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Hey I know your clown days are behind you and everything, but I'm still curious if you've got any opinions on The Amazing Digital Circus?
same thing everyone else does i suppose, that its fun and well made.
to be additive to the discussion instead of just saying positive stuff you've already heard, i'll levy a little critique against it, bearing in mind that i do so with positive, constructive intent.
i feel as though in recent times we've been oversaturated with stories and media with too grand a focus on the characters instead of interesting concepts. i think that the character design in the amazing digital circus is colorful and neat, but in the past 3 years how many "it's cutesy looking, but it's actually about existential terror and the cute characters go through trauma, oh no!" gimmicks have you seen in stories? personally ive seen quite a few.
i feel as though creatives are pushed too much to make a marketable face first and foremost, because lingering eyes are in high demand for artwork online these days. if someone is going to move on quick, which is going to be the case with the majority of people, it's much more likely that someone will find it easier to remember a cool design for a character instead of an entire unique sequence of events. that means story-driven things are either made to be more shallow to give more space for character moments, or have a much smaller chance for having their work succeed.
i do not think this is indicative of some mass decline in creative originality, or even the fault of the creatives who make the work. like i said, i thought it was a lot of fun and gave it a small positive review on twitter a few days ago. Gooseworx, as well as the rest of the team who made it, clearly cared for this project. what im talking about is a symptom of the larger issue that is the black-box algorithms that have desolated social networks, and create bad media consumption habits in people. though i wont lie to you and say i havent grown to resent the symptom too.
so to answer your question more succinctly, i dont really think of it that much at all. ive seen this one already.
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Malmineās Day Out In Berry World (And More) - Replies
i could absolutely get used to this, also sorry for the wall of text but i think read more works on mobile now?
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āM: I HAVE THE BEST WIFE HA HA HA!!!!! ALSO FOOD!ā
mAAAAAAARR STOP BEING SUCH A HUGE NERD
HE CANT THIS IS WHO HE IS
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IM GOING TO HIRE U UR BETTER AT CAPPING THEM THAN I AM ā¤ļø ššš¼
wtf nOOO your shots are so aesthetic i just take a billion pics and post them all but also pls hire me for anything thanks
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YESSSS
WOOOOOOOOOO
pixeldemographics replied to your post āI heard you wanted to see a weirdo (not)ā
Wow a cutie patootie with an extremely Adequate Shirt!! ā¤ļø
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Hell. YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH
THEIR FIRST DIP KISS I CANT BELIEVE IT
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mar stop manhandling ur wife also they cant escape their origin story lmao
its gr8 man i wish i could do smth cool with art and shadows now
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IM Dying AND LIVING SO MUCH RN THANK U THANK U THIS IS A BALM AFTER U KNOW WHAT
tHATS GOOD THATS GR8 IM FEELING V ACCOMPLISHED
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@1st pic mar wheres that hand going mar what are u doing
pl A C E S u kno thats just how he is
man i sure lov those presidents and their impure thoughts in public places
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āM: Jessamine! You did great. J: Why thank you! You werenāt too bad...ā
Yes YESSSSS APPRECIATE EACH OTHER JESS RUN UR HANDS ALL OVER THAT BACK
now thats a comment i could have written
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āM: I want death.ā
MY DUDE ITS PART OF BEING A POLITICIAN
i KNOW I JUST HAD TO
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theres my perfect daughter in law
:o she is man
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āafter today Iāll actually gonna stop spamming sims I canāt take credit...ā
who the fuck is this tho idk her lmao
your goddess thats who
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset ālocal alien cinnamon roll still a cinnamon rollā
can i adopt her please (i dont remember if i did already or not)
u can totally adopt and/or marry her tho tbh adopting WOULD probably be better since glow would get v sad and pathi v mad if u married her...well find someone else for u to marry if youd like and its not creepy
pixeldemographics replied to your post āwcifthe eyes of blue guy that trellis talked to?ā
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! iM LOVING THE TAGS EYE EMOJI
tHANK YOU I WASNT SURE IF THEY WERE TOO MUCH BUT SOMEONE TOLD ME TO DO IT
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āJ: Good game, Trellis! T: Manā¦it seems talent just canāt beat youth....ā
im crying so much jess is back at it with the selfies and trellis im so proud of trellis she is so GOOD
sAME I HAV A LOT OF FEELINGS FOR BOTH OF THEM ALSO LIL JESS OUTING HERSELF ABT HER FLAME OBSESSION ONCE MORE
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āT: Okay, remind me again why we HAVE to have a hot president?ā
Ok trellis but......... a concept......... its gr8 he beat his meat to get here
i mean since im a troll and like to put impossible knowledge in my sims trellis has a clue or two but if it was confirmed to her i assure you she would appreciate the work that went into those biceps
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ASSSSSS
aLSO A COOL SHOT SMH
pixeldemographics replied to your post ā9, 10ā
;) ;) ;) im living for this potential murdering for the challenge
;) ;) ;) ;) ;) dude i might have to tell you because i wanna tell someone and you inspired this so...and for all we know i might never get to gen 8 which would mean id never finish the rainbowcy and start smth new so
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dUNKED
fun fact abt this shot: i drew half of the fuccin net because the bball always clips through it during this and i hated it so much because i loved the shot a lot
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mAKE MOMMA PROUD
ALWAYS SHE WAS SO DAMN GOOD
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dan trellis has some nice legs :o GO GIRL
well she got a lot of exercise but i too would lov naturally hairless legs
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smh opal arent u supposed to support ur partner in balls
opal dont support anyone that aint sprout tbh
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āO: Woooooooooo!! Not bad, Mr President. M: Please never call me that...ā
i MEAN trellis did u check those ABS and GUNS and bAD SHOULDERS OUT???
shE DID TRUST ME SHE TOOK A REASONABLE AMOUNT OF TIME TO ACKNOWLEDGE THESE ABS AND GUNS AND BAD SHOULDERS AND MORE
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idk what happened with that comment im dead
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cOME ON AND SMAAAAASH AND WELCOME TO THE JAMĀ šĀ šĀ šĀ šĀ š
i dont know man but its beautiful
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jfsdsfjdsfsd im crying so much im dead and im so glad mar is like..... giving nip town some much needed rep
he is man he is i need more of it but i also dont wanna b too obnoxious abt it...and also im realising the only other nip town rep on this blog will probably b snowdrifticus...
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ill b very honest and admit that in light of recent conversations this image can have some...... er ot i c....... connotations...... which is to say...... i lov it
cATII PLS I TOOK THIS AS AN AESTHETIC INNOCENT SHOT
(but also yes. yes y e ss YE S)
pixeldemographics replied to your photo āThe Outlaw & The Outcastā
PROTECC THESE KIDS FROM THIS DISFUNCTIONAL FAMILY
ILL TRY MAN i dont think the fam is gonna b the biggest danger to them tho
pixeldemographics replied to your photo āThe Outlaw & The Outcastā
ALSO I LOV THEIR PROFILES I LOV THEM I LOVE PULSES SASS AND U KNO HOW I FEEL ABT HER IN GENERAL (WINK WINK)
i kNO HOW U FEEL ABT HER YES I KNO JUST WELL I KNO U WANT THAT MIDDLE FINGER (im sorry the friend u ordered is broken ill get u a refund)
pixeldemographics replied to your photo āThe Outlaw & The Outcastā
OK FIRST OFF THIS IS SUCH AN AMAZING AESTHETIC IM CRYING SO HARD RN
aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA???????????????? CAN U NOT YOURE AESTHETIC GOALS AND YOU CALL THIS AESTHETIC I CRY IVE BEEN APPROVED BY THE AESTHETIC QUEEN??
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āT: *regrets challenging the boss of everything* M: Did the ball really...ā
Also i cry bc if she shortens her name as usual its mar which is sea in portuguese and just adds to the whole aesthetic :ā)
;____________; yE S
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āT: *regrets challenging the boss of everything* M: Did the ball really...ā
It seems like mar is not the only one who handles balls wellĀ šĀ šĀ š
i mean...there is a possibility that she does too i wouldnt know.......theres actually a possibility that they r all pretty skilled i wonder why
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Is that a face of....... r e g r e t
probably, trellis is competitive af and v easily gets insecure when shes not the best (aka me???)
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āJ: Heās so cute! T: Isnāt he? I did good. Is Martinique joining us...ā
But im crying and dying and thriving so hard rn u said this was the fave IT IS I LOVE THIS SO MUCH ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
;______________________________________________; i too am crying in retrospect and was crying
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āJ: Heās so cute! T: Isnāt he? I did good. Is Martinique joining us...ā
Jess would probably love to b slam dunked tbh i cant believe her
šĀ šĀ *halamshiral eavesdrop voice* inTERESTINGGGG pls tell me mor
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āS: I assume thatās a rhetorical question. Iāll browse the shops for...ā
jess: wow love!!!
her face looking at shine and trellis gave me life she was probably like...mar too likes to do this...and that...i wonder if he too will still do that when were older...will he stay with me...i sure hope so
and trellis was like well if he dont u kno shine will freeze him and then ill literally kill him so i bet he dont want to risk that
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āT: *giggles* Shine, come on. Iād have thought you knew me better than...ā
i approve of trellis conscientious citizenship i LOV HER
sAME IM SO GLAD I GOT THE OPPORTUNITY TO DEVELOP THIS PART OF HER
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āT: *giggles* Shine, come on. Iād have thought you knew me better than...ā
lmao i bet shine is picturing this in one of those top 10 anime betrayals meme
yes absolutely can u pls make a meme out of this and also everything
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āT: Iām here, darlingā¦oh, Jess! Hi! You made it! J: Trellis! Ready for...ā
cOME ON AND SLAM AND WELCOME TO THE JAM
YOU GOT IT
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āS: Mrs Lilywhite! Is that you? What a coincidence! Itās good to see...ā
dsjasdsasdajdsajsadjsad im living and dying and crying so much ANNIEEEEEEEE
aksjfbakjsbfkajbsfknajsbfaksjf already ;_;
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āS: Wait, isnāt thatā¦ā
yES YES IT IS SJSDJDJSDFFSDDSF
me watching you commenting:
pixeldemographics replied to your photoset āItās time for a group outing on Trellisā day off!ā
i lov the sound of that warning i know ill die
same always
pixeldemographics replied to your post ā2, 6, 13, 14, 20, 29, 30!! ;)ā
follow up question whats flames fave type of meme
flame is flame he loves every meme he IS every meme but a few selected faves would be alien guy, doge, breadsticks, ermergerd, history of...um...whatever the berry name of japan is my color page isnt working xD and dark kermit i think those are some of his faves yes
pixeldemographics replied to your post ā2, 6, 13, 14, 20, 29, 30!! ;)ā
i cant believe aur went to the gym and play with his b balls ;)
but can u rly not because i can, i too would if u hav such mighty balls u gotta give them some appreciation
pixeldemographics replied to your post ā2, 6, 13, 14, 20, 29, 30!! ;)ā
i cant believe ficus is surrounded by ppl who give middle fingers and trELLIS TOTALLY HAS THE FACE OF A MURDERER YES
hES SO SAFE (ALSO NOT RLY) and thank you because she absolutely considered to get in on som fango plots
pixeldemographics replied to your post āspecial noses (u rly vary ur shape) and fluffy lips, they always look...ā
the lips mostly!! but theyre always in combo with the nose i cant describe it but yes these soft kids
;________________; i mean...i guess they are their mothers children...
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Okay, this is me trying not to care too much about Brighter by Wingit on Ao3 or @wing--it on tumblr (and failing miserably)
DISCLAIMER: Everything is my opinion and is in no way attempting to bash other fic writers because writing is hard and everyone that put their personal time into doing this and sharing fics with people over the internet deserves praise and to feel proud of what theyāve written. For this reason I wonāt be naming any other fics aside from Brighter because thatās the focus and #Boost Ur Fandom Writers ya feel
DISCLAIMER 2.0: I realized I told @wing--itĀ that iād have a meta done for their fic except I realized Iām not entirely sure what Meta is so Iām probably not good at it wow this is long im sorry okay letās do this thing
Actually as Iām writing this, I realize itās just going to turn into a giant ass review for Brighter and I donāt know how I feel about that but @wing--it hi, i love your fic, weāve been over this right? Under the cut this goes. (contains mild spoilers for Brighter but Iām trying not to say everything outright)
Brighter is a Victuri fanfic that is by far one of the best Iāve read in terms of storyline, characterization, conflict, and angst revolving around that conflict.
Starting with storyline, Brighter is a godsend fic that gives that good ass almost immediately after the GPF life for Victuri. So the two of them figuring out their relationship and working out how to live together in a more intimate sense (that being on their own and not constantly surrounded by Yuuriās family and the patrons of Yu-Topia). Now, there are some other good ass fics that also have the lives in St. Petersburg and that do this shit well (actually, I appreciate every fic out there, shout out to all fic writers yall are doing gods work) BUT something different that stands out about Brighter is how the storyline isn't just focused on Yuuri Katsuki.
Honestly, at the most current point (10 chapters in, updated last on the 8th of June) the two main characters are NOT Victor and Yuuri, but Yuuri and Yuri which is??? Possibly one of the few fics Iāve seen where these two are the main focus while still having the fic be Victuri centered. Like without getting too much into Yuriās storyline for the sake of spoilers (though itās kind of revealed in chapter 3 or 4 i think, pretty early on) This fic, by far, has some of the best characterization of Yuri P that Iāve ever seen.
Which is saying a lot because I will often stop reading a fic because of how they characterize Yura (especially if heās a major recurring character in the fic). Yura does play a huge part in this fic in terms of his own character development and conflict (godddd I just really fucking love his story line) and Tash!!!!!! Gives a solid reason why Yura would be āāangstyāā 24/7 and h*ck!!! Itās just ugh!!! Everyone knows, if youāve gone through your angry teenager phase, itās so incredibly difficult to stay mad 24/7 unless somethingās happened or somethingās happening (mental illness notwithstanding) and like just godddd. Okay??? Okay. So Anyways, Yura opens up to Yuuri (eventually) and friendship happens and honestly out of this entire fic Yuuri and Yuriās friendship is my favorite. Like yes, this includes Victor and Yuuriās relationship or Victor and anyone else or any of the characters combines. I just think Tash did such an amazing job working with Yuri in the fic and Iām already emotional this is a mess Iām sorry.
Okay, So thatās Yuriās character. On to Victorās. I think Tash does a beautiful job having Victor adjust to life loving someone. Like here, we have a guy whoās spent his entire life trying to please and surprise so many people, like aside from splurge stuff, what has Victor done for himself? When going off that logic (and like the 50 in depth tumblr posts about this) Brighter is so beautiful in his characterization. Because it starts with Victor and Yuuri being soooo in love and everythingās perfect!!! For exactly .2 seconds
Because everyone knows thatās not how relationship work and people have to work together and have conflicts and allow room for being human together. (And dont get me wrong, I am just as likely to read a 50k coffee shop au with 0 conflict because I enjoy not hurting). Anyways, Victorās characterization is essentially him trying to figure out how to be genuine (and failing on multiple occasions) and just him trying to teach himself that he doesnāt have to do what he thinks Yuuri would like to get him to stay because Yuuri loves him and theyāre in this for the long run but still Victor Ā IS STRUGGLING to figure this out. Ā Tash just. God. Tash just does this so well.
And Victor. Heās also subject to his own anxieties but in a different way from Yuuri and??? Like the fact that heās throwing himself back into his career after a year break and to go back to his way of surprising people and then coaching Yuuri and choreographing short programs for him, yuuri, and yuri too (i think he was doing 3 short programs anyways). The ice skating portion of this fic is so fucking important, which of course it is, in an anime about ice skating of course itās fucking important but what I mostly mean is that it doesnāt necessarily take second to the romance in the fic with is easy to do. The Ice skating and the romance are like on par with each other with the only vaguely second plot line being Yuriās story line which is :,,,) still
Anyways Ā I just fucking love this okay Iām so sorry this got off track Iām not even done yet but please, read Brighter.
Last on characterization is of course, the main character, Yuuri Katsuki. Alright, I just h*cking love Yuuri in this fic. Like?? Heās so understanding and doesnāt deserve half the shit heās gone through because if!!! SOME PEOPLE just TALKED IT OUT1!!!!!! Maybe. But no. Tashās way of writing Yuuri is one of the ones that I appreciate the most. His way of dealing with things (which is to overthink then not solve anything) or his way of sherlocking through other peopleās problems (see: Yuri P see: Victor N) His insecurities are all #relatable and just, Idk how to talk about this because i really can only say how perf i think tash did with him and thatās nonsensical imo anyways yuuri in brighter is like best yuuri hi i would die for him to be happy
For Brighter, the conflict and the angst go hand in hand (though tash has been hinting at things getting more painful in the next update and iām not ready but :,,,) ya kno) and so without spoiling anything I just want to say that the conflict/angst is different in a way that itās something that doesnāt seem improbable and is just 100% believable like past the characterization in the fic, I could almost 100% see this happening in canon which is a weird feeling and idk if the movie turns out to have any of these problems Iām gonna pay Tash like $20 or something (so open ur paypal now cause I have a feeling). Specifically here Iām talking about the conflict between Victor and Yuuri (not necessarily Yuraās because thatās something I definitely donāt want to happen but god it makes for some really good ass story telling and background on a character).
For Victor and Yuuri, itās a matter of being honest about oneās feelings and just you know, um, telling the truth and not saying what you think someone else wants to hear. Which doesnāt really sound hard or difficult at all but here we have Victor whoās done everything for other people up to recently in his career and has probably never been so deeply in love as he is with Yuuri right now so heās confused and Iāll give him that. HOWEVER, sometimes, Victor just needs to have a little more faith in Yuuriās feelings for him.
The same goes for Yuuri though, the conflict isnāt 100% Victorās fault. Some of the blame is deff Yuuriās and Yuuriās anxiety (which is essentially a whole nother Yuuri except darker with idk maybe a goatee and constant bad ideas). But also you canāt blame a character for being anxious and stuff and really Iām not ragging on Victor for this but I also donāt think Yuuriās entirely to blame here? Like Iām so bad at meta okay Iām sorry buT I think to a degree they both have insecurities and doubts that are straining the relationship. They really do try to work through things but on Yuuriās side, he almost always links the problems back to himself and in term him not being able to satisfy Victor like sexually and emotionally I THINK. Likeā¦ā¦.. Okay I canāt go into it because Iām not sure how to put what Iām thinking into words
Another point I cannot stress enough and canāt actually find a good place to put in even tho this was number 1 on the list of things I wanted to talk about in here is This conflict is seriously all good conflict. Brighter has characterās growing and developing and just. Nothing seems forced or out of place?? Like it wasnāt just put there in order for there to be something wrong. Actually I think i did mention this but I cannot stress enough how much the conflict in brighter just fucking makes sense!!!!! Iām actually repeating myself I know but seriously my favorite partā¦. Second favorite part after Yuriās characterization is how good the conflict and problems Yuuri and Victor have are. Like theyāre honest to god relationship things and fuck!!!!!!!!! Itās so good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But essentially, Yuuri and Victor need to have a good oldfashioned talk but thatās not going to happen because Tash is about to rip out our hearts and Iām ready for once.
Alright, thatās been my not meta. Iām sorry @wing--it if youāre on mobile and cant read under the cut, it exists and also Iām sorry that this got so longā¦ā¦. But you know i told you!!!! It was gonna be long I just really fucking love brighter and i cannot express that enough. I tried to be coherent here in talking about all the things I enjoyed and I definitely missed something like the JJ conflict but this is almost 2k in length and Iām really embarrassed bcos of how passionate I am about this.
tl;dr: just read Brighter for fucks sakes, thatās all I want. More people to read brighter and scream about the character(ization)s and just heck!!!!!
#i speak#yoi#victuri#wing--it#tash this turned out to be 1.8k im sorry#@ my followers pls read brighter and scream at tash abt it like ??????? revolutionary#double @ tash i really am sorry this got so long god this is embarrassing
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1-5, 7-19, 21, 23, 26, 28-32, 34-43, 45, 48-53, 56, 60(u better nOT YOUNG LADY), 63, 71, 75-77, 87-95
lol sorry this took so long to answer alpha bean
(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?closet doors closed cuz i have a small room
(2) Do You Have Freckles?yus but only rlly smol ones on my nose
(3) Can You Whistle?lol no probs never will
(4) Last Song You Listened To.listenin to on melancholy hill by gorillaz rn
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?rlly rlly light pastel pink
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?77 degrees (fahrenheit)
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?nooo, i woke up sad
(9) How Many Followers?36 (thx all u peoples who followed me even tho Iām not popular)!!
(10) Zodiac Sign.gemini!! im a ram if ur talking chinese zodiac!!
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?hazel unlike anybody in ma family
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily? noooo lol whatās health??
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower? ya when im listening to some good bops
(14) What Books Are You Reading?i just finished the color purple and something bout suffragettes, now im on a percy jackson one
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.specific, here it is!! āāBut you did doooo it,ā the spirit growled.ā - The Trials of Apollo
(16) Favourite Anime?yuri on ice im ur classic gay, hxh tho too i cant decide
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of? mmmmm, probs my older sister (last time i cried tho was this morning lmao)
(18) Do You Collect Anything?nah, i have a few old timey cameras but thatās about it
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?a sandwich lol, just with some lettuce and tomato on it
(21) Favourite Animal?pupper cuz im basic as heck
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?like 11 now my scheduleās messed up
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?probs my sisterās @kohoa even tho i donāt go through it often lol
(28) What Makes You Happy?ma dad, ma sisters, rabbits, video games, puppers, reading sometimes, etc etc
(29) Post A Gif Of What Youāre Currently Feeling Right Now.she would but sheās on mobile rn ā¢-ā¢
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music? whatās studying lmao, probs with music anyways
(31) Dogs or Cats?i did say dogs are ma favorite animal but tbh depends on ma mood, dogs when im happy, cats when im sad and i need a pet to cuddle
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be? i think a light green?? or grey lol im boring and sad
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean? ocean, i live right next to a lake in michigan, ocean 100%
(35) Do You Believe In Magic? i want toooo, but thereās no proof of it in ma sad life so far, so nah
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?not wearing a shirt, a dress, guess you dont get to know!! :3
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue? NO U ARE WEIRD IF U CAN
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It? save it for a bit, then spend it on something stupid like pizza
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You? my teeshirt that I have to wear to Chicago tomorrow for end of the year field trip, ma socks and ma purse in ma closet
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now? donāt think so, if anything video games cuz she is a nerd
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly? i donāt think so???
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People? ya ya ya
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams? not any i remember!!
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry. hope, itās the worst and best movie Iāve ever watched itās on netflix if ur feelin sad, (might not want to tho if u have triggers about sexual and/or child abuse)
(48) Are You A Picky Eater? sometimes??? idk
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper? yea when im sleepin in a comfy place
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning? noooo
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?reading yea, writing when itās not for an assignment
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud? if itās music thatās better listened to loud!!
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents? idk, wrap presents since i always cut myself when i carve??? i like both tho tbh
(56) What Are You Craving Right Now? egg rOllS
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?heh heh, exams studying all that jazz
(63) Favourite Pokemon?leafeon probs?? i havent played pokƩmon in forever
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters? uhhh, idk that one cute kids movie bout the bull
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set? yea, and nah
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate? a sandwich at lunch lol
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?choices which is one of those choose ur own story things cuz i like my gf in it, sheās cute, and a magikarp thing cuz my sister thinks itās good, i havenāt played it at all rlly
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?night??? and day????
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.everything in question 77, overwatch, the last of us, fallout 4, rise of the tomb raider, until dawn, minecraft (what a nerd), just dance, the last guardian, uncharted 4, life is strange, idk if thereās others I forgot
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.ooo a while ago when I was rlly smol is the last time I remember having a dream!! k so if ur my age u should remember the kids show yo gabba gabba, and I freakin hated that it was so spooky to my smol 8 yr old mind. so, I had a nightmare I lived in a town and went to see the orange one, and then I somehow accidentally stabbed him with a needle??? and purple juice exploded from him flooding the whole town and i cried after I killed everyone!! what a dream lmao
(90) Favourite Soda Drink?pepsi or coka cola idk
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?waves at the beach, soft wind, other stuff too but i dont remember
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?sweats what are jEAns??
(93) How Do You Look Right Now?the same way i looked when i got home from school?? ma hairās pulled up, glasses on, pretty basic stuff
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.BEING AWAY FROM MY MOTHER LMAO
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?probably just two small female signs crossed together on my wrist cuz im gay as heck
this was fun, feel free to send me some others that I didnāt already answer!!
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Uriel is basically a kpop girl: western girl shipping two ultrafamous, attractive Korean media stars together and not having any boundaries.
Lol it seems fine in the webcomic rn but I've heard she gets weirder about it. I hope not for their sake but it sounds really funny. - bi panik YJH anon
hi anon!
sidenote/ramble: ok tbh i keep forgetting i can save my asks as drafts on desktop now + be able to add tags so i keep goingn to mobile, foorgetting what iw as going to do, getting distracted, lookiing up at my laptop, rememberinng, forgettinng, repeat cycle a few times xDD thank god tho BC I USED TO ALWAYS HAVE TO GO TO MOBILE TO ADD TAGS jskadlf bless
ok anyways ahaha
JKJSKDLAFJLAEF sjdahdhlhawehfklhkhksdfnljxdfkladd well, thats not wrong i suppose LMAO omg i swear how do u put things so funnily i cant xD i havent read a lot but just a few interactions in which she donates coins haha and i can see that; i do wish though that in general ppl would be more aware of boundaries, and like remember they r real people? i feel like its really easy to forget that and idolize them too much (well ig they r called idols for a reason lmao) but yea; i suppose its more acceptable(?) for Uriel cause diff circumstances? not that the whole premise is a bit messed up in the first place lmao reminds me a bit of thg and tributes for entertainment, but idk that much yet bc i havent finished reading, we will see
fun fact, this guy who went to the same middle and high school as me was also named Uriel, so like, i keep having to switch the image that pops up in my brain xD
ajsddfhjkf yea for now i think it sounds fine in webcomic cause theres barely much xDD but YEA IT IS REALLY FUNNY akljsdf like i got to this one scene (wait i forget how much youve read- remind me again? i wont say it for now cause idk spoiler, im sorry my memory is ilke rlly bad LMAO) and i was like uriel i think u should take my url xDD i look forward to the rest
thanks for the ask! its always a pleasure to read ur asks xD
#bluris answers asks#bi panik yjh anon#uriel#omg i swear urr too funny xD#if i had to do a try nt to llaugh challenge#which btw i would already fail at cause like#funf act nummber 2: i am HORRIBLE at keeping a straight face#like#horrible#i lose every staaring contest witinn the first 5 sseconds#10 if im lucky#no joke#i crack up everytime#but yea that would be funny xD but prob boring bc id start laughinng super fast ahahaha#anyways ty for another ask! i love hearinng ur thoughts :D#but btw whhen i say that i dont want u to feel pressured or anything#just if u would liike t o send stuff thats alright#whatever ur comfortable with ^^#okie have a nice day~#ocne again i stayed up too late xDD#WAIT lmao i just realized i can say 'i look forward to the rest' like#rest as in sleeping too#eh bad punn mlao but ig technically i willl go to sleep soon?#idk haaha
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Sorry that was so long i just am feeling very confused about how i identify and i thought maybe you would have some advice or be able to help me out a little? You're always so sweet and kind and im feeling very lost atm. Sorry about only 2 of the asks going through tumblr didnt eat them my phone was just not letting me send them so i had to switch to my computer. You can just read all the asks and reply to just this one on your blog if thats ok? :)
aaww hey iāll post the rest under a readmore so it doesnt clog ppl dash (soz if ur reading this on mobile jfhsdjh) also i posted the rest of ur ask just bc i feel like there might be ppl who resonate w the whole thing yanno
I've known I liked girls for a few years now and I've always labeled myself as bisexual and I have dated one guy and it was a pretty eh relationship. Didn't feel much so I broke it off. I recently have been really questioning my attraction to men. I feel sexually attracted to some men but not that many. I'll see the occasional guy I find attractive irl but that's pretty rare mostly I find some celebrity men hot but even that is very few when compared to the amount of women I find attractive I just feel like I find all women so beautiful and am attracted to them in this whole different way to men? Like it takes a lot for me to find a guy hot and when I do it's almost never to the degree that I feel for women. And when I think about men romantically it does nothing for me all the cute stuff you're supposed to want I don't? I can think about sex with certain men and find it very appealing and that's it. But when I think about dating a woman and doing really cute mushy stuff withĀ her it feels so right and makes me feel like its all i want? And I can see myself having a wife and being with a woman forever but men just dont really appeal to me in that way i just cant see it? Thing is I've never actually dated a girl so i keep telling myself im kind of making it up in my head how much i want it or how it could be but idk. And i feel sexually attracted to some guys so i think oh but maybe there will be a guy you want all that with? and i just dont know anymore?
firstly hiiii i relate so much to so many things u said here and i feel like this such common experience for women that are into other women. i think for me personally, iāve always kind of been quite into the idea of not labelling my sexuality specifically. i feel really comfortable with using labels like gay or lgbt or queer as umbrella terms when talking about myself, but referring to myself as bisexual or lesbian never really feels 100% right for me. like you said, i know that iām attracted to women romantically and sexually so i definitely identify as being lgbt i just always find it difficult to point to one precise label thats more specific. i think in a way, a lot of what your describing is probably down to heteronormativity and a degree of internalised homophobia, like its something that we all have to battle with and deal with daily even on a subconscious level. when being same gender attracted is still seen as āabnormalā i think its only natural to feel weird about that part of yourself and want to repress it slightly. i think being a woman as well weāre so defined by our supposed attraction to men that its hard to get over that and accept that itās something you dont feel. even if you know if ur heart that loving women is a natural and beautiful thing, when ur constantly surrounded by a society thats so focused on heterosexuality it can be so difficult to accept that part of you no matter how much you want to. i cant tell you how you identify or what the right label is for you but i think just being open and not pressuring yourself into fitting one specific label can actually be really helpful and take a lot of the stress and anxiety away. i think once you stop frantically trying to put a name to what you feel, it gets easier to just....Feel(tm) what youre feeling and sort of go with the flow. not second guessing and analysing my attraction has honestly helped me a lot, if i feel something for someone i sort of just feel it. i try not to get caught up in putting a name on my sexuality, but instead just experience it as it happens. i think its a really natural thing to want to understand yourself and figure out who you are but honestly, you have so much time to do that that if you cant figure it out right now then its not that important. i think as long as you acknowledge your attraction to women and are open to exploring it then not knowing for sure whether or not you also like men isnāt a big deal. i definitely think that experience is helpful to understanding yourself better, once you have that experience it does help solidify things in your mind and i know for myself that once i started being with girls i became 100000% more sure that i wasntĀ āfakingā anything and that i was into them. that being said, it isnt mandatory and not having experience with the same sex doesnt by any means devalue your feelings or sexuality. long story short just give it time, dont stress yourself out too much with forcing a label that youāre unsure about. things will get clearer for eventually and maybe someday youāll find a label that fits you. and maybe you wont and honestly thats okay too. sexuality is complex as hell and understanding yourself is genuinely a journey, itās totally okay if youāre only just getting started. hope this helped a bit, love you š
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