#i dnot like when ppl suggest i have depression etc i feel that its not true and im the problem and i CAN fix it but i cant get myself to
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#y.txt#feeling very weird n awful lately. alienating people in my head for no reason. physically they exist but not to me#i keep comparing myself to others :( not only as in like achievements but also unfortunately in . suffering or life experience till now#i wish i was mentally normal!! or spent this energy on something more useful#im thinking about 500 things at once and none of them is positive things about me i hate everything about me rn#i know i should do something!! but it's very taxing and i also dont want to worry anyone around me :(#ive lost a lot of weight but not where i want to lose it... at the same time i hate how i look like a child and idk how to feel about#my really small chest area#hiding my hair made me lose confidence in myself and i cant dress as well as i did anymore#nor approach people like i used to anymore#i dont know what to pursue as a career and it seems like theres nothing for me anyway with that fuckass degree i have#and living under the worst economy and government#this is long!!!!!!!! and writing it out just made me want to cry uncontrollably#i dnot like when ppl suggest i have depression etc i feel that its not true and im the problem and i CAN fix it but i cant get myself to
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