#i cant tell if i just have the biggest victim complex on earth or if my ex was abusing me
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This is Reymas she is a btd oc who got snatched by Ren when they were 21 and now lives as an immortal 28 year old vampire divorce victim trying to simultaneously murder Ren and make him stop human trafficking with the power of friendship and love. She was a vegetarian before she turned into a vampire. She really likes lighting things on fire and her biggest aspiration is to build a Bomb that Works. She got a dentist to give her fake vamp teeth before she even knew vampires were real and as a result even when her actual vampire fangs retract she still has these stupid fucking fake teeth so like. Get outed every time u smile I guess. Please please nobody ever tell her she has terf bangs 😔
This is Sun he turned Reymas into a vampire bcus her moral code flew a little too close to his century-long dead boyfriends who either haunts Sun as a ghost or is a hallucination caused by intense mental illness exerbated by being a 90 year old vampire who has never moved on from anything ever. He likes to think of himself as Apollo reincarnated bcus he's really good at being humble. Has the single largest victim complex on planet earth. He isnt. Hes not normal 🫦 but he plays the harp
THIS IS my dragonborn Onyx I made her when I was 14 and she's been reworked 45 times because I made her when I was a child. She is going to ride those fucking dragons. Doesnt really want to kill them. Doesnt rlly care about the civil war, either. She grew up as an orphan and during a teenage prison escape with an elvish prince of Valenwood named Rhys, she became his bestie and lived with the royal household in Silvenar for like 7 years. Onyx and Gallus were in the same orphanage in the Imperial City as kids. So sends her a letter calling for aid bcus he cant trust anyone in the guild. Onyx shows up sometime later and gets swindled by known Huckster Mercer Frey. She joins the thieves guild but isn't a good thief whatsoever. This is a swordsman who fights dragons.. she is incapable of silence. Her pà pà was a nord, her mà mà was an imperial. Ya girl has some Big Genes and No Elf. Probably all she wants is a real family
Stay with me. This is my cccrazy catgirl Bearer of the Curse yes this is a dark souls oc... :/ she doesnt have ACTUAL CAT EARS I just think I'm funny and this picrew had them. Her name is Rown her nickname is the Silvercat. Known thief and pickpocket. She is a sorcery user who only knows Stupid Spells like Yearn and Flash Sweat and Chameleon (her personal fave) but turning into a vase isnt really going to work against Nashandra so either Rowan gets the Most help ever or shes turning into cat ground beef. Shes got a toxic friendship with Creighton the Wanderer. white-haired gang rise up
This is my dao boy cannagan I dont have anything bcus I have 37 minutes played in this game so far. He is a gay city boy elf rogue. Thats all I have. And this picrew of him in a hoodie. Hes a cutie. He would want to be a nascar driver if he was real and he wouldnt be able to so hed try drag racing strangers in his 2013 Honda Civic with custom rims and a $100 flame wrap. He has 13 speeding tickets. Would rather do Anything than admit out loud to being gay. Here is my fun fact: cannagan as a name has greek origins that mean Wolf Pup.
#ocs#btd ocs#reymas#gothfox#sun#vampireee occssssss my belovedssss#to my 10 mutuals who oc blog. hi. to everyone else who is Normal. goodbye#tes ocs
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#sorry a lot of these kind of posts are in tags#i don’t know how to format a read more on mobile#and i dont have access to a laptop so im pretty limited#this post talks abt abuse in romantic relationships and since i have a very. stream of consciousness style of writing#it may be disjointed and confusing Especially since i cant go back and make shit flow better w/o retyping the whole tag#so uh. Sorry. and sorry for this post#i cant tell if i just have the biggest victim complex on earth or if my ex was abusing me#i watched tbis video where this guy talked abt how he stayed with his gf for six months after she hit him#and our relationship was strictly online (how cringe) bc they lived in the US and im in canada#and details of how ‘bad’ our relationship really was are kind of lost to time bc of my faulty memory and the lack of documentation#i deleted/moved blogs so many times i dont know where it really starts but i know where it ends#and i dont want to call them an abuser because i dont remember and like i wasnt perfect either#but when i start to rationalize what happened(/what i remember) i feel. guilty. like i shouldnt even talk about this#like jesus christ i am over them i have. almost no desire to go back to them and realistically i know it wouldnt end well#they probably dont even think about me anymore and thats great and i wish i could put this all behind me too#but theres so much that was left unchecked. both times the relationship ended they hurt me in a way that still affects me#i was ready to do anything for them and in some cases i did things i wasnt totally okay with#if what they did was abusive i dont think they did it intentionally or with the intent to hurt me. is that still abuse??#or is it just being a terrible partner#i dont know. i dont know. i wish i talked to someone about this but i had no one#no one i wanted to bother with my stupid shit anyway and like i dont want to drag ppl into relationship stuff anyway like#it isnt their business so like. what the fuck yknow. i wasnt perfect either but i tried#i think a reason i dont want to say i was abused by my ex was cos itll feel like..so inconsequential to people who were Actually Abused#they werent purposefully mean or threatening they just lied to me and when we were 15/16 made me change my habits to better suit them#i want to heal and move forward but theres so much doubt and i just dont know. i dont know.#is it abuse?? will i ever find out??? tune in next time [REDACTED] decides to make a Personal Tumblr Post at 5am
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