the time between your calls is getting longer
And the gap between what you mean and what you say is getting farther
your heart lives on a bridge between "I love you," and "I'm sorry."
your jeans are worn and your t-shirt is the same from last week
ideas and words dance around your head but none of them quite seem to make it of your mouth
between days become all days and cheat days become treat days
somewhere between then and now you lost your direction and now
you're every which way and none of them feel right
If you're healing then why do you still want to die?
Is there a reason for your afflictions or is it all a lie?
Did you brush your teeth? Did you have enough to eat?
the words come out swift and fast but it seems you can't quite remember
when you did any of this last.
and I love you but I'm sorry, there's no way to deny
Your past is catching up to you, and you never started running.
I miss the old you, though she was hurt.
atleast she had the decency to talk to me first.
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srry my condition is not improving. i kept waiting to be well enough to write but the medicine just stopped working again before it even rly started working. ig the story is kind of on hiatus until i can write again bc i cant do anything rn. i want the chapter to be finished but i cant do anythjng
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HIIIII SHAMSI TWIRLING MY HAIRRRER U FINISHED GIDEON? ^_________^ WHAT UM. WHAT DID U THINK OF IT ^______^
UM. UM. UM. [MAKES ABSOLUTELY INSANE UNHINGED NOISES
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