#i don’t know why i keeeeeep seeing these posts i swear i haven’t even interacted do i follow a tag they use or something??

[sammygender]

i’m so fascinated by the subset of this app that is the coquettecore lanadelreyvinyl girlbloggers. i keep getting their posts randomly recommended to me. obsessed with cassie from skins, amy dunne, sylvia plath despite never having read anything other than the bell jar, and sophia coppola. think girlhood is about suffering, and, even more so, suffering for BOYS. probably anorexic but wont explicitly come out and say it (thats a different subtype). type with little bow kaomojis and tag things #female hysteria and make traumacore edits saying things like ‘the urge to ruin my life’ over pictures of cherry coke zero. think men are a different, beautiful, inhuman species and have never heard of queer people. dye their hair black or bleach it blonde and wear red lipstick and repost photos of girls in white dresses and abandoned churches and more cherry coke zero and lament the fact that they can’t make a life out of being sad and pretty. i cannot lie sometimes i think if i didn’t transition this would’ve been me