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*pets him with a slightly damp toothbrush*
#simon riley#simon ghost riley#call of duty ghost#cod ghost#i was listening to lana del rey while painting him and for a moment everything made sense#call of duty modern warfare 2#cod mw2#cod mwii#every time i add pure black or pure white to my painting i feel like. im committing a crime#doesn't matter how dark or bright the piece is#digital art#digital painting#fanart#medibang paint pro#i keep disappearing for months on end and you guys keep staying and waiting....#i don't deserve y'all </3
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conflating diaspora jews with the actions of the israeli government is not okay, yes, but have you considered it's not okay to conflate israeli jews with them either
#listen. no hate to diaspora jews. y'all are suffering unimaginable antisemitism rn.#but as an israeli it makes me so mad how they're always the only ones leftists care about when it comes to antisemitism if even#“nooo guys we can't be mean to diaspora jews because of isnotreal it's antisemitic and wrong!”#“israelis? now those are completely fine to harass and wish death upon <3”#people just straight up don't see us as humans deserving of basic decency i think#when they at very least pretend to or believe they like diaspora jews#leftist antisemitism#antisemitism#israel#jumblr
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What Bellamy Blake deserved: NOT FUCKING THAT
#he didn't even get buried y'all#his body was left to rot Inside sanctum and the other's barely even mourned him#that's just so fucking disrespectful to his character and to bob In general#and It just goes to show how little jrat cared about his cast and his fans#this Is In honor of the fact that It's been over four years since bellamy died now#four fucking years and I'm still not over It#I don't think I ever will be tbh#because since glenn & chris died In both twd & ftwd and before s4 of tua came out-#there had never been a character death that has greatly upset me as much as bellamy's has#he deserved to fucking live y'all#he deserved to make It to the end more than any other character on that whole damn show#and I will always be bitter that he didn't#rip king we still miss you <3#bellamy blake#the 100
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my long distance friend got me this for christmas, i am actually crying... i have been looking for this book for aaages and the socks are so comfy!!! my best friend moomin!!! 🤎
#i have had mental breakdowns about this book you have no idea#i feel so blessed like <3 i don't deserve her she is the greatesttt#my partner and i are visiting her city in april y'all know we are gonna watch so many movies and drink so much coffee!! ♡
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Trans solidarity is being a trans man whose vocal range is finally under a trans woman's low range 🩷
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#my range will never be at laura jane grace's though </3#(mostly because her style is so fucking cool and i don't have the confidence to do that and keep my voice safe)#love when a trans person embraces their voice however that looks (voice training/no voice training ect)#women with low voices rule the world and i hope all women with lower ranges are happy and love themselves <<3#your voice is lovable and beautiful and your voice deserves to be heard in whatever capacity you deem fit <3#i never voice trained which is why i waited for testosterone to do that#but voice training is an art y'all and i think people who do that are wizards and artisans
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gonna b slightly honest here. but i've been losing my writing flow lately because of how terribly shy i've gotten..... which, is really ironic and no bueno for a blog that's built and thrived on being shameless at the start 💀
#like i really don't know why im shy all of a sudden. i used to 24/7 post that “all of this is true <3 naoki urusawa told me himself” with#my posts like ah yes. after rurenheim johan becomes a loser with a marriage kink blablabfa#But i guess i've been getting a small rise and followers and i feel shy.........#like maybe i feel slightly conscious because before writing felt like just dancing in my room and stuff. but with the influx#of more followers i feel like im suddenly visible in a way?#on which i'm very grateful for everyone following me of course!! i'm even planning a thank you event!!! because i love y'all!#but i guess i just have to acclimatize now a bit.#i have this small feeling like i shouldn't be getting the attention ykwim. like i feel lik it should go to other authors. more deserving#because literally my works so uh.... non-deep and thoughtless compared to so many other monster fics i see. especially with johan#so yknow......#I DON'T KNOW HAHAHHAHAHDHFHHAHHAHA i'm literally the one who made a “write whatever u want!” post yet I'm the one feeling this way lmaooooo#suusoh speaks
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The fact that this is the moment that awakens Laia’s memories of her past life for the very first time, with her wiping off the lime and looking into Hasan’s eyes… These two are never beating the soulmates allegations.
#yeah i started a new slot to romance him only#bc he and lale deserve a happy ending#y'all don't understand i was playing rc when dals first came out#and hasan stole my heart immidiately#only to fucking die in chapter 1 and not come back until SEASON 3#romance club#dracula a love story#rc hasan#bitch plays
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Not reblogging the original post bcs I don't wanna derail it but fr finding out there are people who think Cars 3 was the worst film out of the trilogy makes me feel legitimately insane like did we watch the same movie????
#no shade to the people who did like it but I couldn't even finish Cars 2#the third film tho?? god it was such a good return to form#and maybe I only feel like way bcs I genuinely do actually really like Cars like y'all have no idea#I don't show it much but I adore that film#and Cars 3 imo was the sequel we deserved#also if you didnt like Cruz you're wrong sorry she was delightful#literally the whole “none of them looked like me” scene means fucking everything to me#anyway y'all are weak Cars 3 ruled
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i've seen people wrongly call astarion a tumblr sexyman before, which he isn't, but by the gods you guys are trying really hard to turn him into one
#the selfcest is uhhh#it's really happening huh#btw this isn't a problem y'all can do whatever you want#i just don't think astarion deserves to be a tumblr sexyman#he doesn't fit the criteria to me#astarion#baldurs gate 3#bg3
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not to be dramatic but will I ever know peace
#will i????????#i taught this boy to waltz. i taught this boy to communicate his emotions. i taught this boy to not be afraid of vulnerability and honesty.#not to take credit for it ALL but i DID teach him some things and i know because he sure as heck did not do those things before#maybe i should get a t shirt for this. i made it through heartbreak number 3 and all i got was this shirt#not to besmirch his good name but this boy hasn't got a CLUE y'all i can't even tell you#in the same conversation he essentially said yeah you're too old for me and im not attracted to you but if you were a few years younger i'd#consider it he also said. also you're really pretty you smell really good if you want someone to dance with i'm here#and there's this dress you wore before which you look really good in so you should wear it again!#and it has been a roller coaster ever since#genuinely has NOT got a single clue i can tell he was trying hard in that conversation to not freak out but MAN#at risk of sounding self righteous i don't think i deserved half the stuff that's happened since!
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right so i just started n's route and got to the first sex scene - go girl, give us nothing 😐
#what on earth is going on with n sewell#so we're basically ignoring the argument ignoring the second argument if you've snooped into their past and now you can be like ily#and they just... don't say it back and immediately want to go down on you??? UMMMM#and in public too like???#i feel like everything we know about N contradicts what's been written#like tell me why my coochie is dry rn#this is just...weird#idk how else to describe it#still gonna play because i'm curious but so sorry to the n girlies!!#y'all don't deserve... whatever this is#WHY ARE WE NOT COMMUNICATING???#WHY ARE WE BEING SO SHALLOW W EACH OTHER#where is the Shakespeare of it all????#btw if you disagree w me that's totally valid#i'm not really an N mancer so 🤷 what do i know#but this still feels so weird#twc#the wayhaven chronicles#twc book 3#twc book 3 spoilers#twc spoilers#n sewell#twc nate#twc nat#clown.txt
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Being a new Robin and Zoro fan is killing me when all the figures I can find of them are just Male Gaze Robin and Male Power Fantasy Zoro. I know a lot of it has to do with their post timeskip design changes that I haven't gotten to in the show yet but some of these figures still have the ugliest sexual dimorphism I've ever seen like
Robin vs Robin Figures
Zoro vs Zoro Figures
Zoro protecting Robin vs Zoro protecting Robin Figure
Please let lesbians and bisexuals design their figures I can't take it anymore
#i don't even ship robin and zoro but if i did i would still think that last figure is terrible. y'all deserve better#so far i've only found one (1) zoro figure i like and it's a non-canon cowboy AU zoro with a rifle and no swords#and i only like it because it's the only figure that 1. keeps his leaner physique 2. keeps his tan and 3. doesn't fuck up his face#and i'm STILL on the lookout for a robin figure i like#so far i've only found a few i could tolerate but they still sexualize and whitewash her too much#this is exhausting. zoro and robin they'll never love you like i love you#anyways how funny would it be to have one zoro figure and it has none of his defining swords but instead a weapon he doesn't use in canon#anna watches one piece
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vent under the cut you don't need to read if you don't want to!!!!!!!
I honestly hateee opening up or oversharing with ppl. it's kind of like eating for me where it feels okay in the moment but then afterwards I just feel awful. it feels like I'm attention seeking or saying someone else's experience isn't valid for some reason and it sucks. I don't do it at all with ppl I just met but with friends I tend to get carried away with it sometimes,,,
It hurts even more because I've been distancing myself from ppl bcz I'm scared of this exact thing happening. People have messaged me before, saying I seem cool and they want to be friends. And I get happy in the moment, but then I get really anxious about accidentally getting too comfortable and blurting out personal things, because then their opinion of me will wane and they'll think I'm annoying or ungrateful. So I subconsciously begin to distance myself and take a while when responding to messages, because I'm scared of getting too comfortable with them. But now I'm anxious that they think I'm cold or distant and that I secretly don't like them. It's just a lose lose situation mannn </3
I have so many DMs I've put off responding to, and I've stopped talking in servers as much bcz I'm scared of getting close with ppl in them. I really feel bad for it, though. I've drifted from friends bcz of that and it sucks because I genuinely love them a lot. I love everyone I talk to a lot and they always make my day better--I just wish I could be the same for them. I feel like it's a chore to talk to me. I honestly don't know what to do. It's even worse when I get close to someone bcz they like what I make/post because again, now that they've seen how I really am and I've opened up, they more than likely see me as annoying or a bad person. Like it hurts enough whenever we become friends naturally talking, but if it's with someone who's seen me at my "best" and has seen things I work on or stories I've created, they ofc associate me with those things, and their expectations of me are through the roof. So when I disappoint them it hurts a lot more. I hate getting attached to people it hurts so much
#vent#it's okay tho.I think a hug would fix me. I want a hug so bad :(#probably delete later#tag ramblings below#AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH LIKE SO MUCH so it's even harder. like I feel like I don't deserve them#y'all deserve better than me#I WISH I COULD ADOPT THE IDGAF ATTITUDE#truly the best feeling in the world--realizing you don't care anymore#and idk how someone could possibly like me for things I created--it's not even like I write well or sing well#I honestly don't understand how ppl could see anything I've made or sung and genuinely like it#so whenever someone DOES I'm just like hasbdhabsn yay!!!!!!! and then I ruin it w my awful personality </3#it's also why I take down a lot of ao3 works#like I've made 50 something works but it only shows two because I've taken so many down or made them anonymous--I hate my work so much#but ppl like it enough to actively want to get to know me and it hurts bcz I feel like they're not THAT good#same thing with singing like I'm not good at it at all#but ppl used to rlly like my impressions of characters and I'd get cast in quite a bit of cover groups and I just don't understand.why???#but ofc I can't ask that bcz.idk it just feels attention seeking when I do that#like can you praise me a whole bunch so I don't feel like it's not totally awful please?#I appreciate the support I get so so much and it's not that it's not enough it's just my brain is mean </3#idek what this vent is abt#I think ultimately it's just abt my fear of disappointing ppl#I'm close with a few ppl who know me bcz of things I made--and I feel like I kinda ruined their impression of me a little (a lot)#especially bcz I didn't always used to vent this much. like back when I was 12-15 I literally refused to vent no matter how bad it got#and I had friends who vented every single day so it's not like I'd be the only one#I just feel like it's wrong when it's me :'D I feel like my feelings aren't valid ig and I'm ungrateful bcz my life rlly isn't that bad#I only started venting a lot this year for some reason--and it makes me feel bad bcz now my current friends have to deal with me like that#like I have a diary I write in and it works sometimes but ultimately it's better for someone else to give you validation#I hate venting so much though#(<- literally venting rn BAHSDBAS)#I'M SORRY if I've been venting too much. I feel like I've been venting too much.guys am sorry if this is annoying I promise I'm workin on i
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Hi y'all! Here is my finals campaign on why you should vote for Nani Pelekai in the @eldest-sibling-tournament today!!
Edited to add***
Poll just dropped vote Nani today!
https://www.tumblr.com/eldest-sibling-tournament/712608371217481728/eldest-sister-tournament-final-round
#polls#eldest sibling tournament#eldest sibling poll#nani pelekai#Lilo and Stitch#Lilo & Stitch#propaganda#campaigns#i've been working on this since a little before the sokka tournament#thinking the sokka and ed rounds were going to be neck and neck#and i was very wrong girl swept everytime#i'm so sorry sokka and ed y'all are wonderful siblings and deserve more respect on your names#anyways i was torn over finishing it or not cuz it felt kinda pointless since she's crushing her opponents with no help but i mean like#i already spent so much time on it so now y'all get to see it too#if this actually influenced you to vote for nani and you decide to reblog this please let me know in tags#cuz the sheer number of votes on the katniss-grayson poll was in the 10000s+ and that's wild compared to the notes on nani polls#also if y'all need me to copy paste the text from the slides under a read more or something for easier reading let me know#i don't mind doing it if there's a demand but it's is also 3:30 AM as i am typing this and scheduling this post for tomorrow#so i just couldn't do it when i was queuing this up i'm v tired#ok thanks byeeee#actual memes to come later depending on how voting seems to be going
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About to start head-canoning all the archival people and Georgie as aphobic out of spite.
#someone made a post saying that they hate fics where Georgie and Jon split cause she was aphobic and y'know what?#y'all want ~nUaNcEd~ and ~MoRaLlY gRaY~ characters#well then#let her be aphobic <3#i mean that's a lot less awful than anything HE did right???#she didn't 'eat peoples brains'#or stalk and harass and perform non-consensual surgery on them#she just#thought of him as subhuman for not wanting to fuck her#y'all can handle that right?#or is it only okay to attribute true to life moral failings that don't deserve to be forgiven to Jon?#while everyone else's true to life moral failings are the result of a bad time#anyway#this is already halfway canon since the only canonical mention we get that Jon is ace is him being outed behind his back#by two people who would eventually threaten to kill him#which is fantastic representation let me tell you (they say sarcastically)
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hey.
so. haven't been around for quite some time, mostly due to my health issues (the usual + muscle aches and joint pains, i'm having a great time), but also in part due to The Situation. it's hard to care about anything with everything that's been going on, it all seems so pointless and meaningless, i'm living in a completely different universe from everyone else here. wish i could be that privileged, but alas. it's also hard being around here, and on other social media platforms for that matter, and seeing the raging antisemitism and sheer hate everywhere. i haven't checked my dash in almost 2 months, haven't checked specific blogs like i used to either, and have no plans on doing so anytime soon. i know what i'll find, i don't want it.
i was gonna stay quiet like i ususally do, especially since i genuinely don't have energy for anything rn, but it's been 2 months and i've been biting my tongue and screaming and crying into my pillow daily and i just need to get some of it out before i implode. there's only so much ignorance and hate that one person can take before snapping, so. here i am.
i have so much i want to say, i've written a million posts in my mind in the past 2 months, but i'm too Tired to actually write them down, and it'll just be one big messy ramble anyway, so i'm just gonna reblog a couple of other people's posts and make do with that. just a couple, don't worry, i know these are issues most either want to avoid dealing with or the opinions shared in those posts are a complete 180 degrees from what's trendy to believe in today. but i have to share it anyway. for 2 months i've been terrified, frustrated, bitter, angry and absolutely heartbroken, but there's one thing i haven't been, and that is ashamed. i'm proud of who i am. i'm proud of my people and their spirit. you will never understand what it's been like for us, what it still is like for us, but let me just say this: they wanted to break us, they wanted to break our spirit. they failed. we've never been more united. they just made us stronger.
so i'm gonna reblog some stuff so i can get it out of my system and move on. at worst i hope you just ignore and scroll past it; at best i hope you keep an open mind and maybe for the first time read things from a different pov instead of just the one sided propaganda everyone is continuously exposed to. maybe you'll see it isn't all black and white, maybe you'll see there are nuances you're not even aware of, maybe you'll realize you've been fed a lot of misinformation, half truths and even lies over the years. maybe. if you have questions or want to have a mature and civil conversation about it, feel free to msg me and i'll try and reply when my health allows me to, i'm open to discussion. if you want to unfollow me after this, feel free to do so. i'm not gonna force my truth on anyone, but i'm also not gonna change who i am for anyone either.
and on a more personal note, i wanna say thank you again for the msgs i've received last time and haven't replied to (due to health, Situation etc), and for the ones i've gotten since (will get to those soon i hope). i do feel the need to say this tho - i did have a peek or two at my dash and on twitter earlier on and saw some things. i was in a super sensitive state at the time and it was pretty disheartening ngl. it's hard nowadays, with all the hate going on and public opinion being what it is, to know whether or not you're still welcome in these spaces, whether or not people still like you and care about you, or if you've officially become persona non grata. most days it feels like the latter tbh. i just don't know where i stand. i said i'm not gonna force myself on anyone and i'm not, so if you're still ok with me…i guess the ball's in your court? 🌻
thanks for reading. thanks for sticking around, to those who decide to do so. take care y'all. never again is now. am yisrael chai. 💙
#y'all are lucky i wrote this post and the tags on the following posts yesterday morning#bc after what was revealed yesterday and what happened this morning i'm a million times angrier and more bitter#i have never felt this magnitude of heartbreak and rage before#it was never like this before october 7 but with every day that passes i get angrier and angrier and cry more and more#every now and then i just want to set the world on fire#i cannot believe what has become of humanity. we don't deserve nice things.#and this is the mindset i have to live with in my condition??? i need positivity and light but there are barely any to be found anymore#fuck everything#anyway#it ended up being a bit more than a couple of posts bc i have a whole lot of feelings i had to get out#so if you don't wanna see anything about this you can blacklist the tag 'jumblr'#tbh i'll be lucky if i have any followers left after this lol but oh well it is what it is a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do etc etc#at least i will always have the pornbots to keep me company....<3#jumblr#personal
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