#i do not want to see or hear my deadname DAILY :DDDDDD | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

135-film · 2 years ago

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im not gonna say much on this bc i just went thru something Genuinely rlly traumatic but it sure rlly makes me feel a type of way (worse) when im trying to #cope and i have to see my deadname everywhere on my fucking dash

#whimper whimper #me seeing it every day of my fucking life on here and ONLY on here rlly stresses me out.#normally im like whatever its a real word and concept so i Have to be used to it #but im this close to just blocking ppl who post abt it or use it as their name bc i cannot handle seeing it. el oh el.#ppl who can be friends with ppl who have their deadname are the bravest in the world bc i couldnt #i have so much anger and resentment to my name #it just makes me so uncomfortable #the concept is normally a lot better hearing but now its DAILY :D #i do not want to see or hear my deadname DAILY :DDDDDD #i fucking wish my mom picked a different/worse name for me.#i couldve been aurora instead of [deadname]#i was developing a rlly weird connection to the concept that my deadname Is #and i just had to put an end to it bc i was coping in ways that was destroying my brain 🥺

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