right through the curtain, like her gaze never went away from the place I escaped from.
My face turned red and I escaped, again, ashamed of my stalking attempt. If she's throwing out the trash in the morning then maybe she moved into the building? If that's the case I want to have an interaction with her, but I'm also not used to people looking that attractive so i don't know how to not have my brain melt whenever I see her. Is there a way to act normal and also not give in to the urge to escape on sight? Also is it fair from me to assume she might be into women just because she has a buzzcut? She does look incredibly incredibly attractive.
#she looks like she's my age or slightly older maybe#i don't wanna be weird i wanna know if there's another wlw in the building#help me i am going to keep running away or say something stupid#maybe she didn't even move in#maybe she just sneaked in there to kill someone and i caught her disposing the body#so thats why she kept staring after me#i need to be disposed of now#well then i might see her again i guess
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