#i couldnt afford them this time and havent had horrid withdrawals as id been tapering for a while after not having my prescription prior to
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another thing is ive been off my meds like a month and i genuinely do not know if it’s been better or not. lmfao
#ofc your first reaction wld be absolutely not.#HOWEVER#i have had SO much more energy i can actually fucking get shit done without it draining every last bit of my energy#and i am oddly FAR calmer. id normally be in complete fucking breakdown mode with the shit thats gone on but i feel way more equipped to#handle it? my mind feels way less foggy#i can feel some semblance of pleasure#im not okay. but i fucking wasnt okay on meds either#in fact i was worse. they were making me more fucking depressed. i felt NOTHING#which is even worse than anything. emptiness to me is so much worse than depression or anxiety#at least those can be quelled. distracted from. emptiness makes me want to tear my fucking skin off#im way less tired when i get decent sleep. i was sleeping 12 hours a day and not feeling rested i couldnt even get out of bed#i couldnt afford them this time and havent had horrid withdrawals as id been tapering for a while after not having my prescription prior to#that#dunno what it all means. but i’ll take it to be quite honest with you#im also not so fucking hungry all the time which is incredible bc i am broke#i do think the dreams have gotten worse but that could stop with time
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