#i didn't like my dinner very much
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May 20th, 2024 - Clear Day
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I saw an ex-friend from elementary school. I don't know if he saw me. I didn't say anything anyway. It was very awkward. I basically hid from him the whole hour I was at the park.
He went to school today. Finally. He got a haircut! His face changed a bit with it. But it looks good on him. I like watching him play football. And see him smile.
I passed my Chemistry exam. I only have two more left before the end of the term. I hope all this shit ends soon, I hate it.
I lost my earcuff. I could only wear it once and it disappear. But like, literally disappeared. I was so desperate that I even try to make GNOMES give it back to me (Y told me to do that). It didn't work.
Well, I guess I'll have to go back to the store and look for the same one. But there was another earcuff that had a skull, it was pretty cool. I might get that one instead. Or both. $3000 is not a lot... right?
(It is.)
I tried to watch a movie last night but MAX wasn't working well. Tonight I'll try again. Not I'll watch "Gilda" (1946). Heh, an English teacher I had had the same name. She was very nice.
I feel like posting something on Instagram but I don't have any pictures to do it. I actually have one, but I'm saving it for later. I wanted to take a photo of the sky at school but I couldn't, there were too many people.
I should do my Economy homework...
In the morning. It's due tomorrow at 9 PM. I've got time.
Rest well.
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#fragile cosmos#fragile posts#diary#i want noodles#i didn't like my dinner very much#im gonna eat#tangerine#wtf is “tangerine smut”???????#wth#tangerine smut#what the fuck is that
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Hello ! I positively adore the running joke of Idia unknowingly finding Lilia to be the coolest guy ever whenever he doesn't know it's him, like when Silver described his father, or obviously with muscle red. I can't say what'd be funnier, Idia finding out his online best friend is actually Lilia, resident spooky hyper fairy; or them both never finding out, and it'd become even more ridiculous as time goes on. How do you think it'll play out ? You're always so on point
(Also, though it makes sense, I'm still devastated bat boy didn't get a ticket for the Halloween skeleton train : ( does anyone mentions him at some point ? Like how he'd have fit right in with all those Halloween town little freaks, and how he'd have impressed them with his spooks and scared techniques; after all he's been every Briar Valley's children worst fear on Halloween for centuries. I'm on the eng server and I didn't wanna spoil myself by watching the whole thing on youtube)
Have a nice day !
you and me both, Idia and Lilia being oblivious online BFFs (+ Idia being incredibly intimidated any time Silver brings up his jock gamer dad) is my favorite running joke/subplot. 🤝 it's SO good, to the point where I also am unsure if I actually want it to ever be resolved or not...maybe, like, as a post-canon stinger or something? everyone's standing around covered in overblot ink, and Idia and Lilia's phones go off at the same time...
(legit I do think this is part of why Idia couldn't be present for Lilia's dream, because for some reason Lilia decided he was going to just. embody his past self online. he probably quotes his own battle strategies or whatever in the middle of boss fights. Idia didn't pick up on the whole "oh how weird that we both live on a super remote island" thing, but he would spend thirty seconds listening to General Lilia describing siege warfare and be like "w-wait")
all that aside, however it does end up happening, I do see Lilia being very blasé and all "oh! cool!" about it. y'know, taking it very much in stride! and Idia...very much not.
(can't tell if tumblr is going to chew this into illegibility or not, this will be a fun surprise ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ)
as for Lilia sadly missing out on Halloweentown shenanigans...he does get one little mention as part of an offhand reference to the light music club, but so far no one has brought up how this basically is just Lost In the Book of Liliatown (Sebek's been too busy yelling about not getting to be in the same group as Malleus). 😔 honestly though, it's probably for the best that he got left out, because he would just settle right in and refuse to ever leave. canon would shatter. we would miss out on all the delightful angst of episode 7 because Lilia is too busy eating poisonous shrubbery inbetween practicing his very best screams, and no one can pull him away from it.
(I can hope for a sequel next year though...)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#gentle spoilers but y'know. just in case#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#most of the kitchen scene was jade messing with the firsties and that was so delightful that i didn't think til after#that you'd think sebek would have made some kind of reference to lilia 'i lost my tastebuds in the war' vanrouge's quote-unquote cooking#ah well. jade being mean is more than entertaining enough#looking forward to more of it tomorrow!#god. lilia and idia though.#lilia is like. genuinely idia's best friend and neither of them have any idea#and idia keeps doing that 'ha ha what if we were friends out of game too? what if we met offline? jk jk jk uNLESS...👉👈'#and then he immediately chickens out because he's so convinced that crimson will hate him if they ever met irl#(meanwhile lilia is just like 'my online bestie is so cool :) la la la')#they are both so stupid and i love them so much#i've just realized that i actually do want them to find out each other's identities#because idia doesn't just go to school with his online bff#he ALSO goes to school with his online bff's extremely supportive and extremely socially-inept kids#idia is going to get invited to dinner at diasomnia and it's going to be SO awkward#silver is going to give a long formal speech thanking him for being a stalwart comrade and trusted warrior brother to his father#as sebek stews in jealousy that idia got to fight by lilia-sama's side >:(#while idia sits there like 'all i did was link him a video about lane control for his character class'#malleus will make such an effort to learn literally anything about online gaming and he won't understand a word of it#it will be SUCH a disaster and i very much do want it now
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hi! birthday. which means it's finally time t
yo what the itch store is fixed up now
damn what? I don't know where this came from. look all the comics I put on g*mr**d a year ago are back here again with all the formatting and typesetting by @fireflysummers as well as the exclusive bonus art wtf who did this. my werewolf comic on here too what the hells!! that one also got re-toned for printing if u want to AND an exclusive cover spread !!! what the fuck!!!!! come see for urself I can't make this shit up
#bakuspecial#comic#itch.io#bakugoods#<- made up a tag for when I sell things that aren't commissions just now#for folks who still remember me talking abt a physical run of these comics: I'm so sorry this year and the last have been brutal#and I live in a well and suffer a curse of international mails never going well. so the logistics became Very complicated#I still think abt it tho! I've prepped up all the assets just bc I thought abt it so much... we picked out a gift print for the orders#And a bonus print for the pack#but I couldn't gather my brain enough to make it happen. yet#it takes a bit of overhead so I gotta build that up. which is. right now talk for after the shit that just happened to me got smoothed out#but I do want it to happen. I've been sitting on this exclusive custom print for like two years now#I really love that drawing its so cute. I still hold that project close to my heart#anyways uhh itch store! happy birthday to me!#last year this time was so rough I didn't even Want to think about my birthday lol#strangely enough with this small little fragmentation grenade we just got I became more motivated to fuck around on my bday lmao#probably out of spite. hammer philosophy#my parents love making a whole thing out of me and the brother's bdays lol so dinner's gonna be something#but for now I can still chill. and prep up stuff. and do my thang#if u look thru the itch store and get something from there thank u so much! I hope the comics treat u well#and now. I make hot drink. have a good day lads! do a little jig for us let's go
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my nelvas and moraak thought crumblets
#text#eaaaaaaaaaasy Peasy#actually i'm upset now because i had to read at least some things m*raak says during DB quest and omfggggg the absolute snoozefest that is#- his character i'm actually knocked out and drooling on my pillow#the fact that he has fans is solely bc he's pushed to the forefront as the big bad. cus he has goldfish IQ and idk.. personality of -#- some pebbles in reality#the only good thing to come out of his existence is The sexxxxxxy ass fact that mora protected him (and then decided to marinate him)#i think he falls flat badly just cause he doesn't have something to fall back on; idk how to describe it tho#i think making the Big Bad the character who is 5000+ but was dormant and useless all the time is um..... it was a choice#idk what's up with him but his character doesn't even have the value it should theoretically#Nah that's crazy bc why does t*lvas have a more interesting personality from like 10 voicelines than that abortion#but i'm not mad cus t*lvas is superior to every other character on that island like i mean it#mostly cus he bounces off n*loth's personality really well. to Me#this might just be my personal bias tho bc i do only like characters that are down-to-earth and 'normal people' more than the ones that r -#- very overblown to the point where they're just marvel villains#i would rather lsiten to some working class elf serving dinner at a political gathering than to anything m*raak has to whine about#i remember saying the same things about m*raak like 2 years ago when i didn't talk much and someone pointed me to a mod or smth and -#- like 🤦♀️ no offense but maybe i will actually take whatever happened in canon over the shakespearian Dookie the fans will be writing -#- about him#i think there's no point in building a bigger and impactful backstory or motives to him if in canon he was meant to be ass#'meant' as in it turned out to be ass#cus i don't actually believe sk*rim characters are rly that much very 'Badly written' really.. and there are things to dig out of what -#- a character has#and if one of them has nothing pleaselet him die . No i'm jk
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doodles and some lore. I'm tired.
#Jay does this thing on second dates where he tests the other person#he wants to make sure they'd like all of him. every part of him that may throw others off or realize he's insane#Matt and Jay were friends during high school. dated in college and broke up just before finding out Jay was pregnant#they decided to co-parent Mona and just view one another as friends#Mona really likes Don and Tk. loves Peter. though dislikes Lucy quite a bit because of how much she hears Jay complain about her with Matt#Mona is very close with Jay despite living with Matt and only coming over to Jay during the holidays/some weekends#Jay moved into the complex about a year prior to meeting Peter. he's had 5 roommates since moving in#Lucy has been the worst compared to the rest but is the only one Jay tolerates (since she's young and reminds him of himself. pretransition#Jay and Don hated each other in the beginning. only really bonded over talking shit about a neighbor#and Jay saying “anyway I gotta finish watching the game.” Don saying how he wanted to too but his tv is fucked so they watch together#Tk does have feelings for Jay but Jay just can't take the hint. he simply just thinks he's making jokes and is very kind#Jay really cares about Lucy. he often checks up on her when she's out and buys her dinner if he didn't make anything for them#and she ofc tries to make his life easier by cleaning the apartment making him coffee in the mornings etc etc#also Jay and Don sometimes just talk about marriage. how both of theirs didn't work out (I headcanon that for Don)#how it'd go - Don: I just wish I showed her how much I cared... Jay: I chased mine down with a knife. didn't kill her though. I promise.#Jay also calls Don's kid (the cop) Don Jr. he doesn't mind it that much. it's mainly cause Jay never remembers his name#my art#yb peter#Yb don#Void#Jay#Yb tk#Yb lucy#none of them die btw. Peter kills some guy who treated Jay poorly#the entirety of Jay and Peter's relationship before the abduction takes place over June#I say so cause it was a bit alarming to Tk. Don and Matt how fast Jay was rushing into the relationship and such#anyway uhh idk what else to say
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i love my sister and for the most part, we are very close and genuinely like each other a lot but the one place where i'd just really, really, really like to see inside her brain is the part where she is still incredibly comfortable and cheerful—and even thinks it's really funny—talking about how much she didn't like me as a child while I'm like. yes. I am and was aware. and it sucked so so so much
#we had a really wild moment over dinner last week where she actually acknowledged#EXPLICITLY with her OWN WORDS#that things like our brother dying right when i was going into my senior yr of high school#and covid lockdown starting right when i'd graduated college + moved to a new city where i knew no one except her + was applying/auditionin#for jobs#were harder on me than one her in some unique ways#and i was literally like . is. is this a test? am i supposed to deny it?#bc like when our brother died she told me i was a selfish brat (for not grieving the way she did)#and during covid she told me (right after i got laid off) that she had ''way more reasons to be depressed'' than i did#personal#anyway she was laughing so much as she said this (abt not liking me) and i was just staring at her nodding slightly like#yeah. i know. i know you didn't like me#do YOU know how much it sucks to know that your older sister--whom you idolize--who you *desperately* want to like you--#not only doesn't like you at all#but even up into high school/college#would talk about how she couldn't wait till our LITTLE (five year old) cousins were old enough to hang because they'd be so much fun#and know that she had absolutely never thought or said that about you#do you perhaps! think that might still have ramifications on our relationship to this day#if your little sister spent 20+ years knowing that your love was conditional on them being the person you wanted her to be#like. do u???#(the answer is no of course but#i remain boggled by the fact that this eludes her considering she is! in fact! a really smart person!)#it's also like when i was first offered my current job#and our now bosses asked both of us like ''are you worried at all about working with your sister?''#and she laughed like lol no of course not?#while i was like ''honestly yes.'' adskjfglkjasds#very different perspectives sometimes
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Your frozen hash brown treat sounds banger 😩
it comes courtesy of stoned em with no snacks in the house just a bag of frozen hash browns. i tried it again when i was sober and said "oh shit no this SLAPS" and while it takes about 15 minutes, it's literally
heat vegetable/canola oil in a pan (i just eyeball it because the instructions on the bag are for like a half bag and i have a tiny pan/can't eat that much. i like to cover the bottom of the pan and then add just a little more)
add frozen hash browns/seasoning (once again i use special shit but use literally whatever you want. make your own concoction if you so desire)
wait 6 minutes (can either vibe to music or scroll tumblr/tiktok/whatever. no real supervision required)
flip/stir (because they never stick together like they're allegedly supposed to)
wait 6 more minutes (continue previous activities)
check for ideal crispiness (i like personally to see a nice browning but i don't want to be crunching the whole time)
add cheese (as i said in my tags i use processed american cheese bc it gets nice and gooey. i do one slice and break it into quarters for maximum coverage)
once it gets to proper meltiness, transfer to plate and add hot sauce to your heart's desire.
even when i don't feel like cooking, i can manage to stand in the kitchen long enough to throw this together because it's worth it 100% of the time
#it's been a lifesaver on bad brain days because it hits the spot for me 100% of the time. i've never been disappointed.#i know you didn't ask for my recipe but. should you ever want to try for yourself it's so easy and the ingredients are like $10#and now that's excluding the specific seasoning i use but i also have all those seasonings individually because i cook a lot#you can season however you want. i just think the salt-pepper-paprika-garlic-onion-chili combo is perfect for me#(though it's like $10 for 13oz and it will last you a WHILE. it's very versatile too since it's just like. holy sextinity of seasonings)#(i used it on tofu for a stir fry i made for dinner and yeah it's just perfect for anything)#but i wanna say those seasonings separately you could probably get for like $10-$15? and they will last FOREVER unless you use them A LOT#ANYWAYS!!! i have been drinking and i will probably end up making this later on 😂 i'm glad someone else thinks it sounds good#em answers!#luce-goose#ematoullie#<- stupid ass cooking tag i'm creating because i love cooking so much and idk might share some more meals/recipes in the future
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The Person of Interest, previously known as "The Guy" before finding out they are also genderqueer and uses they/them exclusively, just sent me a voice message and the nerves are nerving, why am i nervous to open a voice message 🙃
#kee speaks#i dont remember if i talked about that conversation#i'd been anxious to bring up the gender thing cause i didn't know where they stood on that#considering we met while working at a christian summer camp and they attended two christian colleges near me#so we were both very in that situation when we met so i was anxious that maybe they still had that mind set#and the fear that they'd react badly upon me coming out#but i finally broached the topic by just asking 'a weird question but are you still xtian?' lol#they in fact are very much not and are norse pagan#and they mentioned some gender exploration as they left xtianity so we were able to get into that#it's honestly wild how similar our lives have been cause our marriages lasted about the same amount of time and we divorced at the same tim#left xtianity around the same time and discovered our gender queerness/sexual queerness around the same time#it's wild#but we've been chatting on and off and sending reels back and forth on instagram#but today i was cleaning out my car in order to sell it (got my new truck yesterday~) and I found a pin i made at camp#with my 'camp name' on it and i'm like 80% sure that this person was the one who gave me that camp name so i sent a pic of it to them#and they sent a voice message in reply and I'm anxious to open it now lol#I'm wondering if it's going to be them yelling that name the way they would when they'd see me across the dinner hall lmao
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CW: unreality
Vent: kinda
I heard voices kind of in my ear today, I don't really know exactly why
I feel maybe it's happened before, but I couldn't give an example of a time that it has.
I pretty sure this was after I had gone outside.
My dad told me I should probably go outside since I like the wind a lot.
I went outside and my brother went outside with me. And we looked around. Because of the storm and hurricane that happened some things like leaves and branches were out. But it wasn't raining anymore.
My brother told me about a big piece of tree that fell near the neighbors house.
Then I wanted to say something about cutting down trees, but my brother kept telling me no. And cutting me off. All he wanted to say was that some peoples internet was out.
I turned around be he was already leaving.
So I just started crying.
When people leave like that it feels really bad. And I just felt like I did something really wrong.
I stayed out side for a while and I went back inside but I was still crying about it.
I did stop and I got back to working. We had school at home today.
I was just thinking to myself, but then I heard sounds that were like words in my ears when I was thinking. And I didn't really sound like thinking. But then it just stopped. It was pretty strange
I don't have this happen to me often or at all. So I'm not sure why it did. Or than that I've been pretty stressed lately.
CW: eating strangely,, in tags. I just didn't want to put it up there
#everything was fine after that. and i knew it would be. but it doesn't really help much to know. i just wait until it's over.#because i was at home. i wasn't sure how to fit breakfast into my schedule. so i never went downstairs to get any. so maybe it was because-#i hadn't eaten anything but skittles yet.#but later on. when i felt like i could go back downstairs again. i made a sandwich and had some chips and my leftover drink from yesterday#i also had a sandwich from American deli for dinner.#i hate skipping breakfast but i wasn't sure how deal with a schedule or setting change.#if i do end up missing breakfast. ill just eat lunch or a snack. i have some snacks in my room. i even had one later.#i was having a pretty difficult time this morning with my work. and i still didn't finish a part. but the last of the 10 slides is a game.#and you have to write about the game after. im not doing that right now. would be a very bad idea. ill do it tomorrow
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WHY?, “Sin Imperial" // Car Sear Headrest, “I Can Play the Piano”
#Whywithaquestionmark#Car Seat Headrest#trigger warning for eating disorders I'm sorry I don't know the best way to tag them I never had to before#I was having a conversation earlier about how I have a very specific relationship with fasting#in that for me specifically I feel like it’s just slow-burn starvation#because it gave me an eating disorder#this idea that if I just stop eating then I'll lose weight and if I lose weight I'll be better#that eating was a moral failure on my part because if I just held out a little longer then I'd be beautiful#so when I'd eventually break fast because it had been days and my vision was fading#I'd make myself throw up afterwards because I had failed#that morphed into all the different little toxic relationships I have with food#I still consider myself a monster for eating#I still lie about how much or how often I eat#and after I stopped forcing myself to throw up after every meal all the consequences hit#my hair started falling out my teeth started falling out all the weight I lost came back#and there was this voice in the back of my head that said that if I had kept going none of that would have happened#and that's kind of true because either those delayed consequences wouldn't have hit#Or I would have actually succeeded in starving myself to death#anyway I relapsed after dinner tonight and purged again and the why? song came on shuffle on the drive home#and I thought it was a little ironic haha#and I ate some more when I got home and I'm really struggling with this one right now haha#because I told myself I wouldn't have anything else to eat tonight but I did and now I feel like I have to pay for it#I think people forgot I was bulimic a few years ago or I just thought I told them and didn't#because it seemed like news at the dinner table lmao#I don't talk about it a lot because it's really upsetting to people I care about#But I haven't made myself throw up in a long time so this is kind of scary I think#Or maybe I shouldn't be scared and instead I should just force of will this#back myself into a lose-lose situation where I either hate myself for eating or hate myself for starving/purging#that's the only way my brain knows how to function I guess#whoever wins we lose haha whatever
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Bishova Poll Marathon! (9/10)
this was a hot debate on the bird app, i can't wait to see what y'all say here. (i did use some of the reasons ppl gave on twitter, just so the playing field is even)
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#bishova#kate bishop#yelena belova#kate x yelena#yelena x kate#bishova poll#bishova poll marathon 1#kate bishop drinks frat boys under the table every friday night change my mind you CANT.#and i do see where ppl are coming from w yelena being smol bc i am also a smol#HOWEVER#i do think tall ppl underestimate us bc#technically the key to drinking a lot is to eat while you drink and to take water breaks#and i think yelena knows exactly how to do that and pace herself#kate though? i dont think she paces herself at all#i think she didn't drink till college and has tried to prove herself bc of it ever since#but i could be wrong#maybe her mom let her drink wine w dinner or maybe she partied in high school#but i very much think yelena is winning in this one#but it'll be a close contest !#clint will probably have to step in like 'can we please not die of alcohol poisoning and can i please not clean up two sets of vomit'#or in an au where everyone is alive natasha just walks in and chugs what's left just like in parks & rec laksdf
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I cooked dinner from scratch for the first time in forever
#noopa rambles#food#now I'm just sitting here going 'huh - why was this so hard before'#I made a chicken sauce and some rice#shoved some pineapples in the sauce too bc that sparks joy#haven't cooked rice in Forever(tm)#like. I don't think I've actually cooked rice once in this apartment. I've lived here for over a year#I used to live on rice and then my brain went 'nope' abt rice and couldn't stand the thought of making it#like. I've just mostly been eating premade meals#and the most 'cooking' I've done has been tortillas and tacos which involve making a salad and building the things#it's not like cooking-cooking#no wait I did boil some new potatoes a few weeks ago?#I used to be so proud of the fact that I made dinner from scratch almost every day when I was at uni#if I had a super long day in the city centre then I didn't cook but I cooked so often#then some nurse commented how that one meal 'isn't enough' during a doctor's appointment#which she meant probably as a 'you need to eat more'#but which my brain interpreted as 'it's pointless'#my eating habits sure started to go downhill after that#I'm still very much at the bottom but perhaps not all hope is lost#food sure is something#I should grab a strawberry danish for a dessert
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i absolutely am an idiot sometimes huh
#ate too much today#5 tacos in the day and 4 pizza slices for dinner#plus some other stuff for dessert earlier#feeling lightheaded also tho that's unrelated i just didn't sleep well today#feel like imma pass out if i lay down for a bit but if it's like yesterday I won't be able to sleep and just#keep jolting back up bc of my blood pressure being wonky bc of anxiety and shit#it's cool. :)#if i could make that face bold i would#i constantly have like 10 things going on that combine into a shittier thing that feels horrible#well not constantly but very frequent when im in bed at night#sitting in one place all day staring at a screen and eating a shit ton of food will do that to ya#but i never learn etc etc#also cool to have anxiety about nothing all the time#personal
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the resident anti vax crazy lady tried to make me say something against masks and i said i love wearing masks :) i love not being seen :) and i think she almost combusted
#'dOnT yOu LiKe bReAthInG' yeah! that's why i like wearing masks to dramatically reduce my risk of contracting debilitating lung diseases#idiot#i almost said something very snarky about vaccines too but i do live in her garage so i didn't want to push it too much#yet.#her thing is like 'don't tell me what to do' etc except as a person who is aware that my actions sometimes affect other people#i don't actually mind being told what to do if there is a good purpose. because i am not insane like that#and it's an extremely selfish and immature and irritatingly attitude#like girl we get it you don't believe in modern medicine and you're brainwashed can you shut the fuck up about it#like almost daily i hear about this and i only see her for dinner. mental illness innit#*irritatingly american#me
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next time the "how are you in a crisis?" type question comes up I am going to remember this evening when I totally smashed my car into a pillar in a parking garage and then apparently forgot to turn my lights on (fluorescent lighting in said parking garage) and got flagged down by a man on the street for driving without lights (thank u sir) ALL WHILE ON THE PHONE WITH MY MOM AND SISTER and they had no idea. I was completely cool. Literally an active disaster behind the wheel (this is why I don't like driving in the city ughghgguhguhgh) and just like "oh yeah totally" on the phone.
Does this mean I am good in a crisis? more like avoidant haha. I am not thinking about my car if I can't see it it's not real. consistent with my stupid habit of just not looking at my phone for two hours if I get a text I don't want to answer
#since my silly little dinner date got canceled I decided to go get myself food for once#and was immediately reminded of a reason besides frugality that I don't just go do stuff like that more often#an entire ordeal#also literally whyyyyyyy did I do that#most avoidable accident ever it's not like I was tight for space or anything#just forgot about the giant pillar that I had literally laid eyes on second before#I joke about lacking object permanence but wow#anyway just got off the phone with my mom I didn't know how to say hey I need you to stop talking to me so I can freak out a little#(the version of which is me sitting chilling breathing normal just typing this post)#anyway AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#I don't actually care that much the car still drives and that's what I care about#it's just. it's very visible. people are going to ask me about it
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slept 17 hours accidentally and now linear time is even faker than usual
#I'd appreciate it if people didn't reblog this; thanks#woke up and saw that it was 2:30 and I was like WOW IT'S BRIGHT FOR 2:30 AM#(it was not 2:30 am. it was 2:30 pm.)#I need to buy food for dinner but I am SO confused existentially#also concerned about the havoc this is going to wreak on my sleep schedule#I NEVER sleep this much. the last time I slept 12 hours was in 2016#and my then-partner panicked because they thought that something was medically wrong with me ljsfludsaofuao#(that was ALSO after coming back from Japan. but 12 hours and 17 hours are very different numbers)#look. I have terrible insomnia so like. how did this happen. did I have that much of a sleep deficit from Japan#I wasn't sleeping GREAT over there but maybe my weighted blanket just knocked me the frick out#Queenie actually says something on this blog
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