#i cant take this anymore head in hands head in hands

[drewsprincessy]

loving you was hard.

warnings: angst, anxiety, anger, comfort, arguing, crying, lmk if i missed any

summary: rafe and reader are in love, but rafe struggles to accept it, he doesnt believe in love.

part one

rafe cameron x female reader.

you had fallen for rafe, hard. it started off with stealing glances at each other every so often, then it escalated to him asking for your number. you two talked every night, dusk til dawn until you couldn't keep your eyes open anymore. you were the only person he was gentle with, the only one he would give affection to, and even crack a smile with.

he caught himself re-reading your texts and smiling at them, going through your insta posts, checking your following, checking your location, and checking when you were last online.

he thought he just needed a quick hookup, and that was all. but no. the way you smile at him and your dimple pokes through your cheek, or maybe its the way your eyes light up when your excited about something.

he doesnt know what it is, but he cant fall in love. your not important, its just all in his head.

he was sitting on the edge of his bed, his head in his hands as he thinks, he regains his composure, shaking his head to try and get rid of the thought. he lets out a long breath, and he stands up. he goes to smoke some weed.

he stops answering your calls, and even stops responding all together. he cant fall in love, he's not fit for a relationship. right?

your a mess. you'd be lying if you said it didn't hurt the way that he ghosted you out of nowhere. but i mean you cant be mad, because your still just a hookup for him. right?

i mean you thought it'd be different because hes never met up with a girl more than once, you guys have even been on real dates. not just the ones where you have sex and not talk for another 2 weeks. you two had gotten to really know each other.

you were just confused, and hurt. you decided you were gonna try to let it go. try and move on, because theres always other men out there.

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2 weeks pass

you were at home laying in your bed, you just had on a comfy tee shirt, and some yoga shorts.

you had been scrolling thru your phone, giggling at a video you seen on tiktok. you clicked on the comments and scrolled thru them, and you were giggling until a message popped up at the top of your screen. from rafe; your smile faintly drops as you click on the message

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imessage:

rafe: been thinking about you. um, im really sorry for ditchin you n' shit. i just been going thru stuff and didnt wanna take it out on you. im sorry alright?

y/n: its okay rafe, i understand. call if you need anything. okay?

you were so understanding, and forgiving. even with the half ass apology he gave you, you still forgave him.

-

over the next few weeks, you and rafe start going out again, he fell more and more in love with you, and you felt the same about him. he had enough of it. he couldnt be falling for you.

he was high off drugs, and his breath reeked of alcohol. he was stumbling and could barely walk. there were crowds of people around him at the party he attended to.

you had also been there with rafe, but went off somewhere with kiara and sarah. you decided the topic of conversation was boring, and excused yourself with a "ill be right back." and went to find him.

he had went off into a room with some random chick, they were making out and her clothes were half off. you had almost stumbled on your feet when you walked in, your eyes had immediately began brimming with tears. to save yourself the embarrassment you walk off, quickly as possible. trying to get the hell out of there.

rafe comes outside to where you had walked off to, he immediately catches up to you since his legs were longer, and grabs your arm "whats your problem..why are you crying?" he says, trying not to slur his words

you decide, fuck it. he doesnt care anyway. "your my problem rafe. i fucking love you, i have for a long time. and you lead me on and act like you love me the same way, but then i find you about to hookup with some random girl, that you dont even know! like i dont even exist rafe, and im gonna be honest. that shit HURTS! im so sick of this, im sick of you, and your bullshit excuses, your half ass apologies. FUCK YOU!"

rafe feels a pang of guilt in his chest, even thru the alcohol and drugs. he still manages to muster up some excuse, hes trying to hide the way he feels. "i mean..y/n. what did you expect? i told you what the hell u were gettin into. i dont gain.. feelings. so quit being a damn crybaby"

it starts to rain, and you storm off, even when he yells your name, telling u to come back you dont listen. you kick your heels off, and walk all the way home in the pouring rain.

once u get home, you delete his number, and cry yourself to sleep.

he tries to act as if he doesnt care, he drinks until he passes out.

~

𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓮𝓷𝓭

[l0vely-sturniolo]

SANRIO GIRL

chris sturniolo x reader

short, different scenarios of you being a hello kitty girl and chris spoils you :)

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i was at the mall with my mom, we went into hot topic because they have the cutest hello kitty stuff. we walked in and i saw a cute hoodie, taking a picture of it and posting it on my story, writing 'i'm gonna lose my mind😍'

we kept looking around, and when i didn't find anything, i decided that if i didn't find anything anywhere else, i'd come back and get the hoodie. next we went to burlington, to see what kind of halloween things they had. i found a few mugs, but i already had enough. i didn't need anymore.

i kept looking around, when my phone went off. i checked and it was a text from chris, he had sent me $60, and texted me 'go get the hoodie, i love you ❤️'

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me and chris were at the mall, along with madi, and nick and matt. we were in some random clothing store, and i went and looked, and found a couple hello kitty shirts. a few minutes later, chris came over. "find anything baby?" he asked.

"look at all the hello kitty shirts chris," i smiled, showing him. "get them, i'll pay for them," he told me. "no chris, they're like $10 each and there's at least 7 of them here, i'll just get like 3 of them and i'll pay for them," i said to him.

i got some of the shirts and paid, and then we went to get something to eat. "i'll be right back, i gotta pee," chris told us, leaning down and kissing me, before he left. he was gone for a little while, and then he finally came back with a bag in his hand. a bag from the place we were just at.

he walked over and handed me the bag, i looked and it was the rest of the shirts i left behind. "chris," i said to him. "what? i can't get my girl something she'll love?" he smirked at me. i rolled my eyes playfully, "i can't stand you but i love you," i leaned in, kissing him. "i love you," he said.

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"babyyyy," chris walked into my room. "hi, i missed you," i smiled, getting up and walking over to him to kiss him. "i missed you," he smiled as we pulled away.

"i got you something," he smiled at me. "chris? noo, why?" i asked. "because i saw it and i knew you'd like it," he smiled. "and because i love you," he said, leaning in and kissing me again. "i love you," i smiled, wrapping my arms around his neck, not even caring about what he got me right now.

"do you wanna see?" he asked. "sure chris," i smiled. he pulled away and went into the hall outside of my room, grabbing a bag and giving it to me. i looked inside and it was the halloween hello kitty greeter. "chris!" i threw the bag on my bed, wrapping my arms around him again, kissing all over his face.

"i'm assuming you like it?" he giggled. "i love it, thank you baby," i smiled. "you're welcome, i love you," he smiled. "i love you," i kissed him.

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“oh my god chris what do i do?” i ask as i put another hello kitty thing into the cart, every single thing in the cart was hello kitty, and quite frankly, all of the things i’ve been looking for recently.

“what do you mean? you’re getting it, right?” he looked at me. “not all of it,” i shook my head. “baby,” he started, but i cut him off. “chris i cant,” i said. “so let me buy it for you, i was going to anyway,” he shrugged. “chris no!” “baby, you’ve been looking for this stuff forever, you found it, you’re not putting it back, come on.”

he took the cart from me and started going towards the checkout, ignoring my protests. “chris,” i whined. “oh sorry baby, were you still looking?” “no, chris come on let me put some of it back,” i said. “can’t hear you,” he said, making his way to the register, putting everything on the counter.

“chris, let me at least go half, that’s too much money,” i said, and he just looked at me, before taking his card out of his wallet and tapping it on the machine. “chris,” i frowned, feeling bad, as he took the bags and we started walking out.

“don’t feel bad, i wanted to baby, you deserve this, you’ve been working so hard, it’s the least i could do,” he said, kissing my head as we walked to the car.

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i walked into my shared bedroom with chris, to find my entire side of the room had been changed. “chris.. what?!” i said, shocked.

there was a brand new vanity, with the hello kitty chair and mirror that i’ve been wanting, but haven’t been able to find. i looked over at him and he was just looking at me with a smile on his face.

i walked over, and on the vanity were new hello kitty makeup brushes, a new hello kitty makeup headband, new makeup, skin care things i was running low on, and a hello kitty necklace.

“chris,” i teared up, and he walked over to me, wrapping his arms around me. “happy early anniversary, baby.. there’s more coming,” he kissed my head. “no, chris this is too much,” i held onto him tighter, letting some tears fall. “never too much for my girl,” he kissed my head again. “thank you,” i whispered. “of course,” he smiled, giving me an actual kiss.

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@stayingstromboli

[the-s1lly-corner]

If it's alright, could I request a Toby, Slenderman, Eyeless Jack, and Jane the Killer x reader (separately), where the reader has no self preservation? Not in a sad way, but more in a "cheerfully confident that they can handle it" kinda way.

Either way, I hope you have a good day!

Crps x overly confident!reader w/ no survival instinct

Points

JANE REQUEST SPOTTED!! Feels like hardly anyone asks for her!!

Side note I could NOT find a good gif LMAO

Characters: Ticci Toby, Eyeless Jack, Slenderman, Jane the Killer

Notes: reader is GN, reader is not suicidal in any way they just think they're built different, reader is written as a human

CWs: injury and blood mentions, canon typical violence and death

SLENDERMAN

hes seen humans die to less, hes not going to let you follow that path... why would have to do any of this when hes right here to do the dirty work for you without complaint? he simply doesnt get it

but still, if he knows you will survive he will let you go- as foolish as he may think you are for throwing yourself into a fight or disaster- he will never fully understand humans so surely you must have a reason for this? stops this when it just leads to you getting hurt over and over, it slowly becomes clear that youre doing it because youre cocky. you truly do think you'd come out the other side unscathed

you dont even get the chance to throw yourself into a fight against a someone wielding a weapon- theyre torn down before you can get too close, leaving behind a mess of gore on the ground. your attitude may have rubbed off on him, he hardly ever displays such strength and violence- but if this is what needs to be done to show that you dont need to fight anymore then so be it

TICCI TOBY

honestly? he might just join you in whatever danger youre about to throw yourself in- he himself doesnt have much survival instinct, though a lot of that hinges off of his inability to feel pain. he minimizes the damage done to his body most of the time

and... that kind of bleeds into how he acts when youre reckless, afterall hes never had to be careful about himself- and you seem to hold the same belief to your own body... its going to take a real nasty injury to snap him out of that and make him realize that youre not invincible- even if the lesson doesnt sink in for you

you still sometimes make light hearted bets on things when stuff gets intense- "oh i bet i can take him-" "oh i can do this with one hand tied behind my back-" and so on and so fourth

youre both a little.... foolish...

EYELESS JACK

painfully aware of human anatomy and what it can and cant take- that comes from being very interested in the topic as well as being able to look inside human bodies first hand

a lot of the time you cant even take a single step towards the danger, hes already got his hand on your shoulder and tugging you into the other direction... and in the case where its dangerous but not deadly? you can feel the look hes giving you under his mask... for someone with no eyes he can give a mean glare

you give him hypotheticals for threats that you can take on and hes just "absolutely not."... he will not spare your ego, your safety is far more important to him- youre the one good thing in his life and hes not going to let you get yourself killed

JANE THE KILLER

it takes her a moment to process what youve said and by then youre already running towards the threat- and shes bolting after you to either back you up or drag you away... preferably drag you away if its something that cannot be stopped or bested

what were you thinking? are you insane? what if you were killed? shes not going to hold anything back, she wants to understand why you would do something like that- especially unprepared... do you have a death wish?

not at all happy or pleased with your little habit of just. running into things head first... she doesnt think its commendable or brave, and shes going to let you know what she thinks as shes trying to stop your wounds from bleeding all over the place

you can tell shes trying to be nice- well, niceish- but her tone does slip out as she speaks

[hopeworth]

the walking dead 3x05 // 11x24

[silverskye13]

In which there is talk of the tournament.

[faaun]

my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you

[coelura]

can we talk about the size difference please mac i've been dying to talk about the size difference with you all day

[st4rstudent]

I really want to know, how did Mac and the Prethinker meet? Is there a story there?

They actually first talk on the blogpost for the pre 1.3 update! (also where they're first both officially introduced), but if you're talking face-to-face, I always use the social media comic as a point of reference (because i think its funny).

My interpretation of the lead up to the actual meeting goes something like this

[bunnihearted]

𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅

[ooblech]

i wonder if post god's menu stays realise how much of a shift that era was for skz? like obviously you can see retroactively by looking back at their discography irt their sonic signature, but i don't think people who weren't there can seriously grasp how big of a shock it was, they went from stan twitter's favourite punching bag to one of kpop's biggest up and comers practically overnight. they were already relatively popular by virtue of being a big 3 group, and they'd had a bit of success with miroh and less prominently my pace, but the absolute explosion after god's menu and their continued upward trajectory ever since was completely unprecedented for them. and especially given that they had JUST dropped a member. kpop groups do not tend to have massive spikes in popularity after losing members, and when levanter dropped we were all incredibly anxious for skz's future because it looked so bleak. we were crying cheering throwing up over ONE MUSIC SHOW WIN. ONE. they used to be less famous than everglow. do you understand me? are you understanding me.

[waning-wings]

i fuckin. forgot how to make buddies.

[raisinushigher]

THIS IS HOW THE KISS ACTUALLY LOOKED IM GONNA LOSE IT

[kiokesu]

the cup of coffee i ask my father to make never tastes quite like the one he made for me when i couldn't walk from the pain

[seraphdreams]

he can…. he can drive….

twst tamashina-mina groovy spoilers !

[transgenderfivepebbles]

me when i want to YELL ABOUT MY OCS but i am UNSATISFIED WITH MY ART STYLE!!!!!!

[fivefeetfangirl]

im really going through it