#i dn't know

[lock-my-feelings-in-a-jar]

sometimes i feel like i just get into a weird mental place, don't know what to do anymore, nothing feels real and i start slowly losing my mind more and more

[dont-look-me-in-the-eye]

well maybe i am a fuckin' crazy freak and broken beyond repair and my memory will never work right and i'll always be a fucking asshole. maybe there is no going back. maybe it's just masks all the way down. maybe i'll never ever be vulnerable in front of someone else never get that part of myself back and never get the stable person i shoulda been. what then. maybe i'll always flinch when someone touches me and maybe i'll always be full of this pain.

well maybe i can't be fixed. maybe i don't fucking want to be.

[elvisqueso]

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[citrine-elephant]

coping with someone asking me to shovel some dirt with them by making leon dig his own grave

which, he'd probably refuse, but yknow.

[didderd]

Update I personally think I'm very funny XD

lmao is that us with our Fell Sanses?

this is great i love it lol. ty for sharing! :>

[cowsaresushi-coral]

I found out how to make polls, and quite frankly I'm a little curious, especially because my blog got a little funky this year and a bit of last year. Feel free to vote!

[artichow]

for the ship game... there are quite a few I could ask you about. Let's go with Hyoma x Tsubasa with this one :D

wooooo

Don’t Ship It

Why don’t you ship it?

kind of in the same vein as my tsubasa and kyoya answer, except i really care about kyoya's character gdhrj basically i don't care enough about kyoya and i can't really see him in any deep and committing relationship, which i think suits hyoma best.

What would have made you like it?

mmm i guess more hyoma screentime (my answer to everything yet again :p) and more silly interactions between them after the koma arc and survival battle (i liked their battle there but also i wish hyoma could have shone more,,) but even then i don't really ship that much so it's really a matter of taste and personality on my end :)

Despite not shipping it, do you have anything positive to say about it?

hyoma's in it.

no but fr i like this dynamic, i don't ship it with passion or anything but i see the potential, they are silly guys :) and kyoya is at his best during fusion while hyoma is somewhat important (ergo hyoma makes everything better, this is a flawless logic) Also this is purely just in my head but the thought just came to me that's it's funny to imagine kyoya and shoyo both having some sort of crush or SOMETHING for hyoma and handling it so poorly and pointing at each other like "YOU" I love their dumb rivalry/hatred/uncanny similarities it's so funny to me, they are each other's gay worst friend.

[harpy-of-the-storm]

I think it's worse than that I think this person might be Christian, I'm so sorry everyone

okay maybe this is overly harsh but I genuinely think that if you say this shit you're probably not actually gay. SORRY

[lotussness]

"I don't know what im doing!" -me

These are the only things I know how to cook. Some pancakes, bregg (bread + egg) and fried eggs. I'm a simple human.

[prettybean]

WHAT THEY WOULD SAY DURING SEX PT. 2 (COD +18)

* 🤖 feel free to ask me anything + I’ll do a toxic ver for this one cause.. why not

Ghost

"Stop acting innocent, I know you want my cock."

"Do you like my hands? How many fingers do you want inside?"

"Why don't you be a good girl and suck my cock?"

"You have to take it all"

"I'll keep fucking you even if you beg me to stop. That's what good girls do, right?"

"Swallow it all or I'll have to force your mouth open"

"Do you think you can run your mouth whenever you want?"

"you're so good, sweetheart, you always make me so proud”

Soap

"Be quick, princess."

"You look so beautiful tonight, be thankful I didn't fuck you in front of everyone"

"Use both hands"

"You're so messy"

"I'm right here, take it slow"

"I will not leave you"

"You're doing it so good"

"I just can not get enough"

Price

"No panties?"

"You're such a tease"

"I know you can be louder, love."

"You see what you do to me? Do you feel it?"

"Are you already ruined? I barely touched you"

"How long have you been waiting for this moment?"

"You're so obedient, always doing what I tell you like a good puppy"

"You like being fucked by an older guy, don't you?"

Gaz

"Don't stop kissing me, your lips are so sweet"

"You have three seconds to cum"

"Fuck, you got all my fingers wet"

"I need you"

"Bite me harder”

"We do it here and now"

"My head between your legs would be perfect"

"I bet you would do anything to be touched by me"

Alejandro

"Don't bite your lips, let me do it for you"

"You're cute when you tease me like that"

"You got goosebumps"

"Where do you want the hickeys?"

"Sit on my lap, mi amor"

"Move those hips"

"Did I tell you to stop?"

"You turn me on, every time you look at me I can't control myself"

Graves

"You wanted to see me lose control, huh?"

"At the end of the day you're the one begging and crying for my cock"

"Strip. This is an order"

"Oh my puppy wants attention?"

"Turn around and show me how much you want it"

"This pussy is so needy"

"You're a brat, I want to choke you and fuck you at the same time"

"Good girls always deserve a reward"

König

"You've been staring at me all night, now don't pretend you don't want me"

"Did you masturbate thinking about me today? Tell me"

"I swear I won't stop even if you shake"

"The only things I want to hear from your mouth are moans"

"Do you like it when I grab your neck like that, Schatz?"

"God, you belong to me"

".. so small I could pin you to the wall and fuck you hard. Tell me how much it turns you on to be fucked like this"

"Look at you, so cute trying to fit it all in. Is it too big, love?"

Keegan

"I fucked you dumb so hard you can't even talk properly"

"What would you do if I stopped fucking you right now? I bet you'd cry.. so fucking desperate"

"Do I need to remind you what your place is?"

"Don't make me repeat it twice, get on all fours"

"Your ass will turn red if you don't stop misbehaving"

"Do I have to grab your face to make you look at me?"

"Good, my whore is so good"

"All tied up and ready for me"

[shadowsjuggernaut]

"Oh mental stuff. I'm immune to that. I have this old hag who constantly gives off this ability where anyone who see's her falls in love. I got a full immunity to stuff like that because I have to keep fighting her. It was annoying to deal with."

It was not ideal, it was not a good way to gain immunity but hey, he's immune to artificial love!

"Or maybe your just really that ugly."

"No can do~. Someone VERY special gave me this mask, and I REFUSE to wear a different one~. It might be a bit hard to see, but I don't WANT any other mask." They were very attached to the mask that Fyodor gave them...

"Fighting? I don't LIKE fighting-- so I'm glad you don't feel like it. As for my ability-- anyone who sees my face goes insane, killing others around them asides from myself, and then they kill themselves~! Sometimes they skip the murder spree and go STRAIGHT to killing themselves~! NOW do you see why I wear a mask?"

[citrine-elephant]

i cannot explain why, but with just my playthrough of 2005 re4, leon kennedy feels like he's on the ace spectrum

[falling-star-cygnus]

This isn't really angst but I want to share this idea with you anyways, Nicole and Anby get sick, like really sick, so Billy and Nekomata take care of them, Nekomata goes out to get medicine for Anby and Nicole so Billy does some nice things for them while waiting for Nekomata to come back, like putting a cold towel on their heads and making chicken noodle soup for them, and when doing this he gets to hear some muttered apologies from Anby and Nicole about the way they treat him

AHHH THIS IS SUCH A CUTE IDEA -> i'm on it o^o7

posts might slow down for a little bit, but I'll definitely try and knock out what's already been sent in as speedily as possible while ensuring [hopefully] good quality :D

the other format i tried out didn't necessarily do bad, but i think i'll stick to this one after all. since i created the Master List at long last uWu

"Hey, Manager," Billy says into Nicole's phone, trying to keep his voice as unassuming as possible, "Boss won't be able to make it to your hangout today."

"Oh no!" Belle immediately frets on the other end, "What's going on? Is she okay?"

Well. The goal was not to make her worry. Damnit.

Objective failed.

"She's okay. Her and Anby just came down with a... pretty brutal fever, if I'm being honest. They should be fine in a few days, though at max!"

Hopefully. Billy had heard stories about humans with sickly immune systems that... didn't always survive a fever. The stories had never scared him before but...

"Kitty's out getting some medicine for them right now," the android forces himself to continue, lest he dwell on that too long, "And I'm staying here to make sure their temperatures don't get too high."

That's what you were supposed to do when humans got sick, right? He was kind of just basing everything off Nekomata's experience and one episode of the Starlight Knights where two characters- who should be love interests but weren't- got stranded together on a desert planet and one of them had to take care of the other. But the other wasn't really human or anything- so it was kind of an unreliable source of information.

So he also did a quick google search.

"That's great, Billy," Belle's gentle voice brings him back to the present conversation, "Sounds like they're in very capable hands then. My mind is put at ease."

....oh!

That was nice to hear. That she believed in him.

"Do- do you have any suggestions?" the android ventures, figuring it couldn't really hurt, "I mean- I can totally take care of them on my own, but- surely the legendary, all-knowing Phaethon might have some advice for a plain piece of scrap metal like me...?"

Perfect save.

In the end, Belle doesn't really tell him anything that he didn't already get from Nekomata or from the computer the Hares' all shared. Cold towels, warm soup that's easy on the throat, and lots of rest.

The two Demara's were laid up in one room to prevent contaminating Nekomata. Or him, too, but the only way the android could get sick was via computer virus.

Which- they all learned the hard way. That was not a pleasant experience, nor one he was eager to repeat... but he would if it meant Nicole and Anby could recover faster.

With no time to sit on his thoughts, Billy replaces the cloths on their heads with all the gentleness he can muster. He must- at least- be doing something right, because the two already look more peaceful than they had before the call with the Proxy.

"Mm.. m'sorry.." he thinks he hears Nicole mutter.

Bad dream? He ponders, hastily striding over to fix the towel across her forehead. Maybe she was dreaming of the time Eous shut off in the Hollow and they had thought about turning them in.

Or- Billy had suggested turning them in.

Twasn't his proudest moment. He sincerely hoped Phaethon never found out about that-

"...m'sorry," she mutters again, turning onto her side with a furrowed brow, "..sorry.. Billy.. for yelng' all th'time. You're a good android. Good fr'nd. 'n I... dn't say it... nuff."

...

If he had been built for crying, Billy was sure he'd be making a mess of his faceplate right now.

The things his family team does to him... he was going soft.

As the android fixes both the Demara's towels, as he helps prop them up and spoon feed the delirious duo medicine and soup, and as he tucks them back in for a nice long nap, privately he thinks...

Maybe that's not such a bad thing.

[nottragic-stilltoothsome]

I think Withers wouldn't decline it if not-full-elf Tav asked him for immortality to match Astarion's. He dn't make Tav a god, he dn't give them invulnerability to match Ketherics', but to somehow tie their lives together? To make Astarion mortal again, in elven terms of mortality (which'd guarantee him like six hundred years more, even if we count the two centuries he has been a vampire and didn't age) and prolong Tav's lifespan to match that.

We know Withers likes love (yes, he warns us not to let it distract Tav from the main quest, but also advises to get in a relationship if we aren't in one around act 2). We know he is more than willing to bend some rules for us (he straight up brings all of the party members back to life if necessary and for Dark Urge Tav, he brings them back if Bhaal kills them). He is in general rooting for us, as in for Tav's party.

So I genuinely think it's not off the table for him to grant Tav, within reason, some longevity to match Astarion's elven lifespan. Moreover, he can and in this case would, make Astarion mortal again (I don't mean not vampire; I mean make him go back to elven aging instead of vampire never dying of old age) and I think Astarion would be more than happy to accept this offer. The price of immortality is watching all your friends and family die (and Astarion didn't exactly thought that through when agreeing for Cazador to turn him) and, especialy with how sure he is he won't ever love again after Tav, I don't think he would really want to live forever - cause honestly, who would?

[selfshipping-haven]

I'm sorry I don't think we've met before

do people even like my ship??? would it even work out??? would it even happen???

[voylitscope]

CA: TWS 10th Anniversary Ficlets (Day 3)

Daily ficlets for the CA: TWS 10th Anniversary Event @catws-anniversary. With Huge thanks to @sparkagrace and @cable-knit-sweater for running this wonderful event! 💞

Three | March 28th | Theme: SHIELD | Prompt: Surprise Visitor | Words: 300 | Canon compliant | Not Rated | No Warnings | But: very brief Steve/OC (sort of), and, I guess, privacy invasion via audio recording? I don't know how to tag that. It's canon that Steve's DC apartment was bugged. So?

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[LOC: Rogers, S., MIC_001_24hr]

[01.12.14]

[Speaker 1: Rogers, S.

Speaker 2: Unidentified. Male.]

● [07:14] —Music—

● [11:27] — Crashing —

[11:27] Speaker 1: Dammit  

[11:42] — Slamming —

● [16:51] — Slamming —

[17:03] — Music —

● [21:18] — Knocking —

[21:19] Speaker 1: Hi

[21:19.31] [inaudible}

[21:20] Speaker 1: Yeah, you can — do you want to come in?

[21:21] Speaker 2: Thanks, yeah. 

[21:21.14] Speaker 1:  Sure, Here, let me — [inauduible] your coat.

[21:22] Speaker 2: Thanks. This is a great apartment, wow. 

[21:23] Speaker 1: Oh, uh, thanks. Yeah, it's — thank you. 

[21:23] Speaker 2: Yeah, so, did you wanna give me a tour?

[21:23.09] Speaker 1: Oh. Oh, Yes. Yeah. I can do that. Uh. Right this way?

[21:23.30] — laughter —

[21:24] [inaudible]

● [21:30] Speaker 1: [inaudible] — get you anything?

[21:31] Speaker 2: No, I'm cool. Unless you were planning to make drinks or something.

[21:31.41] Speaker 1: No, no. I'm good, too.

[21:32] Speaker 2: So, then.

[21:32.43] Speaker 1: Right. Yeah. 

[21:33] [inaudible]

● [21:45.09} Speaker 1: Sorry, sorry. Wait. [inadaubile.} Sorry — [inaudible] can't do this.

[21:46] Speaker 2: That's [inaudible] — you sure?

[21:47] [inaudible]

[21:48] Speaker 1: I'm sorry. 

[21:49] Speaker 2: [inaudible] — understand.

[21:50] [inaudible]

● [21:54] Speaker 1: Goodnight. 

[21:54.13] Speaker 2: Goodnight [inaudible] —if you change your mind?

[21:55] Speaker 1: [inaudible} — really am sorry.

[21:56] Speaker 2: Dn't be. But don't forget my number, either.

[21:56.38] Speaker 1:  [inaudible] — and I've got a great memory. 

[21:57] — laughter —

[21:58] Speaker 1: Goodnight

[21: 58.11] Speaker 2: Goodnight

[21:59] [inaudible]

[22:01] — Thudding —

● [22:04] — Music —

[22:05] Speaker 1: Dammit

🎆Two | March 27th | Theme: Steve Rogers | Prompt: Guilt | Words: 300 | Canon compliant | Not Rated | No Warnings

🎆 One | March 26th | Theme: On your left | Prompt: The Smithsonian | Words: 250 | Canon compliant | No warnings | Not Rated |

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