#i don’t perceive myself 🙂‍↕️

[sanitysims]

thank you for tagging me!! this was so fun to do (๑>◡<๑)

here’s me with a lot of creative liberties taken (for both sides lol)

tagging @paracosmic-sims @samssims @stargazer-sims @plasmafruittree and everyone else who sees this hehe !! join if you want to :3 if you already have umm sorry 😔

Found this into the spider-verse picrew sooo picrew chain of u/ur oc & their spidey mask ⛓️‍💥

Mine is Hana 👯‍♀️

Picrew link

@neishroom @elderwisp @cinamun @youredreamingofroo @kimorasimz @acuar-io @folkbreeze @minamill & anyone who wants to do this!

[domoriu]

Hi bae this is 🧀 idk if you still rmb me im just rlly busy rn LMFAO but can i just say i will gladly match ur freak….. I am number one challengers fan (mike faist and zendaya i love u) and altho i dont dabble into the yaoi shit (maybe like ever idk. Sorry) i may have watched art n patrick make out a lil too much lol oopsies!

Anyways imo i truly think u should write what u want! Limiting yourself to what your followers/what u think your followers want is👎🏼 cuz honestly from experience it just prevents u from getting ur creative juices flowing….yk idk what the fuk im talkin but ya :D tldr just write what u want!! Am 100% looking forward to whatever fic you’re brewing SOON i am eagerly waiting at the dining table for the domoriu fic meal i bet it’s scrumptious.

Also tangent but thanks to that stupid blonde angelface art donaldson my type in men (or lack thereof) changed drastically cuz like i always like the feminine(?) gentle looking male idols ifygwim LOL. Like i LOVE RIWOO just because of thsi he’s just sooo my type even tho he’s a little shortie but its ok inm not even 160 so i cant even say much. Riwoo girl agenda indeed cuz fuck men but also fuck men….. just one singular 170cm tall pretty man….. anyways i hope u had a good day/start of the week!! I rlly need to lock in for school lmfao im tryign not to freak

hi lovely yes i do remember you!! i love challengers sm like that movie changed my life 🙂‍↕️ i literally watched challengers solely bc zendaya is in it and i wanted to see the men kiss 😭 and don’t even worry about not dabbling in yaoi its not for everyone… i used to like it then i like hated it (??) for a while but i fw it again ☝🏽 i read more yuri tho cuz go lesbians

and yes i try not to limit myself toooo much cuz at the end of the day, its my page and i can do what i want 🙂‍↕️ but some stuff i tend to keep to myself cuz i dont wanna be perceived LOLL

and yes i love riwoo sm my type when i have a bias is usually the really cute one/feminine looking one and riwoo just gives like. girl to me and as a girl kisser that is EXACTLY what im looking for ☝🏽 and unfortunately im 5’2 (157cm) so EVERYONE is fucking taller than me 😭😭😭but i like to pretend in my head that riwoo is actually shorter than me my little short king

and tysm !! i hope you have a a good day and a good week all together as well 💋

[rush-the-stars]

no i feel you. i, too, like to write fics when i get so deeply and desperately trapped in my head about interpersonal relationships and what i want from them vs what i get and how that want would be perceived by anyone else if i were to express it to them.

i have a nice little locked private side blog to yell in about it. it's nice but sometimes writing a fic can be even nicer

anon yes sometimes i just write these weird little drabbles for myself where i basically have a character ask me the questions i want to have rn JKFJDSKAK or idk you get it!! just whatever i am needing in that moment you know! like sometimes i want a character to notice something or help me in a particular way.

a locked side blog is smart!! i sorta use this blog as my vent/side blog??? sorta. i don’t like venting too much on here bc it’s my Fun Space. i usually just go write like bad poetry and fic for no one’s eyes but my own 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

[32flavorsotbbg]

8.23

Yo what if I’m retarded

Cause I’m here in this fucking tshirt and I am stoned and I feel like a big toe and idk I just feel so fucking WEIRD

I mean…. Lmao i am…. High 🙂‍↕️

But I feel like a big toe in the sense that like WHAT IF I CARE TOO FUCKING MUCH like why am I out here looking like a fucking big toe concerned over a man. I know how that sounds but I don’t mean it in a fuck men way LMAO of course

I just mean in like a why tfffffff am I like this???

There is a degree to which I am overthinking it for sure. Like it is very embarrassing in my head. Picturing myself being like this thirsty little thing. I was too sober 😂 in the trenches

Oh man oh man.

Okay at least I’m aware now though!!!!! I gotta move more intentionally.

And that’s the long and short of it. I got a big twitch just then.

Very interesting stuff, the unavailable guy stuff. God I feel like suuuuuch a fucking weirdo.

But if I was such a weirdo why would he say those things? Why would he act the way he did?

Probably because he’s a wounded man. But yeah like wtf does that have to do with me 🫣

Damn daddy by drakeo was on just now and it was cracking me up

I think was an urge and signal to step back and reevaluate. Yes someone can want something in one state and then step back from it and realize (self control is on right now and it is also the song frank ocean started with at fyf 🤪) that it’s…… a lot. I feel that way right now. I feel like I respect the approach lowkey tho. That was gentle in the number of steps. God I have such a big ick in my body.

Lol and yeah that’s scary. Because I do really feel those other ways about him. But WHY (this is a misleading why)

And I think that’s so real like yeah we feel these ways but we don’t know each other. Eliminating the physical aspect was honestly so key to kinda zap us out of that dust devil lmao

Yeah that was the sign to steeeepppppppp baaaaaacckkk.

You never really know how someone really feels.

Just the…… ew idk. All of it. All of it all of it.

I feel very closed off at this moment. I feel reluctant and ashamed lmao that legit tickles me to say how I feel.

But I’m honestly having the time of my life. Like in this moment even with the absolutely crushing weight of my shame LMAOOOOOO I am really enjoying smoking and listing to music by my fucking self. I’m listening to the self control (is the song frank started with at fyf) playlist and damn! Shamira and I were really vibing down ahahahahahahha playlist kinda goes 🙂‍↔️

What a time what a time

Just imagining it from his perspective is so humbling lmao I’m acting/existing and someone else is perceiving that 🤢

Now is time to dig in.

Interesting turn of events. So many scenarios playing out my head at once. Past present and future.

Fuck lmao I went to sleep again. Like halfway tho lmao it wasn’t that bad. I just had to fucking chew on some human emotions for a minute and bit a live wire. That’s my bad. But believe I have been snapped back to my right mind.

I feel insecure about the way I am? But you know what tho I have a lot of pure love to give. More discernment. Turn it up. Take it further than the vibe. Further than the surface feeling.

Be fucking cool girlypop go back to not giving a fuck!! I feel very activated ☺️

I gotta hop up off this now and go back to enjoying music lmao fuck this