#i couldnt either lolz

[wombrion]

Hihi I searched ur blog to see if anyone’s asked anything similar and didn’t find anything but!!! I love your Shapey style. Do you have artists that inspire you? And do you have any recommendations on how to draw more loosely and shapey? Ty 💕💕

yeas, mainly kficc, owainigo, sanctus-ingenium, kanotynes and momopatchi.. theyre all here on tumblr but some post on other social media too

as for putting more shapes on ur art id say to try and force urself to approach lines differently, a normal exercise would be to draw in a continuous line (not lifting the pen from the surface youre drawing on), it makes you more conscious on how much pressure you use PLUS youre not allowed to overthink stuff (extra points if you dont erase anything) PLUS it makes your art gain movement.. potentially (also drawing w/o erasing in general is very very useful too, and dont be afraid of making rough or messy strokes or ILL FIND YOU!!!)

anyways thats just one exercise i do from time to time, youd also like to pay more attention on line weight (theres a billion tutorials on it and i sucks at explaining..), and well.. observe stuff. which shapes are the main ones that make the Thing look the way it Does, simplify, exaggerate, have funsies🎉

[digital-mine]

Do you ever forget that you are a person? That you have skin and a beating heart? That you need to breathe to keep your heart pumping? That you are able to feel things? That you are able to cry?

Well, do you forget it's unhealthy to bottle up those emotions?

Even if you don't want to get better, I don't want you to bottle up your emotions, I want you to be okay (Well as okay you can be while not getting better) and I want you to know that you will be okay.

I want you to know that you'll be okay and that you are loved.

(You can try guess who I am if you want hehe)

an angel ?!??!?!? i dont wanna make assumptions but i would love to know who u are ꒰ ◞ ◟ ꒱ thank u sm for this i rlly rlly love u but i also apologize cuz this hit too hard and imma need to drop my lore now so be ready for a HUGE yap session (you dont have 2 read this, its just to get off my chest, i still appreciate u !!!)

i can NOT not bottle up my emotions, ive been doing it for so long i have no idea how to even act on my actual feelings anymore; im literally almost a completely different person than the one who acts in my place. and for that reason i never actually feel loved. even though people around me care for me, i dont really feel it. i only feel that they tolerate me because that is what im trying to do all the time - to be tolerable and not annoying, not a burden, not make anyone uncomfortable, not bothersome etc. so i suppress all my thoughts and feelings. BUT YK WHAT???? it didnt actually work!!! before, i annoyed people, now i make them uncomfortable in a different way. because im so quiet and unresponsive, people call me rude, weird, emotionless,, and its not like i can just now be "myself", i physically CANT because i have huge fucking anxiety and my social skills are ass. i dont actually like attention irl, i hate being perceived. attention online however is completely different because this is actually the first ive EVER been as comfortable and open as i am with people. because here i dont get the weird or special treatment, everyone is messed up in a way and i dont have an expectation upon me so i dont worry about being judged or looked down upon. when people are capable of liking me despite all my issues i almost feel loved, but then again my mind keeps reminding me its not genuine and no one truly loves me. no one hates me and wants to hurt me either, im that unimportant that people either tolerate me or are just indifferent to me.

i think something is just inherently wrong with me because ive been this way since i was a kid. and people let me know about it. i was shy back then but not quiet, and often times people would get mad or annoyed with me. either that or they would ignore me and leave me out. i might be a really sensitive person and all this caused me to be withdrawn; but i just have no fucking idea how to act 'normally' for people to like me. i try to copy what people do and say, but it feels so unnatural. i just cant communicate with anyone, i cant make genuine connections.

it also doesnt help that i also had to leave my country because of war, and being in a new country with a new language and everything made it all worse. because i have one major reason added to not speak and its my way of speaking, im really insecure about it. the war itself might have fucked me up more because of being constantly paranoid and anxious about my family dying whenever theyre out + couldnt socialize properly because of being home most of the time and my friends who live near me leaving the country. im not trying to complain too much about this though, im technically lucky since im still alive, my family didnt die, my house was not b0mbed and i managed to get out of there eventually,,

anyways thank u for this ask lolz i feel better !!! >< ♡

[hyunjinspark]

hiii !! i wanted to leave my comments on chap 17 a few days ago but im so stressed w my life i didnt have time to sit down and digest this chapter properly lolz but either way im here now! And my feelings changed .

i think i've mentioned in my last ask that i couldnt get mad at hyunjin. well now i can 😭😭 i think the way you narrated yns feelings really hit home for me - realizing she was currently living her dream life and not being able to feel anything besides pain really got to me. even though hyunjin doesnt realize the amount of hurt he caused, he still managed to ruin (at least for a while) something that is such a huge deal in her life. i do kinda feel sorry for hyunjin too, he seem so clueless about the damage he causes, but its really hard reading how empty yn feels when there are so many good things happening in her life

im so incredibly proud of yn for standing up for herself!!! she really matured a lot, and i think she's starting to respect herself and stand her ground more. i wonder whats gonna happen when she reaches her breaking point w hyunjin tbh.. i hope she does, though. he needs to realize how neglectful hes been w her

also, i really dont know my opinion on jeonghan yet. im not his biggest fan, but i don't really dislike him either. i do think hes maybe a bit to eager to make out w yn at any opportunity he has, but i cant blame him for that LMAO i just dont trust him yet. i hope he doesnt do anything weird.. he's definitely on my watch 👁️

and i think this might be a really hot take, but i dont know how i feel about kairi and bang chan... things could go SO wrong and when it comes to u writing angst.. im really worried ab where this is gonna lead us 😭 honestly idek how i want things to go for them.. ofc i would love if they got back together, but that doesn't really seem possible. u keep getting me hooked on this story jade omg 😭 i srsly have NO idea how this is gonna go and im honestly kinda worried ab finding out..

and also i hope nothing happens between yn and hyunjin in the next chapter🥲 unless they have a srs conversation and hyunjin apologizes.. honestly idek what he could do to make it up to yn at this point. but still, im always rooting for them. and i trust hyunjin's feelings towards yn. and i trust ur ability to turn really tragic storylines into really pretty love stories

but yea ! hoping and praying my good sister yn will not fold in chap 18 🫡 i love her i just want her to be happy and appreciated :((

alsoo right where you left me is my favorite taylor song ever 🥲🥲 the title alone made me flinch before i even started reading the chapter lmao

anywayyysss !! hope u have a lovely lovely day, pretty! im always rooting for u!

🩸

its been a while ! im surprised your feelings changed but that makes sense, yn’s really struggling and hyunjin probably has no clue how much :/ its frustrating, and her breaking point is imminent tbh !!

i think a lot of people share your opinion on jeonghan 👀 it could go either way,,,,and same for kairi and chan 💔

anyway, i love reading your thoughts !! thanks for sending them in. ☺️

[cinderteethe]

So I’m new to the modern mk11 narrative but..

I see no difference between:

And

[yanbub]

realizing that you're the one for them

childe, diluc, kaeya and zhongli x gn!reader

hcs, sfw, fluff (?), no cws, 434 words

if u rb ilysm and you have my full respect

note: i couldnt write so i ate and i managed to write?? kinda weird but ig i have to eat some snack to write LMFAO. anyways how's my current writing style 🤠 i'm fine with criticism so don't be shy to send some in lolz. unedited as usual!!

childe ;

he knew it was you when he realized that he was jealous of you and zhongli’s relationship. childe knew it was friendship - you’ve told him many times about that but whenever he sees you so happy with zhongli, he can’t fight the sudden urge to grab your attention instead. childish, really. he was used to watching you from afar - admiring your actions (even if it causes him to be jealous) and whenever he’s right in front of you, the words that he rehearsed over and over again in his head won’t come out of his lips. was he that lovestruck?

diluc ;

diluc knew that you were the one for him when he noticed that you understood him for who he is. he isn’t cold hearted, he was far from that. diluc is just… a bit stiff when it comes to interacting; but if you give him enough time to adjust, he’s good to go! he was surprised at how you approached him with such ease - it’s like you knew how he was as a person in an instant. it makes him happy though, being understood is a simple dream but when you achieve it… it just makes you wanna happily jump and yell, no?

kaeya ;

the moment kaeya saves you from that mitachurl with an axe is the moment that he knew that you were the one. he wants to protect you from any harm that comes your way - although it’s a bit risky since kaeya does his job within the shadows of mondstadt, he hesitated if it was okay to initiate a relationship. in the end the two of you got together either way, if someone dares to destroy your relationship (or even harm you in the first place) they have to face with kaeya first. he doesn’t want to protect you just because you’re merely a resident of the city - he wants to protect you because you were someone who he holds close to his heart.

zhongli ;

as he thinks about it, zhongli knew that you were the one for him when you asked him to act as your boyfriend for a party with your friends. he wanted that act of pretending to be real - zhongli craved for that to happen. however, he had to wait. as desperate zhongli can be, he’s aware that he can’t just force his wants. if you were to reject him though, he’s fine with it. but you accepted him - zhongli’s happiness wasn’t easy to put into words when that happened. it was like, all his worries went away suddenly as it gets replaced with bliss.

[pomegranctes]

jus realized i apped for like ? 4 new muses ? and have yet to introduce them lolz my bad here they are huns xx

ava madelaine rojas !

a rich girl who grew up in the lap of luxury, got all she asked for, the whole nine yards or whatever that cliche is idk i’m bad at remembering the correct sayings for things herldksjf

didn’t have any angsty parents who ignored her or something, tbh they were really supportive of her but a lil bit too supportive if u get it.... think like patrick’s parents in kings of summer ? they were super corny and cheesy and always offered her a tomato to take as a snack

so anyways she was hella babied and didn’t really resent it or anything heavy like that she jus really thought it was fricken annoying and of course rise her rebel phase

had a myspace for a while and attempted to get myspace famous which worked to a certain degree but her parents couldnt stand the sight of her ugly ass hair with too much layers and colours and she really didn’t like it either but anything to rebel !

anyways fast forward some years and she’s calmed down but still attempts to be a rebel bitch and acts tougher than she really is

took up vaping unironically and now it’s all she ever talks about. she deadass spent heavy monies on a good vape and goes out of her way to buy root beer flavoured vape. that vine of that white girl at a party vaping and it pans over to a guy and he’s like “wooow” that’s her and morgan ( @convndrums hey hunnie xx )

has a heart of gold and would die for her friends if they asked her to. when asked if she’d jump off a bridge if everyone else is doing it, she’s already on her way down

her life goal is to get a criminal record in every continent, hence why she’s here in london. she deadass just spins a wheel and whatever it lands on she goes with. public indecency ? been there done that, sis !

insult her vapes and she’ll go into a deep depression

delaney jun zhang !

an actual high class bitch minus the bitch part

grew up in vienna and was all about sipping wine and admiring renaissance art. she followed that aesthetic 100%

she grew up middle class, tbh nothing special. her mom was a nurse and her dad was a carpenter so she wasn’t struggling for monies but she also never took a vacation further than austria but she didn’t mind, she loved it there anyways :P

anyways she lived a normal life so flash forward a couple years and she’s in university studying journalism and she gets this internship at bbc radio and luck just struck her right and now she got semi-famous ?

she’s always getting papped but not even for her, she jus hangs with famous ppl and she’s always that girl u never know how or why she’s there. pretty much only england famous, otherwise she’s pretty unknown

think of this post ? http://harrystylesdaily.net/post/44412287518/harry-and-co-on-look-magazine she’s the dave garder. who is he ? no fricken idea tbh

so now she’s semi-rich and always sends money home for her family and honestly just lives it up

a party girl who loves meeting new ppl and making friends and is always down for a good time :P

felix ephraim estbury !

so to start off ? the son of george and poppy estbury aka a fricken prince

despite their slack take on the royal shiz, he was still forced into all those ridiculous dinner parties and galas which also meant etiquette class and just the whole works which he wasn’t the biggest fricken fan of but honestly who the funk would be

he saw through a lot of the stuff that went on in the family with the scandals and really just focused on the bigger picture and the greater spectrum of things if u pick up what i’m putting down but probs not bcos i got no idea how 2 put anything into words

BASICALLY where his family knew of their status and would sometimes abuse it or even just take advantage of it or whatever, he hated the thought of doing that and his family would tell him that he’d grow into it and fill the royal shoes but he just could fricken not

so he grew up with the mindset of ?? he really don’t like the monarchy lolz

growing up it just started with small little things to rebel like slouching at the dinner table or just not executing these good social manners, etc but as he grew, his little plans began to grow. he would sabotage events that he knew would have a huge social following and thus, higher stakes ? he’s fallen into the cake at some royal wedding, shown up drunk to gatherings, the whole bit :P

at this point, his grandfather’s got a tight leash on him and though he adores him bcos he looks at him and he thinks that’s my grandpa.. and he’s proud... but he makes it loud and clear that he disagrees with the monarchy and #DownWithTheBourgeois

he’s hella socialist and was daniel sharman advocating 4 bernie ( the one that got away </3 )

he hates being associated with the monarchy tbh he really just wants to have his own thing going for him and is walking a thin line on changing his name altogether

he kylie jenner doesn’t think he should b “famous”

dead ass just wants 2 be that #FreeBitch and move 2 prague, do his own thing, not have to worry about anything back home, just completely disassociate from his current life

also very flighty ? he fricken hates doing one thing for too long or being stuck in the same place so he has gotta pick up the next thing that crosses his mind aka he’s got 4956 unfinished projects, 9438 unread books, 1839 hoes in different area codes

loves meeting new peepz, making new friends, b his pal !

serafina ainsley villiers !

invented posh bihtcs

literally grew up to be the girl riot club. was filthy rich and spoiled rotten and never had to worry about the consequences of her actions because she had all the money in the world to pay off who she wanted

literally went through nanny after nanny over the stupidest reasons ? she didn’t like their lipstick colour ? consider them fired. literally made her family’s workers a living hell

to the public eye though, she was all smiles and charitable and highly respected and was this golden girl with no bad intentions whatsoever and the only news of her bad decisions were on these shit ass gossip sites that nobody believed in

literally pulled a kendall jenner and used her family’s name to get herself into the modelling business. she’s good ig ? but not so good where she’s deserving of her place

career-wise, she’s p much like real suki wherein she’s got this side business and designs clothes and accessories and all this and yea :P

is honestly the fakest bihtc alive ? upon meeting her, she’ll be all regina george but once they leave she’s shit talking them to hell and back and honestly ? isn’t the nicest person, not even in the least bit

welcome 2 hell welcome 2 hell welcome 2 hell. if u wanna plot, SMASH THAT MF LIKE BUTTON

[unintelligibleclarity]

I LOVE my conversations with people

8:42 AM - H o o d B a n d o: reeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

8:43 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: reee

8:43 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: indeed

8:43 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: do you take the short bus?

8:43 AM - H o o d B a n d o: yeah

8:43 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: me too

8:43 AM - H o o d B a n d o: i ride with the midgets

8:43 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: its okay mijo

8:43 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: better than the LONG bus

8:43 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: if you ask me

8:43 AM - H o o d B a n d o: i wouldn't want a long bus up my ass either

8:44 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: haha

8:44 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: smart ass

8:44 AM - H o o d B a n d o: lol

8:44 AM - H o o d B a n d o: i close on my house in a month

8:44 AM - H o o d B a n d o: i'm excited

8:44 AM - H o o d B a n d o: yet nervous.

8:45 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: itll be fine

8:45 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: whats to worry about

8:45 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: im excited for you

8:45 AM - H o o d B a n d o: affording tings.

8:46 AM - H o o d B a n d o: things

8:46 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: you afford things now, no?

8:47 AM - H o o d B a n d o: yeah but this house is bigger

8:47 AM - H o o d B a n d o: utilities are gonna cost more

8:47 AM - H o o d B a n d o: plus the cost of the mortgage is more expensive than what i was paying for rent.

8:49 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: youll make your way

8:49 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: dont worry

8:49 AM - H o o d B a n d o: i'll make your mom's way

8:50 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: bet you would

8:50 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: if thats what you wanted

8:50 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: its a choice you see

8:50 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: you choose

8:50 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: you choose wisely my friend

8:50 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: dont fret

8:50 AM - H o o d B a n d o: lolz

8:50 AM - H o o d B a n d o: are your parents still together

8:50 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: yes

8:50 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: well, see I have 2 dads

8:51 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: one mom

8:51 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: so...

8:51 AM - H o o d B a n d o: wat

8:51 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: my biological parents are separated

8:51 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: but I love them nonetheless

8:51 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: my mom is with.. what youd call my "step," father

8:51 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: but he's been nothing but a dad to me

8:52 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: so I guess it depends on who youre asking

8:52 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: how* youre asking

8:52 AM - H o o d B a n d o: do they both fight occasionally for the supreme title of father.

8:52 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: no

8:52 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: not at all

8:52 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: they both have a respect and understand for who my "father," is

8:52 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: they party together

8:52 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: actually...

8:53 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: the only problem they ever have is in regards to my mother

8:53 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: go figure

8:53 AM - H o o d B a n d o: yeah i guess you damn women are pretty complicated

8:54 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: hahaha

8:54 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: YASSS

8:54 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: indeed, I couldnt disagree

8:54 AM - H o o d B a n d o: you weirdos

8:54 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: sure, call me what you want

8:54 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: I prefer the term blessed

8:54 AM - H o o d B a n d o: w-e-i-r-d-o

8:54 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: perspective though..

8:55 AM - H o o d B a n d o: you have to carry a kid for 9 months, you earn less money than i do and you bleed once a month

8:55 AM - H o o d B a n d o: how the fuck is that blessed

8:55 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: wait...

8:55 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: hold up

8:55 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: most of that is a choice

8:55 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: though I do not enjoy the bleeding

8:55 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: the rest..

8:55 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: YOURE WELCOME

8:55 AM - H o o d B a n d o: i'm talking about the wage gap nigga

8:55 AM - H o o d B a n d o: WAGE GAP.

8:55 AM - H o o d B a n d o: YOU EARN LESS CUS U GOT A VAGINA

8:56 AM - H o o d B a n d o: if i came to your hospital or care home or wherever you're a nurse at i'd earn more than you

8:56 AM - H o o d B a n d o: because i'm a man

8:56 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: well.. thats only temporary

8:56 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: and its pretty bias if you ask me

8:56 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: I wont deny it, nonetheless

8:56 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: it makes me feel...

8:56 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: like I want to GO HARDER

8:56 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: ya know

8:57 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: "anything you can do, I can do better"

8:57 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: type shit

8:58 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: so I thank you

8:58 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: for the motivation

8:58 AM - H o o d B a n d o: work hard

8:58 AM - H o o d B a n d o: work fucking hard m8

8:58 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: party harder

8:59 AM - H o o d B a n d o: i'm having pizza today

8:59 AM - H o o d B a n d o: party nigga

8:59 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: and you remember that shit... next time a bitch is shoving a tube down your throat

8:59 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: the other shit

9:00 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: pizza...

9:00 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: is delicious

9:01 AM - H o o d B a n d o: good thing i don't have tubes down my throat often

9:01 AM - H o o d B a n d o: lol

9:01 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: only when it counts!

9:01 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: meaning when youre dying

9:01 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: or puking up your fucking guts

9:02 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: or you feel like you cant breathe

9:02 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: than... it matters

9:03 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: listen as a weirdo.. I have to give you some perspective on things, simpleton

9:03 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: youve done knocked the lady up... a couple times... bought a house with the gal

9:03 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: youre gonna have to put a ring on it soon

9:03 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: time is ticking

9:03 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: simpleton

9:05 AM - Her Majesty the Queen: do you feel the pressure?