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bekkachaos · 6 months ago

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I leave work in 27 minutes so I can go home and watch the new bridgerton 😍

#avoiding spoilers like the plague #bridgerton #i cant wait even this long 😭

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pseudophan · 2 months ago

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gonna be so sad when tonight is the first preshow space with good audio and i'm asleep because i have a psych appointment tomorrow

#life update if anyone gaf we're now at the point where i know i'm getting the adhd diagnosis and yet i STILL HAVE TO WAIT #like she just isnt sure if it's adhd or add (its norway theyre not gonna update the terms any time soon just roll with it)#and im just like. girl i don't give a fuck #its been so many years i cant do this anymore #we've talked to my fucking kindergarten teachers like 😭 they've investigated my entire life atp #to make sure i did in fact have all these issues from birth #because my word and my mum's word just isn't good enough i guess #like lets rely on the selective memories of random ass people ive encountered growing up this is ASININE #anyway my godmother had a 4h consultation the other day and got diagnosed on the spot #so now my mum is mad at her LMFAO #cause my mum's like. that bitch doesn't even have adhd. shes fine.#which i feel like is probably wrong but i agree with the sentiment #where is the deep dive investigation into her wholeass existence 😭#its cause she got to go private but they refuse to refer me to a private specialist so i have to keep going publuc #public #and if i go private on my own its too expensive plus the waitlist is years long #so. whatever. i guess.#man im so tired.#i will never ever ever forgive my psychiatrist from when i was 15 who said i probably had adhd but because i did ok in school its fine #and they wouldnt set the diagnosis #because the fact that i have papers from when i was 15 saying i don't have it is what's making this all so difficult #even though if you read all the papers it says i hit on EVERY SINGLE POINT #which is why the One Psych who listened to me is absolutely fuming losing her mind cause she can't understand why any of this happened #man i hate my fucking life lol

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guess-i-do-art · 1 month ago

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Sonic 3 movie in theaters in December, Sonic x Shadow Generations recently released… I couldn’t think of a better time for my first ever Sonic the Hedgehog hyperfixation

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hungerpunch · 5 months ago

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i could not make this up. was sitting on my back deck having a cry after therapy and one of the tenants in the big building next door stuck her head out the window and yelled down to me "hey! i'm moving out tonight, do you want a free carpet cleaner?" and it was a bissell little green. only clean freaks will understand why i started crying harder

#she's all i only used it one time!#im like girl i would take it even if u had used it half to death 😭#items i have long lusted over but can never justify...#genuinely cant wait to be horrified by whatever this sucks out of the carpet i rake and vacuum and steam on a regular basis #kb: i think this did more for u today than therapy did #yes.#driveby post #my lyfe

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nerdie-faerie · 6 months ago

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I made it to America, apparently needing to know geography would've been helpful

#summer camp tag #travel tag #ace is a mess #i cant even tell how long ive been awake with timezones now #they kept asking where i was going and i didnt know which bit they wanted #there were like 3 different answers and i didnt know which was the relevant one 😭😅#shoulda been able to rule out state but thats just the bit thats most easy for me to remember #my flight was actually quicker than scheduled to be but took forever to take off and thats the bit i hate most so i kept psyching myself out #but honestly the flight itself? nicer than i was expecting waaay more food than i anticipated so im happy #now just waiting for my connecting flight in 2 hours but i made it stateside and through immigration without fcking it #i did almost cry after all the security stuff though i was stressing

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mbat · 6 months ago

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why did i accidentally open an old dm that was relevant to my current goings on. no idea who the person is that sent me this btw ajfhahd not putting their name for obvious reasons. i dont even remember the full context

#buddy im not anti pearlrose but i dont personally ship it cause i do think it was toxic 😭#being chronically unable to communicate IS STILL TOXIC DJSJFJD #the communication was not the only issue anyway....#also wait did i like. mention shipping rapunzel and cassandra at some point. is that why this happened #i dont ship it anymore anfjajd theyre also toxic for eachother and both deserve better (which they (assumedly) get)#my biggest thing here is why that person was in my DMs saying that 😭 what. i dont even remember this #this is the whole interaction btw lol #my post #ignore me #I DONT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH SHIPPING DISCOURSE AJFJAJD I REALLY DONT CARE BRO #imo ship whoever you want as long as its not incest or pedophilic. i mean obviously i cant stop people from doing thay #but i will judge them harshly and block them for it lol #ALSO. CASSUNZEL? IS THAT THE SHIP NAME? i mean thats not the worst but it kinda sucks #all their ship names would suck i guess... caps... uhh... rapass..... tbf rapunzel is such a hard name to mess with

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alchemiclee · 1 year ago

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been looking in tags for a few days now to see if anyone else found the whole high cloud quintet and related story to be a bit.....poorly written, nonsensical, contradictory, full of plot holes and loose ends, etc. apparently i'm not the only one. (and i'm not even talking about shipping stuff, because any time I saw someone mad about bad writing, someone always replies to be homophobic and laugh about failed ships. weirdos.) it could have been so good but was thrown into the garbage for the most part (IF you noticed all the plot holes and contradiction. if not, then it's a fine enough story tbh. I expect most people to see it on surface level and not read all the little hidden lore bits and try to piece it together like my autistic brain did. which is ok! enjoy it if you liked it and ignore me 😆)

#apparently one of the writers did it on purpose. wont explain here. you can find it elsewhere. but it makes sense now #that's why it fell apart and didnt make sense in the end #ive seem people say anyone mad about it is a shipper and thats why. they use it as an excuse to be homophobes #youre gross get out of thos fandom. im here as someone upset about the story who was very skeptical about any ship theories and focused #more on plot theories and overall friendship and stuff so its not even about shipping you het weirdos!!!#the contradictions and plot holes are bd regrdless of who you ship lmao stop reducing it to that #aure its fine if you ignlre those plot holes. but it happened to be the little plot holes that interested me the most so its obvious to me😅#cant wait until a talented writer in the fandom rewrites the whole story a lot better and fills in the holes and ties up the end better #please someone do this 😭#lee text #hsr #i just wanted a close found family who met a tragic end #my idea for a better way to write it is dan feng wanted free from the high elder cycle and yingxing helped him create a new elder #but it went wrong and failed because the preceptors fed him wrong info hopong it woukd destroy dan feng since they hated him #instead it was yingxing that died and dan feng selfishly brought him back somehow and thats why hes immortal and hates dan heng now #they created a monster in the process that made a mess and baiheng died trying to kill it maybe but hit its weak spot #so it was weaked enough for jingliu to slay it #maybe for a plot twist jing yuan somehow knew the preceptors were up to something and didnt stop the two because #they were too stubborn and he knew it would do nothing #we know the dragon heart disappeared so either it ended becoming bailu in the end #or it could be inaide blade bow. another fun possible plot twist. they never explained where it went so it coukd be a n y w h e r e #i had other ideas but i forget now. bht baiheng deserves better as well. just being a plot mechanism to make two dudes be stupid #is kinda bland and boring and wasted her character. she deserves better too!!!!#id write this if i had the time and brain power but ill hope someone else does it instead #OH yeah i forgot a big idea. dan feng and yingxing perhaps try to also kill the arbor and end the abundance and long life/reincarnation #and maybe that was one part that led to it all going wrong or something. since yingxing wanted revenge on the abundance for destroying #his home and family???? and dan feng wanted to escape the cycle? similar wants that worked together snd failed #these are all ideas from past theories i read and my own ideas i came up with all of which are better than what that bad writer did!#these are very incomplete ideas that im sure someone else can write better #lee rambles

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guinevereslancelot · 4 months ago

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not to be ungrateful but i don't get paid enough at my job lol

#the problem with jobs that people do bc they love the work is that it doesn't pay well and you will be overworked to death #genuinely couldn't quit bc i love the kids too much already but 15 an hour is....not ideal tbh....#how am i supposed to make future plans in these conditions #i cant ask for a raise ive only worked here 3 months but ugh #the only reason i got hired is i finally broke my rule abt the minimum hourly rate i was willing to accept #i applied to the two 14-16 an hour jobs and used the one i already accepted to get this one to gove me 15 instead of 14 #but that's still not a lot tbh #need to buy an oven since we havent had a working one since january #and i keep gping ok next time i get paid i will buy an oven #and it hasnt happened yet #and i need.....17k to invest in starting my own business and i will not see a return on that for a very long time 😭#and i have no idea where that money will be coming from lol #fortunately its not that time sensitive except it kind of needs to happen in the next year or two probably but idk #if i dont do what i need to do idk what will happen but i think the issue will become more expensive but also maybe less expensive #but also uglier and make my neighbors mad #but i have no choice but to wait bc i have no money for that lol #anyway #17k is my immediate expense but i also need to come up with the money to eventually buy my parents house somehow #and i dont even make enough to pay the mortgage 😭#fortunately i dont need to do that for a long time but...eventually #anywayssss #how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions #i do love working with kids but jts hard work and all my coworkers are petty and hate eachother so its a lot #and i dont make enough money to live fr #im so lucky i live w my parents bc nobody at my job makes enough to live on their own lol #also the sheep that are supposed to be clearing brush got sick and went back to their farm and they're not coming back this year at all #so we need to brush hog it #or contract another farm #im not sure if its even safe w their poop all over the place snd im not getting any communication from the farmers #but it lowkey might be better to get our own sheep but thats so much work i dont want to think abt doing livestock

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fivefeetfangirl · 1 year ago

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giving you this honorary badge as soon as you are finished

putting this on my resume <3 although i am so so NOT WELL

#kdjfhksdjfh this fic is making me insane #i cant wait to snuggle up in bed soon and read the last part #91w #omg just thought about 'it feels like this' again 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#how will i ever recover from this #i used so long to answer this val sorry <3 #cause like...i am so not emotionally well lmao #ive either been shaking crying hurting or completely frozen almost the whole day hsjdhsjdhsjd #when i finished i couldnt even say a word lmaoo #anyways. its been a journey. and it has been super fun with everyone who has followed it <33 #still one part left tho #and the insanity is forever <3

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skitskatdacat63 · 2 years ago

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I hate when apps temporarily block your acct bcs "suspicious activity", yeah yeah I understand it's for security measures BUT PLEASE IM JUST BAD AT REMEMBERING PASSWORDS, LET ME LIVE 😭😭

#having a bit of a freak out right now 🌚#my best friend is gonna be in china for 2 months and our only option of communication is wechat #expect i forgot to log into wechat lately so it logged me out and i cant remember my pass and it got pissy with me for requesting sms codes #so it temporarily blocked me for suspicious behavior PLEASE WECHAT I JUST AM IMPATIENT #and then it said i requested unblocking too many times i have to 'wait'#wait how fucking long wechat?????? how long?????????#and even then with requesting your acct to be unblocked the easiest way is to get a friend w a wechat acct to verify you #HOW MANY FRIENDS DO YOU THINK I HAVE WECHAT 😭😭😭😭#MY ONLY FRIEND WHO HAS WECHAT IS ON HER WAY TO CHINA AS WE SPEAK WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO ABOUT THAT #she has to stop in another country for like half a day so im hoping when she lands she can help me 😭#BUT WHAT IF I STILL CSNT REQUEST BY THEN?? WHAT DO I DO THEN WECHAT????#once she gets to china i feel like im basically fucked #but yes i understand security measures but jesus christ please irs me i swear why are you making me jump through all these hoops?????#but im gonna actually be so upset if this screws up me being able to msg her :( we talk every day :(#i think i will actually combust and die if were just no contact for that long im actually gonna die #how am i gonna survive without her sending me china pics and me harassing her with f1 updates :(((#ugh i dont know what to do :( and i feel really upset abt it #maybe whatsapp will work and we can fix my acct but who knows :(#catie.rambling.txt

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yvmoveon · 1 year ago

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i'm really glad i ended changing lash techs because the place i go to is so fun, it's like a family vibe. latin business but the music and the techs are all so so so nice, are about the same age and just generally good ppl.

#i havent clicked with someone in a LONG time but lemme tell you i clicked with my lash tech yesterday omg #she isnt even my regular lash tech (mine went on vacation)#but we immediately clicked #she is so nice and nerdy and gorgeous and kooky like me #we were discussing anime and life and old emo music omg #she's an aquarius like me #i really don't believe that ish tooooo much but i knew she was one of us immediately LMFAO #and our bday is like 3 days apart #its crazy because i can talk to anyone and continue convos but like to actually click with someone is rare for me #i cant wait to updated her on the animes she recommended me and i also recommended her some too! (like the butler)#she really is the sweetest!😭#this is for myself btw sooo

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thedeadthree · 1 year ago

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I FEEL OKAY !!!!!!!!! I FEEL FINE ! REALLY!!!!!! THE HUG SCENE HAD NO EFFECT ON ME IM NOT CRYING!

#leg plays bg3 #bg3 spoilers #leg.txt #crying on the floor!! and crying on the floor bc i fixed the save shenanigans!!!!!!! yay!#godd okay the scene i almost feel like in the case of yana was that she didn’t want him to hear her thoughts skjzjzhz #how she’s morning someone she doesn’t remember no one in particular hehe <3 so she chose to hug him instead !!#i yelled about it in twt but I found a mod where you can wear g*ortashs gauntlet and it gave me THOUGHTS !!#and i thought what if he made one for yana (it’s more decoration than functional but yk !!!!) and the BRAINWORMS I GOT FROM THAT #the thought she is the way she is with ast is things she instinctively remembers from him and its SO #even the unhinged can be soft and mourn lovers they don’t recall bc I SAID SO!!!!!!! she has range!!#oc: anasyana an enaviryn #ITLL hurt like NO ONES BUSINESS when i save to write the scene where their tryst comes to an end RAHH #did it mean anything was it just her imitating what she had with someone else to bring back a semblance of what she lost WHAT WAS IT 🥀😵‍💫#i mean either way they’ll both walk away better and worse for it in the end so!!#but i mean i think he is resigned to that their history was something he knew would be an undertaking to keep up with ✨😭🥀#(though his resignation won’t last long as it’s the one where he ascends so it’s fight night at wyrms for yanas hand or something 🥀😵‍💫)#(i mean it’s not like THAT that ofc but the besties get it <3)#not to worry vampire pookie you’ll get the sweetest romance ever with sarspira JUST U WAIT MY LOVE!!#oh i cant wait for her playthrough RAHH i am so excited it’s the one i have planned where sarspira’ll resist her urge ill be EMOTIONAL #in that one scene especially where yk he sits with them the whole night while they’re tied trying to zero them GAHH

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apollo-just-ice · 1 year ago

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Been replaying pokémon mystery dungeon explorers lately and it’s been on my mind sm,,, my childhood game of all time it’s still so good??? Mannnnn <333

#grovyle ur one of the characters of all time ugh!!!!#so many things about it are so good #like. the music ofc #the characters are all memorable and fun :)#the worldbuilding even?? like rn I’m not that far in but.#just from the guild itself #it rly makes you feel like it’s so real #you get into the routine of it and like #it rly sets the pace so well to start #yay we can explore dungeons yay!#then ya know it all grows from there #idk what I’m saying exactly rn but 😭#my partner character this time is a bulbasaur named Heiðr… yeah. yeah. she’s cute #cant wait to get to grovyle tho my guy I wasn’t thinking about u for so long but *now* I miss you…#this is one of the only games I’ve rly replayed #def the game I’ve replayed the most #brainrot incoming maybe #yeah!#peak game sm… I do recommend it :)#pokemon #pokemon mystery dungeon #oh also sidenote to do with naming her Heiðr - we are team ouroboros which I think is a rly rad team name also-

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oars · 2 years ago

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people really overestimate my ability to make friends

#my dad keeps asking if ive made friends at work yet. ive been here over a year and i still dont even know anyones name besides like 4 lmao #when i say i dont like talking i mean it 😭#i also just have trouble making friends people get on my nerves so quick and #if i feel like i cant be out to you ill probably just avoid talking you altogether if i can help it #idk i just wait until someone ive talked to long enough considers me a friend and i dont hate them

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vampireddyke · 2 years ago

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#i cant wait for tomorrow night when i can smoke and have a bath and RELAX #even though z in going on holiday and im going to miss them so much 😭🥺#i love my work roster rn though #am not working on Thursday #but today is so long for me #9-5 work and then straight to my exercise class 6:30-8:30 and im going to the airport with z 😓#and then i have work again tomorrow #ahhhhhhh #its okay bc then i can relax

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4giorno · 2 years ago

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yeah no wtf. valk rlly came to save music AGAIN

#somehow they do it everytime they cant keep getting away with thisssssss #are there tears in my eyes or is it just bc i didnt sleep last night HDJFHDHFJF HELP I LOVE THEM SM #oh my god did you hear some of shus notes there???#also im so emotional abt how much this mv and costumis is MIKAS STYLE #like the neon colors the shine the plushies the visuals that i cant think how else to describe as except electronic #and ESP THE CLOTHES like the neon colors on true black but still having the formal look #and the ruffle and the gears AND the patterns having both ornate and geometrical styles #like its sounds like a mess but it all looks so good together like i feel like this is their perfect harmony #and i obv cant read the story for another 2 years but just looking at this i feel like. in the story theyre #gonna be in such a good place in their relationship. like just looking at the outfits this is what comes to mind #and if thats so i really love that its been getting so slowly but steadily better it feels so natural and right #like.... 2 years!!!! seems so long but it feels so strong because of that #omg yeah maybe im completely wrong but this is just what these outfits look like to me #im excited to find out what the story is. aaghhh i cant believe i now need to save dia for 3 full uncap event cards 😭#oh and also they look so fucking pretty hdjfjdjdjf 💖 also the song is so good but who tf was ever in doubt #okay i love them go stream whatever the song is its in japanese so idk bye <3 #WAIT EDIT i forgot to say another point why i think this is such a big positive leap in their relationship #is bc yknow we always say oh they never hold hands in their mvs or anything similar #and even being separated by glass in acanthe and shu is reaching for mika so emotionally #but now in this mv they reached out their hands to eachother so that there was barely a millimeter of air #maybe their fingertips even touched idk i have to rewatch to see #but i think its SO significant that after all their reaching their hands are now so close to being able to finally touch

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