#i dn't know

[lock-my-feelings-in-a-jar]

sometimes i feel like i just get into a weird mental place, don't know what to do anymore, nothing feels real and i start slowly losing my mind more and more

[cubffections]

happy halloween my angels ! 👻 🎃 ♥︎ please be safe if you have anything planned tonite okie? i lub uu c: but i've been over here wondering wut would be my first eva hallowennie costume :o

[dont-look-me-in-the-eye]

well maybe i am a fuckin' crazy freak and broken beyond repair and my memory will never work right and i'll always be a fucking asshole. maybe there is no going back. maybe it's just masks all the way down. maybe i'll never ever be vulnerable in front of someone else never get that part of myself back and never get the stable person i shoulda been. what then. maybe i'll always flinch when someone touches me and maybe i'll always be full of this pain.

well maybe i can't be fixed. maybe i don't fucking want to be.

[citrine-elephant]

coping with someone asking me to shovel some dirt with them by making leon dig his own grave

which, he'd probably refuse, but yknow.

[didderd]

Update I personally think I'm very funny XD

lmao is that us with our Fell Sanses?

this is great i love it lol. ty for sharing! :>

[cowsaresushi-coral]

I found out how to make polls, and quite frankly I'm a little curious, especially because my blog got a little funky this year and a bit of last year. Feel free to vote!

[artichow]

for the ship game... there are quite a few I could ask you about. Let's go with Hyoma x Tsubasa with this one :D

wooooo

Don’t Ship It

Why don’t you ship it?

kind of in the same vein as my tsubasa and kyoya answer, except i really care about kyoya's character gdhrj basically i don't care enough about kyoya and i can't really see him in any deep and committing relationship, which i think suits hyoma best.

What would have made you like it?

mmm i guess more hyoma screentime (my answer to everything yet again :p) and more silly interactions between them after the koma arc and survival battle (i liked their battle there but also i wish hyoma could have shone more,,) but even then i don't really ship that much so it's really a matter of taste and personality on my end :)

Despite not shipping it, do you have anything positive to say about it?

hyoma's in it.

no but fr i like this dynamic, i don't ship it with passion or anything but i see the potential, they are silly guys :) and kyoya is at his best during fusion while hyoma is somewhat important (ergo hyoma makes everything better, this is a flawless logic) Also this is purely just in my head but the thought just came to me that's it's funny to imagine kyoya and shoyo both having some sort of crush or SOMETHING for hyoma and handling it so poorly and pointing at each other like "YOU" I love their dumb rivalry/hatred/uncanny similarities it's so funny to me, they are each other's gay worst friend.

[mishkakagehishka]

Those are most definitely not medieval dresses

[mikecrewsteacup]

i usually struggle with acknowledging that it's okay for me to be upset, but i have to say, filling in the intake forms for my new therapist office sure was eye-opening about "oh yeah, right, i DO have some valid reasons to be a bit broken"

[elytrafemme]

i wish i knew just how tired people actually are. because i’m struggling these days with the thought (that honestly terrifies me not because of what it is inherently but because i’ve been in denial for so fucking long) that i might not be like physically abled. and might have physical health issues. 

but most of my issues that are substantial is this like. perpetual exhaustion. but everyone is tired i feel like at least in my life. so i just. i don’t know what’s normal you know? 

[harpy-of-the-storm]

I think it's worse than that I think this person might be Christian, I'm so sorry everyone

okay maybe this is overly harsh but I genuinely think that if you say this shit you're probably not actually gay. SORRY

[lotussness]

"I don't know what im doing!" -me

These are the only things I know how to cook. Some pancakes, bregg (bread + egg) and fried eggs. I'm a simple human.

[citrine-elephant]

i cannot explain why, but with just my playthrough of 2005 re4, leon kennedy feels like he's on the ace spectrum

[prettybean]

WHAT THEY WOULD SAY DURING SEX PT. 2 (COD +18)

* 🤖 feel free to ask me anything + I’ll do a toxic ver for this one cause.. why not

Ghost

"Stop acting innocent, I know you want my cock."

"Do you like my hands? How many fingers do you want inside?"

"Why don't you be a good girl and suck my cock?"

"You have to take it all"

"I'll keep fucking you even if you beg me to stop. That's what good girls do, right?"

"Swallow it all or I'll have to force your mouth open"

"Do you think you can run your mouth whenever you want?"

"you're so good, sweetheart, you always make me so proud”

Soap

"Be quick, princess."

"You look so beautiful tonight, be thankful I didn't fuck you in front of everyone"

"Use both hands"

"You're so messy"

"I'm right here, take it slow"

"I will not leave you"

"You're doing it so good"

"I just can not get enough"

Price

"No panties?"

"You're such a tease"

"I know you can be louder, love."

"You see what you do to me? Do you feel it?"

"Are you already ruined? I barely touched you"

"How long have you been waiting for this moment?"

"You're so obedient, always doing what I tell you like a good puppy"

"You like being fucked by an older guy, don't you?"

Gaz

"Don't stop kissing me, your lips are so sweet"

"You have three seconds to cum"

"Fuck, you got all my fingers wet"

"I need you"

"Bite me harder”

"We do it here and now"

"My head between your legs would be perfect"

"I bet you would do anything to be touched by me"

Alejandro

"Don't bite your lips, let me do it for you"

"You're cute when you tease me like that"

"You got goosebumps"

"Where do you want the hickeys?"

"Sit on my lap, mi amor"

"Move those hips"

"Did I tell you to stop?"

"You turn me on, every time you look at me I can't control myself"

Graves

"You wanted to see me lose control, huh?"

"At the end of the day you're the one begging and crying for my cock"

"Strip. This is an order"

"Oh my puppy wants attention?"

"Turn around and show me how much you want it"

"This pussy is so needy"

"You're a brat, I want to choke you and fuck you at the same time"

"Good girls always deserve a reward"

König

"You've been staring at me all night, now don't pretend you don't want me"

"Did you masturbate thinking about me today? Tell me"

"I swear I won't stop even if you shake"

"The only things I want to hear from your mouth are moans"

"Do you like it when I grab your neck like that, Schatz?"

"God, you belong to me"

".. so small I could pin you to the wall and fuck you hard. Tell me how much it turns you on to be fucked like this"

"Look at you, so cute trying to fit it all in. Is it too big, love?"

Keegan

"I fucked you dumb so hard you can't even talk properly"

"What would you do if I stopped fucking you right now? I bet you'd cry.. so fucking desperate"

"Do I need to remind you what your place is?"

"Don't make me repeat it twice, get on all fours"

"Your ass will turn red if you don't stop misbehaving"

"Do I have to grab your face to make you look at me?"

"Good, my whore is so good"

"All tied up and ready for me"

[hangingoffence]

one fucking thing about metro games is that they have few bugs but the ones they have ruin my enjoyment of the game. it's either in last light suddenly i cant knock off enemies anymore or in exodus at the lighthouse the game freezes no matter how low my fucking settings are.

[shadowsjuggernaut]

"Oh mental stuff. I'm immune to that. I have this old hag who constantly gives off this ability where anyone who see's her falls in love. I got a full immunity to stuff like that because I have to keep fighting her. It was annoying to deal with."

It was not ideal, it was not a good way to gain immunity but hey, he's immune to artificial love!

"Or maybe your just really that ugly."

"No can do~. Someone VERY special gave me this mask, and I REFUSE to wear a different one~. It might be a bit hard to see, but I don't WANT any other mask." They were very attached to the mask that Fyodor gave them...

"Fighting? I don't LIKE fighting-- so I'm glad you don't feel like it. As for my ability-- anyone who sees my face goes insane, killing others around them asides from myself, and then they kill themselves~! Sometimes they skip the murder spree and go STRAIGHT to killing themselves~! NOW do you see why I wear a mask?"