#i cant exactly pinpoint when but there was a time in college where i kinda just went numb n shut everyone out n ive been like that eversinc
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Thinking about everything I've done wrong in my entire life, how's everyone else's night going?
#its my nieces birthday today and im just thinking about what a disappointment i am and have been#i cant exactly pinpoint when but there was a time in college where i kinda just went numb n shut everyone out n ive been like that eversinc#and ive just been thinking about how i havent been there for her in all the ways i wish i was#if i wasnt so fucking mentally unstable#if i had a job and a car and the mental ability/ capacity to have been there for her#and its not like ive been completely mia#but i know i couldve#should've#done more#and like i still can#the time isnt over yet#but im stuck thinking about everything ive done wrong or everything i didnt do at all#🫠#my thoughts
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