#i dearly love My Indulgences and idk if i have the wherewithal and intelligence to learn how to abstain
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#last month i dropped a PRETTY penny on my vacation in seattle because i am an impulse buyer and the souvenirs were too cute#also STUFF is just expensive there like ??? coffees and meals and stuff in seattle cost almost triple what they do down here#and then last week i just contributed most of my $$ cushion on a downpayment for a new car#and then today i just bought almost 600 dollars worth of furniture on amazon prime day deals#and i still have to buy my halloween costume#ummmmmm…… haha……….#i want to say something witty like ‘i am eating cardboard for the next 2 months’ but honestly?#i dearly love My Indulgences and idk if i have the wherewithal and intelligence to learn how to abstain#girls i do NOT know how to budget still#hoping and praying and wishing that work gives me an ‘end of year’ (march) bonus but they are also not very kind about things like this so#i am scared to check my bank account like i want to VOMIT#one thing i am so relieved about is i already bought christmas presents and for my girlies like way back in august#so luckily that is not on the docket#anyways baby has to learn how to truly live paycheck to paycheck for the first time in her life#stay tuned…..#OH HAHA ADDENDUM also my laptop broke this month#the screen is so fucked up that i have to use an hdmi cable and plug it into my TV if i want to do anything#and macbooks are of course EXPENSIVE#was considering buying a replacement laptop during black friday but#obviously i will instead be busy considering which nonvital organs to sell#and trying my best not to purchase more sweaters#i'm just annoyed at how expensive life is like#i'm not even done furnishing for fucks sake#i still need a bookshelf and a proper comforter set and a nightstand and a sofa and wall decor like im not even DONE#and my TMJ/neuralgia/whatever undiagnosed thing i have is still plaguing me and if i was smart i WOULD save money for invisalign but#living in an entirely empty apartment and hearing my voice echo back to me was just not something i could take anymore#enough WAS enough#it is severely damaging to my brain when i walk into what feels like a temporary storage unit#i want it to be a HOME#driving back from my parent's fully furnished home to my rat's nest was damaging my brain!!!! and also i want to implement all my fun ideas
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