#i did this for two of my headmates June and Dirk

[oddfluphenazine]

I did something

[sprltekind]

i didnt want to make this but they left me! no choice! the screenshots above are sort of old, but im only just getting back from a break; forgive me for yet again, having no idea what was going on.

tldr: @homestuckmania-sprites is run by gross ass people and have remade my sprite parts out of pettiness**, for starters.

**for lack of better words to summarize with. im bad with words, bear with me through this post. i can only hope it’s coherent enough.

let's start by saying this: yes i've made bi kanaya and pan dirk in the past; i'm not gonna go into detail but they WERE requests and i thought i was in the right, had i not been a fucking fool i wouldve sent them privately. about the icons-- i'm aware, it was a stupid thing to do out of pettiness, i have a personality disorder and have tendencies to do things on impulse. i have removed all of these sprites and will not make that mistake again.

now that that's out of the way, here's what happened, i think. its kinda a lengthy story.

back when i just opened my sprite blog (about late march) i was just getting on my feet so i needed panel rips to make icons with. i used some of hsms’ in the beginning but then started using mostly my own and a few others from other sources

eventually i got a request for a bi kanaya, i made it and apologized for not sending it privately (it was my mistake, i set all of my inbox messages to drafts to sort things, i didnt know i couldnt send it privately if i did that) and then someone said they didnt like it, yada yada i made some bi kanaya icons out of pettiness, a dumbass move i know but again. impulse. i took them down after that.

i gotta say-- i didn’t use their panel rips for the kanaya icons, i used mine and one from a different (unimportant) rip blog. this is sorta important to know.

discourse ensues, whatever. then i get this anon on june 4

so i decide fine ill drop their rips. i officially never use their panels rips again.

so fast forward to today (july 1) and i havent heard their name since. theyre apparently still caught up on it (as seen above) so lemme debunk it

i’m called a lesbophobe for making bi kanaya edits-- whatever, valid, but i’ve learned my lesson, seriously let it go it’s old news

they remake my cane sprites because??? they dont like me or something?? i’m still not sure why. i’ve taken the edits down, i’ve AGAIN, learned my lesson, ive apologized before (at least i think so) so why i’m still apparently a lesbophobe is beyond me

so they call me a lesbophobe for saying all wlw can use butch/femme/futch, which is a historically-backed fact. butch and femme originate from ball culture, and bisexual women have been included in the definition of lesbians since it was first used. then in the 70s shit happened which includes terfs. this blog summarizes it pretty well.

they mocked (for lack of better word) my system and my being married at 16/17ish-- im an age slider. when we got married i was 18. we still are. we’re headmates. it’s how shit runs in this system. we only age slide down to match the body’s age, else we’d still be adults. considering none of them are in systems themselves, it’s kinda a dick move to pull. and besides we know were not legally married did you think we were... gasp... unaware

i’ve referred to myself as a lesbian ONCE, as a sort of umbrella term (that’s a thing you know) and just to laugh at an anon. i’ve never said i didn’t think i could be lesbophobic because i was bi. or if i did i don’t remember it? just doesnt seem like me

they called me a pedo apologist for something that was taken out of context and weirdly worded-- i was referring to pedos as gross people, not the other way around. it’s from an old answer i’ve since edited, else i’d show the answer so you know what i mean.

again, i shouldnt even have to EXPLAIN why the screenshots above are bad. remaking someones bases just because you dont like them is kinda a dick move too. it wouldnt be so bad if they did it because they wanted, oh you know, more cane rep. but they made them to be spiteful/petty (again, lack of better term) which is just downright horrible. and i’m not 100% but i’m kinda sure that’s stealing.

i don’t care what any of you think of any of this. just be aware the kind of gross people they are or something.

the canes were my idea. i made them because im physically disabled and was excited about my new cane. this is a shitty move, hsms, considering as far as i know you’re all physically abled.

i’ll be closing messages after this: thanks to anon for the screenshots above, and a different anon for the unposted screenshots. you two are hella rad.

((edit: added some screenshots, reworded things, blurred out a name by request))