#i don't know how to tag these anymore

[volcanolotus]

I Need To Leave Again

I had to run away from home a long time ago but the pandemic made it difficult to live on my own, which made me have to go back. I'm a black NB neurodivergent artist with depression and living here is actively undoing a lot of mental progress i've been making. Not only that, but my mom is making it abundantly clear she doesn't want me around, and this is months after she had already said i was a three year setback, and dumping heavy shit about how she can't wait to be dead. My grandmother justifies all her actions, and everyone downplays my trauma, accuses me of living in the past, and guilt trips me for doing things that a child would do (i'm not very old and i acknowledge that children aren't angels but my family constantly went overboard). I don't want to wait around for my mom to kick me out, or put set an unexpected deadline I won't be able to make (just yestarday she asked me when I was going to leave) so I'm asking for help.

You can dono to me via

pypl: @/volcanolotus cshpp: $StreetMaguro

[woozi]

WOOZI on SEVENTEEN winning Artist Of The Year in MAMA 2024

[shizunification]

gif-ing endurance dogs to deal with all my current problems

[tridentkickflipper123]

[mikodrawnnarratives]

Slightly Unfinished Lorelai comic

That I've been sitting on for several months forgetting to work on it so I'm just releasing it now. I say slightly unfinished cuz I didn't get around to coloring and shading everything

Wet cat UPON THEE

Something tells me this isn't about cake....

Anyway, so fun to make Lorelai have a breakdown over cake ...representing.. things. She's sobbing over cake my poor little meow meow ❤️❤️ she's trying

How Lorelai looks if giovanni or rick saw her rn:

she's doing so well since molly left 100%

[maolonq]

Hooray just som silly skeletons

Dream - jokublog

Ink - comyet

Killer - rahafwabas

Error - CrayonQueen

Slash - xnzlian (@xnzlian)

Splash - splashsans (@splashsans)

(I just realized I chose two characters that are one letter apart-)

Welp feelin artsyy again so I guess some more testing and playing around with perspective

Getting a bit braver with hard shading instead of soft shading

[pigeonkitsch]

^ q ^

[that-guuyyy]

Tomtord is dead and im happy about it, cuz now I can post more wuh luh wuh

[bamgeut]

YEJI | IMAGINARY FRIEND (2024)

[ohheydodo]

flavi belly hug + wulfric sketches

recently discovered how 8bit layers work so I've been trying to practice using them with these :]

[gigamuffinsofie]

follow up from the last post, butch 4 femme jack and sophie.......

[likesummerrainn]

All Out 09.06.24 // Collision 01.18.25

[asreoninfusion]

Doujinshi Interest Check

Back in day, as some of you may know, I was a huge collector of FFVII doujinshi. I drifted off into different fandoms and stopped collecting as much, but I still have over 500 books that I own.

The problem being, I am going to be moving and changing living situations soon. I will not have the space to keep my collection, and it has been so long that I feel like they'd be better off going to people who will enjoy them anew anyhow.

So, the question is.

Are there still avid doujinshi collectors out there? Would people be interested if I were to sell the books?

There are a lot of big name doujinka from back in the day, Kiki and Nightflight, Yubinbasya, FINALWORLD's old stuff, and a fair bit that was pretty rare for me to get back then and would be even rarer nowadays. And plenty of stuff in between as well.

Majority is Sefikura and Zakkura. However, there are also other pairings, mainly permutations within SOLDIER (Seph/Zack, Seph/Gen, Angeal/Zack, Zack/Kunsel, ASG-ish, etc.), and a couple of stray Turks, Vincent, an Aerti or two.

Some examples:

(These are just some examples, of course. There are more. Many, many more...)

This is an insanely huge undertaking; if I'm honest, I've been thinking about it for years, but just didn't have the energy, there is so much.

But if I know there are people interested, I'll probably get off my ass and start making a proper sales post sooner, because I hate to let people down once they're excited for something. So please spread the post around and let me know if you'd like to see them up for sale!!

(I'll need figure to out how to price them and where to list them and how I'm going to organise the whole thing, but I'll worry about ironing out those details once I know if the interest is there. No point putting all the work into that just for it to be met with dead silence, lol.)

[burningcheese-merchant]

So there's this Shadowvanilla fic on Ao3 Im fairly certain you know about, and in It SM and PV link up to eachother's minds/feelings/souls via their souljams touching, and its pretty sweet since since they're on their chests, the two basically have to hug to connect.

Which made me think, what about the other beasts and ancients? BS and GC would be by far the weirdest imo bc she would have to touch her forehead to his chest??? Which depending on the size difference It could still just be a hug.

SS and WL would touch their weapons (sword and staff), which can comes off as distant or cold, despite the fact they're about to peer into eachother's very being.

ES and MF suffer because their's are on their forehead and their ancient's are on their weapons😭😭 imagine HB shield to EG's forehead, that'd be awkward af

I'm not actually sure what you're referring to 😅 is it Jambound? I think something like that happens in it? I don't really remember, I read the first 3 chapters a while ago and that's it haha (I really don't have the time to read fanfics, especially not ones as long as that one (it's like 15 chapters long now and still going with no end in sight, isn't it??? Goodness)). I never really did much of anything on AO3 tbh, I honestly just go there to write and post my own dumb garbage and then vanish into the aether again

Regardless. I always vibed with the concept of the Ancients and Beasts connecting/strengthening their existing connection through their Soul Jams. But the way I've tried to get around the fact that most of their placements are... cumbersome and don't really lend themselves to that (White Lily's staff and Silent Salt's sword, for example) is, I think of it as... Through the sharing of the Soul Jams, they're all already bound to one another, yeah? So do they NEED to have them be a component in the physical aspect of this? Do White Lily and Silent Salt NEED to have their staff and sword clink together to express that intimacy? Or can they simply embrace each other nice and tight, staff and sword set aside nearby, and their souls can resonate just with that action? The Soul Jam not physically being in their hands doesn't really mean it's left their ownership and they've completely lost access to its power, I don't think; we saw that with how the Light of Abundance refused to answer to Smoked Cheese when he took it, and how Golden Cheese could keep fighting Burning Spice for a while even without it (albeit weaker). So idk if they need the Soul Jams to touch so they can feel closer to each other. I think they've all been naturally imbued with that power at least to some degree and thus don't really 100% need the physical Soul Jams to facilitate that closeness. If I'm already super glued to somebody then not putting my hands on their belt buckle or whatever isn't going to make us any less stuck together ykwim

With that said I like to imagine BS's being particularly sensitive since it's embedded in his chest. GC can press her hand down on it, or lay her head against it, and feel his heart beating through it, if only faintly. Maybe it feels warm to the touch, and grows warmer and shines brighter the faster his heart races. Maybe his breath catches in his throat when she touches it because it feels different there than it does when she touches any other part of his body. Maybe it acts as a cute little nightlight when they're curled up together in bed. Maybe it burns hot like a coal and glows like the fire in a hearth when they're deep in the throes of passion. Maybe, as a charming little gesture, she actually will touch her forehead to his chest so they can listen to that soft little clink that sounds the little kiss Abundance and Destruction shares. Maybe a certain something stirs within them both when she does it, maybe not. But it's cute. They're so in love that even their Soul Jams want to make out. Lol

Also any excuse to put her face in those big strong man titties is 👌👌👌 in her opinion

[arielrpt]

Lauren Jauregui on Instagram stories.

[redbootsindoriath]

A cast of characters I put together for fun over the course of like a week. The setting is supposed to be some kind of generic medieval fantasy. I tried to be as historical as I could with the clothes and armor, but didn't hold myself to a strict time period or location and instead went with a vague "European middle ages".

While I personally am fond of the whole grimdark fantasy thing, I love how colorful the real middle ages could be and I wanted to be sure I was sticking to that as closely as I could manage.