#i cant believe this is real i need to write fanfic about it or something. god

[its-no-biggie]

THE RVB LEAKS??? rambles utc

OHHHH MY GOD. wash centric s18....... caboose wash rehabilitation war games. wash cerebral hypoxia season could have been real....... can we talk about the disparity between. the focus on washs recovery in the leaks vs actual canon s18. anyway

the 2 season 17 scripts were sooo oughhhhgh. GRIF GETTING LAUNCHED BY A CATAPULT. really cool tucker scene...... augh. rotating it in my minddddd

AND CANON GRIMMONS????? actually addressing the temple of procreation...... sister being like "um what does gay oral sex have to do with procreation i think yall are just in love" ICONIC

im so so torn because so much of this stuff is SO GOOD im really really enjoying reading it but at the same time. its disappointing yknow.

bisexual sarge...... asexual donut...... the whole bi sarge script is SO FUNNY. donut hijacks sarges coming out real

anyway i read it really quickly while distracted im gonna need. time to read it properly and digest it. but like holy shit. holy shit

[surr3al1sm]

I just wanted to come on here and make a little celebration post because Maybe Loving You is Dangerous has officially hit 100 kudo's! That number is like genuinely insane to me because I was expecting it to get like 30, max. I cannot believe it oh my god. I'm so grateful for everyone that has read my fic so far, that has left a kudo's, that has left a comment. It all really means the world to me, thank you so much. I truly wouldn't have been able to do any of this without you guys. I'm so happy you enjoyed the story so far, and I'm so excited for what's coming next because I get to have some fun. I hope you guys will like it! Now, surpisingly or not, I am very bad at talking about myself and my accomplishments. And since it's my celebration post I get to do what I want. Today that is being nice to some other writers. So I decided to leave a little note to the authors that inspired me to write and actually publish this fic under the cut. (So if you got tagged, that might be why). Feel free to read these notes if you want to, it's truly just me being an insufferable fanboy. If you did not get tagged, but we are mutuals (or friends) just know that you might have also had a role in the inspiration and motivation departments of this fic.

A note to @halfratsalready: I'm sure this comes as a surpise to no one, and I warned you I was going to tag you in something. But yeah, being very real and sappy with you: you're like one of my biggest inspirations for this. I was, and still am, absolutely enamored by the Lose Yourself series. I honestly feel confident enough to say that its my favourite Just Dance fic, ever. It's genuinely so well written and you executed everything so perfectly. I loved inserting it into my weekly schedule and I felt so inspired to write afterwards. I'm going to be a little sneaky and say that the whole reason I started even thinking about possibly writing a pre-canon fic. So truly, MLYiD owes Lose Yourself it's life. I joke around sometimes and call you my target audience, but honestly? You are. Everything I write is with your enjoyment in mind. I really do catch myself thinking "I hope Oboe likes this" while writing lol. I will forever be your nbr 1 fanboy, and I am so glad that we're friends. I wouldn't have it any other way.

A note to @libra-cant-just-dance: Hello there! You're the only one in here I haven't talked to, but I still wanted to tag you and tell you how much I love your fic. The Tainted City was such a great fic. I loved the plot and your story telling and the way you describe things is just so amazing. I really look up to it. The Tainted City was a bigger inspiration for my other fic than for this one, but honestly without it I doubt I would have ever started posting fics. So really, I owe you one at this point. Your fics are amazing and I cannot wait to see what you end up doing with Mirrored Walls!

A note to @lightning-and-sparks: Thorns was the first Just Dance fanfic I have ever read, and it will always be one of my favourites. I genuinely enjoy the story and you're such a good author as well. I'm so glad it's back and that I get to read weekly updated for it again. As you know, it is a very big inspiration for MLYiD and I might have accidentally stolen a few things from it but that was all in good faith and because it was all so good that I just had to. Keep it up, I need infinite Throns content (please.)

[m00ngbin]

HI HI SORRY TO BOTHER YOU BUT I HAVE TO SAY THAT I REALLY REALLY LOVED YOUR FANFIC!!! IT WAS SO TOOTH-ROTTINGLY SWEET, I ADORED IT. IT WAS SO CUTE AND I LOVE YOUR WRITING STYLE AND AHHH I LIKED IT A LOT. YOU’RE CHANGING MY WORLDVIEW AND INTERPRETATION OF THE SUZUKIS IN REAL TIME. I LOVED THAT YOU REMEMBERED LITTLE THINGS LIKE THE KITTEN, AND IT FELT LIKE YOU WERE WRITING A REAL KID. IT WAS JUST, IDK IT WAS REALLY REALISTIC AND I FEEL LIKE YOU GOT IT PERFECT. MY FAVORITE SCENE WAS WHEN SHOU AND HIS MOM FIRST CAME INSIDE, I FELT SO BAD THAT HE WAS DISAPPOINTED BUT IT WAS KIND OF FUNNY. And the way you came in with a little bit of angst right at the end? REALLY GOOD. OBVIOUSLY IT WASN’T SAD ENOUGH TO BE ANGST ANGST AND YOU KEPT IT LIGHT, AND I THINK THAT WAS JUST WHAT IT NEEDED. SO GOOD I will be reading this over and over

I do have a few questions about it. How long did it take you to write it? Which scene did you write first? Did you have any inspirations or people you’d recommend? Were there any last minute decisions that you made? If I think of more I’ll send more asks :)

Oh also: I wanted to know, are you ever going to write again? I know it’s the only fanfic you’ve ever written and I can’t imagine how hard writing them is, but I really love your writing style and if you ever did write again I would freak out

And I’m sorry you’ve been getting harassed by anons today

OH WOW HI OH MY GOD? ARGAJSIFHWKDJ YOURE NOT BOTHERING ME AT ALL, I CANT BELIEVE YOU REALLY THOUGHT IT WAS THAT GOOD?? I'm really really glad you liked it, you have no idea how happy this is making me. :DD I was on call with a friend when I got this ask, and she can confirm that I SCREAMED when I saw the notification. I'm glad you thought Shou was realistic, I was really worried about that ajekehej. AND OMG. THAT WAS MY FAVORITE SCENE TO WRITE!! IM REALLY GLAD YOU LIKED THAT ONE

1. It took me maybe two weeks? I'm not 100% sure because it's been a couple months, but that's my best guess. 2. I (shockingly) ended up writing the beginning scene first. Sort of. It was originally a narrative practice I was doing for a class I took last year, but it evolved into me wanting to actually do something with it. 3. Yeah, I did. I'm almost a little embarrassed saying who I would recommend or who inspired me, so I'll comment them after I post this or something like that. 4. Adding the kitten was a last minute decision because I had completely forgotten that the Suzukis had one until LITERALLY the day that I published it

Hopefully I will write again, because I do really like writing. I do have a couple ideas right now, but they're only half-baked outlines and I haven't been able to start on anything because I've been worried about the quality of my writing ajalsifnsk

[theprinceandthewitch]

FTF is so fucking mindboggling to me because who thought it was a good idea to have Willow, Amity, Boscha and Kikimora eat up Luz's screentime? Especially Kikimora because why would you bring in another antagonist when you already have two of them [Philip and The Collector] running around?

If we operate under the assumption no one up top was responsible for some of these awful writing decisions... there was not a single person in that writing room who had enough common sense to say:

"Yeah look, I know it sucks Willow and Amity can't get any development before the show ends. And I know we have fans who want to see the side characters one last time. But we literally dont have the time to do it. We cant take time away from Luz's character arc. We still need to show Caleb and Evelyn so the parallels between them and Luz/Hunter make sense. We also need to show Caleb and Evelyn to contextualize Philip's actions. Luz, Hunter and Philip take top priority in this season because we dont have the time for anyone else. It's awful, but that's just the way it is. It's not a big deal anyway because we can include these minor characters in the timeskip at the end."

And why is Willow having this development with Hunter and not Amity? Dont get me wrong, giving Amity and Willow alot of screentime is still bad because they shouldn't take time away from Luz. But having this development with Amity is more logical than having it with Hunter because Amity was one of Willows bullies. She contributed to Willow's insecurities of being "half a witch". AND THEN instead of it being focused on Willows insecurities its also about HUNTER and how he couldn't tell Willow and Gus they were important to him? WHAT.

Hunter did not need to have this kind of development either by the way. Like the kid died and came back to life AND lost his companion in the previous episode... but of course he doesn't feel a certain type of way about what happened in TTT - his REAL issue is that he couldn't tell Gus and Willow they were important to him... WHAT. Also, you honestly expect me to believe Luz wouldn't try talking to Hunter after she literally saw him die and come back to life before her eyes? Or that Hunter wouldnt be concerned about Luz not coming out of the portal even though TTT established a deep bond between Luz and Hunter?

What was the purpose of going to The Owl House if nothing of value was there? Going to TOH would make sense if the memory tweezers were hidden away somewhere in the house, but theyre not. Everyone is just fucking around in the house and wasting time for no reason. You could have just had the tweezers be at the house and everyone have their important talks before they teleport inside the skull. All that school meandering bullshit could have been completely cut.

Speaking of cutting out stuff why wasn't Odalia cut from this episode? She does nothing and serves no purpose to the story. They make you think she might do something conniving in WAD but she actually does nothing. Just cut her completely. This episode is full of characters who's only purpose is to leech from Luz's LIMITED screentime.

Seriously FTF and WAD read like bad fix-it fanfics. Like someone read some garbage takes from twitter and tumblr and decided to "fix" TOH with the last two episodes.

[vinluco]

What headcanons do you have for the main 4 in max headroom 20 minutes into the future? :)

HELLO HI OHMYGOSH OKAY sorry if this list isnt that expansive!! i cant think of all of mine, might update later djsjsjsjs-

My headcannons for 20 Minutes into the Future (below cut!!)

Max!!

Asexual, but I think he'd also be on the aromantic spectrum too?

Only knows a lot of things because of Edison's memory, and acts like he's a hot-shot know-it-all because of it. Mans has never played golf a DAY in his life.

I completely agree with the headcanmon that he blows tv fuses when he gets mad, but I think if he were to sleep, his background would only show up as a kind of "screensaver." Y'know?

Has a toothgap due to Edison's accident. He doesn't mind it, personally! :3

Cannot physically age unless he chooses to. I stress this because of the Channel 4 Digital Switchover commercial, in which Max is shown to be aged. I, for one, A.) Do not count that as canon, and B.) Don't believe Max can age physically. Though, yes, he is old in our world.

Hates his stutter. Tries not to show that he's insecure (macho, masculine, 80s persona type shit,) but in reality he can't help it and genuinely despises how he talks.

If!! If ever given a body (Bryce prolly built it), he would be taller than Edison. Max would be ECSTATIC.

Doesn't listen to a lot of music, normally. He might put on like, pop or disco sometimes, but its not like he gets too much into it.

AuDHD

Edison !!

I think he'd have a secret soft spot for country. Like, country or jazz, y'know?

Closet Bi. C'monnnnnn, you can't tell me that man isn't the biggest repressed bicon ever.

Doesn't have a tooth gap, unlike Max, but does have a scar from the accident. Doesn't like to talk about it.

Isn't mad at Bryce for the accident, he knows Bryce didn't mean any real harm.

Iced coffee bitch. Embarrased about it.

I think he had a normal childhood,, he feels like he did. Maybe some elements of religious trauma, coming from the related episode,,, Something something,,, Vanna Smith's relationship with Edison is meant to represent his past beliefs and how they still have a grip on him,,,, something something their one night stand was a metaphor for reliving your trauma and coming out of it changed/with a new lens,,,, something something,,,,

,,,I have mixed feelings about him and Theora,,,,

One one hand, yeah! Cool! They have good chemistry, and they have their motives to be in a relationship!

On the other hand, it would do Theora's character a misjustice to simply make her get into a relationship with Edison just cus,,,, i dunno,,,

Edison would HATE that Max would be taller than him. Matt Frewer/Edison is already a tall dude, but,,,, make Max 7'6 you cowards. /hj

Always breaks his vidicams, hides them from Murray and Cheviot but knows they'll eventually find out. Time out for Mr. Digital Sherlock >:P

Hangs out with Blank Reg when he's not covering stories, I think Eddy and the Big Time Television crew would have a great friendship!!

Do not call him Eddy.

Theora!!

Also Bi, but leans towards women :) Maybe like, Biromantic Asexual?

Her and Edison do hang out, like, outside of work, but the thought of "romance in the workplace" icks her out (valid, honestly.)

Sometimes plays into Max's antics, I think they'd have a great dynamic (shame it wasn't explored more.)

Completely meant to slap Murray in "Security Systems." No, she didn't need to sell the bit. No, she didn't need to warn him. Fuck Murray. All my homies hate Murray 😤

I see her liking glam rock,,, or like, some kind of rock (70s and 80s, ofc). She's giving me like, Sweet or The Ramones kinda vibes,,,

I think her childhood was a bit rough, but thata just vibes. We never get specifics, I think, but maybe I'll write a fanfic someday and explore it. (do y'all want Max Headroom fics I'll fuckin DELIVER.)

(( she is so fuckin pretty oh my godddd :O ))

Bryce !!

Aromantic. Not to fall into the trope that like "haha, smart character aro/ace!!" but, seriously. Do you think he wants anything to do with that? Nah, science #1, and y'know? Thats valid, you funky little dude.

Funky Little Dude™️

More of a gremlin than the show lets on. I know if he were around modern-day, dude would be slamming back monsters and talking about The Fog and The Rot.

Troubled childhood. Sent off to a tech school at an early age, didn't grow up woth his family around, or many friends. It's canon, what the f u c k.

iPad baby. Enough said.

Feels guilty about Edison's accident.

Literally says that he "felt fear for the first time" when he was /freezing to death./

Bryce???? Do you need a therapist??? Buddy?????

The only adults in his life want to use his genius to get more ratings. Bryce is but a toy to them. I need to psychoanalyze him. Puts him in a salad spinner.

On a lighter note!! Listens to classical music unironically!! Weirdo!! /pos

You literally can't tell me he isn't autistic. As someone on the spectrum, I bestow him this headcanon. Can't read social queues, doesn't understand figures of speech, flat tone of voice, ect. He's on the spectrum 😤

[summerlycoris]

Annon-Guy: As fellow Dawn of the New World fan, what do you think of the main characters introduced in that game?

Specifically Emil, Ratatosk, Marta, Tenebrae, Richter, Aqua, Alice and Decus.

Its been forever since ive played dotnw, so i might mess up small details. (I want to play it again- but am procrastinating playing symphonia orz)

Emil- the twist with him was so good. Kinda similar to Lukes twist in tota, except a bit more tragic because. The real Emil Castnagier is dead from the palmacosta fire. And Aster is dead because of Ratatosk.

But... he's still the real Emil. Even if his life was a lie. Even if his memories of his past were fake. The memories he made with Marta, Tenebrae, and everyone were real.

Ratatosk- I cant really remember a tonne about him individually tbh. Only that he improves over the course of the story, and becomes a much better teammate to Marta and Tenebrae.

Speaking of- Marta- shes a lot of fun honestly. The quips between her and tenebrae were perfect. And her character was also really cool- going up against her dad and the vanguard, all to try and save ratatosk. Shes cool.

Also, shes got tokunaga on her backpack. Any fan of Best Abyss Character, Anise Tatlin, is a friend of mine! (joke)(kinda)(i probably would like any Anise fan unless they were murderers or something like that.)

Tenebrae- brillient honestly. After playing tota, i can see the Jade influence loud and clear. And then you get to the twist and realise- he was in on it! He knew what was going on... owwie my heart. I see his reasoning for staying silent though. Just. Ow.

Richter- gay gay homosexual gay- sorry Richter, but its true!

On a serious note. God his situation is tragic. Seeing his dead best friend in Emil- and still seeing fit to be nice to Emil, and help him out? Despite knowing that this is really ratatosk? Amnesiatically piloting a copy of his best friends body? Ow owow ow ow. That got to me when i was sixteen (still kinda gets to me tbh) why? Because he believed in Emil being Emil.

Im sorry, I just need a minute.

Aqua- another one I dont remember a tonne about. She was really loyal to Richter- even above his own desires at times iirc.

And now, for my absolute blorbo from this game...

Alice- my silliest little meow meow who has done ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WRONG EVER FIGHT ME ABOUT IT!

(She has done everything wrong and i love her for it.)

I went fucking loopy for this girl when i was sixteen. Like, if she told me to jump off a cliff i woulda done it. I wouldve fought Decus for her heart in a heartbeat if. Yknow. I couldve ever stood a chance at winning lmao.

I did all her sidequests in a second playthrough. (Missed some time sensative ones in my first playthrough nooooo) and felt so bad for her when her backstory was revealed. I loved that sidequest where she gives an old lady from tetha hella medicine (iirc) because. It showed me just what she couldve been if only the world had been better towards her.

Shit, i even tried brainstorming some timetravel au fanfic with her when i was a teen. Glad that never got out of my head- i wouldve written it SO badly. (My writing when i was sixteen was SO SHIT OMG-)

I felt so bad for that final battle with them, where we had to kill her and Decus. And she realises she really did love him... tear my heart out too why dont you?!

I really need to replay this game honestly.

Decus- hes pretty cool honestly. I cant remember the most about him. I liked hearing his backstory. And he had a interesting character- prioritising Alice above any allegence he had to the vanguard. And yet- he played the punch clock villian. It was never personal if he had to attack Emil or Marta- just his job.

This is all ive got for now. One day i will replay it again. One day. I hope that answers your question!

[eomma-jpeg]

Heyyyyfor the writer ask! 20, 32 (not me please I want to hear about other cool writers!!), 58, 66, 73, and 75 for itm have a good one!!!<33333

squid !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

20. Have you noticed any patterns in your fics? Words/expressions that appear a lot, themes, common settings, etc?

I gotta brainstorm this

I used to use the word ‘jarring’ all the time because I say that in real life LOL

I think when it comes to writing and more dynamic themes, i think the main thing i try to emulate in my writing is that you know whats going on in the scene. I want to make sure that the reader knows the layout and how every person is interacting with each other. I try and go back over my writing over and over again to make sure it is understandable

I think a newer theme is emotions ? i focused so much on physical descriptions in my older works that it wasn’t,,,, fun? To read my stuff. So with my newer works i tried to experiment with more complex emotions, especially the physical repercussions of the emotions lol

32. Name three of your favorite fanfic writers.

Squid said i cant say her T-T

SmutWithPlot on FF.net is an author who’s style inspires me SO MUCH. Their description style and flow is something I aspire to have. tension is so good….. (they’re also on ao3)

I’ve said this before but @eilwen is SUCH an incredible writer. No Reason is a fic that I cry whenever i see that its been updated. Their style is so poetic and detailed and i lovelovelove the story and world building its so incredible.

Kuwakun or @tomboyyyaoi here on tumblr has the most beautiful like,,, poetic style of writing… i want to try my hand at poetry style writing one of these days. I have such a literal and straightforward writing style that i would need to practice if I wanted to write the beautiful imagery that they have in their works…. (I sincerely believe they are one of the only people that really understand trimax vashmeryl)

58. What part of the writing process do you enjoy the most? (Brainstorming, outlining, writing, editing, etc)

Hmmmm

I think outlining and editing are tied in my mind. I LOVE creating the story, and that happens when i outline. I see it all in my mind and can normally get it down on the page okay, but the story really comes to life when i outline, and then it is reborn when i edit lol

I love going back over my work and editing. It helps me realize what isn’t flowing well, what words were strange to use, what sentences just make absolutely no sense because my brain was moving so fast that i forgot half of the words lol. But I love editing in general…. Its so fun.

66. How do you deal with writing pressure (ie. pressure to update, negative comments, deadlines, etc.)?

So far i haven’t faced a lot, which has been nice. I think what helps is that I do this because I like to. I love sharing it with people and knowing that others really enjoy the story,,, but its really a selfish act LOL 

If i get negative comments,,, those fly over my head. The positive ones far outweigh the negative ones (although, i havent gotten any ! which is so nice lolol)

Updating and deadlines,,,, i set those myself ? so like,,, if they need to be moved or adjusted i can just do that

And you can too ! please work at your own pace. Don’t feel burdened by those who read or consume your creations, I am certain most if not all are patient and willing to wait however long it takes for you to feel like its good enough to share

73. What do you think makes your writing stand out from other works?

Hmmmmmm im gonna be a brat about this and say I write stuff that flows well. Funfact about lace, this is because I have written so many history papers, and those need to flow well in order to make sense. I go back over my works countless times to make sure everything is coming across well and that the audience knows whats going on. Is it perfect? No. I went back and reread chapter 1 of in the meadow recently and immediately wanted to start fixing lolol (i might do that 👀)

I would say it helps that I know grammar lolol,,,, i try to not put dialogue for different people in the same paragraph or do run on sentences,,, but I am certainly guilty of using the same adjectives over and over or putting too many commas in one sentence lol 

75. What scene in in the meadow took the longest to write? What was difficult about it?

Okay,,, there have been a few parts where i had to pause and take a moment before i actually got my thoughts down

The first was the fight between Milly and Knives about Wolfwood. I had planned that scene so early on,,, but I … i couldn’t figure out each character’s motivation for SO LONG. it took me forever to find why Milly would even put up with him when he was the one to kill WW but also Milly wouldn’t hold a grudge like that and yakjdlkfjsdlj it took so long and i went over it a billion times to fix it and change it ugh

Another one that was sillier was in the latest chapter (28) I was having the hardest time planning out the silly conversation with the sisters. It literally made me stop writing for like a week T-T I couldn’t figure out how to make the conversation flow or how to make Vash seem like a sleaze while not a huge sleaze or for the ladies to tease Meryl UGH

I still don’t think its good but it was the best i could get it

I also avoided writing the final chapter for a minute cuz i didn’t want it to be over,,, then i wrote the whole thing in one day lol (squid knows lol)

[corvidarcana]

I’m sitting here imagining Aurum as an actual published book and suddenly I get hit with a few thoughts.

-What do you imagine your little “About the Author” blurb saying? I think it’d be funny/cool if you put “writing Sonadow fanfics” as a hobby or something. Like

(Your Real Name)

[Your name] is blah blah blah personal info that I don’t have about you something something something. Some of their hobbies include writing Sonadow fanfiction, trying to leave the Sonic fandom and failing, and posting funny stuff on Tumblr.

-I think you should put the fact that this awesome book started out as a freaking Sonadow story ye posted to AO3 somewhere. Maybe in the Author’s Notes? Fun thing to think about.

-Are you going to draw cool cover art (and maybe story illustrations) yourself? Or do you think you’ll get someone else to do it? Or will you just not use art at all?

Sorry that this is so long. I just needed to put my thoughts somewhere. Know that whatever you decide to do, your Tumblr fanbase will be here for you! (At least, I’m assuming that these people would support you. Because why else are they here?) I personally would do anything I can to help. So if you need cheering up or something just post! Take care 💖💖💖💖

“Trying to leave the sonic fandom and failing” LMAOOO I CANT BELIEVE IM BEING CALLED OUT LIKE THIS 😂😂😂

ahahaha nah goofs aside, i havent really thought abt what i’d put in a bio— though i will admit i’m not at all eager to have this story be associated with its origins as a sonic fanfic fjsjfjs. I know it’s probably inevitable, rumor will get around. but i think like i’d be a little… idk, embarrassed? To have that association attached to my name as an author? 😅 I want my work to be professional and to be taken seriously.

As for cover art, I don’t have a concrete plan at the moment but I kinda think I’d commission someone else to do it! Like, sure, i could save money and do it myself, and it’s entirely possible i’ll end up doing that to keep my budget lower, but i do like the idea of giving someone else a basic overview of the story & maybe some basic composition ideas and letting them design something. It’s something i’ve got plenty of time to think about, haha ^^

Thank you for the questions!! ✨

[jupitercl0uds]

hi! i'm ash

they/them/xe/xem • panromantic • asexual • non binary • autistic (with suspicions of having adhd) • english • atheist quaker • a tad bit silly

been on the tumbler since 2021 so i know my way around here but i dont get every little reference (i get most and for the ones i dont i just nod and smile along). i am still a teenager so some Classic Posts are older than me and most are from when i was in primary school.

i dont really have a sophisticated tagging system, but if it helps, spouting to the void is my text post tag. i dont even strictly use it for text posts tbf

blogs i run:

this one (obviously)

@blues-amazing-blog - oc blog (currently on hiatus)

@wswe-autism-fic - fanfic blog (for waluigi says 'wa' everyday until dekuyama is popular). i also treat this as an alt account for fandom stuff sometimes

@knuckles-with-a-keyboard - silly little blog where i pretend to be boom!knuckles (i really really love this blog its so fun)

@jupitercl0uds-art - my art blog (shock horror)

@nonbinary-sticks-the-badger - my sonic blog

external links (whoops forgot to add this)

maybe one day ill set up a linktree idk

ao3

letterboxd

twitter (i only use this for posting from my switch now)

spotify profile

email me - jupitercl0uds.burner@gmail.com

dm me on discord: jupitercl0uds

i think thats it

click this link for more external links including some of the above ones but specifically how to contact me if i cant use tumblr

interests:

omg i love so many things its not even funny. a few important ones are waluigi (special interest), sonic the hedgehog (special interest AND hyperfixation (omg please kill me)), art (like, as a general thing, but particularly visual) and you WILL find me randomly posting oh-so-passionately about something ive never even mentioned before.

i do animation and illustration but that's over on my art blog. also all my animations are WIPs. you probably won't find anything other than a few weird lip syncs from when i was like 11 (i got into animation because of gacha life and animation memes). most of my art is sonic atm lol.

i also read and write fanfic! my wattpad and ao3 is jupitercl0uds :D

wattpad is mostly old stuff, crack and occasional reposts of my ao3 stuff. ao3 is mostly whatever is on my mind at the moment and WSWE.

misc

occasionally i get all heated up about actually important stuff. that's usually sandwiched inbetween my regular goofy goober behaviour. for the basic gist of it: very left wing, the tories are cunts, vote green, free palestine. you also need to understand the weight of that sentence because i hate swearing.

i have other socials too but i dont really use them that much. got bored of twitter and i forget about all my other accounts. only ones i use now are whatsapp (lmao), tumblr and i guess ao3 and wattpad. theres no real point in linking something i havent used in months

anyway, have a nice day and please go to bed on time!

faves (non-exhaustive)

AUTISM BOY!!!! ANXIETY GUY!!!! MILES 'TAILS' PROWER!!!! he's been my favourite sonic character since i was little!!!! except for that brief period where it was amy because i found out tails was a boy and i, as a 7-year-old girl who had just learned about misoginy, decided amy was better because she was a girl. and that briefer period where it was cream because she had confetti in sonic dash.

my favourite iterations of him are scu tails, classic tails and sonic boom tails!!! i h/c him as autistic, having anxiety, low self-esteem but also being really cheerful and nonchalant about a lot of stuff. i enjoy trans tails of all kinds, but i believe in cis gnc tails.

NON-BINARY ICON!!!! TOP SURGERY GUY!!!! WALUIGI!!!! call me thomas jefferson cause i have an entire binder on this guy. waluigi is THE blorbo from my spin-off-party-shows. i got into him because 'hahahaha! it is the funny garlic man's funny rose partner!' and that became 'they could marry me and i'd say yes on the basis that we'd get to see each other everyday, even if i only love him as a friend.

im very passionately hateful about 'hot' waluigi. shut up. waluigi is perfect. i hope he can be canon one day <3 i h/c him as autistic, transmasc non binary and really into gothic lolita. i interpret their relationship with wario as romantic partners and waluigi being super super poor. also, wlw mlm solidarity with rosalina!!!!!

anti-faves

dr starline i love a bisexual icon as much as the next person but starline is not it. i want him to Suffer. which is why i then go on to make loads of fanart of him where he's crying over something. in the one shown above, i have just kicked him in the balls (full image). i also would love to be a VA for him because that'd really piss him off. good style tho. you go girl.

manjimutt (sorry but i only have 1 image of him)

hello to the other living yokai watch fan out there. i hate manjimutt. when i was younger i felt sorry for him, cause i was like 'oh, poor guy, always going to jail!!!' no. die. i do not like him. i hate manjimutt. i do like saying his name tho. MAnji-mutt! i think i hate him more than starline, because at least starline has redeeming qualities. the only redeeming qualities manjimutt has is pity because hes not actually committing crimes. thats it. hes not a nice person. hes just a guy. hit him with a wooden plank (har har).

that poor poor poodle though

posts i like

idk posts on my own blog i like a lot. idk if thisll be A Thing because im literally only doing tthis because of the first post on the list

recognising a url and the chaos that followed

stuff about my lgbtq+ identity idk

THIS IS HOW MUCH I KNOW ABOUT SONIC OK!!!!!

can you call me that slur?

[clonedadplo]

My first real post on Tumblr, I have some Obikin fanfic to sacrifice upon this alter of many fandoms. I still can't believe Ashoka and Anakin are only four years apart and that they gave "I-cant-handle-my-feelings-I'm-hyperventilating-and-I-just-stabbed-someone-Anakin" a padawan at the age of 19. Lord.

I may post this on AO3 if I wind up writing more and can get my bro to edit for me:

Black Right Hand

When Obi-Wan had lost his arm to Count Dooku Anakin had lamented that it hadn't been him. Not because of some self sacrificing urge to protect like his master seemed to feel when he swung his saber across the space in front of him and directly in front of Dooku's saber trajectory. That was what is was though,  only trajectory, the expected path of travel which would have buried the curved red saber directly into Anakin's chest, or now, into Obi-Wan's green one but things often do not travel their expected path and it instead sailed on to the left and severed most of his master's forearm. 

No, at first Anakin had wished he had been the one to lose his arm because Obi-Wan Kenobi was not the kind of man to whom a mechanical limb was conducive. To start he was not all that capable with mechanics, and was absolutely hopeless with electrical engineering. Second he seemed too…human? Too…natural? Anakin could not place a finger on it but neither his master's demeanor nor the soft grace of his soresu saber style seemed to align with having a cybernetic hand. 

However nowadays it served quite well to tie Obi-Wan to him. Anakin needed to service the arm at least every four months (which really isn't asking much if he may say so himself) and in reality much more often as it seemed to be damaged frequently with the rising intensity of the war. The complex wiring and special build he had put in place to prevent anyone tampering with a Jedi High General's primary saber wielding appendage, made it nearly impossible for anyone else to perform any type of upkeep on it. There was more to it than that though. Something about seeing the harsh black mechano limb under the soft beige gauze of Obi-Wan's robes seemed to connect them. To bridge the gap between a serene light filled garden on Coruscant and a brutal storm on Sedesia, drawn in unnaturally by the high gravity, gripping the planet's surface and tearing out the dirt and plants to hide them away in space. Or at least it made them look a bit more like they even belonged on the same Republic Cruiser. 

Time went on  and so did the war, his master had long become comfortable with the arm, given the constant necessity for action there was really no choice. Rex had informed him a few days ago aboard a Venator that a transmission from Cody detailed Obi-Wan's newest damage to his prosthetic and Anakin had been restless ever since awaiting news of their return. At first he had his own mission to busy himself with but after returning to the temple yesterday the nerves began to surface again. 

Nonetheless Obi-Wan should be arriving back soon enough, Anakin had felt him reenter the same sector of space recently and he decided he should actually wash up today. He stepped into the sanisteam and considered maybe he'd even give snips the day off, there was hardly a point in training since they'd be deployed again in less than two days.

Yeah maybe today would be a good day for once.

Ashoka had assured a disheveled, grimey, and exhausted master Kenobi that if her master was actually taking his once monthly shower there was no need to wait on him to treat the shorn open finger joint. She could handle it and he'd be off to bed in no time, however barely into popping open the top panel to connect the diagnostic tool the sounds of steam vents shut off and her master came leaning out of his room in record time, robes tied sloppily and hair still askew. The expression on his face could only be described as absolutely scandalized as he stared at her. She fiddled with the code reader and Obi-Wan continued his lackadaisical commentary on their latest mission. 

She continued the ruse of swapping stories with her grandmaster when in reality she could only feel the burning stare of her master deciding whether she was capable enough to do the work at hand. Or on hand. On the hand? Either way the scrutiny was burdensome and eventually Obi-Wan coughed mid sentence apparently having reached the limit of ignoring his troublesome Padawan.

"Really Anakin are you going to stand there and stare at her all morning or did you intend to come out and join us at some point?" Anakin's head whipped to the side as if he had been so solely focused on Obi-Wan's arm he had forgotten the man himself was there watching him lean out of his quarters, poorly dressed and ogling. Anakin ducked back into his room shamefaced and emerged again a few minutes later, robes straightened, and unruly waves combed. 

After giving a curt good morning to them both he proceeded to storm out the door without awaiting further interaction. Ashoka shrugged and supplied "We must be out of caf. Master is always in a bad mood without his morning caf."

Obi-Wan seemed placated by this and snorted in shared humor. "Indeed. It seems he hasn't changed in that respect." 

As the Torgrutan got into actual repairs she began to notice a rather unnecessary amount of gold plating within the actual arm, she looked at the black durasteel and its gold accent rings in question and couldn't resist the urge to ask 

"Master Kenobi aren't your robes brown? I know once the war started you started wearing the same black body glove as your troopers under your armor but you don't even wear any other black, did you choose this colour? Surely you could have gotten tan or even skin coloured durasteel?"

Obi-wan just flashed her with a light laugh tilting his head in curiosity like he had never even considered this.

"Only you would deign to consider fashion choices in a war little Padawan. I hardly think it's important, but after we returned to Corusant from the battle on Genosis, Anakin told the Meddroids that he would take care of securing me an appropriate prosthetic for a Jedi. Lord knows where he found it but it works quite well, I don't see why the colour would be an issue."

Ashoka stared into the many tightly bunched groups of minute wires then braided together into larger cords, not only a sign of her master's handiwork but a sign it was a project of interest or a craft of care and not yet another downed fighter's electrical system fixed on the fly in some ungodly weather system of yet another nameless outer-rim hellscape. Her eyes finally focused on the spot she had been oh-so carefully avoiding with her screwdriver,  the unique lithographic design that had to be required to print the one of a kind chip serving as a central processor for the hand. As expected at this point, she also found the small, so so small, miniscule spiky huttese A.S. adorning the corner of the chip. The same A.S. she had seen inside C3-P0, R2-D2, various gadgets and the internal kyber crystal housing of her own first lightsaber. She had asked about it one day while she maintenanced artooie, not knowing huttese or why the strange markings on his main two processors matched the inside of her saber.

"Well snips the housing of a light saber is pretty simple but I designed it myself, and I signed it as uhh...I guess a gesture."

A show of affection was left unspoken, this conversation had taken place before they had both slowly began noticing their own individual crawls past the line of Jedi ordership and into the the soggy swamp of confused human with handfuls of friends, a thing strictly forbidden for them. They left that unspoken too though.

"And the signature inside R2?" She had asked, intrigue overwriting the warm but awkward turn of the conversation.

Anakin chuckled in response, "Well I sure do appreciate R2 but no that's...that's an engineer's signature. Fine work like that gets signed." He touted, rocking back on his heels with a satisfied hum.

Ashoka rolled her eyes and went back to tightening tiny oil slick screws, curosity sated.

Now she looked down into the arm's delicately designed inner working and thought this signature probably covered both. And maybe some other third thing if she was foolish enough to stop and consider the implications of her master signing the inside of another living being's arm.

Obi-Wan noticed her long pause and vacant gaze and cleared his throat in concern.

"Uhm, I know all of Anakin's tinkering in there seems to have made it nearly unserviceable by anyone else. If you're not comfortable I can simply wait until he returns."

Ashoka was pulled out of her pondering with a start. "What? Oh no I- Uh well actually that would probably be...." That would probably be for the best she finished in her mind. She should close up this black and gold, hand engraved arm, pretend she was not privvy to her master's design quirks and never lay her fingers or tools on it again. Unfortunately much like Skywalker she loved doing exactly what she shouldn't do.

"That probably won't be necessary. I've seen all my masters strange design choices a hundred times, I can fix you up." Design she said with emphasis. Not just wiring, not just alterations, design you blind Jedi.

"Okay then I leave myself in your capable hands Padawan Tano." Obi-Wan said this with a puckish smile like they were playing a game of dejarik she was about to win not flaying opened his prosthetic arm.

She shook her montrals and set about the slow work of divesting the exposed length of arm of the hundreds of wires blocking her path higher until she could safely remove the outer casing of the hand. 

Obi-Wan squirmed as she individually disconnected wire after wire, not daring to risk disturbing her master's painstaking work by pulling out an entire bundle at once. A bit of discomfort seemed reasonable, the power could not simply be switched off for safety reasons but she had started with the bundle that would disconnect the arm's reception of impulses from Obi-Wan's remaining flesh limb and in turn sever feedback to her grandmaster's nervous system. As she began on the next bundle, Obi-Wan continued fidgeting, leg bumping and shoulders twitching despite the lack of sensory feedback as she worked.

"Uncomfortable master Kenobi?" She inquired suppressing a grin.

"No!" Obi-Wan responded quickly, eyes jerking up from his arm, seemingly unaware he was fidgeting in the first place. "It's just I suppose I never thought about it but I've never really been paying attention while someone works on my arm." 

Ashoka lifted a dubious eyebrow as he went on, now wearing an expression certainly closer to embarrassment than any she had seen on him before. "It seems everytime Anakin has serviced it we are either aboard a GAR ship or inside some makeshift tent shelter and I'm either too busy with battle plans or speaking with our troops to take notice of my arm. Or…." Obi-Wan faltered now looking into his cup of tea and down at his robes still dirty from his most recent mission because commander Cody had insisted that he needed to get his arm fixed before taking rest. He had failed to mention that this implied Obi-Wan could not shower and change because they both knew he would fall asleep the minute he was clean but had wordlessly accompanied him through the temple, past the call of his own refresher equipped with a real shower (no sanisteam thank you) and taken his leave with a parting salute only when he was sure someone would be looking after his general.

Ashoka waited until her patience gave way and prompted him on, "Oooor?" she was finished disconnecting and parting all the wires at this point and was too focused on the intricate, blind work of seeking out all the internal latches that would remove the hand casing to give notice to Obi-Wan's tight lipped uncomfortable expression 

"Or, I…I fall asleep." Ashoka looked up attempting to process then immediately resettled her efforts on attempting not to laugh. 

"Every time. Like without fail? You're either riding a battle high or passed out on the table while Skyguy sticks tools in your arm?" Ashoka tried her best to keep from chortling but her wording betrayed her amusement quite clearly regardless.

Ever patient, Obi-Wan simply shrugged his unfettered shoulder and smiled sheepishly,

"I suppose I really am an old man as you two insist. I must find any engineering beyond servicing the fleet fighters on missions so foreign it truly puts me to sleep."

Ashoka's head swam in disbelief as she prodded the first of six internal clips. More like you're being force suggested to sleep! She decided against sharing this rather unnerving deduction and settled on mumbling, "Master you have Crys work on the ships when me and Anakin aren't around." 

Obi-Wan gave a warm rich laugh and shifted into a more comfortable position to watch her work, chin propped on his other arm peering down at her poking and praying, still twitching occasionally despite the lack of sensation.

The door slid open with a whoosh of air and Anakin entered looking as stormy as when he left. Obi-Wan tilted his head up and flashed him a smile before looking back down to the sight of his now uncased hand, one finger separated and lying on the table as Ashoka replaced the joints. 

Her master bustled into the small cooking space of the main living area and began preparing a cup of caf and a cup of tea. So, not out then.

While her master seemed content to silently stifle them all with his brooding force signature Ashoka was ready to show him exactly why she had forged on in this endeavor despite invoking her master's ire.

"You know master, this is some truly lovely and unique craftsmanship." Ashoka spoke loudly enough he could not pretend not to hear her without looking up. Anakin stilled in the kitchenette, the clinking of his spoon now stilled.

"It's a shame master Kenobi is never awake to admire it. Especially since so much of it was especially handmade." Ashoka went on, smirking to herself as she felt her master's force signature first contort then disappear entirely, hidden the moment it wasn't being purposely projected. 

Obi-Wan tilted his head in curiosity, looking up at the brooding man child in a few feet away.

"It's not…it's not all that special, just some alterations on the tried and true designs. Not really Obi-Wan's area of interest is it?" This was probably stated with enough humility to make Obi-Wan suspicious alone but he accepted it with a hum and Ashoka assumed he was probably too tired from a long deployment to probe deeper into the line of questioning.

Anakin's voice in her head came in a hissing rasp,

"We will speak about this later padawan, stop trying to scare Obi-Wan over his prosthetic before he gets rest."

At the same time Obi-Wan's rich level timbre reached her ears from the outside,

"Well whatever alterations you did they work wonderfully so I'm very grateful to you Anakin, I don't-" Obi-Wan's voice was cut off with a yawn before he shook his head to clear it, "Oh excuse me, haven't had a good night's rest in days." 

Ashoka answered both at once using full focus to gather all the parts she needed to go weld, answer her master through their training bond, and answer Obi-Wan.

"I hardly think general Kenobi is the one I'm scaring master." 

"That's okay master I'll be done soon I just need to go weld these finger pieces back together, we've got the tools lying about somewhere but I don't want to burn the table." 

Anakin stepped over and snatched the twisted handkerchief of parts out of her hands. "That's alright snips, I've got a micro torch I'll fix it." He walked into his room only to return with a metal plate and torch and set about the repairs without waiting for anyone in the room to respond.

Obi-Wan shook his head and leaned conspiratorially in towards Ashoka, "To tell you the truth I think he's just possessive of his handiwork. He was like that with the speeders he used to build too. Doesn't like anyone else working on them."  

Ashoka put a hand on her hip and nudged a montral behind her back with a shoulder, "Right. His handiwork." Anakin flashed his eyes up at her but continued working in silence.

Sometimes Ashoka remembers her master is still only a petulant twenty year old.

Gif Credit to: @obiwanobi (Ashoka) @gffa (the other two)

[my-gf-is-kazuichi-soda]

I think you are very cute. Can you please tell me Zoey’s relationship with the other students other than Kazuichi? Thanky

(original post 7/8/2023)

Thank YOU anon I appreciate this!

This ended up being long I hope you enjoy the read!

Fair warning not everything is a one-to-one with how I see the characters, because Zoey sees them as real people and I see them from a fiction perspective. For example, real life me thinks Nagito is a great character and the game wouldn't be the same without him, but Zoey obviously sees him as a(n attempted) murderer who shouldn't be allowed to walk around free. So dont take everything I say to mean I hate the character. Except for Mahiru, I actually cant stand Mahiru irl.

Btw, important to note that I mention my fanfic (that I'm currently still writing) a lot in this, and that it's pretty canon-divergent.

-Monokuma isn't there at first and the killing game doesn't start until at least one week into being on the island, maybe two weeks. So for a while they're just supposed to follow Usami's goal: make friends with everybody.

-Zoey is the special ed student who gets "accommodations" from Usami. Usami is supposed to make sure Zoey understands what's going on and help her if she needs it. Usami is a sweetheart, but she clearly doesn't know what she's doing and usually babies Zoey when she doesn't need it and then leaves Zoey alone or fails to help when she actually does need something. Hey, at least it's not too different from Zoey's pas special educators! :D Funny enough, the accommodations thing is made into one of the rules, and when Monokuma takes over he actually has to fulfill these accommodations as well. Of course he takes advantage of this opportunity in order to mock Zoey and manipulate her. Oh hey, this is also not too different from Zoey's past special educators! Haha...oof.....

-Monokuma has Zoey in a weird sort of mental trap, and I'd rather show it in the actual fic than talk about it here; I only mention it for Byakuya's piece.

-The only canon death I've kept is Twogami, who dies the exact way he does in the game, but everyone else stays alive for most or all of the fanfic, and it's still a simulation anyway. I'm a softy and I hate killing off characters in my writing. I only killed off Twogami because they were too competent and would have solved Zoey's Monokuma Trap too fast, and I didn't know how to nerf that. Sorry Twogami. You were too competent for Danganronpa.

-characters dont die as punishment for killing. Alter Ego is in this story and she got to the rules before Monokuma did, so she blocked violence and death as punishments (oh and believe me she tried to block Monokuma himself, but it didn't work and he showed up anyway). Monokuma still insists that the killing game goes on, and his strategy to get around being nerfed is to continue to get the students to kill and distrust each other, stirring up drama and chaos. Trials are still a thing too (and he'll find any excuse to hold them since they can be a source of petty drama).

(This had to be broken up into reblogs bc tumblr has a character limit! Please see reblogs for complete list!)

Nagito: They start off as acquaintences. Zoey thought he was alright, and actually one of the most easygoing people to get along with, though her gut feeling told her not to trust him too much. After he reveals his more murderous side, she avoids him like the plague. She admires that Kazuichi and Nekomaru tied him up and said that if she were there she would have kicked him while he was down (which got Kazuichi scared for Zoey's safety, so she promised she wouldn't go into the room where he was tied up). When someone lets him go later, Zoey avoids him like the plague and is disgusted with him, though he's neutral to Zoey.

Hiyoko: Hiyoko picks on Zoey, not nearly as much as Mikan but she gets under Zoey's skin by calling her "stupid" (I'm wondering if it would be out of character for her to say the r-slur. I feel like she would.) Zoey starts off thinking Hiyoko is a little kid and is way more lenient and gentle to calling her out ("stop saying that….that's mean… you could…. hurt someone's feelings….. thank goodness…. you didn't hurt….. mine" Zoey says, crying in between the words. "This is just …allergies.") Zoey is a lot nastier in responding to the insults when Hiyoko admits to being seventeen years old, though Zoey doesn't hate her as much as Mahiru.

Mahiru: ). Ohhh boy. Here we go. Anon I apologize in advance if you like Mahiru, because I portray her character way less kindly than most of the fandom content I've seen of her. Zoey probably thinks of her as worse than she is, but Mahiru in my story is baaad, and she really brings out the worst in Zoey. For every bit that Kazuichi is a sweet girl in bitch's clothing, Mahiru is the bitch in sweet girl's clothing. She's able to get away with saying and doing so much nasty shit because she can lean on a reputation of "nice, good girl who's 'empowered' and just 'tells it like it is' to the boys." But really, she's mean, pushy, physically aggressive, rude, insulting, mean to "weirdos" and meaner to "boys." And she gets away with it because she's a "just a nice girl." Zoey doesn't fall for her shit, which confuses and pisses her off because she's used to girls being easygoing with her. Though Zoey assumes that she's a "queen bee" she's more of a slightly less extroverted queen bee's best friend type. Zoey is mad enough to want to attack her character; both in the "I'm going to call you out" way and the "I'm going to punch you if you open your mouth one more time" way. Zoey can be cruel and loud when she thinks someone deserves a kick to the face.* *(I must emphasize, me as a teenager is NOT the same person as me as an adult. I stopped acting aggressive at 17 years old, initially from a fear that I might do something that gets me sent to jail and ruins my life, and I eventually learned how to cope with my sense of justice in ways that dont involve threats or violence or (unless I have to) direct confrontation. It strongly helps that I'm not going to high school anymore. Irl high school was a nightmare for me.)

Fuyuhiko: Eventual Friendship, possibly a rocky friendship though I'm still working on this one. Zoey is pretty sensitive to yelling and insults, so when Fuyuhiko's initial attitude is "everybody leave me the hell alone!" Zoey listens. Though normally Zoey would stand up to someone who was insulting and threatening people, the first time Zoey and Fuyuhiko met Zoey tried to protect the "little guy" (from Mahiru) and then Peko intercepted and made it clear to Zoey that Fuyuhiko doesn't need (Zoey's) protection and that for Zoey's own safety she should stay away from him and not talk to him. So at first they avoid each other. I'm still working out a later scene though, where Zoey's gut feeling leads to her following him around to protect him and unknowingly stopping Fuyuhiko from playing Twilight Syndrome Murder Case. I have planned some progression into a friendship with Fuyuhiko and Kazuichi as well!

Peko: Friendship. Peko understands Zoey's desire to protect people, and lowkey appreciated the attempt to protect Fuyuhiko, but she also thinks Zoey is too careless and should learn to discern situations better before jumping in to defend somebody (yeah, a little hypocritical coming from her, but in Peko's defense at least Peko is a trained swordwoman, while Zoey is very physically sensitive and has no weapon or combat training). She intimidated Zoey into staying away from Fuyuhiko, and even though she scared Zoey a bit herself, Zoey did continue to talk to her and they are Okay Friends. Zoey once asked Peko to train her in using weapons and Peko said no. Teruteru: Mixed Feelings, Pseudo-Friendship but Zoey is easily creeped out by him. Teruteru thinks Zoey is funny and adorably charming and roots for her and Kazuichi to get together. It's so funny, he might have one of the highest opinions of Zoey (obviously less than Kazuichi's and a little less than Ibuki's) and Zoey is creeped out by him. She wants to like Teruteru but he creeps her out. She tries to assume that he doesn't know he's creeping anybody out (like with Kazuichi) but Kazuichi assures Zoey that no, Teruteru is a creep. I write Teruteru as a "creepy little bastard" /affectionate, and he does say icky things like in the game because I think it's funny (sorry xD). Despite his ickyness and occasional smug attitude, he can be a good friend and actually helps Zoey and Kazuichi in a couple of situations, and he is the only one to realize without being told that Kazuichi is a girl (and he decided on his own to keep it a secret to protect the babyqueer). He does switch from flirty comments about Zoey to teasing her about her crush on Kazuichi, but she made him promise to keep that a secret and he holds up to it. Zoey and Kazuichi are Barbie dolls he keeps trying to smush together to make them kiss.

Sonia (who comes out as a trans guy named Coby later): Strangers to Enemies-Ish??? to Friendship-ish??? arc. Coby is Zoey's kryptonite: Zoey thinks "Sonia" is a mean popular girly girl that is probably going to bully her, and doesn't give him a chance at friendship until she feels forced into talking to him. Coby tries a little to be friends with Zoey and Zoey avoids him, which confuses him and hurts his feelings a little bit but he's just not sure what to think of Zoey. There's also Zoey's reason of "I'm jealous of Kazuichi's crush on you and I dont want to act unfairly mean at you so I wont talk to you unless you talk to me." They do become friends later, though he's on thin ice if he insults Kazuichi, so Coby agrees not to do that. He is rooting for her and Zoey, mainly to get Kazuichi off his back (ironically he says this after Kazuichi's already decided she doesn't care about Sonia any more). He's autistic too. I see him and Kazuichi as two autistic kids who were socially trained in opposite directions and fail in communicating to each other; I don't think of either of them as all bad or all good, they were both being self-centered and immature but they also are both good people. This fic doesn't villainize Coby, though later it shows Coby's own creepier side.

Edit 7/7/2024, a year later!: Damn, the entry I wrote for Mahiru is more mean than I remember, yeesh. Irl me got more sympathetic to Mahiru in the process of writing for her and thinking more about her character motivations and processing that mess that was the Twilight case. She's still the antagonist and Zoey the character is still this level of mad at her but I try to balance her and Zoey out. And IRL me does not hate Mahiru now even though I did last year.

[satellite-slickers]

okay thats it time to clear house there are fucking too many of you now. survival of the fittest those of you who are strong enough will die off and my notifications wont be filling with hundreds of them every day

the internet left is straight up canibalistic and impotent. you talk about a revolution and killing billionaires but the thought of giving up chick fillet or something else equally trivial is completely beyond you. how am i supposed to take you seriously anout wanting to go through the painful and potentially devastating concequences of forcibly changing society if you don't have the conviction to even give up your creature comforts. until you so called leftists grow a spine and actualy do the basics like get q long term strategy in place i am not going to believe that you have what it takes.

on the same note. yall are so fucking dramatic and love drama to the point that you will gladly tear into each other and try to paint other leftists as villains for not being ideologically pure as you think you are. you cant build a colelition or a movement if you arent willing to join with people you dont agree 100% with. and you cant do shit if youre more concerned with looking like the wokest person in the room than you are actually affecting systemic change

the harry potter game thing is a microcosm. i do not care qbout the harry potter game. as a trans person. i dont care. you're shadow boxing in platos cave trying to win a symbolic victory against a single terf. meanwhile our rights are being stripped away from us while you are focused on bullying people into not playing a videp game like thats actually going to fix anything. someone streaming that fucking terrible game and raising money to donate to a trans charity is doing infinitely more good for me and the rest of the trans community than the rest of you fuckers combined

ai art is fine actually. and while there needs to ne regulation about how datasets qre compiled. it is not plageriam and is not art theft and is not copying your art style the devil and is actualy good and cool you just have a fundumental misunderstanding of how the technology works. the exploitation and undervaluation of artists in our society is not new and is not because of ai art. you want to help artists? stop shadow boxing in platos cave and actually support artists and create networks with the aim of making sure that artists actually get paid and get credit for the work they do

people can ship or write or he off too whatever the hell they like its none of my business

i am not proship, not because i dont share their views about fiction. but because i dont believe that they go far enough. the anti anti movement had it right but the proship comunity is very much "fuck you i got mine" they want to play with their fanfic and read their stories and dont want to actually explore thought or principles beyond that. things dont matter and arent bad if they arent hurting real people? okay then. in that case pedophiles and zoophiles dont deserve harasment if they arent actually hurting anykne. incest is fine as long as its consentual and using mental health problems (hes insane, theyre psychotic, theyre a narcasist, they lack empathy conservatism appeals to the mentaly ill, trying to say that mass murderers or child molesters or corrupt politicians are that way because there is something mentally wrong with them) as a way to condem their character means that YOU are the terrible person. claiming that only people who aren't neurotypical can be monsters is abelist. theres no other way about it

some of you straight up dont have principles, you call yourself progressive but you are still working on that gut level "it makes me feel weird pr gross to think about and upsets me and therefor it must be evil" like a five year old, you never actually examined your beliefs and your feelings and developed a moral code that you stick to even when it is hard and it shows

[makahimetenshi]

Follow me inside the wastelands - Chapter 12  -Arthur Maxson x Female Sole Survivor Fanfic

This one will be a long fic with a lot of chapters, I already write the concepts. Since I don’t play as Nora in Fallout 4 because Nate for me is the real protagonist the personalities and ideas are pretty fanbased from another fanfics I read

If you are very very very delighted with one fic and want a continuation I didn’t write or post you can donate me at least $5 bucks, most of this fics have next chapters I don’t finish because lack of motivation but hey a $5 is a $5, I see a few reviews and coments that fics that are abandoned months laters receive coments of wanting to know what happends next. Here it is, I finished my handling with you all, enjoy the fic

Arthur wake up that morning naked with a bra on his face as a sleep mask, driven by the smell of coffee his senses made him aware of his surroundings rotating his back to see in front of his view Nora in the table spinning her spoon, reading something.

-Morning –she said with a smile already dressed in a cute prewar dress.

-Mmm did you bathe already? –he mumble taking out the bra on his head, making her laught.

-Yeah I was all sweaty from tonight –his cheeks blushed but also made him laught, he liked the bold things she often said

-Theres some coffee for me?

-Of course –he went off the bed and wrapped the sheets around his waist walking to the table, making Nora laugh at the view- you look like a greek god –he raised his eyebrows confused taking the coffee pot and pouring it into a cup– do you guys know anything about art or ancient cultures?

-You are art for me…and also an ancient culture –she smiled bitterly, sometimes both have cultural shocks.

-Have you ever been in a museum before? Its not like the buildings are intact but there are somes to visit, here on the Commonwealth there’s the museum of freedom and the witchcraft one, sure you need to watch your steps and…the ceilings to not get hurt but there’s some pieces still on the walls and rooms

He sat on the chair next to her and started to drink his hot brew- do you wanna show me whatever you have been working on? –his eyes look at the papers on the edge of the table and bring them close, Nora take it by the edges and extended it over as the man lifted his cup and hers to make space, his eyes traveled along the lines and letters- so…Croup Manor…it’s a bit far from here

-But is isolated by water and an only road, besides Libertalia, my minutemens have a settlement in one of the houses and there’s so much land to have cattle and crops… there’s a lot of individual houses to claim, you can give people freedom and privacy  to live their lives –he hummed drinking his coffee- I believe we can close the road and control the ins and outs, since there’s deep water around, unlike my home Sanctuary that only has a low level river and nothing more.

-The minutemens gains the houses and what do you offer for the brotherhood? We also need a place to settle

-There’s the Nahant Sherrif Department and the Nahant Oceanological Society, the entry and the end of the peninsula…althought is not really that thing, more like two islands united by a road but you get me, I believe that the goods and resources of the Oceanological Society will benefit more the brotherhood for research than the minutemen for scrap items…

-You are asking me because you want my authorization with the movement of people and logistics or there’s a problem you cant handle alone?

-The logistics, the soldiers, the positions for the brotherhood and…it’s a mierluk territory, the edges of the water are infested with their eggs, I battled mierluk queens twice there, is not the easiest waters to conquer

-What do you propose then?

-Fence the edges, put mines and bombs, turrents, and lights all over the places

-Sounds like something you are completely capable of doing without our intervention

-We need the backup, Mierluks are hard to fight and they come in packs, I believe that once we fence and bomb the surroundings of the water they will understand how displaced they are at that place and leave, but cast away a species out of his habitat is not easy, is a process that takes time

-It’s a lot of work to put on that area

-I think is worthy, it is far from everything and theres land to produce, that was a neighborhood for rich people so they had big gardens and space to…build pools or paddle fields. Theres high buildings and the roads are not in so bad conditions…

-The problematic areas need to be faced and fenced as soon as possible

-That will be the north zone

Arthur study the map and his eyes open wide when Nora showed him what did she meant.

-A big extension

-A lot of ammunition I will say

-Also a lot of fences

-Oh, nononono, we already have that, I already get advanced and we scrapped as many cars we found to make metal scrap and do the fences, that resource is on the waiting of the operation since a long time

-You need to cast away the mierluks only?

-And the bombs…and lights

-Turrets?

-Already have them done

-Can the Minutemens provide food and water for the brotherhood soldiers? Theres a lot of extension, a lot of soldiers must be moved out there and it can pass months before the Mierluks abandon the area

-Of course, we have the supplies, and if we don’t, well trade them

The security she had make him feel secure, he may have his doubts but the previous sucesfull experiences supported her idea.

-Alright, this may be the work of today for me, but you are here at least for another week imprisioned, you should talk to you men –he sipped on his coffee and she went up to look for something on her belongings, the woman approatched him with a closed letter.

-Find Preston Garvey at Castle, the last time we spoke on the radio I made him aware to reunite resources and people at Croup Manor for a work

He raised an eyebrow –you were so sure I would say yes weeks ago?

-Of course, im very…-her hands went down and lift the skirt of her dress over her knees, she laughted at seeing his eyes went down almost instantly to her legs- persuasive…

Nora had a long cut in each on her legs part of the surgery to rebuild the bones, but that didn’t matter to Arthur, he worked hard to make her understand that she was still beautiful and it didn’t look any bad

-Do you want to start the morning this way?

-Why not? You are going to be bussy.

He slowly stretches his arms high and left his coffee on the table, taking his time  looking at Nora in the eyes, who seemed to want to devour him already, he turned the chair to be in front of her and patted on his knees slowly, she understanded and raised her skirt to sat over his legs, his eyes still glued to her legs and the movement of the fabric. His hands posed over her waist and she went directly to kiss him deeply.

It was a good idea to take advantage of the fact that he was still naked, that was at least her opinion because her hands went all over his chest to touch and enjoy how warm his skin was.

Its okay, Arthur already had some clues of how to manage this little project…

He melted at hearing a low moan from her doing echo inside their mouths, everything to keep this woman at his side was worth it.

The next day, Nora was surprised in the middle of the day, that was strange, Arthur usually ended working at noons but it was good to see him of course

-You are looking good, perhaps too good but oh well, I wanted to check out that you weren’t walking around in lingerie, I have a surprise –she didn’t understand until Arthur open the door and some familiar faces appeared behind, she cover her mouth and jumped exited, too exited for Arthur taste but…

-Preston! Macready! –the woman jumped and runned directly to them and the way they hugged her made Arthur relax, that wasn’t a lover or neither a family embrace, that was comradery, pure worry for a friend that they know that was now okay, pure worry for someone they considered no more than a relieave friend- I cant believe you bring them here!

-He asked for Preston actually, but I didn’t trust them so if make my clear point to accompany or he wouldn’t go –Arthur watched all her movements, now she hugged the white man with very very thinn lips- we were worried, how are you feeling?

-Much better than two weeks ago,  resting here is doing good for the surgery –the man went to whisper something on her ear and she separated laughing with a blush- yes…

-I thought I have to start shooting at some point, its not common to be received by the highest command in their private quarters, and I must say you are dressed for the ocation

-Do you forget im the second higher rank?

-That doesn’t explain the dress –she laughed, and it wasn’t difficult to interpret that they were talking about him.

-You are looking good general, can you move well? You can stand from what I see –said Preston as he went to hug and give her a big pat on the backs, making her jump in happiness.

-I cant run yet, im making exercises -he looked at her confused.

-Then why do you want to start this now? Im fully aware of the steps but you can wait and restore your health perfectly…

-Im confused on why you two are here also –she looked at Arthur and he stepped in the middle of the room.

-Im taking care of the mission with Garvey and the minutemens, you are going to serve your week of leftover sentence here at the Prydwen

-sentence? –mumble Macready close to her ear. Nora look at Preston, who was just at surprised as her.

-I don’t know any about this, we didn’t talk at all –said Preston to her, confusing Nora

-Do you dare to explain? Elder? –she asked with a bit of doubt, but he smiled to reassure her, so she did, at least relaxed her shoulders, Arthur could see that both trusted in the other.

-Since you cant still be see running around me and Preston can manage the operation, after all it’s a new project between the minutemen and the brotherhood of steel, it only make sense that we also participate, in the other two you take all the credit

-Yes but this can wait, it doesn’t have to be this exact week, neither this month, the general can recover –said Preston

-She doesn’t need to be everywhere –said Maxson, taking Macready attention- she is the general, not a common soldier, does the minutemen forces know that she is recovering from a battle?

-They do –said the mercenary with a bit of suspicion.

-Then why does the elder Maxson of the brotherhood of steel wants go down there to fight or coordinate a settlement? –asked Preston with the same vibes as Macready

-Maxson fight with us before, he is not the elder only in the skys –said Nora intervening for Maxson in the conversation, defending him, surprising both men, Arthur was glad but not surprised, he expected this from her and it makes him happy that it turned out to be ture.

-It’s an actually big display of forces from my soldiers, we are going to settle in two buildings and make patrolling in large distances  I need to be there to control and guide them–Nora move Preston by the arm to the table, display the maps and documents she elaborated and show him what Maxson was talking about.

-I used the map on my pip-boy to plan this –she said

-You sure you don’t wanna come? Is strange from you –said Macready giving Arthur a bad look he actually responded.

-I cant run or carry much weight yet –she sat and lifted a bit the skirt of her dress, enough to show the scars on her legs- im yet recovering, I cant carry a rocket launcher or a fatman and you know I use them a lot to fight mierluks

-How long are you going to stay out of battle? –asked Preston with curiosity, but the comment make Arthur think that he was being unconsiderate and mean to her. Nora suffer this enough to be considerated weak or a burden from her own men.

-You sure this is the only reason boss? –said Macgready leaning onto her- what the hell does sentence mean?

-Look –she said walking out, Arthur wanted to help her but he knew she can manage alone- theres a few things ill explain in some other moment with hot coffee and fancy lads but for now if Arthur –she blushed and then looked at him nervous in the other side of the room, he smiled to reassure her- if the elder wants to go there to manage his soldiers and help the minutemens to secure the area and claim the road and beaches, let him, he has the experience, I trust him.

Both minutemens understanded that there were booty sessions in the middle and wouldn’t ask much…at least in his presence. But Nora own them explanations.

-So its me and the elder Maxson? –ask Preston.

-You and whoever you need to feel safe if im not around, if you want Strong around you, then no one at the brotherhood will touch him –Arthur made a face of disgust, but when Nora look at him for his approval he changed his temple. Ah, the things he does for love…It was her supermutant toy to break not his…-not even the elder

-That’s a lot of trust you are making us have on people we don’t know –said Macready unsure of what was going on, she wouldn’t explain and wont come with them? Doesn’t seem right.

-Succeed and meet me again here at the ship

-We don’t want you here, imprisoned like it seems –said the mercenary and she step back, taking some air- we want you down, in Sanctuary or Castle with us

Nononono, Arthur doesn’t want that. He doesn’t want her down, putting her life in risk. He wanted to protect her with all the Prydwen have to offer to the elders woman. He didn’t wish to ever feel fear for her again. Nora was amazing planning even if she wasn’t risking her life down there.

-Ill meet you there, just give me some time –she grabbed both mens hands to make a pact of her words- I promise ill be there

Arthur heart sank, but he wouldn’t interfere, he wouldn’t surpass his limits, he wouldn’t discredit her in front of her mens.

-Do you expect us to follow the brotherhood orders?

-No –she moved the head- not follow, work together, if I trust elder Maxson, you should too, im your general

The way she invoke her authority, her title, and her thoughts over them fill Arthur with adoration.

Preston was in silence listening, the only one that has troubles accepting this was the mercenary Macready apparently.

-It doesn’t make  sense that you are up here and we…

-Ill give you the orders and steps of the  mission, we will triangulate with the brotherhood the best course of action, ill be with you all the time.

-Ill work with elder Maxson –said Preston to not let Nora down, she and Arthur smiled, this was a complicated moment and he was relieved that she had someone that will follow her directions and not defy- if you selected him, im sure he will perform well if we get into a battle

-Or whatever complication we face, together –she said.

Macready feel betrayed, she was not going to give up and Preston will support her crazy ideas: fuck them- You own us explanations

-I don’t own anyone anything, im the general -he didn’t say more but he was worried about Nora change of behavior- as I promise ill be there with coffee and fancy lads, but when I feel opportune. Did I make myself clear? –Preston nodded obediently, sick of Macready provocative comments, she clearly didn’t want to talk now and they weren’t going to get a single drop of information, so better go with her flow, after all she always performed for them, never let anyone down.

If she trusted Maxson, he will trust him to work along.

Arthur gasped, gosh that display of authority and character…a heat appeared on his chest he wanted to be choked and stepped on by her.

Preston look down, facing the scars on her legs and swallow saliva. But he wouldn’t imagine or make himself any ideas, he was in no position for that.

-We already clear the road from cars and have the fences made and separated, we need fragmentation mines and lights, when should we start? –said Preston, making Noras shoulders relax from all the tension.

-Why not tomorrow? Ill scort you to the closest radio so the scribes can help you to communicate with your other men to meet you there, theres food for everyone? –said Arthur talking again in a long time, he was thirsty.

-I will communicate with Finch Farm, The Slog, County Crossing and Greentop Nursery to deliver us supply’s, they are not far from Croup Manor and we can manage with the food already there for some days

-Alright, Sentinel if you want to prepare something for them ill give both a tour around the zeppelin, have it done before the ventibird to leave them in Croup Manor flies out –she nodded, happy that Arthur was supporting her authority and giving her also participation, at least preparing a letter or an holotape.

When the three men left the room, she sighted tired, but sit on the table to write a draft with plans and instructions to give her mens.

She was out from the minutemens for too long, she relaxed too much.

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/14242575/12/Follow-me-inside-the-wastelands

[literali1110]

The Rookie 4x05 A.C.H.

Let’s start with the “non-Chenford” stuff:

It was fun to see Hodgins (TJ Thyne)! Especially in a role so opposite from his role on Bones!

Nyla and Donovan...now, I’ve wanted them back together pretty much from when he was introduced but, not like this :( I really abhor cheating and I did not like how they left things (especially with that background music they always play during lighter, joking moments). Poor James. Poor Penelope. There are possible spoilers in the pic below (zoomed in from the actor who plays Aaron’s IG stories a couple weeks ago) re how this is going to play out for Nyla (don’t look too close if you’re trying to avoid spoilers)...

Officer Jan! This is an extra that pops up from time to time (thanks to @westwingwolf​ for helping me solve the mystery of why he looks so familiar) - starting from the pilot. He was “the man talking to Tim at the wedding in the 3x14 promo” and he’s also going to be in 4x07. In 4x05 he was driving the truck for Tim and Nolan’s op and it just made me happy to see him and hear his name lol (it’s actually the actor’s name too)

The Pete/Nolan/Tim/Chastity stuff was fun. I loved how supportive Tim and Nolan were being to Pete (he even got a special “not bad” from Tim!) and how it all tied into the parenthood storyline thread that connected pretty much all of the characters.

Badass Lucy! The Lucy/Tamara/Angela stuff was really great and also funny! We need more of Lucy and her female coworkers - and more of Tamara with other characters besides Lucy! Also - still waiting for Lucy to follow up on making friends with the neighbor her age!

This is of course going to be continued in the Chenford section below, but a moment to touch on the egg freezing: I know some people were not into this topic and found it to come out of nowhere for Lucy. I have to say, as someone close to Lucy’s age, I didn’t find it something so weird for her to be pushed to think about - and the points Tim brought up were valid. While I don’t think Lucy wants to have kids just yet, the show has alluded to the fact that she wants kids in the future, so I think it’s smart of her to go to the consultation.

With that said - I think the deeper issue here is Lucy and her relationship with her mom. “The real cost is my peace of mind, every time my mother asks me when I'm gonna take her grandkids out of the deep freeze.” And I hope the show continues to explore that and that Lucy continues to find support with her found family. It would probably be best for Lucy to find a way to pay for the egg freezing herself so it’s not tied to her mother - or of course, she could always adopt, like Tamara said!

Chenford!

I have seen many opinions - people who loved what we got, people who felt it was forced, people who thing there’s not enough development, etc.

I personally loved what we got! I mean, Chenford was TALKING ABOUT BABIES. The implications were REAL. It was straight out of fanfic!!! (Like seriously the last chapter of my fic also had Lucy asking Tim if he and Isabel ever wanted to have kids so I could not believe my ears when I first watched!!)

This will inevitably lead to fics with Lucy asking Tim to have a baby with her because she’s worried about her eggs getting old - YES?!

Now look, I too sometimes have my doubts about the show writing towards canon Chenford (the fake confession, ‘oh gag’ etc) but then there are MOMENTS LIKE THIS (and episodes like The Bet Part 2 coming up) where it just seems so clear to me - they would not have Tim and Lucy talking about having kids and having all their scenes with kids if they were not building towards something!!

THIS IS FORESHADOWING THREE FUTURE CHENFORD BABIES YOU CANT CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE

side note - when Lucy asks Tim if he thinks he’ll ever have kids there is NO mention of Rachel. and instead of answering her question (about having kids in the future - you’d think this would be relevant about someone he’s currently dating) he answers it in respect to his past with Isabel. This all bodes well for us.

and this will lead me into my last point. i’ve seen people say they want more meaningful moments, that they want them to bring up the hug, etc. i personally don’t think Lucy was really in the right state of mind during that hug for her to think about it being romantic. they will need to build back up to a significant moment that does not have anything else hanging over it. and yes, it can be frustrating to wait. i would like to see some realization/pining/longing (and not just thinly veiled jealously) ASAP. But--

The conversations between Tim and Lucy this ep, to me, were very deep and emotional and meaningful. (I also happen to love anything pregnancy and baby related, and with my WIP I have obviously been thinking about this stuff a lot too.) Lucy talking about her mom, and thinking about having a family in the future. TIM, being so open with her!!! bringing up his parents and his less than stellar childhood yet again, and talking about wanting to have kids with Isabel, the implication being that he doesn’t know if it’s still something that will happen for him but he still very much wants it. Two people who have complicated pasts when it comes to their parents, and in spite of this, yearn for a family of their own. And that gives me all the hope that they WILL have one some day soon. TOGETHER.

The end! Thank you for reading until now - sorry it got so long. 

[organic-guacamole]

Hsmtmts: Season 3: Episode 2 Reaction

hold on...did EJ pack his East high morning news cup to go with to camp in the woods? cuz 1. what? 2. ???

are they just gonna mention disney+ every episode 🤡

"they would never call the show that" STOP IT THE 4TH 5TH AND 6TH WALLS ARE BROKEN (hexagon shaped room)

portwell is already too domestic for my taste sorry. he made tea(?) for her and everything...like he knew she'd be there...🤨

oh no why did she do that after he mentioned ricky UGHHHH I CANT DO THIS AGAIN

Maddox is... something

as I've been saying since 2x10, CARLOSXRICKY AKA "BROS" FRIENDSHIP FTW

Anna should've been with Gary and I will stand by that 😤

Ricky and Jet. Bowet, if you will.

I love Kourtney. even if this phone withdrawal thing is kinda ridiculous BECAUSE WE GET TO ONOW MORE ABOUT KOURTNEY WITHOUT NINI AROUND TO MAKE IT ABOUT HER!

Gina says she wants a lead role and that makes her Gina 1.0 again? how?

oh she's getting a solo song.

"not the old me, 2.0 me, no the real me's about to shine" that's actually really nice, why does she have to be defined by arbitrary divisions in her personality?

also why is this song like another mid episode music video. I forgot the word to describe them, but it literally cut away from the episode to have her singing into the camera. unless this is part of the in-show show? this season is confusing me with all the inception and self awareness whatever 😭

everything about this is so abrupt ???

twinsies 😐

Ricky....you're embarrassing me.

WHY IS HE LIKE THIS AND WHY DO I LOVE HIM?

when did Nini turn 17? wasn't she 16 last season? or was that season 1? which still wouldn't make sense because it hasn't been a canon year since season 1 yet so even if her birthday was in the summer she wouldn't be almost 18...

caswen.

FRIENDS? ENEMIES? LOVERS? LOOKS AT CAMERA

atp Ricky just needs to choose between EJ and Jet and because isn't it obvious?

Ashlyn is much more like season 1 Ashlyn here and I love it. like clapping when miss Jenn sang at the read through, "actually EJ's my cousin" "I don't wanna talk about EJ do you wanna talk about EJ?" vibes

oo a Maddox interview. she is definitely an acquired taste for me and that feels so wrong to type...

idk if I said it on Tumblr but I told that discord people that I feel like Jet broke up with a partner he wanted to go to camp with and that's why he's all moody/sulky/emo™

what are the ages of this camp? 13 year olds going to camp with 18 year olds? I'm sorry but I'm picturing my mother looking at the flyer for this and exploding because a co-ed camp with children and adults???

Woahh Nini's British accent. I just got transported to season 1.

why are they holding hands.

did I just join a cult

NO HES SINGING

I just stood up and ran around my room the embarrassment was too much

Dewey is funny omg. imagine Jet is actually allergic to chlorine and he's just like "therapy!"

how did Jet get in with the screen though? nvm just realized you could lie to them about having any

I cannot believe Ricky chose to wear that outfit.

the girl that sang after Gina was so good actually...does she ever get a name?

awww Emmy is so adorable, I feel bad for her that she thinks she's gotta be like Gina or whatever now

I feel like I should be talking about the Nini and Marvin scene but...

I knew Adrien was a good singer but I'm actually tearing up and getting goosbumps at jet's audition.

the camp is already so short and she's wasting time to sleep on the cast list?

what is up with these people and trying to give up their relationships first thing

"I'm not thrown" was that a- a CALLBACK TO SEASON 1 AUDITIONS? I CJOKED ON MY RICE

before I started writing fanfics to post online, I always wondered how these people could have writer's block and then suddenly write a song so amazing... I literally wrote 1100 words last night at 1am because I got inspiration...it's real

Kourtney!! yes!! I'm so excited to see a Kourtney centered plot line now, even if it is kinda her early S2 one about believing n herself and whatnot.

I'm sorry but Ricky in this episode is really just him flirting with Gina, Jet and EJ, in that order.

I desperately need to know what Carlos erased on the cast list. like more than anything I need to know if he erased his own name or Ricky's. he erased around the middle of the page so maybe they got a lesser role and he doesn't want that?

anyways, I liked the audition song medley and nini's song(shocker), so see y'all next week...

[no-spices-just-pisces]

After escaping the fold and finding nothing left of Novokribirsk, Zoya needs a way back to eastern Ravka, to the little palace. She finds herself asking for the help of a known privateer to cross the fold with his ship.

So this is basically an idea that came to my mind after watching the show and i can’t get it out of my head. We know Nikolai will appear in season 2 (there has to be one ik there is) and we know that Leigh probably didnt think of Zolayai while writing the grisha trilogy so someone said maybe they will give us some Zoyalai in the show. They are changing some canon things so this could happen. At least some hints towards them. Yes ik Nikolai will have some feelings for Alina but hear me out

What if Zoya would ask for Strurmhond’s help to get back to the little palace after what happened in season 1 and he would accept to help her and take her on his ship even though he is skeptical ab her (but there is something ab this squaller woman that makes him curious) And yk slow burn. Her being all squallery bosy, him being his charming self and annoying her. Them fighting over how to sail the ship (cause yk zoya is a squaller and she was the one sailing the skit) Nikolai absolutely loves getting on her nerves and he thinks they are flirting some of the time (maybe they are;) But eventually they grow to trust each other

Imagine them getting cought in a storm on sea and saving each others lives and working together and both are like “yeah i could get used to this” but eventually they have to separate bcs zoya has to get back to the little palace and nikolai has to stay on the sea. as much as they both want (but neither would admit) to stay together they know they can’t

I was thinking ab the Kanej “the saints didnt look over me not like you did” quote and then what if when Nikolai and Zoya say goodbye he says something like “I may not really believe in saints, but i believe in you, Nazyalensky. Take care. We will meet again i am sure.” and zoya he like “Call me Zoya. One day maybe i will learn your real name too, captain” and then she turns around and leaves. And Nikolai looks after her and is thinking something like “This woman…”

But ofc there gotta be some angst. Nikolai meets Alina he starts feeling something funny (but he still cant stop thinking ab Zoya) then everyone finds out who he really is and Nikolai asks Alina to marry him all that. Zoya hears ab it and hates that she is actually hurt cause she didnt know who was the man she trusted (and maybe started to feel something more for). She is trying hard not to ever be in Nikolai Lantsov’s presence as she doesn’t know how she would even react if they would be face to face as she didnt even know his face not really. She is jealous of him and Alina. What she doesnt know is that Nikolai kept asking about her and tried to find her. But as she kept running from him he couldn’t manage to explain anything to her

Then the whole monster thing happens we know Zoya saves his life and she is relieved to see him and glad he is alright (and is thinking that she is never letting him go again) and stays by his side until he is healed completely and him opening his eyes and the first thing he says is “Zoya”

sorry if it didnt make any sense i just really love this idea SOMEONE PLEASE WRITE A FANFIC WITH IT AND LET ME READ IT. i was thinking ab writing it myself but im not sure