#i cant do this...

[violntfemme]

i see the worst, most horrid fictional men ever and my beain goes 'oooh..oh yeah that would make a real nice comfort character..."

[engagemythrusters]

give him back... give him ba k give him back.

we didnt see a body so please. please you can just give him back.

[swaxe]

what if everyone blew up

[tatoasting]

I feel like I am explode today?? I didnt get anything done and I dont remember anything about today at all. I'm too scatterbrained to do anything, writing this post is really hard. I just feel like everything is crashing. I have to work of I dont get payed. I have to do fun things or I lose my mind. I have to... probably do something... helpful to myself...?? This doesnt make sense. I think I figured out whats causing all of this this week though but I dont want to have to tell my therapist.... I dont want to have to address this... what if it ruins me and my chance at living alone? What if it ruins me all over again? I dont want to see him. Moving would help that for now, and then, not. Very much so not. Would I have to get my shit together that fast? How do I do that? I dont have the support I need, I would have to find it there. I dont know if I can do this. I'm going to explode. I'm so sorry for complaining like this. I'm so sorry. I'm really struggling. I dont want to be. But I am. I dont know if I can tell my therapist. I'm so scared im wrong. I'm more scared I'm not. I'm just.... idk. I've been clinging to my new coffee maker so hard because I have nothing else I think uh... I think um.... I dont think. I dont know. I'm just like, what if I just start drinking so much coffee. What if I just make myself so much and I drink it all at once and then I explode? I want to curl up in a ball on my floor but I haven't vacuumed in a while and I think that would make me feel worse. I just want to dissappear. I hate everything. I just want coffee. I dont know how to distract myself because I cant focus on anything else. This is the most focus I've had in... I dont know. I dont know how long ive been sitting here. I dont know who I am. I'm so tired. I'm so tired. I dont want to do tomorrow. I want to sleep in and wake up and find out my therapist decided she hated me so much she stopped scheduling appointments without telling me and I dont have to pay the bullshit no show fee and I dont have to talk to her and I dont have to tell her how much I'm struggling. And I can just dissappear from the only people I care about and just.... sit in a hole for weeks and weeks until I stop. This isnt really a good tumblr post. I shouldnt tell you guys all this. I dont care. I dont care about anything. I want to dissappear. I want to dissappear. I want to dissappear.

[euphoricfez]

that interviewer goes on to ask zendaya when tom is going to be on euphoria..... 

[banghwa-moved]

HES SO CUTE..

[chrisbangs]

it's okay guys ... like after a year chan moved from the orange studio ... to this one ... so one day he will move from this hideous green thing to a new one :)))))))) i'm saying this now ... speaking it into existence

[taeminsupremacist]

OLD ASS G-DRAGON??? GD??? CHIN IMPLANT MAN??? EL VIEJO???

[domesticateddog]

i wont horny post about arthur morgan i wont horny post about arthur morgan i wont horny post about arthur morgan

[cyber-phobia]

All Might Stop Keeping Secrets About OFA Challenge

All Might Stay Alive Challenge

[engagemythrusters]

we're just supposed to go back to the regularly-scheduled shenanigans after this?!

[bones-to-rust]

I saw my abusive ex's account and I am not doing okay... I feel like I'm going to throw up... I thought I had her blocked on everything and now I'm panicking... it's been 2 years... please I dont want to have this trauma anymore... please...

[three--thirty]

AGWUAGAHUW someone i follow from middle school is now lusting after the phantom troupe and h*s*k* from hxh....... SHE PAINTED THEIR FACES ON JEANS

[brightmalcolm]

malcolm in a tux quoting french literature y’all I’m WEAK

[stanjinyoung]

staying home for this semester.,.,. school hasn’t even started yet and i’m losing it

[worthyofloveanyway]

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