#i couldnt find the original so i liek... i know what i had to do

[little-b1rdy]

cow hug idea that i remembered vividly the other day thanks to @nordidia

[candyredterezii]

valenwoke replied to your post “hi guys i finally saw the nightmare on elm street reboot i ranted and...”

Why were u mad?

OKAY LET ME GET INTO THIS AS BEST AS I CAN CUS IM SHIT AT EXPRESSING MY THOUGHTS

number one: wes craven wasn’t even asked about this film. they didnt tell him shit they just fucking went and made the movie with his character and his idea and was like byyyyyee which tbf the entire franchise rlly was wes having his like. child taken away from him and bastardized, only being able to reclaim it’s legacy in New Nightmare.

next, lets get into the character.

Freddy Krueger.

We all know Freddy as this really campy and jokey character. He’s a beloved slasher. He was funny and silly and his kills were creative and had funny one liners - robert englund brought to life this character and is one of the big reasons he was so beloved. He was a child murderer, yes, but a big thing along with it is we never actually saw him murder a child in the entire series. There was sexual undertones in subtext, and it was originally he was supposed to be a child predator as well, but they threw it out due to a real life scandal happening at the time and played it more subtext

Now. In the remake when they say they ham up the child predator shit they really, really do and it is NOT fucking pleasant at ALL.

But we will get more into that later.

Freddy in the remake, along with the entire thing tbh, is gritty. Edgy. Dark. He makes one liners and REPEATS OLD JOKES FROM THE SERIES, which throughout was liek. Haha that was in Nightmare (X), wish i was watching that one right now. His jokes were just. Flat. It wasn’t jokes it just made you kinda. Yikes. They weren’t delivered with the mirth and excitement like with Robert Englund.  His makeup made him look like a fish. He was absolutely disgusting. Making gross sexual assaults on Nancy on one point, granted nothing exactly major but enough to make ur skin crawl.

He was played to be just. Revolting.

Which isn’t a bad thing to do for a character - but not to one that has been well loved and rather like a ‘fun wacky uncle’ kinda guy. Not one with an existing legacy to be a wise cracker looney tunes kinda killer.

But let’s get more into the child predator aspect of it because holy fucking shit.

They literally show flashback scenes in the movie of Freddy playing with the kids and it was all like. Cute and sweet if you didn’t know context but seeing him interact with these kids is like. Revolting and makes your stomach churn. Especially them showing the little girl with her back scratched and a five year old nancy crying to her mom how “he takes us to his special cave” and burst into tears because she was fucking defiled constantly. 

Speaking of his special cave. Nancy and Quentin find it. And guess what they find? A bunch of photos of a naked five year old Nancy that Nancy sees and fucking has a break down over it because holy shit that’s fucking disgusting and heavy.

The movie is heavy. Very heavy and makes your stomach sick - and not in a like. Saw movie torture porn kinda way where you are like HAHA SIIICK. But in a fucking crushing reality and just makes you, the viewer, even feel utterly vile as you are watching this character be vulnerable and go through repressed trauma.

The whole movie deals with also Nancy and Quentin and the others apparently having repressed these memories and the parents trying to hide it by hiding their preschool photos and other things from their childhood.

It’s just utterly sickening and makes your skin crawl. Especially as much of Freddy goes after Nancy and speaks so vile to her about how she was his favorite, how beautiful the girl characters still are and how ‘grown up’ they are and just being a fucking creep.

Now that the story is pretty much fucking just. A fucking heap let’s get into the actual movie elements.

The one thing in the original Nightmares I absolutely LOVED was how dream like the dreams were. How they had this kinda dream like quality - it was whimsical! It was creepy and unsettling but also? Really fun? It was CREATIVE.  The deaths were fun and imaginative! The crew had so much fun coming up and creating these kinda deaths that you rlly couldnt get away with in normal stories cus its a DREAM where anything can happen.

Now in this movie? It was just. Oh. We’re in a creepy classroom. Oh looks like we are in silent fucking hill and then one flash of lights AA we are i nthe boiler room oh nooo. Oh nooo u got slashed by freddy and now you’re dead. Okay. Cool.

IT WAS BORING It was gritty dark and jsut snooze. it didnt even give any tension it was just. oh ur trying to be scary and thats it. ok.

Now this movie is also a reboot, meaning it’s a fresh start to the series. So someone who  hasn’t watched the original series should come in without having to watch the other films, right? Wrong. Now in the original movie, we followed the character Tina as a red herring to be the main character. The same thing happens in this movie, we do not follow Nancy (the one character whose name they kept. Which meaning if you have seen the original films, you know Kris is the Tina character and this twist is not gonna work on the previous fans who a MAJORITY IF NOT ALL this movie’s audience was. Even if you haven’t seen the first Nightmare most people know Nancy is the main heroine. I digress.) So we haven’t followed Nancy. At all. We see her once telling Kris she also saw something in her dreams and thats it.

Next we see her is when she comes to see Quentin. Sits down and just says, “Freddy” Where did she get this info? How is the audience supposed to know who tf that is or why or how or just. WHAT???

Okay. WHATEVER.

This movie also plays a lot on old gags, jokes, and visuals from the first movie as like. A homage. But they’re done.. So poorly. It just makes me go, “haha i remember that. wish I was watching that nightmare instead of this one.”

There’s also small plot elements that made me go ??? what. why?? like for example the mother of Kris apparently having kept one of her daughter’s dresses that was slashed when she was ASSAULTED AND DEFILED BY A MAN in a box upstairs with her preschool photos?? Like. Okay.

There is NO CHARM in this movie. No love. No passion. It’s just gritty and dark and just makes the audience feel utterly vile and absolutely tears apart the legacy of Freddy and NOES and everything Robert has done to the character. It has taken Wes’ original idea and story and just said Hey. What if we take this and just make it dark and edgier and SCARY OOOO. And then they tossed it in the trash compactor. 

I feel I’m missing even quite a fucking lot of shit too but. 

I fucking hate this movie so much dude.

[chaekkung]

o wormie? u? in a lot of love? perfect i don't think i've asked u yet but (if ur free) could u talk about why/how you started loving changkyun/hyungwon (or both :-D) ?? pls ramble as much as u like!! read more exists 4 a reason and . i love reading ppl b soft and in love it's cute!!!!! i love u have a good night/day ! 💛💛

o holy shit thats a lot ok im gonna write about changkyun since i Havent... :( and ill copy pasta one of my hyungwon essays for u to read!!!! the changkyun will be under it :^) this is gonna be Super Long im sorrie in advance LMAO BUT HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT TOO!!!! :D (also theres prob gonna be a lot of typos bc im Dumb but.. bear w/ me)

mister chae:

honestly i don’t even know where to start?? uhh i guess with his looks first since,, this is describing or smthing,, anyways yeah hyungwon is just… fucking beautiful. he has the most handsome and visually attractive face ive ever seen in my whole life??? and i’ve stanned a lot of groups in my past before but hyungwon is honestly one of the best looking man i know :( im not even being biased,,, anyways yeah there’s that. and he’s like naturally a model, i mean he can legit wear anything and do anything and he’ll look like he’s posing for a high end magazine, not surprised if he’s been modeling since he was like, born. also he has the most beautiful and endearing smile and laugh…. when he smiles he really goes from :o -> :D like!! please!! you are too fucking cute,,, :((( he really lights up the entire room solely w his smile im jusT?? wow?? like when his smile lines by the sides of his nose down to the corner of his mouth come out i just,,,, really… need 2 calm my heart. he has like the closed mouth wide smile, and the straight up whole face smile!! and i.. love both.. so much,,, and yeah anyways his lips are like the first thing people notice about him and big mood?? they’re so plump and … kissable.. and soft.. but my favorite feature on him are his eyes tbh…. idk he has really beautiful eyes? idk how to describe it but like, they’re so…. kind? and bright.. it’s just i want to look into them all day long and im just… so in love with his eyes. like,, they really hold all the stars in my universe wtf!!!  :( OH AND I DONT TALK ABOUT THIS ENOUGH BUT…. HIS EARS ARE SO FUCKING ADORABLE WTF I WANT A MOLD OF HIS EARS ON MY DESK,,, idk about others but i personally find his right ear cute as fuck?? like the extra folds in his ears.. i would d*e for them………. godksj why is everything about him so cute i just?? want to kno …

ok now im going to talk about him!!! so his personality, is what i really fell in love with,, (god this all sounds so.. cliche. but it’s.. true, also unrelated but every time someone talked about,, love cliches and shit i was always like ‘sounds fake’ but???? after hyungwon i really?? believe in all of that..) if i had to use one word to describe him it would just be ‘kind’… like he!!! is!!! the king of being considerate and compassionate and wonderful and he’s just a really good person.. :( he’s the one you can always count on and lean on. he’d always be on your side and makes you feel safe and comforted,, like he’s really full of love??? even the members said he’s a really good listener and they chose as him as someone they go to when they’re feeling down because he makes them feel better about the situation (god, i wish they were me,,) and he has the most beautiful heart… like, he’s been wearing the Sewol bracelet since as long as we’ve known and he has never missed a day. you can always see it during fansigns, vlives, whenever he’s out, and he even wore it when he was modeling under his clothes… :(( he went from the charm, to the rope bracelet thing, to the clip on and now he’s wearing the wristband!! :(((((( he says he will always wear it to remember the incident, and he has been for over two years… he’s doing it out of the kindness of his heart and not to show anyone… he said he felt so helpless during the time, and watching every thing unfold before him, and has worn the yellow bracelet which symbolizes ‘hope’ :((((((((( god,, real emo hours,,, i love my angel so much wtf !!! ok next,, (sjdhaj at this point im going to write a whole novel wtf but im gonna,, stop soon i swear .) hyungwon is really fucking hardworking and ?? he’s so dedicated to his career and making sure that we, his fans, are always satisfied and proud to stan him.. like he’s constantly saying he will work hard to show us something better next time, that he’s not going to stop trying to improve himself. every single stage he puts his all into it, but he pushes himself even more to show us a even better one. he’s always worried and thinking about his career as an actor and a singer. he wants to promote the group in any way that he can, whether it’s through modeling or acting :(( what a King… he’s… really always striving to do the Best and he won’t ever settle or be content with it because he’s just naturally an ambitious and super hard working person… like. he’s so dedicated to what he does, no matter what it is. uhh one more thing he’s actually a really sentimental guy!! not like in a bad way, but in the best possible way. he’s really sweet, and gentle.. (he would be the Best Boyfriend,,, im just saying..) he’s the type to give handwritten letters… and surprise gifts.. (he said so!!) he said he cant cook but he want to cook for his gf he will try his best and it will be full of love… god.. i wish that were me. he’s the type to keep quiet… but take silently notes on what someone likes/dislikes, and will reveal it unexpectedly with a gift or when he says something and it will! make the other person! so happy! :((( he doesn’t put his emotions Out There, he’s not rlly good at it,, but he honestly has so much love in him,,, he tries his best to show it ok!! it’s,, good effort it’s so cute when he does… ah.. pls.,,, he’s always like ah, i don’t know if i can properly show my appreciation and sincerity for you guys, but i hope you guys know how thankful i am for you. LASDHFJAK GOFD,S,,,, IM FUCKIGN EMO THINKGIN ABOTU IT AGAIN… HE HAS A HEART OF GOLD AND HE’S SUCH A SWEETHEART I JUST WISH MORE PEOPLE WOULD SEE IT.. :(( HE DESERVES ALL THE LOVE IN THIS ENTIRE UNIVERSE AND I REALLY HOPE ALL MY LOVE FOR HIM CAN COUNT AS SOMETHING FOR IT ALL.. UGHFJASHJSAALSJF yeah ok let me,,, stop… sorry to everyone who has to scroll past this LMAo,, :(

ok i was gonna stop but i forgot to mention how he’s so fucking talented!! i mean this boy does it ALL. the whole package or w/e. god,, i love my whole ass talented man wtf! he sings, dances, choreographs, models, acts, DJs, is multilingual, and a world class poet,, cmon. ANYWAYS he excels in all those areas nd,, no argument there.. his voice is angelic as fuck ,, just like his personality.. and his dancing.. god,,, like . his dancing his so on point, his every move,, and it’s so.. fluid.. and natural. and it’s harder for tall people to dance esp ones w like long ass limbs (hyungwon.,,) but he still looks fucking amazing and pulls everything off so perfectly????? gofdj,,, can he like . Stop being so…. perfect.. and lovable… :((( he just puts so much passion into everything he does!!! and his heart is pure Gold ,, i just.. love him,,,,,,, everything about him …. ok lmao let me stop !!! if u actually read all this wtf,, im sorry nd i’d die for u

mister changkyun:

okay wtf icb i havent talked about changkyun that much on my blog.... anyways this is gonna be a mess and unorganized bc im Dumb but here goes,,, ok we can start from the beginning kinda,, so originally wonho was my #2 bias and then mh i think like i love changkyun but i wasnt like IN LOVE you kno?? honestly i started to notice him more firstable bc he and hyungwon are so frigging cute together?? i just couldnt ignore it and next thing u know im IN Love w my lil koala :(((( hes sO CUTE ..... LIKE.. IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT I REALLY JUST WANNA BE AROUND HIM ALL THE TIME!! his sense of humor and his personality in general is so?? positive?? and fun??!!! like i would spend every second of the rest of my life w him... and he’s so cheesy as we all know ,, and i find it so cute but also he makes me so stressed bc he’s so mushy aijsdgfhdjs but he rlly Love us wtf.. and hes so funnie... he makes me smile and laugh all the time :( and he genuinely Loves every single one of his fans so much... he’s so sweet with them and he makes them feel so loved and special, and like they’re the only person in the world at that moment :(((( this boy gives so much love and i only want to give him a million times more back... 

HIS LAUGH.. OK.. HIS LAUGH!!!!!! MAKES MY HEART MELT LIKE LAVA WTF SJDFUDJS HES SOSOSOSOOS CUTE WHEN HE LUAHGS HE LIKE.. PUTS HIS ALL INTO IT.. IT SLIKE HAHAHAHA FR... PLS,,, ESP WHEN HE GOES CRAZY AND ALSO STARTS CLAPPING,... LMAO MOOD.. HE SOS CUTIEJUJIiajsdfudj and WHEN HE SMILES THE CLOSED-MOUTH-WIDE-SMILE AND HIS CUTE ASS DIMPLES COME OUT.... HOTLT FUCKIDUFD THERE GOES MY SOUL AND GALLONS OF HEART NUT... ITS THE CUTEST SIGHT IN THE WORLD AHHH HIS DIMPLE ARE ADORABLE AND HIS CHEEKS!! I WANT TO SQUISH!!! i wanna . reside in his dimples. build a home there and alll....... omg.. :’(( every time he takes a selfie or smthing i rlly Lose it. every single selfie is his Best selfie. wtf.... king of angles fr... AND KING OF FOOT SELFIES TOOOSJFDK LLISTEN AGAIN HES SOSOOSOSO HANDSOME AND GOOD LOOKING OKAY!!! HES REALLY A VISUAL?? IDK HOW PEOPLE CANT SEE IT BUT LIEK THIS BOY IS F  I  N E ..... HIS FACE IS SO BEAUTIFUL AHHHhhhHHHHH  AND HE NEVER HAD A BAD ERA.. HE WAS HOT SINCE NO MERCY WTF !!!!! UGJFSUJDJS I HOPE HE KNOWS HES FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!! :( ANF HIS BEAUTIFUL NOSE,, AND HIS EYES!!!! OGM!!,,, GOD AND HIS PERFECTLY SHAPED LIPS.... HSI JAWLINE,,, BITUCSHJ,,,

OK HES SO LOVABLE IN EVERY DAMN WAY LIKE,, he’s Weird but its a cute Weird he’s so special omg there’s really no one else like him :(((( like...... he’s a treasure fr... he’s So Many things and once its hard to pinpoint his personality but like ??? i love it so much?? he’s a mystery and i dont know what he’s thinking like most of the time but.. i rlly love him omgdsj he’s so special :’( like fr !!! everyone LOVES him!! :(( most people wouldnt see him as the maknae if they dont Know,, but like he really is... and he’s really mx’s babie :-( they spoil him so much and love the heck out of him,,, he’s really the most loved maknae out there wtf... honestly... i love family... they really Adore him so much ugh what a big ass fking MOOD! :((

AND HIS VOICE!!!!! THE VOICE OF THE HEAVENS AND ANGELS AND HAPPINESS AND ALSO NUT!!!! WTF!! HIS VOICE IS SO SEXY AJSDFGDUJIS LIKE... PLEASE... NARRATE THE BIBLE TO ME HOLY FUCKSIFDU, YOU KNOW HIS VOICE ONLY V LIVE... HOLY SHIT MY EARS NUTTED SO HARD omg.... i just wanna listen to his voice All Day.... and dont even get mee started on his rapping .... he starts his bar and sets me on fucking fire w half a syllable . and did i mentioned he fucking amazing at rapping yeah . he Does That. and hes so charismatic, especially on stage... :((( ugh omgfisjd i wanan d*e when hes being so h*t on screen fucksdf,,, and like . his mixtapes he’s working on... king... pleas.e.... End me. just end me with ur talented ass wtf... 

SIJDFJD I NEED TO SHUT UP BUT LISTEN IM SO PROUD OF HOW MUCH HE’S GROWN IN THE PAST 2+ YEARS... LIKE HE’S COME SO FUCKING FAR!!!!! IN SO MANY WAYS!!!!!!!! GOD,,,,, I LOVE HIM SOSOSOSOSO DAMN MUCHSJIDFUDS HE MAKES MY HEART CONTINUE BEATING... THATS REALLY MY BABIE !! MY FUCKING CINNAMON APPLE!!! :(((((((((((

ok let me stop thank u,,, also... if anyone actually made it here hi wow uh ur great ily wtf :--(

[survivorcutthroat]

Rites of Passage - Day 40

Listen to this as you read along...

Amir: i donut kn0w u but i am $ure you are a nice person and am looking forward to meeting u

Dustin:  We never got to truly meet, however i know that you are a strong player, and good enough to make onto this season.

Rob: Ali <3 I’m still annoyed that Bodhi was originally planning to flip on you. I knew you were going to be loyal to our alliance and the fact that our hard work did not pay off because of an idol play  and for it to end the way that it did was so depressing. It was an iconic first boot though.

Amir: 

Dustin:  oh Nehe, bud you were just a bundle of energy and I wish i would have been able to contain you. I truly did want to vote with you, however i was the one that lead the charge for you to be voted for the challenge. I just couldnt trust you fully, and i obviously made the right decision sticking my neck out for Amir & Zack. Sorry bud that this wasn’t the season for you because I know how excited you were to play.

Rob: We haven’t talked since Arendelle and then I ended up hosting you in Bouvet. That was an experience but rip I might share the same fate as you. You were taken out because of the mysterious vote which sucks.

Zack: Honestly… You tried me! And everything you said about, was actually true. That’s why you had to go. But it was nice talking to you.

Amir: 

Dustin: Liana we have met a few times here and there, but i mostly know you through your husband. He was a honor to host in bora bora and he always talked about you in it. One day i wish i could find my final two like you have. Tell Chips I say hello.

Rob: I think that at this point of the game you were in the middle of moving if I remember correctly with Chips. I like you, but i’m glad I didn’t have to play with you because I would have been terrified from the last time we played together.

Zack: M O M M Y ! I love you so much and I’m sorry we turned against each other once again but honestly just know how much I love you.

Amir: I was really excited to play with you and you were fucking robbed so early ily

Dustin:  we spoke just a few times, but you sounded like such a fun guy and I think we could have done something special, unfortunately for the both of us, it just wasn't this game.

Rob: Our relationship is rocky. Right now you’re at camp, and when you get back you’ll read this and see you won Bouvet. Congrats hehe, however, I don’t know what you were thinking in this game, you were a hot mess and I’m pretty sure you acknowledge it too.

Zack: Crackt king! You wanted me gone though so I just had to strike before you did! Really hope we can talk outside of here though because I think you’re hilarious.

Amir: i liek u and im glad we’re friends again but u lied to me 2 much in the game luv u tho 

Dustin:  Ohh Jaiden i fought so hard to not go to that tribal that got you out. Maybe if I would have given up you wouldn’t have gotten out. Life works in mysterious way I guess, and survivor is a game of what if’s. I know how much you love this game, this community ,and yourself. You truly are a one of a kind and its a pleasure to know I finally got a play a game with the infamous Jaiden Hantz.

Rob: I liked you, personally. The confessional you wrote in Bahamas made me cry, it was a rough time for me and I couldn’t handle a lot of things. Coming into this game, I could not trust you at all. I know you were excited, but at this point, I played with you a lot and the plans you come up with would screw me over in the end. I feel bad about the whole ordeal with the joint tribal, but you wanting me to be your goat and pretending you were leaving when Liana left was not nice.

Zack: Crackt king pt 2! Honestly every time I play with you, I never know what to expect. But that’s what I love about you. You’re a legend. 

Amir: RIFP

Dustin:  I never trusted you from Day 1, which is so funny to think about. You were so shady when you won that challenge and voted out Zack on Magyi with Nehe. I wish we could have had a battle of the century, but alas it was not meant to be.

Rob: You being removed was bittersweet. On one hand, the reason you were removed was dumb and I was infuriated for you as a player and as a friend. On another hand, you were dangerous and such a snake. If you made the merge you would have been a force to be reckoned with. It’s been so long since I first met you and you were one of my first friends in the community. So thank you.

Amir: I genuinely care about you so much and you know that and I don't know what else to say, I had to do what I did and I 100% own up to it, but yeah ily 

Dustin:  Luke i have heard alot about you, but I never got to hear anything from you. Our games never crossed paths, and i never got to know you. I wish we could have spoke more, and thats one of my regrets from premerge is not being social enough to the other tribes because my favorite part of these games is truly meeting people from all over this planet that all have one thing in common. A love for this game.

Rob: I love you, I really do. First, I want to apologize for the things that happened OUTSIDE the game. I took it way too far and I know you’re upset about it. About the game, I don’t think we clicked. We didn’t talk nor were we really allied. I couldn’t trust you, and I wanted you gone early. I just don’t think you were in the right mindset for this game.

Zack: Another one who tried me!! I honestly would have LOVED if me you and Abel had a lowkey alliance but you just weren’t feeling it! You know I love you though and don’t take any of this personal and hope you do the same!

Amir: ILYSM and im upsetti that you didn't make merge, i was so excited to play with you and tbh you're too good for us 

Dustin:  Cole, your boot was one of the hardest ones for me, and changed my path on this game. I truly did want you to be ride or die. However you were being shady right before tribal and Mearl got me to throw my vote onto Sherry which put the nail in your coffin. I wish I could have stuck with you, but you were just too unpredictable to be a ride or die. I am glad we squashed our beef from BBHell cause you truly are one funny guy.

Rob: I had no problem with you. I was the ONLY person to vote with you and yet you remove me as a contact while we were in another game together. You added me back, and I would not have been mad if you won at all. You played a good game with what was given and I’m hurt that you don’t feel the same way. I did want to be friends with you after both of our games but if you don’t then that’s fine I guess.

Amir: 

Dustin:  Oh Sherry, you added some much needed energy and fun to this game. I will never forget you quizzing Cole at tribal council. It sucks that we got put against each other, but we never got to truly get over it and become allies. You are for sure someone I will never forget, and i wont forget your idol either ;)

Rob: We did not connect with each other and I think it’s really my fault. For that I apologize, you work hard to help young people which I really respect. You wanted to work with me but you are such a good player and I was worried about your relationship with Sid as well. You didn’t talk much, which I understand, you had the class and work. Even then, you still managed to turn things around for yourself. I panicked when you threw my name when we merged but I think we managed to clear the air. Whether you would have worked with me or not is a mystery, to me at least, but it’s sad you were taken out by a medevac. 

Amir: Hello Steven aka pharmacy daddy i wish we got to talk more throughout the game and im sorry for how things worked out 

Dustin: Stevie, you had such bad luck at this merge. I wish we had a closer connection so that I could have fought for you to stay. However after voting in the minority I didn’t have enough wiggle room to get a vote going. You’re a rad guy and the main chat was always a little bit quieter without you there.

Rob: I think you had a certain level of trust in me, but it wasn’t reciprocated from my part. I was weary of whether you would try to cut me at some point in the game after the Arctic Circle vote. I was sad because I really wanted to work with you and Sam in that game and you two were the main reason I voted Roxy which screwed me over big time. Admittedly, when you joined Akyab I wanted Seamus instead but you voted with the majority and kept me safe from my blunder so thank you. You were someone that I was worried about coming into merge but there had already been such a huge target on your back that almost everyone wanted you gone.

Zack: Bring me to bears week next year please.

Amir: Im scared to compliment literally anyone cuz I was voted biggest ass kisser FEWJBHBF but i promise i'm being genuine when I say you’re one of the strongest players I’ve come to play with in a game and in just the way you spoke and how you played the game I could tell how much of a fucking threat you were, I hope you 4give me. 

Dustin:  Now you for one caused alot of chaos in this game. I wanted to trust you so desperately. I was told by all my friends that you were loyal to your alliance in other games, and so desperately wanted to be the Becky to your Yul. However you were just Chaos Kass. You threw me into a loop making so many alliances, and excluding me from some. I wish we could have just talked things through and had no more messy votes like you said.

Rob: I was really hurt by you on a game level. When we swapped together you were someone that I wanted to work with and I did trust you. During the Cole vote, you were playing everyone and I do believe that it hurt your game. It exposed you as an unreliable person and lost the trust you had with a lot of people. And then the night you leave you wanted me, Tommy, and Dustin to vote in the minority against Zack when you voted Abel? Grr. You were such a huge threat and I hoped that you at least had fun at Florida not worrying about this game. Andreas told me he met you hehe.

Zack: I honestly wish we talked more! But I heard you were against me and you also started to start an alliance with like over half the cast. But I sure do love crackt antics so I stan!

Amir: Despite you making it your mission in this game to destroy me, I actually do have a lot of respect for you as a player, and I know you targeting me wasn’t personal but still I had no choice but to try and destroy your game back. You're a nice guy 

Dustin:  Tommy you are such a pure soul. I felt like I could talk to you about anything, and I hope you felt the same way. You truly made this game feel like survivor with the constant talking and getting to know people. You kept energy alive around camp, and once you left it seemed as if people didn’t talk as much as they used too. I wish we could have stuck together longer as the minority alliance. However the cards just weren’t there. I wish i could have told you the truth about it, but idolmania makes us all paranoid. No hard feelings Tommy, you are an amazing social player.

Rob: You have all the reason in the world to hate me. You trusted me so much and I ended up backstabbing you. Because of the crocodile bite, if I had voted with you, you would not have gone home. I didn’t. I voted against you, told the people you were targeting about your plans with Crow and Dom, and made you look like Booboo the fool. It was entirely a game decision. I love you. You were someone I really liked and trusted but I don’t think I would have made it where I am right now if I flipped with you. I hope that after this game is all said and done we can be friends again. You can berate me and say I’m the worst when you finally get the opportunity, but I hope you can forgive me. I’m sad that you unfollowed me on tumblr : (

Zack: It was great getting to know you! You tried getting me out several times so I just had to turn on you. No hard feelings and I hope the same from you <3

Amir: you are not a nice guy 

Dustin:  God Dom, you caused me so much stress in this game without you doing anything. We never did get to forgive and forget what happened in BBHell last year, and I think because of that we just were always meant to be on opposite sides of the coin. One day I know we will cross paths again and I think then we will bury the hatchet, but until then, ill keep the hatchet firmly in my hand.

Rob: Personally, I don’t see what other people were talking about. I think you’re a nice guy, but I must not see what others are seeing. I’m sad we weren’t close in this game, you were someone I was looking forward to working with. I think you fell into a bad spot and I knew I couldn’t work with you if I wanted to make it further into this game. It disappointed me that it seemed like you gave up and would have liked to see some fight left in you. We still have our streak though!

Zack: Honestly robbed legend.

Amir: You are a charming guy and I really really wanted to work closely with you, but I felt like you didn't make much of an effort to reply to me and on top of that the direction I took my game in didn't involve you so it was my fault too but I still consider you my showmance, also you were so fucked over by that instant  

Dustin:  The next OG Magyi voted off after Nehe, I never could tell where you stood in this game, whether with me or against me. I think because of that I always assumed the worst. It sucks you got screwed over because of one move you made. But I guess that’s just how the game works. Who knows maybe if it wasn’t an instant tribal and there was a immunity challenge, who knows what the game would be like right now. But i guess that is just how the game goes.

Rob: You were screwed over by the freaking instant tribal. You had no chance of possibly winning immunity which was the only way I saw that you could have saved yourself. I think that the reason you were put into such a terrible spot in the first place was because I had exposed you as trying to flip the game. I couldn’t vote with you when Tommy left, people saw you as such a huge threat, you were smart, you had the double vote, you were a likable person to the jury. If pulled off the Zack vote then you would have made a huge game move and you were going to win this thing.

Zack: CROWWWWWW!!! I’ll never forget round 1 when you stuck your neck out for me. I know you turned on me but I had to pay you back for saving me round 1 that’s why I voted Sid out the round you left with you (sorry Sid, oops) but your vote got cancelled anyway so it didn’t really matter :/ Love you tho.

Amir: I don't even know what to say, Sid im so so so so sorry, I don't wanna sound like im not owning my move, I own it and im proud of it but I hope you know how important you are to me and yeah you’ve made the past month so fun for me and I wouldnt be saying that if i didnt mean it, 

Dustin:  God Sid I wish i was as smart as you. I was always so afraid you didn’t like me because of the cole vote off when i voted Sherry. But i just wanted to say I am so glad i faced my fears and made up with you. Going on calls with you and just comparing notes are some of my favorite moments because i never thought that would happen just a few weeks ago. I so badly wanted to work with you, however you are just too good of a player on all fronts. I hope you take it as a compliment we took you out, no hard feelings, and i’ll tell Torsa you say hello.

Rob: I find it funny. In Bangladesh, I was obsessed with getting out the Maldives people, and in this game, it was sort of the same story. We didn’t play together but I heard MANY stories about you. You were super smart and dangerous which was why I was against you and Sherry. I didn’t talk to you after that because there’s no reason being fake and talking to you every single day. When we did eventually talk the day of the instant tribal, it solidified for me that you had to go. I didn’t have a good relationship with you, but that one conversation made me think otherwise which showed you could flip things around for you. You controlled a lot of what happened this game and had a damn good shot at winning. You didn’t get a multiple of seven this time too so congrats.

Zack: Okay, Hi, LEGEND. I love you and I had to vote you out because of your challenge advantage thing but I really hope we talk outside of this game and I really hope I can consider you a friend because I’d love to talk to you some more.

Amir: Hey cunt u know how i feel about you and i’m so lucky i was able to meet you through this game and i consider you a close friend after this game and your ass is the only ass id kiss mwah (heart)

Dustin: Abel, you getting Cirie’d truly broke my heart. Some tears were shed for sure, but you know me I cry during everything. You were one of my best friends in this game and we were on hours of calls together just gossiping about the game like school girls, and you helped me out of a really rough breakup through every step of it, and every crazy text and phone call. You are someone you don’t just meet everyday and I truly mean that. You are an amazing person, player, and overall, friend. If i was going to lose to anyone I wanted it to be you, but just know I am going to try my hardest to win for you Abel. If one good thing came out of this game, it was truly our friendship. Abel I truly do love you, and don’t let you get cirie’d get you down, you’re a winner in my book.

Rob: Abel, I am sorry. I thought you were going to make the end and win this thing because you were such a huge threat. I never heard of fake idols being planted by the hosts before so I was shocked when it turned out to be fake. I really do want to thank you, so much, for telling me about everyone’s plan to and you should be proud of the game you played. Like you offered to me, after this game if you want to talk, I’m available because under the circumstances, it was either going to be you or me. I need to apologize for the things I said that night because I did go overboard, but the thoughts, they were genuine. Like we had talked about before, I do have problems that I’m trying to handle and I am trying my best. I enjoyed our calls, you were an easy person to talk to and I felt that you were sincere in wanting to know everyone.

Zack: Honestly… The HARDEST round for me. To watch you go :( You know how much you mean to me already.. I love you.