#i don't remember what site i watched it on tho so i haven't found it again

[nexus-nebulae]

thinking abt this one anime i watched where the entire time i was kind of uninterested bc of the absolute lack of breaks any of the characters get (constant conflict gets dull) but then the intro played and i was like FUCK YEAH OK I'M INTO IT and then i watched like half of the first season never underestimate the power of a coolass intro

[marlinspirkhall]

marlin what’s your ranking of Star Trek shows!! Ive only seen 3 so I’m curious which ones you’ve liked

It's star trek, I will enjoy all of it, but that said:

Favourites:

Disco, TOS, Prodigy, Voyager (esp. S5-onwards, I need to rewatch the first few seasons tbh*)

Seen it:

TNG (has lots of moments and characters I loved, but makes a lot of baffling decisions especially wrt Troi*), TAS (I love it and everyone should watch it)

Enjoying but not finished:

DS9 (Up to s6, haven't seen the finale yet because I don't want to watch [s6 finale spoilers])- DS9 has some of my favourite cast and characters but that's part of the reason I was having so much difficulty finishing it bc I love it too much and don't want it to end if that makes sense.

LWD & SNW (seen a few episodes of each but I don't have PP+. Really enjoyed what I have seen of them though)

Not Seen Yet:

ENT (your day will come Hoshi, sorry about ur coworkers tho), PIC (your day will never come)

I haven't seen S4/5 of Disco, any of the TNG movies or the final 2 TOS movies yet. I know I'll enjoy the rest of Disco when I get to it, but I was watching it on Netflix before they took it off the site.

The Unreleased Section-31 Show/Movie: I will be seated. The cinema staff are scared and telling me to leave because it's "streaming release only", but I am simply too seated.

The Unreleased Starfleet Academy series: I can take it or leave it.

TL;DR: I love Starred Trek o7

*SA mention under the cut

There's a TNG episode which is titled "Violations" and it's not the only instance of Troi being put through "mind rape" situations. (Riker also goes through this too and I guess Picard to some extent. I've also heard that they repeat this trend with Troi in one of the TNG movies.)

There's also a Voyager episode with Seven which I found incredibly triggering for similar reasons, and I couldn't get past that episode in my initial Voyager rewatch at all. There are other instances in Voyager which I found difficult to watch so be wary of that going in. It's a really great series in its entirety and I remember once I got to season 5 I absolutely sailed through the rest of the episodes. I wouldn't recommend starting from season 5 because the context of all the previous seasons really does make it better. Voyager also feels like it's intentionally trying to make you uncomfortable with these stories whereas TNG is sometimes playing it for laughs (usually when Riker is going through the horrors).

[madfantasy]

Dear Blogging

Hello my dears, how have you been?

I'm doing alright. The repairs are finished and I got to sleep on my bed again, retuning to the same— ya know; staying up till dawn to draw. All that work maybe worth it someday but for now I'm not having enough food in my system because of it, even tho I'm used to eating as little as possible— the light-headedness dries up my productivity and brain powers..

▪️Maybe it was a cause that I haven't been all hot pursuing my artistic thrive. Usually looking into the undiscovered section of dA for inspiration helps but now idk where they put it now that they update everythin, but I can't handle it. I came across this tag on twitter that was, I suppose the idea was to find the lesser known artists and whatnot. It's a lovely gesture, but we all know how social media tends to work— in highlighting the big boys. I began to see a pattern over and over, what caught the biggest numbers were realistic, cute, themed, anime and cartoony styles. I know I shouldn't do so, but I compared mine to them and it felt my style is non of anything, just so bizarre it can't fit even tho it's still just.. idk.. art? And I considered maybe because it's unusual, while still not bearing any gigantic differentiations, it's not in the comfort zone. So, I assume that's why it's not likely to get rebloged.. as far as the normal chances of rebloging goes on this site. And putting up the banner to encourage it and promote myself seemed— I can't even say if its helping me.

But I've found my muse again, with the help of my precious friends, bless your hearts with all of their desires, you guys are all the goodness causers to me throughout these times, honestly

I got re-energized, began watching 3D pen artists and some of old electronics restorations magic that makes me marvel at the beauty of the sophisticated mind and the delivering hands of creation:

https://youtu.be/6DTqZHvLVxg

(Loved this one specially cuz I always opened up my controllers as a kid— to clean them heh)

https://youtu.be/WEqENsot7Nc

(I adore his sense of humour)

▪️I've also found the most realistic pencil brush ever that made me burst with spastic sketching energy, I love it so much it felt I returned to my pencil loving origins!

Here it is if you like to indulge:

https://assets.clip-studio.com/en-us/detail?id=1740419

( my mood :https://youtu.be/FEWi3l1ghD4 hold my hand! 🔥cuz i cant dace anyway lo)

I've also watched a forgotten adoration of my siblings and I. Doodled those penguins as if I suddenly knew how to draw bird, hehe. (Thank u for who noted that to me, you gratify me to the moon )

▪️My baby sib even made plushy with the help of my other siblings (she likes Private~):

I remembered how we always said they are cute version of us, joked how their shiny adorable backs are exactly how wearing abayas would look and whatever.

I'm excited to start on doing more art. And regained my desire of having an iPad pro, all of its qualities capture me and I'd love to feel it advancement. My current tablet is getting a bit skin curling-ly uncomfortable— scratchy.

▪️They opened up Amazon here and I thought to check it— as usual in ks a the prices are through the roof, let's say the same device originally cost around 999$ (without the pencil) on usa Amazon which is roughly 3746 R. Here it is locally, idk if the sale applied to it or not but I wish to have it before it ends because if it cost 10k without it, I'd rather buy a junk car. (Well not really, but the thought is appealing, heh)

But seriously, I don't know how it's possible, specially that everything I earn get majorly spent on bills when I choose to withdraw it from PayPal.. (actually just gave my savings for the next month to them today) and no, my plan to get my own bank account failed because even the employer whom suppose to know what's wrong with my registration files couldn't help me, after all these weeks of waiting..

But I'm still hopeful

Oh and the festival coming soon. Is on the 31th, I think.. I wonder if people would be allowed to gift meat. Anyway~

🌟I hope the coming days be kind to you my dears. Wish you all the best, may you be blessed in each step you take, and be kept away from harm.

And good luck in your pursues.. finals.. to be heard.. to be accepted.. to be normalised.. daily chores and struggles.. you are worthy, precious and strong and I hold hope and faith in you all 💛🙏

Stay safe

23.7.2020

[sungwanns]

oh wow your fashion sense is like hyuna's?? dude that is so cool! speaking as someone who still dresses like a very lazy emo kid from 2014 so i don't think i can borrow han's clothes even though i'd probably fit them HAHA, that sounds amazing! HAHAHA YES THO pls let us see seungmin in outfits like that! i'm imagining him with all the skin exposure, crazy hair color, and maybe some dangerous-looking boots...i think we'd all lose our minds

HAH true - they need felix for the good stuff! i'd love to taste his cookies/brownies too, and i think i found the recipes for them online but...i can't bake (;・∀・) do you enjoy cooking/baking? ahh and good idea limiting your main merch purchases to just two groups - i can't imagine having...16+ (yes i counted everything you listed) seasons greetings. i like how the groups you like have a ton of variety - do you listen to/follow other artists outside of kpop?

aww you must be too tired to dream of them ( ;∀;) i feel like i have chan's insomnia problems - no matter how tired i am, i never fall asleep quickly i should just move into 3RACHA and hyunjin's dorm since we're all up at 4 AM anyway

ahh thank you - i'm not entirely sure what having libra as my rising sign says about me (besides what the site mentioned) but i'm glad it's good! ♥ okay that's very impressive that you know their moon signs, and that's adorable you and han share the same one! ooh now i'm curious what chan's birth time implies about his personality (≧▽≦)

oh don't worry about replying late - i'm guilty of this as well (case in point, this reply LOL). ahh amigurumi tho!! that's so cute! what animals/creatures have you already made skzoo maybe?? ah, and the hat i made for myself is red (i think i made it for a cosplay? i don't remember anymore). i made it years ago and it's miraculously still alive/i still use it (*´з`) i can't really make stuff like cardigans so hats (heh) off to you! and same - i need youtube as my background when i do anything. when i make graphics, i tend to put a long documentary for background noise or i listen to the same song over and over again. what do you usually listen to when you draw, or do you not listen to anything?

...okay i feel attacked. i'm the same way about my dramas HAHAHA i still haven't watched the last ep of hotel del luna and when i do finish something, i tend to repeat episodes just because i can't let go yet - i did it with hana yori dango/boys over flowers and itazura na kiss/mischevious kiss (you can tell i love my cheesy dramas hahaha). can i just say that you watching one piece just because it's the longest anime ever is kind of amazing? i hope you have time to catch up watching during your winter break!

YES WE NEED A SKZPLAYER COMPILATION as if we haven't given enough money to JYPE yet HAHALKjsdfljk man hyunjuly (proof our birth month is the best HAHAHA) seems so long ago...i almost gave myself a headache yesterday just because i couldn't believe kingdom was just this year. too much has happened! what's your favorite kingdom stage, btw?

oohh the color you picked for the color i give off is really pretty - thank you! i like how it would go great with green (my favorite color), though thinking about it now, that'd make an eggplant (≧▽≦)

ah artist problems. since you use an easel, does that mean you paint too? or you just use that for drawing? also i hope you get a stool or something - standing in the same spot for 3 hours already sucks if you do it for just one day. ooohh zoro changbin tho...okay i'll hunt this down in your blog! now i want to see skz as all the straw hats why am i thinking of hyunjin or minho as nami so i'm manifesting that you get more free time to draw for yourself/for fun more!

HAH okay i find it kinda cool that our favorite albums are really close to each other in release, then we both have noeasy in common !(^^)! you're right tho - their comebacks just keep getting better and better! i'm happy that they're finally getting recognition for them too with all the awards and music show wins. also i'm still amused that christmas evel got a win despite no promotions

awww YESSS their outfits were on point for MAMA! 3RACHA killed it as usual and then there's seungmin's rockstar moment smashing that guitar (≧▽≦) i feel like i need to ask this to everyone i talk about MAMA to, but what did you think of the collaboration intro stage?

- your secret santa ^^

Oh thank you!! I like wearing things that other people don’t haha i think having to wear a uniform for schools from kindergarten through high school gave me an individuality complex LMAO but i know your fashion is great too!! oh my gosh that would be amazing!! Let’s switch styles for a day Min…

Omg so would i!!! I bet he puts so much love and effort into them that you can just taste the love <<3 But i do enjoy baking!! I spent all yesterday making christmas cookies it was a lot of fun!! but my phone is still all dirty from it haha i need to wipe it off!! But thank you haha!! I like all kinds of music and i swear im always getting into a new group😭 xdinary heroes im looking at you but yes i do!! let’s see i really like 5sos, conan gray, i listened to taylor swift growing up so she’s really nostalgic for me ik there’s a mixed consensus on her, one ok rock! i like american girls, start again, & wasted nights by them!!, i like simple plan too haha i’m sure there’s more i cant think of at the moment!!

maybe that’s it im always tired haha ah!! but im sorry to hear that :( but yes totally you could have some of the best conversations with 3racha at 3am im sure of it haha

well libra is ruled by venus so libra risings are known for nice symmetrical faces and well really just being pretty HAHA oh and thank you!! haha what can i say i like to learn about my boys! but knowing chan’s birth time makes him a gemini rising if i remember correctly!!

Oh you didn’t take long at all to respond haha!! ive been so busy finishing up presents and making cookies i just keep losing track of time!! Oh but ive made a bunch of stuff from like a huge jellyfish to a tiny little luffy!! I haven’t made any skzoo but ive been planning on it!! I really wanna make one of those pillows where it’s just the skzoo character’s head but i keep putting it off bc i can’t decide which one i want to start with!!😭 Oh i bet your hat is so cute!! but when im drawing i usually just listen to some music or a podcast!! I really like “This paranormal life” I love paranormal stuff but the hosts crack me up and it’s definitely more comedy based than anything!!

I do the same thing HAHA my brother always makes fun of me for rewatching shows but i just can’t let them go especially when they were already really long ones that i finished… cough supernatural cough… cheesy dramas are great though!! And please youre so sweet??? MWAH MWAH

Right HAHA like we’ve given them sm money but i would give them sm more for the skz players!! And omg it does!! It was so iconic but it feels so long ago and im so rusty with kingdom content 😭 i would probably have to rewatch some of them to get a refresher!!

Yay!! I’m glad you liked it!!! Oh i love green too it’s such a pretty color!! do you have a favorite shade of green? Or like light greens vs dark greens?

I only took drawing classes so i only used the easels for drawing!! they offer painting classes but i didn’t take any!! I’ve tried painting a little bit but i can tend to be a little impatient haha it’s hard for me to wait for the layers to dry!! omg glances at nami figure on my shelf Nami and Usopp are like my favs theyre so funny together!! minho would make an amazing nami!! they have that same sass and like fear element to them seungmin could work too when he’s roasting the other skz members LMAO and hyunjin is also great bc her and usopp are so dramatic when they get scared!! Nami’s birthday is also in july we really are the best!😌

They really do keep getting better! like every comeback im like this is it!! it can’t get better than this!! and then it does!! but i feel the same way!! Like im so glad they’re getting so much love now they deserve it for all their hard work!! omg me too!! like i remember when they got their first win and now they get them for non promoted songs i’m so proud of them :((

Stray kids’ stylist is always doing so well like thank you for constantly serving fits!! yes and seungmin!! And i love how he like jumped into those back up dancers like he was crowd surfing too!! Oh and i loved the intro!! my multi heart loves any collab stages like that!! I would’ve died if they had danced more with each other but i totally get it and i’ll take what i can get!!

Also!! I think your manifestations are working bc i pulled jisung in my christmas evel album!! I was so excited i never really pull him so thank you for your help haha!! :DD