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warning: angst, fluff, resolution of feelings yay, kissing, a lot of smut, p in v sex, not proofread!!!!, age gap (think 28 and 49), horribly incorrect medical terminology, made up lore about jack's former wife.
summary: after finally snapping at jack, he does something he'd never done before: he grovels. finally allowing himself to let someone in, he chases after you in hopes of doing things right this time around.
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part 1
only a few days passed after that last, unfortunate, encounter with you before another harsh day made its way to the ER.
jack couldnt help but worry about you on the harder days at the job. you'd gotten to know each other well enough for you to know each other's coping mechanisms. you knew about his therapy, about his habit of coming in to work when sleep couldn't find him. and in turn, he knew of your loneliness, of your inability to decompartmentalize your emotions after a particularly difficult shift.
this worried him as soon as a massive casualty hit the ER. it had been a car crash. a blunder involving a drunk driver and a truck packed with a family of six. only one survivor — a six year old little girl. it had taken the entire day, with tireless attempts at saving the family, at saving the drunk driver and his passenger, but it was all futile.
you worked along each other, ignoring any issues between you as you attempted to save a young 12 year old boy with head trauma. it was grueling, an impossible case to deal with. and it all proved useless, resulting in the outcome jack saw coming within an hour of working the case. but he continued upon your insistence, realizing you were crashing out and wanting to be there to catch you.
after it was all said and done, he trailed after you, watching from afar just in case. he wanted to ensure you were fine, even if it was from a distance.
it was a selfish need, but he seemingly couldn't help his selfishness when it came to you.
it was surprising to him when you accepted princess' invitation to join the crew in some after-work drinks at the park. it meant he no longer had to keep his distance. it meant he could at least save himself from worrying about your mental state as you went home alone, that he could make sure you could decompress before heading home.
and so now he sat there, beer in hand as he actively avoided looking your way.
he didn't want to be obvious, didn't want to make you uncomfortable or like he kept you under close watch. he had already been scared that you'd leave as soon as you realized he was tagging along. so he wanted to keep his distance, or to at least make you think that he was.
one by one, people began leaving, all while you stood there, mostly quietly nodding along to people's jokes and commentary about the hard day.
in the end, it was only you, jack, robby, and collins left. the more people that left, the harder it was for jack to not zero in on you, to not want to go up to you and grovel, to take the chance that you were finally in his vicinity to make things up with you.
robby — a smart man — and collins — an even smarter woman — took his silent pleas into consideration, eyeing each other before getting up from the bench they were sharing with jack. collins went to give you a quick hug as a goodbye, insisting you take her seat on the bench. knowing you'd hesitate, she guided you despite your lighthearted objections.
robby was the last to say goodbye, offering his friend a subtle nod in encouragement before leaving you on your own.
the silence was heavy, creating warmth in the otherwise chilly atmosphere of the park.
jack remained silent for a few moments, still facing forward as he sipped at his beer.
"kid," he broke the silence, giving you space to speak.
"can we ... can we not talk? i just, i don't know if i can handle talking to you right now," your voice was broken as you said it.
it made jack's heart clench, in pain at the fact that today's events weren't the only reason why you were hurting. it was because of him too.
his body turned to yours on the bench, finding you shelled off, shrinking into yourself as your legs pressed together and you looked down at your lap. it took him a moment to realize you were crying, small sniffles leaving you before a sob escaped your lips.
"fuck, kid ... c'mere," he grabbed his leg off the bench, scooting to your side and wrapping his arm around you.
surprisingly to him, you leaned in, allowing yourself to nuzzle into his chest while he pressed kisses against your hair, humming in a comforting manner as he remained pressed into your hair.
"i- i don't-"
"you don't gotta say anything. just stay here," he reassured, "i'm here, kid. i'm always here."
you stayed silent for a beat or two, "are you, jack? because it really hasn't felt like it lately," you pulled away just enough to look up into his eyes, finding them glassy just like yours.
his gaze averted, swallowing as he attempted not to let the shame show in his features. thing was, you had a point. jack was very well aware of how hot and cold he'd been with you, how little explanation he'd given you for it.
and though he'd been trying to make up for it, he had felt too ashamed to even try and be assertive about it all. communication, something he valued incredibly (specially after all those visits to his therapist), had failed him any time he tried to let himself get closer to you. he felt like a hypocrite telling robby all about therapy and letting himself be vulnerable, all while he did anything but.
truth was, it had been a very long time since he'd felt like this. it had been twelve years since the passing of his wife, an event that had altered his life beyond belief. it had only been a year since he'd stopped wearing the ring to work, advice given with some hesitation by both his therapist and robby. something about needing to move on, to stop being stuck in the past.
it didn't prove useful for a while. it certainly opened up doors for women flirting with him any time he found himself at a bar or outing with his coworkers, but he never really engaged with it, not feeling quite ready for it.
but then he met you.
the effect of meeting you had been almost immediate, he just hadn't realized it until later. and it was this realization that led to him ruining everything.
he cared about you far too much far too quickly. when he finally came to realize it, he knew he was in too deep and completely unprepared for his feelings. attempting to bring it up during therapy had been futile, as he had already made up his mind to let you go, to keep you at an arm's length even if it ended up hurting you both in the process.
you were too young, too new, too polished — and that was completely ignoring the fact that you were his subordinate. being with him would mean dirtying you up with all his issues, forcing all of his trauma on you, showing you the ugly parts of himself that had not seen the surface since his wife had passed. and even then, he'd only gotten worse with time, even more closed off. even his wife wouldnt have been able to handle the dark cloud constantly hanging over his head.
he kept it hidden. he told jokes, encouraged students, was there for his friends, but beneath the surface was too much for him to unravel in front of you.
but pushing you away clearly hadn't been the solution.
because now he found himself even more miserable than before. and even worse, he found you destroyed by his actions, crying as he held on to you late at night on a public park.
"i'm here, kid. i'm always here, you know that," he finally answered your question, pulling you even closer, perhaps more for his own sanity than yours.
you continued looking at him, a knot in your brows and a pouty lip sticking out, giving him the look of a petulant child.
"you can't do this, jack," you shook your head, correcting yourself, "i mean, doctor abbot. sorry, force of habit."
he shook his head slowly in return, lifting up a hand to your cheek and making you turn to him, "hey, it's jack to you, okay? none of that formality bullshit."
you scoffed, "how- how am i supposed to read you, jack? how do i know when you're doctor abbot to me or when you're jack? i'm ... i'm so tired of this. i don't think i can do this anymore," you paused, scooting back slightly so you could look at him better. you swallowed and looked away for a brief moment, as if you needed to build up the courage for what you were going to say next, "i applied at a hospital next town over to continue my rotation there. they, uhm, they called me yesterday. i just need to sign the papers and then-"
"what?"
he turned serious, harshly grabbing his prosthetic off the floor and putting it on before standing up with conviction. chuckling with bitterness, he ran his hand down his face, turning to you as he paced in front of the bench you'd been sitting on.
"you're, what, you're leaving? its- it's that easy for you?"
then you turned serious, anger invading your features before you got up and stood in front of him, chin tilted upwards as you spoke.
"easy? you think this shit is easy for me? i've been here for almost a year. i love everyone here, but you- god, you're driving me fucking insane. what do you even want from me?," you ranted, hands flying up and down as you spoke with conviction, "first you teach me, you take me under your wing, you treat me as your favorite, and you- you make me think that maybe you might even like me" you paused, looking away for a second with insecurity behind your eyes, "but you were too much of a coward to admit it to yourself and decide to shun me instead? you push me away, refuse to teach me, fuck, you acted like you hated me — no, but here's the kicker! when i do the same in return, that's when you decide to switch it back up on me? what am i supposed to do with that, jack? i can't deal with this anymore, i can't-"
jack had heard enough. truly, he had heard enough five seconds into your rant, but he'd never seen you speak with such emotion. he knew you needed this, to get all your anger for him out of your system so you could complete the cycle of emotions you were going through because of him.
it was just that he needed to get something out of his system too.
taking two determined steps towards you, his hands went up to your cheeks, engulfing almost the entirety of your face in between them before pulling you towards him.
kissing you had been the most decisive thing he'd done since meeting you. no overthinking, no faltering, just doing what he'd been too ashamed of even picturing for the past months in which he'd known you.
the kiss turned intense almost immediately, invading his every sense as he coaxed your lips open with his tongue before slipping it inside. you sighed, finally allowing him to feel your hands on him when you brought them up tot he back of his head, toying and pulling at his hair any time he'd suck on your tongue.
the sounds you released against his lips had him breathing in deep, almost as if buffering at the effect you had on him. his hands came down to your lower back, pulling you against his body, ensuring no space would be left between you.
admittedly, jack was not expecting you to pull away within mere moments of what he would've called a life-changing kiss. his lips chased yours for a few seconds before realizing what was happening, opening his eyes to find your eyes on his.
"n-no, jack! i can't do this, i can't just- i need something better than this. i deserve better," you reprimanded, but you didn't pull away. you stayed in his hold, with your hands now lying on his chest.
jack took a deep breath, giving himself a moment to enjoy the light breeze around you before zeroing in on your eyes. it was imperative to him to always look you in the eyes, to have his entire focus on you as he spoke to you.
"you're right. you deserve better," his hands went up and down your back in a comforting manner, "and i'll give you better. i'll give you anything you want."
"how am i supposed to believe that?"
you looked away, staring down at your feet due to the intensity of his gaze, but he wasn't having it. his hand went up to your chin, encompassing it between his thumb and his index finger as he lifted up your chin so you'd face him again.
"hey- hey, eyes on me. i- i cant explain what i feel for you, okay? i've been a fucking idiot, and i know i don't deserve another chance, but i do care about you. more than i can even understand," he began, not once leaving your eyes, "i did this all wrong. i didn't want you wasting your life with an old man like me, with someone who doesn't even know how to love anymore," his hand went up to trace your cheek with his thumb, "but i was wrong. and if you let me, i'll prove it all to you. what do you say, kid? will you give me another chance?", he practically pleaded, taking a deep breath before speaking again, "i love you, kid. i need you to at least know that."
you stayed silent for a few moments, scaring the fuck out of jack as you did so, but then you looked back up to him with a smile.
"you know, if we're gonna do this, maybe it's time you stop calling me kid, you old man," you nodded at him.
in disbelief, he laughed, shaking his head at you, "yeah? that's all you got out of this?," he laughed unlike he usually did, with jubilation that was unfamiliar to him, "hmm, how about 'baby,' then? huh? or 'honey'? 'sweetheart'? you gotta give me ideas here, kid. i don't know what the youth's saying nowadays."
laughing along with him, you nudged him in faux annoyance, "stop talking like that, you're not 70!"
he interrupted your teasing by burying his face in your neck, kissing it lightly a few times before reaching your lips, shutting up your laughter with his tongue in your mouth.
you fell into the kiss easily, moaning into his mouth when he deepened it and pulling him closer by twisting your fingers in his hair.
"hmm," you hummed when you pulled away, "i love you too, by the way. in case that wasn't completely obvious by now."
"i think i might need some proof, kid," he teased.
rolling your eyes, you scoffed, "again with the kid-"
but he interrupted you again with another kiss, this time heavier, this time more lustful. his hands traced your jaw, holding it in place so he could explore your mouth as he pleased.
your reaction to his touch, to his kiss, were nothing but euphoric to jack. you melted into him, humming and sighing at every swipe of his tongue against yours. jack pulled you closer by your hips, causing an incidental grace of your hips with one another. this pulled a groan from jack, who was already beginning to harden and knew he was a gone man upon the very first touch of lips.
"kid, i-"
"take me home, jack," you sighed, eyes closed and lips scraping by his own, not allowing him an answer before your tongue snuck out and licked at his top lip, sucking it lightly afterwards.
jack lost his sanity then, but he was fortunately well trained for such moments. he had a soldier's ability to remain stoic whenever necessary.
but the military didn't train him for how to deal with you.
so he caved.
"are you sure?", he tried to keep his composure, to think reasonably for the two of you.
your lips went south, reaching his jaw and then his neck as you kissed and sucked at it, moaning into his skin as if you were the receiver of the pleasure.
"please, jack," you reached his ear then, teeth scrapping his lobe, "i've been waiting for so long."
for the first time in more years than he could count, jack shuddered, a heavy exhale leaving him at your tongue suddenly licking at the shell of his ear. his hands gripped your hips, pushing you up against the hardness between you as he groaned.
"you want to kill me," he huffed, giving in.
"take me home so i can finish the job," you continued, relentless in ruining him.
he nodded, breathless, utilizing herculean effort to separate himself from you and grabbing your hand, leading you in the direction of his car parked a couple blocks away.
once in the car, you didn't want to keep your hands off him, pulling him in for another kiss before he could even fasten his seatbelt.
"you're going to make us end back at the ER, honey," he grumbled between kisses, hand on your wrist as you pulled his head towards you.
"fine, i'll calm down," you sighed dramatically as you pulled away (much to jack's hypocritical dismay)
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"you know, i always pegged you as someone a someone a little more shy," jack attempted to speak as you pushed him up against the wall of his apartment.
"yeah? you feel i'm taking advantage of you, doc?", you jested back, a cheshire cat smile on your slips as you had your way with him.
jack's hands remained on your waist, pulling you close while you peppered kisses down the length of his neck. they reached under your scrub top, feeling the warm skin at the dip of your back, groaning at the softness found there.
"take as much advantage as you want," he hummed after a few moments of silence, just taking in every touch you blessed him with.
your mouth creeped north reaching his ear, hands now under his shirt and tracing at the skin of his abdomen. breathing against his ear, you kissed it, whispering into it, "but what if i want you to take advantage of me?"
"fuck, kid ... you're going to kill me," but despite his words, his hands wrapped around you, nudging you up so you could wrap your legs around his waist.
it was a bit of a messy trek, but you made it to his bed in one piece, being settled down on it with gentleness. refusing to let jack get too far from you, your legs remained around him as he threw off his shirt, hastening in removing his prosthetic, shoes, pants, and leaving only his boxers on. he watched you intensely as he undressed, all while you made sex eyes at him, biting your lip and swallowing at every new sliver of skin uncovered.
"you look like you want to eat me," he chuckled, climbing the bed and kneeling on top of you, using his hands to lift himself up above you.
"there's a lot of things i want to do to you," you sighed back, lifting your head so you could steal a kiss, pulling him down by grabbing the back of his neck.
desperate for more, your legs fully wrapped around his back, pulling him down so your middles could connect. this earned a groan directly into your mouth along with a whine of your own. luckily jack took the hint, beginning to gyrate his hips against your own, giving you the desired friction despite your scrub pants and his boxers being in the way.
"oh, god, jack ..." you sighed, mouth open and allowing jack access to suck your tongue.
your hands became antsy, scratching at his back in anguish at the pressure you were craving in your stomach. meanwhile, his own hands slipped under your shirt once more, hesitant in pulling it up before you aided him in the act, lifting yourself up a bit in order to throw it off.
under it, he found a lacy bra, baby pink and contrasting against your skin perfectly. it was comfy, not too much, but it had a cute little bow in the middle, giving jack whiplash as he stared down at you dumbfounded.
"fuck, kid," he shook his head in disbelief, "i dont know if i can handle you," his lips lowered, kissing at your collarbones, dragging his kisses to your sternum and ending up at the top of your breasts.
"what, old man, you're gonna tell me you're out of practice?", you teased as you reached behind you to pull your bra off, making jack freeze against your chest for a second before allowing himself to look at your nude upper half.
"you're a fucking dream, kid," he huffed, voice in a complete state of incredulity. he then leaned down again, kissing at your breasts, licking and biting and sucking, taking in every moan that left your lips while his hips took on a slow and steady pace as they ground into yours, "don't even know where to start with you."
"just fuck me," you cried, pulling his head back up to your lips, "i want you so bad, jack."
he groaned at this, but even more so when he felt your hand reach down to his boxers, one hand slipping inside and gripping his dick while the other scratched at the hem, pulling down the fabric.
"you sure, baby?" he had to check one last time, though he knew he wouldnt be able to take it if you made him stop now. he had never felt this needy, like he'd die if he didnt get more of you.
you nodded with desperation, furrowed brows and pleading eyes staring up at him in a ruinous manner.
shuffling so you could remove your scrub pants and panties from under him, you finally ended up fully nude and ready, gasping when you felt his fingers run through the wetness between your legs.
jack grabbed at himself, positioning his dick right against your cunt and finally pushing in with a heavy grown.
dropping his head against your neck, he took a deep breath, groaning at the feeling of finally entering you.
"jack ... fuck, jack, you feel so good," you were delirious as you said it, nails already running down his back.
in the meantime, jack was in heaven. he hadnt felt so lightheaded in years. your mere touch already had his heart going a mile a minute and his brain turning off, but the feeling of you like this — warm, wet, welcoming — made every bit of misery in his life become worth it.
"fucking perfect ... that's it, baby, take it for me," he began moving, hips creating that slamming sound of skin that he'd grown so unfamiliar with.
the man above you lost himself in the pleasure, grunting in tandem with every thrust and wrapping his arms around your waist to pull you as close to him as possible, breathing in the natural scent of your skin.
and even though the pleasure was unimaginable, jack simply wanted more, wanted to have you louder, more broken for him. he'd always been a bit of an overachiever, after all.
softly, he pulled out, shushing you when you whined at the separation and getting you on your hands and knees. his hands massaged the skin of your hips, dipping your back lower so you'd arch it even more for him and groaning at the sight.
"look at you ..." he mumbled almost to himself.
then he entered you again, now deeper, heavier, adding more pressure to your belly and making you immediately wail at the feeling. that's when jack truly lost himself. completely drunk on the feeling, jack hammered into you, huffing and puffing at the overexertion of energy he was currently displaying.
"i'm gonna cum, jack, shit ..." you said with an uncharted desperation, only making jack speed up, knowing that the moment you came, he was gone.
and he'd been right. as soon as your climax took over you, you pulled him right down with you, forcing him to spill inside you without the ability to even warn you. you'd taken him by surprise as per usual.
there were, once more, complaints from you when he finally pulled out of you, leaving the warmth of your skin to clean himself up and wipe up any of his remains that spilled out of you. he just tutted at you, but still hurried himself up so he could finally lay down with you, have that intimacy he'd craved from you since day one.
side by side, jack felt offended by any amount of distance, pulling you as close as possible while his hands traced at the curve of your hips, grabbing your leg and throwing him over his waist so any distance would be eliminated. your hands played with his chest, fingers tracing figures at the expanse of it while you smiled shyly at him.
"how you feeling, gorgeous?"
you muffled a giggle by pressing your face into his chest, kissing the skin once, twice, before leaning up for a kiss on his lips.
"better than i've felt in a very long time. how about you, old man?", you hummed into his lips.
"never felt better."
"you just had to one-up me, didn't you?" you scowled falsely at him.
he tsk'd at you in fake annoyance, a very common display from him, "gotta keep you on your toes, kid."
note: did not know how to end it lol and its also not proofread but i hope you enjoy anyways!
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HIYAA, so i saw your post abt getting into an argument with the LAD boys and was wondering if you could maybe do an extended version of everything but it ends in fluff? Obviously you don’t do all the boys, you can choose who you want to write it for. Thats alll BYYEEE
Making Up with the LADS Boys



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AN: I was hoping someone would ask for this. Angst always makes me sad and if no one asked for this I was going to have to take matters into my own hands and write you guys making up.
Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel, Sylus, Caleb
Pt 1. How the LADS Boys Argue with You
Xavier
He still doesn't understand why you're upset with him. He still thinks he's right. But he acknowledges that he upset you and he wants to fix that. He loves you so much and you mean the world to him.
He might go to Jeremiah and ask for a second opinion to see if he's actually in the wrong. Whether he was or wasn't, he'll ask how he can make you feel better and resolve the issue.
He doesn't like going to bed angry with you. He'll spend the whole night figuring this out with you if he has to. Once the matter is resolved and you're both snuggled up close again together, he feels like everything is finally okay again.
Zayne
You guys don't go more than a day after the argument without him trying to come to you and resolve the issue. He doesn't like being upset with you and he knows that you feel the same. You're both calm rational adults. You can figure this out together.
Now that he's had a moment to calm down, he thinks over and over again about what he needs to say to you. He's got a whole script in his head to tell you how sorry he is and get his initial thoughts from the fight across without upsetting you. That all kind of goes out the window when you two start talking and he starts to flounder.
He's not the best with his words. He'll stumble during the conversation but he's earnest in his want to find a compromise with you. You two will get past this, he'll make sure of it.
Rafayel
Poor Thomas has to listen to him complain about your argument for HOURS. When Thomas finally tells him to go fix it, he grumbles and goes home. He'll come slinking into the house and you'll both eye each other warily to see if one of you is going to start arguing again before eventually he sighs and sits down. He's not getting up until this is fixed or you hurt his feeling again.
He'll apologize for hurting your feelings. He always tends to go for the jugular when he's upset and he knows that it hurts you when he acts like that. He didn't mean what he said but he knows it hurt you anyway so he's sorry.
He'll make sure repeatedly that you're not still upset with him after you both find a compromise. He doesn't want you to leave him so he'll do what he must to keep you even if that means admitting he was wrong.
Sylus
Initially, he'll try to buy your happiness back. Of course you'll stop being mad if he gets you that new car you wanted or that diamond necklace you were looking at. But then he realizes it isn't working and he has to shift gears.
He'll sit you down and listen to what you have to say. There's a long moment afterwards of him just thinking. He's not really the type of give in unless he's getting something out of it. He'll carefully maneuver the conversation so that you can find a happy medium. He's not willing to start a fight again but he's not willing to just give in either.
Once it's all said and done, he's happy with the result. He wants you to stay with him so he'll play nice even if it means he doesn't 100% get what he wants. What you want is important to to keep your relationship healthy.
Caleb
He'll do anything to get you to stop being angry with him. You don't understand. His brain is already conjuring up ideas of you leaving him. Of him coming home and your things are gone and he never sees you again.
He's much more receptive to your point of view once he's scared himself enough. He's still not 100% on board with your side of the argument but he's willing to compromise if it means you stay with him.
Once you've smiled at him and found a happy medium, he can finally breath again. You're going to stay with him. He's going to be okay. He needs to make sure that this argument never happens again. He'll do what he has to to ensure it doesn't.
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It finally happened. I met a new, they've been here for a year but I've never met them before, doctoral student in my discipline who is defining their research by their activism, which in turn is showing how ignorant they are of our field and how much they want to manipulate it to support their conclusions. Furthermore, it also shows how ignorant they are of entomology. I'm really hoping their committee members and PI will address this before the student makes some serious mistakes and either causes their own name to be black listed as a scientist willing to compromise experiments for the sake of their own bias or they waste an excessive amount of time chasing a conclusion they want that isn't supported. The research interest in question is regarding development rates of forensically relevant blow flies on large and small corpses and determining if this influences development. The problem here is that we've done large, medium, and small carrion and corpse studies in the past and sort of answered this already. The conclusion is that there is a critical resource threshold that prevents an over abundance of oviposition on a resource and thus prevents prolonged development and/or death due to an inadequate amount food.
Now, there's no issue with repeating studies from one region and environment and doing them in a completely new one. This allows us to confirm and adjust our datasets based upon local environmental influences on local insect populations (i.e. differential development times based upon locality).
However, know that pigs mimic humans in their decomposition and thus we get the same blow flies. If you move to a different animal then you tend to get different species of blow fly based upon the size and species of the new carrion host. There are blow flies that are more inclined to feed and reproduce on birds, rabbits, and so on.
There are a variety of studies out there where scientists just beginning to dabble in forensic entomology put out something like a dog carcass for research purposes. They almost always end up with a community of insects that maybe has 1 or 2 species out of, let's say, 10 that are actually used in forensics and the rest are not because they don't feed on human corpses. So they make their conclusions based upon a dog study and then get confused when their data does not resemble the data from human/pig studies.
Simply put; it's a noobie mistake.
Which is fine if you're an undergrad or just starting the forensic entomology discipline and research in your country.
But for someone to be in the USA with access to experts and making this level of mistake is concerning.
Now why are they actually doing this?
They said to me, and I quote, "Because they're killing kids in Gaza".
And this shows where the bias and ignorance interplay.
Let's say that they continue with the size differential study(ies) that they want to do. We are in the southern United States. The species of blow flies we have here and the environment we are working in is entirely different. Any conclusions that are the results of this research have no impact or bearing on determining the development rate of blow flies half way across the world. The environmental conditions alone are so different that any application would be shoddy and questionable at best, let alone the fact that there are complete different subfamilies over there which we are not familiar with nor have been studied to the extent that species over here have.
So either this student has to mimic the environmental conditions for the field research they want to do and bring in foreign species or they're going to do the noobie stuff and put out animal carcasses of different sizes and have native species colonize them. The former is impractical and nearly impossible, the latter has been done.
But they want their research to be applied to Gaza because "it means so much to them" (keep in mind this student has no connection to Israel or Palestine at all).
And this is where the issue with their activism and bias comes into play.
The fact that any research they do here with native species has little to no application to a region of the world with a completely different environment and insect community has not occurred to them. A doctoral student. At best they create a model that can be mimicked by entomologists in the region, but that's it. This is concerning and indicates that the activist thinking is superseding the scientist, which in turn means their research can potentially be compromised to support the conclusions they want instead of interpreting the results for what they actually mean.
This is a type of Type I error and we've seen it a lot with scientists who want to support a particular narrative.
But at the end of the day I'm literally just flabbergasted that a doctoral student in entomology is wanting to repeat studies we've already done, by people they know no less, apply said studies and conclusions to a foreign conflict and region, and no one on their committee has pointed out the issues to them.
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── ⟢ ・⸝⸝ Midnight Coffee
Pairing: John Shen x wife!doctor!Reader
AN: This is for all my Dr Shen truthers out there! Reader works in the morgue and is a doctor but I'm totally clueless about the nitty-gritty details so I left it vague. I did want to expand and write more but I was desperate to post this.
WC: 839
Warnings: Hospital inaccuracies, mentions on dead bodies and the results of Pittfest.
Synopsis: You take a much needed breather with your husband.
You were used to death. It was your job. Day in day out you saw and worked with death but today took a lot from you. The sheer amount of people who died brutally and scared for no other reason other than the selfish actions of a man.
You were drowning in the morgue, it was non stop for hours for you and your colleague, David, your turn that night after the ED and surgery had their chaos earlier that evening. There was a lull, a brief respite where you should relax back into a chair, close your eyes to relieve them from the strain and flex and rest your aching hands.
David watches you from their position across the table, they had arrived much later than you did and so you did a lot of work alone, which was something you did often enough but today was not an ordinary day.
"Take a breather" David tells you, "Fifteen-twenty minutes. Get a coffee and some fresh air."
You considered saying no but you honestly knew that you needed a break and so you nod, murmuring a 'thank you' as you push yourself up with a soft groan.
You grab yourself some shitty staffroom coffee before you walk to the ambulance bay and lift yourself up on the brick wall, letting your feet dangle freely. You smile as the cool breeze washes over you, it was stuffy in the morgue so this was a blessing.
Your smile quickly drops once you sip your shitty coffee.
"Hey"
You look over your shoulder and smile at the sight of your husband approaching you with an iced coffee and his hoodie.
"You're a sight for sore eyes" The sweet smile on your face is the one that is reserved only for your husband.
"Yeah?" John hands you the dunkin' iced coffee as he stands between your spread legs. "I hope you're always happy to see me."
"I am." You hum around your straw before the warmth of his hoodie envelopes you making you shiver in pleasure,"But with today... I really am glad to see your face."
John places his hands on your thighs, giving them a squeeze as he hums in agreement, "How long do you have?"
"Ten, maybe fifteen minutes" You check your watch, "You?"
"Ellis will come running if I'm needed"
"Not very attending like behaviour Dr Shen" You tease, "I'm telling Gloria first thing."
"Maybe she'll fire me and I can finally become a house husband."
"Not with that attending money you're making you're not" You scoff.
"So you're telling me you only married me for my money" John jokes.
"Yeah" You laugh, "Let's just forget the last ten years we've spent together and the fact you only became an attending three months ago."
"Can't believe we've been together for ten years" John pressed closer to you," How many more will you put up with me for?"
You wrap your arms around his neck, "At least for another five years but honestly... forever. I want to be by your side forever."
John pulls you into a soft but passionate kiss, pulling you deeper in love with him.
"And what about becoming Dr Shen?" John asks .
"I'm already married to you, you don't have to beg me anymore."
John laughs "First of all, I did not beg you. If I remember correctly, you enthusiastically said yes. Screamed it even. Besides, you know what I'm talking about."
"Sorry babe" You pull back slightly so you can look him in the eye. "I like my last name plenty enough and there's only enough space for one Dr Shen in this hospital."
"Is that a compliment?"
"I don't know, you tell me."
John rolls his eyes at your non-answer but this was a common light hearted back and forth between you, it was just a form of teasing and flirting for you two.
Your watch buzzes signalling the end of your break and you sign disappointedly. You took a couple more desperate mouthfuls of the iced coffee before returning it to John, not being allowed to bring a drink down to the morgue, along with his jumper before jumping off of the brick ledge you perched yourself on.
"Alright, I've got to go but I'll see you at the end of the shift."
"You think you'll be done by then?" John asks as he walks you to the elevator.
You shrugged, "No clue but Gloria has already given so much overtime tonight, I hardly doubt she will allow or approve anymore lest we lose ten nurses in return."
As the elevator reached their floor, you pulled John in a grounding comforting hug that will help you power through the rest of your day.
"I love you," You murmured into his chest, "So much."
"I love you too" John presses a soft kiss to your lips, "More than you can imagine."
You step away and into the elevator, pressing your floor and you wave at John until the doors close in front of you.
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congrats on 10 followers!!!! <3 how about “we’re not dating?!” with han x f!reader?
한지성 ─── “We're Not Dating?!“



You and Jisung had been friends for quite some time, but you didn't notice that you both were actually more than friends.
Pair: Han Jisung x F!Reader
— IM SO EPPIEE SOMEONE ASK FOR THIS PROMPT WITH HAN SHSHSH!!! when I first thought of the prompt, han came first into my mind, so I really enjoyed writing this hihi:3 I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoy writing it!🤍
⚠️: reader being dense maybe.. well, maybe none. wc: 0,7k
You and Jisung had been close since what feels like forever, both you and him had seen all of each other's ups and downs. People always said that it's impossible for you guys not to date each other. Jisung had been with you ever since you can remember.
He comforted you when you broke up with your ex, cried with you when you both saw your mark for your exam results, there was no moment without him being there.
The question came casually, you and your roommate Mina were just hanging out together in the living room, the soft hum of the TV in the background. You were watching a movie while waiting for Jisung to buy your dinner.
"So, when are you planning to officially introduce Jisung as your boyfriend to me?"
You blinked, confused written all over your face. "Boyfriend?" You tilted your head. "Yeah? Han Jisung? Your boyfriend??" This time it was Mina's turn to look at you confusingly.
"No, oh gosh no. We're not dating! I don't know where you heard that but—" before you finished your sentence, you heard the sound of the door being unlocked.
"Yo, they didn't have the spaghetti, but I got us some instant noodles instead. It's cheaper" he said while tossing the package to the table. "And you're saying?" Mina looked at you, almost frowning.
"No, wait, listen! Me and Ji are not dating, right Ji?" You turn to Jisung, there you find who you thought was your friend, looking at you with wide eyes. Cheeks puff, he looks like he just heard the most flabbergasted news ever.
"No no no no, what do you mean we're not?!" — "No, what do you mean?! We're not, right?!" And that was the cue for Mina to leave. She rolled her eyes and grabbed the instant noodles, but there was a teasing smile on her lips as she stood up—quickly sliding back to her room.
"Wait, no, slow down. We're not dating?" Jisung asks again. You raised an eyebrow "No?" You spoke up, slowly. Suddenly sounding not sure.
"Are you serious? What?" Jisung paused, his eyes widened "I thought— I mean, you wear my hoodies, you call me at 3 am, I stay at yours a thousands time, I even gave you my chicken wings!"
"I thought that was platonic!"
"Will you ever give your chicken wings to Felix?" — "Well.. if you said it like that..!"
"My point exactly" he leaned back, crossing his arms. "Seriously, what else is left?" — "You never confessed!"
His hands nervously fidgeting with the package of noodles he held. "You.. you really think that when I said and I quote I wanna stay with you until we're both grey, and when I made you a playlist titled you're my favorite person. Did you really think that was platonic?"
You open your mouth, then close it again. Before you finally spoke, "But that can be platonic!?"
He gave you a flat look. "Don't even get me started with all of the track I created for you, did you just listen to hold my hand and thought it was casual?? I literally wrote it for you!"
You blinked. "Oh." Have you really never noticed how he looked at you like that? Or have you just been blind to it all this time?
He sat on the edge of the couch looking unusually serious "Okay.. but, are we really not dating? Cause I honestly thought we were." His voice was steady, afraid to hear your answer.
You hesitated, "I just don't want to assume anything."
"Well I've been flirting with you practically before I even got your name, thought that was a clue."
"You never said anything." You mumbled, going back to all the moments when you thought he was just being friendly. Well, turn out he wasn't.
"Because I thought I didn't need to" he reached out to you slowly "Because every time you would call me at night, tell your coffee order in your sleep, or smiled like that. I thought maybe, this was just us... being us.
He looked down, the weight of the unspoken words hanging between you two. Silence was louder than anything for a while.
"Well, maybe we both were dumb." You spoke up, staring at him. He cracked a smile, "Definitely."
"Well, if you did want to ask me officially, in the correct way.." fingers brushing to his. "I wouldn't say no." He turned his hand and caressed your finger slowly, "I'd like that." He said quietly "Wanna go out? Like actually?"
"Yeah, I would love to." You smiled.
Well, its not how you expected it to be. But it was better late than never.
#stray kids#straykids fanfic#straykids x reader#reader insert#stray kids fluff#stray kids x reader#han jisung stray kids#han x reader#han jisung#han x you#skz x reader#skz fluff#skz scenarios#skz
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They're so everything to me

I stole both of the poses from a drawing the user tacodemuerte on Instagram did (they drew it better than me tho)
Speedpaint under the cut (WARNING: flashing imagery)
If you by chance noticed that I posted like one speedpaint besides a drawing I did and never did it again, it's because making speedpaints in firealpaca is A PAIN IN THE ASS. Unlike with other apps like ibis paint or procreate it's not something that it just does automatically for you. No instead you have to manually start a speedpaint and save it as a file on your computer. But of course it isn't just as simple as that no no, you have to manually end the recording as well and export it as a gif, and if you don't the speedpaint isn't going to be able to be opened. That means that if you plan to close the program you need to end the recording and start a new one the next time you start up again, and you better hope your program doesn't crash because the actual drawing might be auto saved but the recording sure as hell won't!
And believe it or not I don't really finish full render drawings in one sitting. But the thing is that even if I did I still wouldn't be able to have only one recording because if you keep it recording for too long the file will crash when you try to end it and your speedpaint will be lost forever, so you have no other choice but to have multiple short parts of it
And an important piece of information to keep in mind is that there is an option for how long you want the gif to be, but I set it as the no specific length option because I don't the different gifs with be different levels of sped up (since in theory if I set every gif to let's say 60 seconds, a recording that is 2h and one that is 20 minutes is going to be the same length which obviously means different levels of getting sped up) which resulted in some of the gifs being up to 3 minutes long. So because I don't want to post like 16 separate 20second to 3 minute gifs here I put it in an editing program where I can put them all together and then speed up the final video which means I have to send them from my computer to my phone via email.
This is where the pain really starts.
The 6th gif doesn't want to load so I send it again. It doesn't want to load again. I connect my charger to the computer so I can transfer it manually. It isn't working. Oh wait nvm I accidentally sent over the png version (because did I fail to mention that it also saves a png for some reason?). Send over the gif version, it doesn't send. Try it like ten more times. It still doesn't send. I try downloading it through email again. Nvm it downloaded
Then all of a sudden the editing app is telling me I don't have enough space to insert the gif in. So I have to clear up some storage in my phone.
When I tell you. Every other time I had to either import the gif or even download it I had to clear up space on my phone. And there were like, 17 gifs. I deleted hundreds of pictures and videos. I deleted apps. I deleted things I cannot get back. For a FUCKING SPEEDPAINT. My phone literally crashed as I was doing this. NEVER IN THE 6 YEARS I HAD THIS FUCKING PHONE DID IT EVER CRASH?!? I cannot begin to describe the awfully repetitive and soul sucking loop that I had to go through. Because of the nature of the program I can't put a gif in and then delete it from my gallery because it would just delete it in the project too
And even once I downloaded and combined all of them I still wasn't done
Because despite all of them being speed paints they were around 26 MINUTES COMBINED.
I mentioned that I speed up the finished result because of this yeah? Well I would usually do this by exporting the unsped combined video and then speeding it up in another project so that I don't have to set each video in the program to a specific speed only to realize "hey I actually want it faster/slower" and go redo all of it. Well today I had to do exactly that considering that if downloading 3 minute gifs was enough to break my phone I didn't want to even think about what would happen if I attempted to download a 26 MINUTE video so yippie
I know a lot of this was my fault considering my storage has been almost full for some time now, but still it's safe to say I won't be making speedpaints for some time
Thank god I don't post on TikTok because if I had to receive a "can I see the speedpaint?" comment on every single drawing I ever made I would have to start putting people's ips in my bio
#though when I look at Nico all I can think about is that he looks like he's about to give Will a knuckle sandwich#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#the sun and the star#pjo nico di angelo#pjo nico#pjo will#pjo will solace#solangelo#pjo fanart#pjo ships#hmrhd arts
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I don’t know how the story will unfold, but if Buck and Tommy do reconcile, I hope Buck clearly shows that he wants Tommy—maybe not in this episode, but eventually.Tommy is a guest character, not a series regular, and Buck is the main character of the show. Since the story is centered around Buck, if Buck and Tommy are reunited, I think it’s important to show Buck’s intention and desire.Of course, showing that Tommy wants Buck is important too
And I truly believe Oliver and Lou can portray these emotions beautifully.
I really hope we get to see them reconcile and reunite someday
Something is interesting about Buck's feelings for Tommy, Nonnie, and it is that he tends to show how he feels about him to other people, but not to him (that we've seen!).
So we have seen Buck's intentionality, and we have seen that Tommy is the one person who won't leave his mind. Furthermore, the only times we've seen Buck truly happy this season (especially post 806) have been (for the most part) with Tommy. I don't think something like that could be a coincidence or a happenstance. The show is showing that Buck wants Tommy. At this point, I think that's rather clear, and I don't expect more to come of it, other than Buck telling Tommy (finally) how he feels and who he truly wants (aka, him).
I think Buck's tendency to talk about his feelings for Tommy with everyone and their mother, except for Tommy, can naturally be a narrative segue into Buck finally talking about it with Tommy - that then results in their reconciliation (fingers crossed for that, anyway)
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Made this for that Discord art challenge.
#joker out#kris guštin#bojan cvjetićanin#jan peteh#nace jordan#jure maček#speedruned this in 18 hours#i am physically and mentally exhausted#i hope yall like it and other people like it and i win but honestly#i don't like the final result as i hoped so#i tried making colors match but in the end they look maybe too dull#but maybe i am overthinking#idk#gonna go continue being academic victim
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bozo dubbed over dubbed over
#video#elevenlabs#i've been fucking obsessed with these stupid fucking elevenlabs dubbed videos#specifically a friend sent me a ytp sexer dub and i absolutely lost it (laughing)#so i wanted to try a few videos out myself to see what the site would do with them#for some reason my first thought was to use bozo dubbed over#''i... i...... i.... ah..... i hope nobody leaves'' fucking killed me#i only did like 5 videos to see what it'd end up generating but usually if the audios too clear it'll just repeat what was said#except in the ai voices that it uses#the second video i did was just bozo dubbed over again. but that version is like really evil for no reason#third video was hotel mario high quality. and it basically says what they already say but with weird annunciations and the likes#fourth video being meet the sniper. it wasnt exactly what i wanted but it did alter a few lines#the final one just being hotel mario again but lower quality. which did result in me laughing really hard#granted. all of them made me laugh really hard to some extent#for the record. i didnt do any alterations except just make it dub from english to english#i don't know if there's more you can do with it. i don't think i can make any more without making a new account#unless the limit resets every week or so
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lorenzo sonego serves, winston-salem open 2024
photos by grant halverson
#lorenzo sonego#tennis#nico posts#he was a pain to watch/be a fan of this season but i'm in this sonego shit for life#i'm still sort of in disbelief that he won a tournament#not bc i don't think he's capable of it!! obviously he is. but bc the rest of the season's results really did not match#neither before nor after. he got to 3 quarter finals. that's about it for his best results bar winston salem#well no okay he got to a challenger semi but. with all due respect to challengers this is a player who was n.21 in the world#he can do way better than this. which is why this has been so frustrating#like genuinely at a certain point i started bracing myself for him to go out in r1. which is an awful thing to think of one of your favorit#players... but it kept happening? that's how most of his season went!#but. let's hope for a better season in 2025. hopefully the new coach will help him and he'll find his best tennis again. please lorenzo#i believe in him#sorry for rambling. i'm emotional about lorenzo sonego today.
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smile for the camera!
crisis belongs to @amyupup47
#art#illustration#my art#fanart#crisis#errormare ship kid#TAKE THIS AMY!!!! you sweet sweet little goose >:'Dc#i've been planning on drawing you something for weeks now i can't believe i sat down and finally made something HHH >:'D#side note just aughgh i normally would be satisfied with the end result but dude.#DUDE you won't believe how hard replicating the swag your ocs have in my style iss WAA i can't draw hoods for the life of me hhh#hope i did the lil bean justice >:') his design is so warm!!! loved working with his colors<333#your art is crazy good too btw can't believe you don't hear this daily but GHGHGHG HOW DARE YOU HAVE SO MANY BANGER STYLES OMG!!!#you say you don't have a consistent one as if you don't have the insane power of turning your art into whatever you like and STILL#still SOMEHOW keeping the little things that make me go 'oh! that's amy's art!' which is BONKERS. you powerful evil WIZARD#have a nice day buddy muah muah muah muah muah (FIVE TIMES as payback<3333)
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(ooc)
*clawing my way out of my grave*
I finally restocked the queue! Sorry for my continual Corpse behavior,, but you should have regularly scheduled content again for a bit!
#mostly posting this to say that I am going to try Very Very hard to finally get the werewolf fic's first chapter out by new years?#ideally with bonus scenes as thanks for the patience#i forget if ive stated it publicly here but ngl the election results really just killed my drive yknow? it has been. difficult#but a lot of really good and fun stuff has happened to me lately and I'm making strides according to my therapist so I think I'm finally +#+bouncing back!#I was kinda hoping I could try and take some commissions before Christmas but it looks like maybe early 2025 is when I'll start taking those#anyhow. i put like 40 things in the queue so it should run for a couple days if I don't continually feed it. idk if I'll have the time or +#+energy to do that but we'll see? (I'm hoping to maybe make some paper mache masks or something for a ren fair stall my mom's gonna run ✌️)#ooc#txt
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and then an overwhelming sense of dread apear.
#finished my last exam for this year YAY YIPPEE YAHOO ETC. but also now we wait for if i pass or not DREAD FEAR WARINESS ETC.#which i rlly don't think i will like. did not feel good abt the 1st exam period felt worse abt the 2nd and this one is like.....idk idk...#pretty confident abt the books part of the exam bc i KNOW i got everything on that correct but the thing is it was an oral exam and i was#stumbling over my words so bad + my voice was quivering i could hear it. hoping they don't count that as minus points but for the speech#thing i also had to do 2day they DO include how your voice sounds when you speak and like stammering and such in the final point count so#like. what if it's the same there.....ALSO they include use of gesturing to emphasize what you're saying and CORRECT EYE CONTACT in the#final point count. which. i don't have a problem with gesturing & i had a piece of paper in my hands so at least i wasn't too bad on that#front but when it comes to eye contact it's only flitting eyes or unnerving stare with me and nothing in between so i'm completely fucked i#that regard.#r.txt#WHATEVER it's done now. stupid ass weird rules WHO CARES if i don't have correct usage of eye contact what even is correct usage of eye#contact?????? like HOW am i supposed to know what the quote correct amount unquote is man. ALSO WHO GIVE A SHIT.#anyway going 2 luxembourg with my family for two weeks on august 5th probably. maybe sooner maybe later. we're going hiking + camping ⛺🌲👣#but the hiking is mostly done without backpacks and the camping is gonna be in campings. camping places. however english calls it.#which is a little less fun but also easier. but also less fun. but ANYWAY we're going on vacation and my final exam is done so no more#stress 💪🥳🙏🗣💥‼ (<- guy who's SO gonna be still having stress until the results come in. and then some afterwards. yay 4 me 🙂👍)
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I actually have . Much to say abt the monty erasure but I fear I maybe just autistic and overreacting n he will appear in a dlc or something I just love monty so much n him being cut out of that gingerbread cookie ruin art was my last straw ((slash jay
#i just find it frustrating how monty is a new character wit a lot of potential to explore the mystery around why he is so aggressive n yet#its like hes justt#been completely written off. for glam bonnie. whos dead since the beginning of the sb era.#it just genuinely baffles me how they introduce a whole new character. tease this backstory n lore for him. and never finish it.#im personally a monty fan who does believe he probably killed bonnie but i dont think it was pure malice. bc thatd be so boring!#theres potential for sm more. i always thought his aggression could have been a result of the virus and he wasnt always that way.#not gonna fully get into my mini-theories and hopes but just. he could be so good if they'd give him literally anything.#hes such a wasted character 💔 literally one of the coolest designs too#im sorry gator they don't deserve u 😔 at least chica got like ... 2 mini games finally#bonnie is my second fav animatronic ever its just so annoying how he has literally 0 character of his own in sb n still managed to shove#monty. who has potential to be explored. just... out of the game lol#montgomery gator#fnaf
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i wish i enjoyed making art aughhhhh
#people say ''it's ok if your drawings are bad as long as you had fun making them'' and like sure that's true & good advice#but what if i don't have fun making them? like i don't enjoy making art i only enjoy experiencing it#so when i make art it's so that i can experience the final product. so when my art doesn't live up to my standards of quality#then it was just. i struggled doing something i didn't enjoy only for the final result to just not be worth it#and then it's just ughhhh. no hope for tooie
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the 2010s sure were a time in my life
#there's just....... there's just something about that time#it might have something to do with 2011 being the year i started high school and 2019 being the year i finished my BA#and also the last year before the pandemic#I DON'T KNOW I JUST. THINKING BACK ON IT THERE IS THIS MYSTIQUE TO THAT TIME. THIS STRANGE EXCITEMENT#which is most likely a result of me finally beginning to feel like i can shape my own life and who i am and daydreaming abt a better future#and like exploring myself. in 2010 i turned 14 and fully realised i'm bi and throughout the decade#i experimented with a variety of different like...... identifications and imaginations of who i am#some of those were quite consumer identities (e.g. i strove to be and was a very hipster teen) but nevertheless#i don't know dudes like. the pandemic took a lot from me in terms of ability to be excited about what's to come i think#even though my life is pretty good i'd say#but also maybe that's just what it's like to grow into adulthood and get a job etc. SIGH why am i writing an entire fucking essay#abt my 2010s teenagehood nostalgia#like majority of those years also SUCKED because i had zero real irl friends and was really lonely lmfao#it felt like life didn't really start for me yet#and i was constantly waiting to burst into it. maybe that's the mystique. constantly hoping i am on the precipice of smth extraordinary#is nostalgia for one's teenage yrs inevitable? even if you feel like you missed out on most experiences considered quintessentially teenage?#i only started having Teenage Experiences™ when i went to uni lmfao (i.e. early 20s)#but idk it's such a loaded period psychologically and it's horrible and frustrating when you're living it but then you think back on it#and you're like man..... sure was a time huh. wow#but idk my experience could also be influenced by so many other variables#e.g. smartphones and social networks becoming widespread and common#that was also a pretty significant thing that happened#anyway i think i'm abt to run out of tags so. that's it#sry this shoulda gone into my diary probably but i inflicted it on you instead#neptalks
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